My worst enemy, isn't envy or jealousy, hate is just a part of me. I'm waiting, some people are hesitating, and masturbating, all in all its a regular day. I came in a dream, to the pearly gates, I learned as a kid how to love & hate. Everyday, seems to get away, drift, not speed. I want to get away from this bullshit, of the everyday. Some bleed, others need, some never seem to care, fake it, take it & break it in half. The globes got a small hold on my past, like glass.This isn't football, I'm not a patriot,trying to make this all last. A manner of speaking, compulsively comes & goes, take it all nice & slow. The rush'll crush you like ice & snow.