I have been dealing with this for 6 years now, and it has been very difficult for me to handle. Now I, just like many others in this condition, have considered taking the wimp's way out. I considered suicide, but I realized that was the wrong way to handle this. So to all of you, I am still here so I am taking this one day at a time. And if it bothers those around me, they're just gonna have to suck it up and take it. The main thing I need is my own mode of transportation. That is the one thing I would really love. So these are my thoughts for now.