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Men...
Why is it when a man says he wants you and needs you he really means i want to get in your pants and later you can cook me food.... such is the story of my life... no excitement when it comes to most men i know.. i guess they just cant handle a girl with lots of imagination and daring.... Shy men.... they are ones to watch... they can be very very exciting when the mood strikes them...when you get them to finally admit they do like to be adventurous... Loud obnoxious men are fun when im in the mood... but you know that half of the town will know what shannanigans you get up to together by the morning..... Married men..... Stay very very far away... these are ones that are most definately off limits....as their wives may just have guns and will travel.... Dark and brooding men.... most definately one to be wary of... i should know my ex is one.... Adventurous men... love em cause they are usually up to about anything i can dare them to do... usually with dares reciprocated...h

What Kind Of Couple Are U
What Kind of Couple Are You? The Sweetest of Them AllYou two have the type of relationship everybody envies. You're adorable together and you know it. When it comes time for yearbook superlatives, you are most likely to win best couple. You have the right amount of distance, but at the same time people can clearly see that you're together. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Ct's
I'm unique, at times abrasive and in the mumms I can definitely be brutally honest, but it's all in jest. I don't try to be hurtful, nor do I seek out those who don't like me. But over the past month I have had 4 people on this site who I consider friends, that have decided to either leave the site completely or at least take a break. I have yet to meet these people and besides emails and exchanges here on CT I consider them very "real" as to what they post on their profile. They are honest, sincere and above all genuine and true to who they are. With that said, I'm appalled that those who don't see eye to eye with their views sought them out to pester and, dare I say, harass them. Two of my CT friends went so far as to block some of their detractors, who went out and created new accounts and continued the barage of comments and messages. Intentionally seeking them out to continue where they left off. I live in Las Vegas and there's plenty to do around here, I got onto CT

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As he enters the room, his pans drop to the ground revealing a strong erect chocolate dick, throbbing for attention. His body fresh with sweat after an intense work out that left him unsatisfied so he ventured to the living room for her. She was sitting on the couch reading an article in her magazine of choice, when she looked his way and caught an eye full of his naked body casting a broad shadow in the door way. She was wearing a tshirt and bobby socks with the balls on the end, pink and blue candy stripe. We moved toward her every step makin his large member wave up and down. SHe bit her lip and as she felt a pulse of energy pass through her. She dipped her finger inside her moist pussy and drew the wettnes out and rubbed it on his dick lubricating it before sliding t in her mouth. Long deep sucks and flicks of her tongue to the tip when she retreated. Her pump warm lips moist with saliva made it easier for her to deep throat without a flinch. He proceeded to fuck her face slowl

Test Yourself
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Type Of Boyfriend/girlfriend Are You
Which Type of Boyfriend/Girlfriend Is Right For You? The Artistic and Confident Type!You need a partner who quietly draws the real you out. Your partner must understand that you are very self-satisfied; therefore you might not always be the best communicator. You need someone that loves to have fun, but also has the capability of concentrating on a great classic film. A creative and confident prospective is what you need. Stay far far away from the needy ones!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

A Poem For Shelly
as walk along the sands on the beachside shore i think why theirs only on set of footprints in the sands which are only mines as the waves washes away the few i started i make new ones as i walk further lookin up to the moonlight shinning so bright and i wonder why im so happy i know the reason why ..i carry u on my back when the times got ruff and you need comfort i was their to pick you up and carry you along the way as you wrap you arms around me and rest you head on my shoulder that moment i know ive found love

Weekend :)
Had a nice long weekend with David.. Thursday thought today. He didn't want to go home. Kept coming up with excuses when it was time to go. He had a few tears. Went to see Bridge to Tarabithia on Sat. Not a movie for young kids, but pretty good. Not a lot of fantasy stuff like Narnia. Other than that we just played games and did stuff around the house. Guess I should clean up from the weekend though...but I don't want to..lol.

Childhood Romance
Are you running with me, Darling? Is the wind trailing your hair Is your face lit-up, by sunshine Are you waiting for me, there? I can hear the bells of your laughter As you reach out, to tag me, again I can hear your feet, crushing the grass As you pass by - like fire, in the wind! I can smell the fragrant clover As I inhale the scent of you - Oops! you slipped, and now I've tripped ... I love playing, Hide and Seek - with you!

Five Best Things To Say If You Get Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
FIVE BEST THINGS TO SAY IF YOU GET CAUGHT SLEEPING AT YOUR DESK 5. "They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 4. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 3. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time!" 2. Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" And the NUMBER ONE best thing to say if you get caught sleeping at your desk.... 1. Raise your head slowly and say, "....In Jesus' name, Amen."

"special Contests"
I want to ask every CHERRY friend,family and fan to go and check out two HOT WOMEN!!!special friends of mine!! POLE PRINCESS,her own CONTEST for SEXY FEET! and NEVER SAID I WAS AN ANGEL!!(Sarah). check them both out,if you need to find their sites,add them to your friends,and go see them!! PLEASE TAKE THE TIME,you will not be sorry!!!!!

A Winter Poem Lmao!
found this beautiful winter poem and thought it might be a comfort to you. It was to me, and it's very well written. ENJOY! “WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre " SHIT It's Cold ! " The End

Ask Away
Interview I need you as fans to ask me a question then you have been dying to know. I am looking to do a lil clip like an interview and I would only want to did it with real questions and whom better than to get them from than my own fans!! So send me your questions and I look to do next week!! Kisses Alyse e-mail them to SC3MXGirl@aol.com

Random Thank You
So, I wasn't the only one out there spending valentines day by themselves, I'm sure. I've come to the conclusion that the holiday really sucks when you don't have anyone special to spend it with. However, thanks to some really good friends....you know who you are :) .... valentines day wasn't that bad. A random text message here and there, some comments on good ol' ct, etc and it was rather pleasant. So thanks guys. :) I owe you one lol.

Mean Mom
Mean Moms Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And so

Mary!!!!
I JUST FOUND OUT TONIGHT THAT A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF OUR FAMILY PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT 2/18/07..SHE WAS A SPECIAL LADY TO US AND ALWAYS WILL BE.SHE WILL BE GREATLY MISSED AND IN OUR THOUGHTS EVERYDAY..WE KNOW SHE IS IN A BETTER PLACE AND NO LONGER IS IN PAIN BUT WE DIDN'T HAVE A CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE OR TO TELL HER HOW MUCH SHE MEANT TO US..WE LOVE YOU MARY NOW AND FOREVER!!!!

Company Policy
I've been carrying this nugget with me for around 7 years ... Start with a cage containing five apes. In the cage, hang a banana on a string and put stairs under it. Before long, an ape will go to the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as he touches the stairs, spray all of the apes with cold water. After a while, another ape makes an attempt with the same result - all the apes are sprayed with cold water. This continues through several more attempts. Pretty soon, when another ape tries to climb the stairs, the other apes all try to prevent it. Now, turn off the cold water. Remove one ape from the cage and replace it with a new one. The new ape sees the banana and wants to climb the stairs. To his horror, all of the other apes attack him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs, he will be assaulted. Next, remove another of the original five apes and replace it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs and

In The Mood For Love
He left me again with this hopeless feeling of loneliness and longing and dreams of those dresses… and not just because I knew I was lonesome although not alone. It’s just me and this silent wordless passion is maybe what really separates us in all our similarity. I am not as loud and more mind than body I guess that’s why I am here at home where the words are everything. In the old days, if someone had a secret they didn't want to share they went up a mountain, found a tree, carved a hole in it, and whispered the secret into the hole. Then they covered it with mud. And leave the secret there forever. So he left me and still I will be back in this hotel room in Honkong waiting for days of being wild. I love him so.

Friends Vs Fans
I was looking at my friends and my fans and noticed I have twice as many friends as I do fans. Guess my friends don't think I'm cool...lol Hey guys if you haven't fanned me can you make me feel loved and do so...thanks :)

Yearzero Is Going To Be Fantastic April 17th
http://yearzero.nin.com/ http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/news/upcoming_releases/nine_inch_nails_new_album_is_not_a_hip-hop_record.html http://www.myspace.com/nin listen to survivalism super cool. Trent you fuckin rule!!!!

Just Because
i ask for opinion or advice, doesnt mean im gonna take it, i just wanted another point of view. were both fuck ups in this little issue. so much for not ignoring or avoiding me, clearly you are. way to tell me exactly what the matter is. i seriously can't comprehend it just yet. care to fill me in yet?

Addition
To all my friends family and fans. Just wanted to let you all know that we are expecting baby number 3. For those who don't know me or my husband that well we have 2 boys right now. Our oldest Christopher is 6 and Michael is 3. We had been trying for a little to get pregnant with another but things wheren't going to well. We got pregnant back in October '05and just 4 days after our 7th anversary in November we went for the first ultrasound and there was no heartbeat. That was so awful. I thought I would die. Then again in May '06 we found out we where pregnant again but once again lost it. But great news we are now 24 weeks into a new pregnancy. Things are going great and we found out we are having a little girl. We are so excited and blessed. Yes it was very hard to loss the other 2 but at least now we are haveing a healthy baby. We are due in June. I just wanted to share our great newswith all and to let you all know that no matter what gets thrown your way just take it and roll with

Is This Really Possible??
I have this really strange fantasy....my bf has his in another woman while I'm licking her and him....anyone ever done this...is it possible...I'm insane...of course, want the favor returned!!!

Well...
Gonna be leavin the site for a while, haven't seen a whole lot of reason to bother with it...got a job interview coming up soon, which is pretty well guaranteed so work will take up most of my time from now on and what time I don't spend sleeping or partying with RL friends, I will likely spend playing EverQuest (Cazic-Thule server, name is Arillius) GL to you all and TC. oh, side-note, you can reach me at nur0nu@gmail.com if you really need me.

Anouncment
I am in love with love, And I hate nothing at all For I am not born, to sow The seeds of revulsion In the virgin heart of the Earth, but I am born, to Spread the fragrance Of immaculate love, in Every corner of this Earth

What Is Up With This
I RATE YA N FAN YA AND RATE YOUR PICS AND STASH AND VOTE FOR YA IN A CONTEST . AND WHAT YA DO FOR ME? THINK ABOUT IT IF YA ARE A FRIEND OR FAN SHOW IT JUST DON'T WANT WANT, WANT. SHOW YOUR FRIENDS N FANS THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. BE A REAL FRIEND NOT JUST ONE FOR THE POINTS OR TO LEVEL UP. SHOW WHAT REAL FRIENDS ARE ALL ABOUT AND REALLY MEAN IT OR JUST DON'T ADD ME OR FAN ME. I LOVE REAL FRIENDS AND FANS. BUT IF YA DO IT TO AMKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD , DON'T EVEN BOTHER, BECAUSE I CONSIDER MYSELF A REAL FRIEND AND IF YA ARE LIKE ME THAN RETURN THE FAVOR N IF NOT, JUST GO YOUR OWN WAY. PEACE N LOVE TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND FANS:)

Kisses
Kisses are the stairway to the heaven of love For the more you kiss, more closer you will be To the eternal paradise of this garden called love For kisses are the gifts of gods to the true lovers Who loves much and engraves each other’s name In the cordial position of their respective hearts So when their two lips cluster, their heart melts Like the candle that burns itself to death, to give Light to the others, their heart melts and gives Radiance to the soul and all of their bodily bones For kisses are as vital as the blood, that runs inside Our veins, intended for the endurance of our fate In this poisoned and derelict scorched adores land For kisses are the shadows of love in this Earth And they are the wings of an angel, that soars in the Open cherubic sky, remote from this land of strife To the place, what they call “ Heaven”, where only Love sings and love dances from dusk till dawn And that place is no other than, the lover’s heart For love

Birthdayday Girl
TODAY WAS OR IS MY DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY AND SHE WANTED A BLAST. I DID NOT HAVE THE MEANS TO GIVE IT TO HER AND IT MADE ME FEEL BAD. BUT SHE HAS ALOT OF FRIENDS N FANS . WHO COULD HAVE MADE THIS DREAM COME TRUE . DID THEY EVEN BOTHER TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO THEY DIDN'T.. DID THEY EVEN CARE NO .. THANK YOU .THAT IS WHAT I THIN OF YOU HOPE THAT YA GET WHAT YA WANT CAUSE SHE DIDN'T. I AM A MOM A GOOD MOM ARE YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BUT I WON'T JUDGE YOU SHOW SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE IF YA NOT TO BUSY.#178822 . MISS ALLY AKA BIRTHDAY GIRL.. MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS:)

Sweet Babies Help Me
ok sweet babies.. the time has cum for yall to help your fav perv again.. i have a very sweet friend of mine in a contest.. i just love her to lil itty bitty pieces.. so can yall please go comment bomb her for me? we will give ya'll something very special for the top 3 commenters here is the link

Grandmother
Sunday February 18th my son and lovely girlfriend announced to me that I am going to become a Grandma. I dont know how this is going to effect everyone else but I am so happy and Excited, This baby will be spoiled 10 times more than my Son has been in all his 18 years. "Big Daddy Seyer" is having a "Baby Seyer."

Lette's In Face Paint...
Something about a juggalette in face paint that just makes my blood pump in places south of the waist. Sry, but it is just sexy as hell to see a lette that is already beautiful get in thier paint and ready to party. Does this sound weird? So what if it does. I saw a pic of some random person on here tonight and she wasnt anything to call mom about or anything like that, just a normal looking girl. As i rated her and dropped some luv by way of a message, I began to check out her pics. About 20 pics into it, there she was in face paint looking like she just got back from a kick ass show. She went from a 6-7 to a absolute 10 right there. Now, for those of you that dont follow ICP or anyone from the Psychopathic Records company, than you may or most likely wont understand much of what im rambling on about here. In short... Fans aka (Juggalos and Juggalettes) of Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Dark Lotus, Blaze, Boondox, etc. etc. etc. are much more than just a simple fan base, we co

Stupid Me
fucking fuck i hate being played.. i feel like such a fucking idiot .. i hate guys,i shoulda clued in.. fuck me..im done..i really dont know.. ...i wish i could take back the whole fucking weekend...i wish i dint have feelings..or be like a guy and not use them well not all are like that but this one yes.... *sigh* so stupid.. argh.. why would i believe that.. so mad at myself.. hearing this junk.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. anyways im a idiot..thinking i was doin somethin and i wasnt.. wtf ever.. dont think i can actually express that chit here..but whatever ill write whenever kay

The Middle Wife
I've been teaching now for about fifteen years. I have two kids myself, but the best birth story I know is the one I saw in my own second-grade classroom. When I was a kid, I loved show-and-tell. So I always have a few sessions with my students. It helps them get over shyness and usually, show- and-tell is pretty tame. Kids bring in pet turtles, model airplanes, pictures of fish they catch, stuff like that. And I never, ever place any boundaries or limitations on them. If they want to lug it in to school and talk about it, they're welcome. Well, one day this little girl, Erica, a very bright, very outgoing kid, takes her turn and waddles up to the front of the class with a pillow stuffed under her sweater. She holds up a snapshot of an infant. "This is Luke, my baby brother, and I'm going to tell you about his birthday. First, Mom and Dad made him as a symbol of their love, and then Dad put a seed in my Mom's stomach, and Luke grew in there. He ate for nine months

What Is Beauty?
Beauty is the gentle wind that reveals the balmy Sun From the ambiguous chasm of the gruesome clouds And feeds the Earth with scintillating illumination Of affection for the annihilation of discrimination Beauty is the river that flows towards the wide sea Not at all wandering from its course of occupation Continuously flowing, no matter what’s and ever And teaching human breed the poise of regular labor Beauty is the friendship that enshrouds this universe With the bond of unity, even in the verge of torture Adding sublime execution to the global unification For the deterioration of vengeance and revulsion Beauty is the love that feeds the inclusive evolution And sheds peace in entire living beings formation Just as the soul sees all, but it is never seen to us Beauty is like true love, that sees all and it is not seen

Looking
MY HEART HAD BEEN BROKEN MY HEART HAS BEEN CRUSHED AND YET ALL IM LOOKING FOR IS A LIL LOVE. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK NO! ITS NOT LIKE IM WANTING THEIR CASH THEY COULD BE BROKE AND IT WOULDNT MATTER TO ME ITS THE LOVE AND RESPECT I DESIRE DONT THEY SEE. OBVIOUSLY NOT CAUSE ALL I GET IS THIER TIRED ASS LIES AND THEIR CHEATING WAYS. I LOVE IT WHEN THEY TRY TO PLAY GAMES AND THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD BUT WHAT THEY DONT SEE IS THAT IM AHEAD OF THEIR GAME I DONT BELEIVE WHAT THEY SAY MOST OF THE TIME. SO ALL YOU GAME PLAYERS NEED NOT TRY TO GET ONE OVER ON ME BECAUSE NOT A CHANCE WILL YOU EVER BE ANYTHING BUT A PEICE OF SHIT TO ME. A TRUE LOVE IS WHAT I SEEK A TRUE HONEST GUY WILL WIN MY HEART AFTER ALL ITS A LIL LOVE I TRUELY SEEK WRITTEN 2/19/07

Who's Listening
Just curious ladies, out of all the women who have requested me as a friend, I will take a picture of whatever the most ladies respond to, in full, and also, make mention of how many women have requested it. There are bonus points if it is an in action shot of some sort, but, they must be made a request, and not be a prude in order if I say "so and so" requested this and or 5 women requested this. Lets see who's paying attention....... :)

Daddy
He's guided me through all these years, And he's still the one to wipe my tears. Afraid to show any sign of emotion, To me he's given his most devotion. Through hell and back he's held my hand, Now he may be called to the promise land. I want to scream and I want to cry, Please, Daddy...please don't die! I need you here to help guide me, You can't just let me be. You've always been my solid rock, This cancer you have is such a crock. I don't understand why it's taken you as its host, Our relationship isn't understood by most. You've always been there, that I can't deny, If you go I'll always wonder why. The house will feel empty and alone, Of this life you have blown. Left me here to deal with the pain, The cancer has you to gain. I don't understand, I can't believe it's true, It's left me feeling so very blue. Questions race through my head, answers never found, We'll bury your body under a mound. A simple headsto

Been Awhile
yeah i know i havent written much lately. but i've been busy as fuck. too much has happened in the past 2 weeks. For all my friends that i have been neglecting i am so sorry. i will try and be around more for you guys! I'm just trying to get everything in my life straightened out. right now i need to focus on me. i've been neglecting myself. I've been too preoccuppied with trying to help others with their issues and now my own life is falling to pieces around me. For those who have been there for me lately thank you so much! It means a lot to me. anyhow, here are some lyrics that hit home right now. Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a r

Granddaughters Letter To Her Nana & Best Friend!!!
Angels protect us as we sleep. Angels protect us as we travel from A to B. Angels find us when we feel alone. Angels are her when we are scared. Angels comfort Our souls, when we hurt from our losses. Angels were with me, when my nana went away. The Angels the came and took took her by the hand. They said, Bernese it is time to come home. We will stay with your children and grandchildren until they join you with him. I imagine my Nana she gladly said, ok. And away to heaven she went on that Cold January day. I remember the call I remember it well. My mother she called and I could tell, That my Nana was gone but not far away. Heaven seems far when your grieving inside, but really it's not all that far from your mind. I know that one day I will see her again. In the place where she waits for us to be with her again. She left us here to carry on, but there are days when I feel I will never make it here. I miss her so much as I watch my Daughters grow. There are

Sorry
I know I wasn't the best company tonight. Just is hard everytime I take my son back. Times when he is here longer are always harder, because he never wants to leave and of course I don't want to take him back. So today he had some tears. Which then gives me tears when I come home to a quiet house. So tonight.. I feel the guilt.. alone... and nothing can take it away until he comes back again.

I Gots Nuttin Better To Do...lol...
You shaLL vote n comment for me repeatedly or I shall taser you all!!!!......Hmmmmm on second thought some of u r freaky like that....U might like it....I'll have to rethink my plans.....or perhaps hit u all with wiffle balls bats repeatedly!!!:D [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1910888676 ] PICTURE LINK

What Is Going On
all these things locked inside reaching to the boiling point no where to run no where to hide feelings of sadness are all i find looking deep inside racing through my mind what is happening to me i feel earased to blind to see soon ill be no more nothing left just shattered pieces with no breath

I'm Back Yall
Well sorry i been gone folks its been a hell of a few weeks. I had lots of family business to attened to and on top of that i been stuck in a hospitial fer 4 days cause a stupid drunk driver drove thourgh a lite n hit me. Dont worry i'm fine, just sore. But my poor old truck is totaled. Hope he's got good insurance cause i'm gonna sue the hell out of him. But i'm fine yall. missed ya n will be messaging everyone to see how your doing.

This Would Be A Suicide Note But...
.. the fact some one else is going to do it and I don't want to die, it doesn't qualify... Anyways here's the story....... Tonight went out with my friend to one of the bars for an event we're hosting. Talked to the owner got things organized, very awesome, looking forward to this greatly. We decide to have a couple beers and take off. 5 beers and 4 shots later my friend and I are taking bets, we're getting ready to roll out. I'm at a grand total of having to dress like a prostitute while hanging out side of his shop holdin ga 20% off sign, wear a diaper, eat some of this insanely hot horse radish shit that's nearly impossible, sing karioke, eat a maggot burrito and last but not least... I have to get in the ring with his business partner.. Which wouldn't be so bad normally, if he wasn't 6 foot 7 inches, muscular as fuck, owned his own gym and to make things better, a professional fighter that travels the country... Jesus christ I'm fucked... So I guess the nights

My Son
This is for my son. He is just 19 and he will be leaving for Great Lakes to start Basic Training. When he finishes his A school he will be in AO he has done a lot of growing up in the past few months and this will help him a lot. I want to thank him for going in and serving his country as I did and his Grand and Greatgrand Parents did befor him. It is special to his family. This is my first Blog if this is not right let me know.

Some Days Are Good
and then some days just fill you with every negative emotion. and not that the whole day is bad. just something that obliterates the good from your mind. Anger, blinding, infuriating anger. the kind that makes you want to destroy and break things, regardless of your nature against such things. you can still feel it welling up inside as you fight to control it, push it back down. then comes the felling of loss and emptiness. like a plastic bag in the wind on a negative 12 degree day in an empty back lot of a forgotten hardware store. thats the one that makes you question the idea of life and wonder if you can die from this emotion. at a loss for rational thinking, desperately wanting to be asleep but know that if you try the empty scilence only gets louder. what ifs" start to roll around at this point and that brings on regret and guilt. all of this, however, all of this brings you right back to anger mostly at yourself for not knowing what to do with it all and no idea how to deal wi

Love's Enduring Promise(poem) By Amanda K.
I don't know if you notice me, but you're too hard to ignore. I want to yell out your name, but the words never come out. Will I ever see you again? will our paths ever meet? Or is this chance about to pass, and will you and I just never speak? I can't live without knowing you. You stole my heart so quick, almost seems a shame to waste it. Please don't lead me a stray I promise to never hurt you, If you give your heart to me. I'll treasure it forever and always, and won't ever give it away. -A

Right Here Waiting
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to rel

Your Words...
Just for a moment... let me quote you here: "God your pussy was so good, I hate having to pull my cock out of it!" "The way your cunt grabbed my cock as I fucked you, man, I want to do this over and over again!" "I love your pussy so much, I think I want to go down there and say Hi to make sure she knows how wonderful she is and then maybe after I'm done, fuck her again!" and softly spoken..."As good as your pussy is, it's the person attached to it that makes it so much more." "You are not just a wonderful fuck, but a wonderful woman." remember your words.. because I won't forget them.

~~live Is Good Down By The Bayou~~
Boudreaux he been fish'n down by de bayou all day an he done run outta night crawlers. He be bout reddy to leave when he seen a snake wit a big frog in his mouf. He knowed dat dem big bass fish like frogs, so he decides to steal dat froggie. Dat snake, he be a cotton moufed water moccasin, so Boudreaux had to be real careful or he'd get bit. He snuk up behine de snake and grabbed him roun de haid. Dat ole snake din't lak dat one bit. He squirmed and wrapped hisself roun Boudreaux's arm try'n to get hisself free. But Boudreaux, him, hada real good grip on his haid, yeh. Well, Boudreaux pried his mouf open and got de frog and puts it in his bait can. Now, Boudreaux knows dat he cain't let go dat snake or he's gonna bite him good, but he had a plan. He reach into de back pocket of his bib overhauls and pulls out a pint a Alabama moonshine likker. He pour some drops into de snakes mouf. Well, dat snake's eyeballs roll back in his haid and his

Ooops...
Alright... I know I haven't been on here in like forever... but... I had a lot of shit go down in the last couple of months... First of all... BuffaloHNTR and I are calling it quits on our marriage... we haven't been truly happy in the last couple of years... and have come to terms with it. We are remaining friends... and nothing more... However... I also would like to say that I have moved on... I have reconnected with someone from my past who shares the same feelings as I do. We are trying to make it work though it's difficult... we live in two different cities... I have never had a long distance relationship before and let me tell ya... it sucks. However if our feelings for each other have lasted over 15 years... then we can survive the distance for a little bit longer... though I can't wait to see him again... I was just there a few short weeks ago... but I long to see him again... which will be in another few short weeks... YAY!!! So... now you all know what is going o

Challenge
Challenge Here is a challenge for any of you that may be up to it. I challenge you to find me a girlfriend(s). I am a Divorced White Male, and I am looking for female companionship. I am 5'8" tall and weight 180 lbs. I have lost over 75 lbs in the past year, and plan to loose another 20 - 30. Clean and safe. Indoors things I like to do: Go to movies, watch T.V., play video games, serf the net, playing a game of pool (not very good at it) and write on my novel. Outdoor things I like to do: EVERYTHING, some of my favorite are flying and watching airplanes, listening to the crickets and frogs, watching the sun rise or set, watching the moon rise or set, sleeping under the stars, walking and playing on the beach, walking and playing in the woods, playing Frisbee, kicking a hacky sac, going to the river or lake and watching the submarine races. I am looking for female companionship. Age, looks, size, shape, color, or any of the rest of it is not important. Someone t

About My Birthday
15 December 1988 Your date of conception was on or about 24 March 1988 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Sagittarius. Your Life path number is 8. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447510.5. The golden number for 1988 is 13. The epact number for 1988 is 11. The year 1988 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Owl; your plant is Mistletoe. You were born in the Egyptian month of Menchir, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertil

3 Months Old
Damn she's getting so big. 3 months old now and it feels just like yesterday I was pushing her out. Now 14lb 5oz and 26 inches long. She's as healthy as could be. Poor thing is looking more and more like me every day. From her nose to her toes its all me. She's still a daddy's girl. She don't even look my way when he is around. She's my baby doll and I love her to death but im not having anymore anytime soon.

It's Done.
Its done, its over with. Now his focus shall be on his wife and his house. And, you know what? He'll be blessed for it. No more pain, no more sorrow. It's done. Also I plan on removing my CT profile because IDC to have it any more. So, yeah.

~~nothing Ever Happens~~
A woman married three times walked into a bridal shop one day and told the sales clerk that she was looking for a wedding gown for her fourth wedding. "Of course, madam," replied the sales clerk, "exactly what type and color dress are you looking for?" The bride to be said: "A long frilly white dress with a veil." The sales clerk hesitated a bit, then said, "Please don't take this the wrong way, but gowns of that nature are considered more appropriate for brides who are being married the first time - for those who are a bit more innocent, if you know what I mean? Perhaps ivory or sky blue would be nice?" "Well," replied the customer, a little peeved at the clerk's directness, "I can assure you that a white gown would be quite appropriate. Believe it or not, despite all my marriages, I remain as innocent as a first-time bride. You see, my first husband was so excited about our wedding, he died as we were checking into our hotel. My second husband and I got into such a

Ex's
I dont get why they must torture me. Me and my ex-fiancee have been apart for over a year now, and yet he calls me out of no where to tell me that he is thinking of me. The man is engaged again. I dont need to hear that shit it was hard enough breaking up with him. He is the one person that I never said "lets just be friends". When we ended it, it was done, over with, el fineto. So I guess what I am trying to figure out is why he (or guys in general) do this? Why cant they just let it be dead? So if you have any insight please enlighten me.

Marry What?
If you want someone who will eat whatever you put in front of him and never says its not quite as good as his mother made it, then buy a dog. If you want someone always willing to go out, at any hour, for as long and wherever you want, then buy a dog. If you want someone who will never touch the remote, doesn't care about football, and can sit next to you as you watch romantic movies, then buy a dog. If you want someone who is content to get up on your bed just to warm your feet and whom you can push off if he snores, then buy a dog. If you want someone who never criticizes what you do, doesn't care if you are pretty or ugly, fat or thin, young or old, who acts as if every word you say is especially worthy of listening to, and loves you unconditionally, perpetually, then buy a dog. But, on the other hand, if you want someone who will never come when you call, ignores you totally when you come home, leaves hair all over the place, walks all over you, r

Music/lyrics 3
"Always You" I'll hold a place for you inside, Inside my heart for you and I I won't forget these tears I cried With every year that passes by And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes I'll give it up this time again Some things are better left unsaid And all I have are lasting dreams Our word's worth more this time it seems And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes) Good t

A Kiss
"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous." ~ Ingrid Bergman~ A kiss - it can touch your very soul leaving no secrets. Awakening your very core, tantalizing your senses, and stripping you of everything that doesn’t matter. The only two people in the world that matter…

The Flea :)
Two fleas from Owensville had an agreement to meet every winter in Miami for a vacation. Last year when one flea gets to Miami, he's all blue, shivering and shaking, damn near frozen to death! The other flea asks him, "What the hell happened to you?" The first flea says, "I rode down here in the mustache of a guy on a Harley." The other flea says," That's the worst way to travel. Try what I do. Go to the Metro airport bar, look for a nice stewardess. Crawl up her leg and nestle in where it's warm and cozy. It's the best way to travel that I can think of." The first flea thanks the second flea and says he will give it a try next winter. A year goes by. When the first flea shows up in Miami he is all blue, and shivering and shaking again. Damn near frozen to death. The second flea says, "Didn't you try what I told you?" Yes," says the first flea, "I did exactly as you said. I went to the Metro airport bar and this nice young stewardess came in. I crawled right up to

Lost Girl
If it goes by You grab it Your morals denied Till you have it You will let your friends slide Just to keep it Right by your side Cuz you need it Your a lost girl on a ride When you return Burned I will Still Be here for you Standing still

New Page
COME GIVE A LOOK AT MY NEW PAGE. I PUT UP SOME PIC'S AS WELL. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE. i NEED THE POINTS SO ALL YOUR HELP WOULD BE SENT BACK. YOU ALL KNOW THAT IF YOU ASK, I WILL HELP.I HVE DONE BOOMS FOR SOME OF YOU. CAN YOU HIT MY PAGE UP. COME BY AND SAY HELLO. FAN ME IF YOU HAVE NOT YET. I BEEN SEEING THAT SOME OF MY FRIEND ARE NOT COMING BY. WELL HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL COME BY....

Lost Girl 3
Lost girl flying way up high in the night sky On who's bed last night did you land on and lie ? Need and lean on Tonights lies that you'll feed on Tomorrow you will bleed on Lost girl Where were you going ? With all that weight you were towing Your throwing away all that your knowing It's showing Lost girl Smiles too much at strangers Spends her days looking for danger I cry But I can't change her My heart won't exchange her I am in love with a lost girl in danger All alone she has fell Like a child down a well Ignorant men toss down coins and make wishes Steal kisses Leaving hits and misses They play Then walk away Leaving her to drown Down underground But the girl only sees the skies above her Not the water that surrounds her It will drown her Maybe before I have found her I pray she loves herself enough to look around her Remembering the little boy who dreams about her I would die to return him to her I believe only h

Me
Hi Cherry Tap Peeps Here's another little blog because Im boded and gonna go to sleep soon. I will send you a gift if you comment on all 4 of my pics. If you already have done so it cant hurt to add another comment to it. But one of the pics you will have to make sure i have added you as a friend first because it is NSFW. Also If you fan me I will return the favor by fanning you. And any peeps out there that arent my friends you should become my friend because you never know what i might send you out of the blue. Thanks to all my friends and fans out there I will make sure you are not forgotten when I am sending out gifts. Have a excellent week Yours Truely, Naughty Nikki p.s. I have some new pics i will put on my profile soon so you will have more to look at and more to comment about.

Perfect Broken Heart
Perfect Broken Heart The perfect broken heart was perfectly alone Then everyday it was sunny and the heart was perfect healing silently The stillness was solitude and suppose we met everyday and never knew it, just passing by The sun moves falling into the horizon The moon and stars follow The perfect broken heart was perfectly in the sky A river of milky ways taken for granted then everyday would be forgotten Sparkling a falling star with fiery eyes watched perfectly still Twinkling a lifetime healing with passage leading the blind A vision was had suppose we met every day suppose we met every night Who would know it only a perfect broken heart The earth is revolving where love is born so perfectly passing by The perfect broken heart appears perfectly alone

Please Tell Her
Some one has secretly kissed my hands, and left in my core, a seed of love. Some one has secretly stolen my tears, and left in my eyes, a fountain of hope. Some one has secretly caressed my hairs, and left in my temple, a crown of warmth. Some one has secretly read my poems, and left in between the verses, a fingertip of her smiles. Some one has secretly whispered in my ears, and left in my mind, a zephyr of waltz. Some one has secretly fragmented my years, and left in my soul, an eternal coy of youth. Some one has secretly sang my songs, and left in the chorus, a cadence of the wedding bells. Ah! I know not, who is she. I don’t know, whether she is real or just a fleeting reverie. If you see her, my lord, please tell her this: I shall pluck a star from the sky and would lay it in the pupil of her eyes without clouding the sky, and would leave myself from me, if I were to hold her in m

Poem For A Girl
So we moved through air Moved through twenty years Of space until a cyber found us Still intact but different We who thought time Could never hurt us Or take us hostage but It always does, in its Varied stages, its relentless March toward something new-- Keeping us always alert For the blooming of a soul Lost amid the din yet Found beneath the ashes You I thought I'd never see But delivered into my realm Like a falling drop of rain In the palm of an open hand.

"preachers Of Love".
Long stemmed flowers, White gloves and silver magic sticks. Youthful, young people Dressed up in enchanting cloaks. Colorful and bright. Muffled up against The chill of evening winds, Holding banners, Flags, Colors of which had faded, When twilight darkened, With ghostly shade. They stretched their hands, Towards the sky, Open, vast, unblemished blue. Realm of Greatness. And plaques! With casted rings, Glittered alike, Clustering mid-night stars. As bright, As the colors of Mars. Followers, supporters and bonded lovers, Encircled by them all. Marching with grace, Dignity and pride, Rigorous strive, Hustled, And rushed, Towards the City Hall. After a long march through The narrow, Crocked, Curving, Hustling, Streets, Ended at the steep. There emerged suddenly. A yelping group of people, Filled with plaudits pride, Embellished they were, As newly wed bridge. Crowd was enthusiastic, Their hea

Smile Now Cry Laterz Im Breakin Free!!!!
im finally sittin here with a smile on ma face but i still gott my tissues here just in case damn...not again i feel my heart begin to race my eyes burn like ive just been sprayed with mace no...tha tears i no longer wanna taste while i cry all i think bout is how im such a waste but then i think back 2 last night i kno yooh hate 2 see me cry so i kept my tears bak with all my might but hunz my happiness n pain are ina real fight even now my chest feels tight i make my tears stop for now i made em stop?? wow..... something bout last night has made me changed my feelings no more tryin to stop my cryin by lookin at tha ceiling no more puttin ma life on hold watchin tha paint on tha wallz peeling im leavin this bitch i jus need to git away from this shit i open tha door tha bright light from tha sun blinds me but i dont even flinch i stand at tha top of tha stoop my body starts convusin ina fit but im not scared not even a lil bit

The Naughty App
1. Your Name: > > > 2. Age: > > > 3. Favorite position (s)? > > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > > 6. lights on or off? > > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > > 12. Condom or skin? > > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > > 18. Three sum? > > > 20. How many times would you like to cum? > > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > > 21. Can I use you as a booty call? > > > 22. Do you like fore play? > > > 23. What is fore play to you? > > > 24. Can we take pictures of the a

Music/lyrics 11
I will always feel. And I will always care I wish she was my enemy But I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand For her to steal my breath For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept She moves in slow motion. Sonically as the rain. As the rain falls down. Everything is still as she moves to me. Stands still. Maybe I'll do better on my own Why does everything disappear? When all I see is you alone... And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name I'm waiting. Still Fading So tell me I'm not alone I'm still waiting I'm still fighting Wake me from this sleep So I can begin living Or give me the solution So I can start dying Will I start living, or start dying? Maybe I'll do better on my own Why does everything disappear When all I see is you alone And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name I'm waiting. Still fading So tell me I'm not alone..

Music/lyrics 13
"Tear You Apart" Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking te

From The ~devil Dog~
Ok Ct, Yes its that time again i am felling philisophical the ~Devil Dog ~way.Ok food for thought If words hurt more than a two edged sword and it takes more muscles to frown than smile. Why is it so hard for people to be nice to eachother it is actualy easier al the way around. So lets test a theory out if some one comes by and says hi you have a beautiful smile or I am happy to see you Now dont that feel nice. Especialy when a stranger says it to you. You know i was going to do the negative but theres is no sense just be nice to eachother and it will be a better place and it s wonderful to see and talk to every one in here. plzzzzzzzzz stop by and say hi :)

Bunk Bed Joke
Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!* !

Sorry!
Hey everyone, I am sorry that I have not been on in awhile! I am currently out of the country working and won't be back in the states for a year or so! I will, however, get on here as often as I can. Please keep sending your Cherry love this way! I will do my best over here to do the same! Jay SSG Jay S. Kelly "We choose to serve so you don't have to!"

What Does Your Birthdate Mean?
Your Birthdate: December 4 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: AprilWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Ringling Bros Employees Tell Of Bloody Beatings And Routine Abuse
Two former Ringling employees have contacted PETA independently with allegations of routine abuse in the circus, including bloody beatings and a culture in which employees who object to animals’ cruel treatment are either ignored or punished. Still haunted by what she witnessed, Archele Hundley quit Ringling’s red unit in June 2006 after just two months, and Bob Tom, who worked on the same unit for two years, was fired in August 2006, allegedly for complaining about the beatings. Elephants Live in Fear of Beatings Both Hundley and Tom worked on the animal crew and tell PETA that they witnessed a violent beating of an elephant that lasted at least 30 minutes when Ringling had a layover at the fairgrounds in Tulsa, Oklahoma. When an elephant refused a command to lie down, Ringling’s head elephant trainer, Sacha Houcke, allegedly beat the elephant with a bullhook, hooking her behind the ear, on the leg, and on the back. At one point, he reportedly inserted the hook inside the elephant’

Hi There Sexy.....
Now that i have your attention: WANTED: SF seeks SM for a lot of S & M would prefer a pothead to get high with an alcoholic to get drunk with an agro son of a bitch to get rough with a shy guy to be still with a bank manager to pay the bills a clown to have fun with a demon to spank with a wizard to do tricks with an angel to fly with a troll to hide with if you think one or more of these sounds like you then give a girl a holla.... and stop reading silly blogs.....hehehehehhehe

A Collared Bride
A white dress with a black veil Silk stocking with cobweb design My bridal dress is as individual as my mind Traditional vows said in a traditional place But a collar I wear around my neck Indication of the promises already made A wedding to all who see it The guests dressed in vanilla hats But the bride and groom know different Gold bands put onto fingers As words of love and loyalty said But the silver band around my neck reminding me I am no ordinary bride My groom is more to me As he is the owner of my collar and so He owns me

Life Lessons, Self Esteem
I have learnt a lesson today - or at least, realised a few things I thought I already knew...and wonder, how on earth can i be so dim?? We know that we can create our own misery, our own self-fulfilling propehecies. It seems that I have done that myself. I can over analyse things. Go over things in my head. But surely It's easy to replace those thoughts with something positive? Whetehr it's work or relationship or social life - whatever. Think happy and you will be happy. Even if it's pretend at first. I will think that I am loved, then gradually, I will feel it. The only reason I don't is because I constant attention. If I reinforce the postives, then I don't need the constant attention. I will think postively - that work is going well, that I have a good life, that I have so many things to look forward to, so many good things in my life - and rather than just 'knowing it' I will start feeling it. Wo. Positive frame of mind

Don't Wanna Wake Up
Don't wanna go back to work and have to wake up early every morning again. Going to enjoy this being at home and extra time with my husband while it lasts!!! Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com

Ok Now This Is Interesting. Take The Time And Read It All.
Take the time and read it all. Then Leave a comment. I want to know what u guys think. Why I am making this film? Current mood: frustrated Category: Dreams and the Supernatural So I was reading the blog updates at blackprof.com and came across this response to the PSA. As a black woman, this blog is downright painful to read. The fact is this: black women are getting AIDS from SOMEONE. It isn't airborne, you can't catch it from toilet seats or shaking hands. I think it's safe to say that black women are contracting AIDS from BLACK MEN. I watched with fascination the AIDS in Black America special that aired on ABC in the early part of the summer. A sista who was heading a round table discussion said, "Black women...when we love, we love HARD...and often to our own detriment and destruction...we have to love OURSELVES, first and foremost, before we love a man. And part of that self love is to NEVER sleep with a black man, or any man of any ethnicity, without ensuring tha

Property
my husband owns 40 acres of land, 2 of which he sold to his brother. He(my husband) has given my dad and his friend permission to hunt on the land and now trenton is bringing his friends in and letting his kids 4 wheel on the property that my dad and his friend are trying to hunt on. Trenton is now saying that the land belongs to him and his mother and that he (my husband) had no right to let my dad and will hunt there. so it looks like things are going to get ugly for a while between the two brothers

It Saddens Me
It saddens me we have a president that acts less then a president but more as an egotistical war mungerling ass that keeps our men and women in harms way in a place we should of never went to in the first place it sickend me even more that it seems like the american voice means abolutly nothing the american people of spoken out against dumb ass bushs "seige" lets make with the rest of the war funding in the use of a full point stratigic withdrawl like we did in vietnam instead of keeping to this suicide mising we are on it sickens me to think none of this high on the hog republican kids are on the battlefield lets send the bush duaghters to iraq and see how that stuck up back water dumb ass pulls them out seems like the wealthy always wins and yet american voice keeps going unheard there is no america its seperated into two front the dumb lacking of tact and the know how to run a contry that runs it and the people who know how to do something that keeps being put in the shadows and tre

Contest
ok, i am in a contest for yummy mommy 3 and I am allowed to comment bomb myself; however, I feel like that is cheating and I don't feel right sending out messages asking people to vote for me. It would be nice to win; however, I feel that if i comment bomb myself then that is cheating especially if I just type some bullshit or just put numbers there. that is just my thought. I have also noticed that only certain people win these contests.

Legs Behinde Your Head
Two women were talking about their lives since they had become Nursing home residents. They both agreed that life was good but one woman, Ethel, said she was rather upset because her sex life had really died out since she and her Husband had come to the nursing home. The other woman said that her sex life was great! "The secret to great sex is this," the woman told her, "when my husband is getting ready for bed, I get undressed, lay on the bed and put both legs behind my head. When he comes out and sees me like that he gets so excited, we have wild sex the rest of the night!" Ethel says, "I'm going to try that tonight!" When Ethel's husband is getting ready in the bathroom that night, she takes off all her clothes. Although it's a struggle, she gets one leg up and behind her head. Pretty soon, she has the other leg behind her head as well. After accomplishing this great feat, Ethel falls backwards and can't move. It's not too long before her husband comes out of

Penis Raise
The penis requested a raise in salary for the following reasons: * I do physical labor * I work at great depths * I am always using my head first * I do not get RDO's, weekends off or public holidays * I work in a damp environment * I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties * I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation * I work in high temperatures * My work exposes me to contagious diseases Response from Human Resources After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work 8 hours straight * You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods * You do not always follow the orders of the management team * You do not stay in your assigned position, and often visit other areas * You take a lot of non-rostered breaks * You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working * You leave the

Lol
I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when quite near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and

Contact Me
If you can't get at me on here... Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/jugguhlette MyYearBook: http://www.myyearbook.com/jugguhlette Yahoo messenger: Luscious.epidemiC@yahoo.com MSN Messenger: Xt4c3y@hotmail.com

Sweet
Where doth thy heart lay but in the sweet desires of mine own heart. Be they over endulged i the presence of beauty or overcome with joy with the forefillness of you heart be ever thankful of one thing friendship Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. Sweet is the dream, divinely sweet, when absent souls in fancy meet.

It's Sad Not Knowing
Today i got a phone call that really got to me. the mother of my child called,and she told me Aiden my son may not be mine. for over a year i thought he was mine for sure now i don't know. all i can do is hope for the best i will find out some time in march if he is mine or not.

Today I Find Out
I go see the doctor today for my hand. We schedule surgery today. I will add more to this blog when I get home from the doctor. I know it is boring to some but I promised a few of my faithful friends, I would post a blog on what is going on with it.

Think Before You Speak
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been usin g. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store tha

John Gets Stoned, Has An Interesting Experience
I smoked a hookah last night. A hookah, for the ignorant retards, is basically an arabic bong with a hose for smoking. The tobacco you use is covered with honey, making the taste sweet. Where most cigarette tobacco burns the throat a bit, this smoke tastes like cherry flavored air. Hookah tobacco has an incredible calming effect. Anyways, then I got high and ate 30 shrimp and 3 cheeseburgers. Fun night.

Legs Behind Your Head...
Two women were talking about their lives since they had become Nursing home residents. They both agreed that life was good but one woman, Ethel, said she was rather upset because her sex life had really died out since she and her Husband had come to the nursing home. The other woman said that her sex life was great! "The secret to great sex is this," the woman told her, "when my husband is getting ready for bed, I get undressed, lay on the bed and put both legs behind my head. When he comes out and sees me like that he gets so excited, we have wild sex the rest of the night!" Ethel says, "I'm going to try that tonight!" When Ethel's husband is getting ready in the bathroom that night, she takes off all her clothes. Although it's a struggle, she gets one leg up and behind her head. Pretty soon, she has the other leg behind her head as well. After accomplishing this great feat, Ethel falls backwards and can't move. It's not too long before her husband comes out of the b

Too Cute
If this doesn't bring a smile then you really must be having a bad day! A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers. The children began to say: "Red............cherry," "Yellow.........lemon," "Green..........lime," " Orange.........orange," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!"

Why Do We Care
ever go through your day worndering why we bother to care at all i mean look at our world people killing and raping kids people blowing things up and then selfs as well why should we care about who sits next to us on the bus or plan or even at work........because it's what makes us humen if we didn't care this world would be 10 times worse if not 1000 time worse....i want you all o do something for me go over o he person next to you and just say hi and ask how there day's going it'll make them and you feel so much better and hopefull the person next to you oes the same thing to omeone else and may that will make the world just a bit nicer to live in (PLEASE JUST TRY IT FOR ME) MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

For A Friend
JUST THINKING ABOUT ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS TODAY AND THIS SONG REALLY DESCRIBES WHAT THERE GOING THROUGH SO READ THE WORDS AND THINK ABOUT THEM...... Solitude Tim he was a good friend · Yea was a brother of mine · We were imaginary comic book superheroes · Kids wasting time · We were prisoners of our youth · We were growing up strong ·'Til the day he was taken away · For something he did wrong · Tim came 'round just the other day · And boy he had some stories to tell · His mama kept him locked up in a rehab · Although the doctors said he was well · He said yeah I been through the anger · And the hatred towards my mom · And I put all that behind me · Just tell me what was it like to go to your prom · : He said thank you mom for fixing · My clouded broken mind · But excuse me if I seem a little rude · While I was missing my childhood, my brother and my prime ·You enjoyed the convenience of my solitude · Well growing up these days just ain't easy · And the kids they're doing the bes

Tuesday Morning
I have a loaded day and chapter four is still not done of my ebook. I need to upload another story into my web site. I also need to learn how to use the ebook compiler I downloaded last night for the ebook I am writing. And then there my writing in general of new stories... I have so many things to do at work today and again so little time to get it all done in. Another week, the same as last week.

Faq
If you have any questions, post them here and Ill put them up with and answer, K? awesome. 1) What is the story behind you name? Well, the name Sarah is from my great grandfather, the name Bacon is brittish, and the Rain, thats my street name :)

Wolf Myths Busted!!!!!!!!!!
As the federal government prepares to release its harmful plan to remove protections for wolves in the Northern Rockies, some anti-wolf zealots are chomping at the bit to spread misinformation about these misunderstood animals. I'm sending this message to debunk some of those myths and set the record straight. Wolves: Myth vs. Reality MYTH [1]: Wolves are "vicious killing machines" with no purpose. FACT: Like any top predator, wolves play an enormously important role in their ecosystems. MYTH [2]: Wolves are very dangerous and commonly attack people. FACT: Wolf attacks are among the rarest of all large mammal attacks on humans. In fact, a person in wolf country has a greater chance of being hit by lightning, dying of a bee sting, or being killed in a collision with a deer than being injured by a wolf. MYTH [3]: Wolves devastate elk herds, leaving hunters with fewer elk to kill FACT: Elk and deer populations have not been wiped out by wolves. For exam

Sisters
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. "Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them." "Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. You'll need other women. Women always do." "What a funny piece of advice, the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sa

Talk To My Body
Talk to my body Oh my god Is me he holds Sliding deep within My secret folds I feel the heat We have set the goal He fills my body My heart My soul Together As our bodies rock We find that place That special spot The moistness Of our love combined The scent is heavenly Our bodies entwined My mind is racing My body taunt Bracing itself Is more i want Now here i am Gasping for breath To end this now I would rather death Hands clenched tight Muscles twitch Here comes the light What an itch As my body spasms With him inside He welcomes himself Along for the ride As he spills his seed With a sudden need I can hear myself That moaning plead As fulfillment and peace Enters body and mind A promise I make Not to leave him behind As I lay with my head Now close to his heart I know that we Wont be far apart For as long as his body Can talk with mine I know that our love Will last for all time

Wolf Spirit..
In Silence, a ghostly shadow flashes by in the pale moonlight .. the night is still, listening, waiting for the time to be right.. Eyes golden that pierce your soul .. Sets a tremor in your heart .. Eyes that watch you with intimate knowledge .. Your secret fears are now unhidden.. Lift me high with your poignant melodies .. What wisdom to you cry out for all to hear? That I long to understand.. While my spirit longs to reach out to you, my body holds me here .. I long to join your ghostly pack to see the things you see.. What secrets you have hidden .. What knowledge Do you share with me? If I listen with my heart I can almost hear you .. whisper your language so clear.. The words you speak are hidden in riddles .. Are as old as time its self .. Your memories you keep to yourselves .. Shared with chosen few.. The mysteries that suround you, known only by those who listen .. Your beauty, your grace, your silent journey .. Shrouded by the mists.. There is so much k

Real Or Fake
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they thi

You Know You Are From Michigan If...
You know ur from Michigan if... 1. You've never met any celebrities. 2. "Vacation" means going to Cedar Point. 3. At least 1 member of your family disowns you the week of the Michigan/Michigan State game. 4. Half the change in your pocket is Canadian 5. You drive 86 mph on the highway and pass on the right. 6. Your idea of a traffic jam is 40 cars waiting to pass an orange barrel. 7. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre. 8. It's easy to get VERNORS Ginger Ale, Sanders Hot Fudge sauce and Faygo Pop. 9. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac." 10. You've had to switch on the "heat" and the "A/C" in the same day. 11. You bake with SODA and drink a POP. 12. The movie "Escanaba in Da Moonlight" wasn't funny. You consider it a documentary. 13. Your little league game was snowed out. 14. The word "thumb" has geographical meaning, rather than anatomical significance. 15. You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on the back of your left hand. 16. Traveling coast-to-coast mean

Big Blow Up Today
Well got my Ass chewed out today since my Dishes weren't done by noon.There threaten to take the Computer away from me.Told him strait out the computer goes I go.Wanted to no where I'd go.Put my clothes an stuff someplace,an just go I guess.Going up again on my rent for next month he says.Maybe I'll take my check next month an disappear for a week.That will have the ungratefull basturds in check.By right they oart to keep my rent low,since nobody here can do a Damn thing,to pick up after theirselves.They can't even feed there own damn animals.The only one in this house with rules is me.An at almost 50,my additude is changeing.Reality has set in,an death is proberly a few yrs off.Life shouldn't have to be so Damn difficult at 50.An the Icefishing takes a wicked toll on me these days,but better to spend time away .Whenever I get the chance,than to put up with the same shit for 7 days,5 days is enough.Just rambling, Peace

My Life
ever feel like your friend is stabbing you in the back? when u look at him u see him 7 years ago and now all u see is a fellow aquaintance...what happens to a friendship that causes someone to do shit behind ur back even when they know it will affect you...just wondering

How Can You
How can you accept a friend request from someone... without looking at their profile? I have had sooo many people accept a friend request from me without looking at my profile. Do you people like to know who is asking to be your friend? I jus don't get it. Is CT, missing some visitors when they visit profiles? Or are some people jus dumb enough to accept without checkin you out first??

A Must Read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT MEANS MORE THAN ANYTHING TO ME TO SUPPORT THE TROOPS WHO SACRIFICE THEIR OWN LIVES, TO BE HERE, SO THIS IS WORTH TAKING A FEW MINS TO WATCH THIS LITTLE GIRLS VIDEO AND PASS THIS VIDEO ON TIL EVERYONE HAS IT TO SHOW OUR SUPPORT.. SO, LETS PUT A SIDE OUR BITCHING WHINING A COMPLAINING OVER WHO GETS WHAT ON COMMENTS AND ON POINTS OR RATEING AND STUPID LITTLE THINGS AND LETS HELP THIS LITTLE GIRL AND BRING ALL THE TROOPS HOME SO SHE HAS BROTHER TO GROW UP WITH...... GOD BLESS THE USA AND MAY GOD BLESS THOSE WHO READ THIS WITH AN OPEN HEART... IF I CAN PUT THIS ON MY PROFILE I THINK ALL OF US CAN AND IF THINK I'M CRAZY OH WELL I SUPPORT MY TROOPS WHO ARE GIVING ME A LIFE WITH MY SON TODAY AND TOMORROW AND SO ON SHOULDNT YOU TO???? ASK YOURSELF...... THANK YOU ~!!~SWEEET DESTINY~!!~ glitter text

Im Me
If you wanna chat it up, a little chat chit....yeah I flipped that shit.ahh geeze dane cook. but yeah anyways I set up my snare by my computer speakers cause the rest of my set is not at this house so yeah IM me cause i'll hear the little ding thing it makes. MSN caveman275@hotmail.com AIM joshuakovan20 Yahoo joshuakovan@yahoo.com

What Are We Doing?
2/20/07 - Hey! we don't have an official website...you know...because we're not computer nerds. we're just a couple of guys that like to play and sing. Anyone can be our fans...as long as you don't have simplex 1. simplex 2 we're alright with, but 1 freaks us out.loljk Ttyl! p.s. DON'T STOP ROCKING [ ALERT ] - There was only like 100 copies of our first album, because we're not axactly rich. I think I have $15 in my name.lol I think we're gonna be able to step it up to 200 copies this time around. Thanx to our friends and families. Our first cd had only 8 full length songs on it, but this one's gonna have 12. We'll try to post some up every now and then. Don't know when, but we will. ;-P

Thank You Everyone
I have neglected this long enough and finally have the time today to write this... I want to thank everyone that voted and bombed me in the sexy male w/o a shirt contest... thatnk to all of you I was able to take first place in the contest... a VERY SPECIAL thank you to Kat and Floss... they worked the hardest out of everyone except myself of course and I really appreciate that... I love you guys!!! I also want to thank Sarah for having the contest and give a ^5 to Mr D... my toughest competitor... was one hell of a fight bro... thanks again everyone for all your support and your hard work and determination to help me to win... that really means a lot to me that you guys care that much about me... if any of you need anything just let me know and I will help you as much as I can...

Yesterday!
Lol, yesterday Mal and I surprised the unsurpriseable Michael. Hehe, We planned that she would come pick me up after she went to a doctor's appointment. So I waited at school until she drove over and we took off to McAllen. On our way there, we passed by Med High and saw that there was no one there. We were like WTF? Lol, then we remembered that they had told us there would be no school that day. Hehe, we laughed about that for a while. Stupid me, the first thing that popped into my head was "Mass field trip?" LMAO. Whatever. So we got there and were trying to figure out a way to actually get into the apartments, so we pulled this.... Mallory called and called him until he woke up and tried to sound hysterical that her car wouldn't turn on. Lol, he got up and came over and I hid behind one of the polls by the subway. When he popped open the hood, I ran up behind him. Lol, he had the cutest smile on his face. Hehe, he was tired and everything, but oh well. he treated us to lunch cuz

Dreams Of Heaven
they say this is heaven where everyone belongs a place to be happy to do what I want just don't be afraid the wind is blowing I touch my skin feeling the vibe coming within looking forward the gates are open they're watching me with eyes winking calling my name over the sky just dreaming of life just don't be afraid next to me the birds singing their songs of love and live and I realize the memories deep within calling me back falling down through te clouds becoming back human dreams raped a part but don't be afraid it's just earth life that's passing by me who was dreaming

If I Am
If I am sad, I think of you, If I am lonely, I think of you, If I am angry, I think of you, If I am happy, I think of you, If I am crying, I think of you, all of that becouse your the one I love, All of that becouse... your my mother.

Unguided And Unprovided Love: The Game Of Hate
Unguided and Unprovided Love: The Game Of Hate To Justin with Abounding Love... Torn and bleeding, Seeping and exceeding. The yearn for peace This body, no soul, only a vessel to lease A lifetime used The black soul abused The mind, restless and shaken Thy heart and passion now forsaken... A cold, dreamless sweat A frequent fret Years spent untamed My sadness, the madness, I fell so ashamed Corridor of webs The Tide still ebbs Remembering all your pain One must wonder, oh so wonder how you kept so sane.... Music and literature A forming Charicature Still invisable just the same My heart, my body, mind and soul are open for you to mame!

Time In My Head
tick tock, so wails the clock, sitting on my wall it rhymes and reasons with me as i go through life, the dark hall do you see its hands caressing the ages putting the lines on faces of sages dementia is here, can you stand with me all is there is fathomless, can't you see? where oceans that are ageless beat upon the sand, where the blood of many sustains the land Death is mine, and yours as well We speak, we Rot, we yearn for hell For we have minions, that exacts our wrath I alone can follow that path To Hell we fly, with our kin We will stand with our Master of glorious sin The good will die, the evil unleashed your blood by our hands soon will be released, must i speak of the myth of time, of course i must, its your and mine i partake in the pleasures of the flesh, with my master soon i will mesh time, is mine time is yours time is the ultimate evil lure

To Be Read In Conjunction With New 1941 Pearl Harbor Photos!!
On Sunday, December 7th, 1941 the Japanese launched a surprise attack against the U.S. Forces stationed at Pearl Harbor , Hawaii . By planning his attack on a Sunday, the Japanese commander Admiral Nagumo, hoped to catch the entire fleet in port. As luck would have it, the Aircraft Carriers and one of the Battleships were not in port. (The USS Enterprise was returning from Wake Island, where it had just delivered some aircraft. The USS Lexington was ferrying aircraft to Midway, and the USS Saratoga and USS Colorado were undergoing repairs in the United States.) In spite of the latest intelligence reports about the missing aircraft carriers (his most important targets), Admiral Nagumo decided to continue the attack with his force of six carriers and 423 aircraft. At a range of 230 miles north of Oahu, he launched the first wave of a two-wave attack. Beginning at 0600 hours his first wave consisted of 183 fighters and torpedo bombers which struck at the fleet in Pearl Harbor and the

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence || 10% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||| 30% Religious |||||||||||||||| 70% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Materialism |||||||||| 36% Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%

The Requiem
She stared out of her dust covered window, into the garden. It once lived, she mused silently. It lived till he had died, now it is nothing but a garden of stone and thorns, a place where nothing grew anymore, nothing thrived there of beauty. He had been stolen from her, before she could ever realize how much was being taken for granted. He was her love, the only one that had walked the earth. Now, weathered and wrinkled, her only comfort was a painted picture. The painting had came from him, the one he was working in the orchard on that sad, sad day. Her painter, so talented, so young,now gone. On that day, she regretted not looking for him. She figured that he fell asleep amongst the apples and the sweet grass that he loved so. The sun blazed its circle in the sky, followed by the sun's wife, the pale faced moon and then again the morning, happy and wondrous once again. She awoke alone, frustrated that he could stay out so long and not come home. She dressed cursing him under her b

Hunting!!! Lol
my cousin ray on the other had thinks killing a deer with a rifle is magic in the forest. heres ray after the big kill: Hell, it was 4 in the mornin, twenty-two degrees outside. Course, you weren't there... pussy. i'm in a camouflaged deer blind with grease paint on my face. i've got deer urine on my boots-i'm not sure why. i got a thirtysix-ought-six with a twelve-power scope and a bullet that'll travel twenty-two hundred feet per second. when that deer looked up and licked sucker i'd hung from the danged oak tree, i caught him right above the eye... Yea, well i hit one with a van going 55 miles an hour with the headlights on and the horn blowing. whoo, thats an elusive little creature. if you ever miss one, it's 'cause the bullets moving too fast. slow the bullet down to 55 miles an hour and put som headlights an a little horn on it. the deer will actually jump infront of the bullet!

I Am An American Soldier
I am an American Soldier. I am a Warrior and a member of a team, I serve the people of the United States and live the Army values. I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade. I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my warrior tasks and drills. I always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself. I am an expert and I am a professional. I stand ready to deploy, engage and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat. I am a guardian of freedom and the American way of life. I am an American Soldier! ---Third United States Army, Soldiers’ Standards Book, January 2006

Double You Tee Efff!!
I ACCEPTED MY FRIENDS REQUESTS STOP TELLING ME I HAVE THEM!!! -shakes a fist angerly- Damn hiccups in the system. Piss me off. First it said I had new requests so I clicked and it told me I didn't have any Then it said I had them and I accepted them and it still says I have them.. Someone needs a kicking in the crotch me thinketh

Luney Tune
I slipped into my jeans lookin' hard and feelin' mean I took a spit at the moon it's all in this luney tune Just a little insane a couple of shots I can't feel no pain Hey where have I been and who are these scary men Is this all real is this all necessary or it this a joke Many know I don't regret at all They locked me up for good pinned me against the wall I can't find the exit I quit lookin' for doors I stole a razor from the commissary I just couldn't take it no more I'm swimmin' in blood like a rat on a sewer floor No longer insane just part of this crazy dream

My Profile
Im so sorry people if i dont respond to what i recieve as im new to all this and im trying to work my way through hehe. Thanks in advance and i wish i can cherry everyone if i knew how. PS... Have no clue if this works after all. so please bear with me. Oh and yes, Give me all the cherries u can hehe. Love ya all x

Have You Ever Laughed Till Your Heart Is Breaking?
It won’t take that long anyway... well at least I hope so. So the whole recording stuff didn’t work because the other girl was sick and I know this damn text almost by heart now. Next week. A strange day and I still feel this vacuum around that I can only fill with empty things for everything else would be far too heavy. The words “I want to go home” are haunting my mind yet I don’t know where home is everything feels... it feels like... warped in cotton wool. The first time I was in an asylum (I was fifteen) and the door closed behind me and I could hear the lock turn I was scared. The first time I came home for the weekend and I heard the door close without the lock turning I was even more scared... it felt like being at the mercy of someone I couldn’t trust: me. And walking outside through those streets that didn’t knew me anymore or knew what has happened I felt like nothing could really touch me like I didn’t made it back in the right space-time continuum and was now delayed fo

Life
This is some shit I've learned through life...... -No matter what happens.....NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, "Don't get excited"....Good or bad, dry or wet, hot or cold, this applies -What you know, what you THINK you know, or what you want to believe can blind you from THE TRUTH. -Do you. Don't be selfish, greedy, don't be a one way bitch, and don't be an asshole about it, but DO YOU. -Don't fuckin' lie. Don't lie to anybody, and don't LIE TO YOURSELF. Lies breed lies, and soooooner or later, the truth is gonna come out. -THINK before you speak or act. Stop. Think. Get the big picture. -If you've got something to say to someone, say it.....TO THEM. -Don't trust anybody...EVER. -Doing the right thing is easy...NOT doing the wrong thing is the real mother fucker. -If it sounds too good to be true, it more than likely is....every time. -If there ever will be anybody you can count on, it will be your blood.....but don't count on it. -When you're on top, you've o

How Ta Reach Me...................
You can reach me at yahoo at shinra35888 and you can reach me on aol instant messenger at shinra0358; Youtube = shinra358.....see ya later. www.myspace.com/thatofwhichdoesnotexist www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=632294391 Or maybe ya can dream of me and i'll be at yo door in tha mornin' ;)

What Do Ya Think.......of The Great One?
For those who come by or for those who know me, with a few sentences.....describe what you really think of me (don't lie now ):________________________________________________

First It Was The Bulletins -- Now, It Is The Mumms Too???
Now, as I posted the last Mumm, I discovered that: "NOTE: It costs 100 Cherry Bucks to post this MuMM!" Are they now disregarding the earning of being able to do something at certain levels now??? Are they afraid of folks earning too many points? What else went on while I was asleep last night??????? OMG..... Do you agree with the charging of points for posting bulletins, Mumms, or such? To me it leaves a taste of the "haves" only having their ability to express their thoughts and the "have nots" are left floundering on the shores wanting to get into the stream of freedom. Am I missing something here with these constraints????

Crazy Lady!
this is a funny story that happened a few years ago (i SWEAR it happened!). i was in mcdonald's a few years ago with my friends gabo, magoo and rosemary. we were hanging out and this woman who was dressed like she was homeless came up to us and started talkin to us. we decided to mess wit her head. the conversation went like this: woman: where do you go to school? us: we're college students woman: oh nice! where do you go to college? us: in North Carolina. gabo: but they're building a branch of it on the moon woman: did you know men are going to have a war over the moon? and that's all i remember. we laughed our asses off afterwards. it was sooooooo funny!!

Another Day Another.... Well Another Day!
Feb 20th '07 it's 51 freakin degree's out and they say there's no such thing as global warming. Riiiiiiiiiight! That and 50 cents will buy you a cup of coffee, in some third world country I expect. Spent alot of today trying to figure out this Cherry Tap business. I think I managed to add a friend and replied to a few people. Wow, that's about it. Also had some depressing personal business to deal with but let's not discuss that, it seems that this is not the place for heavy duty thoughts. It seems like CT is more lighthearted and that's OK too. We all need to forget about the heavy shit in life once in a while and just have some fun. So they're fighting over Anna Nicole's body and selling Brittney Spears hair, what's next for this world? Any thoughts on this people? Leave me a msg or just pop me off a smile or something to let me know you took a minute to read my blog. Love to my Sis' Deb and Bobbie as always Beanie

One Love
the sounds of guns and sirens at night use to put me to sleep i grew up broke so not much food to eat but cheap always had to wash our clothes in it a day struggle for some seems easy to me because i been through the worst and survived don't even know how i made it out alive sometimes especially when i had to grip the nine and defend mine at such a young gripping the gauge never had time to play only time to make money now its funny because i'm on a different plateau on some philosphical save the kids let the truth be known about the government and politics i owe them from the way i grew and all the drama i been through curcified on this hip-hop cross staring at the sky wondering when its this mc's time to die spread love in the mean while teach lessons throughout the community teach brothers and sisters we need more unity because crip really stand for community revolution in progress we may have forgotten this in the process but lets not let this thought ever leave our minds no more n

I'm In My First Contest And I Need Help Ya'll!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The prize is a blast!!! So I need some help with this contest!!!! Bomb the hell out of it and rate it as much as possable!!!!!!!!! Just click on the pic below. Thanks

How To Hug A Baby
ATTENTION ALL DOGS!!! THE FOLLOWING ARE IMPORTANT INSTRUCTIONS FOR EVERY DOG TO KNOW : Instructions for properly hugging a baby: 1. First, spy a baby. 2. Second, be sure that the object you spied was indeed a baby by employing classic sniffing techniques. If you smell baby powder and the wonderful aroma of wet diapers, this is indeed a baby. 3. Next you will need to flatten the baby before actually beginning the hugging process. **Note: The added slobber should help in future steps by making the "paw slide" easier. 4. The "paw slide"- Simply slide paws around baby and prepare for possible close-up. 5. Finally, if a camera is present, you will need to execute the difficult and patented "hug, smile, and lean" so as to achieve the best photo quality. Dogs : If this is properly done, it will secure you a warm, dry, climate-controlled environment for the rest of your life. Good Luck to all of you!

Last Song
sometimes we are so blind and its hard to see who cares if you take more drugs then me i can see youre not happy I feel the need to set you free you know your candle burns at both ends and soon youll make the trip back again youll ride along side the red moon and sing your swan song and be in tune with the light of the day going away the reaper bows and asks you to pay your sins like gold in his hand spread the ashes of your life across the land on bending knee youll pray for me lost on the shores of the sea crashing into rocks and falling down seeing your life end without a sound I can only hold on for so long just long enough for your last song then back i go into my world again never to see you again my only friend

Kayaking Today
Oh my gods, I just got back from a kayak trip and I feel like I died and went to heaven. I have a kayak I named Gwinivere cuz she has such sweet lines. grins. Today I kayaked out to an island near where I live in Florida and honestly I just cried from the beauty of it all it touched me so deeply. Its everything its so much its all the things I forget are out there beyond the stress of my job and the heartbreak this world can give ya. It brings me back to this is why my heart beats and my soul sings. That is just how intense being on the water is to me. The water was so sublime. The sky was so blue today and it reflected that in the water. The waves gently lapping the edges catching the sunlight until it glittered like diamonds. The sound of the waves caressing the shore. I walked out into in it, the water around the island only comes thigh high and I felt like a goddess coming out of the waves, the water and the sun caressing my body until you felt like someone else entirely.

What South Park Character Are You?
You scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh100%Jimmy67%Butters67%Eric Cartman50%Kyle Broflovski50%Shelly33%Timmy25%Kenny McCormick17%Tweak8%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Web Site Update
I placed a guest book and a feedback button on my new web site. If you have a moment could you go to the site and sign in the guest book and send me a feedback. http://ms-cleavage.tripod.com/ Thank you! Ms. Cleavage

A Profound Statement...
2007-02-20 12:30:49 #17 of 17 HELLRAISER{NSFW}@ CherryTAP commented on my Mumm: "Just when I learned all of life's answer's... They changed all the questions" This seems to be an ongoing perplexity for everyone throughout life. Just when everything seems to be figured out, a monkey wrench is thrown into the cog of a wheel to stop the motion of our journeys for us to take a moment to reflect and reassess before moving forward once again!! :D So the question then becomes.... Are you on the right path for your journey??? and Are you sure??? LOL... Ironically.... If we continue to question every bump in the road on our journey, it could certainly delay our gratification from traveling on that journey!!! :D

Brings.....her....roses
I wrote this poem To honor the memory of A very special friend of my cousin's sons Girlfriend and any other person Who thinks this is real love to let Them control their lives and abused Their bodies and mind!! This is not Love.... Gives her roses Every day Arrives home late every Night Reveals he loves her And She believes and accepts, that This is the way true love Is He tormented and mistreated Her every day She thought She was worthy of oppress. For his expressing his love For her She has no mind of her own For he related to her that she Is not worthy of a better Life. And you are not qualified to Be the mother of my kids Her sister advised her to Leave him But She always covers up for him He’s just stressed out from Work. And he needs to release some

2 Quotes I Found....
"I'm no longer going to look for a guy I'm not going to talk to him first and I won't try to get him to put me in his life. If a guy wants me, he can find me he wants to talk, then he can talk to me and if he wants me in his life he can find a way to put me there. " "I want to be someone's last call of the night & their first thought in the morning. I want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'. I want the heart racing, palm sweaty, 'what's gonna happen next' moments. I want the hugs that you never want to let go of & the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest. But most importantly, I just want to know someone considers me theirs "

Absence
Absence the absence of love of the care that I crave when you look at me and say those three words damn them they mean nothing to you never for me the way that you look at me why do you hate me? I am your blood, your own and yet you deny me am I not good enough? have I not laughed enough or smiled enough? Have I not good enough or cried enough? What do you want from me? You tell me not to run away, but do tell me why not. I really want to know Do you want to konw what I think? Course not but I think I will say it anyways Your lying to me. You tell me you love me, and sometimes I think you do. But you never talk to her the way you talk to me you never hit her like the way my face gets sore It hurts my heart most when you call me those things "I love you Lilly" and even though I dont want to I still "I love you too Dad"

Land Of Tears
~*Land of Tears*~ I sit here and I cry And watch my dreams pass me by I sit here and I scream And the reality is not what it seems I sit here and I beat on the wall And I fear I am losing it all I yell at souls invisible to me And realize I am not all I could be I stare at the blank wall And realize I am beginning to fall I ridicule a falsely based reality And realize I am losing my entirety I have put up with this dread for all these years And now I have discovered my home in the land of tears.

Dilemma
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a drop off (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you . What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? * Get your drunk ass off the merry-go-round. *

Dark Angel
Dark Angel The darkest angel of my mind Comes to take me away Into the night I leave all the cares behind To be forgotten until morning comes And when keeps me I am safe You cannot hurt me anymore For this dark angel loves me A love that cannot be Undone He forgives me for all that I have done And I know that he will always He knows me best So when he comes to get me I know he will keep me But what about when morning comes? When my love has left with the night And not to return? You hurt me once more As I knew that you would It doesn't hurt as much Because when I go to sleep Someone comes to make it all better My darkest angel Always keeps me Until morning parts us....

Lyrics
These are lyrics I wrote a little while ago. I decided to share them, but please don't steal them...not saying they are good or anything, but still. Anyway, It's about dreaming big. What I Want: I want to be on TV, or in a movie, Or maybe on the radio Be in the lime-light, Show up to Spot lights And have my name on the marquee Have fans in the millions, making billions Be full of popularity Date a hot girl, make her my whole world Strike everyone with jealousy I just want fame, I just want happiness, I just want a single friend, i just everything that I don't have. When I'm on TV, or in my movie Or singin my song on the radio See my face under hot lights, you'll watch me all night If you want to be my friend let me know Break up with my girl, lose my love world I'm lookin round for some place to go Losing everything, not invited to sing I'm fading out into the unknown I just want fame I just want happiness I just want a single friend I just want eve

My Best Friend
OMG i just got bad news...My best friend who lives 5 minutes of my place died this morning.I'm still in shock it will get to me later.Or maybe its getting to me now.I just don't know what to do...If i should cry or ......Fuck man...this sucks,she was only 40 yrs old and its her brother who found her.ok its getting to me now.Damn. I have to find a poem for her.

Now Here Is Some Navy Pride!!!
Old Ironsides... The USS Constitution, Old Ironsides, as a combat vessel carried 48,600 gallons of fresh water for her crew of 475 officers and men. This was sufficient to last six months of sustained operations at sea. However, let it be noted that according to her log: "On July 22, 1798, the USS Constitution sailed from Boston with a full complement of 475 officers and men, 48,600 gallons of fresh water, 7,400 cannon shot, 11,600 pounds of black powder and 79,400 gallons of rum." Her mission: "To destroy and harass English shipping." Making Jamaica on 6 October, 1798 she took on 826 pounds of flour and 68,300 gallons of rum. Then she headed for the Azores, arriving there 12 November, 1798. She provisioned with 550 pounds of beef, and 64,300 gallons of Portuguese wine. On 18 November, 1798 she set sail for England. In the ensuing days, she defeated five British men-of-war, and captured and scuttled 12 English merchantmen, salvaging only the rum aboard each. By

Short True Stories....kisser
Dear Friends, In this humble writer's opinion, humans are not born good kissers. Kissing is an art that is learned, and one often requiring lots of practice, but learning the correct techniques is well worth the time and trouble. It takes two to create a truly wonderful kiss. Both parties must give their all. As a bonus, truly good kissing can result in a high almost as good as making love. After learning to kiss well during my teens, I developed a passion for a truly wonderful kiss. To me, a good kiss is the embodiment of love, oft telling more about a person than any other singular action. As a single man , I’ve had more than my fair share of kisses. There are many men who can curl your toes with a kiss, but much to the dismay, there are almost just as many men who seem to be totally clueless. I can only reason some girl or woman told them they were a good kisser at some point in their past, and that girl or woman didn’t have a clue about go

Introduction To My Writings - Bg
All right, so this is just a basic introduction to the erotica portion of the blog. It was recommended to me a number of times to post some of my stuff and after many a day of resisting, I finally came around. There are a number of different types of writing style I use, the most common however being, first person, from the male point of view. I'm hoping to add works to this section sometime within the upcoming days and would more than welcome comments, criticisms, and any recommendations as to what you'd like to see and whatnot :) So...here's to gettin freaky. -Jeff

Getting Tired Of So Much Hate From Ignorant People Had To Write My Feelings Down
Words that need to be spoken should not accumulate inside. The hurt, pain or jealousy a person feels can not hide. Sorrow and anger can be and will be suppressed. But this only leads to a person feeling depressed. Anger is a deadly toxin in which the body it flows. When it takes over limb by limb, everyone knows. The body - The mind controls and manipulates. As the poison enters the veins and circulates. When the poison reaches the heart it's too late. Disastrous emotions take over such as revenge and hate. The antidote to cure these emotions, is not so hard to find. We must search to learn to control our spirited bodies and minds.

I Am The Hated....
I am the hated. I am un-loved. I am the blasphemer. I am the deceiver. I am forever stained. My reputation is maimed. It matters not whether the scars come from lies told or truth lived for I am the hated. People carry an attitude and act rude around me. Whether it’s because I’m something they’re not It doesn’t matter because she hates me and he hates me because I refuse to follow some ones else’s rules and blend in. It has been said let the righteous be righteous still, those who are unjust remain unjust still. I’m filthy so I guess no matter what I do I’ll be filthy and dirty still. When will my payback come for me? I don’t know but no doubt it will arrive special delivery and extra fast because of my past and because he hates me and she hates me all the mother fuckers they hate on me. So it is done and cannot be undone. I’m built for war. I just don’t give a fuck anymore. Let them come try and break me, try and play me like a fool. I am the hated this is

How I Feel
I'm so tired of being alone When I wanna talk to someone I'm always alone, feeling empty I just don't know what to do anymore I'm so tired of being alone When I need someone to calm my cries There isn't anyone there No one is ever around I'm so tired of being alone When I have a bad day and need to talk I turn my head to see, no one is there Which in turn, makes me cry more I'm so tired of being alone All I want to do is die But even that is complicated It makes me feel useless I'm so tired of being alone When things can't get worse Somehow they always do Just when I need comfort I'm still so tired of being alone

Heartache
Times have changed, you were my last, Times have changed, It's all in the past, You broke my heart, you were my man, tour it apart with your two hands Love is a word I dont understand, you changed my mind, it only took time I was yours but you werent mine, And it's hard to see, what love meant to me, And it's hard to see how easy it was for you to leave, Miracle man that walked away, It broke my heart to ask you to stay, Had the chance to love again, but it only turned out to be a friend, you ran around behind my back, made me cry when i wanted to laugh And it's hard to see, what love meant to me, And it's hard to see, how easy it was for you to leave, Look to the future but got the past you went away, it happened so fast, Never again, Ive changed my mind Because of you, I was left behind Im all alone, Im used to the pain, And i know, ill love agian, And it's hard to see, what love meant to me, And it's hard to see, how easy it wass for you to leave.

Distance
Distance can be done. So lonely here without you, I can only pass the time, So troublesome without you, So here I write this rhyme, True feelings of love, Is all I have to give, With all the strength from above, For you I only live, No matter what it costs, I'd wait for a lifetime, Without you I would be lost, Not knowing that your mine, It takes to much to linger, Holding on because I care, No ring upon her finger, But love we still share, A heart of love not gold, For my love is priceless, Too much for some to hold, But for them it's useless, Wasted memories of lovers no more, I cast them all away, Because only you I adore, I wait for you everyday, So I wait to be together, The distance is a great one, But as long as you say forever, The wait can be done.

Too Much In Love
Some things I think about, most of them you know, The things I think about, never letting go, I wonder where I'll be in a few years,I wonder about the past, But I look to the future, knowing you are my last, I dream of being in your arms, leaning deep into your kiss, My mind goes into a daydream, every bit of you I miss, I search for answers to questions that people ask, Like are you going back, are you sure your taking that path, And again I am thinking, my one and only true, And again I am yearning, cause I cant wait to see you, I wait for the phone to ring, I anticipate the call, Cause every time I hear your voice, the deeper in love I fall, I want to be in your arms, Never letting go, I want the world to acknowledge, the love I have to show, but I don't care what people think or understand, Cause I get chills everywhere, just by the touch of your hand, What do I think about, I guess you already see, I'm nothing without you next to me, You bring me joy, you bring m

For My Friends.
I cannot ease your aching heart, nor take your pain away; but let me BE YOUR FRIEND AND I WILL TRY TO COMFORT YOU IN MY OWN WAY, and you can trust and brace onto me, I will listen to your problems, give a little advice, or stay and talk with you today. I'll listen when you need to write or talk, I'll give you comfort in words AND PICS, help to dry or KEEP away your tears; I'll HELP YOU FORGET your worries when they come, and I'll help you face your fears with comfort. i promise to be a strong and faithful friend to all who're my friends.

The Cruxshadows - Monument
I never wrote you a love song somehow words could not express what I needed to say. and so I never wrote you a love song and now its much, much too late 'cause you've gone away But I will build this monument to remember all the love we once had and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me you stopped loving me... So I wish I'd had written you a love song and somehow you understood what it feels to be me because the Angel loves the sprite forever and does it unconditionally But I will build this monument to remember all the love we once had and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me you stopped loving me...

What Color Is Your Brain
Your Brain is Blue Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow. You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles. Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life. What Color Is Your Brain?

Survey
The Best Cherry Tap Survey * . . About You . . * Eye Color:: blue green and brown Hair Color:: brown naturally Height:: 5'6-5'7 Favorite Color:: Blue Screen Name:: kaitemarie Favorite Band:: green day Favorite Movie:: Cars Favorite Show:: grey's Your Car:: kia Your Hometown:: same place i live now Your Present Town:: ^ Your Crushes First Name:: i'm not saying Grade:: outta school Your Style:: Jeans, and hoodie * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: yes Kissed someone in the rain?: yes Danced in a public place?: many many times Smiled for no reason?: not really Laughed so hard you cried?: last night Peed your pants after age 8?: nope Written a song?: no Sang to someone for no reason?: i dont sing Performed on a stage?: yes Talked to someone you don't know?: all the time Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes Made out in a theatre?: yeah Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: i think so Been in love?: yes * . . Who was

Dammmmmnnnnnnnnn U Peeps On My So Called Friends List
i have almost 1000 friends and 29 have left a rate and a comment......why is it like pulling teeth to get a lil love......ya ever realize the way you treat others is how u will get treated...show me some respect,love, rates and comments in this and i will return it, i always do cause how i treat peeps is how i exspect to b treated.....if u want to b treated like pooh ooh ooh then thas u'r choice but friends are supose to help friends now wheres my loooooove @@@@@@....lol click pic for direct link

Swingers[erotic][explore Behind The Closed Doors]
Sometimes they call me. It’s not all the time. It’s not even on a regular basis, but sometimes they decide to call me. And when they do call me, I come running. Some people would think that I am pathetic. They would say that it is sad, the way I am. But they don’t know how it feels to be me. They don’t know why it is that I am this way. I’ve been told before that I could have any one I wanted if I would just act differently. Friends and family have told me that if I would just realize what I have, I would be dangerous. One of my best girlfriends went as far as to tell me, “Girl, if I could just possess your body for one week, you would come back to a whole new world. Men would be drowning you in diamonds, buying you penthouse apartments to live in, clothing you in silk and furs!” Instead, I am who I am. I let men mistreat me. I let them cheat on me, yell at me, grab me by my throat and throw me up against the wall. I give men the upper hand. I let them think that they are better th

A Kreative Thought... Downloading
Lately, the MPAA, RIAA, and various other organizations backed by a select few big ticket Hollywood actors have began a campaign against what they call “internet piracy”. Since they have made such a big thing about it, I thought they might want to know why the people download. First things first: it is just media. They are not killing people. There are real criminals, murderers and rapists, running the streets. There is also a war going on. People who download are not what is wrong with this world. They aren’t even in the top million of the worst types of criminals. Shoplifters are of a worse ilk then they are. Jaywalkers have more evil in their hearts. The old grandma who tries to sneak an extra item through the express lane is more malicious than folks who download. Despite what the MPAA and RIAA will tell you, it is a victimless “crime”. I have never seen a dead body in the street because someone downloaded the latest Family Guy episode. How many kids had to go without Christm

Waking Up Next To You!!!!
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A Sex Starved Housewife& The Officer[adult]
Nara left the funeral home, stepping carefully over the mud puddles left by the earlier rain to get back into her vehicle. She waved at her close friend, who stood outside the building, watching her drive away. Nara felt awful for what her friend would have to endure in the coming months. Having your husband die at such a young age was enough, but of such a tragic death added to her pain. Rebecca’s husband was only thirty-three when he last went fishing with her brother. Sure, the sky was overcast, and the air hung wetly around them as they were packing their gear into the truck, but that never stopped the boys from going fishing before. Why should it now? Little did they know that lightning would strike their boat just hours later, leaving her brother free of any harm, but killing her husband on the spot. When Nara heard the horrible news, she knew she had to make the funeral. Rebecca had been her close friend for years, and she couldn’t miss being there to support her in her time o

The Meaning Of Virgin Suicide
the lyrics......are about a girl who is trying to kill herself, she cuts her wrists and is crying about her life...she has an imaginary friend that is looking aver her and is trying to prevent her from dying cause if the girl dies so does she. the message is that when you die that someone always cares whether it is god, a friend, family, etc...It encourages that when you hurt yourself you are hurting someone else...the song means a lot to me I wrote the lyrics when I was 15, because of my life and how it was. I remembered what my mom and my sister said when they found out i wanted to die and they showed me that someone always cares..... I write in reflection of my life and how i feel..it keeps me from doing something stupid like hurting myself, it is my "harmony" I had a bad past, you dont kill your self......heres how I see it..like the saying whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger....well it also makes you grow as a person, without experience you will never learn what you li

Cafe Terrace At Night
OH MY GAWD....I love this picture!~ Cafe Terrace at Night From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from The Café Terrace on the Place du Forum, Arles, at Night) Jump to: navigation, search Cafe Terrace at Night Vincent van Gogh, 1888 Oil on canvas 81 × 65.5 cm Kröller-Müller Museum, Otterlo Cafe Terrace at Night, also known as The Cafe Terrace on the Place du Forum, is a painting by the Dutch artist Vincent van Gogh which he rendered in Arles, France in September 1888. Van Gogh used oil paint on canvas and the painting is 81 × 65.5 cm (32" × 26"). The painting is currently at the Kröller-Müller Museum in Otterlo, Netherlands. In the painting Van Gogh expressed his new impressions from southern France and the painting depicts a café in Arles, then Café Terrace and is now renamed to Café van Gogh. The style of the painting is unique for Van Gogh with the warmth of colours and the depth of the perspective. This is the first painting in which he used starry bac

Blackboard Lesson
BAD sUBBIE i will not carve the flogger handles i will not spank others i will not aim for Mistress' head i will not yell safeword in the grocery store i will not yell fire everytime Mistress lights a candle funny noises are not funny Punishment is not boring or pointless i will not call Mistress, Dr. Death i will not bring sheep to the subbie forum a burp is not an appropriate response to Mistress i will not eat all Mistress' m & m's while She is at work Mistress' gags are not to be used to keep the children quiet i will not call Mistress, spud head, butt head or any kind of head Mistress' ARE perfect Mud is not an acceptable side dish for dinner for Mistress i will not peek out of the blindfold there is no such thing as "slave immunity" i will not sneak in the bathroom when i don't have permission i did not win an emmy for my last ses

Understand Me, And Understand Me The First Time
Ok i havent really written a blog in a while, I havent gotten inspired to really write anything until now. So last night I had a very confusing experience that I hope not to have again with this person. One thing that people should know about me is that Im a very nice person (i dont care about what certain people think, im not interested in their opinions. they know who they are) Im also a good person that will do basically anything for someone else. I dont expect much in return except not to be takemn for granted or to be riddiculed in my desicions in life. I am a real person that has real feelings, and i do have a heart that breaks. So anyway I just want to clear the air once again, and I dont care if that guy sees this or not, I am NOT an object. I am not a piece of meat that you can use and then decide if you want a relationship with. If i say no, I fucking mean no. There are no grey areas in that statement. I am comfortable with myself enough to know what I want and what I

Jokes
ONE STONE There once was an Indian whose given name was "Onestone", so named because he had only one testicle. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said, "If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!" The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, "Good morning, Onestone." He jumped up, grabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until a woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away for many years. Yellow Bird, who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hugged him and said, "Good to see you, Onestone." Onestone grab

Sex And Dirty Jokes: Running In Nude.
This woman was having an affair during the day while her husband was at work. One day she was in bed with her boyfriend and she heard her husband's car pull in the driveway. She yelled at the boyfriend "Hurry! Grab your clothes and jump out the window; my husband is home early!" The boyfriend looked out the window and said, "I can't jump out the window! It's raining like crazy out there and I'm naked!" She said, "If my husband catches us in here, he will kill both of us!" So the boyfriend grabbed his clothes and jumped out the window! When he landed outside he was in the middle of a "running marathon," so he started to run along beside the others - only he was still in the nude, carrying his clothes over his arm. One of the runners asked, "Do you always run in the nude?" He answered, while gasping for breath, "Oh yes. It feels so free having the air blow over my skin while I'm running." Another runner then asked the nude lover, "Do you always run carrying your clothes

Doing Alright
Been awhile so heres whats been going on. I am so happy. I have had ppl tell me that I have changed since I left my husband. Good. I have been trying to be who everyone wanted me to be for so damn long. Trying to pls one person after another. Not no more. I am who I am, and if others cant accept me for that, then they arent worth my time. I have been a stay at home mom for 6 years. Tired of it. I love my kids dont get me wrong. But I am out there working my ass off trying to raise my kids. Yeah its hard. But the pride I feel just doing it, is so worth it. I think what alot of everyones problem is, when I dont have my kids, I cut loose. Whats wrong w/ that? Did ya'll expect me to be June Cleaver for ever?

Lyrics
a song written by warren zevon after he found he had cancer. he lasted thr Well, I went to the doctor I said, "I'm feeling kind of rough" He said, "I'll break it to you, son [Warren sings, "Let me break it to you, son"] Your shit's fucked up." I said, "my shit's fucked up?" Well, I don't see how-" He said, "The shit that used to work- It won't work now." I had a dream Ah, shucks, oh, well Now it's all fucked up It's shot to hell Yeah, yeah, my shit's fucked up It has to happen to the best of us The rich folks suffer like the rest of us It'll happen to you That amazing grace Sort of passed you by You wake up every day And you start to cry Yeah, you want to die But you just can't quit Let me break it on down: It's the fucked up shit ee more years

"my Goddess" The Exies
Now how does this one sound here "My Goddess" My Goddess I was knee deep in a sick love I was cross eyed under your drug Schizo savior, mad messiah Fatal worship you inspired Gone, I don’t believe in you now I’ve seen too much I don’t believe in you now My Goddess You were counting on a freefall You laid your bet I would lose all Chalk up one less crucifixion I kicked that sick, old addiction Down, I don’t believe in you now I’ve seen too much I don’t believe in you now My Goddess Now you see what you get when you lose yourself What you get when you don’t know who you are when you don’t know who you are My Goddess

Surgery Date Is Set...
My surgery has now been scheduled March 9th... they are moving the nerve in my elbow so that it runs under my bicep and forearm along the vein people normally have their blood drawn from. While apparently this is typically considered "major surgery" because they are messing with a nerve, the doc has done nothing but re-assure me the risks are minimal. Basically just an hour - hour and a half surgery. so... yeah.. there it is.

Little Johnny
There is a little boy name Jimmy. He hears his parents fighting, "You Bitch, You Basterd" and little Jimmy says, "What does that mean?" "Grandma and Grampa son, Grandma and Grampa." So then he goes and plays out side and hears these people talking, "Yeah so I said c'mon stick your dick in my pussy." He says, "What is dick and pussy." The people turn around surprised and quickly say, "hat and coat." Then he goes upstairs to find his dad shaving. His dad cuts himself and says, "SHIT!" "What does that mean Daddy?" "Oh, um, shaving cream." Then little Jimmy goes down stairs to see his mom stuffing the turkey. Her ring gets caught and she says, "FUCK!" Little Jimmy says, "What does that mean Mommy?" "Stuffing son, stuffing." Then the doorbell rings and Jimmy goes to open it. It's his grandparents. Little Jimmy says "Hi Bitch, hi Basturd, can I take your dick and pussy? Dad's upstairs putting shit all over his face and Mom's in the kitchen fucking the turkey!"

Everything Happens For A Reason?
Everything happens for a reason? Hello all, It has been a while since I last did this, but I am bored and thought I would say a few words. I have been through quite a bit in the last few years, and had a conversation with someone about a statement that I have heard many times. "Everything happens for a reason" is that statement. Ok, I can see how one can analyze certain situations, and see how that statement can be true... sometimes. But to say that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Well, it is true, but not how those that say that mean it. The law of physics states that every action has an equal, and opposite, reaction. In this respect, everything does happen for a reason. However, when people say the statement of topic, they are referring to some mystical thing that can give meaning to their actions, or the consequences of their actions. Or the consequences of someone else's actions. Well, I am not 100% sure exactly where I stand on this topic, but I can tell you that I do l

4ever + A Day
Once upon a time inside a shower of petals not just any pedal, but rose flower petals White, Red, Yellow, Pink and White I laid my body, my soul, my flesh onto our haven a haven we built with trust, understanding & love a love filled to the max of premium, quality of serenity.....I floated My spirit, my dreams, my hopes spreaded and burst in the sky like fireworks when you smoothered me and showered me Your arms doubled my heart and I BECAME YOU I became anger and a yearing, a burning inside me made me scream to the world, to hell and U held me down and I BECAME YOU Your soul cried and the tears covered me and drowned me.... we rocked deep How kisses so passionate, so sweet sweep over my body now like a hurricane lifting me twisting me arms that once so secure so caring hold tight close with no sign of air........... of life Thur me Da' man was killed sorry son-of-a-bitch who can't get pass the many shades of love Thur me with lov

Aaahhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhh..... Holy shit what a ****in day. First i got up late because my bloody alarm did not go off. If that wasn't bad enough as i ran down the stairs i stubbed my frickin toe...lol iI drove to work in the pouring rain (i hate the brit weather) flicking my finger to some old guy who didnt turn the way he indicated and nearly made me crash.lol They should take the driving license off everyone over 55. ha ha When i got to work the boss bent my ear about timekeeping, and i'm like "chuck my a freakin bone here" my clock didn't go off. I'm never late, but he obviously didn't get laid last night. lol The day went a liitle slow from then on and i didnt finish till 8pm, i'd been there since 7am. Trust me in my job..( i look after autistic adults with learning disabilities) thats a f***in long..mentally long day. Anyways.. i thought, "i'll go home and talk to my buddies on CT"....yeah right, my f***in computer wouldn't work. i tryed everything but nothing. i called my computer wizkid pal t

Dismotherfuckinbitch
lemme just start off by saying.. people need to grow the fuck up . Man up .. Woman up.. whatever.. just start being human. so im sure you all remember the tragic events in september that left me heartbroken and lonely. losing my mom is still the hardest thing i deal with daily. my stepfather has made sure i know how much he doesnt want to lose me as his daughter.. and i appreciate that.. in the conversation we had tonight he tells me that my cousin.. had come over and "scoped" out some things she would like.. asking for some of my moms sewing machines.. afghans.. jewlery.. you know.. things to help her "remember my mom" i find this to be complete bullshit. this woman doesnt work.. nor does her dirty ass boyfriend. and when you are nearing 50 .. i think you should know how to hold a job. further more.. how will these material things bring you closer ? my step father told her no , they werent his to give away since it all belongs to me. im not materialistic. i mean i am.. but thing

Updated We The People
We The People of the United States (Updated) "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone --

Steak And Blow Job Day
Celebrate March 20th Steak And Blowjob Day Guys, you know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other crap that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do love them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it. Which is why a new holiday has been created. March 20th is now officially "Steak and Blowjob Day". Simple, effective an

Too Much
Well it seems I have been thrown back into my practice head first. I knew initially talking to Slug that there was some psychic connection, understanding whatever. But in the past few days people I have just met as well as those already in my life have been calling me out. Time to do something about it? I think so. But I'm gonna need some help.

Playlist For The Week Of 2/13/07 - 2/20/07.
Music: 137 - Product Of The Environment Anatomy - Twisting Depths Of Horror Cancer - To The Gory End Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Goatwhore - Funeral Dirge For The Rotting Sun Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Gorefest - The Eindhoven Sanity Kreator - Extreme Aggression Kult Ov Azazel/Krieg - Split Megadeth - Youthanasia Mercyful Fate - 9 Morbid Angel - Altars Of Madness Nocturnus - The Key Paralysis - Patrons Of The Dark Shroud Of Bereavement - Alone Beside Her Sinister - Afterburner Sodom - Tapping The Vein Testament - The Legacy Type O Negative - Bloody Kisses V/A - Grind Core's Death Row Vio-Lence - Eternal Nightmare Vital Remains - Forever Underground Comedy: Andrew Dice Clay - Andrew Dice Clay Andrew Dice Clay - The Day The Laughter Died The Goatwhore show last night was fucking killer! It was a wild show to boot. First of all, the venue they played is in a town 2 and a 1/2 hours north of my town, but worth it. The show was insane. How i

Release Orgasm
As you readies for an afternoon nap, your pussy moistens For you longs to be held and kissed and enjoy a lover's hardness And as you lay down, your fingers begin to tease your clit You cup your breast lovingly with eyes closed, you see sunny's smile His lips gently tug and pull as your nipples grow harder Your opening contracts eagerly as Your finger slides in and out Nice steady deep strokes, oh yes You murmer as you grips Just a little longer, you whispers as You feel your body trembling You can feel your orgasm release oh my God, you cry out and smile And your pussy juice flows onto his waiting lips as you hear Sunny suck As you come back to earth, your eyes open, and you wish Sunny was there Your sighhhhh echo's in your bedroom as you drift off to dream of him

You Came To Me
I dreamed a dream so real it stayed with me the whole day and whenever I felt sad at you not being with me I thought back to the dream. I dreamed I was laying on a bed. I heard a door open. I peaaked thru my eyelids to see who came in. I saw you! My heart raced a pit at what you were going to do. I saw you stand over me with a devilish grin. I was hoping you were reading my mind. You lowered yourself to the bed and gentle came up my body. Every so slowly lightly touching me. I felt your lips as they softly tocuhed my own lips. THe soft kissing turned into more urgent as my arms went around you, pulling you towards me. You raised up to look into my eyes. I shock my head yes. YOu kissed me again. We ripped each others clothes off. IT wasn't fast enough for your skin to be touching. WIth the touch of your skin to mine, my breathe left me. YOur skin felt so hot. I wanted to taste you all over. My lips searched all over your skin for areas to taste and touch. Then I l

Pamper You
Every time I take you in my arms your eyes sparkle like diamonds And when I cup your perfect breasts that fit so nice in my hands Your nipples harden even before my warm lips can begin to tug And I hear the softest sounds of my lover as she begins to moan Your hands pull my head closer as I suck firmer, my tongue teasing Swirling around and around as you look down at me with smiling eyes you caresses me with such devotion I can't help but love you more As my hand first caresses your cheek before I stroke your long hair you are the one I will always pamper You are the one I will always spoil Because you know that true love is so very hard to find and keep

My Number Is 3
Your Life Path Number is 3 Your purpose in life is to express your unique self. You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life. Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen. A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party. In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire. While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play. And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings. Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them What Is Your Life Path Number?

What A F*#king Day!?!
Ok I’m back and I got changes coming and I don’t like it!…. Well some I do and some I don’t!… First my mum went into hospital two days ago and there keeping her in the cardiology step down unit…… gods that sounds so bad… I’m left to keep the house in order and now my sis say’s she has a place of her own and she is moving out so now I have to keep this place all by my self witch isn’t that hard since I was the only one doing it to begin with!… But anyway I have this wonderful woman in my life called Suzan and I am seriously thinking moving to Sydney to be with her… the only thing is that will leave my mum with no one as her mum is moving down the coast….. and my sister is a bitch so well I’m in a very hard place right now and my heart is tearing in two and I just don’t know what to do!!!!! I’m fucked whatever I do!… I know I want to be with sue but at the same time I don’t want to leave mum…… now mum has been keeping me back for all my life…. Always have I had to look out for her

Black Roses
Entry for December 10, 2005. BLACK ROSES BLACK ROSES FOR YOU MY LOVE. TEARS OF BLOOD I SHED FOR YOU. BLACK ROSES DRAPE YOUR SHRINE. LONGING FOR YOU, THROUGH OUT TIME. BLACK ROSES FOR YOU MY LOVE, MY HEART BEATS, MY BLOOD FLOWS. MY LIFES ESSENCE FOR YOU, BROUGHT FORTH BY THE THORNS OF LIFE. SPILLED AND WASTED. BLACK ROSES DRAPE YOUR SHRINE, A PICTURE IN THE DARKNESS OF MY MIND. MY HEART SANK INTO THE DEPTHS OF HELL, UPON YOUR DEPARTURE. BRING ON THE PAIN AND TORTURE. BLACK ROSES, MY BLOOD UPON YOUR SHRINE. FOR YOU AND YOU ALONE . I WOULD SPILL MY SOUL, MY LIFES FORCE, MY ESSANCE. BLACK ROSES FOR YOU, MY LOVE. SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHTED 12/ 10/ 05

Make A Difference
Entry for December 10, 2005 MAKE A DIFFERENCE THE EVIL THAT MEN DO, SHALL GO ON AND ON UNCHANGED FOR ALL TIME. UNLESS WE MAKE A CHANGE, A STAND, A DIFFERENCE. BELIVE IN ONES SELF , SHOW KINDNESS , FORGIVENESS AND LOVE. THEN IF ALL ELSE FAILS, DEFFEND YOUR-SELF AND THOSE YOU CARE FOR AND LOVE. STRIKE OUT IN VENGANCE AND RETALIATION AS A LAST RESORT. SHOW NO MERCY FOR THE EVIL, FOR THE EVIL HAVE SHOWN NON UNTO THEE. S.BLACK COPY RIGHTED 12/10/2005

The Last Waltz
After tonight I will not be on much for a while. I am moving and it will take me a while to get situated with a new place and new net access. Everyone will be missed and look forward to seeing friends old and new upon my return. If you do not have my yahoo or email address or phone number send me a PM and I will get you the info.

A Lady, A Queen. For Konstance B.
Entry for January 04, 2006 . A LADY, A QUEEN. I HAVE BEEN GRANTED AUDIENCE, TO BE IN THE PRESANCE OF A LADY, A QUEEN. WE BOTH SPOKE OF A LONGING, A QUEST, OUR WISHES OUR DESIRES, OUR LIKES AND OUR LOVES. OUR PASSIONS. WE ARE DIFFERENT, YET SYMPATICO. UPON OUR SECOND MEETING, TO SPEAK ONCE AGAIN OF OUR PASSION, OUR BATTLES AND OUR SCARS. TO DINE UPON FLESH AND FOLAGE, TO DRINK SWEET WINE, CANDLE LIGHT AND MUSIC. THE LADY BEAUTIFUL LIKE NO OTHER, ACCOMPANIED ME TO MY CHAMBERS, FOR WINE AND SONG. A KISS ,A TASTE, SWEETEST WINE AND SWEETER LIPS. I HAVE NOT TASTED. AN EMBRACE, A TOUCH, A GENTAL CARESS. DARK HAIR, CASSCADING ABOUT HER FACE AND UPON HER BREAST.EYES OF GREEN AND GOLD,A GLOW FROM DEEP WITHIN. ASK I DID, MAY I ASSIST YOU, SHE SAID YES. UNLACING EACH BOOT, CARRESSING THE BLACK STOCKING CLAD, LONG DELICIOUS, CURVES OF HER CALVES,HER CREAMY WHITE THIGHS, WITH A KISS UPON HER FLESH SHE SHUDDERED AND COOED. HER TASTE, HER SCENT, UPON MY LIPS, IN THE AIR. TO T

13 Ways To Win A Rollergirls Heart Vs A Girly Girls Heart
No. 1 Girly-Girl: Give her unexpected gentle hugs from behind and kiss her neck. RollerGirl: When she's unsuspecting, sneak up behind her blind spot, swing to her side & hip check her into the row of barstools knocking her on her ass. And watch out for her deadly right hook. No. 2 GG: Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other. RG: Hit her as hard as you can on the shoulder, then say, "Ok, now hit me!" Bruises are beautiful...a sign of affection. No. 3 GG: When standing, wrap your arms around her. RG: Get low, and quick, bend those knees...say, "come on, show me whatcha got" & try to wrestle each other down. Don't let her win. If she wins, she'll quickly lose interest - a rollergirl needs challenges. No. 4 GG: Cuddle with her. RG: Slap her ass & she'll slap yours. No. 5 GG: Don't force her to do anything. RG: BUHWAHAHAHAHA! Yeah right like you have a shot at this anyway. No. 6 GG: Write little love notes. RG: Buy her a pack of Swiss bearings and a bo

Pretty Much How I Feel About Dwayne...
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go Neither one of us knew why We didn't build nothing overnight Cuz a love like this takes some time People swore it off as a phase Said we can't see that Now from top to bottom They see that we did that (yes) It's so true that (yes) We've been through it (yes) We got real sh** (yes) See baby we been... ♥

I Want You!!!!
Qhy do y ou keep sayign the words. WHy tortue me. Is it becasue you feel as tortured as me? I want to feel your skin next to mine. To feel your heat. I want to taste you all lover and just soak you up. Man I can handle this I feel as if I am about to burst. Take this heat from me so I can rest tonight. Come take me I am all yours. YOurs to do with as you will just don't promise me anyting you are not willing to give.

Did You Ever Think That Maybe Your Life Is Heading In The Wrong Direction?
291 friends on here yet I feel incredibly alone. Everything feels so false, so shallow. I long for something deep, something with substance. I long for something more. Almost 22 and going nowhere fast. Everything in my life just feels meaningless. I feel like I mean nothing.

Home Sweet Home! Not!
well finally im back! florida was great! but from the moment we got to the airport til now has been shitty! lol we got to the airport only to find out our flight was delayed 45min not to bad right but the made us late for our connection in baltimore! well we got to baltimore just in time to get on the plane otherwise we wouldve had to take a later flight ! lol well turns out the plane was broken and after sitting on it for about 20 min they decided they couldnt fix it in a timely manor so the decided to have us switch planes fun wow! we finally got to buffalo about 2 hours behind schedule! only to find out our ride had broken down on the wat to get us! btw we left for the airport at 930am and we got home at 1100 pm! lol so yea finally home im gunna check out my e-mail and see whats been goin on since i was gone right? wrong my fuckin comp wouldnt load windows at all so to make a long story short i spent thre last 3 days figureing out wtf happened and fixing it! but

The Redneck Challenge
We are tired of hearing about how dumb people are in the South, and we challenge any so-called smart Yankee to take this exam: 1. Calculate the smallest limb diameter on a persimmon tree that will support a 10 pound possum. 2. Which of these cars will rust out the quickest when placed on blocks in your front yard? (A) '65 Ford Fairlane (B) '69 Chevrolet Chevelle (C) '64 Pontiac GTO. 3. If your uncle builds a still which operates at a capacity of 20 gallons of shine produced per hour, how many car radiators are required to condense the product? 4. A woodcutter has a chainsaw which operates at 2700 RPM. The density of the pine trees in the plot to be harvested is 470 per acre. The plot is 2.3 acres in size. The average tree diameter is 14 inches. How many Budweisers will be drunk before the trees are cut down? 5. A front porch is constructed of 2x8 pine on 24-inch centers with a field rock foundation. The span is 8 feet and the porch length is 16 feet. T

My Photos
To all of you who have rated my photos I thank you very much!!! My friends online make these for me I am learning to do this stuff I am not very good at it but i do try! I will also let my friends know that you enjoyed their work as I am very proud of my friends acomplishments!

Cherry Tap Wife
i have a cherry tap wife now so i cant get married to any cherry tap girls now im sorry but i really didnt get married its all in fun with my friend she is cool as hell you make geting on the net fun thanks babyboo.

Fear
I FEAR I SHALL DIE, ALONE, NO CHILDREN TO LOVE OR TEACH, I HAVE LOST TWO IN MY YOUTH WHO NEVER TOOK THEIR FIRST BREATH. ONE TRUE LOVE, IS IT TO MUCH TO ASK FOR, CAN GOD HERE MY CRIES AND FEEL MY TEARS? I CAST OUT THE DEMON WHORES CLAN. TO HELL WITH YOU. S. F@#KING BLACK. YOU SICK PEICES OF HUMAN WASTE, TO HELL WITH YOU. SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHTED 2/20/07

No Control
Lemon Sugar Toxic Shimmer Moonlight Glow Starlit Glimmer Forgetful Flaws Dreamy Treasures Silent Screams Hopeful Pleasures Crystal Roses Softened Kisses Silly Promises Broken Wishes Lonely Mindset Faded Years Addictive Love Life Lustfull Fears Firey Passion Wickless Candel Erotic Tidals Tidepool Handel Low Selfesteem Whimsy Streak Love Exceeds Sex..Bleak Shiny Standards Empty Goals Brighter Future No Control

Read This Girls I Need Your Help
I have been with my girl for 8 months....i broke up with her after our 6th month and then we got back together. I Lived with her for the first 6 months and and i broke it off cause she was kind of controlling me and i didn't like it...now im with her again but now she is busy all the time and i bearly get to see her but i am more in love with her then i ever have been but this not seeing eachother is killing me and i would rather go back to the way it was when she was controlling and i was living with her. now she has 4 male roomates who help take care of her daughter and clean the house when she isn't there but when she is there she is always taking her roomates to dr.appt and things. Her roomates all hate me because i broke her heart when i broke up with her and im not aloud over at her house anymore because they want to kill me and she wont let me go over there because she doesn't want any problems. i want to marry her and spend the rest of my life with her but i dont know h

Anatomy Of A Social Revolution
My meandering thoughts will not allow me to rest, no sleep for the wicked they say...and certainly no sleep for me. These days of mine just keep passing, I wake, shower, dress, make my lunch, and go to my business management class. I fill my brain with knowledge and I leave. I go and eat supper. I go hangout with friends and smoke pot. This is my life, day in, day out. Being an Insomniac is an interesting thing. You're not awake, You're not asleep, your not really you, yet you are...it's hard to explain unless you yourself are expierencing it. I catch myself staring off into space alot, just listening to whats being said instead of watching it be said. I find that I pick up much more about a person this way. Next time you find yourself alone at night, walk around your house/appt/condo/whateverthefuckyouhave. Turn all the lights off, the T.V. off the Computer off....leave the fridge plugged in, you'll need it later. Now once your place is dark stand in a room, any room you w

Pushed Over The Edge
Have you ever been trying to do the best that you can, and someone constantly pushes you. Over and over they press your buttons and expect you to take that poor treatment. They assume that you are nice so they run over you? Today at my job I have never been so offended by the poor treatment or constant abuse I received today. I started to just walk out and quit. Then again why shouldn't I? I am too good a worker to be dealing with this place. I guess that's just another thing I can say that I thought I had everything all understood and figured out, but I guess not. Maybe i'm too optimistic. I try to accept people for everything and think the best of them and you just can't be like that. It sucks but it's true. Well now that i've vented i'm going to bed XOXO Ash

Family Loss
I am letting all my friends and family know. I won't be on for a couple of days. My aunt died today and I will be going out of town. Please keep us in your prayers. The hardes thing for me though is that I can't tell my mother that her sister died today. See my mom is in a nursing home after haveing double bypass surgery then dying on us and they brought her back only to have a stroke. So just pray for our family that we get through this one day at a time. Thank You Dee

What A Day!!!!!!
Well, my day started out rather typical. I wasn't feeling well but that is daily for me. The pain wasn't as severe as it can be but eventually it did get fairly bad so I took a couple of vicodin and fell asleep. About 5:15pm, I was waken by the sound of several mens voices. They were saying something about being unable to get her to answer. It was 4 of the local police officers who had to force into my home to get me. My meds had me knocked out cold. They asked if I was the spouse of my other half. I said yes and tried my damndest to be calm. They said well there is a bit of an accident, he is in the ambulance right now and pointed outside of my door. They said he is ok but is disoriented. I asked what happened and they said they honestly didn't know, that they had received a phone call from someone saying a man was laying in the middle of the street. They said they were getting him to the hospital, that he was ok for now, he was pretty banged up then gave me directions

I'm Afraid....
If there is one person i really care about, it is you and you know that losing you would kill me completely. i never thought at first that this feeling would be serious but as we chat and as we laugh, as we blush and as we play this deep feeling keeps on growing each day i see you even if i tried to not like you, i know that this wont easily fade away because i know to myself this is no joke, this is for real you have been really important part of my life for the past few months you caused so many laughs and smiles for me when i hear you you have been the major part of every story to my friends you gave color to my life, you pushed away my tears and pain but i am hurting alot because i know that you are taken and i know that i will probably never see you, face to face all i do is just stare at you and my heart races then you just stare back at me and smile and you know i come undone but i know that it cannot happen... that we cannot be. i am afraid to talk and speak wh

Some Things...
There are some things that a person doesn't want to think about, but there are also things that she can't put aside or forget. There are some things that she wants to continue but she's afraid to, yet at the same time she fears to end them. She wants to stop hoping.. and yet she can't stop wondering. She may never get to hold him never kiss his gentle lips, but she deals with the pain. because she can't let go of him... doesn't want to let go of him. of her unattainable love. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ your pet loves you rayden... there's no other way to say it... no other way around it... though i know it will never happen... i can't let it go.

Wtf
How can anyone think I would lie about having to take my dad to er?? and why would it matter the reason I said I was getting off-line. I said ice storms, which I was wrong oopse. but I ended up having to take my dad to ER to get his liver scaned cayse he's been in pain. His ironis way too high and has to have a biopsy but they don't think its cancer?? Why would I EVER lie about something like that?? I hate men.

Christianity & Druidry
CHRISTIANITY & DRUIDRY What if... Jesus and Merlin were to meet At twilight In the garden, in the grove, One looking forward to the Skull of Golgatha, One looking back on the Sacred Head of Bran? What would they say to one another, These men, these gods, Who live in time beyond their lives— One forward, one retrograde? “Let this Cup pass from me…” says the one. “May the earth open and swallow me, May the sky fall upon me, May the sea rise and cover me, May fires consume me…” says the other. “Take this cup and drink from it…” says the one. “This is the Cauldron of Inspiration and Wisdom…” says the other. “Do this in remembrance…” says the one. “I know the Cup From which the wave has overflowed. I know the end of the dawn…” answers the other. What if they do meet There in the grove, in the garden, Two avatars— One about to ascend, One about to descend— Each serving the Chalice in his way? What if Merlin’s Affallanau and Jesus’ Rood are the same

Mystical Fantasy
Mystical Fantasy I believe in mystical magical things... Even when thing's are not what they seem... In that special place, where dream and wishes still come true... I hold in my heart, Soul and mind's eye, the vision of you... In this world of black and White, Who's to say what's wrong and right... In this realm of Mystical Fantasy and the unfore seen Magical Reality... They each play equal roles in part, just what is the state of the player's mind at start Life is what you make of it... The challenge is to make your Mystical Fantasy, your Magical Reality... All Rights Reserved Iah Darha 1983

Smiles
she loves me... so i smile... been a hard road and the shit took awhile... but here i am... my baby's man... she loves me, so i smile... no more miles... last walk to the sun and back... i know if i love her enough, she'll love me back... my baby's got a beautiful smile when she smiles at me... the light in her eyes when she sees me takes the breath right out of me...

Mother
Just had a phone call from the hospital concerning my mother. She is extremely poorly and my father has rushed to be there by her side. I am manning the phone at home and informing members of family as to her condition and keeping them upto date with bulletins. I am fearing the worst but hoping for the best.

21 Sex Facts
21 things you might have never known about sex :D 1. According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches. 2. The most common fantasy is oral sex. 3. 8% of us have regular anal sex. 4. 60% of men and 54% of women have had a 1-night stand. 5. Women buy 4 out of every 10 condoms sold. 6. In 1609, a doctor named Wecker found a corpse in Bologna with two penises. Since then, there have been eighty documented cases of men similarly endowed. 7. Men say the average erect penis is 10 inches. Women say its 4 inches. 8. A female orgasm is a powerful painkiller (because of the release of endorphins), so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. 9. 56% of men have had sex at work. 10. Among the Mangaians of Polynesia, 18-year-old couples make love an average of three times a night, every night, until their thirties, when the weekly average drops to a mere 14. 11. 1 in 3 of us have had an extramari

Good Morning :)
Hope all is well in all youre lives :P I just woke up and im eating cereal haha i feel like such a kid mhmm ♥ Anthonys so cute when he just first wakes up :) Shh i didnt say that. And i just stold his cereal :P Anywho rate my blog and ill comment pictures :P

Little Bruce & Jenny...
Little Bruce & Jenny... Little Bruce and Jenny are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Bruce goes to Jenny's father to ask him for her hand. Bruce bravely walks up to him and says, "Mr. Smith, me and Jenny are in love and I want to ask you for her hand in marriage." Thinking that this was just the cutest thing, Mr. Smith replies, "Well Bruce, you are only 10. Where will you two live?" Without even taking a moment to think about it, Bruce replies, "In Jenny's room. It's bigger than mine and we can both fit there nicely." Still thinking this is just adorable, Mr. Smith says with a huge grin, "Okay then, how will you live? You're not old enough to get a job. You'll need to support Jenny." Again, Bruce instantly replies, "Our allowance...Jenny makes 5 bucks a week and I make 10 bucks a week. That's about 60 bucks a month, and that should do us just fine." By this time Mr. Smith is a little s

Blue Angel
Mama never told you how you were s'posed to treat a girl. Papa never told you, now you're all alone out in the world. Sirens are screaming inside the winding-sheets are pale. Devils are dreaming of a Blue Angel. Now I lay me down to sleep But troubled dreams are all I find. Pray the lord my sould to keep. Pray so I won't lose my mind. Streetlights come streaming On wings tonight I'll soon set sail Devils are dreaming of the Blue Angel. Your momma's going to take it hard You always were your momma's boy You're lying in the graveyard Now you're not your momma's joy. Silence is screaming I'll bat an eye and cast my spell Devils are dreaming of a Blue Angel. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hurrah for Squirrel Nut Zippers

Be Nice
I sit and think of what i should do , why do people act the way they do to others, why be so mean in the ways they are, how can they hurt people the way they do even tho they have kids that get hurt at the same time, what can be going on in thier minds,

Cleaning Up My List!
I guess that with all the friends that are on my list. I should have at least more tham dozen that would talk to me. I am going through my list and if you as a friend or fan would still like to have me as a friend please tell me. If I dont get a reply from you by the 23th of Feb, I will delete you from my list.

From Cyber To Sensational....
Does nervousness always heighten the sense of anticipation and excitement when you first meet somebody? I was complete bag of nerves, oh typical vanity I know... is my hair OK, my clothes, make up... too much? Not enough? The list went on. Damn my super punctuality, I'm always early and always the one who feels as if everyone else is running late. The self-recriminations kept me quite occupied up until I felt a hand tap me on my shoulder. Turning, shocked at the intrusion of my personal space, I was ready to have a go at the person brazen enough to dare touch me! My eyes fell on his face so familiar yet not quite, where I expected it, he seemed to tower over me, what a fool I must have looked with my jaw hitting the ground just staring at him. That soft gentle smile spread over his face and I felt myself relax, smiling back at him I instinctively moved forward, wrapped my arms round his waist, and hugged him ever so tight, I moved in closer as his arms covered me and enfolded around me

Its Me
HEY EVERYONE .. HER NAMES KRISTIN SHES IN A SEXY EYES CONTEST THAT RUNS THRU FRI.. SHE CAN WIN A 30 DAYS BLAST .. SHE DOESNT ASK FOR HELP AND IS SO SWEET .. SO IM HELPING AND IM ASKING .. GO TO HER PROFILE LOOK AT HER READ ABOUT HER .. HELL LISTEN TO HER VOICE .. THIS CHICKA IS PURE CLASS AND SWEET AS THEY COME .. DO THAT THEN SAY YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO HELP HER.. SHES GETTING BEAT BY BOMBERS NOT BY SOMEONE WITH BETTER EYES .. IF ALL ON MY LIST WOULD JUST GO LEAVE 20 COMMENTS HELL EVEN TEN IT WOULD BE LOADS OF HELP .. THANKS MY FRIENDS

Help Me Bomb
this is just for fun and i'm crap at these things...would love a little help form you to ceomment bomb this pic, thaks. tell me about it, i'll rate all your stash, your pics, ans give you a gift. how's that!!

Biology Final Exam
Students in Biology class were taking their final exam. The last question was, "Name seven advantages of Mothers Milk," worth 70 points or none at all. One student was hard put to think of seven advantages. He wrote: 1. It is perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to mother, and vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then, the student was stuck. Finally, just before the bell indicating the end of the test rang, he wrote: 7. It comes in really awesome containers. He got an "A"

A Volunteer
A Volunteer There is a neighbor that lives on your block The one just down the street And someone who lives cross town A person you may never meet They both have something in common A desire to help all And in what may be the darkest hour They'll be there to answer the call They know the fire's horror With the devil a war they wage They've seen the hell of a car wreck People traped in a metel cage There for the sick and injured Giving their all to cheat death They know the joy of giving Of a baby and his first breath There always at the ready Twenty four hours a day They spend there off hours serving Yet ask for no take home pay And when a comrade has fallen And all have said farewell They'll each return to there families And be ready to answer the bell So when you see the lights flashing And hear the siren draw near Take just one silent moment And pray for the VOLUNTEER ---Unknown

High Ground
Yesterday the girl at the bank handed me $200 in tens instead of $25 in ones. I did not notice until it was too late to run back before opening. I used it as a wonderful excuse to leave the store. I needed to return the money to the bank (because as much as I would love $200 in my pocket, I could not live with the girl getting in that much trouble), and pick up packages for our closed sister store from the UPS center (which was all the fuck the way on the other side of town). To balance out my good deeds, I stopped at a candle store (because I saw their sign on the way, I had never been there before). It was a very nice little place. I bought a wax potpourri burner and a bunch of little potpourris (vanilla, sugar cookie, amaretto, melon, strawberry, orange ginger, and grapefruit). They are divine. The burner is gorgeous, it's a stained glass design, so it makes the whole room smell AND look pretty. I also stopped at my bank to deposit Ericka's rent check. I managed to

A Firemans Prayer
When I am called to duty, God, Wherever flames may rage, Give me the strenght to save some life Whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child Before it is too late, Or savean older person from The horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert and Hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently To put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and To give the best in me, To guard my every neighbor And protect their property And if according to your will I have to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting hand My children and my wife.

Lmfao
I got this from a bulletin from a good friend of mine, it's great! Enjoy...... Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten u

It Really Is Amazing.
The way certain peoples minds and body work to create so many amazing ideas and pieces. I was so amazed this morning watching this video and then going on the site and finding out more about the artist. I'm sure there are more people that create things like him but I was really inspired. But this is my Favorite: As of April 30th 2005 Up close its the name of all the people that died in the war. Its deep.

Cheney Says U.s. Wants To Leave Iraq "with Honour"
Cheney says U.S. wants to leave Iraq "with honour" 21 Feb 2007 U.S. Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney said on Wednesday the United States wants to finish its mission in Iraq and "return with honour", despite the war's growing unpopularity at home and doubts among U.S. allies. http://today.reuters.co.uk/news/articlenews.aspx?type=worldNews&storyid=2007-02-21T055343Z_01_T156764_RTRUKOC_0_UK-JAPAN-USA-CHENEY.xml

For Our Boys
for our menAdd to My Profile | More Videos I made this as we have men all over fighting for us and this is what I wanted to do for them.. this video I made is not to upset anyone.. it's just my hope that they are all safe and come home soon.. what ever countrie they come from.. Alexia xx

Need More Coffee
I lack serious motivation this morning. I had this great dream I couldn't wake from. it made little sense, but I did wake up happy and wanting to go back. today's delima: STOCKINGS!!!!! it seems like they are all over the place in funky colors and patterns when I don't need them. the minute I do they are nowhere to be found. even though the shoe problem was solved, and we did find some tights that would kick ass, I just can't bring myself to pay way more in shipping than the cost of the tights that may not get here in time. so today after some work gets done we shall travel the town in search for them. dragging all kids in tow of course, lol. (it's all for the glory of ACROSS and Lord Ilpalazzo!) .. ok so maybe a little loony-ness is starting to creep in, nothing worse than faire crazies, which is coming up right behind the tea party madness. not to mention getting ready for moving, Chris' grad, ballet recitals, kids schooling, conventions that need planning and a few summer

Why?
Why do i always seem to fall in love with the wrong woman? Seems I have been used. fucked i just want to end it all now. I gave up talking to all my female internet friends for her now i have no one. I think its time for me to give up and end it all.

"the Cop On The Horse" Lol
Cop on a Horse There was a cop on his horse waiting to cross the road when a little boy on his new shiny bike stopped beside him. Nice bike, the cop said, did Santa bring it to you? Yep, the little boy said, he sure did! The cop looked at the bike and while handing the boy a $20 ticket he said, Next year, tell Santa to put a license plate on the back of it. To go along with the cop, the little boy said, Nice horse you got there sir, did Santa bring it to you? Yes, He sure did, said the cop. The little boy looked up at the cop and said, Next year tell Santa to put the dick underneath the horse instead of on top. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Lost
Lost… Once strong for words, now speechless Not knowing where to go, what to do What to say, what to feel My mind numb, my heart throbs. A new horizon stares at me Its sun's bright morning rays Shine down upon me Showing me a place I've seen once before. In a distance I see a beach With its pristine blue waters Bordered with clear white sand Lusciously inviting me to step in… Walking on the white sand beach Step by single step to the shore I go With feet touched gently by waves A cool breeze blowing, I hesitate... Shall I? Will I? Could I? A girl lost in a world… What are you trying to make me feel? I wish I knew…

Rate My Music Guys. It Means Alot To Me
Hi good people. Hope that this little note finds u all in good health. I would like to ask a favour on your opinion with regards to my music.So please Ladies and Gents, kindly do me the honour of giving your votes and views on them.It means alot to me as one of my songs will be chosen for the MTV awards. So far NO PROMISES is on top. I would appreciate your comments.Every vote of yours puts my music higher. My music will have a list of songs which u can go through one by one. It starts off with NO PROMISES. I thank you all in advance and hope to hear from you. Have a good day Delta

Creature
Go Run away In Distress Try To Hide From What's Creeping And Crawling And Stabbing Within Try To Deny The Turmoil Inside If You Fight Yourself Hard Enough You'll Never Win Any Ounce Of Serenity Or A Calm Hope At Best (Or A Calm Hope At Best) Can leave you heaving on the floor Gasping for breath (Are You Gasping For Breath?) To Be Left On The Floor Gasping For Breath! You're either the person you are Or The Person Your Trying, Trying, Trying, Trying To Be Don't let the outside sway too far From where you want to be And at any cruel moments Of This You Can ruin The Best Where's Your Body is Brutally Pressed Against The Confines Of Your tense Flesh And If You Close Your Eyes Tight Enough Then None Of The Bad Can Get In [x2] And If You Close Your Eyes Tight Enough Then None Of The Light Can Get In (Then None Of The Light Can Get In) Boom You scream as the light hits you It radiates though out your whole soul Boom The pain is clarity It cleanses, and

Generations (a Don't Miss)
THERE WAS A YOUNG WOMAN WHO LIVED WITH HER GRANDMOTHER. ONE NIGHT THE GRANDDAUGHTER CAME DRESSED TO GO OUT TO A PARTY WEARING A SEE THROUGH BLOUSE WITHOUT A BRA. HER GRANDMOTHER TOLD HER TO GO BACK UP STAIRS AND "DRESS DECENT." THE YOUNG WOMAN SAID, "NO, I WANT TO SHOW OFF MY ROSEBUDS" AND WENT OUT THE DOOR. THE NEXT DAY THE GRANDDAUGHTER CAME OUTSIDE TO FIND HER GRANDMOTHER ON THE PORCH WEARING THE SEE THROUGH BLOUSE WITHOUT A BRA. "GRANDMOTHER!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? MY BOYFRIEND AND A COUPLE OF OTHER FRIENDS ARE COMING OVER ANY TIME NOW!" SHE CRIED. "PLEASE GO CHANGE YOUR BLOUSE, I'M SO EMBARRASSED!!" THE OLDER WOMAN REPLIED "WELL, IF YOU CAN SHOW OFF YOUR ROSEBUDS THEN I CAN SHOW OFF MY HANGING BASKETS." __._,_.___

Tomorrow.
It's funny I have a countdown on my profile about tomorrow being able to play with Ryan. After last night it's more like being able to play with Steve. I can't wait to hang out with him again. I'm gonna see if I can skip out of work early so I can find him before the show starts. That was we can "be friends" as he put it last night. =)

Mardi Gras 2007
Not sure if this will show up but I made a slide show of mardi gras day. this was my first time as a rider i have always just been in the sidelines watching and catching the beads this Year I was the one riding the floats it was a blast I got drunk off my but and had a wonderful time can't wait till the next year I will be doing this again it was to much fun.

Argh
I'm feeling pirate-y and cant search for Trakz.. ARGH... and i need for food.. and the oven takes way too long.. and i want taters but i am out.. and GRRRr at least Depeche is making my life soundtrack good today!! I got Playing the Angel yesterday and OMG its fantastic... Precious is one of my fav songs today...

101 Ways To Annoy People
haha, I have done a few of these, it can be quite funny and entertaining. =) 1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for

My Thoughts For Today
****Sometimes a longing is all it takes to open the floodgates of the soul. So true as well as Tears shed are the Mirrors of the Heart......***** My thoughts are like, the pouring rain they just keep flowing, driving me insane. Looking for peace and quite, in a raging storm trying to find a place, to stay safe and warm. Going thru the whirl winds, thoughts are tossed about looking for that place to land, so I may sort them out. But the wind keeps blowing, howling loud in my mind so that just one thought, I cannot hope to find. All I hear is thunder, with the wind and the rain and my thoughts flashing like lightning, driving me insane!

Comment Bombing
I am real sorry to have to say this, But I have to but a limit on my comment bombing.. I sure do hope everyone will understand.. First of all i came here because of a friends invite and I thank him for it.. As most of you know I love making the graphics for you all and even like doing the requested better. Well it has gotton to the point that I can't keep doing both... I sure wish i could.. It give me great joy to help out everyone. I will spend my hard earned cherry bucks (lol) to repost any of your help bulletins....I'm sorry if I lose any of my friends over this.. If I do then I guess we were not ture friends so I'll say good bye you those people now.. Thanks to you all for understanding. Fireman 7

Last Day For Voting For Carol
Could i please ask all my friends and family if they could very kindly help my close friend Carol aka Develish5758. This is the final day for voting which finishes tonight at 8pm EST. We are running out of time and we really need your help. Your votes will be greatly appreciated by Carol and myself. Anyone who gives 50 votes for Carol will get a gift from me. If you do intend to vote then leave a comment below and i will make sure i send you a gift. Love, Hugs and Kisses CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO CAROLS PIC WHERE YOU CAN VOTE FOR HER

Is It That Time Again?
Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, February 21: You're the sparkly one in any group and the others crowd around you like the big gem in the center of the ring. Your job? Get some new people into the circle by being your outgoing, alluring self.

What Kind Of Guy Do I Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract geeks! You attract models! You attract artsy people! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

I Am A Scorpio, The Sex Addict. What Are You?
: TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .: SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. A

Lust!!!!
L U S T Close your eyes...feel my touch Dream with me / fly with me / play with me My name is Lust I walk through the night invisible to all I play with those who seek pleasure fiilling them with need... A whisper in their mind.. urging them on.. bringing their hidden desires to the front of their mind. It is me that haunts your dreams.. It is me who taunts you with forbidden images.. taboo fantasies.. the seduction of the unknown. It is my hand that strokes your flesh as subtly as the evenings cool breeze.. my mouth against your pulse feeling your heart race in lost excitement.. I am Lust.. call for me.. let your voice ring out loud and clear into the night.. open your arms wide and embrace the power I bring you.. Let me teach you how to explore the darkest corners of your mind. welcome me.. surrender to me ..and I will make your wildest dreams draw breath.

Wednesday Hump Day Woot Woot!
Here we go again, this time it's the hump day version of my blog. Seems my girl Lexie thinks we should bury Anna Nicole next to Brittney's recently shorn locks of love. Sounds like a reasonable plan to me. Shaving your head is kinda passe` isn't it? I mean Demi Moore did it back in the 80's for GI Jane (one of my all time fav movies!) Specualtion is running rampant among gossip columnists and lawyer wannabe's about why Ms Brit shaved her ugly ass cue ball head anyway. They say the best way to test for drug use is through hair folicles. Oh you THINK she's using? I woulda never thought that! She also checked herself in and back out of rehab in less than 24 hours. Now she's done this twice in two weeks. What's she doing? Checking for the best bargain or the best program? What Antigua wasn't a nice enough spot for you? Nor was Malibu? WTH, try Bangor Maine next, it's pretty far removed from prying eyes, and a Starbucks! ENOUGH WITH THE BRIT SHIT. Sympathy going out to my

Bloom Of Love
I see before me A most wondrous sight A vision of beauty That takes my breath away I gaze upon my love Laid before me as a feast Her skin is soft as a rose Her eyes shining as dewdrops Moisture gathers upon her As a fire builds within The blush of passion Burning my gaze She trembles gently As if stirred by the lightest breeze Swaying ever closer As if begging for my touch I trace the contours of her face With the softest of touches Burning the memory of how she feels Into every fiber of my being Slowly I tease her body As the sun teases the bud Encouraging her to flower Even as a rose opens it’s petals I watch as she unfolds before me Blooming in all her glory A blossom coming into being Where a bud stood I wait until she’s at the peak Of the beauty held within And then I pluck her And savor the essence of love

Ok I Want To Bitch About Several Things
I hate NSFW, what is the point of it? It is used only as a tool when people get pissed off, no good will come of it I am sick of baby j only showing his face when he wants something, he is the point ho on this site if that makes sense i am fucking sick of seeing fan me, add me, rate me etc. we need to send these people to myspace with i am sick of the actual person fanmeaddme she or he is driving me nuts and call me crazy buy i do like the salute photos but why the pain in the ass to get it approved? i think they should be mandatory i hate people who clog up the bulletin boards with fan me add me shit or stupid spam that belongs in a junk mail folder on the e-mail of that person people who shout at you about their dick, cam etc it is so desperate and calling me Hey baby if i dont know you don't assume i want to know you if you do any of the above ok i am done this is starting to make no sense, people are just pissing me off with nonsense

If You Want Me
GETTING TO KNOW YOU BEFORE I FUCK YOU APPLICATION Last name: First name: Birth date: Height: Weight: hair color: Eye Color: (MEN) Penis Size: (woman) Dimensions: Bra Size: 1.When do you like to fuck? 2.How do you like your fucking action? 3.how many times do you like to fuck in one night? 4.what position do you like? 5. what noises do you make during sex? 6. what action do you do when your about to cum? 7.what is your preference in fucking partner? 8.(woman)do you like being fucked up the ass? 9.(woman)do you like titty fucking? 10. do you indulge in oral delights? 11. can you fuck all night? 12. when fucking, what do you do to satisfy your partner? 13. when getting fucked, what do you like done to you? 14.what is your greatest fantasy? 15.do you feel like fucking right now? 16. were any of these questions embarrasing? BE SURE TO INCLUDE A PICTURE OF YOURSELF, PREFERABLY NUDE!!

Promise To Forget Me.
Something dead. That's what I said to the ripples. My hand still hurts from clenching the cold steel jewelry flung grimly into the vast empty blue. The three of you will always be a part of me. Even though none of us want that. But your remnants... your last physical remains -crusted onto me- are falling to the bottom. No more calls. No more letters. No more poems. My past is dead. And for once I won't miss it. Some things last a life time... your love was supposed to. It didn't. And I hear soft piano music in my heart... as the glittering mementos fade... fall... dissapear. Goodbye.

"its Only Been A Week, But Its Coming Over Me"
"8th World Wonder" by Kimberly Locke Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do. Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you. The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known. But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong. You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. It's only been a week, but it's coming over me. It's making me believe that you're the one for me. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

Anger Management Idea....
Anger Management Idea When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number, you idiot!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when

Prayer For My Children
There is not a day that goes by That I don't think of you Not a day that I don't cry I miss your sweet sweet hugs Hearing you call me mommy Yes I miss your little Tugs I wish i could hold you tight Give you a soft and tender kiss And to tuck you in for the night We'll be together, my children, again Just pray hard to Our Lord Above This for my children I pray, AMEN Copyright ©2006

First One
Ok, so here's my first blog, ever. Not much I'm gonna say right now until I figure out something to actually say.. Thanks to all those that have added me as a friend, and it was nice talking to those that I have talked to.

Finally A Male Blonde Joke
A BLONDE GUY GETS HOME EARLY FROM WORK AND HEARS STRANGE NOISES COMING FROM THE BEDROOM. HE RUSHES UPSTAIRS TO FIND HIS WIFE NAKED ON THE BED, SWEATING AND PANTING. “WHAT’S UP?” HE SAYS. “I’M HAVING A HEART ATTACK” CRIES THE WOMAN. HE RUSHES DOWNSTAIRS TO GRAB THE PHONE, BUT JUST AS HE’S DIALLING, HIS 4 YEAR OLD SON COMES UP AND SAYS “DADDY! DADDY! UNCLE TED’S HIDING IN YOUR CLOSET AND HE’S GOT NO CLOTHES ON!” THE GUY SLAMS THE PHONE DOWN AND STORMS UPSTAIRS INTO THE BEDROOM PAST HIS SCREAMING WIFE, AND RIPS OPEN THE WARDROBE DOOR. SURE ENOUGH THERE IS HIS BROTHER, TOTALLY NAKED, COWERING ON THE CLOSET FLOOR. “YOU ROTTEN SOD”, SAYS THE HUSBAND, “MY WIFE’S HAVING A HEART ATTACK AND YOU’RE RUNNING AROUND NAKED SCARING THE KIDS!”

02/21/07
Another day is passing as the sun begins to fade What shall come with the darkness of night What shall the rays of light bring of tomorrow Will I ever see what truly is home again Will I ever know love again

Just The Usual Ramble
Like before I'm giving a heads up that CUBS RULE is my x-husband. He found the site through his x-girlfriend and feels the need to snoop around. I haven't even spoke to him since September when we got into a screaming match over him taking forever to bring me the kids. He's not exactly responsible when it comes to time management. He also likes to waste time and make us go to court over stupid shit..so be aware he apparently needs attention again and he's trying to find it. Lucky me I married a winner there. He hasn't seen his sons since September and hasn't tried, so it says alot about his demeanor. Just please if you like him great, just don't discuss me with him. You like his music and have stuff in common, great he needs friends but I would rather he know nothing about me and continue the nonexistant relationship he has with his kids. They don't need the stress he causes.

My Poetry!!
The Vows I give To Thee On this day I give to you, A ring and these vows that I hope will do. To show you my love and warm your heart, I promise to love you like I have from the start. You've inspired me to hope and believe, And you've given me air when I couldn't breathe. You helped me open my eyes, so I could see. You've done all these things and so much more, And I'll keep on praying forevermore. To Keep, To Cherish, To Love, To Hold, To Be Together, And Grow Old. You and Me... Do you think of me when I think of you? Do you see me when I see you? Do you love me when I love you? Do you kiss me when I kiss you? Do you touch me when I touch you? Do you dream of me when I dream of you? Do you notice me when I notice you? Do you want me when I want you? Do you care for me when I care for you? Do you promise to be there for me when I promise to be there for you? Do you picture your life with me when I picture my life with you? T

3am (the Reapers Happy Hour)
3am the Reapers happy hour and the sturdy finger of fear pokes in my sleep deprived eye once again snatching the breath I desperately scramble to retain it’s the hour of sweet dreams and bad conversation shallow thought and deep inhalation sent backwards as the sickle moon shines his wry smile over the shadow drawn corners of the stopped clock why is it HE never tires in the wait for tomorrow Amanda L Harris

12 Step Recovery Program For Cherry Tap Addicts!
Hoax-Slayer Humour: 12 Step Recovery Program For Web Addicts I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my PAPER newspaper like I used to, before the Web. I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. I will get dressed before noon. I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Web. I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Web-deprived. I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Web. I will read a book... if I still remember how. I will listen to those around me about their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Web. I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not. I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my chec

Ugh, I Hate It
I really don't like my life right now. I feel like it's falling apart. I miss him and I shouldn't. I don't even know how I feel about anything anymore. I can't put anything into words and it sucks. What comes down to is, I knew better.

My First Salute Please Read
got my first salute today and couldnt of done it without the sweet comments, the ratings and you know what to hell with that! i couldnt of done it without you. my friends, my family and my fans. thanks you all. im well on my way.. actually didnt think id stay this long. but i got the best frinds and hey we gotta stick together. if ya all need any help with comments or if i fail to miss a blog or pictures yell at me.. ill be there for ya.. thanx ya all. i love ya all..xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Lost Feelings....
Another moon decends down and another sun rises up and Yet I haven't given up Another week goes by and another year gone past is this realationship going to last? another night laying here wanting his touch so bad yet when he wraps his arms around me It makes me so sad please Lord don't let me cry Another tear wells up in my eye Another fight within my heart and mind Another day of love keeps me blind My soul is not satisfied so why do I stay? Why do I let him treat me this way? My inner beauty is fading away Darkness is taking over my soul He is making me hate myself why not just let him go I love him so much I can't let go yet each night he takes away from my soul I lose a little more of myself with each passing day trying to find reasons why I need to stay Written by: Lesley.A.G

A True Friend....
A friend like you is hard to come by,because you truly are one of a kind.It's nice knowing I have..... A true friend I can count on to always think of what is best for me when I am not always so sure. A true friend who isn't afraid to express her opinion when she thinks I am wrong A true friend who whips up a quick pot of chicken soup and brings it over when your sick. A true friend who comes over and tidies up a mess because you had to leave in a hurry and didn't have the time. A true friend who takes you for a drive just to get away A true friend who is always there not just in good times but in the worst of times. A true friend who picks up ur child when it is raining so they don't catch a cold or get soaked. A true friend who out of the blue does something nice for you just to make you smile. Written by: Lesley.A.G Dedicated to: Helena

I Am So Sorry....
As I sit here broken hearted Listening the the ticking of the clock I wonder how this all got started Curious if we will ever again talk I miss the sparkle in your eyes your affectious smile we broke all ties and it's been awhile I miss hearing your voice And the laughter we shared I just want you to know I had no choice I did it because I really cared As miserable as I am this is where I needed to stay I thought of what was needed for you I am so sorry I had to push you away But it was the right thing to do Now as the ticking begins to fade away I look out the window up to the sky I hope that you will think of me some day I am so sorry... I guess this is goodbye. Written by: Lesley.A.G Dedicated to: Sheldon