Ok i have a littl story or philosophy for ya, ok here goes i believe our souls are like flames, they shall never be extinguished. Our memories are carried on threw others,I mean our souls represent who we are u have a choice, its a representaion it can b black or can be of the light, ur life is not predetemined nor is their destiny u have the ability to change it so just do it, no one has to be anthign they dont want to b u have a choice u are who u are do not let anyoen tell u different this coming form experience trust me, your eyes see the crimes of life u get robbed of things and u see many great and joyous parts of it so dont let it get to u. Ur mind well that part is just fucked thats something youll have to figure out on yur own. YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE BLINDLY U DONT KNOW WHATS GOIGN TO HAPPEN THE NEXT DAY OR AFTER THAT YO CANT PLAN AHEAD SO DONT....... u live ur life or u dont either u waste ur time by trying to find the meaning of yur life and waste ur time no one does it just happens so live it...., well im done so peace