So i have been getting hit hard from a lot of my friends about where i have been....its a tough one to explain, but those that know me at all will understand. i spent the last three years in a abusive relationship..the thing about it is that i would never normally allowed anyone to overcome me and treast me bad. long story short almost a year ago i had a self inflicted accident which ended in me pretty much dying ...i am now dealing with the after effects if this and trying get back on track..i hope this helps..any more questions please ask ...love to all my great friends...xoxo