What to me is BULLSHIT......and finding out that you have been lied too !
I just recently as of tonight found out that my son has a half brother and half sister.And the daddy who is also my son's biological fatherĀ lied and said that he didnt see children in his future,who in reality he had a son bout a year before my son was born which would make him 3yrs and my son 2 yrs old .I seen pictures tonight of the two children he is layin claim to,and to see my son's smile and some of the same facial features was the hardest thing i think i have had to deal with.knowing that there will come a day when my son is going to ask who his father is and yes i get to say that he was someone who fought for this country at one point in time,but also that he is a piece of shit who was still married at the time he and i got together,and that he just didnt father him.that he couldnt be man enough to take time to be apart of my son's life after messages i left.and i get well if you want me to be there and help,i will the minute i said yeah i want you to there as his father,bc you are,the door that was open got shut quickly because he was leading a double life....Man enough to put a uniform on for the ARmy and go over seas to fight in Afghastian,and take glory for that and being married to someone while spending time with me and lying to me about it.Doesnt make me feel to good to know that i was used,But the best thing that came from that piece of shit that calls himself a man and a father to the 2 children he is claiming,is my son,the son that he is forgetting about.Well News Flash Muther Fucker,karma is a bitch and a sweet bitch she is.Thanks for nothing asshole,but the goregous boy i have.I will never deny my child,to save face for someone else.Sicking how someone can about their daily life knowing that they have another child besides the 2 and to know that my son was his 2nd born.People like him give men a bad name when they dont know they have a child bc of the woman not tellin them,but in this case he knows about him and still denies him of a father,THANKS ASSHOLE CAUSE THERE WILL BE A MAN WHO IS MAN ENOUGH TO TAKE THE PLACE HE COULD HAVE TAKEN.ANYONE CAN BE CALLED A FATHER BUT TAKES A REAL MAN TO BE A DAD!
you know its funny how when you get to looking back on things that were said,you sometimes dont realize that its actually been a long time.But I have come to the realization that sometimes I am better off to myself.bc people lie anymore and it gets old.Only good thing that I have in my life is my son.Tired of promises of shit that never happens,tired of hearing the same old shit but just a different day.Tired of having the feeling of being used or blamed for something that you have no control over.What happened to a handshake meaning more then someone's word or when a promise was kept and not broke.What happened to those days when things seemed a little better then they are now?Maybe thats asking to much anymore.Whether people read my blogs or not is fine by me,bc I dont care about someone's opinion,like the old sayin goes opinions are like assholes everyone has one,like it or not.Just some know how to take someone's else's words and let it notĀ bother them.Funny how life can throw you a curve ball and expect you try and catch it with the greatest of ease.Not so easy.Specially with things you know.Sucks that people can't be who or what they say they are.My opinion,my blog.Dont like it dont waste your time reading it if you feel that its about you,don't flatter yourself.Thats when people's feeling get in the way and get hurt.