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Deadbeat Fathers...
I just rewatched an epidsode of fresh prince of bel aire that hits very close to home. Before you groan about the show, which I love, this is a very serious episode that makes me actually start to cry, especially with the ending scene. Before going any further, here's the episode recap: Originally aired: Monday May 9, 1994 on NBC Will's natural father shows up out of the blue. While Will is thrilled Phillip and Viv are suspicious. Spending a few fun days with his father, Will can't see him for what he really is and begins to believe in him again. After having a few fun times with Will his father has to hit the road again and promises he will be back for Will to go with him. When he leaves without Will, Will realizes that his uncle Phil is the real man in his life. The quote that I found thankfully on google that really makes it hit home because it is EXACTLY how I feel and describes my relationship with my own absent father, down the the number of years he was completely out o

Smack That
Shady Konvict Upfront Akon Slim Shady I see the one, because she be that lady! Hey! I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tabo and posibbly bend you over look back and watch me [Chorus (2X)] Smack that all on the floor Smack that give me some more Smack that 'till you get sore Smack that oh-oooh! Upfront style ready to attack now pull in the parking lot slow with the lac down Konvicts got the whole thing packed now Step in the club now and wardobe intact now! I feel it down and cracked now (ooh) I see it dull and backed now I'm gonna call her, than I pull the mack down Money no problem, pocket full of that now! I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tabo and posibbly bend you over look back and watch me [Chorus (2x)] [Eminem:] Ooh...Looks like another club

2 Da Sexxxy Onez ..added More To Prizes
HEY EVERYONE !!!! OK SO I FIGURED IT WAS MY TURN TO BE THE HOSTESS OF A CONTEST INSTEAD OF BEING IN ONE..LOL.. THE CONTEST IS GUNNA BE CALLED "BE BOSS LADY'S VALENTINE" IT'S GUNNA START ON FEBRUARY 1ST STARTING AT 11 AM EST AND IT WILL BE ENDING FEBRUARY 13TH @ 12 MIDNIGHT EST. SO COME HAVE FUN AND ENTER ! SO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE ONLY SO I GET IT FOR SURE IF YOU WANNA ENTER AND I WILL GO RIP YOUR PICTURE,I NEED TO HAVE ALL ENTRIES BY JANUARY 31ST. ~** RULES **~ . COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED . YOU CAN BOMB YOURSELF . PIMP YOURSELF . NO HATING ON OTHERS IN CONTEST,WE'RE HERE TO HAVE FUN ! . WINNER IS GUNNA BE BASED ON MOST COMMENTS,HOWEVER IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO COMMENTS AND RATES,SO MAKE SURE TO TELL PEOPLE TO RATE ALSO. . I'M GUNNA GIVE EVERYONE THAT ENTERS 10 COMMENTS TO START OFF WITH. ***** PRIZE ****** PRIZE(S) WILL BE BOUGHT FROM CHERRY GIFT SHOP AND ALL MONEY EARNED FROM CONTEST GOES TO WINNER,SO THE MORE

Poof
POOF BE GONE YOUR BREATH IS SO STRONG WAIT COME BACK I FOUND A TIC TAC NOT A TIC NOT A TAC BUT THE WHOLE DAMN PACK I DONT MEAN TO BE MEAN BUT YOU NEED SOME LISTERINE NOT A SIP NOT A SWALLOW BUT THAT WHOLE DAMN BOTTLE LMAO I HAD TOO

Friends
mary simons (31/01/2007 04:39:22): A friend is someone true and for real, A friend is someone who means a great deal. A friend won't hurt you, A friend won't lie, A friend will never permanantly say good-bye. A friend is there through the good times and bad, A friend is there to cheer you up when your sad. A friend is always there with a shoulder to cry on, A friend is always there that you can rely on. So, friend if you ever need someone honest and true, Just remember ill always be here for you

I Wanna Cry
I've been on here for a long time and no one has given me a gift yet. No one ever trys to talk to me or anything they just add me too get more points or something. Oh well I will just cry myself to sleep...or not......

Good Morning, Folks!! ("hair" Style)....
LOL... This brings back memories of when I accompanied my 7th grade choir by playing this song on the piano. My piano objected to me playing such far-out and non-classical form of music to the point that I eventually moved to another piano teacher who taught me how to play jazz music.... Hope all are having a good morning this morning and staying as warm as possible. Keep focused upon the warmth of the sunshine that will soon be forthcoming to us. :D (((HUGS TO ALL!!)))

Positive Or Negative...we All Get Choices Daily
Good Morning. How are you? There is a skit on the web site called you tube from a cut or two of the Ellen DeGeneres show from a lady in Austin Texas..My god I laughed my ass off. If you get a chance open this clip up. Do yourself a favor. This woman is just a hoot. The web address is below http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1lDBx1gBww It is way to funny to be made up but, as we all know people will do what ever for their two minutes of fame. AKA America’s Funniest Videos Snow, Cold more snow and more cold are in the forecast for us here. Happy Day. I sound like I had one of those new Dunkin Donut sandwiches where the guy is happy no matter what. He walks out of his house and notices he has a dent in his car..Oh look a New dent, it’s a goofy radio commercial. I am not real sure it is restricted to just radio only it may be a TV ad too. He has a positive attitude over all his downfalls that morning due to him eating a Croissant with Cheddar and Maple Sausage and Scrambled Eggs. Dang I

Friends
"""If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK

Upsetness!!! & Confusedness!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okies lets see where 2 start.... I have had several new ppl come into my life recently...one of which is my current boyfriend....he seems like a really nice guy from what i know so far...i really care about him and everything but sometimes i have to question him cause ever sence the first time we meet i have only seen him a total of 5 times. I give him credit we do talk everyday on the phone, but a girlfriend would like to see her boyfriend a lil more than like once a week or so. We havn't even had a real date. Yea these may be just lil things but those lil things do count. Well my boyfriend was talking to my bro's mom before me and him got together....now she is telling me a bunch of shit that really upsets me and pushes me further from my b/f and i want to get closer to him. I have had no idea what to do cause the one person i could just sit down and say hey i need some advice is the person i need the advice about. I really care about my boyfriend and i really care about my bro's mom

The Truth About The Ladies Room
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter. The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take your mind off your trembling thighs, you reach for what you disco

Ahhhh...mmmmm...baby!...
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Party? Not If You Love Your Girlfriend I Guess
It has been 3 weeks since i have hung out with my friends last night there was a get together a friend texted me at 723 wanting to know if i wanted come over and drink i was almost off work and had not made solid plans with Baby C and i had not party in 3 weeks. When i told Baby C she flipped out and told me that she was sorry that she wasn't what i wanted. I just wanted 1 night with my friends is this too much to ask.

The Persuite Of Sanity....what A Joke....
So this weekend kindda sucked...my papa had a stroke..my brother in law a heart attack....I got reunited with this guy who is amazing and wonderful...the problem...I'm still in love with someone else. who just happens to think that I broke it off with him to be with this new guy. I'm not that kindda girl. I've been cheated on and I know how much it sucks so why the heck would i do it to someone else. I haven't slept much since last Thursday night. Friday we had to make a mad run up to South Dakota to help with me necies. Then we had to make a mad dash back Down here to be with papa. To be with papa. let me rephrase that so I could be with papa. no one else wanted to go up there. So I was in the ICU waiting room alone. Fun not. But it's ok. He's better. He auctally called me dolly last night. This was after asking for granny (whose been gone since 95) and not knowing me. Sunday I think I talked to joe...who I broke it off with. Not because of kevin...because of distance and I thought he

Did You Know??
Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know!

Choices
Choosing a wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make-over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new make-up and buys several new outfits, and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him

Why Am I Freakinf Horny All The Time!!!!
Ok I am about 12 weeks pregnant and I am going crazy. I am HORNY all the time... Its gotten to the point that if I dont find someone soon... I might sleep with my ex husband just to get some relief!!! I havent had sex since the night I got pregnant and this is really starting to kill me. Masterbating and phone sex just isn't cutting it anymore!! Im gonna go to Fasinations later today and buy some toys to see if that helps, if not, oh god I dont know what I am going to do.... Anyone have any advise??

Week 7
HELLO EVERYONE TIME FOR THE WEEKLY UPDATE I LOST ANOTHER 4 POUNDS THIS WEEK EVERYTHING IS GOING GREAT IM EXCITED I CANT WAIT TO LOSE MORE I HAVE TO START BUYING NEW CLOTHES BUT IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT BECAUSE I WILL ONLY BE IN THEM A SHORT TIME AND HAVE TO BUY MORE BUT IM DOING IT CHEAP BECAUSE THAT IS ALOT OF MONEY TO SPEND ON CLOTHES TO BE BUYING EVERY SO OFTEN AND NOT WEARING THEM THAT LONG BUT IT FEELS GREAT TO BE SHRINKING OUT OF THEM WELL THANKS AGAIN TO ALL THAT ARE SUPPORTING ME HUGS AND KISSES NYCKI

Sorry Gone So Long
I'm back, sorry gone for so long, I wasnt able to log on, looked like site was down or something. I am able tobe on now, I love Cherry Tap and keepinmg in touch, but its been a pain to log on, and when I could, it kicked me off, so I gave up for a short time. Miss ya'll so please forgive me, I'm not ignoring you, just been a pain to log on. mail me if you like to. or, you can e-mail me at my yahoo address to make it more easier, that one is ,,, kurt_wilkinson2000@yahoo.com ,,,, just in case this site gets too slow to log onto, thank you for your time. :}

A Dream That Will Never Come True
a kiss that will never be again a day we can never relive a love never to be felt again a bond to never be felt again a heartache that will stay with me until my dying day. my heart aches for the taste of your lips I ache to hear your voice i ache to feel a love lost. I cant stand the thought of you being out of my life if anything where to happen id be lost another piece of my heart will be taken with you i claimed to love others before you but that was a lie your my morbid to my angel you saved my soul for yours needs is tourtured for i know it will never be again my love will never die So this morning I had a dream I loved but I know it will never be! I went up to Detoit, single or taken I do not know. I am in detroit, Thuged out, loose form fitting jeans, my pink DC's, and a twizted tee and a white bandana plus super cute hair. well anywho I was spending the day with my ex Dani and his crew incl. his baby momma! Who is a prego in the dream.Dani wont get off o

Can You Make The Right Choice?
You should never go into a new relationship with expectations for someone that is impossible for that person to achieve. I believe that people of today don't take enough time to actually learn their partner before becoming seriously involved. Nobody really wants to be involved in a relationship with a selfish person, but we always go for the good looking high maintenance people. You have to think, that person really takes pride in the way they look. So that would tell you they have to be somewhat selfish or egotistic to put so much time into themselves. On the flip side someone who give's you the world and everything they have to offer be it time or money, we tend to think less of them and take them for granted if they tend not to have the look we desire. I believe we are all guilty of this, but if you had the choice today what would you choose?

Us And Them
Just really like this pink floyd song it is copyrighted if you dont know what that means than do some learning lol Us, and them And after all were only ordinary men. Me, and you. God only knows its noz what we would choose to do. Forward he cried from the rear And the front rank died. And the general sat and the lines on the map Moved from side to side. Black and blue And who knows which is which and who is who. Up and down. But in the end its only round and round. Havent you heard its a battle of words The poster bearer cried. Listen son, said the man with the gun Theres room for you inside. I mean, theyre not gunna kill ya, so if you give em a quick short, Sharp, shock, they wont do it again. dig it? I mean he get off Lightly, cos I wouldve given him a thrashing - I only hit him once! It was only a difference of opinion, but really...i mean good manners Dont cost nothing do they, eh? Down and out It cant be helped but theres a lot of it

Drugs For Woman
++ DRUGS FOR WOMEN ++ > > > > > > > >DAMNITOL >Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. >~~ >EMPTYNESTROGEN >Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you >of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they >moved out! > >~~ >ST. MOMMA'S WORT >Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers >unconscious for up to two days. >~~ >PEPTOBIMBO >Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before >an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and >prevents conception. >~~ >DUMBEROL >When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in >enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. >~~ >FLIPITOR >Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the >urge to flip off other drivers. >~~ >MENICILLIN >Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such >lethal lines as, "Yo

First Meeting
You open the door for me, wearing a tank top and panties. I take you in my arms, you feel my muscles, I kiss you deeply and hard. I feel your breasts against me, I want to kiss them and taste them. You feel my cock starting to get hard against your now wet pussy. We shut the door and move inside, kissing and carressing each other. I back you up against the wall, we are french kissing sucking on each others tounges. Rubbing our bodies together. My cock is hard and your panties are soaked. You undo my pants and pull them down, I am commando and my cock jumps out at you, you grab it and go down on your knees and kiss the tip of my cock, it jumps again. You take it in your mouth and start sucking it. It feels so good. you suck and kiss and lick it until I shoot a hot load of cum in your mouth, you savor it and continue to suck it until I am done squirting my juices. You stand up and I kiss you deep again tasting myself in your mouth. We move over to the couch and remove the rest of our clo

The Mirror
we walk into the room ready for whatever cums our way. then I notice it, a big wall mirror. I have always wanted to watch my self as me and my lover are in the heat of it. I lead you in front of it and we start to play the game, kissing and petting, you getting wet and me getting hard. we start to undress each other. One piece of clothing at a time, stopping in between to kiss the new exposed skin. this makes us even hotter. doing this in front of the mirror. being able to see my hand slide down your curvy ass. i grab a hold and pull you tight against me. you can feel my hard cock. I watch in the mirror as you pull my cock out of my pants. you kneel down and start to tease me with your tongue. the view in the mirror is so good, so different, I almost loose it, but you are good and know when to ease up to make it last. we move a chair in front of the mirror, you sit down, I am on my knees now, doing a muff dive like you have never had. I kiss you up and down your thighs, just brushing y

It Is Getting Cold Outside
I know it is going to be cold there tonight. I wish I could be there to cuddle up with you and keep you warm. Lay naked in bed with our arms and legs entwhined together, skin to skin. Your back to me, my chest against your back. Your butt against my crotch. You feel my cock between you butt cheeks. You wiggle and it grows anf you feel its hardness. We lay there and play with each other, until you are wet enough. you lift your leg and allow me to put the head of my hard cock against your pussy lips. I rub it up and down to get it moist. Playing with your clit as I do. You are pushing against me, wanting it inside you. Here it comes. I slide my cock in slowly. Your moaning softly. You wiggle and move as I slide it in and out in long slow strokes. Do you like it like that, Baby?

Would You Let Me?
you let me in the door and lead me to the bed room. unaware of what I have planned. I have seen your 4 poster bed before, and I have brought goodies to the party tonight. we stand in your room kissing and caressing and undressing. I lay you down on the bed, tell you to close your eyes. I have brought ropes all ready looped and slip your hand in and you are mine, you open your eyes and I have your other hand and it is now tied. you look surprised and anxious. you resist and ask what I am doing, i am silent. I move to your feet and tie them up. you look scared, but it is going to be OK. i start to kiss your toes and lick the top of your feet. work my way up your legs kissing and touching. you are shivering and wiggling. i near your pussy and can see a hint of wetness and can smell your sweetness. not yet, i kiss your hips around to your belly. i blow warm breath on your skin, you pull at the restraints, asking me to let you loose, but not yet, i move up to your heaving breast and nuzzle

The Tropics!
We get off the plane and are greeted by the smell of ocean breezes and tropical forests. We look at each other and smile. It is a smile of things to come and what awaits us on this adventure. We get our bags and find the limo and are carried away to our hotel. We get checked in to out suite, it is glorious, living room , bedroom, the works. We are tired, but it is early, I say I am going to take a shower. I am in the shower and the door opens and you join me. We help each other lather up, washing each others back and other body parts, so that we are getting aroused. My cock has come to life and is hard in your hand as you gently stroke it. My hand fines its ways to your sweet pussy and I rub your clit, you moan. We are kissing deeply. I turn you around facing away from me, you bend over exposing your now hot pussy to me. I take you by the hips and put the head of my cock against you, you shiver and moan. I slowly enter you and feel your tightness around the head of my cock. I stop to s

The Park!
we meet in a park one sunny warm fall afternoon. we have been planning this for weeks and it is finally here. i see you from across the grassy lawn. I walk towards you and you towards me, our eyes lock on each other. our hearts are pounding. we come together and embrace in one long sweet kiss. we begin to walk holding hands, talking. soon we come across a side path, we take it and it dead ends at a small stream. we sit down under a tree on the leaves and start to kiss and fondle each other. it has just gotten warmer. our breathing quickens, urges start to stir down below. you feel the bulge in my pants and i feel the dampness of your sweet pussy through yours. i nuzzle your breast with my lips and bite your blouse. we are so hot and ready for each other. you unzip my pant and release my now rock hard cock, you begin to slowly kiss and lick it, it feels so good. i help you out of your pants and panties. i reach down feel the wetness of your pussy. i find your clit and slowly rub and car

Betrayal
Insanely jealous, a price on her head Wasting my time wishing her dead Betrayal of love and misplacement of trust Limitless boundaries beyond human lust Angered frustration from your gentle kiss Loud silent begging for love I now miss Flashes of guilt and surges of pain Demons inside me where memories remain In effortless fight I laugh till I cry So much confusion, why did you lie? Cocaine in my tears, running so fast Wishing and waiting...my own death at last Loving embraces and words never spoken Forever alone, your own heart...now broken as03-25-99

My Lonely
Living inside my Lonely Our past is all I see I decorate my heartache With each beautiful memory Feeding on my Lonely I savor the bittersweet taste So afraid I may forget Letting our love go to waste Dying within my Lonely Daring not to love again Maybe I can forget you But I just don't know when Bleeding out my Lonely Open every wound to heal Alive now because I know That true love isn't real Alone without my Lonely On the other side of Hell Can I ever love again? Only my Lonely will tell as04-10-03

This Is 100% True!
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

Vasoline Salesman
One day while doing door-to-door market research, this guy knocks on a door and is greeted by a beautiful young housewife. “Hello,” he starts, “I’m doing some research for a petroleum jelly manufacturer. Have you ever used the product?” “Yes. My husband and I use it during sex,” she answers. The researcher is taken aback. “Um, er, I admire you for your honesty,” he continues. “Can you tell me exactly how you use it?” “Sure, we put it on the doorknob so the kids can’t get in.”

18 Signs You're Flat Broke
SOME of these are funny. . . 1. American Express calls and says: "Leave home without it!" 2. Your idea of a 7-course meal is taking a deep breath outside a restaurant. 3. You're formulating a plan to rob the food bank. 4. You've rolled so many pennies, you've formed a psychic bond with Abe Lincoln. 5. Long distance companies don't call you to switch anymore. 5. You look at your roommate and see a large fried chicken in tennis shoes. 6. Your rob Peter... and then rob Paul. 7. You finally clean your house, hoping to find change. 8. You think of a lottery ticket as an investment. 9. You give blood everyday... just for the orange juice. 10. McDonald's supplies you with all your kitchen condiments. 11. At communion you go back for seconds. 12. You wash your toilet paper. 13. You have to save up to be poor. 14. You're in college. 15. On thanksgiving your dad would bring home a picture of a thanksgiving meal. 16. You owe yourself money

Whiskey Was My Drink Anyway
Whiskey! Your sex life mostly resembles Whiskey on the Rocks. You are strait forward when it comes to sex, but not very imaginative. You have a lot of sex because you are more inclined to have a committed relationship. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Child Of Mine
I lend you for a time a child of mine," he said, for you to love while she lives and mourn when she is dead."it maybe six or seven years, or twenty two or three, but will you till i call her back, take care of her for me? she'll bring her charms to gladden you and should her stay be brief, you'll have hey lively memories as solace for your grief I can not promise she will stay , sicne all from earth return but there are lessons taught down there i want this child to learn I looked this wide world over in my search for teachers true and from the things that crowd lifes lanes I have selected you Now , will you give her all your love nor think the labor vain, nor hate me when i call to take her back again.. I fancie that I heard them say " dear loard, thy will be done. For all the joy they child shall bring the risk of grief will run we'll shelter her with tenderne

And A Shitty Day Begins.
Good to fucking know that overnight things went to shit. -shakes head- Good to know that I've been acting a certain way and didn't even know about it. Ugh. I'm going to run my fucking ass off today. And you know what? Fuck my knee, I hope it explodes again. That'd be icing on the fucking cake. So much for my mood getting any better. Hiatus time. If I'm around, cool, if not, whatever. I need to vent. I need to punch something. I need someone who wont make me feel guilty or like shit for no reason. I swear I did nothing. Not intentionally. Nor did I even recognize what I did. /end rant. In other news. I slept shitty last night. Consecutive nightmares. Why is it when you have consecutive good dreams, you don't remember them at all? But when you have nightmares they linger and rot inside you, reminding you what it was they were trying to tell you? I'd kill to be able to forget those and remember a good dream now and again. "A window Pane. A broken Sha

The Drink I Am
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Comment Tag Stash
Ok, so I've been asked by a few about the comment tags I send and where I get them. I look all over the net for pictures and then add my text and sometimes colorization. These photos are by no means mine, just the added sentiment on them. I will endeavour to post them in my stash for anyone wanting to use them. I organized them last night - can't find them all since I had never intended to use them again lol Hope I can stash them in some sort of organized fashion for you ;) Enjoy and thanks to all for the compliments on them - I'm glad to make you smile ;) xoxo Have a great day! Gemmy xoxoxo

Headache Remedy Lol
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed, when his wife complained, as usual, "I have a headache." "Perfect," her husband said. "I was just in the bathroom powdering my dick with aspirin. You can take it orally or as a suppository. It's up to you."

Great White
Ok 80's fans! Great White has announced their 25th Anniversary Reunion Tour this Summer! Tentative dates are in effect as we speak. If you want them to play your town let me know. Any venues or agents interested in them drop me an email at HotPink@HotPink-Productions.com Subject line-Great White

The Sex Quiz
if i let you tie me up would you make soft sweet love to me or tease me........ what do you think my idea of foreplay is? would you want to pull my hair or caress my skin? would it be to your advantage if i knew your weak spot in bed? if so what is it? do you perfer to give or recieve oral sex? would you not go out with me because i wouldn't have sex on the first date? if i dressed up for you what would you want me to dress up as? can we role play? if so cani leave my window cracked and you sneak in like a burglar and you take advantage of me after you blind fold me? would you have sex with me while driving? if you like some one alot do you consider it fucking or making love?(not that you love um') what is the strangest place that you have had sex? what is one of your fantasys? do you like it when a girl/guy is noisy? if i left scratches on your back would you mind? do you think sex is better if there is a chance you will get caught? d

Stuff
So I'm new here on CT. I have had an account for awhile but i just got busy and forgot about it. :-p But i'm back and i want to meet cool people. People that share interests with me and music stuff i can talk to them about. I'm pretty easy to get along with so don't be afraid to chat with meh!

K I Need Help
a couple years ago..i want to say 2005 there was a movie i saw previews for from what i remember it was about a latin gangster..drug dealer idk who gets arrested when they're showing him on the news he offers a million dollars to anyone who can break him out of jail in turn all of the gangs and such jump on the wagon and everyone i'm assuming goes after the prison i think there were some rappers in there..i remember a lot of good actors at least but i can't for the fuck of me remember any of their names i've been looking for lke..the last 2 hours for this movie..SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!

Why Do It?
Why do people think they have to lie. You have to kep lying to cover up the first lie and it becomes a crazy cycle. When you tell someone your feelings don't tell them what you think they want to hear...tell them the truth. If you like someone for a friend then tell them but watch what signals you maybe giving. They may get confused by what your mouth is s aying to what your actions are saying. Spouces lie to each other to keep fusses down but is this right? In my experience sometimes I left out information to keep peace but felt guilty later. My husband tells me he loves me and I can't say it back. I have no feelings for him and I feel if I say it back it will be wrong. Don't get me wrong I want to love but I have been hurt by lies and so-called men saying they love me and poof they are gone. I now know why women go to outher women. Romantic love? Fairy tales? I want real love. Love that makes me feel beautiful!

Us Army Pay Scales
Enlisted Basic Pay Rates January 1, 2007 Monthly Military Pay for Enlisted http://www.army.com/money/payrates_enlisted_a07.html Less than 12 Years of Service Years Less than 2 2 3 4 6 8 10 E-9 4110.60 E-8 3364.80 3513.90 E-7 2339.10 2553.00 2650.80 2780.70 2881.50 3055.20 3152.70 E-6 2023.20 2226.00 2324.40 2419.80 2519.40 2744.10 2831.40 E-5 1854.00 1977.90 2073.30 2171.40 2323.80 2454.90 2551.50 E-4 1699.50 1786.50 1883.10 1978.50 2062.80 2062.80 2062.80 E-3 1534.20 1630.80 1729.20 1729.20 1729.20 1729.20 1729.20 E-2 1458.90 1458.90 1458.90 1458.90 1458.90 1458.90 1458.90 E-1 1301.40 1301.40 1301.40 1301.40 1301.40 1301.40 1301.40 E-1* 1203.90 http://www.army.com/money/payrates_enlisted_a07.html

A Tug Of The Chain
He calls her name and she comes to Him she looks into his eyes and knows what he wants no words are needed from His seated position with her at his feet he tugs on the chain that is attached to her collar she knows how to please Him and enjoys doing so with her soft eyes she begans to look for His approval to begin With another tug on her chain she removes His manhood from His pants she caresses it until it gets harder and harder she is gentle, yet firm The harder He becomes, the more aroused she gets and wants nothing more than to make him happy Another tug on the chain and she takes it into her mouth, slowly at first Sliding her hot mouth all the way down until it fills her He relaxes into His seat and lets out a soft moan she knows He is pleased With a firm grip on her hair He guides her head up and down With each rhtymic motion she is more and more excited and can barely contain herself She is so excited and aroused that she wants to touch h

Waiting For Him
she knows he'll be home soon and shes going to be ready she takes off all her clothes and puts on the sexiest pair of panties she has she puts on her collar and clips her leash to it and then positions herself just inside the front door....waiting....wanting she hears him pull into the driveway the front door opens He sees that she has been waiting for Him a smile comes over his face its been a tough day but its about to get much better she looks into his eyes and sees that he is happy to see her she holds her leash out for him to take and then bows her head she has totally succumb to Him every desire He has, will be hers to fulfill with her leash in His hand, He leads her to the living room she is close behind, but far enough to feel tension on the chain that is attached to her leash He stops and she takes her place beside Him on her knees with her head still bowed He motions to her to kneel in front of Him she does as he orders as he removes his already hard cock fro

This Blows!
Well this morning my bf left for 6 months...now I know how military gfs and wives feel. I knew it was gonna happen if I fell in love with a military man that when he left it was gonna hurt...I just wish I knew how to deal with it. Anyway I got my eye brow pireced today...and I love it. Got my mind off of Richard leaving but now I am getting upset again. Well I got to go...later. Vamp

Broken Heart
Here I sit thinking someone loved me and right now I am not sure. Where is truth and lies? I want answers not more questions. I understand why people take their own lives...it hurts to much to live! If I was all alone in this world I may do this but since I have 4 kids and a mom who love me unconditional I am happy :)

My Grandma Part 2
Thank you all for leaving me a comment or relpying this.. As you all said, I am going to try to surround myself with friends and If I want to talk about I will pm one of you.. But till than I will give you all updates on me and my grandma.. But the question is where am I going to live and how am I going to do it on my own.. I really don't know.. But my guess go to my mom or start trusting her, but I don't want to and I have my reason why.. Thank you all.. I will keep you all posted about this.. Virgo24

My Test Score
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Private Party
The evening of the private party started out with thunderstorms that had driven everyone inside for the time being. People gathered on both levels of the house which was well outside the city, situated on the highest level above the river that flowed nearby. The house seemed to be part of the trees and brush surrounding it though so it was very secluded for both the house and the pool and hot tub area. When we arrived, it was only sprinkling as the skies cleared and the storms moved off towards the southeast. People milled around the sumptuous buffet with meat and cheese platters, various sliced fruit on skewers soaking in a mixture of coconut rum and the fruits natural juices, crackers, and a champagne fountain at both ends of the table. Glass windows from floor to ceiling running around the entire bottom floor from the entry door to the library wall, allowed for a spectacular view of both the receding storm and the landscape surrounding the house. People gathered in various spots

Please Read!!! You Got To Read This!!
HEY TO ALL MY SEXY CT'S OUT THERE THAT HAS STOP BY AND GAVE ME SO MUCH LUV!!! JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE REACHED MY DAILY LIMIT OF RATING PICS SO I WILL GET TO YOU ALL HAS SOON HAS I CAN START RATING AGAIN !!! MUCH LUV TO ALL OF YOU AND AND THANKS AGAIN!! FOR ALL THE LUV! ALWAYS SALSALICIOUS!!!

Weekend Getaway ~ Part Ii
The afternoon had been a lazy one spending it in the king sized bed on the hunter green satin sheets in the upstairs master bedroom. She awoke from her nap with the sound of the shower and stretched lazily noting that the sun had set by the twilight outside the window. Smiling she got up and thought to herself that she felt like a contented cat purring from being stroked just the right way. Hearing the water shut off, she walked towards the bathroom sucked in her breath at the sight of his naked body covered in water droplets. He was facing away from her and was in the process of wrapping the towel around him to dry off on the rug in the middle of the bathroom. Passing him to enter the shower she couldn't help but run her hand up his back and over his shoulder and grin at him as she pulled the shower curtain closed behind her. Hearing the shower curtain move as she bent over to turn on the water, she turned slightly just in time to receive a kiss and a smile from him before he turne

Weekend Getaway ~ Part I
Smiling she dropped the priority mail envelope with the map and key to the gate into the box and stuffed the receipt into her purse. The plans were made, he had accepted her invitation and now it was a mere week away for their first meeting. She had access to her best friend's private getaway home for a 4 day weekend. It was in a secluded area on 20 acres of land complete with a waterfall and small lake area not far from the house. Pulling out her list and crossing off the key being mailed she went to the next item which was to go get the supplies she would need. Onto the grocery store she went to get all the non-perishables, leaving the rest to the day before. She went up the night before his arrival since it was only a 2 hour drive for her. She wanted to make sure everything was ready for the weekend and be there to meet him at the door. She settled on the couch with a glass of wine, fire in the fireplace to ward off the faint chill of the evening and almost jumped out of her skin

Tempest Release Party Tour
Hosted by Insane Clown Posse with DJ Clay and featuring performances by Boondox, Wolfpac and Dead By Wednesday, this is one hell of a kick-off for the March 20th, 2007 release of ICP's next album, The Tempest! Also featuring JCW and as well as a massive line of Tempest merchandise, this is one party you don't want to miss out on! February 25, 2007: Cincinnati, OH @ Bogart's February 26, 2007: Cleveland, OH @ Agora Ballroom February 27, 2007: Grand Rapids, MI @ Intersection February 28, 2007: Minneapolis, MN @ First Avenue March 1, 2007: Kansas City, MO @ Beaumont Club March 2, 2007: Denver, CO @ Fillmore Auditorium March 3, 2007: Salt Lake City @ Saltair March 4, 2007: Reno, NV @ New Oasis (formerly The Oasis) March 5, 2007: Las Vegas, NV @ Fprt Cheyenne Casino March 6, 2007: Long Beach, CA @ The Vault 350 March 7, 2007: Tempe, AZ @ Marquee Theatre March 9, 2007: Oklahoma City, OK @ Diamond Ballroom March 10, 2007: Sauget, IL @ Pop's March 11, 2007: Columbus, OH @ Newpo

Glacier Entertainment!!!!!!!!!!!
FULL OF UPCOMING EVENTS & SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE IS ALOT OF UPCOMING EVENTS CALL ME OR EMAIL ME & ILL GIVE U ALL INFORMATION WE ALSO HAV A BIG PICNIC COMIN UP AT A SECRET LOCATION INVITED GUEST ONLY KEEP IN CONTACT AN ILL KEEP U POSTED ON EVERYTHING NEW STREET TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR A REAL GOOD STREET TEAM WE WILL HIRE THE BEST 20 PEOPLE YOU WILL PROMOTE OUR TRIPS,PARTIES, & MUSIC FOR MORE INFO HOLLA AT ME SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!! ALWAYS LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR NEW TALENT WHICH IS PRODUCERS,ARTISTS, & BEATMAKERS TO WORK WITH US ALSO SPONSERS & DISTRIBUTERS TO HELP US & OTHER PROMOTERS TO WORK WITH FOR ANY TYPE OF WORK BECAUSE ITS EVEN BETTER TO WORK TOGETHER THAN AGAINST EACH OTHER SLAMMIN WEEKEND GETAWAY GLACIER ENTERTAINMENT PRESENTS FUNKMASTER FLEX & JIM JONES AT THE CROWNE PLAZA ALLENTOWN, PA MARCH 2 - 4 (WEEKEND G

Love
I am sittingand thinking and wondering why I feel so sad. I have my kids and my mom who I know love me beyoond anything I do stupid so why do I feel this aching in my heart? Like a piece of me is missing. I have no rhyme or reason. I used to write stories and some poems but with what I have married all my feelings were put aside. I want to write my story. I met someone when I was younger who I loved beyond life its self. I haven't seen them in almost 20 years but that deosn't stop me from wondering what he is doing. I dream and in those dreams i can feel the love so s trong and then I wake up and my husband is there and i want to cry so bad. What can I do? Give up on love????

Love This Song ♥
"Before Your Love" I wonder how I ever made it through a day How did I settle for the world in shades of gray When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same And you don't know why And I looked into your eyes Where the road stretched out in front of me And I realized I'd never lived Before your love I'd never felt Before your touch And I'd never needed anyone To make me feel alive But then again, I wasn't really livin' I'd never lived... Before your love I wanted more than just an ordinary life All of my dreams, seemed like castles in the sky I stand before you and my heart is in your hands And I don't know how I'd survive without your kiss Cuz you've given me A reason to exist I'd never lived Before your love I'd never felt Before your touch I'd never needed anyone To make me feel alive But then again, I wasn't really livin' I'd never lived... before your love I'd never lived... Before your love And I don't know why Why the sun d

Wanna Thank Everybody Who Voted For Me
i just want to take this time to thank the very slim few who voted for me and you all know who you are and i just want to say if you need votes u can count on me thank you again

Two Animals In Playground
Two hungry, animals in heat I nibble and suck his ticklish sides His body arches with pleasure As I taste his body's moisture He holds back laughter I don't stop I slither down to his pelvis My hot, wet lips on his pulsating limb Swirling top to bottom Wetting my appetite even more Long juicy thrusts with my mouth This wildness tires me I'm full I nap there awhile He, too is sapped of energy And grants me the calm In this playground of love We feel safe in this connection

0.0! I Cannot Believe I Read This In A Newspaper!
Oh my god omigod omigod omigod! I found this this morning reading the Star Tribune before class. It's an article on the number of high end restaraunts that are closing in the Minneapolis area. "I have an aversion to fancy dining. I like to go to fancy restaurants, but I wouldn't want to own one; there are too many fancy funerals out there. Minneapolis is, in my opinion, a two-star city. We aren't Chicago, where Tru is busy every night of the week. Still, I don't think there's a trend going on here. It could be that there just isn't enough of the Armani crowd to fill these restaurants on a regular basis. There's an awful lot of Lutheran DNA here, and that's a prescription for safety in dining. There's just a limited number of folks here who will warm up to sea urchin crème brûlée. It may have something to do with price, but not always. The average check at Manny's is $80, and it's packed every night. But it's not fancy, and you take some steak home and have a sandwich the next day. O

***** The Mouth Holds *****
His lips grasp mine like supple glue His tongue moves wet and deep Drenching us inside and out Mouth holds like vice grips That hold all my wet lips open He won't let go I push away his hot body Sigh I'm tired and guilty For feeling criminally good Why should I let go of something that feels so good

Just A Lil Tease Story
your boat rubs on something, drags and scratches you sit up abruptly already scared, terrified of whats gonna happen next sunburnt chapped lips and pail, looking over the side only to see you've come across a deserted island. you struggle to get over the edge to touch land again, after several days of drifting you lay in the warm sand. Drained and exhausted head resting on the ground, eyes fluttering struggelling to stay opened. laying there you think to yourself, finally i have the strength eyes fluttering opened, looking around a bit dazed and to your surprise, you see a young beautiful long brown haired brown eyed woman. she's hovering over you, looking in to u'r eye's. you realize she is standing there with nothing on, nipples slighty exsposed through her long hair, and long enough it covers everything else. still exhausted u struggle to get up only to find your naked. this young woman leans to help you gently eases you to lay back down stroking the back of u'

Breaking My Cherry
Well this be my first blog on this thing. Alas, a friend invited me over here and must agree much better then myspace!!! ok so about me. Im a single dad, have two girls whom I love to death, they are my little angels, my world. The wife and I called it quits well becuase she thought another guy was better, not really gonna put it out there so ill leave it at that. Im a military veteran, a master mason, and a civil war reenactor. I live in Colorado. Enjoy life very much. Like everything from country to limited rap. I like rock most of all though. forgot to mention...interested in ghost :)

Lacuna Coil-enjoy The Silence
Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Can?t you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Enjoy the silence ------------------- Lacuna Coil Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Depeche Mode-enjoy The Silence
Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Cant you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Enjoy the silence ----------------- Depeche Mode Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Metallica-king Nothing
Wish I may Wish I might Have this I wish tonight Are you satisfied? Dig for gold Dig for fame You dig to make your name Are you pacified? All the wants you waste All the things you've chased Then it all crashes down And you break your crown And you point your finger But there's no one around Just want one thing Just to play the king But the castle's crumbled And you're left with just a name Where's your crown King Nothing? Where's your crown? Hot and cold Bought and sold A heart as hard as gold Yeah! Are you satisfied? Wish I might Wish I may You wish your life away Are you pacified? All the wants you waste All the things you've chased Then it all crashes down And you break your crown And you point your finger But there's no one around Just want one thing Just to play the king But the castle's crumbled And you're left with just a name Where's your crown King Nothing? Where's your crown? Huh! (Spoken) I wish I may I wish

Stu Smith
Well what can I say about Stu without gushing all over the place. I was introduced to him by a guy who I had briefly chatted to and I put out a blog that I was looking for an artist for the Scarybirds project. Anyway I got a message off Jeremy saying he was working with a guy called Stu Smith and he was crazy. Well that kind of did it for me so I mailed him I had no idea of what his work was like. We chatted on the phone and I was kind of vague in telling him what I wanted but I asked him to draw me what a daughter of hell should look like. Anyway we have been working together for just over a year now and I tell you, I have never laughed so much in my life as his sense of humour is off the wall and his talent is off the scale, he manages to draw what has been inside my head which is brilliant as half the time I cant explain in words. please check out his website just the writing alone will have you in stitches - Stu Smith he also has more at Stu Smith - Art Wanted My tw

Blahhhhhhhhh
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Keroke Contest Tonight...wish Me Luck
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WEEEEEEEEE GOT A HOT KEREOKE CONTEST TONIGHT IF I WIN I GET 1500.00 YESSSSSSSSSSSSS.... I HAVE TO SING 3 SONGS OF MY CHOICE. SO ROCK ON!!! KISSES TO YALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LUV YER NIGHT ANGEL

Hump Day!
Just want to wish everyone a Happy Hump Day! I hope you are all doing good today and work isn't getting in the way of your fun. I played poker last night and made it to 4th place out of about 28 people. I haven't been out to play in awhile and had a blast seeing all my poker buddies. Today was a LOT hard to get up, lol. Note to self: "after not being out in awhile it is not a good idea to try and drink every beer the bar has". LOL This morning was not pretty and the afternoon is still undecided :). Kisses to all. All My Pleasures Shayna Storm

Playlists For The Past 4 Weeks.
Here are my playlists of the last 4 weeks in chronological order... 1/2/07 - 1/9/07: Acheron - Tribute To The Devil's Music Astarte - Rise From Within Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Cianide - Hell's Rebirth Deicide - Amon: Feasting The Beast Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Kiss - Hotter Than Hell Kiss - Revenge Kiss - Alive III Megadeth - So Far, So Good...So What! Megadeth - Hidden Treasures Megadeth - Cryptic Writings Megadeth - The System Has Failed Morbid Angel - Altars Of Madness Motley Crue - Shout At The Devil Motley Crue - Girls Girls Girls Motley Crue - Dr. Feelgood Overkill - Taking Over Pestilence - Spheres Suicidal Tendencies - Still Cyco After All These Years Testament - The Legacy W.A.S.P. - W.A.S.P 1/9/07 - 1/16/07: Black Sabbath - Dehumanizer Blood Feast - Kill For Pleasure Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Coroner - Mental Vortex Dark Angel - Darkness Descends Deceased - The 13 Frightened Souls Genitorturers - 120 Days Of Genito

Darkness
In my mind it is cold and dark…as I seek for a light But there is no light. I hear moaning and groaning Where does it come from? It fills me with such fright… Trembling, steady my feet…O Lord, thy comfort I seek Reaching out into a cold, nothing to grasp hold of Nothing, can I see …nor feel But the coldness and darkness in my mind Screams from afar reach mine ears …screams of agony and woe But I am in a void Where there is only the dark and cold What is it you said? The moans and groans are mine? But they sound so far off… …as though from another time What is that you say? The screams are mine? But what can I do…I dwell in the cold darkness of my mind

Letting Go!
You've been the inspiration in my life the short time I knew you. The love I've nurtured in my heart you've beaten black and blue. I tried so many times before and prayed your change of heart, but the love you feel for me know is not the love you had at the start. I'm holding on to hopes and dreams that I know will never be. To heal the pain within my heart I know I must set you free. Although the time I spent with you was a short lived love affair, I don't regret one ounce of it because I know I truly cared. Tonight I'll shed the last tear i cry, tomorrow....a brighter day. Remember always, you were truly loved, but now....I must go away.

You Are Who You Are....
You are who you are for a reason. You're part of an intricate plan. You're a precious and perfect unique design, Called God's special woman or man. You look like you look for a reason. Our God made no mistake. He knit you together within the womb, You're just what he wanted to make. The parents you had were the ones he chose, And no matter how you may feel, They were custom-designed with God's plan in mind, And they bear the Master's seal. No, that trauma you faced was not easy. And God wept that it hurt you so; But it was allowed to shape your heart So that into his likeness you'd grow. You are who you are for a reason, You've been formed by the Master's rod. You are who you are, beloved, Because there is a God!

Intresting Facts About Men
BLACK MEN I CHOOSE YOU! Black Men, I choose you, Because you are beautiful Beautiful minds, beautiful bodies And souls to match. Black Men, I choose you Because you are great Great writers, great orators Great lovers, friends, and teachers. Black Men, I choose you Because you are cerebral. Black Men, I choose you Because you are strong Black Men, I choose you Because you are creators, And together, we can create A black world. Black Men, I choose you. I choose you... AUTHOR UNKNOWN A CONTRIBUTE TO ALL BLACK MEN!!!!!!WANT TO BE ADDED......HOLLA AT YA GIRL!

Among The Heavens
I see you...so inviting as I savor my intent to have you as I will sensually intoxicating is your innocent gaze as my hunger grows, my senses aroused I feel, smell, taste passion I have longed for When you touch me, I become enstranged my primevil spirit awakened so desperate for all you are ...life When I take you in fury and passion I lose control of how precious life can be when savored to my surprise you have slipped into uncontrolled esctacy whispering wanting more... I hear you say...come I join you among the heavens where I found you...

Check This Out !!!!
WHAT'S UP ALL MY CT'S I NOW HAVE A VOICE COMMENT BOX THAT IS IN MY ABOUT ME SECTION SO YOU ALL CAN LEAVE A VOICE COMMENT ON SO DONT BE SCARED!! ;) LEAVE ME A MESSAGE SO I CAN HEAR THEM SEXY ASS VOICES OUT THERE!!! AND IF YOU GET ONE I CAN RETURN THE FAVOR SO SPEAK UP LET ME HEAR WHAT 'S ON YOUR MIND !!! AND AGAIN I'M STILL WAITING ON TO MOVE UP SO I CAN START SENDING BACK THE LUV THAT YOU ALL HAVE GAVE!!! THANKS AGAIN!!! MUCH LUV!!!

Poem For My Baby
IM GLAD I HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE. HAVING YOU HAS GOT ME THROUGH THE STRIFE. TO SEE YOU BORN MADE ME SO HAPPY. THEN I REALIZED THAT I WAS A DADDY. YOU ARE THE ROCK I LEAN ON WHEN IM SAD. IM GLAD TO BE CALLED AN ANGELS DAD. YOU ARE THE PURPOSEAND LIGHT OF MU DAY. I THANKGOD FOR YOU EVERY DAY I PRAY. I HAVE THE BEST DAUGHTER I COULD ASK FOR. WITHOUT YOU MY LIFE WOULD BE A BORE. I HOPE I AM THE DAD YOU DESERVE. EVEN WHEN LIFE THROWS US A BIG CURVE, JUST KNOW THAT DADDYS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I COULD NEVER LEAVE MY BABY BOO. I LOVE YOU JADE, DADDY

My Prayer
My prayer This is my prayer to help me get through Im grateful for my one and only baby I have made mistakes in life know matter what i do But through my kid i can live right i see I love everything that i have in my wierd life My parents have left me hurt and alone And with my friends i have felt stab me with a knife But i have to lay in the bed that ive sewn I need some help to deal with my problems And i know that the man upstairs will help me Sending something to help me solve them Im scared how my long life might be This is the only way i know how to deal with this And it makes me feel good to let things out I want my life to end up in bliss When will i know what my life is all about

My Response To The Future Ct Strike!
From my experience, it has never been the issue of BabyJesus running his site the way he want to. I think its a great alternative to the "younger" MySpace & I have made lots of great connections with it. But from my view, its the double standard from where the "Thought Police" can report anything they want & its supposed to be gospel. Where as mumm I posted a few days ago can get deleted by CT, but others that, in my opinion, are far more sexual, rascist, offensive, etc. not only are able to stay on, but have recieved hundreds of votes & comments. I feel I was reported by someone who had a grudge on me, for whatever reason that was. But CT took it as gospel & now I am unable to post any more mumms. And I think that's wrong. It just gives me the impression that CT took their side on this matter & I'm being completely ignored from that situation.I think the NSFW concept is a great idea! But allowing everything to be publicly scrutinized is like leading the lamb to slaughter. I can under

Heeeeelllllllpppppppp!!!!!!
OK. I do have to say that this has been one day from HELL!!!!! And you guys are the ones that I can vent it all out to. So here I go. First off my hubby is being his old self, whinning, crying, fussing, complaining about anything and everything, well that makes me all nervous as most of you have experienced yourself. So, I get into work this morning and boot up my computer. Everything is ok then I hit the power button on the surge protector and the power is shut off to the computer, no problem right, WRONG! I turn the computer on and it boots to the BLUE SCREEN. I know what the blue screen means and I start cussing. This damn computer is only 2 months old and it better not be crashing. So I call my tech support and they tell me that the warrenty dont cover tech support anymore. Im like what the hell, they want me to pay for a computer that i just bought. Bull Shit. I told them that they could come get the damn computer and i would never use that company again. So i got another number

New Chapter In My Life
Hello Readers!!! Anyhow I figured that now was about as good a time as any to start another blog. I think this one will be geared towards a little bit about my life and where I have been and where I am now heading. Well it goes like this, the last few years have been a bit of a rollercoaster for me to say the least. But to put it all in a nutshell, I finally got divorced back in July after a 3 plus years separation from my now ex-wife. Initially the separation was incredibly painful on many levels which a select few people are aware of and I will leave it at that. Recently a lady that I had been corresponding with off and on over the past 18 months finally managed to extricate herself from a very abusive relationship that she had been in for a long time. This lady and I had become friends a while back even before she had first made mention of the abuse she had been going through. Anyhow I had reached out to her when she had a problem on another matter and offered any assistance th

Sugar And Honey
sugar and honey are good thihgs you see they have so many uses for you and me coffee and sugar tea does too i love sugar how about you honey has many uses also used as pet names for you it makes you feel better when used in hot totties too this poem is quite silly but does have meaning for a certain someone too that likes sugar and honey as much as i do... written by: angel ok i know this has got to be the stupidest one i have written: but i guess it goes with the mood i was in when i wrote it.. so whether you like it or not let me know.... love ya'll

Yes Chiropractic
That right... i may have a job in windward with a chiropriactic office.. i love it high scale cliental... about time if now i still have a chance to be working for the Atlanta Falonces chiropractic.. Guns N' Roses Lyrics Guns N' Roses Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

You Don't Understand
Tears have flowed down my face I have gone through my share of pain All I see when I look inside of me is emptiness I have nothing to say to that except for one thing I don’t want to be understood by someone as shallow as you There have been many times when I just looked away from your gaze Those eyes that have never seen pain in its cruelest form The window through hopes and dreams have never flown away I know I am crumbling before your eyes I can see the sympathy written in your face I don’t need that not now I am still going strong Today I’ll just make it alone and maybe you’ll stop trying No matter how close you are I would never let you into my world I have laughed and heard my heart breaking inside I have smiled and saw it break in so many places I have lied time and time again saying that I am getting better Yet the truth still stands I am just getting worse and I don’t need help I know that it would be great to have a friend Someone you can depen

Words On Paper
I picked up the pen today and I felt like there was something more That I could do I could swish the pen across the paper and stop midway and make a big smudge Or I could keep on writing words that would never make Any sense to any one I wonder sometimes hard and deep whether I can change the world With Poems Doesn’t that sound so fat fetched so crazy that you are probably laughing your head off now But no I am serious What if I could really change someone’s life by a single sentence? What if I could describe the rainbow so well a blind man would see? What if and the possibilities are Endless Beyond belief Thing is this doesn’t look like a poem But then it does not matter very much now does it? I am tired of sticking to a rule that words should be A L I G N E D OR ACROSS OR D I A G N O L I have my own style and I am going wild tonight with my

Parenting...
I think its funny... especially when people try and tell me what to do and what I "need" to do... Like the fact that Chloe' doesn't have a father in her life.."well she needs that father figure and if her father wants to come back into the picture then you need to let him be a part of her life" . WTF. LOL seriously...getting sick of people telling me what I need to do. I do what is best for Chloe'. And if you don't like it, then fuck off. My daughter deserves a whole hell of a lot better for a father then what helped create her. I welcome advice when people give it to me.. But don't tell me how to raise my child.

Us Federal System Out Of Line! - John Stossel - Abc News
US Federal System Out Of Line! - John Stossel - ABC News RE: Big, Big Government ---------------- Bulletin Message ---------------- From: Jack Herer Date: Jan 31, 2007 12:36 PM by John Stossel - co-anchor of ABC News' "20/20" Posted Jan 31, 2007 Two weeks ago, U.S. drug agents launched raids on 11 medical-marijuana centers in Los Angeles County. The U.S. attorney's office says they violated the laws against cultivation and distribution of marijuana. Whatever happened to America's federal system, which recognized the states as "laboratories of democracy"? According to the National Organization for the Reform of Marijuana Laws, 11 states (Alaska, California, Colorado, Hawaii, Maine, Montana, Nevada, Oregon, Rhode Island, Vermont, and Washington) have eliminated the penalties for physician-approved possession of marijuana by seriously ill patients. In those states people with AIDS and other catastrophic diseases may either grow their own marijuana or get it from reg

Life's A Bitch Sometimes!
Why is it that when two people get into a relationship one has a problem with the others past!? Why is it that said past is irreversible? How can one help the other to accept the past? How can someone say 'I love you' but also say 'I don't trust you'? Why is it that when someone says they trust you that they make you prove everything that you say. Make you prove that they are the only one in your life. Make you prove that no one else matters. Make you prove everything? Why is it that everytime she says something she expects me to believe it 100% no questions asked, but whenever I say something she makes me prove it? Any answers would be helpful! thanks!

Trouble Trouble
WELL WE ARE IN THE LEAD WITH 598 COMMENTS FOR KURTS PIC.....WOULD LIKE TO STAY THERE...BUT NOW I CANT BE SURE THAT I WILL B/C I REACHED MY COMMENT LIMIT FOR THE DAY....ANYONE WILLING TO BOMB I WILL OWE U BIG TIME....PLEASE GO AND HELP!!! HERE IS THE LINK THANK U MUCH HUGS AND KISSES ASH

Ingnorance Is Indeed A Sad Sad Thing...
Wicca: Intoxicated By Christian Blood! Update: MP3 Audio Advice for Hunting Wiccans! Click Here Freehold, Iowa - In an act that can only be described as pure evil, a rabid young Wiccan girl wearing a black cape burst into the Landover Baptist 11 a.m. Sunday morning church service and flung the bloody carcass of a headless black cat across 297 pews. Pastor Deacon Fred ducked just in time as the abomination splashed into the baptismal pool, spattering chunks of animal flesh and water over the white robes of a horrified Christian Seniors Choir visiting from Des Moines. Pushing a frenzied crowd of screaming parishioners aside, Church ushers acted quickly and detained the Devil's harlot for questioning in the sanctuary basement before taking her to the furnace room. The following Tuesday, at a meeting of concerned Deacons, Pastor Deacon Fred explained, â€œWicca, is just a fancy word that insecure unsaved teenagers who hate their parents use to describe their little club.â€ Landover Baptist

My Angel
My Angel What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream of starless nights, or of the sun? Maybe even summer breezes? Or do you dream of cold winters, Being alone and afraid? What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream, like me, of happiness? A place where everything asked is served And everything deserved, given? Do you dream of hope, my angel? What do you pray for, my angel? I pray for you. I pray that you are loved and happy. For you see, my angel, I am only human And cannot repay what you have given me. So, what do you pray, my angel? And what do you dream, my angel? For I hope there is nothing less you receive.

:(
i still can't believe Joey's dead! i saw him only two days ago he was drunk as ever and i treated him badly..now he's gone! god i feel so small, stupid and insignificant right now. im sorry Joey, please forgive me. we weren't friends but we weren't enemies either. miss you :(

Sad:(
The two people I trusted most have been playing a game. One discourages me while the other incourages me. With thier words they have reduced me to sad tears. WHo do I believe? Just when I thought someone really cared and may even wanted me I see its not so. I have lost hope of being happy. My life is just living for my kids. NOthign for me. I can't trust my heart no more. I care to much and hurt to easy. Friendship is onething but don't DON"T throw love into it unless you really mean it. MAny men think they can throw friendship into the picture hoping to get more and it isn't love they are looking for, oh no they want hot! wet! SEX!!!! I sit in my dark world, tears I try fight keep falling. Why can't I be happy? When will these tears stop? I want more and yet I know I can't have it. I am incouraged but once i take a step I am pushed back two. I am tired of this game. I could have made your dreams come true. Eager to please. Eager to touch! Like the crow

From Helicopters To Handbags
I dont know the weird and wonderful I seem to get mailed to me for some reason, amongst the baby baskets and other stuff I fell across this site for Fractional Ownership, they have taken the timeshare of apartments to a new and different level, anyway here is the web link for you to go and find out. Fractional Ownership

My Lame Sayings...
Tifffinie's lame-ass excuse to break up: "I've learned that I'm hopelessly attracted to clowns. You understand." 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com Tifffinie's lame comeback line:"I was with yo mamma last night... she's really not all that good in bed but I guess you already know that" 'What is your lame comeback line?' at QuizGalaxy.com

True Peace
Just come to see that everything is passing on, That nothing in your mind remains The same for even the span of a breath. If you see like that for even a moment, Then for that moment you are free. bryan.aka.the writer

Gone Drinking
A fellow decides to take off early from work and go drinking. He stays until the bar closes at 2am, at which time he is extremely drunk. When he enters his house, he doesn't want to wake anyone, so he takes off his shoes and starts tip-toeing up the stairs. Half-way up the stairs, he falls over backwards and lands flat on his rear end. That wouldn't have been so bad, except that he had couple of empty pint bottles in his back pockets, and they broke, and the broken glass carved up his buttocks terribly. But, he was so drunk that he didn't know he was hurt. A few minutes later, as he was undressing, he noticed blood, so he checked himself out in the mirror, and, sure enough, his behind was cut up something terrible. Well, he repaired the damage as best he could under the circumstances, and he went to bed. The next morning, his head was hurting, and his rear was hurting, and he was hunkering under the covers trying to think up some good story, when his wife came into the bedroom.

A Single Wish
A Single wish is all I needed to make a dream I had unfold. A story foretold in the akashic book of a love that won't grow old. That unknown force you held hands with foreseen two lives interchange. The leap of faith you took by heart that made our lives forever change. Our love is binded by his gift of love and our lives, by his hands of fate. Eternity has found it's resting place in the hands of you, my soulmate.

How Old Are You?
George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. "How old are you?" "I'm four and a half!" You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. "How old are you?" "I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, y ou're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping a

Will You Live To See 80 ?
Will I live to see 80? I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either!" Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you even give a shit?"

Day Off :p
last night sucked. i didnt have dinner last night and i forgot medicine needs food. so i took my meds PLUS 4 tylenol to knock me out (and it worked later on) but later on, i had to go into the bathroom and hover around the toilet until the insane feeling of nausea passed. yea dude, it sucked. my dad's bday is tomorrow (yay 64...i think) so i had to go shoppin for the DVDs i was supposed to get him. long story as to why i waited so late. but yea, it was a fun trip to cosco, best buy and borders with my mom. i have to bake brownies for this party thing tomorrow for PE indoor lacrosse (last practice for us) and the ones mom bought the other day SUCKED. of course cosco is a lot of stuff right? so the boxes of brownie mix come in boxes of 6 BATCHES! i'm makin like 2 batches tonight. AND they're triple chocolate aka death by chocolate. i'm still gettin over him. i still hurt some but surprisingly not as much as i thought i would. i miss him more than i should after wat he d

Ok So There's A Few Things I Just Gotta Say
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Broken Smile
~*!*~Fights Like The Devil With A heart of a 100 Angles With My wings Of Fire I'll Save your Life With my Tears Of Blades I'll Take that same Life away So Love Bc I can Love And Fear Me For I can Kill You With One Broken Smile~*!*~ By Me Aka Grace

Contest Help Me
HELLO TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS COME I KNOW WE CAN DO BETTER PLEASE HELP ME........ I GOT THREE TO FOUR PEOPLE ONLY HELPING 5 WHICH INCLUDES ME. PLEASE SHOW SOME LOVE UPON THIS PICTURE YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN THE FAVOR LATER ON WHOEVER HELPS ME OUT I PROMISE TO TRY AND BUY YOU ALL GIFTS PLEASE REPOST TOO >'-'< COMMENT BOMB COMMENT BOMB COMMENT BOMB IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. HERE IS THE LINK Music Video Codes - MySpace Layout - Layout Generator

Words Women Use (or...so They Say)...lol..
(received in an email) Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and har

Chicken Wings Anybody?
One night I stopped at bar known for thier chicken wings, It also happened to be all you can eat for 8$ night. They had also posted that the record for this bar was 120 wings in 2 hrs by some guy named Spanky. It got me to thinking, This is only a wing a minute. Now I alway get 20, and down them without thinking and maybe get another 20 togo so I asked the waitress if this is for real and she noded. I said check the clock and dont hold me up by delaying bringing them out and make the hot too :) In 30 minutes I ate 60 wings and was feeling good, Then I found out why the total was so low. It turned out Spanky was the cook and when anybody was a threat he would make them hotter (which wouldn't affect me lol) but if that didnt work he kept really big wings on hand just for such purposes, no shit these looked like turky wings. By this time the whole bar was cheering me on and booed the cook for his evil ways. I got another 40 down and couldnt eat another bite. I lost but won at the same tim

Wtf??
...Now more than 3000 US troops have died in the Iraq war. Now George Bush says that he is fighting to keep from another attack on American soil. He does not want Americans to be killed. Well I say look at that number of how many of Americans that have been killed in Iraq. You don’t want them to die on American soil...but I guess it is ok to die else where . More than 3000 US troops have died and the body count is increasing everyday. I say that Bush should be ashamed of himself. Now you may disagree with me...but that body count does not lie. Do you realize that the number of troops that have died is more than the number of who died on Nine eleven. And the body count is growing . So when I hear the argument that Bush is protecting us from terrorist I get upset. Because I ask you this who is protecting us from Bush? that death count is the official death count in actuality the number is much higher

Return Is Requested
I have gotten this before, but it is worth reading again. Sometimes we forget how blessed we are. (received in email) A Return is Requested....You'll see why! Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very Interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March

Death
The tunnel is so dark not a single spec of lite My body proceds forward my chest feels so tight The reaper follows me his chill on my spine My life has ended was only a matter of time He Digs his boney fingers deep into my back The lite is now gone the tunnel is pitch black My soul descends into the deep pit of hell Dead souls grab at me as I fight and try to yell All of my sins are ripped out through my eyes My faith in god fades as my love for him dies Deep in my soul I cry and pray to be saved Jesus lifts me up and says through me is the way

Now I'm The One Who's Afraid.
I fear that, in order for them to be okay, I'll have to step out of the picture...now I'm the one who's afraid of losing him. God, I hate this. Oh well, all I can do is prepare myself for the worst, and hope for the best...yeah, right. InDee

Best Headlines Of 2006
THE YEAR'S BEST (actual) HEADLINES OF 2006: Crack Found on Governor's Daughter Imagine that! Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No, really? Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers Now that's taking things a bit far! Is There a Ring of Debris around Uranus? Whaaat?? Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over What a guy! Miners Refuse to Work after Death No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-sos! Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant See if that works any better than a fair trial! War Dims Hope for Peace I can see where it might have that effect! If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile You think?! Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures Who would have thought! Enfield ( London ) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide They may be on to something! Red Tape Holds Up Ne

Home
I haven't been me for a while now my voice is softer less sure of itself my heart is tired too lonely to find the balance between war and peace my feet are still unwilling to choose a direction in fear that the choice is not mine to make my eyes constantly search for the piece of me that is lost the piece that left too long ago I want to go home again.

Serious Question
All right guys, I know I haven't done a blog in a while and this one is gonna be kinda long so be warned LOL. All jokes aside though, this is on a serious subject that sparked up a pretty good debate in one of my groups I am in. OK to start off I'm gonna post a link to an article that sparked off what I'm gonna discuss today http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/eticket/story?page=wilson&lpos=spotlight&lid=tab1pos1 You might have to cut and paste the link it for it to show up but here it is for those of you that can't get it: DOUGLASVILLE, Ga. -- There is a cardboard box in Genarlow Wilson's old bedroom. The Bernstein Firm Despite lacking size, overachieving Genarlow Wilson was being recruited by several college football programs. It rests on the floor of his empty closet, near the deflated football and basketball. It's filled with things he needed in his old life. Mostly, it's overflowing with recruiting letters, from schools big and small. A "Good luck on the

Ok... Another Blast!
This sure can be addicting to post the cherry blasts. I just posted another one for 7 days so we will see how this one will work out. Will be continuing to work on my ebook and finish chapter three. I have been busy with work and being involved in a fundraising activity that I hardly have time to be on CT. Perhaps this coming week I will be able to spend more time.

Ok, It Appears I Promised This.
Well, I seem to have, while in a drunken state last night, made a promise to tell a little about myself. I'm not quite sure what I had in mind, but I'll do my best to stick to my word. So, yesterday I turned 24. If you're one of those math whizzes, you might be able to figure out that I was born on a Sunday. In fact, it was SuperBowl Sunday. Good ol' XVII. Redskins v. Dolphins. I was born during the halftime. For some inexplicable reason, the doctor was "very busy" until then. Boring stuff. I guess the interesting stuff is more along the lines of what I have done with my life. I got hitched at 18. No regrets either. I joined the Army after September 11th. Maybe a few regrets on that one, but I wouldn't take anything back. The hard times came with some hard lessons. I worked with radios, and necissity being what it is, I learned how to fix them as well. I got to be pretty good at it too. When I left, I decided I would try to steer clear of guns and being a political puppet. So, I to

Bring Em Home
OK folks here's the deal - we went to Iraq to get rid of Saddam and his weapons of Mass Destruction. That has been done, so....why are we still there? I'll tell you - big business in rebuilding the country. Look at all the lucrative contracts to rebuild what we destroyed. That's another matter to be discussed. Why do we rebuild? Did anyone else ever go to war with a country, win and then rebuild the country? The answer is no and we shouldn't either. If the Iraqis want their country rebuilt, they should pay for it, not us. The main reason I say support our troops is (and it may sound selfish) I spent 20 years defending this great country in the US Air Force. I was in the first Gulf War and it wasn't pretty. I traveled extensively and saw a lot of beautiful things. Always ready to do what had to be done when the time came. And...I have a son over there now and don't think we should be there anymore. The job is done.

Help Me I Beg U
WELL I DO NOT HAVE THE ABILITY TO COMMENT ONCE AGAIN TODAY....BUT ANYWAYS...ALOT OF U HAVE COME TO THE RESCUE BOMBING AND ALL...THANK U SO FREAKIN MUCH....THIS IS THE LAST BLOG OF THE NIGHT...WE ARE IN THE LEAD RIGHT NOW BUT SOMEONE IS CLOSE BEHIND....COULD USE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET..... SPECIAL THANKS TO MJ DIESEL ADEANA LUNA DOLLIE COME ON GUYS SHOW ME UR LOVE....HOW CAN U RESIST BOMBING FOR THE CUTEST KID IN THE WORLD!!!! CLICK PIC AND VOTE!!!! COMMENT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE I WILL OWE U BIG TIME.

Men Are Just Happier People:
Men Are Just Happier People: -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Her Wedding dress - $5000. Your Tux rental - $100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all y

1 Feb 07 - Thursday
1 Feb 07 - Thursday 1859 Victor August Herbert Dublin Ireland, composer (Babes in Toyland) 1901 Clark Gable Cadiz OH, actor (Gone With the Wind) 1904 S J Perelman Brooklyn NY, author/humorist (Around the World in 80 Days) 1918 Muriel Spark Edinburgh Scotland, novelist (The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie) 1934 Bob Shane vocalist (Kingston Trio) 1937 Don Everly Brownie KY, singer (Everly Brothers) 1937 Ray Sawyer [Dr Hook] Alabama, vocalist (Dr Hook) 1937 Garrett Morris New Orleans LA, actor/comedian (Saturday Night Live) 1942 Terry Jones Colwyn Bay North Wales, actor/comedian (Monty Python) 1952 Rick James [James Johnson], rock/soul/funk vocalist (Super Freak) 1954 Mike Campbell guitarist (Tom Petty & Heartbreakers) 1964 Jani Lane rocker (Warrant) 1965 Brandon Lee Emerson CO, actor (Showdown in Little Tokyo) 1968 Lisa Marie Presley 1968 Pauly Shore 1587 English queen Elizabeth I signs Mary Stuart's death sentence 1709 British sailor Alexander Selkirk is rescued after be

Don't Trust The Bitch
Thanks to DARK GODDESS, Religious Genocide will no longer have any contact with Anyone from Cherry. If you are married DO NOT LET YOUR HUSBANDS TALK TO HER. She will ruin your marriage. So long and FUCKING FAREWELL!

My Light
Lost in this maze called life in the dark again trying to pick up the shattered pieces of my heart Struggling as I may I just can't get them to fit right Lost on this journey feeling my way along trying in vain to find where I belong Walking against the wind in a driving rain searching for the beacon that lies in your heart So open it up to me and let my journey end for you love is the like that helps the pieces fit just right.

Angela And I
This is me and my ex...she's arrogant and ignorant but for some reason, I still love her and I wish she would still talk to me. This was our first official pic together (that wasnt on my phone). 2 weeks into our relationship. Sept. '05 At her Homecoming. Oct. '05 After her senior pics were taken. Jan '06 About 2 weeks before we broke up :( April '06

Returning The Favor: For A Friend.
She watches him glide across the floor it's become an obsession she can't deny any more She knows that he can see her but pretends she's not there as she walks up to him and grabs hold of his hair ...and she says... My arms ache to hold the demon get lost in his dark embrace touch me there it's just like dreaming leave your mark without a trace... Make me yours and make me tremble draw the life from every vein this love is a sacred symbol take me from this life of pain... Shake me like a battered rag doll pull my hair and make me cry my wounded soul hears your call In your arms I'd gladly die he watches as she walks away rubs his scalp where her claws dug wonders why he didn't see before and finally just shrugs and when the darkness has engulfed her and she has wandered far away he tries to forget the words she whispered but inside he hears her say... My arms ache to hold the demon get lost in his dark embrace touch me there it's just like dreami

Lessons Learned.
Wasting my time... Wasting my life... Wasting my heart... On something that will never be. Maybe it's time... To read between the lines... And let go of what's... Inside of me. It's so unfair... That I have to care... When indifference is all... That I ever see. So I'll shed this dream... Some things are what they seem... And call it a lesson... Learned this time by me.

Vampire's Kiss.
Pull me closer rip me apart try to tame this broken heart pain and passion act as one step back and see what we've become amidst the scent of blood and sweat I'm eager to become your pet teeth like razors sharp as blades darkness comes in deepest shades night is fallen on my heart love me until I'm ripped apart...

Cronicles Of An Alcoholic Volume 3
I was never told the truth from u! Probably never will be..But one things forsure Im still suffering from your lies.. Hopefully its fun living where u do with all the money u saved due to me. Sure u worked to make money but u never had to pay shit (Thanks to me)not to mention the using me.. Then I still dont get Thanks (I get the government trying to charge me instead) Then u disapear (Same with Jenn) I wish I new what was going on.. I cant stay in the same spot.. Im a fact finder but my intuition only goes so far.. Give me some respect n tell me the truth.. I need to know..Its my right to know... I pity this place if the rumours are true n I dont get to see u grow up. Its not right..Its not fair.. In this illusionary world.. All thats seen is money! So blind u dont see the snake...Look at your banks symbol n I bet u see a snake or something to do with the planet or zodiac.. Open your eyes your texts have missing stories n some are changed.. (Divide n conquer its what

Joke
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idio t and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) THAT’S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidi

Ehhhh
today, i got into a car wreck, and since it was not my fault, i am even more pissed... Other than that, same shit different day... homework... played with the girls, fought with dennis... nothing new there... hes always being an asshole... I am hella stressed.... i feel like i am losing my mind.... anyways.... shitty day... nothing new, poor robin.... Anyways~ other than that, not a lot new is going on....

Crummy Day.
I guess its been a long ass day today. Dealt with some assholes on this here site, that seem to think all women here are sluts and show bewbies,crotch,ass , whatever. (sadly Ive seen ALOT of the women are just as guilty at treating the men the same way!) HMMM. well I for one Have Respect for My Man and My Body , I will not be showing any thing to anyone other than HIM.Im not a snob, Im certainly not a prude.. but im sure as hell am not gonna get my imaginary rocks off by showing some freak my goodies! hey Man to each thier own, but I assure you, Im sure your all hot and great and stuff, just not interested k? there are plenty of women who wanna see your almighty manliness!!! Thats Just Nasty as far as Im concerned. LOL this one arrogant asswad earlier absolutely could not figure out WHY i didnt wanna see his um "HAHA"...(twig and berries) Uh CUZ I dont Wanna!! I dont give a damn what your packing, cuz im not interested in anything that isnt literally attached to My Co

The Fuck You Award
I'm proud to announce the winner of the 2006 Fuck You Award.......................................................................... After much consideration, the winner is................................ MYSELF!!! Yes, I'm giving myself this award for various reasons, one of which oddly involves a mailbox. So, I accept this trophy. I'll go fuck myself now.

Trapped
Shut away from society's view Stares too hard to bare Doors shut, Curtains drawn Myself I cannot share If people would look inside See the heart contained within Instead of only seeing me For my outer skin They would be so surprised Of what they were to find A loving, gentle, caring soul Who is forever kind My illness it has ravished me Can't get it out of my mind Praying that it won't be long I can leave it all behind

The Edge
There are times I wish I was still a small child and my mother still guarded my way. She would make sure I stayed out of deep woods and close to the edge while I played. I must have forgotten the things she showed me and all the lessons, I heard her tell. I had no idea there were many different woods and in them you could get lost, as well. When I met her I tried to stay on the edge, to go further would risk getting lost, but I let all my senses fly out the window and went in despite the high cost. Now I wander this forest to find the old path that will return me to safety's front door I'm lost in the woods with wolves all around and I do not have my edge anymore.

Trimethiplene-hair-trigger
track-mark mission. cigarette submission, giving in the the pilgrim that brings his own kool-aid melts to the picnic of the kicknig. would you fancy a shred of SHUT THE FUCK UP! tipping back....followed by trimethiplene monsters. lavished in the suds of blissful retention. holding the thought that tomorrow can be that change form the one dollar you spent on these lousy sneakers... the ones that don't carry you down the day, the ones that leak into the punch, that freak out the cherries, that piss on the dog called style. metered for failure so goes the woolgathered briggens. speak the lines lost in the shallow plains that tripple when driven upon. fatigue. right to the end.

Sex Jokes
Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What does an old woman have between her breasts that a young woman doesn't? A. A navel. Q. What is the difference between a woman and a washing machine? A. You can bung your load in a washing machine and it won't call you a week later. Q. Why did god create Adam before he created eve? A. Because he didn't want anyone telling him how to make Adam. Q. What is a lesbian's favorite thing to eat? A. A Klondike Bar Q. What did the elephant say to the naked man? A. "How do you breath through something so small?" Q. Why don't women wear watches? A. There's a clock on the stove! Q. What doesn't belong in this list : Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A. Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q. Have you heard about the new super-sensitive condoms? A. They hang around after the man leaves and talks to the woman. Q. What's

~~the Aliens Did Visit At Roswell~~
> >> Interesting Fact >> >> >> Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claimed that an >> unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and >> cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known >> incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S Air Force >> and the federal government. >> >> However, you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, exactly >> nine months after that historic day, Albert Arnold Gore, Jr., Hillary >> Rodham, John F. Kerry, William Jefferson Clinton, Howard Dean, Nancy >> Pelosi, Dianne Feinstein, Charles E. Schumer, and Barbara Boxer were born. >> >> See what happens when aliens breed with sheep? This piece of >> information may clear up a lot of things. >> >>

Shoulder My Load
I asked for serenity; And, someone to help shoulder my load. Because I’ve been my own worst enemy; On this long bumpy road. Abuses of life Have left my heart filled with strife Young man showing age past his time. Can’t understand how I’ve wasted my prime. Chased demons and ghosts The devil was my host My existence abused For not following the simplest of rules Life a tattered mess Showing physical signs of excess stress Yet there is some sunlight It leads down a path to the right A promise of peace of mind for me And a chance to truly be free. Because I asked for serenity And, someone to help shoulder my load. A savior died for me; And smoothed out this old bumpy road.

Quotes
Who so loves believes the impossible. Elizabeth Barrett Browning A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. Ingrid Bergman Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together. Oprah Winfrey A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing. Emo Philips

~~don't Ever Cross Your Woman~~
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. P.S. Your girlfriend called. Your loving wife. SAMANTHA

Pisces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stupid Us Laws - Thanks Red
-- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds. And the beds must always

~~suffering From Can't Remember Shit--crs~~
Subject: Wish I could only remember who I sent this to... > > > > > An elderly gentleman had serious hearing problems for a number of years. > He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a > set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. > > The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the > doctor said, "Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really > pleased that you can hear again." > > The gentleman replied, "Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit > around and listen to the conversations. I've changed my will three times!" > > > Keep reading > > Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench > under a tree when one turns to the other and says: "Slim, I'm 83 years old > now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you're about my age. How do > you feel?" > > Slim says, "I feel just like a newborn baby." > > "Really!? Like a newborn baby!?" > > "Yep.

What The Hell
Seriously, what the hell. In a good way. I mean, i have been here hardly 2 days and i think i am addicted. Oh my. What the... freak... an i hate writing blogs, wha tthe hell am i doing, where is my shrink.... my head. my god dam freak skull ahhhhhhhhhhhh k, i think i am okay now. w00t

I Am The Kitchen Pimp
2 pounds medium shrimp, peeled and deveined 1/2 cup butter, melted 2 cloves garlic, minced 1/4 cup dry white wine 3 green onions, chopped Preheat broiler to 500 degrees (260 degrees C). Stir shrimp together with butter, garlic and wine. Place on a baking sheet and broil for 10 minutes. Sprinkle on scallions and broil for another 2 to 3 minutes, until shrimp are firm. Serve hot.

Pimped - The February Update Is Complete!
The February Update is Complete! Click on the cover above or the banner below to be taken to the PIMPED website. Please stop by our CherryTAP profile and add, fan and leave us some feedback! PIMPED@ CherryTAP

The Most Awesomest Radio Station Eva!!!
The most Awesomest radio station Eva!!! www.solid-rock.ca and click tune in on the left side requests available;) shout me and let me know when your tuned in and have a personal shout out to you;)

This Is For All The Dads...
God took the strength of a mountain, The majesty of a tree, The warmth of a summer sun, The calm of a quiet sea, The generous soul of nature, The comforting arm of night, The wisdom of the ages, The power of the eagle's flight, The joy of a morning in spring, The faith of a mustard seed, The patience of eternity, The depth of a family need, Then God combined these qualities,

"aqua Teen Hunger Force" Paralyzes Boston
I f*cking love this story! BOSTON COPS MAKE ARREST IN DEVICES PLOY BOSTON (AP) - More than 10 blinking electronic devices planted at bridges and other spots in Boston threw a scare into the city Wednesday in what turned out to be a publicity campaign for a late-night cable cartoon. Most if not all of the devices depict a character giving the finger. Boston police said Wednesday night that one person had been arrested, and authorities scheduled a news conference to provide details. Highways, bridges and a section of the Charles River were shut down and bomb squads were sent in before authorities declared the devices were harmless. "It's a hoax - and it's not funny," said Gov. Deval Patrick, who said he'll speak to the state's attorney general "about what recourse we may have." Turner Broadcasting, a division of Time Warner Inc. (TWX) and parent of Cartoon Network, said the devices were part of a promotion for the TV show "Aqua Teen Hunger Force," a surreal series abou

~~my Telemarketer Friend And Yours~~
Mujibar was trying to get a job in India. The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it you cannot qualify for this job." Mujibar said, "I am ready." The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green." Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister Manager, I am ready." The Manager said, "Go ahead." Mujibar said, "The telephone goes Green, Green, and I Pink it up, and say, ‘Yellow, this is Mujibar.'" Mujibar now works as a technician at a call center for computer problems. No doubt you have spoken to him, I know I have.

Yippeeeeee
tax time is the greatest time of the year. when they ask if i want it by direct deposit, would it be inappropriate sending a note asking them to send it in cash, small bills, so that i may roll around in it? hmm...let's see what they say!

~day And Night~
she of morning sun and blossoms she of twilight glow and enchantment omnipresent is her love whether illuminated of sun, moon or stars her radiance is pervasive and fills my own heart with a warmth compared to none and the proximate distance in which we stand whether in daylight or darkness is relative in nature to shadows standing side by side discerning one from another ~ impossible therein lies the magic between day and night of two as one...

Check Me Out!
Okay so I'm not going to care as long as you are 18. Basics Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted

2 All My Friends.........
2 my friends who r ....... SINGLE " luv is like a butterfly " the more u chase it " .. " the more it eludes u " but if u just let it fly .. it will come 2 u when u least expect it. ****** Luv can make u happy .. but often it hurts .. but luv is only special when u give it 2 some 1 who is really worth it. ****** so take u'r time & choose the best. 2 my friends who R ........ not so single .. luv isn't about becomming some body else's " perfect person " ****** it's about finding some 1 who helps u become the best person u can b. 2 my friends who r .......engaged, the true measure of compatibility is not the yrs. spent 2gether but how good u r 4 each other. 2 my friends who r ...... married, luv isn't about " it's u'r fault " but " i'm sorry " not " where are u " but " i'm right here 4 u " not " how could u " but " I understand " not " I wish u were " but " i'm thankful u r. " 2 my friends who r ..... heartbroken " heart breaks las

Bored
Ok well im bored.lol. I can't go to sleep yet and there is nothing to watch on tv.Plus i have too many movies that i dont know which one i wanna watch.The weekend is coming which is pretty cool because my in laws are heading off to Mexico for a week. Which is awesome because we can crash at their place when we want. Especially since one of my friends is moving into the basement this weekend.Man, it will be a blast to see him again.We will definately party hard next weekend.Anyone who wants can join.LOL.I don't know.blah blah blah blah

I Have Lost Something Important To Me
I LOST SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO ME THIS LAST WEEK AND I MISS IT.... I HAVE DECIDED THAT MAYBE THIS ISNT FOR ME... MAYBE I SHOULDNT BE HERE.... I AM GONNA GIVE IT A LIL MORE TIME BUT NOT MUCH... I DONT WANT TO BE BEGGED TO STAY ... I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO PRETEND THAT THEY CARE IF IM HERE.... I WANT IT TO BE SINCERE... SO ... I WILL SEE... HAVE A GREAT WEEK TO THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS

Broken Soul
So fragile and Broken with tear stained eye she smiles on the surface while the inside dies she ignores all her feelings she pushes them away. She keeps them all inside her and pretends that she is ok people never see her weak but always happy and strong so of course they cant tell when something is wrong. But theres always something wrong something killing her inside but she never wants to feel it. So all she does is hide behind that smile thats just so lost in grief.It reflects how much she hurts and how she wishes for relief from life that she doesnt want to live and from memories and regrets that she cant let herself forgive. So hiding is all she ever had and its all she will ever do and silentl she will await the day when her life is finally through until then she is fragile and broken and will see through tear stained eyes and she will just keep smilng until the day she dies........

Results Of The "strange Questions Survey"
The Strange Questions SurveyHave you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:No - Why? What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve date:25 years Ever been in a car wreck?:Yes Were you popular in high school?:No Have you ever been on a blind date?:No Are looks important?:I don't like meeting people with messy hair. Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:Yes By what age would you like to be married?:I dunno Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:Depends Have you ever made a mistake?:Yes Are you a good tipper?:I dunno, i don't tip myself. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?:8 bucks Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?:Not that i remember Have you ever peed in public?:No What song do you want played at your funeral?:Hells Bells - AC/DC Would you tell your parents if you were gay?:Dunno, that could be scarry! What would your last meal be before getting executed?:Something chine

Molly Ivins, 1944-2007
“It’s not enough for me that the Republicans lost; I’d just as soon they all had flat tires on the way home from the polls. My mama may have raised a mean child, but she raised no hypocrites.” "There are two kinds of humor. One kind that makes us chuckle about our foibles and our shared humanity -- like what Garrison Keillor does. The other kind holds people up to public contempt and ridicule -- that's what I do. Satire is traditionally the weapon of the powerless against the powerful. I only aim at the powerful. When satire is aimed at the powerless, it is not only cruel -- it's vulgar." "I believe that ignorance is the root of all evil. And that no one knows the truth." "It is possible to read the history of this country as one long struggle to extend the liberties established in our Constitution to everyone in America." "It's like, duh. Just when you thought there wasn't a dime's worth of difference between the two parties, the Republicans go and prove you're wrong."

~~what Teachers Make~~
The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?" He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: "Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach." To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?" Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...) "Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental... You want to know what I make?" (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table.) I make kids wo

Learn A Second Language. Lol
And for those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all the conflicting medical studies: 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. [spoke w/a Japanese accent] 性交しているあり私をからかうか。 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. [spoke w/a Mexican accent] Spa¿Eres que coge embromándome? 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. [spoke w/a Chinese accent] 你他妈的说笑我? 4. The Italians drink excessive amounts of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. [spoke w/a Italian accent] Siete che scopate scherzandolo? 5. The Germans drink a lot of beer and eat lots of sausage and suffer fewer heart attacks

Time To Fly
so this week i have been talking with people in washington state on buying a house easier said then done sunday i will be flying out to washington to spend a week house hunting finding that perfect pad for me to start my new life wish me luck

Luv Is Amazing
Luv is ... going 2 sleep feeling good about everything, even when so much is going wrong. Luv is ... luv'in those who luv u & 4geting those who forget you. Luv is ... taking risks. Luv is ... not being sure. Luv is ... everything u were scared of. Luv is ... a feeling u can't explain. Luv is ... never knowing what'll happen next. Luv is ... painful. Luv is ... having the courage 2 let them love u back. Luv is ... crying & smiling @ the same time. Luv is ... never looking back or forward.

It Took A Little While But...
i think i finally have a grasp on who i am. i got a letter from sean the other day. now i usually get emotional when i get a letter but this one took my breath away. this letter held every word that i needed to hear. it told me things he had never said to me before..even though we've been married for almost two years now. as i read the words he wrote i could feel every beat of my heart...& then i felt it flutter. i never realized how much i really mean to him...& i think that was what started the tears. ive written about how lonely i feel...how long my days are...but now i realize that its not as one sided as i thought. my husband is devoted to me...::aww now im crying again::...he loves me...he has trouble sleeping at night cuz im not there...he look up at the stars & asks them to shine a little brighter for me. ::damn it...im going to ruin my makeup:: he said that whenever a thought of him comes to my mind not to worry about it..its just a kiss he sent with the wind finally r

Pissed
just so ya'll know. just cuz i am happy with myself does not mean i think i am better than u... i just dont wanna deal with childish ppl and... and im sry if ur mad at me for that.... the ppl involved in this drama kno who they are...and i guess i could say im sorry but im not...i really trusted one of you...thought i could count on u for anything...the other person...yea u were cool at first but ur charm wears off... so stop thinkin that u are so damn cute...to my brother : stab me in the back again please... whatever im pissed off....only 1 person could make me happy right now...

Missing Children
Missing Girl Please look at the picture, read what her mother says, then forward this message on. Maybe if everyone passes this on, someone will see this child. That is how the girl from Stevens Point was found by circulation of her picture on tv. The internet circulates even overseas, South America, and Canada etc. Thanks Please pass this to everyone in your address book. We have a Deli manager (Acme Markets) from Philadelphia, Pa who has a 13 year old daughter who has been missing for 2 weeks. Keep the picture moving on. With luck on her side she will be found. "I am asking you all, begging you to please forward this email on to anyone and everyone you know, PLEASE. My 13 year old girl, Ashley Flores, is missing. She has been missing for now two weeks. It is still not too late. Please help us. If anyone any where knows anything, please contact me at: mailto:HelpfindAshleyFlores@yahoo.com I am including a picture of her. A

Lol
a friend asked me a minute ago for some good songs and i named off a couple, hes like why do you like them i said they remind me of the past so he asks mst of the past blows why do you want to remember, my only reply was reminds me of where past choices landed me and helps me not to repeat my mistakes, ive always been that way drown myself in music to remember. to change the way im thinking i guess my life pretty much revolves arround music

A Very Blessed Mother And Family
I have spent the last 4 days in a state of awe and disbelief. Saturday morning my 16 year old son was thrown from a vehicle traveling at 140 MPH. His friend who was in the front passengers seat was pronounced DOA. The driver was just released from ICU and arrested yesterday.(manslaughter) The reason I am in awe is that my son was ejected from the vehicle going 140 miles per hour but he walked away with no more than a banged up knee and a very minimal amount of road rash. He is a miracle.... There is no reason on this earth that he walked away with no serious injuries, no broken bones, no serious lacerations.the car was going 140 miles per hour. I can only see the hand of god wrapping him in his protective hand and setting him down gently. There is no other concievable reason for my son being here today. if you have any other insight that may help me understand and cope please write me

Can Vs Will
"Can" -- to be able to; to have the ability, power, or skill to "Will" -- am/is/are about or going to To say that we "can" or "cannot" do a thing is to say whether such a thing lies within our grasp, within our ability. It is a mere statement of fact, an observation of reality. To say that we "will" or "will not" do a thing is to state a determination to use or not use our abilities. It is the articulation of choice. "Can" implies acceptance of and submission to the reality of our lives. It underscores the limits of our power and ability. "Will" requires determination and choice regardless of the reality of our lives. It is the affirmation of our power and ability. Two small words, yet how we use them says much about who we are and how we live our lives. Those who merely "can" bow to the forces around them in abject submission; those who "will" receive the submission of those same forces.

Belief Is Irrelevant
Belief is the acceptance of a proposition without proof. It is an assertion of reality without regards to the manifestations of reality. Belief is an expression of what we wish reality to be. It has no bearing on what reality is, and does not affect what reality is. What we believe, what we wish were true, has no bearing on what is true. Belief does not alter reality. It does not change what is.

* Lessons Of The Hanged Man *
Lessons of the Hanged Man The art of surrender and letting go To release oneself and go with the flow Accepting all that is Living in the kiss of bliss Ending all struggle, Being Vulnerable and Open, Emancipation Liberation, Freedom, Manumission from all libation Giving up control and accepting free will Setting yourself free and in silence still Reversal - turning the world around Knowing and growing in change abound Change of mind, peeling away the very rind Of all which can serve to hold you in its bind Overturning old priorities, Unchain and unfasten the keys For what it means to open up thee and set you free Seeing and knowing from a new perspective Upending the old order is your elective An about face, change of pace For the human race Suspending action, Pausing, reflecting as your faction Feeling, being, seing freeing outside of time Take time to just be outside the binds of this rhyme Turning over a new leaf to just be Giving up the sense of urgenc

The Song Of Cherokee Rose
The natives of the Florida swamps, the Seminoles, were on the warpath and many lives were lost, and they retreated from their enemy, the Cherokee. One young, handsome Seminole brave was captured and taken prisoner by the Cherokees. He was a strong lad with jet black hair and black eyes, but he had been seriously wounded and was an easy target. He was condemned to die at the stake by burning until his body was consumed by fire. This was the custom of treating enemy captives in the Cherokee culture. The young man fell ill on top of being wounded. He was too sick to stand on his feet, so the execution was postponed until the young man became well. The Cherokees wanted to see a strong, healthy warrior die, not a sick one, weak as a woman. "Let him be fed until he is strong again and then we will punish him," the Chief said. And so it was decided. The young Seminole warrior was brought to a Cherokee lodge to be nursed back to health. In that home lived a Cherokee warrior and his wife

Daughter Of The Sun
The Sun lived on the other side of the sky vault, but her daughter lived in the middle of the sky, directly above the Earth. Every day as the sun was climbing along the sky arch to the west, she used to stop at her daughters house for dinner. Now, the Sun hated the people of this Earth, because they never looked straight at her without squinting. She said to her brother, the Moon, "My grandchildren are ugly, they screw up their faces whenever they see me. But the Moon said, "I like my younger brothers, I think they are handsome." This was because they always smiled pleasantly at his mild glow in the night sky. The Sun was jealous of the Moon's popularity and decided to kill the people. Every day when she got near her daughter's house, she sent down such sultry heat that fever broke out and people died by the hundreds. When everyone had lost some friend ands it seemed as if no one would be spared, the humans went for help to the little men. These men, who were friendly spirits, said

Buffalo And The Feather Spirit
What secrets do the feathers tell As they waft through the silent air Their story is one that is very old Messages that the shadow ones hold They appear before you As they appear before me While upon their flight they did fall To the earth as they touch us all When to our heart your spirit did speak That in which you taught us to be Oh Creator your breath I have seen As it burst forth into a mist From the nostrils of the buffalo in a dream A strong and great life giver he has been For all of us on this path that we do walk Our provider is behind us and stands tall In his strength and wisdom we will remain As he cares for us, we do the same Care for this feather that falls so soft It is the gentle nature of the spirit That covers the heart of the big and the small As is the buffalo, the spirit protects us all...

Boyfriend Apps
FILL THIS OUT AND EMAIL IT BACK TO ME DO NOT LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS boyfriend application Name: Age: Hair Color: Hair Length: Eye Color: Contacts/glasses/none: Height: Weight: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any other drugs?: Would u care if i did drugs?: Would u care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Would u kiss me anytime?: anywhere?: Do u like to cuddle?: how much?: Have u ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: Have you ever been used?: Have you ever used someone?: Favorites.. Current Favorite Song: ..Of all time: Color: Food: Drink: Alcoholic Drink: Cartoon: Candy: List your top 3 bands.. 1. 2. 3. Top 3 movies 1. 2. 3. What is the best thing about you? (Mentally/emotionally): Physically?: What do you think about me?: What's the best thing about me? (Mentally/emotionally): Physically?: What's ur styl

Dawn
... ... DAWN In my secret world I see, YOU are all that Love can be: Spirit inspiration … Woman love sensations … Imagination’s dream come true. These happy feelings grow with YOU, inside of me; inside of me, I see I am afraid of YOU … I am afraid to feel you, filling my life. I an afraid to love you, dreaming of wife. I am afraid to need you, more than I do. I am afraid of YOU ... Inside of me, I see … I am afraid to kiss you, As the love of my life, I am afraid to want you, As my lover and wife, I am afraid to need you, I am afraid … for then, Can I live without YOU … Again? . . . N O 0 O o o o o … ! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, August 23, 2005

Feb. 1st 2007
Well...as you can see I didn't do a blog yesterday, not sure if it was lazy or what...either way it didn't happen. It's snowing today. 19 degrees and snowing. What is it about the winter that makes people depressed? I know I get that way alot,sad to say not always in the winter time. My friend Sara from Tucson was here for a visit last Dec. she really loves the snow. We went to Milwaukee and I took her to the lake,went for a walk...she made the mistake of wanting to throw snowballs around. I'd like to think she learned her lesson and would never wanna do that again....but I'd be wrong. Even after having a huge snowball stuff down the back of her pants, knowing her....she's ready for round two. I always did love seeing that look of amazement and happiness in her face. Iv'e recently aquired a job as a DJ at a bar here in town. It's going good so far,as most of you know last weekend was "80's" night, so I played all 80's pop and new wave. The crowd was awesome and the bar was packed...

Sand And Stone
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. ~ DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: ~ TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. ~ THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH ~ THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. ~ AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: ~ "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". ~ THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" ~ THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,

Embers (poetry By Me)
In the light of the dark In the doom of the gloom Deep embittered embers glow Caught in the whirlwind of emotions Halfway to indecision The spark flickers Tossed in the myriad storm The silent cacophony shouts its purpose But no-one hears its cries Engulfed by the atmosphere Anxious fear reverberates, Echoes down the corridors of his soul Twisted torment howls its pain Sobs in the quiet storm As the embers sputters and dies.

Hey, Say Hello Again!
So.......I FINALLY got my account back up and running. I had accidentally deleted it (what a dumbass) and now I want to have my friends and family get in touch again! I'll be taking new pics now that I have gotten back on the site. MMMMMMWaHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh Sluttpuppie Girl xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

D@mmit
ever had a spurt of bad wather , only 2 find urself without sumthin? of course u have, well, at least lie and say u have so i dont feel alone as i put on my balls and drive in this mess . im out 4 tha day, my boys r home , gonna play sum power rangers.....lol / i updated sum pics ; miss me, i'll miss u !*kisses* !

Men???
Ok, I know that most of you out there at one time or another have been in love. I have never been in love till now. The man I love, I do not think feels the same for me. I think he cares yes, but love, no. I don't know if I should wait, or just move on. I love him so much and I don't want to lose him. I think I messed it up when I left him a voice mail saying you can take 5 minutes out of your day to call some one u care for. Yeah he told me this morning that we needed to tlk. I think that is bad. Ok, well any help would really be appreciated.

Taking A Step Further
Now that I'm months away from graduating from college, I need to think about taking another step further. If it was my choice, I would decided whether or not to actually move out of my parents house and find a new place, either on my own or with someone that I can trust and depend on. But who knows, I guess what I can do is figure out just what I need to do in order to make this plan fully work. Even though right now there are some bumps along my path, but I will make sure that those bumps are smooth enough for me to get over.

What A Friend Uh?
As many of U know Me, I'm a very simple guy, that always try to be positive towards life, that enjoy other ppl's happiness, I'm a person that always like to listen, think, analyze research and develop a advice for the questions that tribulates my friends, either informational or personal. Well being that I just noticed something as I was talking to my wife. I know I count with the support unconditional of my family, my wife is a great woman that motivates Me to better myself up, my daugther gives Me courage too, when I see how hard she is trying to make it throug her tough times at school, this I don't doubt at all !!! I enjoy trying to help ppl by transfering positive vibes, but who transfer those positive vibes to Me when I need them, when I'm down, when I feel the need to talk to someone other than my family maybe cuz I need some foreign advice. I just notice that I'm alone......that I have been eating all those sour moments on my own, even when lot of ppl talk to Me an

Last Attempt...
Even though the contest should have been over last night..it's still up..so I'm trying to pimp myself out for a few more votes..I'm only 40 behind to be in 2nd place! PLEASE go vote asap. http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl

My Answers
1. How many People have you been with? 21 2. Where they all of the same sex? yes 3. Do you feel that sex should be between people in committed relationships only? No 4. Sex with exes. Love it or leave it? Never a good idea 5. Doulble penetration. Love it or leave it? Depends. 6. Would you have sex with your friends ex? No 7. Do you mind if your partner watches porn without you? Not at all 8. Ever been to a sex party? If so explain. Yes I have. I was 21 and went to a swinger party. 9. Why do you think we as people lie about sex? Because the truth hurts 10. Would you have sex with someone you met on the internet? Depends.. Maybe. Not with just a random person.

Harley Davidson
Harley Davidson Well the all American Motorcycle Company has finally done it. This grand company that so many people work for and take pride in their work has had a pretty great relationship with the employees, until now. Harley Davidson has begun the cutting corners that Americans constantly see working in factories. Though Harley Davidson had another record year for profits they want to reduce their costs. They want to cut wages and benefits of their employees. Even though most of the employees that work there choose to jump through so many hoops just to get on the waiting list. That waiting list was the goal for so many people. Though once on the waiting list it was an average between 2 and 5 years to begin work for Harley Davidson. This is one of the few companies that people are willing to wait for so long to work for. The reasons so many people want to work for Harley Davidson are very clear. Harley Davidson actually pays their employees very well. No, you

Reward
A reward of - candle lit dinner - full body massage - feeding of some fruits in a bubblebath if.... - your normal - your honest, caring, loving Im sick of being hurt and lied to. Im losing sleep at night.And I cant take it anymore

Joke
* ~ Joke of the Day ~ * A boy was walking down the street when he noticed his grandpa sitting on the porch, in the rocking chair, with nothing on from the waist down. "Grandpa what are you doing?" he exclaimed. The old man looked off in the distance and did not answer him. "Grandpa, what are you doing sitting out here with nothing on below the waist?" he asked again. The old man slowly looked at him and said, "Well, last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a stiff neck. This is your Grandma's idea."

Make A Computer Desk
Here is scheme how to make a computer desk. I didn't make it yet, but a hope i will do it soon. If you make it, please post picture to me (or here on blog). Base: Woodwork: And this is how it should look (approximately): Measures can be changed if you like.

Surgery
To all my friends and fans(lol)I am having surgery tomorrow,Feb.2 on my shoulder,as if im not in enough pain already.Anyway those of you who know where I live please feel free to stop in and visit with me.Now I will have free time to figure this site out,so far it's pretty cool!I really like to know how people get all these graphics done on here.They are awesome!Anyway,I need to go and pace some more,so I will see you all later!!Nothing to eat or drink after 12a.m.so I must get my fixes in now!

4 Our Troopso
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Fundraising Kickoff
Wow... we had our fundraising kickoff this morning at breakfast... now I am going to be really busy for the next six weeks. We had a packed room for our kickoff. So far from those who were in attendance at the breakfast and the amount of pledges we have received already we have over $9,000 pledged. We have a goal of $67,000 to shoot for as our goal. There is a challenge to get it all done in six weeks. I hope to finish chapter three on Sunday (before the super bowl game of course). I am very eager to complete this ebook and put it online to see how it sells. Perhaps I will include a paragraph or two as excerpts from the first few chapters to see what the readers of this blog think of it so far.

Life And The I Look At It
I think life sucks. I live in a world where I am not wated by anyone. I live in a world whwere depression is my life. Work sucks, life sucks, no friends so that sucks, everything just sucks so fucking much. Hit me up with comments, messages, add me, fan me whatever. ok peace out

A Dream
I am chasing a dream. A dream of a love that gives me wings. A love that conquers ALL fears and sets me free. Chasing a dream; not of a Knight in Shining Armour, but a man whose very being calls to me accross this crazy world we live in. His love is calling to me to come to him. Why can't i feel you now. Have I lost my way? I cannot find you. I am so lost. Call to me and I will find you. Never stop! I am so lost without you.

Friendship
Friendship A friend is not a person Youll play golf with on Sundays, Nor are they the co-worker You carpool with on Mondays. Those you met a month ago Have no history with you, Yet you still convince yourself That their friendship will be true. Have you no understanding Of the difference, in the end, Between simple acquaintance, And the truest kind of friend? A friend has your best interests In their heart, as time goes by. You wont see their love vanish, When you dont see eye to eye. There is no competition, Between those of kindred souls. A friend would never covet What youve earned, pursuing goals. Youll be lucky if you can, On the day when your life ends; Count upon a single hand, Your sincere and faithful friends. For he is dependable, She is worthy of your trust. A devoted confidant, With a heart both fair and just. You neednt fear her counsel, Nor suspect his word a lie. Ere deceit escape their lips, A true friend would rather die.

Rough Times :(
well as it is i am going through some tough times just findin out my dad has cancer in his throat, i prob won't b on here a lot because i am havin some what of a hard time dealing with this, so i thought i wld post contest i am in ONE MORE TIME, winning is determined by comments. if ya can please show a lil love thanx in advance *wink* if i am not around much right now u know why : ( click on pic and please show some love.

The Windy City
see I'm from Chi-Town aka Chicago, where the name speaks for itself. I'm from the CHI where everybody on the move. From the windy city where we talk fast *** chopped and screwed. Where it's cutlass, caprice, chevy or regal. with them nines, tecs mossburg shotties and eagles. speaking of eagles, we the true home of McNabb. Jordan, Ludacris, Dee Brown, Da Brat, Kanye West, John Legand and even R Kelly getting people ass. And we hit up the circle, Jackson and washingtion park for fun. and we so hood, kids can't walk to school without guns. Plus we da only niggas that even *** with mild sauce on chicken eat Jew Town polishes, Remas, maxwells and Harolds chicken. even riding in funeral lines you gotta worry about slugs. The gang origiantors, NO CRYPTS OR BLOODS. Ride wit GD'S, BD'S, FOES, MOES, AND SOULS VICE LORDS, LATIN KINGS, SPANISH COBRAS AND MO' El RUKINS, MAFIAS, UNKNOWNS AND BREEDS Trust me we got the number of yo' gangs times 3. Larry Hoover, Cheif Malee, Jeff Forte, Willie Lord Al

Mothers Contest Comming!
~ I'm Holding a Mother Contest ~ Let's see who makes the Top Mother in comments. so all moms send me your pics and i'll add you to the contest. Contest will start on 2/5 thur 2/13 again mom with most comments wins! thanks maria click on the pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Internal Dissonance
This feeling of filth upon my flesh grows thicker with time. Imbeded to my soul this tainted being thirsts no more. My absence of hope drowns within the empty space that was once your home. That place I kept you closest to my heart. This life is left uninspired within a wake of despondency. My breath has ceased to amuse me. Those hands around my throat are my own as i choke the life from this worthless vessel. My suffering my demise my emptiness my salvation. They wage war battling for supremacy tearing apart what little I have left inside.

Getting Shitty With Cradle Of Flith (i Might End Up In Your Town Heh)
so tonight was... interesting... after trying to hit up dave as I've been talking to him for the past few months again I go to the cradle show in CLE for the night... supposing to text/call him I get no answer but go anyway and get in... so i just get a ticket and roll in... getting ready to piss in his email box when I get home... the show was reallllly good... however seeing that cradle had plants all along their stage set, led me to believe that some death metal gardener would come out and water their shit and help it grow... or maybe that the tour was sponsored by miracle-gro... (dave mentioned later that all of their props have not yet shown up so it will make sense in future shows heh)...anyway, 3 inches of blood is amazing (well everyone else i was with hated it, but I was all about it), but then again I like metal/core guitars and hair metal vocals... so it worked for me :p69 eyes wasn't 100% in my scene but after meeting the guys I was actually more into hearing their stuff ag

Watch My Video On Youtube..new Video Blogs From Marc..
hey everyone. i need more hits on the youtube page to get attention. we've received some honors in the past week in the news and journalism categories...we need many more views to be noticed. it's hard to compete with dudes jumping into piles of poo, i know, but let's do this! help me get this message to the media. rate the video, comment and join the page. did it already? do it again!! thx so much!

Emily Dickenson On Love, Passion, And Sex
We look back over the centuries, and think, we today have a handle and such a deeper understanding on all issues of Passion, Sex, and Love but those of us who have a passion for words and literature discover early on that writers through time have all written on issues that still plague our minds hearts and souls. so here I have decided to share a few of my favorites that have stired my mind to remember or have helped me forget,touched me deep within. A) Wild nights! Wild nights! Were I with thee, Wild nights should be Our luxery! Furtile the winds To a heart in port,-- Done with the compass, Done with the chart. Rowing in Eden! Ah! the sea! Might I but moor To-night in thee! B) The moon is distant from the sea, And yet with amber hands She leads him, docile as a boy, Along appointted sands.

Spade..
The beauty spot was borrowed and Now my sweet knife rusts tomorrow. I'm a confession that is waiting to be heard. Burn your empty rain down on me Whisper your deathbeat so softly We bend our knees At the altar of my ego You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins All my lilies' mouths are open Like they're begging for dope And hoping Their bitter petal chant, "We can kick, you won't be back." I'm a diamond that is tired Of all the faces I've acquired We must secure the shadow Ere the substance fades You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins And we said 'til we die And we said 'til we die

Sad Isn't It
I know it will never be and that it will never work. I know it will never happen and that it will never change. I know the world will never change and neither will people. I know I will never give up or stop trying. I know it is pointless to fight it and to go on. I know it will never work at all or be at all. But thats just me.

It's My Birthday, Go Shawty, Go Shawty....lol...
Since it's my birthday, I figured I'd enter into the "Nicest EYES Contest"....so show me some love, click on my pic & do your thing, lol...after all, it is my birthday *wink*...comment bombing is allowed...(or at least show me some LUV on my page, lol)....*hugz*....arrivederci...

Clean Joke (courtesy Of Gemini)
It's hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or 2 in it, but here is one. Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch? The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says,Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch? The Woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in." Wipe that smile off your face.

Sexuality
I have received a couple of inquiries about my sexuality from some of the ladies out there wanting to know if I like other women sexually. I have never answered that question in an open forum such as this one. But today I hereby confess that I am bisexual. Wow what a relief that was.So if you are bisexual, lesbian or just curious go-ahead and add me.also I'm going to start a new group on Google for bisexual women as I can't find any other ones on the Internet. So come on by ladies it's time to come out of the closet

Ben's Head: Happiness/the Battleplan (in Many Voices)
Originally Published, 12/4/06 Me At Age 10: God is great. God is good. Let us thank him for this food. Myself: I didn't really think the mo' was workin' for me. Mike Myers: I feel as giddy as a schoolgirl. Myself: Yeah I feel like I'm glowin' or somethin'. Abraham Lincoln: Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be. Myself: I think I should tattoo that backwards on my forehead to see in the mirror every morning. Maybe it would sink in a little bit more. James Oppenheim: The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance, the wise grows it under his feet. Myself: Did I read that on a fortune cookie? Ha. Actually I love that, though. Truth is so rare in this world but when it comes to happiness, that is so spot on. This all started, maybe in the last couple months. First, Jamie's birthday party. Then, some old friends found me on myspace and invited me to dinner. I privately made alot of fun of it, but when I actually went through with the thi

Keeping Your Sanity!
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds Al

Man Bashing?...i Don't Think This About Guys, Just Funny!
Bashing Men Jokes Why do doctors slap babies' butts right after they're born? To knock the penises off the smart ones. What is that insensitive bit at the base of the penis called? The man. Why is psychoanalysis quicker for men than for women? When it's time to go back to childhood, he's already there. What do you call a handcuffed man? Trustworthy. What do a clitoris, an anniversary, and a toilet have in common? Men always miss them. Why are men like commercials? You can't believe a word they say. Why are men like popcorn? They satisfy you, but only for a little while. Why are men like blenders? You need one, but you're not quite sure why. Why do so many women fake orgasm? Because so many men fake foreplay. Why are women so bad at mathematics? Because men keep telling them that this (make gap with thumb and forefinger) is 9 inches. What's the difference between a bar and a clitoris? Most men have no trouble finding a bar

I Am Meth
I am "Meth" Category: MySpace My name is "Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart take your children, and thats where i start I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow i bring is a sight to behold If you need me, remember i'm easily found I live all around you- in schools and in town I live with the rich, I live with the poor I live down the street, and maybe next door I'm made in a lab, but not like you think I can be made under the kitchen sink In your childs closet, and even in the woods If this scares you to death, well it certainly should i have many names, but theres one you know best Im sure you've heard of me, my names crystal meth My power is awesome; try me you'll see But if you do, you may never break free Just try me once and i might let you go but try me twice and i'll own your soul When i possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie you do what you have to- just to get high Th

Words Of Wisdom
EXTRAORDINARY PEOPLE ARE MOST OFTEN JUST ORDINARY PEOPLE WITH EXTRAORDINARY DETERMINATION!!!!!!!! MANY IMPORTANT BATTLES IN LIFE MUST BE FOUGHT OVER AND OVER TO BE WON. REMEMBER--- A PESSIMIST IS SOMEONE WHO COMPLAINS ABOUT THE NOISE WHEN OPPORTUNITY KNOCKS!!! YOUR LIFE IS NOW.... LOVE LIVIN IT.... SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

English Joke
The Englishman's wife steps up to the tee and, as she bends over to place her ball, a gust of wind blows her skirt up and reveals her lack of underwear. "Good God, woman! Why aren't you wearing any knickers?" her husband demanded. "Well, you don't give me enough housekeeping money to afford any." The Englishman immediately reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's £30. Go and buy yourself some underwear." Next, the Irishman's wife bends over to set her ball on the tee. Her skirt also blows up to show that she is wearing no undies. "Blessed Virgin Mary, woman! You've no knickers. Why not?" She replies, "I can't afford any on the money you give me." He reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's £20. Go and buy yourself some underwear!" Lastly, the Scotsman's wife bends over. The wind also takes her skirt over her head to reveal that she, t! oo, is naked under it. "Sweet mudder of Jesus, Aggie! Where the frig are yer drawers?" She too expla

Ever Feel Like Packing Your Shit And Going
Hey Cherries! Mr Kangaroo and I still touring around Cherryville where we came across the worlds larget dildo...pretty impressive huh ladies! Anyways...My rant for the day is more of a thought. Ever just wanted to pack your shit and just move, just get the hell out of wherever you are? Packing is optional by the way. This is what winter does to me. I need to get to where it is warm so I dont have these stupid ass thoughts. Still though, just been wondering if I am where I want to be. I know everyone has that question. I am just sharing. OK...I am going to go back and see if I can see just what girl can sink this deep...place some bets, I see a couple walking this way Mr Kagaroo! Later

21 Reasons A Cucumber Is Better (thanks Alisa)
1) A cucumber won't tell you that size doesn't matter. 2) A cucumber won't need to be sucked off. 3) A cucumber won't care what time of the month it is. 4) A cucumber won't lie to you about having a vasectomy. 5) A cucumber won't want to come on your face. 6) A cucumber won't fall asleep too soon. 7) A cucumber won't fall asleep on your chest or drool on the pillow. 8) A cucumber won't make you sleep on the wet spot. 9) You won't find out that a cucumber is: married, on penicillin, or trying to screw your sister. 10) A cucumber won't grab cash from your purse while you're asleep. 11) A cucumber won't come home late, stinking of beer. 12) A cucumber won't run off with a cheerleader or an ex-nun. 13) All cucumbers are fresh and juicy. 14) You can keep as many cucumbers as you want. 15) Your mother won't flip out finding a cucumber in your house. 16) Cucumbers don't jam the freezer with food you don't like. 17) Cucumbers don't stay up until 4 and then deman

Long Over Due......
Please stop what you are doing and take 5 minutes or more and drop all the comments you can here.... or Helps somany people out every day with her hit list.... now it's our turn to pay her back for what she has done for us! Thanks.... Please Repost!

Unseen
Tied together with a smile, Plastered down with a mask Sewn together but still vile Still deceiving with your laugh Broken up, but still walking, Never leaving, although lost Always seeing, barely talking Unnoticed soul. Of course.

Chi Town The Windy City
see I'm from Chi-Town aka Chicago, where the name speaks for itself. I'm from the CHI where everybody on the move. From the windy city where we talk fast *** chopped and screwed. Where it's cutlass, caprice, chevy or regal. with them nines, tecs mossburg shotties and eagles. speaking of eagles, we the true home of McNabb. Jordan, Ludacris, Dee Brown, Da Brat, Kanye West, John Legand and even R Kelly getting people ass. And we hit up the circle, Jackson and washingtion park for fun. and we so hood, kids can't walk to school without guns. Plus we da only niggas that even *** with mild sauce on chicken eat Jew Town polishes, Remas, maxwells and Harolds chicken. even riding in funeral lines you gotta worry about slugs. The gang origiantors, NO CRYPTS OR BLOODS. Ride wit GD'S, BD'S, FOES, MOES, AND SOULS VICE LORDS, LATIN KINGS, SPANISH COBRAS AND MO' El RUKINS, MAFIAS, UNKNOWNS AND BREEDS Trust me we got the number of yo' gangs times 3. Larry Hoover, Cheif Malee, Jeff Forte, Willie Lord Al

Lets Try This One More Time.. Lol
Hey Friends and Fans and Family..I'm Sorry For bugging you.. But If it don't work this time.. im counting myself out..lol I'm in a Contest done by my friend who's kick Ass!! 'LatinoHeat//Sincity Enforcer' Check him out!! He's doing a contest for the girls that he's made CherryTap Magazine covers for. WHich i'm in one.. So I need your help to Win a Blast.. It would be Awesome!! Copy the Link and paste ... Vote and Comment Please.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=100347&albumid=210317&i=581431096# Lot of Love SexySherry xoxoxo

Poem By Native
A gift for my brother. To my brother who I treasure and love To me you’re a gift from up above My guitar god who Is like gold Memories of you I will cherish and hold. For you I give my strength and love to hold near Although were miles apart, have no fear. Take my strength and love I give to you from my heart You were there for me from the very start. I would trade with you so you will not have pain or sorrow Always remember, there is a better tomorrow. You were always my hero, my big bro. You always protected me, for this I know. . I am sad and hurt for you to leave Don’t go away to soon have faith, believe. . Always remember to cherish each day and night Always with every breath you take, fight My heart is broke to see you this way Everyday for you I will always pray. To my brother who I treasure and love To me you’re a gift from up above By native Dec. 2006 .

In Memory Of My Angel Elizabeth
I posted a video in memory of my daughter so please if you view please don't say anything about her in my comments if you have something bad to say I don't even wanna hear it and if you do have anything bad to say about it you can remove yourself from my list because I don't need people to be my friends if they wanna be hurtful and disrectful..... Thanks Again For Those That Have Sent Me Messages On The Video... Just Wanted People To Know!

The Meaning Of "uber"
The word über comes from the German language. It is a cognate of both Latin super and Greek ύπερ (hyper), as well as English over (as in "overkill"). During the late 1990s, über also became a synonym for super; e.g. übercool = supercool, generally with a slightly intensified meaning. Über is commonly written as uber in English, though with slightly different meaning. The normal transliteration for the 'ü'-Umlaut when changing from German would be ue, not just 'u'; however, it could be argued that the American English use of the word uber is a new word distinct from ueber. This is because English is defined by common use of words, which dictionaries and academia record, not the reverse. The use of 'ü', 'u', and 'ue' in the word is an emerging trend in common usage with no clear consensus. Uses in German In German, über is used as a prefix as well as a separate word. In the latter case, it may be a preposition or an adverb depending on context. Eg. über etwas spr

What's Your Sex Sign
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Bunch Of Nothing
Yeah, so I really don't have anything to say, but I figured I havent written a blog in ages so why not right? Hmm...lets see...I'm still working 2 jobs, my fishy Thor's tank is dirty and needs to be cleaned and I'm blowing up like a balloon again which I am NOT happy about. The only awesome thing I have to look forward to is I'm going to see Saliva/Crossfade on March 3 at Croc Rock and we even got an awesome hotel room like 4 blocks away! It has an indoor pool!!! Valentine's day is comming up which I can't decide if I even care or not. I know I'm not getting anything so it's like who cares. If I'm lucky, my Dad will send me flowers to work, but as for RJ I know it will be just like any other day.... I have to say that's the one thing I miss about Steven: He spoiled me to no end, but I said (and I guess still say) money can't make you happy. It does however piss me off sometimes how he can't even buy me a beer because he owes his mother all this money so even though he mak

Enough
Enough of the torment.........enough of the pain. When is enough going to be enough for my ex so she can stop @#$% with me and my relationship with my girls? I let her move my girls to FL, the ultimate sacrifice yet she exploits my sacrifice every chance she gets. "You can have more time with the girls, but they can't leave the state" "Your youngest is to young to spend that much time away from me". My girls love the time they have away from the stress that drove me out the door. They love spending time with me. Now I am having to deal with my ex fighting me on my summer visitation schedule. She agreed to what I am excerising this summer when we got divorced. But now she doesn't like it, thinks it is to long and will force me to go to court to excerise my rights. It is so frustrating having to fight for the right to see my children. All I want is my time with them. She expects the world from me yet gives me @#$% in return. I spend almost every last dime I have to

American Tourist Lol
An American tourist was visiting a small village in Ireland when there was a sudden gust of wind which blew his hat off into the middle of a nearby pond. Walking over to the village idiot who was sitting beside the pond, the tourist asked, "Say, son, how deep is this pond?" "Oh, only a few inches," replied the idiot. After taking his shoes off and rolling his trousers up over his knees, the tourist stepped into the pond to retrieve his hat, and within a few seconds was completely submerged in the water. Swimming out to the middle of the pond, he finally reached his hat and then struggled back to edge. Climbing out, he turned to the village idiot and screamed, "Hey you, I thought you said that pond was only a few inches deep!" "Well," shrugged the idiot, "the water only comes half way up that duck over there." HAA! HAA!

Birds And The Bees
A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in. “Mother, where do babies come from?” The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.” The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues, “That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.” The child seems to comprehend. “Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?” “Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.”

Good Looks
Thought For The Day "Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!" / / / Don't be flattered, this message was sent to ME!! I just wanted YOU to read it,, AAAAhahahahhaaahahahaaa LMAO!!

Will You Be My Valentine
Let's see who wants to be your valentine this year. Repost this with the title, "Will you be my Valentine?" and see how many answers you get back. This is really fun because you'll actually find out who wants to be you Valentine. 1-Hell No! 2-Um Eww! 3-I don't think so. 4-No 5-Maybe 6-Yes 7-Of course 8-Hell Yeah!!

A Poetic Rant Of Theories
I am going to embark on a journey of working harder than I ever have before. I can rest when I get what I want. I am curious to see what true "bunr out" is. Then when I fall someone can scoop me up with a shovel and wheel me away. At least I will know that my goals were met and I have recieved my "perfect: achievements. Life would suck something fierce if two people were in front of each other and had nothing in common. I mean they could learn and share different attributes and characteristics from one another....Maybe even talents and values. But if there is no gorund for relation it more than likely would go no where. Only because the whole time would be spent leanring and gaining knowledge. There would be no chance to sit back and enjoy the similairties. Besides black and white never play together harmoniously. For example u never see the sun and the moon together in one place. The sun is hot and would burn the moon makin it another sun therefore transforming the moons natural fe

How To Clean Your Toilet
How To Clean Your Toilet 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate! and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean.

Well.... I'm Outta Here For Now
I am out of here for now... I have to take my little girl to ballet practice.... I guess I will have to get on here later and try and fix the problem. Until then, know that my poems are not showing up correctly! XXXOOO~me

How Much Your Loved♥
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Friends like you! I LOVE YOU! Send to 7 people you love dearly whether it's friendship love or real love. If you get 5 back your spoiled! revised by: - Get Your Own

Wind Chimes
Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in on the wind And the pull to the west is very real For it is in my soul and I know how I feel And that this time the change is forever to last I don’t know when but it will come on fast For I can never fight what is meant to be I have tried and lived only to see Fate have it’s way and the course is true Fear not the change for it keeps life new And now the wind blows me on to another life Free of the pain and hards

Words
Torn shreds and glass shards strewn Material passes into trash and ruin No thing of what was to ever remain Not even the touch of evils stain Never to prevail and live on in deed Wasted effort in the name of need Legacy of torment and futile taint All behold the patron mediocre saint One who postulates for lack of love One desiring that touch from above One who feels too much pain and doom One who has let his passions consume One who lost all in battles of hate One who lost much now does wait For the time that comes where one redeems The lost and torn shattered hopes and dreams For longing and fulfillment fed the fire That left only ashes in the heat of desire Till all that was left was a soul ,body and mind Eyes now open and no longer blind To what this world does truly hold dear Only the loves that we know while we’re here For no other legacy will we ever leave Than those who will miss us and truly grieve The loss of seeing us and our smile, our embrace Th

To All My Friends In High And Low Places
From now on when you leave a comment you and all my call me Kate or MOMMA DUKE. Just for thoese who do not knoe it by now i am not and i mean NOT a very good speller.But i try. And for others thay know what i am takling about. So thanks to them w h o do not make fun of me.I love people and just want to make friends. Life is way to short to going around rateing me on my spelling.So get a life !!!!!

Zztop's History
ZZ Top, affectionately known by their fans as "That little ol' band from Texas", is an American blues rock band formed in 1970 in Houston, Texas. The group members are Billy Gibbons (guitar and vocals), Dusty Hill (bass guitar and vocals), and Frank Beard (drums). They hold the distinction of being one of the few rock combos still comprising its original members after more than 35 years, along with the same manager/producer, Bill Ham. They reached the peak of their commercial success in the 1970s and 1980s, scoring many hit songs during that era; but they remain together today and are still touring and releasing albums. ZZ Top was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame on March 15, 2004. Summarizing their music, Cub Koda wrote, "As genuine roots musicians, they have few peers; Gibbons is one of America's finest blues guitarists working in the arena rock idiom ... while Hill and Beard provide the ultimate rhythm section support."[1] Their song lyrics often

Good Friends Or What Lol
Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the director of Nursing became aware of Edna's heroic act, she considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient! I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in his bathroom with the belt to his robe right after you saved him. I am sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?"

Since I've Been Gone
I see that all the top rated photos aren't the delicious, SEXY ones anymore. They are SALUTE PHOTOS, PLEASE, aren't we all adults here???? My profile photo got flagged today by the bouncers. I'm PISSED! Anyone else?????

So I Hurt Myself
ok, so today was my day off.. and i got a phone call. my cell phone was upstairs, so i went up to get it. As im walking down stairs talking on the phone, i slip and fall down the stairs. I hit pretty hard. Pretty much flopped around on the floor like a fish out of water with pain surging through my body. After about half an hour of laying there, and my wife there by my side, i was able to muscle the pain enough to get up. I layed on the couch for an hour, but the pain just seemed to be getting worse. So i went to urgent care. They did some Xrays on me. Come to find out nothing is broken. But i do have a severe bruising on the lower back, especially on the left side over the kidney area. The radiologist will be there tomorrow to examine my xrays some more, and let me know if he finds anything else. So now for a couple days, i have to pretty much lay down, and/or keep ice on it. No heavy lifting, or driving because of my prescriptions. So bleh, that means more time off from work. thi

Thinking Of The Past!
When i look at you, all the I can see, are the decisions i had made quite suddenly, When I look at you, All that I know, Is the boy i grew up with the boy i used to know, Sometimes I wish things had stayed the same, so that the dream i once had would not have gone away, Sometimes I think that if I had not called, you would still be my fairytale and best friend overall, If only I had known how my life would change I would go back to that day when I gave it all away.

A Mother Is Special
A mother is special. She's as soft and graceful as a butterfly, yet as strong and courageous as a grizzly bear. Her heart is large enough to hold everyone's pain and joy. Her hands are always gentle and soothing. Her arms are always warm and tender. She works hard to make a home feel like home, and she strives to make life pleasant and comfortable for those she loves. She never fails to go that extra mile to make the holidays happy and memorable. Her job is the most difficult and demanding ever known to any human being, yet she's fully dedicated to the task. She's always there for her family, guiding them and keeping them safe from harm.

People I Hate.....
I hate: -when people have to be 2 faced....... ya know those ppl who ask you if they can have things as a friend and then tell other ppl stupid shit thats not even close to true. -co workers who dont go out of their way to help anyone.... dont care about anything and think they know you enough to diss you to your best friend or any of your friends at all because they think they are better than everyone. quit with the drama already.... your just making things harder for yourself. - Friends who wont talk to their child hood friends because they are not good enough. hello we were though ones there through thick and thin who let you cry on our shoulders and invited you to sleepovers when you weren't good enough to go to your new "friends" houses. -self Contained people who think "THEY ARE THE SHIT"---- heres a clue... your not so get over yourself! -The ppl who say they are your friends then dont write or call for months at a time. Enough said! -People who think losing a

What Is My Life Philosophy
You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life. “Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.” “It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.” --Jean-Paul Sartre “It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.” --Blaise Pascal More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...Existentialism95%Divine Command80%Utilitarianism75%Justice (Fairness)70%Hedonism60%Kantianism60%Strong Egoism55%Apathy10%Nihilism0%What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)created with

Cu Study: Shampoo Makes Boys Grow Breasts
CU Study: Shampoo Makes Boys Grow Breasts Lavender, Tea Tree Oil May Affect Boys' Hormones BOSTON -- Lavender and tea tree oils found in some shampoos, soaps and lotions can temporarily leave boys with enlarged breasts in rare cases, apparently by disrupting their hormonal balance, a preliminary study suggests. While advising parents to consider the possible risk, several hormone experts emphasized that the problem appears to happen infrequently and clears up when the oils are no longer used. None of those interviewed called for a ban on sales. The study reported on the condition, gynecomastia, in three boys ages 4, 7 and 10. They all went back to normal when they stopped using skin lotions, hair gel, shampoo or soap with the natural oils. Click here to find out more! It's unclear how often this problem might crop up in other young children. These plant oils, sometimes called "essential oils," are added to many health-care products, usually for their scent. The oils ar

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
For 28 years all i have done is try to make people happy make them laugh make new friends then you have those people who accuse you of cheating because your talking to them whats the difference talking to them online or in a bar or at work if you talk to a girl at work are you cheating for 28 years i have been putting up with too much shit and im sick of it if i have offended anybody on here im sorry if anybody on here thinks im here for sex im sorry i like to meet people and chat i like girls girls are easier ot get along with if you have any problems with what i have said on here you can message me or just delte me thanks dutch

Sanctity Of A Vampire
On this dark stormy night, My mind is full of thoughts. My vampiric fangs Are as sharp as talons On this dark stormy night, I hunt my prey, My lustful thoughts, My demonic desire. On this dark stormy night, My fangs sink deep into the skin Of my hunted prey, Their blood running down my chin. On this dark stormy night, This fateful kiss of death, Planted upon my prey, Finally kills my victim.

The Train Ride
Calleigh has longish brown hair, laughing green eyes and curves in the right places. She definitely gets attention. She gets noticed by men and women. When she walks down the street she is greeted with smiles, hellos, and male appreciation. She has come to be quite used to it; almost to take it as her due. For a while she had been riding the train commuting from her suburb into the city. For the last month or so she noticed an attractive young man riding on the train for approximately the same stretch that she rides. He is always on before she gets on, and at the end of the day she often catches him riding back on the same train line home. He never notices her. He is a younger man, about 26 years old. He is always dressed with his suit jacket over one arm and adorably old fashioned suspenders on his crisp white shirts. His reddish blonde hair is smoothed back away from his face and neatly cut. Sharp blue eyes peek out behind stylish round glasses. He looks studious; the type o

Biggest Ct Kiss Ass
This is my last contest. So its a big one! This contest is for the Biggest CT Kiss Ass. Are you the ultimate CT suck up? Do you kiss everyones ass to get what you want? Then this is your contest! See how many people you can suck up to for votes!The winner with the most comments gets a 7 day blast. You can vote for yourself. PLEASE DO NOT ENTER IF YOU ARE NOT GONNA TRY TO WIN!!! My last contest guys were upset cuz others had so many votes! This is open to everyone. Contest will be a comments one. Msg me if you want in and link me to a pic! ♥Immortal♥ Love♥@ CherryTAP

?? The Year 1906 ??
Show this to your children and grandchildren ?? THE YEAR 1906?? This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1906. One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statisti cs for the Year 1906 : ************************************ The average life expectancy was 47 y ears. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. . There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles Of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower ! The average wage was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year, A dentist $2,500 per year, a veterinarian between $1,500 and $4,000 per year, and a mechanical engineer about $5,000 per year. More than 95 percent of all births took place at HOME . Ninety percent

Love And War
They say All's fair in love and war Love conquers all Seems like war conquers more One's an emotion The other's more like a game Both can bring happiness Both can bring pain Both tear people apart Both bring people together They've always been here And they'll be here forever

Come On Baby
Blah blah blah blah What to write what to write How about that I wish I was kissing you tonight Rolling around beneath the sheets Our tongues and bodies intertwined Come on over here baby And get tangled in me tonight Not sure where your body ends And where mine begins Blended together creating Just one skin Tickles and taunts Laughs and wiggles A million and one kisses Whispers that make us giggle Come on baby Let’s wrestle We can chase each other Around the room And roll across the bed Tumbling to the floor U can pin me Then I’ll pin you Breathless and sweaty Heat in our eyes Fire from my fingertips Fire from your thighs Come on baby ravage me And I’ll ravage you tonight Until we’re both exhausted Falling asleep intertwined Come on over here baby And let me leave u speechless I promise I can show you That real love exists

*nasty Grrl!!! Thanks Lesa*
You scored as Complete Filth. You are flithy! You see sublimal messages everywhere... and you're always willing for some *ahem* fun. You can get "creative" with it too. You need serious counseling. Click Here, cus you need helpComplete Filth80%Not so clean70%Pedofile10%Pure and Innocent10%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

Ladies (and Gents) Please Check This Out
Black Canary (Alison Angel) jumped into the foray of "owning" a lounge here....I co-own it with her.... http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5351 Please feel free to come by and say hi....It is for women primarily.... Men can come in and chat and what have you but I would prefer that you didnt add yourselves as members.... The rules posted and its still a work in progress so bear with BC and I....We are trying to whip her into shape... Thanks... Alison and Jenna

George Carlin Has A Two Fold Answer Again
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.

Smart Kid
A young boy went up to his father and said, "Dad, the teacher gave us an assignment to determine the difference between potentially and realistically. Can you help me?" The father thought for a moment, then answered. "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that." So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my God! I LOVE Brad Pitt I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?!?!?!" The boy then went to his brother an

Needing Time For Me
I am doing so much to forget about love, that I seldom do something for me..I am in school online now. Taking classes for a Bachelors degree in Education is hard work.. I am up most nights doing homework/classwork, and when the kids go to school in the day, that is when I sleep.. I miss pampering myself at the spa, or going to the gym and working out a little bit..Need to make time for me, because that is what keeps me going and not be too stressful..I am doing some PSP8 stuff by making tags & find that cool as well as learning so many things to make my tags better.. Anyway, the bottom line is this year, I need to concentrate on me for a change..I do so much for my kids(and love that), but forget about me..so tonites the night I make a vow to take care of myself for 2007..

45 Reasons To Reenlist
1. Yesterday sucked, today sucked, tomorrow is going to suck, and this seems to be a pretty solid forecast for the rest of my enlistment. 2. Spending 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year training for something that there is a 99.9% chance that we will never do. 3. WWWDWOA? (what would we do without acronyms?) 4. Taking simple daily tasks and breaking them down into nuclear physics before doing them. 5. Having to attend a brief prior to carrying out any task more complicated than picking my nose. 6. Being a personal servant (that's basically all I am) to any one of the 300 thousand people in the military who out-rank me. 7. Being an adult and having somebody inspect me everyday to make sure I put my clothes on properly, and put my shoes on the right feet. 8. Having to wear a "cover," or hat, every time I want to go outside. 9. I love cleaning the same places over and over and over until either the paint comes off or my hands are bleeding. 10. Without the mili

Songs Of Life
"Welcome to the Black Parade" seems so fitting to my life right now. Isn't it lovely how songs always seem to fit any problem or situation you're in. Wonder if my life would make a good song? Actually, everyone's life is probably complex, we should all have our own album. It would be very interesting. Especially if you could check people out by looking at their song list. You could learn a lot that way, figure out people's bad habits, intrests, goals. Take one look at a person, see that all their songs are country and walk away. I'd prefer someone with a variety of genres. Some cool mellow ones, a few hard rock, one or two showtunes, some techno (for craziness :), and at least one classical peice because then I at least know their intelligent and able to enjoy good music. Oh, must have some punk to, can't forget that, and an international song wouldn't hurt, then I'd know they liked culture. But, of course, couldn't be with someone who had all the same songs as me, one or tw

Am I Freaking Nuts?
So, When I click on my CherryTap icon and the site comes up, it tells me that the site is down for a few hours for server upgrade. This has been since 6 am my time that i have been trying. So now I can get on here through a google link that sent me to Babyj's blog and signed me in and everything. I am so fucking confused and going through CT withdrawl BIG TIME!!!! Am I here or am i not?? Helllp!

What Every Kiss Mean
What Every Kiss Means Body: ¢¾Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready ¢¾Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever ¢¾Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ¢¾Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute ¢¾Kiss on the Hand = I adore you ¢¾Kiss on the Neck = We belong together ¢¾Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you ¢¾Kiss on the Lips = I love you What the gesture means... ¢¾Holding Hands = We definitely like each other ¢¾Slap on the butt = That's mine ¢¾Holding on tight = I don't want to let go ¢¾Looking into each other's Eyes = I just plain love you ¢¾Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me ¢¾Arms around the Waist = I love you too much to let go ¢¾Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you ***Advice*** *Dont ask for a kiss, take one.* **If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.** *****If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now and can't get them out of y

The Amazement
Lone wolf of the crystal forest your spirit ever abides. Throughout the centuries you've protected the ancients with pride. Ever guiding them through the perils of this sacred paradise. On crisp cool nights when the moon is full, you howl in pure delight. In celebration of tranquil skies that twinkle in the night. Tales of you are legendary. Whispered to little children as they sleep. Your silhouette has captivated the natives with mystique. In amazement they witness the glory of your presence. To which they all praised you with divine reverence. Reflecting on precious moments while wandering in the mist. As danger struck quite sudden and placed them at great risk. To which your omniscient spirit appeared without delay. Delivering them from injury and kept evilness at bay.

My Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Flights Of Love
In a world of magic and mystery, There is love, like connective Tissue; a link between Heaven and Hell's gateway, Liquid nectar I would gladly drink, To my happiness. My only regret would be That, when it arrives it Becomes unexplainable and Therefore, more lovely To my eyes. For love has no words to speak. You may admire its beauty, Sing in reverence to its frailty with Voice raised in exultation. These three insouciant references are Oft inclined to meet for When in love, they are our retreat, A kindred in shape and form, Just as love and hate are inexplicably drawn Together, for the bands of love and Its eternal ring will ever show us Both sides. The power of motion draws love To us, irresistably and what more Could a man and a woman do but Fall, deeply to its incantation. Of tall timber and sturdy oak Can stand the test of time, Side by side they will grow, Yet they barely touch until, The deeper you would gaze beneath The soil, you would fi

Blah...blah...blah..
Blah blah blah blah What to write what to write How about that I wish I was kissing you tonight Rolling around beneath the sheets Our tongues and bodies intertwined Come on over here baby And get tangled in me tonight Not sure where your body ends And where mine begins Blended together creating Just one skin Tickles and taunts Laughs and wiggles A million and one kisses Whispers that make us giggle Come on baby Let’s wrestle We can chase each other Around the room And roll across the bed Tumbling to the floor U can pin me Then I’ll pin you Breathless and sweaty Heat in our eyes Fire from my fingertips Fire from your thighs Come on baby ravage me And I’ll ravage you tonight Until we’re both exhausted Falling asleep intertwined Come on over here baby And let me leave u speechless I promise I can show you That real love exists

My Friend
Tears Of Blood Streen My friend, As I look apone the pain she has given you, My Dear Dear Friend, Don't Worrie My Sweet Sweet Friend, Just rest your eys and go to sleep, And dream, dreams of your Pure Sweet Loveing Heart, I will have your Revenge, And a sweet one at that, This fighter Never lays Dow Her Hands, I just get stronger with every punch, So just rest your eyes my dear sweet friend as I kiss your 4 head and leave you be, I will find her, and soon she will feel the same pain she has given you.... ......A stab to the hear By Me AkA Grace

Staz Johnson
I love this site sometimes for the people who you stumble across, today I had the pleasure of getting acquainted with Staz Johnson, he is a comic book artist, he has worked for Marvel and DC comics on all the greats. Please check out his website for more fantastic stuff Staz Johnson and check out Staz Johnson's myspace page below are some of his work on 2000AD anyway here is a link to his profile Staz@ CherryTAP

To My Mother
Dear Mom, You said you'd always be there But you're nowhere to be found I can't believe you left me I feel so low beneath the ground There's nothing I can do now I trusted you with all my heart But now you're gone You're the one who tore my life apart I've learned not to trust There's nothing more to say You've lost someone special You can't get back each day Now you're the one left in the dark And all of a sudden you feel my pain You expect me to take you back But you still feel you're not to blame I could never forgive you Even if I tried You can never make up For the lonely nights I've cried You will never know the feeling Of losing the person you need the most To laugh and cry and love you Instead of making you feel like a ghost I've moved on with my life Without you by my side My pain has kept so long I'm telling you how I feel inside In a way I want to thank you Because of you I'm strong I just wanted you to know I d

Hmmm
So I have been on this site now for a couple of months and I still don't really know what to make of it. I guess it is really like any other "chat" group I would say. People fight, they make cliques, lmao and they definetely find it hard to let a newbie in. Luckily when I came here I brought some old friends with me that I made on yahoo....smiles at my buds...Gin, Boo, Girl, Teve, Funny, and my loving Sister Mandi but her name on here is Sun Turtle. Not to mention my momma joined in on the fun. I have to say that I love to laugh and lately I haven't had much of that on this darn old puter. I dunno what it is. Oh well. Anyway if anyone reads this and you want to make me laugh I would really apprieciate it...lol...so until then I guess I am going to lurk the mumms again and see if I can try and make friends in there although that is pretty hard..wink..Peace Janis aka Summertimegal

Ever Feel....
ever feel like you are being so overwhelmed with things? ever feel like you are being consumed by the things in your life? i feel like i can't breathe at time,like it is slowly draining my body of it's life. like no matter what i do i just can't escape from everything. i guess in time things will get back to normal i suppose. all i want is just one breath, just one. that's all i ask.

Valentine Application
"Be My Valentine Application Body: This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked you out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5:

Hey Friends
Another day has passed and just wanted to say hey to all of my friends on here... and man do i need to get drunk haha its been awhile and i am looking forward to the next time it happens anyone wanna join me?...talk to you later

Tantric Massage
The Tantric massage will make you feel as if you are in a trance, where physical boundaries dissolve, time disappears, worries and problems no longer seem important, or are forgotten altogether. We will begin by having you recline on your back with pillows under your head and a towel covered pillow supporting your hips. Your legs will be slightly apart, your knees just a little bent. Your abdomen, thighs, feet, toes, chest, nipples and fingers are then gently massaged with warm aromatic oil. Nothing will escape attention. Your energy flow is stimulated and senses awakened as your body's sensitivity increases. According to Tantric ideals, your entire body will be massaged, including those particularly sensitive areas. Perceptions of sensuality and lust are located here, but these "intimate" areas are an important source of joy in life. You will feel relaxed, yet wide awake. You will be coached to breathe properly, as you sink into yet deeper level of relaxation. In this very lovin

Voice Player
Yes, I put a voice player on my page! :) For those of you would like to leave me a message, feel free. My page was starting to bore me a little and I thought that might help perk it up. hmmm....or maybe I'll add something else...we shall see! =) Hope ya'll had a great day and hope you have a wonderful Friday!!! xoxo ~Rhonda

What Is Tantric Sex?
What is Tantric Sex? On transforming the act of sex into a sacrament of love and spiritual union. Tantric sex is meditative, spontaneous and very intimate lovemaking. You learn to prolong the act of making love and to focus on, rather than dispel, potent orgasmic energies moving through you, thereby raising the level of your consciousness. Tantra transports sexuality from simply doing to actually being. There is no end goal in Tantric sex, only the present moment of an ideal, harmonious union. Tantra teaches you to worship your sexual partner and to transform the act of sex into a sacrament of love. Lovemaking between two partners, when entered with awareness, can be a gateway to sexual and spiritual ecstasy alike. Tantric sex attempts to awaken powerful psychic energies within through which we can enter into higher states of consciousness.

Random Survey
1. Do you like chinese food? Not really.. Only a few things. 2. How big is your bed? Queen 3. Is your room clean? Yep 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? desktop 5. Favorite comedian? I love the old school comedians. Robin Williams when he was still coked out.. George Carlin when he was still a pot head.. 6. Do you smoke? I do 7. Does anyone like you? They all do 8. Which celeb do you crush on? Jessica Alba 9. Favorite cologne/perfume? I wear different scents.. Depending on my mood. Hypnotic poison, Miss dior, Happy.. On him I prefer clean scents. Kenneth Cole Reaction is one of my faves. 10. Sleep with or without clothes on? Naked as a Jay bird. 11. Who sleeps with you every night? Sean and our cats. 12. Do long distance relationships work? Not for me.. 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? Too many 14. Pancakes or French Toast? French toast 15. Do you like coffee? Iced only. 16. How do you like your eggs? Scrambled or a

Types Of Friends
Over the last few days its become very clear to me there are three types off friends on here. 1 Those who dont give a dam about you, but want fanning, and voting for etc , 2 virtual friend who want to talk with you votes etc, but once you go off the computer thats where it ends, and people who genuinely want to make real friend. These are the people that care about others and there feeling. Who realize theres a person on the other end off the keyboard. To the other 2 groups this is a cold virtual world where there only concern is themselves.

~~bill's At It Again, What An Asshole~
Dear Abby, My Husband is a cheat and liar. He cheated on me from the beginning. When I confront him he denies everything. What's worse, everyone knows that he cheats on me. It is so humiliating. Also, since he lost his job 6 years ago, he hasn't even looked for a new one. All he does is smoke cigars, cruise around and shoot the bull with his buddies while I have to work to pay the bills. Since our daughter went away to college he doesn't even pretend to like me and hints that I may be a lesbian. What should I do? Signed/Clueless Dear Clueless, Grow up and dump him. Good grief woman, you don't need him anymore. You're a United States Senator from New York; Act like one

I Need Help!
OK this may seem a little weird but here goes, tommorow night I have to go to a party... now it has a theme and the theme is 007... and we are all suppose to dress up and I have NO idea how to dress like a bond girl cause honestly I havent seem any of the bond movies (oops) If anyone has any ideas or suggestions please let me know..... I appreciate the help! Kelly

Life Deals ?
you know it's hard to decide sometimes whats right and wrong good and bad i mean is right just with in the boundries of the law or does it ever fall under the category of makes me feel good is good always about public opinion or does a person ever just get to do what is good for him/herself the answers are always a challenge what gets me though is the answer still depends on public opinion just once wouldn't you like to do something regardless of the outcome regardless of opinion regardless of what would make someone else feel good and be able to feel content with what you had just done regardless if the world would just let us be ourselfs everyone would be happier end result everyone would feel comforatble with who they were and in turn could handle much easier whatever life deals

Truths Of Pagan Life Part 3
You say what is pagan , well pagan is any religion that has a system of multi gods , goddesses, or both and ranges from mytism to the more earthly shamantics (non western medicine *herbal and spiritual*. Many cultures have been pagan or had pagan influence like christian prayer (hands together) was used by greek and roman pagans. Or sainthood (catholic) came from the roman and eygptian paganistic ways. So its amazing how pagan you are and you dont know it. Pagans do not eat babes and all that horrid lies told by hatefull ingrates. So if anyone wishes to look up more information heres to good websites. http://www.witchvox.com --- Whitches Voice http://www.paganpages.org --- Pagan Pages blessed be all James

The Most Pathetic Bitch Ull Ever Meet [[i Pr0mise]]
Black_Rose:hey ummm r u and alex together and if you r then i need to know so i can get over this situation and please dont tell him i aske you this i beg of you Yeah Pretty much pathetic. Back off whore & Stop having your faggot little friends IM Alex. Anyways; I love ya Alex Babay =^-^= My ass fell asleep 30 minutes ago. FUCK.

Missing A Lost Friend
so you know how you have one of them nights where memories just hit u head on, even the ones you dont want to remember.. Well I'm having one of them nights, well actually one of them weeks.. My best friend and the man I always thought I would end up with died in a car accident on April 3, 2006. His name was Mike Payne. We were never in a serious relationship but I loved him with all my heart, it was a complicated situation, but ill never forget how people would act around us... the one day we were headin out to fish and camp and stopped at a gas station and this woman came up to me and said "I wish someone would look at me with as much love as he does to you". We got remarks like that all the time, we loved each other but didnt want to admit it. Everything between us was secretive we hated drama and didnt want anyone to know. His friends didnt like me, mine didnt like him, but it never bothered us. Time passed and mistakes were made we hadnt talked for almost 2 years when I was out w

~~the One Finger Salute~~
Leading the fight is Gunnery Sgt Michael Burghardt, known as "Iron Mike" or just "Gunny". He is on his third tour in Iraq. He had become a legend in the bomb disposal world after winning the Bronze S tar for disabling 64 IEDs and destroying 1,548 pieces of ordnance during his second tour. Then, on September 19, he got blown up. He had arrived at a chaotic scene after a bomb had killed four US soldiers. He chose not to wear the bulky bomb protection suit. "You can't react to any sniper fire and you get tunnel-vision," he explains. So, protected by just a helmet and = standard-issue flak jacket, he began what bomb disposal officers term "the longest walk", stepping gingerly into a 5ft deep and 8ft wide crater. The earth shifted slightly and he saw a Senao base station with a wire leading from it. He cut the wire and used his 7 in knife to probe the ground. "I found a piece of red detonating cord between my legs," he says. "That's when I knew I was screwed." Realizing he had been su

Which Classic Screen Goddess Are You ?
You scored as Audrey Hepburn. Pure class and sophistication you can do anything with style. You have an intellegence and integrity that will get you anywhere. You can adapt your personality to your surroundings. Everyone looks to you for your style. Like Audrey, make sure you appreciate when the time comes to step out of the spotlight. comment and rate this quiz... thankyou!Audrey Hepburn100%Mae West100%Vivien Leigh85%Rita Hayworth70%Marilyn Monroe45%Judy Garland40%Which Classic Screen Goddess are you? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Can You Give Me And These Other Fine Folks A Hand?
Ok Everyone. BrattyBytch here. I'm just here to let you know about a few of my cherry friends that are in contests or giveaways. Please stop by all these comment pages and show some true CherryTap Loving. I know you can!If you would like your picture added to the train - leave me a private Message, and I'll add you in! And now...... The Moment You've Been Waiting For..... The contestants!!((These are all from different contests and giveaways!!!)) P.S...the top one is ME! lol

God
WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS ABOUT DEATH > > > Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a > personal > reflection about this. Very interesting, read until the end. > > > > > It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not > mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." > > > > > Here are some men and women who mocked God: > > > > > JOHN LENNON: Some years before, during his interview with an American > Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not > have > to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were > too > simple, today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying > that > the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. > > > > > TANCREDO NEVES (President of Brazil): During the Presidential campaign, he > said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him > from Presidency. Sure he got t

A Mothers Love
Seems like only yesterday Cradling you in my arms Looking into your sparkling eyes Vowing to keep you from all harm My days were always bright With you my darling boy Waking always with a smile Filling all my moments with joy Now those times just memories Time slips by so fast Now you've grown into a man Leaving your childhood in the past Smiling as I look at you now Strong and tall just like your dad Filled with compassion and kindness Helping to keep me from being sad Now you take care of me It's now my hand you hold Wrapping me in your warm hug When I'm feeling alone and cold Now it is on you I depend Just like you depended on me Helping me till the bitter end Your's the last face I'll see

Winter Session Ending
I'm on my last assignment for Winter Session. 8-12 page Ethnographic paper...well that's the one I chose of the three options. I like writing Ethnogaphic papers as long as I give myself enough information to go on. Tomorrow my friend and I are going to the mall to go collect information... meaning we are going to observe people for a few hours...should be fun.

Drunken Friends
Leanne and Chris decided they wanted a beer 'We'll only have one, have no fear!' Hours later we were still in the pub Listening to them say they wanted to go to a club. I told them 'you can't go you've spent all your money' I'm still wondering why they found everything funny. Leanne kept falling over And it was like Chris had a split personality I'm surprised we didn't end up having Some sort of fatality! I decided to go home Putting up with them was to much to bare They strolled to another pub They just didn't seem to care! Hours later they strolled in the door And started asking for food Kept trying to talk to me when I was sleeping Not caring that they were rude. Next time we go out I'll be getting drunk with them Because if either of them annoy me so much again One of them will forfeit their right to live!

Fear
The one I love is the one I fear And this terrible day comes but once a year On this day of February, the 28th I experience my depressing and unhappy fate My love gives me a present today But my happiness and joy slowly fades away He tells me that it doesn't come in a box But that this present is made up of chains and locks He binds me in chains and wraps them up tight And I experienced something horrible that cold, cold night When the deed was done he looked at me to say I love you honey, and happy late Valentines Day

Player
http://www.dizzler.com/?p=public.getplayer&lnk=1&player=YToyOntzOjE6ImEiO2k6MTAxMDQ2O3M6MToidSI7aTowO30= this is the site for the player at the bearclan camp. have fun with it. muwahz's for all my princesses. lol chief zmanbearclan

Yay! Guess What I Get To Go See Tonight...
I'm taking my lil munchkins to Nationwide Arena tonight to see this. We seen the Disney Princesses on Ice last year. It was fun, but cold. Oh, my life is one big party, lol.

Wow,, Shunned?,,lol
Did shock ya'll? It said NSFW...i now KNOW to block it..yes...all women do it, well, most women DO, the others go to bed dreaming of doing it as well as i@!!! lol ok.im tipsy, i have a right ..NAANNANANNA!!!!! soo..bite me, For those who dont know NOW i have made it MY EYES ONLY.. For others?.. `fade to black!.dodo doodoododododo (just a dream)

Life ?
YOU KNOW IT NEVER MATTERS WHAT YOU DO TO TRY TO MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY IT ALWAYS COMES BACK TO BITE YOU IN THE ASS you can dedicate years to someone friend lover whatever you can do all within your power to make someone feel loved or happy in the end it never pays off they always find some reason to throw all your effort in the toilet fuck them judgemental ungrateful son of a bitches its time to start making me happy if someone wants me to put them before myself ever again i wanna feel some love first if they don't like who i am they can kiss my ass

Poem # 2
I love a woman who is scared...shes scared of distance...she scared the difference, she doesnt know love has no bonderies...my love for her burns brighter eachday, it can never and will never be put out cause of the fact shes so special to me!!!! I dont when but someday, somehow her and i will met....and thuse is the day i'll be waiting for even if take eternity!!!!

*punches Everything*
holy fuck. i haTe computers. i just wrote the biggest god damn blog about how much emo bands and there stupid faggot followers lick balls, more or less, and it fucking erased. *shakes head* ooooh man....lol......AH!

Family Bomb Tags
A new page will be added to the Family Website. The page is called "Bomb Tags". You will be able to copy and paste the image code into the contest you are commenting on. I am pushing to have all the tags done and online by tommorow evening, if not sooner. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas please let me know by provate message, shoutbox, comment or reply to this blog. Cheers to all and happy bombing :)

About Sitting Bull
Tatanka Iyotanka (Yotanka), a Hunkpapa Sioux leader, was born on March 31, 1834 at Many Caches on the Grand River near Bullhead, South Dakota. He was the son of Tatanka Psica, Jumping Badger (sometimes known as Jumping Bull or Sitting Bull), a Sioux war chief. In his early years, the lad was known as Hunkesni, “Slow,” but soon became more widely acclaimed for his courage and strength in battle. He was head of the Strong Hearts, a warrior society, and became an important medicine man and tribal councilor, although he was never a true “chief” of his people. Sitting Bull was implacably opposed to the White man’s continual encroachment on Indian land. Always something of a militant, in the 1860s he was active in the Plains Indian wars, and his camp became a meeting place for many tribes in the area who staunchly opposed the Whites. In 1868, following Red Cloud’s war, the United States government signed a treaty guaranteeing the Plains Indians a reservation nor

Comment Bombers Really Appreciated!!!
10,000 Comments and I win a 7 day blast! I can't afford one at the moment, and I've been wanting one for awhile, so please help me out! And I will help bomb anything you post also, like I try to always do! Also, if you want to visit my profile and show some love, I will return it! Thanks!

Cree Natives
Location: The Cree lived across the north into the Canadian prairies and in Montana, the Dakotas and Minnesota. They lived as far east as the Hudson to the James Bay and as far west as Alberta and the Great Slave Lake. Language: They spoke Cree, a language of the Algonquin family. Daily Life: The Cree depended entirely on hunting and fishing, as well as gathering wild roots and fruits. They lived in buffalo skin tipis and traveled by birch bark canoes. Women would dress the skins after a hunt and were experts in using porcupine quills in their everyday needs to dress things up. Men often married two sisters at the same time. There is no evidence of a clan system. The most important religious ceremony was the Sun Dance. The Cree made sacrifices to their gods with Wisukatcak the most important spiritual entity. The dead were buried under a mound of stones with their belongings buried with them or they were destroyed by the grave. History: During the 17th and 18th century, the Cr

Thanks For Your Support!
Just wanted to say thanks to all of my friends and fans here for their continued support and appreciation shown for my musical endeavors! You ALL rock!!! And, btw, I pulled off both new songs - When The Children Cry, and Tears In Heaven - without any major gaffes, and got a resoundingly great response from the crowd at both places I've done them so far...I'll try to get at least an audio recording, if not a video, posted soon. Cheers,

My Life!!!!!!
MY LIFE IS COOL MY LIFE IS FAIR SOMETIME I THINK I WAS PUT HERE TO CARE,MANY PEOPLE TELL ME U ARE SO KIND BUT U MADE THE CHOICE TO MAKE MISTAKES IN LIFE ITS YOUR CHOICE TO MAKE THEM RIGHT ..I TRY TO BE THE MR.RIGHT BUT I GUESS I TRY TO HARD IM JUST GONNA BE MYSELF. UNTIL PEOPLE GET TO KNO ME THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY LIFE$$$$$$$$

Masquerade Party........part 2
Well I know that its been a while since I've posted anything and I know that those who do read my blog have waited for Part 2 to this story. Well I have finished it and I hope that those who read it enjoy it! Thanks! “Come with me.” he motioned as pulled her down the dark corridor. Where were they going she thought as soon they went into a door and found it to be a closet. He closed the sliding door as they both stood there in darkness. She felt his arms around her waist pulling her closer to him and soon she found herself being kissed. It surprised her that he was able to find her lips in the darkness, he must have done this many time before cause as he continued to explore her body, it felt like he knew what he was doing. His breathing got erratic as he nibbled on her earlobe making her wet. He didn’t know that doing what he was doing made her even hotter. She felt him pull at her outfit and pull out her breasts and sucked on them lightly but then started to nibble and b