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The Other DayI was headed to Midvale on a bus the day before yesterday. The rear wheel hub started smoking, but I made it to our destination safely. Someone cooled the smoking part with a fire extinguisher. We created our own little cloud.
My friend suggested that I come up with a joke about it, so I did. Here it is:
"Everyone's been trying to get me to start smoking. I got sick and tired of it, so I decided I'd give it a try. I'm a big guy, so... I thought I'd start with a bus. I don't know Why everybody made such a fuss about it; I wasn't even done with it yet!"
JDR
MenDo men on here only read every other word on profiles. They seem to miss the fact that I am a lesbian. Not bisexual, LESBIAN... I have no sexual interest in men. NONE... say it with me class.... LESBIAN. So lets get this straight... a LESBIAN doesnt want to have sex with men, or even cyber sex with men. So being a LESBIAN what makes you think your so special? You dont turn me on.
Man I Suk At Blogsi cant mk new ones
i have one blog and three dif things under the one blog
I Ask Of YouHOW does one fix a hangover. Its funy i ask myself the same question every weekend.
Ok Was Thinkingok i was thinking....
i pimp people out all the time an today i feel like being pimped out!!!
so if any kinda friends out there wanna help please dooo hehe ty an all fav will be returned
WhyWhy Do Friends Have To Leave You ??
Why Do Love Ones Have To Leave You ??
Why Does It Always Happen To You ??
Why Do You Try ??
Why Cry About It ??
Why Do Any Thing At All ??
Why Do People Keep On And On About It ??
I Ask WHY ??
Please Leave A Comment !
True LoveThis is for someone special in my life ....
If you can love each other through sunshine and the storm and keep the flame of true devotion glowing bright and warm ....
If you can give each other room to grow and change and learn yet still hold one another close in mutual concern....
If you can be both lovers and the very best of friends and face together, hand in hand the challenges life sends...
If you can offer patience, comfort, and real understanding, encourage one anothers efforts yet be undemanding....
If you can show true love and faith in everything you do then being together will surely hold much joy for both of you....
This is what true love really means... Ilove you baby!!!!!
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Installment 1she wandered the streets wondering where she should go. where was she now? the girl had no idea. the streets were cracked pavement full of graffiti and telltale spots of dried blood. a war had gone on here.
dead bodies, invisible to the naked eye, were sprawled all over the place. the girl was not afraid and calmly stepped over every one. the street signs were broken and faded. there was no way to tell where she was or how much further she had to go. the street lights flickered on a off, lighting her way.
a rustle from a bush didnt frighten the girl. she hissed silently and heard a soft answering hiss. "good" she thought. "they're in position". tonight was the last night, a final battle, a final day to the war...but first, the girl needed food. she was an innocent-looking girl of 10 or 11 years old, she couldnt remember anymore. it had been too long...
footsteps from around the corner. "excuse me little girl?" a young man said hesitantly when he saw her. "wha
More Lyricsthis one is cute...snow patrol..also always playing haha
"Chasing Cars"
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just kno
TodayToday is a big day for manifesting what you want in your life. Manifesting basically means creating. So depending on your energy today if you have negative energy towards something or someone it will reflect negatively in the future. If it's positive energy towards something (like a job or finances or love or anything) or someone then positive will occur. There is no set time as to when the negative or positive can occur just that today is a big day to manifest. Take heed to what is posted here.
EmotionsWow you know I knew most times I can keep my emotions in check or I'm not very emotional. Just came to be today that I've ignored a big part of me and that is my emotions. Typically I won't care about a lot of things but with today's manifesting day the emotions around me have doubled in how I feel. Whether it's happiness, anger, frustration or everything else I've had today it has been twice what it usually would be in intensity. This has helped me realize that I'm more complex then I thought I was since I ignored and didn't think I could have all these intense feelings. I want to thank all my friends who have supported me recently.
Yeah OkI have decided that opening up to people is a stupid idea. No matter how long you've been feeling something or wanted to tell someone something do it right away or not at all. If you possibly find a person that ( wow word's can;t describe the thought's i'm thinking) Don't blow them off just because your not sure how they feel or would feel about something just tell them. I've had a person in the back of my mind that i never told until recently and I didn't know how they felt. But over the past at least two years. I'm sure that i've hurt this person greatly. why couldn't i have realized what was there sooner. Why couldn't i have taken the chance. Yeah my head's getting all jumbled I'm done.
National PageantOff to California in the morning for the National pageant!!!
Wish me luck! :)
I'll be back in a week but I am bringing my labtop
Talk to all of you lata! :)
More Little MarkLITTLE MARK ON GRAMMAR
Little MARK was sitting in class one day.
All of a sudden, he needed to go to the bathroom. He yelled out, "Miss
Jones, I need to take a piss!!"
The teacher replied, 'Now, MARK, that is NOT the proper word to use in
this situation. The correct word you want to use is 'urinate.' Please
use the word 'ur-i-nate' in a sentence correctly, and I will allow you to
go."
Little MARK, thinks for a bit, and then says, "You're an eight, but if
you had bigger t*ts, you'd be a TEN!"
Searching YourselfHappiness seems so far
farther then ever before
Trying to feel fulfilled and looking for something more
Life must have a purpose
life must hold a key
a treasure that's more then I know
something that will complete me
Waking up and feeling down
is something I wish would end
I want to feel whole
I need to be complete
I wish that I could figure it out and my heart to fully mend
The skies are a shade of blue and the air is so clear
I want to smile and take it in, but my mind is so full of fear
What does life have in store?
Where do I go from here?
So many questions and so much to wonder
I hope that the answer is near
Until I find that path
that will lead me to my destiny
I hope that I can find the courage to face what is in front of me
I walk the road alone
no one knows but me
what turns to take
what speed to go
I am strong enough
this I know
Because I Said I Would...i'm supposed to be playing some game where i tell you ten things about myself and then i guess because you read this you have to do it too.. soo lets get this over.
1 i'm only doing this because i love s.a.p :P
2 my favorite band right now would have to be mushroomhead (i'm a big fan of metal)
3 i grew up in little haiti, not far from cherry hill
4 i was raised by a trindadian woman named jesso
5 i seldom follow others paths so i often find myself struggling to get out of the brush
6 i can dislocate my shoulder whenever i want to because of a tree climbing accident as a child
7 i loathe being cold and would rather burn to death than live two years in the arctic
8 sweet tea is my favorite drink, in fact i would say if not for it i would probably have died long ago from dehydration
9 i was an explosive ordanance tech in the marines (not eod) iyaayas means if you aint ammo you aint shit
10 last but not least, i have a 32 oz. carey hart slurpee cup th
Gratitude And ThankfulnessWas doing some reflection and thinking about how as a society we do not appreciate what we have or what we have been given in our lives. In this week of Thanksgiving and being thankful it's time to really think about everything we do have. You can be thankful for something as simple as having a roof over your head, a car you can drive you places or the fact that you have somewhere to lay your head at night.
I know I'm not perfect and there will be times that I forget about those things and people that I'm blessed with in my life but I think it's important that we should be aware this week what we are thankful for.
Please think about what you are thankful for this week and either say it to yourself or thank someone else that is in your life.
RyanSo Ya my friend Ryan wants me to use this website so guess what Im useing it.
What Sexual Position Are You?Which Sexual Position Are You? 69You are a combination of fluids and flesh. You enjoy taking while giving! You are a wild person! Take this test
EroticBill worked his way thru the crowd very slowly. He was trying to make it to his seat before the opening ceremonies. His heart raced as the anticipation built. This was his first trip outside the USA. He had always dreamed about seeing the Olympic games. Now he was having the vacation of a life time in Australia. At last he could see his seat, he stopped when he saw a gorgeous woman in his spot. The woman in the next seat was obviously her identical twin. They had long blonde hair, blue eyes, full lips, perfect breasts and long tan legs. Bill felt his cock twitching as lustful thoughts filled his mind.
They looked up at him, then gave each other a knowing glance and started giggling. Bill said, "Excuse me, I think your in my seat." One of the twins answered, with a Swedish accent, "I am Svetlana and this is my sister Katja. We came here from Sweden to compete in the 500 meter race."
"Really?" Bill asked. Both twins nodded their heads and said, "Ya, ya, we are Olympic competitors.
Mass DestructionShe traced her finger along his face
wrinkled photograph that she couldn't bare throw away
accepting closing curtains with a tightened fist quivering lip
and wiped away the only thing that ever made her feel alive
with a tearing sound of an angry ocean
washing the seconds away
she ripped it up at last
giving up
maybe the emptiness wouldn't swallow her whole this time
if she tried to tip-toe out
backward
peacefully
careful not to knock the vase over
too
late
the shattered pieces collapsed
echoing her broken heart
in slow motion
of course
always her favorite view
with her feet cemented to the ground
his silhoutte appearing in the doorway
darkness camaflouging the intentions of a million dollar smile
tender hands
smell of promise
He'd never hurt her
no
he loves her
Feigned resolution in her voice
"I refuse to wait for you."
we forgot that he was tone deaf to her getaway lines
and the car is out of
Ok Just Playin Aroundi really dont have a hell of a lot to say, but my browns lost again today, at least they led the whole freakin game till 29 seconds left, but oh well, shit happens!
getting really pissed off at my job, they keep changing my schedule every day, so i cant make plans for thankgiving or anything. they usually call everynight around 10 and change my schedule again. but its all my damn fault for not saying anything. but its comming to the point im going to explode soon. but thanks for letting me vent, talk to you all later.
Wicked Bitch Of The 'tapCome on Girls We are all a Little Evil!
Create Your Glitter Text
We Have all kinds of contests here on CT. King and Queen, Prince and Princess and lets not forget Gods and Godesses. Well I am tired of the wholesome images these contest promote. So I am holding the Wicked Bitch of the 'TAP. I wanna see who has what it takes to be a supervillianess. I am running the Evil Overlord contest at the same time!
Femme fatale – usually a villainous woman who uses the malign power of sexuality in order to ensnare the hapless hero. There are many famous wicked bitches you can aspire to be like: Maleficient, Poison Ivy, Xena(she was bad before she was good), Cruella De Vil and Omarosa (hehe)! So my friends¡¦ Do you have what it takes to be CT¡¯s most successful Super Villainess?
Message me if you want in the contest. It will run from Thursday at Noon on 10/23 to Sunday Noon on 10/26. The voting will be total number of comments and rates. Comments can be as many as you can get. I
I Read This Today And Had To Pass It OnTwo Choices
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?"
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped come s into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."
Then he told the foll
Truckers> Take a few minutes to read this. Its quite the story.
>
> I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His
> placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy.
But
> I had neverhad a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted
one.
> I wasn't sure how my Customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a
little
> dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Down
> Syndrome.
>
> I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't
> generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good
and
> the pies are homemade.
>
> The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy
college
> kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their
> silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded "truckstop
> germ"; the pairs of white shirted usiness men on expense accounts who
think
> every truckst
Still Need 14 Contestants For Best Dick ContestI still need 14 contestants for my best dick contest. The contest opens at 9 pm mountain time, 8 pm pacific, and 11 eastern. just send me a private message with the link to your pic that you want me to use. I will not be choosing the pic, you need to do that.
The contest will end Sunday November 26 at 9 pm mountain time. The winner will be announced at 10 pm mountain time.
The winner will receive a rolex and will have me and 2 of my friends rate and comment their pics.
Any questions send me a private message.
Me...endo And Pcos Awareness...I have had to do something drastic to myself...something that I had hoped that I would never have to do...I shaved my head...well I still have some hair...
I have a disease called Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome...One of the main things that it can do to a woman...make her lose her hair...well it is a form of Alopecia.
So...last night I had my Mom shave it off! It looks good short...I kinda like it...
I would like to let other woman know about this disease...It causes all sorts of other health risks as well.
Diabetes,heart disease,high cholesterol,infertility,and alopecia to name a few...
Another disease that comes along with it is Endometriosis...
Which I have as well! I ended up tying my tubes for it...It is nasty...it hurts like hell come period time...(was on Morphine for it) It can cause infertility as well...along with irregular periods and leaves you feeling like you have been run over by a truck!
PCOS also causes women to grow accessive facial hair as well..
Cancer AwarenessHERE THE ORIGNAL BLOG LINK ABOUT CANCER. PLEASE GO AND LOOK AT THE GOOD JOB HE DID ON IT! I'D APPRECIATE IT. GREAT JOB EMANON!!
http://cherrytap.com/blog/15189
My LoveThat Kind Of Girl
I didn’t know what I was looking for
But then you walked in the door, and I knew I’d found it
I remember that look about your eyes captivated my senses
And I got punch-drunk on your quiet charisma
That day seems so bright to me
So vibrant here in my long term-memory
It makes me almost forget that I can’t give you an ounce of what you deserve
What you deserve, for being that kind of girl
The kind of girl who can sit here and talk with me
Sharing what we both discovered on our separate journeys…
Before a single glance was committed
Before the very thought of each other was conceived, or conjured up after a maddening, love ridden dream
This time away from you has ripped right through me
All because I could remember that look in your eyes
And I’m not afraid to say…
It made me ten kinds of crazy
I promise, you’ll see what I mean
So it’s just you and me, here and now
And more than a few assorted strangers passing by
But lean in close to me, while
Three Wordsa lost soul wanders about
wondering where it will wind up
confusion has become a good friend to this soul
stress has been there too
life beckons decisions
life demands choices
and life wants them soon
this poor soul doesnt want to choose
it just wants to live
but life screams
it reprimands
it warns this scared soul
that by not doing anything, it has already made a choice
so the soul sits back and cries
it doesnt want to make the wrong decision
but there is no way of knowing til it is too late
"I love you."
"be with me, i know where young but think about our love"
and so this poor soul decides to choose love
and to be with its eternal companion
"you have your whole life ahead of you!"
"Have fun
enjoy your self you have plenty of time to grow up!"
and so this poor soul thinks about it
and decides she doesn't want to rush into life
she wants to experience the world
but then
"but i love you
don't you love me?"
and this poor soul realizes she can't have both.
In 2'sTwo Names You Go By:
1. Chris
2.
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. boxers
2. jeans
Two Things You Would Want in a Relationship:
1. Honesty
2. open communication
Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. play poker
2. travel
Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. a blowjob
2. my wife back
Two pets you had/have:
1. Cats
2. dogs
Two people who will fill this out:
1. Not sure
2.
Two things you did last night:
1. worked
2. Talked to people online
Two things you ate today:
1. white castle burger
2. pudding pops
Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Shawn
2. Tara
Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. sleeping
2. packing
Two Longest Car Rides:
1. New York to Minnesota
2. New York to Florida
Two Favorite Holidays:
1. Memorial Day
2. Christmas
Two favorite Alcoholic beverages:
1. Vodka & 7up
2. Beer
Mcphee...Nothing leads so directly to futility than unrewarded endeavor...Michael McPhee...aka...Nomad
Guess What!!!!!Hey, Hey everyone...It has been wild crazy here since I've been home from New Mexico. I got home on friday 11~10, had "family" night with the folks...watched the movie Cars. It was awesome!!!! Then on Saturday, I just kind of vegged at the house until my dad got home from the office so we could hook up the internet on my computer for here at home. Then on sunday we went to church and that evening my grandmother, aunt, brother and his family came over and we celebrated my brother's b~day. It was so great too see them all again. Specially my niece and nephew, b/4 I left my niece would shy away from me when I asked her for a hug...and she practically came running to me when they walked in the door yelling my name...I almost started to cry. Then when they were ready to leave, she came running to me with her arms in the
MeYou scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Exciting75%Sweet63%Soft63%Violent50%Awkward0%Wet0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com
The Pain Of Parentswhy do they always ask stupid question? they bull shit and worry about crazy shit i wish i would have moved out and never came back what bull shit
Fess UpI was never even a fan
The only thing that makes me smile is your pain
If I ever had the chance
I'd kick out your chair and watch you dance
irrelevant, your vanity prevents change.
Sodium pentathol still sounds great to me
an invitation of the life buried in theology.
A mass delusion, there's no conclusion
just a hypocrite who'd never cop to it.
Your in total control and your still a liar
I can't drink from the cup
I question your authority
you gotta fess up.
Your in total control and your faith is tired
I can't drink from the cup
where is the truth in the trinity
you gotta fess up
Cop to it
you're in total control and your still a liar
you're in total control and your fault is tired
I can't drink from the cup
so just fess up.
10 Golden Rules Of CherrytapONE
If you're ugly,
stop acting like you don't know it.
The captions under you picture that says
"top model pose"
"sexy bitch"
"aren't i hot"
doesn't convince anyone.
TWO
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.
THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG,I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special Olympics;
even if you win,
you're still retarded.
FIVE
Making 20 bulletins a day
about how you hate other people
b/c you are not on in the TOP 10.
who really cares, i mean get over it!
SIX
Who really gives a crap if
I don't accept you as a friend?
MOVE ON!!!
Don't send me another request or message asking
"what's up with you not adding me?",
"Will you
Freaking Fruit Cake.darn I have to go back to marietta tommarrow
but the kicker is I have to leave the boyfriend at home....
with my parents....
hahahaldkgajsdlgadg
When My Boyfriend Was Struggling With Addiction To Crystal MethWhen we were apart,it seemed my heart was torn open but from the very start you left the poor thing broken. But somehow I still love you and I always will.And words just won't do. You need to see my love is real, I wish somehow I could convey how you make me feel. How I think of you everyday, and how I love you still. It's very hard at most,when I dont know what you think. Just whe I feel we're getting close I'm forced to watch you sink.So I will say in advance for what I'll do " I'm Sorry" as I take you by the hands and ask do you love me too??
What Girls And Guys Think About Bj'sWhat Girls and Guys think about BJ's
Body: WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it.
2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful.
3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face.
4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow.
5. My ears are NOT handles.
6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you
really WANT puke on your dick?
7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart.
8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now.
9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone
The VoiceYou're the voice,
crying out in the wilderness,
you're the voice that makes my brain burn and my guts go gooey,
Yeah you gut me,
my insides spill on your altar and tell the future,
my steaming gleaming guts spell out your nature
I know you,
Not your name, but your game,
I know the true you
come to me,
or I'll come to you
Got this Stuck in my Head now it wont get out lol
Hot And Bothered, Ya'llTo quote flippin' Cinderella:
You got me jumpin right out of my skin
You keep it up and Ill be comin on in
You start a feelin youre the cream of the crop
You gonna break my heart or just make it stop
You told me that youd always love me true
But then I heard you told another guy too
Take a cold shower but the water boils hot
The way you twist and shake it girl
You tie me in a knot
And get me hot
Ooo hot and bothered
So hot and bothered
You get me
Hot and bothered
Come on now
Now listen
I pick you up at eight by ten we do the town
Empty my pockets just a tryin to get you down
Throw in the towel I think your games are such a bore
Just when I think Ive lost you pull me to the floor
And get me hot
Ooo hot and bothered
So hot and bothered
You get me
Hot and bothered
So hot and bothered
Ooo you get me hot
Hot and bothered
So hot and bothered
Baby baby baby get me hot
Ooo hot and bothered
So hot and bothered you get me
Hot and bothered
Hot and bot
It's A MiracleI'm in a good mood and have nothing to bitch about at the moment. Enjoy it while you can because I'm sure I will have something by the end of the night.
My Card...........You are The Star
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised
The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Whattarot Card Are You?You are Justice
Equity, rightness, probity, executive; triumph of the observing side in law.
Justice is about cold, objective balance through reason or natural force. You can't keep smoking and drinking without consequences to your health. It is the card that advises cutting out waste and insists that you make adjustments, do whatever is necessary to bring things back into balance, physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually. It is a card of balance and harmony; if there is imbalance, the correction may
require recourse to the law.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
A Naughty Little Poem??A NAUGHTY LITTLE POEM??
I'm sure you can imagine
As plain as you can be
The place is Picadilly
The player He and She
She whispered "Will it hurt me?"
"Of course not" answered he
"It's a very simple process,
You can rely on me."
She said "I'm frightened,
I've not had this before.
My friend has had it five times.
And said it can be sore."
Then finally contented
Laid back and relaxed a bit
Quickly and readily he bent over her
And then he started it
It was growing rather painful
Tears formed in her eyes
It was hurting quite a bit now
It must have been quite a size
"Calm yourself," he whispered
His face was filled with a grin
"Try and open a bit wider
So I can get it in".
"It's coming now,"he whispered.
"I know."she cried in a bliss
Feeling it deep within her now
She said "I am glad I am having this.."
And with final effort
She gave a frightened shout.
He gripped it in anguish
And quickly pulled it out.
She lay back quite con
New Herei have been a member on this site for less than 24 hours and dont know if i like it yet.its kind of confusing..but im sure i will get the hang of it.this will keep me occupied though since im staying away from men in real life.
HurtI hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
JOHNNY CASH
WhyI keep trying to find the answer but I guess I will never know. Why does this kind of stuff happen to me? Why do I always end up in impossible situations? Do I put myself in these problems? Do I open myself up to them? Why is it that I know I will always get hurt no matter what? I keep thinking maybe this time will be different, but it never is. Why is it that i shut everyone out but people always find a way in? I try so hard to not let people see the real me cause then it opens myself up for pain but there are a select few that worm their way in or just come through kicking the walls down no matter how many I put up. Why is it that there is always a few people who know your weaknesses no matter how hard you try to hide it. It takes me months to let people into my heart however there are a few that have gotten through in a matter of days without me even knowing. Then i realize this all too late once they have the tools to hurt me. Why must it be that way? Why can't I keep them, well ma
How Are You In BedYou scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God80%A Slave To BDSM80%A Romantic55%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com
Need More Contestants!Need more contestants!
Keep sending submissions till tomorrow, voting will end friday..Btw new voting rule, only 1 rating and comment per person per day or I will not count them!!!
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Genesiswooooooooootwoooooooooooot
HAPPY HAPPY
JOY JOY
HAPPY HAPPY
JOY JOY
It WILL work this time
fuck yeah I am a deamer
fuck you you little pessimistic fucker in my head
I love him I love him I love him
THE DREAMER WINS
you little pissant pessimistic pussy
cant kill the dreamer
so die motherfucker die
I am going to win this time
You bet your sweet little ass I am
My Desk/my Mind10-28-06
My Desk/Mind
By: Travis Smith
Sitting at my desk
The top is such a mess
Papers, books, misc items
All these things are scattered about
Dust, eraser shavings, and crumbs
Lay firmly like a person
Whom lies still in sleep on a bed
Only moving when disturbed
Mirage of pictures float above my screen
Friends, family, myself
I see this as I sit here looking towards the wall
Wondering if they ever thing of me at all
Silence.. Thoughts..
Wonders.. Feeling..
Wishes.. Feelings..
Mixed up emotions for wanting everything
My AccentWhat American accent do you have? Your Result: The West Your accent is the lowest common denominator of American speech. Unless you're a SoCal surfer, no one thinks you have an accent. And really, you may not even be from the West at all, you could easily be from Florida or one of those big Southern cities like Dallas or Atlanta.The Midland Boston North Central The South The Inland North Philadelphia The Northeast
Hmmmmm!!!Not quite sure about this site yet...Seems pretty easy till you try to do something and it won't let you...My sister dragged me into this site...I'm more into myspace and yahoo...I'm sure that once I get the hang of this I will love it...
A Lil About MeTELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Herbert....
Birthday: November 28...
Birthplace: Villa Rica, Georgia...
Current Location: Winston, Georgia...
Eye Color: Hazel, green, gray...depends on my mood,but hazel at present
Hair Color: Bald, but black if I had hair....
Height: 6'1.....
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right ......
Your Heritage: Hybrid...lol...
The Shoes You Wore Today: Wut shoes?..hahaha
Your Weakness: Sweets...
Your Fears: Deep water....I drowned as a child......
Your Perfect Pizza: sausage, black olives, mushrooms, pepperoni, n xtra cheese!!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pay off more debt and get all A's in my classes......
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol...
Thoughts First Waking Up: Dayum I dont wanna go to work......
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes.....
Your Bedtime: 12am....
Your Most Missed Memory: My kids...
Pepsi or Coke: Neither they both suck equally......
MacDonalds or Burger King: A
Want To Know About My Sex Life? Read On!i was brave enough to post my answers in here are you brave enough to do that same?
1. Are you a virgin? If so, what are you waiting for? hell no!!!
> 2. How old were you when you lost your virginity? umm 22
> 3. Sexual preference? depends on my mood
> 4. How many different words can you think of for sex? if i sat here for a few minutes i could thik of at the very least 50
> 5.What are your turn ons? girl on girl porn, getting my clit played with, getting my nipples licked sucked and bitten and getting sexually teased.
> 6. Do you masturbate? If so, how often? fuck ya i do and usually everyday.
> 7. How many drinks before your beer goggles on? im a light weight here i get drunk fast. maybe 2 or three good mixed drinks.
> 8. What's you definition for foreplay? anything that gets you or your partner wet or hard. oral, a little hand action, licking sucking biting everything before you stick your cock in lol
> 9. How many people have you slept with? 4 e
Friends And Family?I was away today. I left with less than 200 points until the next level. I figured my friends and family would notice and try and kick me up while I was gone. I came back this evening, I had moved a whopping 30 points.
I just decided to thank you all for "caring" so much about me.
A Painting Called Mankind
A Painting
Called Mankind
Mountains of
egos,Waterfalls of Greed,Rivers of Blood,Out in oceans of
graveyards.
All behind,A painting called
ManKind.
Copyright © 2006 by C
Hottran
YeahhhhhhhhhhhhhI'm kinda tipsy tonight so I decided to write a blog to see how coherent it sounds... i decided to try smirnof with apple juice and it's not too shabby. try it!k bye. :P
Just A Quote"Grab life by the horns. Live it, share it, breathe it in. Take a walk in the rain, catch the snow on your tongue. Never be afraid to love, take what you want now because tomorrow may be gone. True love is only a heartbeat away, don't be afraid to let it beat."
Something From George CarlinGrowing 20's
They call it the "Quarter-Life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you did not know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that maybe those friends you thought you were so close to are not exactly the greatest people you have ever met; and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not recognize is that they are realizing that too. And that they are jsut as confused as you. Look at your job...is it even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realize that you are going to have to start from the bottom and that scares you.Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than ususal because su
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Since Alerts Were Down When I First Posted This....come on, MEN.....send in those sexy chest pics!!!!!!!!!!
So, I leveled up. That means it is contest time. Time for the best MENS chest contest.(unless you can think of a better title name for it lol).
I will accept the first 15 entries in. Leave a message with a link to the picture you would like me to use!
Rules are simple - Most comments wins. Your friends can vote as many times as cherry tap will let them. In the event of a tie - number of actual rates will determine the winner.
Winner will recieve a gift from the
Please repost this for me!
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Giving ThanksWhat are you thankful for?
Me, I'm thankful for:
Two wonderful little boys who complete me.
A husband who adores me, and whom I adore.
The entire makings of my family; mine and my husband's.
Great and true friends.
A sound mind, and a firm grasp of who I am.
Knowing my weaknesses and improving upon them.
A house over my head, and food on the table.
Good health.
The ability to admit when I'm wrong, and to apologize.
Loving so much it made me cry.
Being alive.
There is so much more. So much much more.
Yippee!I am so freakin excited...My best friend Tracy is flying to tennessee on the 29th to visit me for a week. Its going to fantastic. We are going to sit around in our pajamas all day and get so high we probably wont be able to leave the house. We always have so much fun together and its been years since we have gotten to hang out without other people being around(other people meaning my other friends, which I love dearly, but it seems as though none of my friends get along with each other so it kinda sucks...I cant help it im so cool...sorry) But yeah im happy and time is going to go by so damn slow. On another note im attempting to make my second thanksgiving dinner this year...ALONE. I kinda did it last year but had some help from my aunt. This year it will me mine and andys first thanksgiving as a married couple and it will only be the two of us. I hope it all turns out ok. Thats it for now. Im just waiting for something to piss me off so I have something good to write about
JokeGood to the Last Drop
A guy walks into a sperm bank wearing a ski mask and holding a gun. He goes up to the nurse and orders her to open the vault. She says, “But, sir, it’s just a sperm bank!”
“Open it now!” he demands.
She opens the vault, and it’s full of test tube samples.
“Take one and drink it,” says the guy.
“But it’s sperm!” she pleads.
“Do it!”
So the nurse sucks it back.
“That one there, drink that one as well,” he continues.
The nurse does as she’s told.
Finally, after four samples the man takes off his ski mask. It’s her husband! “See?” he says. “Was it that bad?”
ThreeToday I met Hessian Princess ... She is more than meets the eye. If you are reading this, visit her and rate her well.
Ok......Ok here goes i've never written a blog before and dont really know what to say.... my space sucks thought i'd check it out over here.... much better keep up the good werk CT..... uhhmmmm... Fuck It...
The Room Chapter 1I finally get it, I said to myself. Sitting in the large stark white bedroom all alone. The room has two doors, one window and a bed in it. It seems so large when you sitting in the room on the bed. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, legs crossed in deep thought when my revelation came to me. It had been a week of much stress and turmoil not just in my personal life but my professional life as well. I was fired from my job which actually was a blessing in disguise as during the same week I was offered my dream job. Being a co-owner of a business was my dream. I wanted to own this business where me and my business partner would visit different clients and give business advice. We would advise them on financial and other business matters. Now finally I get to live my dream.
As for my personal life, things were really rough this week. We had been fighting all week long, torn on the direction of what color to paint the living room. As silly as it sounds, we are two passiona
Polli like you all to take a min. to rate me from one to ten. i want to know if you think im hot or not.leave me a comment rating me from one to ten. be honest i can handle it. thanks.
Wet And Windy!yeah a fun ride home for all LOL. Ok i could do without the wet bit but well we have to make sacrifices at some point.
Anyway, onto the technical stuff, i found out why my program wasn't working properly. I went looking at the irc networks homepage and found out something interesting. It seems that you can't send private messages until you register your nick. This was done to stop spam bots and other nasties trying to pretend to be other people. I have no problem with this, just wish i knew before i spent so long trying to find the problem LOL.
So I'll have to go testing again. I've also decided to get a new wireless router because there is no way i can connect when i enable any of the security options i.e wpa, and i don't fancy having an open connection to my network. So i'm going to switch to a new one that i know works because I set up a friends and it works. It just teaches me to go cheap LOL
* Violet Flame Meditation *Violet Flame Meditation
PART I: How the Violet Flame Works
The electromagnetic spectrum is composed of varying frequencies or wavelengths that include radio waves, infrared radiation, ultraviolet rays, X-rays, gamma rays, cosmic rays, as studied in the Rosicrucian cosmic keyboard. The visible sunlight is but a tiny portion of this electromagnetic spectrum. Of this visible light the violet is the highest frequency of shortest wavelength and is at the limit or point of transition to the other "invisible" spectrum of spiritual inner divine light and as such it transcends to a spiritual, rather than physical phenomenon. In Rosicrucian teachings the manifestation of this violet light in the aura is regarded as a result of high advancement of the student on The Path(1) As the physical sunlight, this divine light is also decomposed or refracts into seven rays, each with its own specific qualities and served by an Ascended Master. This divine light, decomposed in the seven rays, is descr
Some Day My Prince Will Comesome one will love me someday.....and some day some one will keep me and be with me forever......but i dont know how many days i have left.......i was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer......and now the biggest thing im worried aout is never finding my soulmate.....its the truest for of unfairness.....
Telling A Blonde JokeTelling a Blonde Joke
A blind man and his guide dog enter a bar and find their way to a barstool. After ordering a drink, and sitting there for a while, the blind guy yells to the bartender, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?"
The bar immediately becomes absolutely quiet. In a husky, deep voice,the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, you should know something. The bartender is blonde, the bouncer is blonde and I'm a 6'tall, 200 pound blonde with a black belt in karate. What's more, the woman sitting next to me is blonde and she's a weightlifter. The lady to your right is a blonde, and she's a pro wrestler. Think about it seriously, mister. You still wanna tell that blonde joke?"
The blind guy says, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times."
Feel Like Being Bitchyanyone ever feel like ya just dont give a fuck all of a sudden wellll guys right now that would be me. i got so much goin on so much on my mind and only got a few select number of people who i KNOW are friends that actaully give a shit. not trying to be bitchy cuz everyone that has actaully taken the time out to talk to me knows otherwise but been sittin here the past few days and i all of a sudden a few minutes ago came out of extreme exhaustion and thought ya know what i dont give a fuck about shit right now all of a sudden i feel liek being btichy i am sure everyone has had their days where they feel like being a bitch or feel like being an asshole.but anyway i think i got it all outta my system now so i am goin to bed. to all my TRUE REAL AND LOVING FRIENDS.. I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY AND HEY CHECK OUT THE VOICE MESSAGE ON MY PAGE AND ;LEAVE ME ONE SOMETIME.... PEACE I,M OUTTA HERE
Today I SmiledToday I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad.
Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had.
Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light,
And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight.
Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more,
And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door.
Today I loved a little more and complained a little less,
And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.
Internet Pet PeeveIf you can read and write (in English), then you should be able to use at least semi-proper English.
My biggest pet peeve with the internet (mainly bulletins like those found on myspace and l33t sp33k) is that it isn't real English that everyone can understand.
I bring this up now after seeing a mum concerning a "bulletin" where only a linguist may be able to read it clearly and without mentally adding in or re-spelling certain words to make sense out of it.
I see these kind of bulletins all the time on Myspace and I generally don't bother replying to them. Every so often, I'll find someone online that talks to me like that and I'll explain my pet peeve and they'll stop talking to me or will take the time to properly spell things out.
Is this really so difficult to achieve? I've seen people misspelling "cat" on myspace...and these are literate people, I've talked with them quite a bit outside of myspace.
How painful can it possibly be to take the extra 2 minutes to typ
Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I just wanted to say to all of you who gave me a great rating thank you all very much for the very warm welcome. I felt like i was welcomed with open arms and was made part of the gang right from the start. I cant remember a time ever when i have felt so welcomed. all my love to each and everyone of you. you put a smile on my face and a warm feeling in my heart!!!!!! Thanks again. i'm looking forward to a great long friendship with you. frosty728(Brian)
Ok Off To Bedgotta work tommorrow, ill be on noonish before work have a great night everyone, and dont forget to give me cheap cherry points *hugs and molestations*
Whatever!!you said when you left that you'd come back. i waited and waited and you never came back. you said that if things every changed you'd let me know. things changed and you didn't tell me,i had to read it on a group message. you said we'd always be friends,well that didn't happen. months after months not a word from you. yet people wonder why i'm not very open well do you blame me. i wear my heart on the outside and all that happens is it gets riped. it's like you don't give a shit about other people but yet other people should with out a doubt care about you. i'm sick of it. find another heart to play with and ripe apart because i'm already the liveing dead. even the liveing dead have hearts to ,so go play with someone eles and leave mine alone.
Menstrationmenstration
surely you have finshed with your menstration by now..... but still driping your fluids into the mouths of the dead...........and the devastion that it brings is uplifting when your lies are so cleaver that no one would belive the truth .
devour your fanstys that the poplous is soo devine ....and why do you where the contrdictions on your chest in my eyes vanity crys.. and the streets sleep alone tonite ....... we all fight the human condition with double edged swords and factory that produce our own damnation......... up and over and down again throught jungles and airports shearching for solitude ......but just put your hands bahind your head the gun as already in the back of your brain relax it will be all over soon......................................BANG!.........that tought was bearly conseved women and children pulsate on the ground opening new door ways
Chicken Soupkeeps me warm
soothing to me
strengthens me
such sweet nourishment
holds me tight
all through the night
takes me in
such a sweet friend
always there til the end
my lover
my desire
she always lights my fire
you mean the world to me
you keep me healthy
my heart is always your babe
Show That Wild Smile Here PleaseJohn woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into the room and asked him to' Bring this note to your beautiful Mummy.' The note read:
The Tent Pole Is Up,
The Canvas Is Spread,
The Hell With Breakfast,
Come Back To Bed.
Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to 'Bring this to your silly Daddy.' The note read:
Take The Tent Pole Down,
Put The Canvas Away,
The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage,
No Circus Today.
John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to 'The lady in the kitchen'. The note read:
The Tent Pole's Still Up,
And The Canvas Still Spread,
So Drop What You're Doing,
And Come Give Me Some Head.
Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son t
Every Woman Should KnowEvery Woman Should Know
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A set of screwdrivers,
a cordless drill, and
A black lace bra.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
One friend who
Always makes her Laugh...
And one
Who lets her cry...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A good piece of furniture
not previously owned by
Anyone else in her family...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
Eight matching plates,
Wine glasses with stems,
And a recipe for a meal that will
Make her guests feel honored.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A feeling of control over
Her destiny...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
An airline ticket home,
and never have to use it...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
How to fall in love
Without losing herself...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
HOW TO QUIT A JOB
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND
WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
When to try harder ... and
WHEN TO WALK AWAY.
Don't Take A Picture Of It!!FROM MY FRIEND MRS. MCCUNTERSON!
(she freakin rocks like no other!)
Heres my top ten list of things that should not be photographed...feel free to pass it around, maybe these fuckers will get the hint...
1-If your vagina has a 3 inch piece of skin that looks like chewed hamburger hanging off of it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
2-If you cant see your clit because of all the excess skin around it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
3-If your twat hole is as big as your mouth when you open it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
4-Guys: If you see a vagina and it looks like you will need a hard hat and flashlight to dig your way out of it once your in, DONT STICK YOUR PENIS IN IT, you may never get out alive!
5-If your dick is 4 inches long when its hard, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
6-Flacid cocks are NOT sexy, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
7-If you have so much hair on your genitals that it looks like you need a weed whacker to get through the bush, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
8-If you hav
Chest... O.oyay for waking up at 4:15 in the morning with the chest thing.
yay for screaming for ten minutes and no one hearing you.
yay for finally get the owwie-be-gone (don't know the name of the pill) once its already gotten to the real bad part.
yay for the person I wanted to talk to signing off a few minutes before I calmed down and was able to come back.
My dad heard me screaming. Thgouht I just wanted water or soemthing. Until I started to cry then he started scareming for my mom too. haha.
My mom got me my pill went back down stairs and I layed in my position I always lay in when it happens. On my back. Left leg straight right leg bent up.
Started to work. Then stopped and went bad.
Started to cry again.
Dad yelled "Can't you give her a hug?" so mom came up and sat with me.
And I didn't notice till after but my sister came in too to sit with me.
Charlie too. But all he did was lick my leg.
This is more of a self refferance thing...
I'm supost to keep track of them.
But
Come Home,my LoveAs each hour passes
you are with me
in my thoughts
in my actions
and in my heart.
The time seems so long now
since our sad farewell.
How could we ever part?
You were my light
my angel
my eternal soul.
I was your comfort
your haven
when times were cold.
When we were together
there was nothing we
could not do.
Now, the hours seem endless
since I last saw you.
Come home my love
to my open arms.
Where we will comfort
each other from this
world of harm.
Together we are fearless.
Together we are whole.
My light
My angel
My eternal soul.
Without YouWhen I came to you
I had nothing.
Then you offered
me your heart
and I had everything.
I could feel your soul
within mine.
My life had meaning.
You became my reason
for being.
You were my dawn in
the morning.
You were my single star
on a clear night.
You were the scent
of roses in the garden.
You made my life
as fresh as the air after
a spring rain.
You made me alive.
Without you I feel empty.
My morning is without
its dawn.
My night without
its star.
My soul has no
companion without
your love.
Together we are
everything.
Apart we are nothing.
Together we have meaning.
Together we are one.
Flames Of InnerCome to me my sweet love
I give to you my heart and soul
No longer can we Denney this kind of love
Please my dear
Come more near
Feel all of me my dear
Covering your lips in full with my sweet caress of love
Silky yet so sweet
A roaring need to feel one another's soul
Growing closer with every breath
We can no longer control this magnetic force
Completely touching
Pulsating pulses
Trembling sensations complete each of us
Forever through time
Now controlling our hearts and our minds
I suddenly begin
With my bodies silky mist
Laminating your in full with all my flesh
Inner raptures now explode
Now forever ever controlling us with this passion of mystical hold
All temptations were all ready won by our souls at first thought we were already one
Every day even more deeper than it has ever been
No longer can we fight
What truly feels so right
Cultivating two lives as one
All pulsating passions ignite
Hidden burning desires once held inside
No longer now will we hi
The Beast & The GoddessOh Sexy Beast, Oh Sexy Beast
Where has your Goddess gone?
Is she nibbling on the petals of wild flowers on a sunny day
She’s neither here nor there in her sexy underwear
Could she be smiling like the cheshire cat waiting for a canary
Would you crawl across the floor wearing nothing but your skin
Growl her name out in between seductive purrs as she growls back at you
Bite the flesh that feeds you nectar and kiss the hand that makes you shiver
Let your sharpened claws claim their mark upon her back
Watch her back arch as you kiss your name across her stomach
Will you bring your sexy mouth upon her pearl hidden amongst her silken thighs
Make her tremble like a newborn fawn
Would you make her climb the walls of passions castle
Push her off the edge as she reaches the peak and screams your name
Watch her kiss the drops of love’s sweet embrace from your very lips
Look into the eyes of love and whisper her sweet nothings in her ear
Serenade her in only a thong with Serenity ac
Red PassionsI look in awe at passions in red
Seductive she lays upon the bed
A playful glee shines from her eyes
Lips that smile and hold a suprise
A body beautiful, one to behold
As our desires, start to unfold
In each others arms, holding tight
Ripe breasts and chest meet, in pale moonlight
Lips meet each other, gently at first
Then more fuller, as we quench our thirst
My head moves down and finds a breast
Upon your nipple my lips do rest
Tongue starts flicking, nipple erect
I suck and bite gently, just perfect
Your other breast, my hand cups firm
Fingers teasing, you start to squirm
Feeling you arc, as you reach a peak
The first of many, my hand starts to seek
Moving down, I find, pleasures delight
Your wetness I feel, on this perfect night
My fingers start to rub, upon your clit
As they find their way in, your moist slit
Moving around, deep inside, back and forth
Your muscles tightening, you release more froth
A second time, you climax and let go
Body stiffening as nec
Sweet SpasmsYou walked in the room like a breath of fresh air
You came to blow away the cobwebs
You came as a friend
You came to jump start me
There wasn’t much talking
Before I got your name you straddled me on the sofa
Crystal blue eyes and a blonde hair that the wind had taken
A finger was put to my lips to quiet any protests
The other hand ran through my hair with a need
It pulled at my hair until my head was back and my throat to you
There you hesitated
There you kissed me gently
The only gentle thing that came with you
I kissed your soft exposed stomach as I grabbed your ass with both hands
My hands found their way up your shorts that were just loose enough
I felt my way up until I felt your lacy thong
Your hands pulled off your shirt and threw it across the room
Exposing breasts that were covered with black lace
You brought yourself down to my lips to taste my kiss
I kissed you as deeply as I have ever kissed a woman
Brought you down so I could undo your bra to free th
Sense Of Desiresat a touch of our eyes
of a tryst face to face,
our glances speak secrets
although we are speechless
stroking flames of fire
exploding will of desire
outreaching...awakening soul
surrendering...losing control
molding fear into submission
for there is no contrition
our passions yet mounting,
these moments we're stealing
no limit in sight...
only pleasure to excite
temptation far from right
a quest once in our life
starstruck...I dont know how to begin
denying the fact, that this is a sin
spellbound...an innuendo from within
every moment clamoring, anticipating
the 7th mountain of this long-awaited dream
showering me with feelings
of passion I have never been
floating in air, no space in between
wuthering heights, bursting to cloud 9
the heat of the century, a heaven's bite!
my senses reel, I can touch and feel
your tongue over me, it moves like an eel
I feel your hands deep within my skin
from head to foot, ti
Sweet NectarThis passionate heart, full of desire
The want, the need, flames spiral higher
Testerone pent up, with burning lust
Aching to feel, each others thrust
Our love to share, inhibitions shed
As each others, desires are fed
Feel my hand upon your breast
And my lips your body digest
As my tongue slithers over you
Sweet your nectar, starts to accrue
The warmth you feel in treasure zone
Losing control, you start to moan
Like waves that crash against the shore
You release loves froth and beg for more
My voice says deep, I love you so
As I slip in down below
Together now in perfect thrust
We shall both release our pent up lust
But it's not just lust, this burning love
That was sent to us, from heaven above
A love so rare, a love so true
That's what we have angel, me and you
So our feelings let us share
This pent up wanting, if we dare
Licking YouLicking your lips
Light gentle trace
Licking lightly down your throat
To trace your nipples
With a light trickle of wine
Lavishly I lick it up from behind its drip
Lower yet further
To your belt
I come
MMMMM
Suddenly
Hungry I become
Letting you free
With my teeth
A candy sweet treat for me
Taking my tongue
Tickling so soft
Slowly circling with heated wet mist of my tongue
Beginning a rhythm
With your hand
Upon the back of my head
Shoving your hardness
Yet further in
Gently I slide upon you
Beginning to ride
Deep in
Side to up, to side
You now go beyond
Any highest high
Taking my hands
Almost as I'm to claw your back
Yet only do I use my finger tips
Grabbing you closer
Sucking you further in
To cover you with a wet sticky magical flow
Yet, now you can not resist
You explode with the deepest most fulfilled moan
Shooting your rays
Of much heated spray
Filling me fuller and full
Trembling weak
From the pleasures we received
The Welcomed DreamsAlone in the dark
She walks along the path of lonely hearts
a warm summer breeze brushes across her cheeks
She allows her mind to wander to her dreams
How she would love to find one man who would sweep her off her feet
Out of the shadows
His manly frame appears
Approaching this beauty he see's ahead
Burgandy hair
Radiant lips of red
Blue eyes as dark as the sea
Petite and slim
A brilliant grin
He had to have her some how
Asking her to join him for a drink
She smiles and giggles a yes
Around the block they walk
Arriving to the small lounge on their left
A whiskey sour please, he says
And for the lady
A pause
Stumbling from her lips
A chardiney please, she says
Endlessly they talk
Closer they get
Sending each other the hint
Suddenly he stands to his feet
Extending his hand to hers
As he says
I believe it is time we leave
They walk further approaching her apartment
She shyly asks with a grin
would you care to come in
He responds
That w
IsolatedIt was a cold winter’s dawn and his shirt was torn,
As he staggered upon the beach.
Still thinking of what could have been,
Only to be isolated within his own dream.
He gazed at the sand to see an imprinted hand,
Soon to be washed away by the sea.
He began to pray why was she taken away,
As tears ran down his face.
The pain he feels will never heal,
for he knows it’s all too real.
Replays of time still repeat in his mind.
Another love?
No, he will never find.
Disillusioned by drink he begins to think,
Is that her standing upon the shore?
He drops to his knees as chest becomes sore,
His love to see once more.
The weather soon changed and it began to rain,
He grabbed his heart as it started to drain.
The pain had gone and the sun shone, marking the light of day.
He looked down to the sand in complete dismay,
As he saw that's where he lay.
There two paths crossed, for years they were lost.
Happy again, together they could b
Private Folder Of PhotosListen I really appreciate and am flattered that there are a bunch of you that want to see my private folder. But, Apparently NONE OF YOU WHO ASK FUCKIN READ my FUCKIN Profile.
If we dont talk at all dont ask me to see them please.
I dont appreciate that if I deny someone to see the nasty comments. If you read my profile it clearly states Im not here to "get your dick hard".
Let be real peoople. If you want to get your dick hard and jerk off to naked photos go to a fuckin porn site, get your fuckin wife/girlfriend or a fuckin whore to do it. NOT ME...
Now to sum it up. Dont ask me to see my private folder if you have never fuckin talked to me.
THanks so much for understanding.
Harleysportee69
Take Me Out Of The DreamsSitting by the window cold and blue
Soft breeze of the night whispering a tune
Tiny, soft kisses blown with the wind
From a faraway distance I felt on my lips
A vision of a man in flashing streams
Someone who just exists only dreams
I know for a fact he's a mere fantasy
An illusion of the mind I cannot live with
Distance is a dagger struck in our hearts
For people in love from far edges of the earth
Wish that the world grows smaller each day
Pulling us nearer, cutting miles away
Given the chance to choose who I'd be
Wish I could fly and sail in the midst
A bird who can soar up high on its wings
Flying to and from each time that I wish
Lasting memories that feed my imagination
Hope is a reality that leads your creation
Connection we do share is molding no escape
The intensity of love slowly taking shape
Get out of my dreams and take me for real
Secure my fear that at least you exist
Boundless by the depths of
My WhispersHear my whisper
Quietly
In your ear
Know my love
Is always there
Feel my lips
Upon your cheek
Lightly brushing across
Kissing lightly
Filled of love
Taste my taste
From your tongue
As passion soars
From each of us
Soft caress
Of my touch
Deep embrace
Of your love
Forever deep
Completed
Happy
Joy of the moon
Swaying slowly
Holding tight
Together and forever
Will we be through life
Both of us
Lost in each others eyes
Feel me deeply
Deeply inside
Hearts combine
Beat now as one
Distance will never change
The rarety of our love
Forever feel me
Feel me there
My love for you
Is yours forever my dear
Hear my whispers
Hear them say
I love you darling
Forever and a day
This love you feel
Will never fade
Like This....beautifullIf someone will ask me how beautiful love is...
Standing firmly, before a crowd and God above,
I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!"
Gone are those days drowned of doubts and uncertainties
I'll not fail to answer this covenant dreamed of
If someone will ask me how beautiful love is...
I'm not threatened, I'm free of insecurities
With you, it's like flying on the wings of a dove
I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!"
To savor your scent, I will swim your deepest seas
In proclaiming this love from far edge of the globe
If someone will ask me how beautiful love is...
Illusions of visions in multi-colored streams
My eyes can't disguise, I will shout the world this love
I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!"
Mending spaces in between, I'll hold onto dreams
Imagining you're near...in these poems I wove
If someone will ask me how beautiful love is...
I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!"
I Wanna Come HomeAs I sit in this chair looking out into the greater void
No matter what I do, I can’t remember why
What made me think I’d find the answers out here alone
Now I’m somewhere between here and lost amongst the stars
I am so far from you that I can’t find my way back home
Wish upon a star
Call my name out loud
Send your love to me
Dream a dream of me
I want to come home
There are things out here that would blow your mind
Hollywood hasn’t even come close to my reality
Ever place that I’ve traveled leaves me in awe of what exists
Each time I hope that I find a clue to send me home
I wish I could explain but I wish more than anything I could show you
Wish upon a star
Call my name out loud
Send your love to me
Dream a dream of me
I want to come home
Out here in the universe I’ve found out who I am
I’m trading in my spaceship for a brand new life
The one where my feet are planted on the earth next to you
I’ve lived out all the dreams that lead me to wherever I am
Heart On FireHearts on fire
My flaming desire
Deeply burning through
Chemistry ignites
Sparks of heated light
I belong to you
Melting at your touch
No longer is this lust
My love for you is true
Midnight bliss
Sensual kiss
Heavenly caress
Hypnotized by you
Consuming gaze
Passions rage
My inner flame
Burns for you
Volcanic blast
Eternally to last
Inside me deep
A part of me
Forever to be
Heart on fire
Flame of desire
A burning love
For just us two
Days Of DarknessJust an old poem I wrote a few years back...
Days of Darkness
No sun shines for me today
It rises but shows no ray
Memories of yesterday
Are all I have today
My worlds grown cold
No games to play
All black and white
I'm old and gray
I see a light
in the distant sky
It's calling me
A distant cry
Come walk with me
I am your friend
Life there is just pretend
It's just a test
come see the truth
walk with me
And join my youth
It has just begun
John Vincent Mattiuz
Copyright ©2006 John Vincent Mattiuz
In Another Life"In Another Life"
Do you love me oh do you love me
I say so
Do you need me oh do you need me
God I hope
I get this feeling deep inside
That somewhere somehow you passed me by
I can't put my finger on it but
The more that I see you the more that I know
Everywhere you go is everywhere I've been
You finish all my sentences before they begin
And I know that look in your eyes
It's like I've seen you before about a million times
In another life, in another life maybe, in another life you must've been mine
You make me feel so
You make me feel so
Beautiful
It doesn't matter
No it never matters if we're out or home
We can make hours into years
Wherever you go you're always here
It's like I've known you from before
But I'm just so happy you walked through my door
I'm breathing you in
I'm breathing you out
You're all around me
No matter what we do
I wanna spend my life with you
Only you
Do you love me oh do you love me
Say you love me oh say you love me
Ever
Life's Journeywritten by my dad..
Life'S Journey
This is to my family and those who call me friend
come take a little walk with me we'll just wander round the bend
and as we walk I'll talk with you in lyric and some song
I hope you'll say at journey's end you're glad you came along
let's talk of thoughts and memories and things we meant to share
of times gone by,known just to us,when no one else was there
we've read a book or heard a song that touched our soul and heart
but failed to share those special thoughts with those so far apart
So walk along,come dream with me, it's not far around the bend
I want to share these thoughts and songs before our journeys end
Ted Mattiuz
Copyright ©2006 Ted Mattiuz
Just A Few Questions...You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Dragon67%WereWolf67%Mermaid67%Faerie58%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com
Lost And ForeverWhen the snow has melted and the birds begin their song
And the summer warmth fills my heart again,
I think of you
And how you once held me under the June stars.
Though it's been many years since I've felt your touch,
And your scent has faded from the shirt I wore that night,
I still think of you
And how you held me by the waterfall.
It was just an adolescent dream that we would last
Though I always thought somehow we would.
Which is why I still think of you
When my world seems grim and lonely.
I said back then no one would ever know me quite the same way,
And that I'd think of your face last on my dying day.
And eternally, I'd think of you
And the few short years we spent in love.
For heaven must consist of you and I as one,
Because I couldn't live my life knowing
That thinking of you
Was the closest I'd ever get to Eden.
Someday I'll hold you again - of that I'm certain.
And you'll look in my eyes the way you used to,
And you'll see life and reality,
Lamont's New Works Of Art ;)Lamont's done a slideshow - you can view it here: http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=74672
He's also made a cube with some of my photos on it:
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Enjoy!
Melanie
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Passing TimeJust passing time as the day goes by,
some times i laugh sometimes i cry.
Sometimes it gets hard, some times at ease,
when you get to know me i like to cut up and tease.
Time goes fast while on the internet,
like talking to my friend paul, wendy and wet.
I love to listen to music even in a chat room,
got a new subwolfer that goes thump thump boom boom.
Go to the movies and sit and eat popcorn,
there is one kind of movie i don't like and that is porn.
Writing poetry is another passing time,
I like to write and make it ryme.
Now that it's summer there is so much to do,
spending time with my family and having a bar-b-q.
Reading a book while laying on the beach,
sitting there getting sun and eating a peach.
Passing time can be great,
like going to clubs and staying out late.
Passing time till i fall asleep,
setting the alarm clock so it goes beep beep.
It may be dark or so it seems ,
so ii close my eyes and have sweet dreams.
Once Upon A Time, A Fairy Tale For Women.This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little:
Once upon a time
~~~~~~~~
in a land far away,
~~~~~~~~
a beautiful, independent,
self-assured princess
~~~~~~~~
happened upon a frog as she sat
contemplating ecological issues
on the shores of an unpolluted pond
in a verdant meadow near her castle.
~~~~~~~~
The frog hopped into the princess' lap
and said: " Elegant Lady,
I was once a handsome prince,
until an evil witch cast a spell upon me.
~~~~~~~~
One kiss from you, however,
and I will turn back
into the dapper, young prince that I am
~~~~~~~~
and then, my sweet, we can marry
~~~~~~~~
and set up housekeeping in your castle
~~~~~~~~
with my mother,
~~~~~~~~
where you can prepare my meals,
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clean my clothes, bear my children,
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and forever feel
grateful and happy doing so. "
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That night,
~~~~~~~~
as the princess dined sumptuously
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FightAs I sit here listening
To the fight going on
Between my head and my heart
I feel numb inside.
My head says "I'm a fool;"
My heart says, "But you love him so."
My head says "He will hurt you again."
My heart answers, "But he also makes me happy."
My head says, "Look at all the tears he made you cry."
My heart answers, "Yes, but he also gives me pleasure."
My head says, "You are strong and can get over him."
My heart answers,"He makes me feel alive and whole."
I need him and I love him.
Without him I would only be existing.
I slowly shake my head, "No"
knowing my heart has won once more.
Finally A Bulletin Worth Reading.................................... (repost)finally a bulletin worth reading.................................... (repost)
ONE
If you're ugly,
stop acting like you don't know it.
The captions under you picture that says
"top model pose"
"sexy bitch"
"aren't i hot"
doesn't convince anyone.
TWO
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.
THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG,I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special Olympics;
even if you win,
you're still retarded.
FIVE
Making 20 bulletins a day
about how you hate other people
b/c you are not on in the TOP 10.
who really cares, i mean get over it!
SIX
Who really gives a crap if
I don't accept you as a friend?
MOVE ON!!!
Don't send me ano
I Would, Would U ????If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a person u love, repost this. Tonight, your 1 love will call, kiss or ask you out...if you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED
if u do love some one that much, repost it.
repost with title: Do u love someone enough to do this?
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(repost of original by 'loverman187' on '2006-11-15 19:33:36')
(repost of original by '♥ Mуѕтιсαℓ Gεмιиι ♥' on '2006-11-15 19:37:24')
(repost of original by '~~Nyne~~' on '2006-11-15 19:43:55')
(repost of original by 'ElCool43 ~ Wiccan Family~' on '2006-11-15 20:13:32')
(repost of original by 'Sex appeal is fifty percent what youve got and fifty percent what people think youve got' on '2006-11-17 21:24:02')
(repost of original by 'josh1765' on '2006-11-17 22:03:56'
Hot Or Not !!!There are 7 things you can say:
1) not attractive
2) decent
3) Cute
4) Handsome
5) Hot
6) Pretty Hot and Tempting (phat)
*******7) I'd fuck you in a second!********
PLS PLS PLS REPLY !!!!!!!!!!!!
You Know Your Spanish When.... LolYou know your spanish when....
You put your clean pots in the oven for storage
Your mother keeps a can full of recycled cooking oil
on or near the stove
Your relatives take photos and videos at a wake.
You have to say "bendicion" to your grandmother /
mother / aunts when you come in and before you leave
Your grandma's couch is covered in plastic even though
it's older than you
You call all cereal "con flay"
You call any sneaker "tenis"
You can't leave a party without taking home a plate of
food
Your grandma makes you put on slippers because walking
around barefooted will make you get sick
You need that piece of cake before you leave the party
You found out about a Saturday party on Wednesday
"La Correa" or "La Chancla" were used to discipline
you
You have those huge wooden spoons on the wall
The biggest pot in the house is burned from all the
rice cooked in it
You blast the music at 8am to clean the house on a
Saturday
The whole fami
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MorningI was at the speedway today..
I'm looking out past a school bus.. and I see 2 deer cross the street looking at some kids.. they were pretty young.. the deer I mean..
I know i'm not in the city of indy.. i'm more near the rural part.. lmao..
I still have foxes,deer, racoons (they have a gang) no really! , rabbits, squirrels,cats sleeping on the far lawn.. and i probably forgot the other animals.. hehe
Like a zoo near the woods.. lol
Watching In Amazement Of Her Beauty…TheUnLoved has Returned to Your Page..
I stand Watching in Amazement of her Beauty…
In sorrow I hang my head…
and slowly fade into the Darkeness….
I Am Officially BackTHATS RIGHT I CAME BACK AND NOW IM BACK 4 GOOD....MISSED EVERY1 SO SHOW UR BOI SUM LUV
I Hate Being Stressed:[ Everything seems to be falling down on me.
The one person I want to care, doesn't care. My friggin mail isn't getting to my address so I have to keep going in and picking it up. I have no money, the job I'm at hasn't given me any shifts since SEPTEMBER. My cell phone broke, and I can';t even buy a new one.
:[ Life sucks right now. &I bet my birthday NEXT tuesday is going to suck ass even more.
I Think....I think my asploded this weekend. But I can't be sure because I really can't see it and I'm afraid to reach up and feel the nothing where my head should be.
Take My Advice.You never, NEVER hide the bodies in the crawlspace of your mother's house.
Idiot.
DickChicks like dicks. That's what one chick told me.
So I do my best to be a dick to every chick I meet.
I'm not sure why that isn't working.
BlissIgnorance 1) is a lack of knowledge. Ignorance is also a "state of being ignorant" or unaware/uninformed. Ex: "In debate class Bill lost the debate because he was ignorant in (without knowledge of) that subject." In such a case the term is not pejorative, and may even be used as a self–descriptive term, as in "I am ignorant of (some subject or topic)". Ignorance can also be more than a lack of knowledge. It can include a deliberate intent to ignore knowledge or facts that conflict with what someone believes or wants to be true.
(pejorative definition) Ignorance 2) is the choice to not act or behave in accordance with regard to certain information in order to suit ones own needs/beliefs."I know better but I choose to ignore that and do/say/act in a way that behooves me."
In politics, it is almost always used as a pejorative label, but some political movements have raised it to an ideal, for instance some peasant and agrarian movements. This is usually simply a rejection of academi
Hey Friends...Hope your weekend didn't go too crazy for you. (Bad crazy, we all love good crazy.) I didn't too much but the usual: watch football, drink beer, play my PS2 and study. My fall semester is nearing the end so I have to keep myself from distracted. (Again, bad distracted, not good distracted, I love good distractions...like CT for instance.)
Yeah, just thought I'd post this for whoever wanted to listen (or read). I hope that you all have a great week, and to my friends, I'll do all I can to touch base with all your profiles this week. If I miss you, I'll apologize for it right now. Take care everyone and chat with you soon. :)
You Hate Life? Haha... I Hate Feelings! Fuck This Bullshit.How many of you think.... when someone else points the blame at someone else...
That maybe they need to look at how they feel 1st?
Saying how something is true and doesn't feel as if....
Well, What the fuck if? I was really for real.....
and yet that someone feels as if it's me that is at fault and they are the one.
I mean give me a fucking break....
You ever think that maybe you could have done more?
I know I have but right now... it feels like was it worth it?
Probably not.
Sure that person could have done more... By "not" saying all this shit to me... that I didn't do anything to be told this.
Fuck it....
I'm not going to let this shit bring me down....
Pics And Stuffjust wanted to thank everyone for being so kind and showing me so much love.... thank you all!
Interesting.....You scored as Armand. Your the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really areDracula92%Armand92%Marius83%Blade83%Spike58%Lestat58%Louis42%Angel42%Deacon Frost33%Akasha17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com
To Remember MeTo Remember Me
Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face, or love in the eyes of a woman.
Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain.
Give my blood to the teenager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play.
Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week.
Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk.
If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses, and all prejudice against my fellow man.
Give my sins to the devil.
Give my soul to God.
If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you. If you do all I have asked, I will live forever...
Catholic School GirlsA train hits a bus load of Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are all in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates pass St. Peter. St. Peter asks the first girl, "Gloria, have you ever had contact with a penis?" She giggles and shyly replies, "Well I once touched with the tip of my finger..." St. Peter says, "Ok, dip the tip of your finger in the holy water and pass through the gates." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, "Catherine, have you ever had contact with a penis?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says "OK, dip your whole hand in the holy water and pass through the gate." All of the sudden there is a lot of commotion in the line of girls,one girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front of the line St. Peter says, "Lisa! What seems to be the rush?" The girl replies, "Well, If I'm going to have to gargle that Holy Water, I want to do it before Stephanie sticks her as
New PhotosFor those who missed the upload notices...I uploaded a few new default pics as well as some new ones under Naughty Gurl. You need to be a friend to see Naughty Gurl and....if you send me a request and I add you...I expect ratings and comments on all of the pictures you view.
Trust me........its worth it!
Today Sucked So FarI woke up at 4, only got 2 hours of sleep
to top it off 10 miles from my dorm I did a 360...nothing happened to the car though, thankfully. it was just so annoying.
About GoddessingGoddessing is a recent contribution to Goddess vocabulary, following on from Mary Daly's suggestion that Deity is too dynamic, too much in process, changing continually, to be a noun, and should better be spoken as a Verb (following Buckminster Fuller's "God is a verb"). We can refer to goddessing meaning Goddess culture, Goddess way of life, Goddess practice, or 'my goddessing' as in my individual interpretation and experience of Goddess.
Lick Me Lotswanna taste my cherry? Wanna suck on my cherry? Well lick me lots and you will taste the best thing you have ever tasted in your life!!
Family TripOk so we will be leaving really early thursday morning. and coming home sunday evening Im so exited I get to spend part of thanksgiving with my sister we havnt been able to do thanksgiving or christmas for about 6yrs this year we possibly get to do both together!!!
Tarrot Card 2You Are Death
You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.
Your fortune:
Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.
What Tarot Card Are You?
My First Blog!!!Ok, so this is my first blog here.. figured it was high time to pop my own cherry! lol..
soooooooooo nothing to insightful for today... but I'll be sure to keep erryone of you updated.. hopefully I'll get sum more feedback here then in the other spots im normally on.. seems like no one ever answers me anymore..
Ok.. Love yall
~AIG
My ProfessionThis might be funny if it were not so sadly true.
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack.
1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack.
2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers.
Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school
1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled.
2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it.
Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students.
1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class.
2006 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie.
Love PoemYER BREATH
WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING
WITHOUT YOU I AM WEAK
WITHOUT YOU HELD CLOSE TO MY CHEST
I'M NOTHING BUT A FREAK
YOU KEEP ME WARM YOU KEEP ME CALM
YOU KEEP ME SAFE WITHIN YOUR ARMS
YOU CHILL MY TREMBLES
AND SILENCE MY SHIVERS
ALTHOUGH I AM NOT WITH YOU
THRU MORNIN NOON AND NIGHT
YOU ALWAYS KNOW RIGHT WHERE I AM
YOU CAN ALWAYS FIND YOUR WAY DEEP DOWN
INSIDE MY HEART YOU KNOW YOU MEAN THE
WORLD TO ME YOU KNOW THIS ALL SO WELL
BUT YET TIME AND TIME AGAIN YOU STOP
TO TOUCH IT ONCE AGAIN
AND REACH INSIDE MY HEART AS IF TO SAY YOU
DO NOT KNOW AS IF TO SAY YOU CAN NOT FEEL
WHAT YOU KNOW IS SO DEEP AND YOU CAN
FEEL IS SO REAL YOU KNOW MY WEAKEST MOMENTS
YOU KNOW MY BREAKING POINTS YOU KNOW
WHAT TURNS ME INSIDE OUT
YOU'VE REACHED YER HAND INSIDE MY HEART
YOU'VE LIFTED ME WITH JUST YER WARM
AND TENDER BREATH CARESSING DOWN MY NECK
YOU KNOW MY LIFE IS NOTHING WITHOUT Y
LifeLife is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will.
Jawaharal Nehru
The geat blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it.
Seneca
(7 B.C. - 65 A.A.)
Govern thy life and thoughts as if the whole world were to see the one, and read the other.
Thomas Fuller
Life is short, art long, opportunity fleeting, experience treacherous, judgment difficult.
Hypocrites
After the game,
the king and the pawn go into the same box.
Italian Proverb
Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.
La Bruyere
Life is like a library owned by the author.
In it are a few books which he wrote himself,
but most of them were written for him.
Harry Emerson Fosdick
The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live.
Elbert Hubbard
Life's a voyage that's homeward b
The Good And The Uglywell today is a good day but then again its an ugly day as well....
well iam gonna have to make up a new account on here cause iam blocked from posting bullitens here on this name grrrrrrrrrrr but ill keep this name as well
the good for today is that i went for an interview a little while ago and i start my new job tomorrow YAY its ONLY been a year in a 1/2
Poem 1by Heinrich Heine
The pearly treasures of the sea,
The lights that spatter heaven above,
More precious than these wonders are
My heart-of-hearts filled with your love.
The ocean's power, the heavenly sights
Cannot outweigh a love filled heart.
And sparkling stars or glowing pearls
Pale as love flashes, beams and darts.
So, little, youthful maiden come
Into my ample, feverish heart
For heaven and earth and sea and sky
Do melt as love hath melt my heart.
(translated by David Doggett, 2002)
Which Flower Are You?Which Flower are You?
You are a Lily:You are graceful, gentle, calm, and pure and perhaps a little shy (though your shyness is part of your charm). You are a very honorable person who always wants to do the right thing. Your calm attitude has a soothing effect on others.Symbolism: The lily has long been used as a symbol of majesty, honor, chastity, and purity of heart.Take this quiz!
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Papa Roach - To Be LovedListen up, turn it up and rock it out
party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
this is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some fucking respect
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal.
Go!
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
I want domination
I want your submission
I see you’re not resisting
To this temptation
I’ve got one confession
A love deprivation
I’ve got a jet black heart
It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be love
Paradise, BeyondCrystal creations
Luring temptations
It's her touch he hungers for
Yearning deep
A pounding need
Feeling his lips pressed upon hers
Burning sensation
Tingling deeply in each others flesh
This moment they have only dreamed of
As they begin to make love
Finally upon them
The time is here
All their fantasies become real
A dreamy fate
Completely embraced
As hands begin to explore
Clothing drooping
To the floor
Inner passions begin to soar
Flesh upon flesh
Sweet gentle caress
Teasingly he tickles her breast
In between her knees
Is where he longs to be
As they both fall to the floor
Between her thighs
He now becomes
As his enlarged manly hood
Enters deeply into her walls
Fires ignite
Two souls combine
With every pleasing thrust
Sensations now peak
As they rain the satisfaction of their love
Forever together as one
Dont I Wishwhat hot superstar will you marry?? Johnny Depp..yeah he may be older but he'll probably still be sexy until he is 65. its true. lucky you lucky you. Take this test
What Kind Of Angel Are You?What Kind of Angel are you?
ANGEL OF WINSDOMYou rule yourself, sometimes hepl, sometimes destroy... but you still have a soulTake this quiz!
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Brand New JonesSome like to keep heat on
Some never hot enough
See I sleep with nothing on
Cuz I'm always burnin up
But we all wanna try
To see each other's side
And I'll try
Til she takes my pillow
mmm
She'll say I'm lucky
She'll say I'm the man
We'll talk on for hours
As long as I understand
I'd go on without her
see see
but everyday
ain't the same
ain't the same
ain't the same
I feel like a puppy
when I get time to play
I've got a brand new jones
And nobody even knows
When my baby is gone
It's my thang, my thang
Sometimes I can't let go
So I've got to be alone
When my baby is gone
It's my thang, my thang alone
Some like a sweet romance
and some wanna travel far
but I like a three point stance
and I hate to drive my car
But I'd go round the world
Just to please my girl
and I'll fly
if she takes my pillow
Ooh
She'll say I'm lucky
Then say I'm the man
We'll talk on for hours
As long as I understand
I'd go on without her
but everyday
I feel like a pu
~`~ Fever ~`~Fever
Come to me
you are my king
Touch my flesh
With sensual caress
A feather like tip
Trip your fingertips
Igniting inside
Fever
Heated flames
Deeply inner burning need
Boiling
Is the desire
Love filled fire
Behind the door is our
Backdraft of
Fever
Rising temperatures
Unknown heights
Glowing red
Shoots through the
Night sky
Meshed flesh
Upon flesh
Melting mist
Escaping blaze
Of sensual haze
Scorching treats
Of flavorable
Fever
Darkness of night
Climatic fo heights
Hot wet lava
Pouring freely
Covering our thighs
Endless is the river
Filled of passion
Ripling is the current
Heat controling plead
Fever
Pleasure of paradise
Exceeding farhenheight
Degrees never climbed before
Our temperatures raise
Thermometers of melting love
Eternally welded as one
SorrySorry, i haven't been able to leave any comments or message anyone in a while. I have been extremely busy and haven't had a chance to get on my computer in a while. Thank you every one for the nice comments you have left me and keep it up. You all are great and I will get to all of you as soon as I can.
Native Friends(dont Be Offended)Native Friends(don't be offended)
WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food
INDIAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.
WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!"
WHITE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you.
WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours.
WHITE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
WHITE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
INDIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I' m home!"
WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while.
INDIAN FRIENDS
Motley Crue And Aerosmith On 11-12-06Was by far the worst concert I went to. Not due to the performers of course. I had a series of disappointing events that took place that night.
FOR INSTANCE:
State decides to do highway work the night of the concert. Closing many exits, freeways, and causing the biggest traffic congestion that I have ever seen. To move 1 mile, took nearly half an hour. Waiting in this line like everyone else.
When the worst happend. My car decides of all nights to break down, that was going to be the night. Blew off a new hose to the radiator!!! Great, now I am more reason to hold up this traffic. Desparetly seeking a spot to pull off, or turn around the people did not budge. So I took the dirt road off to the side there, and to my surprise started being attacked by pissed off concert goers. They would take their cars and litterally try to push me into the side walls or hillside there!!! Some cam real close to hitting me. Meanwhile I try to explain my car is breaking down on me and
New Satin Babies!We have new Satin babies born on November 08, 2006 to Jeana's Rome and VinnyJeana's Rome was a first time mom, and the babies have been through quite a lot! Born on the wire, fell out of the cage, you name it. But we managed to keep 7 of the 9 alive.
Mom and babies are all doing great! Rome just loves to dote on the babies now. Here they are!
My Chosium's PrinceA mystical breeze
Blowing in my hair
The magical scent of the ocean's sea
Pale moonlight
I now approach your castle Tintagel
My Chaosium's prince
Opens the doors
Awaits for our forbidon love
Love that was never meant to be
Uncontrolled my soul still traveled to the one I dream of
A liquid filled bottle
I carry in my pouch
Filled with a potion of love for you and me
Together we will cheer our souls of meant to be
I am the white hands
Born of the kings and Queen's of blood
Dukes before them
A cruel spell of never meant to be
Here I am
Enchantress of love
Claiming my prince who owns my heart and soul
For we can not live or die apart
Entwined together for life and death
Forever a destiny
Approaching your wooden castle doors
You run to me embracing me in your arms
Worlds apart
We were never meant to be
Strength to remain strong
Passion's that are meant to be
Unlike Tristan and Iseult
Forever together we will be
No man can destroy this force filled love betwee
A Bored Diatribe...Well...Here's some crap I wrote a while back...
NOT FOR THE EASILY OFFENDED.
Well...Not that it really matters...
Have you ever seen the fat guy that'll stand next to the road holding a sign that says "will work for food"??? My old hometown has one now...There for a while he was standing next to the entrance to Wal-Mart, beside Captain D's...
Hold up a second, Barrell-Ass...You're what, 6 feet tall, probably weigh twice as much as I do, and dress like white trash in a ratty ass sweat-suit...What's wrong chubs, sell your food stamps for the carton of Newports you've got sitting next to your jacket? Newports cost over $5 a pack...and you've got an unopened carton next to you? That's what...Almost $60 sitting next to your shit? Maybe you should think of your stomach before making sure you've got your daily fill of cancer. That or I'm sure you can sell your sweatsuit...Go find a hesher that's still into the grunge phase, and tell him it's what Kurt was wearing when his brains hit
Brain TeasersBrain Teasers
1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him?
2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be?
3. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How could you put all of this water into a barrel, without using the jugs or any dividers, and still tell which water came from which jug?
4. What is black when you buy it, red when you use it, and gray when you throw it away?
5. Can you name three consecutive days without using the words Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday?
6. This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual abo
God?An 89-year-old man goes for a physical. All of his tests come back with normal results. The doctor says, "Brian, everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?"
Brian replies, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof, the light goes on. When I'm done, poof, the light goes off."
"Wow, that's incredible," the doctor says.
A little later in the day, the doctor calls Brian's wife. "Ethel," he says, "Brian is doing fine! But I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that he gets up during the night and poof, the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done poof, the light goes out? "
"Oh my God!" Ethel exclaims. "He's peeing in the refrigerator again."
Random UpdatesBlood and Ramen Noodles-Horrible
Blood and Chocolate Mild-Bad
Blood and Mt. Dew-Tollerable
Blood and Ice Cream-Good
Blood and Chocolate Syrup-OMG!!
I got a tooth pulled...the last baby tooth. Yeah. It sucks. Uhh...random update of my life since...whenever.
11-6-06
Dad got an espresso machine. Yummy!! I had one this morning. Twas much good. Uhhh...Ok...from Thursday.
I got my hair cut after Tech on Thursday. Maybe I'll have some pictures up later. I dont know yet. I havent taken any, really. Well, aside from some Signs for some people on Gaia.
Sarah had a dance to go to Thursday night. I took her and went to Jeanne's. We talked about a lot of stuff. I even got my palm read! When we got home, I got to play psychologist. It turns out, Sarah's having some of the same problems I did in Middle school: people talking about her, liking the same guy her friend does, and just being a young teen. Also, her English teacher died from Cancer. So I'm playing therapist for Sarah and a
Ok All Listen Up HereI have a new name on here as well now and will be here and there workin on gettin everything transferred to there but for all my friends and those that wanna add me as a friend and so forth here is the link to the new profile
http://cherrytap.com/user/441487
Wake Me Up When September Endsthis is my fav. song from Green Day.
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my fathers come to pass/ seven years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ summer has come and passed/ the innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ ring out the bells again/ like we did when spring began/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my father's come to pass/ twenty years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ wake me up whe
A Soldier's ChristmasTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR
The Old DaysThe Bigotry of Worn-Out Stereotypes
By Suzanne Fields
"Americans are too racist for Barack/Americans are too sexist for Hillary." Says who? So says Benjamin Wallace-Wells, an essayist prominently displayed in The Washington Post. The headline makes the case that rednecks, male chauvinists and secret segregationists in the suburbs are insurmountable obstacles blocking the path to the White House for Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama.
The Post puts no question marks after his assertions that the American public may not be ready for either of them to lead because of his race and her sex. But, perhaps thinking better of it, the Post added question marks in its online edition. But even as questions, these ideas are remnants of an out-of-date bigotry. They clearly don't apply to the senators from New York and Illinois, and there's growing evidence that they don't apply to anyone else, either.
"Recent polls have found that the percentages of Americans who say they would not vote for
FraudProtect your identity!
Go to this web address to make sure your drivers license isn't publicly viewable.
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NeverNever will I let my guard down for anyone to break my heart.
Never will I let my heart feel, for it only ends up broken.
Never will I believe just words, when actions speak volumes.
So don't try to ambush me and catch me off guard.
Don't try to make my heart feel.
Don't speak......just do.
A KissAn angel came to visit me last night
and filled my room with such bright sunlight.
This angel bent down and kissed me ever so tenderly upon my wet cheek.
This angel came and sat upon my bed she/he whispered such soothing words in my ear and dried my sobbing tears instead.
This angel whispered in my ear angel's are always here and they are always near to wipe away your sad tears.
Remember when you are sad just call on me and I will come and comfort you and bring to you a smile:) instead....
Who Knows What To Call This OneI feel a storm raging in my soul
an angry hunger out of control
it feeds upon ones insecurities
so intense it brings one to their knees
the waves are crashing
tossing me around
I try to find solid ground
then in one single flash
a bright light appeared so calming
it was you......
then without warning the storm reappeared
and left me tattered and my soul shattered
so now all that is left is this empty shell
and I go back to my living hell
A Hug MeansWhat does a HUG mean to me oh it just
makes my heart dance and sing.
A HUG that is given to me makes me
realise that I am liked and loved.
A HUG makes me feel oh sooo warm
inside keeping the chill outside.
A HUG makes my worries seem less
with other peoples thoughtfullness.
A HUG can mean so many different
things depending who the HUG is from.
It is such a dark and cold world when a
HUG is deprived from ME.
It makes my world so cold and dark
and everything seems so black and stark.
So HUG everyone you like and love
bringing them the sunlight back in their
lives and keep the coldness away outside
where it should Always Stay!!!
Prejudice Verses Racisim!!Our connection to the Earth, each other, and future generations is central in understanding many of the problems we and the earth are facing.
Facing Our Future: from denial to environmental action, Jim Cole
Facing Our Future Together: a Trainer's Guide, David McMurray
One Illness, Many Symptoms:
Prejudices and Environmental Denial
Might our difficulty with accepting diversity and our failure to respond to threatening environmental crises be related? The problem seems to be rooted in our definition of who we are in this universe. Are we a generation of people with a common language, here only for ourselves, to compete with each other and all other people and life forms for domination of this space and time? Or are we organisms that are deeply rooted in this ever-growing web of life that has been unfolding from the beginning of time? Do we dominate and exploit all those we find an advantage over, or do we accept and cherish all life forms, knowing that we are inseparable pa
Posted Missing...lolHi folks....just to let you know that I don't have an I.S.P at the moment, and can only get online by using my mates computer. I am not going to abuse the priveledge, so I will not be on very often. My new i.s.p. will not be active till the middle of december....till then ...keep the faith...hope you will all still be here when I get back online.
cheers
Adam
UzumeUzume, Goddess of Laughter
Before the Cave of Heaven where Amaterasu Omi Kami, the Sun Goddess had hidden her radian face where all the assembled Gods and Goddesses had tried and failed to lure her out I stepped up to the Cave with utmost seriousness with grave determination with proper decorum and a lofty mien and with a bump and a bump and bump, bump, bump, bump lifted my kimono and revealed myself in ways that caused the mouths of the exalted ones to water and fall open Then I played puppet with my labia and paid myself a little lip service I heaved my breast over one shoulder then the other over the other and I landed on my backside with a bump and a bump and a bump, bump, bump, bump amidst the explosions of laughter and merriment of the esteemed crowd with breasted tied in a knot my legs spread like a welcome mat I called in the Spirits and offered them my body but they refused to take it The crowd howled and laughed as I continued my dance till Amaterasu Omi Kami couldn't stan
I Got My First Tattoo TodaySo...i have been wanting to get a tattoo for awhile...and today i did it...it is so cute and i am so glad i got it...it is a lower back one with a butterfly....it is so cute and i just love it...lol....so take a look...
At A U-2 Concert. . .At a U2 concert in Glasgow, Bono asks the audience for some quiet.
Then in the silence, he starts to slowly clap his hands.
Holding the audience in total silence, he says into the microphone
"Every time I clap my hands, a child in Africa dies."
A voice from near the front pierces the silence;
"Well, stop fucking doing it then dude."
What Taror Card R YouYou Are The High Priestess
You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed.
You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light.
You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two.
Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets.
Your fortune:
Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward.
You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination.
And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end.
You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open!
What Tarot Card Are You?
Yup More Of The Mushy JunkSweet desires that draw me in
Makes me think sweet thoughts of sin
To take you and hold you in my arms
You smile and I fall for your charms
You lead me into every lasting desire
And now my loins burn with the fire
For you have caught and held me true
And heart and soul I belong to you
And give myself freely to you alone
You’re the one for whom my love is shown
So take me and hold me as your man my dear
You are the queen of my heart so never fear
For what we have may be heaven it seems
You’re the woman of my hopes and dreams
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Im Donei received a phone call last night from my ex. informing me he was expecting half my family allowance for support for ryan who he has living with him. after i informed him that it was mine to keep til the government got the paper work straightened out on it. i told him they would then tell me i was over paid and and fix the account.
well this sent him into a whirl wind of hate. if i were to give it to him now all that would mean is that when it was all said and done he would get the money twice because i know he would never reemburse me he turned very hateful at me.
he informed me he was going out west and taking my child with him. i guess he doesnt know the meaning of dont piss a mother off. the threats he made against me blew me away. i am still in shock. he wont allow ryan to come here...the things i have at his house the my deceased sister gave me he will no longer let me have...hes told me i can have brandon until which time i have a man come into my home..then he will come
Snow JobThis is neat...
> http://www.star28.net/snow.html
> 1. Go to the above web site
> 2. Type in your name (just your first name Or nickname)
> 3. Be patient and wait a second (watch until the skiier gets to the end
>of the run).
Soldiers ChristmasTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WIL
What Are Witches?Witches can be many things...they can be loving, they can be terrifying, they can be lovers, healers, daughters, sons, mothers and fathers, brothers and sisters. Witches are not just women...they are men also. Witches are people who believe in the magic of birth and of death and of life inbetween. Witches believe that they are always learning and that they have the power to bend things to their will...in other words...they have the power to understand and make things happen. In a sense we are all witches...only some of us would rather keep it hidden or ignore it and others like myself are not afraid to try it on for size, let it shine, praise it and have pride in it.
Most Witches believe in a Mother Goddess and a Father God rather than just one male deity or perhaps they only believe in a Mother Goddess or perhaps they simply believe in an entity that has no gender at all.
Witches are as old as time ancient, but as new as tomorrow reborn. I think the most important thing about
Please Don't Lie To MeARE ANY OF YOU GUYS TELLING ME THE TRUTH OR
DO YOU SAY WHAT I WANT TO HEAR AND
YOU BETTER NOT BE LIEING TO ME
AM I beautiful ?????
am i hot ??????
aM I GORGEOUS ??????
Getting WorseSo me getting fed up is getting worse. The "I love you" messages and the "I miss you" messages are to much! When it's now pretty much coming from two people, not just the one, it's time for me to react. It's to the point where I don't know who I can trust around me and the person I'm with. We had such a good week this week and I don't want things to start going down hill because people can't leave the past, well past. So I suggest people do, that's all.
Argh!I suspect that I am some sort of pond scum. You know, the kind that doesn't feel anything or express any emotion or have any sense of right or wrong. A humorless, stinky, floating mass of goo on the surface of one of those giant pools of raw sewage that you find at the water treatment plant or just off the Jersey shore.
A Witches ResolutionA Witches Resolution
May I be as the one who weaves the cloth in a forest deep and hidden.
May I sit at work uninterrupted.
And may I remain an outcast if that is what it takes.
May I know the seasonal procession in my spirit and in my body, celebrate cross-quarters, solstices and equinoxes.
May each full moon find me looking upwards at trees outlined on luminous sky.
May I hold wildflowers, may I cup them in my hand, may I then release them unpicked to live on in abundance.
May my friends be of the kind who are at ease with silence.
May they and I be free of pretension.
May I be capable of gratitude, may I know that I was given joy like mothers milk.
May I know this as a dog knows it in her bones and blood.
May I speak the truth about happiness and pain in songs that sound the scent of rosemary as everyday and ancient kitchen herb strong.
May I not incline to self righteousness or self pity.
May I approach the high earthworks and the stone circles as a fox or moth and d
Some Quotes I Like...These are just a few quotes that caught my eye (and mind) and I thought I'd share.
Enjoy!
"Anyone who clings to the historically untrue, and thoroughly immoral, doctrine that violence never settles anything I would advise to conjure up the ghosts of Napoleon Bonaparte and the Duke of Wellington and let them debate it. The ghost of Hitler would referee. Violence; naked force, has settled more issues in history than any other factor and the contrary is wishful thinking at it's worst. Breeds that forgot this basic truth have always paid for it with their lives and with their freedoms."
-Robert Heinlein
A pint of sweat will save a gallon of blood
- Gen. George S. Patton
I base my calculations on the expectation that luck will be against me.
- Napolean
Work fast, learn slow. Work slow, learn fast.
- Maestro Ramon Martinez
The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing.
- Edmund Burke
Those who for
A Kiss On Her Neckthis is for the hot and horney Erica
i was not real sure what to do so i wrote 2 different things for her
A Kiss Behind the Ear
You will beg me
You will want more
You will shudder
You will want it hard
You will want it fast
You will scream my name
You will love it
You will have multiples
You will be flush
You will be in exctacy
And
You will sigh with releif
After
I kiss you behind your ear
Getting ReadyI'm in the process of getting ready for work. After tonight I have off for a while again. I'll be busy though while I'm off. I'm gunna try to take pics in the forest this time when I go to my parent's house. My mom should be calling me tonight I think.. I don't remember. Anyway, Yea.. I'm excited to go to work. I've been having a lot of fun again. I still need to find another job though. We need the money. I do believe Steavie is spending the night tomorrow.. at least that's what I think she said in her comment lol. I should really call her and just talk to her. I feel weird asking her online in and informal way.. ya know? Ugh.. my hair needs to dry a lil faster. I can't mouse it til it's damp.. and it's still pretty wet. Judy I do believe is fixing my pants. My button flew off at Keeva's head one day lol. I got some buttons for it so hopefully they will work. I don't know if I'm gunna wear my spanx today or not. I love those fucking things. I just feel unmotivated t
Football: Christians Vs PagansFootball: Christians vs Pagans
Heard one night on Between the Worlds Radio, WIKA...
Bob: For those of you who have just joined us, this has been one hell of a game! The Salem Witches, led by the ferocious play of Sven Gahrinnson, a huge Asatru defensive end, have taken a 21-14 lead over the Bethany Baptists.
Sam:[b/] That's right, Bob. Sven's a force, but Bethany's quarterback Paul Damascus has been throwing passes with all the zeal of an evangelist passing out tracts on Judgement Day. Leading the Baptists' Fire and Brimstone offense, Damascus has been burning the Witches' secondary all evening.
[b]Bob: Sam, now that was uncalled for...
Sam: Hey, if the Witches hadn't put a spell on the referees they wouldn't even be in this game!
Bob: And if the Baptists hadn't soaked the field with holy water, the Witches would still be able to use their running game, not to mention the third degree burns that Salem's tight end received.
Sam: His name was Vlad! I'll bet h
33 Things To Do Not To Get Invited Back To Church33 Things to do NOT to get Invited back to Church
1. During Communion, when handed the wafers, declare loudly: "No thanks, I'm a pagan."
2. When the minister invites the congregation to pray, pull out a drum and start chanting.
3. Make change from the collection plate.
4. During the sermon, keep raising your hand.
5. Keep referring to Jesus as "God's Bastard".
6. Get "the spirit". (This works best in Catholic or Southern Baptist venues)
7. While the rest of the congregation is singing "Michael Row the Boat Ashore" try to start rounds of "Row, Row, Row your Boat".
8. Ask if the communion wafers come with dipping sauce. If anyone answers "No" pull out a bottle of honey mustard.
9. Vomit.
10. Ask to sing in the choir. Pick your nose the entire time.
11. Same as #10, but spontaneously sing The Vatican Rag. (http://www.angelfire.com/ms/storybook14/VaticanRag.asp)
12. Bring the Sunday comics section. Read during sermon. Laugh out loud.
13. Same as #12,
You Know You're An Aging Witch When...You know your an aging witch when...
The ritual feast is puréed.
Last Beltaine the coven decided it would be nice to go out to dinner to celebrate.
The last time you tried to do a spiral dance your oxygen feeds got tangled.
Viagra is kept in the coven supplies.
The maiden of the coven is a grandmother.
The ritual room is outfitted with defibrillators.
The coveners drive their RV's to Scottsdale for Mabon.
When you are at a festival you go to bed at sunset.
It takes the whole coven to move the cauldron.
The high priest still has a vendetta going against Richard Nixon.
You find yourself using your pendulum over the stock pages in the
newspaper.
You tell an initiate that in your day you had to slog through 5' of snow uphill both ways when you did a Yule ritual.
You drop your teeth in the ritual cup.
At Samhain you see more of your coveners in the Wild Hunt than you do in circle.
You put your athame in the chalice
My Mondayone more day...a short day too!! oh thank GOD. we get out at 2 pm tomorrow instead of 2:45 pm. and all i can say is "THANK GOD!!" cept i wont have anything to do when i get home anyway, my reasons for going to wilson are leavin tomorrow (aka hanging out wit reese and her bf...but reese leaves tomorrow) so i dont have a reason to jump the metro and go see zack (if he's there anyway). told rachel about him, she thought it was funny as hell to tell me he is too old. meh, dont have a chance anyway.
everyone LOVED my hair! it was so funny to see people's reactions to the blue. my carpool (who didnt pick me up this morning cuz he was late) guy, zack s., stated that he now wants a gf who had her hair the same blue as mine. i laughed when he told me he was gonna make his next gf (whoever she is) call me and i get to dye her hair! it sounds like FUN!
we had a class meeting today...i wish i could kill all the people who talk while the grade head is talking. it's so rude and it k
A Letter From A Second Grade Teacher To Pagan ParentsA Letter from a Second Grade Teacher to Pagan Parents
By Anne Nonymus
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas,
I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way. Although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address.
Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain until then from doing any drawing.
And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean?
Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends
Kitchen Bitch LolI got this in my e mail i wanted to share it I thought it was great.I hope you enjoy it.
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in
the living room. She heard the train stop and her son say, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now....cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train.... cause we're going on down the tracks."
The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language.
Two Hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will
Not Here To Pick Up People!!!!!!Ok people send me shouts wanting to hook up with me alot!I tell them I'm taken already!Just like now someone on here that doesn't even know and not even on my friends list sends me a shout asking me if I like older men.Well yes I do but I'm already taken by one!!I'm not here to pick up anyone!!I'm simply here to make friends.NOTHING MORE!
Philadelphia Sugar CookiesRecipe Rating:
Prep Time: 20 min
Total Time: 1 hr 40 min
Makes:
1 pkg. (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened
1 cup powdered sugar
3/4 cup (1-1/2 sticks) butter
1/2 tsp. vanilla
2 cups flour
1/2 tsp. baking soda
PREHEAT oven to 325°F. Beat cream cheese, sugar, butter and vanilla with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add flour and baking soda; mix well. Refrigerate 1 hour.
SHAPE, bake and decorate as directed for each variation.
KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS
Size-Wise
Enjoy your favorite foods on occasion while keeping portion size in mind.
S'More Sandwich Cookies
Roll dough to 1/8-inch thickness on lightly floured surface. Cut into 66 cookies, using 2-inch festive cookie cutters. Sprinkle half of the cookies with colored sugar. Place all cookies, 2 inches apart, on ungreased baking sheets. Bake 12 min. or until lightly browned. Cool on baking sheet 1 min. Remove to wire rack; cool completely. Spread bottom side of each of the plain cookies wit
No Bake Chocolate Cream CupcakesRecipe Rating:
Prep Time: 10 min
Total Time: 1 hr 10 min
Makes: 2 servings, 1 cupcake each
1/2 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided
2 oz. (1/4 of 8-oz. pkg.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened
1 square BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, melted, cooled
1 Tbsp. powdered sugar
8 NILLA Wafers
MIX 1/4 cup of the whipped topping, the cream cheese, melted chocolate and sugar until well blended.
PLACE 2 of the wafers in bottom of each of 2 paper-lined medium muffin cups. Cover with 1 Tbsp. of the whipped topping mixture. Repeat layers. Top evenly with remaining whipped topping. Cover.
REFRIGERATE at least 1 hour.
KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS
Size-Wise
Enjoy a serving of this rich and indulgent dessert on special occasions.
Jazz It Up
Garnish with a sprinkling of unsweetened cocoa just before serving.
NUTRITION INFORMATION
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories 300
Total fat 20g
Saturated fat 13g
Cholesterol 35mg
Sodium 180mg
Easy-as-pie Lemon "meringue"Recipe Rating:
Prep Time: 30 min
Total Time: 5 hr min
Makes: 12 servings
35 NILLA Wafers, finely crushed
2 Tbsp. sugar
1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter or margarine, melted
1/4 cup sugar
2 Tbsp. cornstarch
2-1/2 cups water
2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Brand Lemon Flavor Gelatin
1-1/2 tsp. grated lemon peel
4 cups JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallows
1/4 cup milk
2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping
PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Mix wafer crumbs, 2 Tbsp. sugar and the butter until well blended. Press firmly onto bottom and up side of 9-inch pie plate. Bake 5 min.; set aside.
MIX 1/4 cup sugar and the cornstarch in medium saucepan. Gradually add water, stirring until well blended. Bring to boil on medium heat. Boil 8 min., stirring constantly. Remove from heat. Add dry gelatin mixes and lemon peel; stir until gelatin is completely dissolved. Refrigerate 1 hour or until slightly thickened, stirring occasionally. Pour into crust.
MICROWAVE marshmallows and milk in large mic
Forgive My FearForgive my Fear
and the bleeding still
as we walk in these moments together
that I didn’t take the blows of life
that I didn’t stand in the murders
that I accepted defeat
quit before you found me
gave them the victory
of breaking the spirit down
forgive me
m.e.j.
Can You Read This?Subject: I can read it
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde
Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit
pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by
istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.
ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS...
Empty WallsWhite
Blank
Empty
Space
How it stares at you in the middle of your breakdown
The walls speak volumes to you just standing there
Memories once filled the humble structure
Now it lies there so vacant it hurts
The tiles stare back once played upon in your early days
People who knows who just people new ones are coming
The sun sets on your dreams of having a house
How do you fill that solid hollow?
Loneliness seeps into the cracks and seals them tight
Walk out the door never to return again
Closing the pathway to your childhood home
Im Superwoman!Your results:You are Supergirl
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Wonder Woman
80%
Superman
70%
Robin
70%
The Flash
70%
Spider-Man
55%
Catwoman
50%
Hulk
40%
Batman
25%
Iron Man
25%
Lean, muscular and feminine. Honest and a defender of the innocent.
Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...
Relationships And Morefor the past couple months a lot has been on my mind. luckily the guy i will talk about in this blog does not have cherry tap, therefore i can truly speak my mind HAHAHAHA
btw i want feedback people cuz i am way confused
so i was seeing this guy over the summer, from like april til september when he left for school. now... when he left for school all i said to him was "dont hurt my feelings" thinking that maybe hed get the idea right?
let me give u a background... we graduated high school together, never really talked, then we hung out at a party, had sex, and there was our relationship.... that whole summer was filled with dates, parties, and sex. mostly sex. i kinda felt used but when i approached him with the thought he said never explained to me why and i felt convinced that he genuinely liked me.
back to the problem: so hes at schoool. he called me a couple times, but we havent really kept in contact, i mean he is a deans list student with a very rough academic curri
I Have Butterflies In My Belly!!Wow Im getting so excited now I feel like running around like a lil kid screaming. You never know what it is like when someone is gone and they finally come back to you and you feel like its your crush or something. Last time he was deployed like this I don't know it was so much different but he has been gone now for a year and last time I got to see him a couple times througout the year. My daughter right now doesn't seem to really understand it all that her daddy is coming home but I think once she can see him she will be thrilled as much as I am. All I know is its the greatest feeling in the world to have him finally come home to me after all this time. Wow I just needed to get all of that out of me!!
CommentsEvery time i go to leave comments on my friends pages my computer is booting me from lost cherry so i am working on the problem and as soon as i can i will be leaving comments on your page until then i'm sorry and have a MySpace Comments Graphics
I Will Need A Charge!Hey all,
Well as much as I hate to admit it, my batteries will be running low on blitz Friday. I am working at Wal-mart from 2pm until 11pm Tuesday and Wednesday. Thursday includes a six hour round trip drive to celebrate Thanksgiving and then on that dreaded Friday I work 5am until 10am.
I guess it sucks to be me!
Anyone else in same boat as me?
Thanks DocBig Thankyou to Druids Sleep for my background and the help putting it on here.. bless him he has the patience of a Saint with me.. cheers Dru x
MusicIn today's reflection which I meant to post the other day I was going over how powerful music is. I've heard this stated differently before but do you have any idea how powerful the words of music are. They can make you think of someone you care about, they can make a bad day better or sometimes it's just a good way to relax and take a step back. I've found I really enjoy just listening to soundscapes when I want to do some deep meditation or some writing. Words are a powerful tool and should never be taken for granted. Of course they should never be used for purposes other than good but this can't be stopped. Just something to think about.
PoemI’m scaring myself my heart is pounding in my head
I’m wishing you were here, im wish I was dead
I reach for the cabinet and open the door
Take out the pills and spill them on the floor
Poor me something to drink my thoughts bursting in my head
Remembering everything that happened and all the shit that was said
Im sorry for breaking your heart for not always being there
Im sorry for always pissing you off and rarely acting like I care
I waited all my life just to be with u
Did everything I could and finally my wish came true
But I hurt you so much it will never happen again
Even though I got you, your heart I could never win
I scrape the pills up holding them all in my hand
Throw them all in my mouth struggling to stand
I take the drink and swallows the pills
Stumble to my bed and try to lay still
I hear the door open and see your face
I wish I could cough up the pills but its already way to l8
You rush to my side, you know something is wrong
But you have no idea wh
Take The TestUsing your hands
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Moose!I would always say "I never see Moose! Everyone says they see Moose all the time, and I've seen MAYBE two in my whole life!"
You know "Moose"... Like the two "Canadian" Moose in Brother Bear, not the dude from the Archie comics.
The other night, on my 12 hour drive from Grande Prairie to an oil rig out side of Grande Cache, I shit you not, I saw 30+ moose! It was like there was a McMoose Family Reunion or they were having their Winter Festivals and the meeting place was "The Highway".
I saw baby moose, momma moose and daddy mooses! Some where wandering around the road (Maybe they like the "clicky-click" of their hooves on the pavement?) or trotting along side the road. Some were just hanging out in the ditch, while others were sticking by the tree line.
They kinda just sneak up on you when it's as dark as 1 am up North, in the middle of no where. I would break and yell "BASTARD!" (Or the occasional "Shithead") when one was on or really close to the road. (Sorry for calli
Oil Change Instructions
Oil Change instructions for Women:1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change.2) Drink a cup of coffee.3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00 ========================================================== Oil Change instructions for Men:1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00.2) Stop by 7 - 11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home.3) Open a beer and drink it.4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands.5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car.6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it.7) Place drain pan under engine.8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench.9) Give up and use crescent wrench.10) Unscrew drain pl
Another 1 Kinda Short!!!!!................I pick up the phone and dial his #....I hear his voive " HI baby" he says ...2 small words that can make me feel 3 million things.......we talk nothing special just us talkin..then he whispers baby...I love you.......and thats the beginning of the end for me..........I walk to my bedroom shed my clothes n close my door. I know where this is headed .. I want him as bad as he wants me......I hear him whis[ering tellin me everything I want to hear .. i can feel him doing everything I want him to do.........I can touch myself and I can beg him to make me feel more...Yes baby its your pussy omg and I so mean that everytime i say it........he whispers again i love you baby ......and i know it to be true......time after time he makes me cum screaming his name grasping for one ounce of reality. i begin to cum one more time hes there with me going right over the same edge I do ...its amazing how much i feel how much he feels.........then its like we fall right back into where we fit we talk w
PoemHow do I do this, how can I deal with the pain
So many things is going wrong, so many losses with no gain
So many mixed feelings, so many dark thoughts
A never ending nightmare, with no lessons being taught
You clouding my brain, hatred clouding my mind,
My love clouding my heart, my hate clouding everything that’s behind
What do I do, how can I make this end
Do I take my own life, or let it go with the wind
The sky is dark now, there is no place to go
I don’t know what’s going on, and there’s no way to know
I wish this would end, I wish I would wake
So many things to wish for, nothing left to take
This life is over, time to start a new
No one left to start it with…..but wait…now there’s you…
Ricky Dale Stone….
One life to live, one way to go
No where to turn, y is there two roads
No signs pointing, no hints to where they lead
Nothing telling us what to do, no blood left to bleed
No one here to help, does anyone even care
Who thinks about me, who’s thought
Wtf!It's time do do a spring cleaning a little early. I got people on my list who don't talk to me. I have rated a few people who didn't bother to return the favor. I post bulletins that very few read. If I have not rated u plz let me know and I will do so. If u care to stay and r going to talk to me plz let me know. I'm tired of sitting here trying to help people when I don't get it in return. Anyway I think I'm done bitching for now. L8er
The Kinda Guy Every Girl Dreams Of...........Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.
Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.
Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
Im the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night.
Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
Im
This Is All About Me...........=o)A Bitch is a Bundle of Contradiction
An angel of truth & a dream of fiction
A bitch is a bundle of contradiction
She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse
But will tackle her man alone in the house
She'll take him for better, she'll take him for worse
She'll break open his head & then be his nurse
But when he's well & can get out of bed
She'll pick up the teapot & aim for his head
Beautiful and keenly sighted, yet blind
Crafty & cruel, yet simple & kind
She'll call him a king, then make him a clown
Raise him on a pedestal, then knock him flat down
She'll inspire him to deeds that ennoble man
Or make him her lackey to carry her fan
She'll run away from him and never come back
But if he runs away, then she'll be on his tracks
Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose
She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose
She'll win you in range, enchant you in silk
She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk
At times she'll be vengeful, merry & sad
She'll hate you lik
I Think I'llskip my last class tommarrow, so I won't have to stay in this hell hole called marietta.
I mean yeah I love the internet here, but its so damn boring other than that.
I'll go back to my slow dial up(won't get DSL until next week)...but it's worth it.
which means no leveling for me...I'll have to try and do that tonight...
along with my 7 page paper....
oh well
yay
tommarrow hopefully will go by fast.
Where The Hell Have I Been?Life is busy, and it's not getting any lighter.
The girlfriend comes home tomorrow, and hecticness will ensue. I've had no real chance to write much in the past few days because of it, and little chance of anything like that happening over the holiday weekend.
Little time to spend here, also. Between work hours, getting ready for the GF's return and other responsibilities I just don't have the hang-out time. Which kind of sucks, as I've met some nice people here and I'd like to meet more of you, or at least get on with the ones on my friend list more.
Oh well. It'll all clear up in around a week, I think.
LoveLove...ummm not alot of people now what this means and i am one of them i have never experenced love first hand...and thats not all i havent experenced maybe one day i will fine someone but tell that day i will be all alone...
:) *tears*
Someone Was Mentioning....that all of my blogs are like negative...so who wants a fully boring positive blog....
alrighty then lets see...
I'm happy a lot of the time, I just dont' always look like it. I have a wonderful boyfriend named David, and have 2 dogs 2 cats a bunny 2 hampsters fish and things like that.
I love life, I couldn't live without my friends that's who sustain me. They make life possible to bear.
David drove my car last night, it was funny....he's only driven one other time in his life, so I let him, it was late at night in the back roads, and he let loose. Pretty funny if you ask me. There was a cop behind us, so I made him pull over, I didn't want him driving near any other cars anyway.
I went to Karen's house sometime over the weekend, and I jumped in her bed, he sheets are soooo soooo soft, I couldn't get out. And then David left us in the bed to go downstairs to talk to her mom.
Sleep is limited for me now, just because I have so much to do without any time.
And my
Is It A Full Moon??Ok well tonight has just been strange at work!!Starting to wonder if it's a full moon out!Well first a guy is going through our dumpster.So we were looking up the number for the cops dispatch.Well I couldn't find it.So we had to call 911 to get the number.This bitch got an attitude with me cause the dispatch number was not in the phone book like it should be!By the time I got the number the guy was gone.So then after that we go to order pizza and I gave them the address and they say they don't deliver on this block after dark.I had to ask "So ya'll don't deliver to the hotel after dark?!?"When I've called several times before and they have always delivered no matter what time it was.So when the delivery guy showed up I had to ask about that.The girl that took my order thought we were the projects that's near us.Which I can see why they don't deliver there.So I guess now we need to say the name of the hotel we're at instead of the address.It's just been one wierd night!!Then a very good
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Not saying to much tonight i am not feeling good talk again soon night
New Blog!I am excited today!!! I have been doing nothing today but being lazy!!! it is my day off so i can!!! well i really dont know why i am excited i guess i just had to say that to get peoples attention!!! hahaha!! anyways i just had to start a blog!!
1000 MarblesThe older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable.
A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of tho se lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it:
I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom-ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say.
"Well, Tom
Original PoetryYour Mark
Conventions are the ties that bind,
from new sensations keep me blind.
Withhold from me no more the pleasure,
of this pain I've grown to treasure.
Exquisite pain...I seek release,
send tremors through my body.
Then leave your mark for all to see,
that I might be set free.
Your nails run deep across my skin,
they leave behind their sensual trail.
To be followed by your hungry bites,
lasting long into the night.
So when this night of passions over,
and the heat of lust subsides,
I'll trace those marks and reminisce,
reminded of pains pleasure.
Kevin F. Dustin
Original PoetryBound and Gagged
Bound and gagged on bent knees silent.
Her Master’s pleasure she awaits.
He enters in, her message sent,
that she might try his pleasure sate.
Her Master loosens cords tied tight,
removes the gag between her lips.
He reaches over, turns on the light,
that he might see curvaceous hips.
She lays back down on satin sheets,
caressing hands’ cross silken thighs.
Her fingers linger where her legs meet,
coaxing out her pleasured cries.
He takes her loving hand in palm,
then suckles on her moistened fingers.
Though lust grown strong he remains calm,
entranced by that loving scent which lingers.
With one quick move this trance he breaks,
he reaches up and grabs her hair.
In his mouth her tongue he takes,
until her mouth is swollen fair.
Kevin Dustin
Original PoetrySubmission Earned
Sounds that echo in the night
Reminds her of the silence
Filtered through her blinded sight
And heightened in defense
Goose bumps risen, hair on end
Shivers up and down her spine
Senses on alert ascend
Adrenaline rush of fear sublime
Flinching in anticipation
Of the pain which she so craves
Welts rise slowly, one by one
Her body, heart and soul enslaved
These marks a tribute to submission
For a price paid very dear
Though falsely assumed to be freely given
‘twas his earned trust which finally conquered fear
Kevin F. Dustin
Bring Our Troops HomeI put this on my profile, but wanted to leave it on my blog as well, and I might stash it as well!
UntitledEverywhere I look today, all I see is lovers
and yes I do take pleasure in the happiness of others
but of the people out there, you'd think somewhere there'd be
someone out there somewhere who's meant for only me
Yes I've had relationships, and from them only pain
sorrow and heartbreak time and time again
mostly I'm happy for the people deep in love
for those who go together like a hand fits a glove
but sometimes the loneliness just gets to be too much
I lie awake at night dreaming of a lover's touch
and sometimes it's so bad I wanna break down and cry
if others can find love well then why the hell can't I?
It's just not for me is the only conclusion I can come to
or maybe everything people have said my whole life is true
I'm ugly and I'm worthless, I won't amount to anything
I'll spend the rest of my lonely days making fries at Burger King
Does she even exist or can there really ever be
someone out there somewhere who's meant for only me?
Right now I don't think so,
You've Been TaggedOK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT!
~This is courtesy of MS NYMPHO, so anything for you sweetie!!!
1. I grew up IN A FAMILY OF 8 2 GIRLS 4 BOYS 2 PARENTS AND OFTEN A GRANDPARENT, UNCLE ,COUSIN, FRIEND ~~ VERY CROWDED!!!
2. I have been married ONCE NOW NOT HAS ITS GOOD POINTS AND SOME BAD
3. I HAVE ONE CHILD ~~ I ADORE HER~ THEIR ARE TONS OF PICS OF HER ON MY SITE
4. I have A LOT OF FRIENDS HERE ON CHERRY TAP BUT REALLY KNOW VERY LITTLE ABOUT MOST. THAT IS WHY I AM FILLING THIS OUT~ HOPEFULLY SOME OF MY FRIENDS WILL FILL THIS OUT AND I WILL GET TO KNOW THEM BETTER
5. My biggest pet peeves BULLIES AND JUST ARROGANT ASSHOLES
6. My dream is TO BE RICH ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MY D
Feel GreatThings are turning around for me. Turns out that the hardest part of being here is not being somewhere else. Im starting to accept that fact. All these fantasies ive had in my head for as long as i can remember still haunt me but not as much. I know what i want in my life. Im working hard to get it. Just need to keep a better grip on reality and not this online fantasy.
Some Internal Wisdom To Sharewritten on my 21st bday
the world around us dissolves to the touch of fear, expands to the heart of enlightenment.
may the journey be fufilled,
the thought of life surrounds a single stepping stone
to the expansion of the mind.
fear not ,
fear exceeds all recongnition,
all placement and all hope.
fear itself is home, the thought our existence,
unknown.
to master fear, is to understand the contentment of it.
Life Is AboutLife is About
Some of us wonder what life is about
Many question what life can be
One has to think what the possibilities are
So ask yourself
"What about my life"
Some not concerned about life
Then if so
Why so much lying, killing, backstabbing, and cheating
Why so much inequality, no unity, so much deceit, and violence
If this is how you want life
Do it
The ignorance of another's
Mind only bring more than one can bare
The negligence of not wanting something better
Some fail to know what life is all about
Why you want to live backwards
The experience of life is not promise
So ask yourself what is my purpose
So ask
Look deep down inside to know the answer
LeoLeo
I size everyone up when I first meet them
I cannot help it must be in my nature
Or in my training or in my lifestyle
You’ll know it when it happens, it happens of course
I heave out my chest and look into your eyes
Reach out my hand for a shake
A shake that is surely stronger than yours
As I wonder what would it take to put you on your ass
When it comes to the ladies I am no different
After a glance at your chest and a look in your eyes
I show a confidence that is surely stronger than yours
As I wonder what would it take to get into your pants
Competitive nature and confidence for sure
On the highway, in the park, or at the store
The animal inside me is ready for the chore
I was born in August, I am Lion, hear me roar
HiYou Are Aphrodite!
A total shining star with a ton of admirers
And no wonder: you live life to the fullest!
When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place
But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on
What Goddess Are You?
AmericaKudos To Whomever Put The Following Together.
" AMERICA !"
Osama Bin Laden,
your time is short;
We'd rather you die,
than come to court.
Why are you hiding
if it was in God's name?
You're just a punk with a turban;
a pathetic shame.
I have a question,
about your theory and laws;
"How come you never die for the cause?"
Is it because you're a coward who counts on others?
Well, here in America ,
we stand by our brothers.
As is usual, you failed in your mission;
If you expected pure chaos,
you can keep on wishing
Americans are now focused
and stronger than ever;
Your death has become our next endeavor.
What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls;
It's not in buildings or shopping malls.
If all of our structures came crashing down;
It would still be there, safe and sound.
Because pride and courage can't be destroyed;
Even if the towers leave a deep void.
We'll band together
and fill t
A Final InspectionTHE FINAL INSPECTION
The soldier stood and faced God,
Which must always come to pass.
He hoped his shoes were shining,
Just as brightly as his brass.
"Step foward now, you soldier,
How shall i deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To my Church have you been true?"
The soldier squared his shoulders and said,
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't.
Because those of us who carry guns,
Cant always be a saint.
I've had to work most Sundays,
And at times my talk was tough.
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny,
That wasnt mine to keep...
Though I worked alot of overtime,
When the bill got just too steep.
And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at time I shook with fear.
And sometimes, God, forgive me,
I've wept unwomanly tears.
I know I don't derserve a place,
Among the people here.
They never wanted me here,
Except to calm thier fears.
If you've a place for me here, Lord,
It needn't
A Christmas StoryChristmas Poem
Twas the night before Christmas,
He lived all alone,
in a one bedroom house
made of plaster and stone.
I had come down the chimney
with presents to give,
and to see just who
in this home did live.
I looked all about,
a strange sight i did see,
no tinsel, no presents,
not even a tree.
No stocking by the mantle,
just boots filled with sand,
on the wall hung pictures
of far distant lands.
With medals and bagdes,
awards of all kinds,
a sober thought
came through my mind.
For this house was different,
it was dark and dreary,
I found the home of a soldier,
once i could see clearly.
The soldier lay sleeping,
silent, alone
curled up on the floor
in this one bedroom home.
The face was so gentle,
the room is such disorder,
not how I pictured
a United States soldier.
Was this the hero
of whom I'd just read?
Vurled up on a poncho,
the floor for a bed?
I realized the familes
that i saw this night,
owed thier lives to these so
The Class TripThe Class Trip
A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses.
When it was time to take the children to the bathroom it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other.
The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal.
Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one, holding on to their "wee-wees" to direct the flow away from their clothes.
As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed.
Trying not to show that she was staring the teacher said, "You must be in the 5th grade."
"No, ma'am", he replied. "I'm the jockey riding Silv
Please Do Me A FavorDemonAngel@ CherryTAP some one add the sweetheart to she can level up I would apreshate it
Holidays & LifeWell it is almost thanksgiving again. which means black friday is also real close. I will be on the road to get my son which suites me fine. I will stay away from all stores on that day. I am not crazy enough to go near any store even for those good deals since I am not going to get in the mobs. With black friday near it means christmas and the new year are close to follow. This year again has flown by. Still seeking a job in my Information technology and still doing my Bachelor degree. I know most people like to give thanks around this time of year to their friends, family, and health. I personally like to save my thanks for nature and all the blessign that it give us all year long. I still am working on my own special web page and working as many hours as my job can give me with still doing my schooling. I may be burning my candle from 2 ends at one time but that dont include my personal reading, My web page thoughts/designs, house work, and tryign to find my center. I pe
Is This What Life Is About??Sorry I haven't been around in a while. Things are rather on the hectic side here.
Today was my daughters 15th b-day. I'm still in shock over it!! My baby that about turned me inside out is 15!! This is the same baby that had to decide to be late in being born and had to be huge!! This is the same baby that made me realize that there would be no more children!! My world, and my life is 15 today!! It's just amazing to me.
Well, my mom is in the hospital. She's been in ICU for a week now. They intubated her on Monday, and will only keep the tube down her throat for another week, before they have to perform a tracheostomy. They've been trying to wean her off the oxygen, but when they do things go wrong, and they have to cut it back up. This has happened before, and she was able to wean off, but we're just not sure about this time. I've been going back and forth to the hospital every other day for a visit. It's only a 45 minute drive, but the drive back is the hardest. So, I did some r
Nymphomaniac ConventionNymphomaniac Convention
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat.
As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the
most beautiful woman boarding the plane.
He soon realized she was heading straight
towards his seat. As fate would have it, she
took the seat right beside his.
Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted
out, "Business trip or pleasure?"
She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm
going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention
in Boston."
He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman
he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs.
Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked,
"What's your business role at this convention?"
"Lecturer," she responded. "I use information
that I have learned from my personal experiences to
debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality."
"Really?" he said. "And what kind of
myths are there?"
"Well," she explained, "one popu
Thank You Kerry For The IdeaYou are The Magician
Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.
Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.
The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Why Old People Should Not Have Babies!Why Old People Should Not Have Babies!
With all the new technology regarding fertility recently, a 65-year-old woman was able to give birth. When she was discharged from the hospital and went home, her relatives came to visit. ''May we see the new baby?" one asked. "Not yet," said the mother. "I'll make coffee and we can visit for a while first." Thirty minutes had passed, and another relative asked, "May we see the new baby now?"
"No, not yet," said the mother. After another few minutes had elapsed, they asked again, "May we see the baby now?" "No, not yet," replied the mother. Growing very impatient, they asked, "Well, when can we see the baby?" "WHEN HE CRIES!" she told them.
"WHEN HE CRIES?" they demanded. "Why do we have to wait until he
CRIES?"
"BECAUSE I FORGOT WHERE I PUT HIM, O.K"
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How To Keep From Getting SickHow to Keep from Getting Sick
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties. She was
admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the
pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room.
She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea.
As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister
noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled
with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she
returned with tea and scones, they began to chat.
The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of
water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and He
could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would
tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl.
"Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking
through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on
the ground.
The directions s
Signs That You Are Too DrunkSigns That You are Too Drunk
You lose arguments with inanimate objects.
You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth.
Your job is interfering with your drinking.
Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alchohol stream.
Your career won’t progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts.
The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.
You sincerely believe alchohol is the elusive 5th food group.
24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence? I think not!
Two hands and just one mouth.. - now THAT’S a drinking problem!
You can focus better with one eye closed.
The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar.
You fall off the floor..
Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops.
Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!
Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you.
At AA meetings you begin: ‘Hi my name is.. uh..’
Your idea of cutting back is less salt.
You wake up in t
More Reasons To Be ThankfulWOW, this was one messed up night... First I get a phone call from my pastors wife telling me that their outside building was broken into last night as they were sleeping, which by the way is near to their bedroom windows. They never heard a thing. Then as she's telling me the details about what happened, I get another phone call from Tishaunda & Sarah telling me they were at Kroger and their car wouldn't start and was stranded and needed me to come get them to take them home....so I grabbed on some decent clothes and got the Girls ready and off we went...... I took them home and on my way back A police cruiser pulled out in front of me with his lights on, nearly causing an accident.....and So I just assumned he was in a hurry (obviously) so I continued heading home. Just as I turned onto the street I take to cross over onto mine there were Cops EVERYWHERE! People were out, running on foot up and down the street, I had no idea what or where they were going. The police officer that almo
A Rare ConditionA Rare Condition
A man and woman are seated next to each other on a plane. After takeoff, the woman violently sneezes and excuses herself to go to the bathroom... so the man stands up to let her out.
She returns, and 15 minutes later she sneezes again big time, and again excuses herself to go to the bathroom.
She returns again, and immediately sneezes, excusing herself to go to the bathroom.
The man, a little tired of jumping up so often...asks her: "You keep sneezing, what's the problem?"
The woman replies: "I have a rare condition...every time I sneeze I have an orgasm."
He says, "Oh... what are you taking for it?"
She says: "Pepper."
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BooBoo!
Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the smiles and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to (maybe even a chuckle) We all need to smile every once in a while.
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What A Man Should Know......ladies Dont You Agree?Do you know what makes a woman special?
Well I'm not an expert but let's see if I have the right idea.....
> It's not always what you see on the outside...
> It's not in the clothes she wears..
> It's not the size of her backside...
> Or the what she does'nt wear....
> A woman can be alot of things...
> A daughter,a mother,a wife,a friend, or a fling....
But to me what makes a woman special is the beauty that God gave her on the inside and outside....Men spend a lot of time judging a woman by the way she looks....Thank God he made them ALL beautiful....But we should be looking in their eyes to see what they are really made of..They may come off as a b.t.h but deep inside there is the heart and soul of a very special person....I believe that all woman should be adored and loved because they are created with a piece of a man..therefore if a Man treat them wrong they are lacking respect for themselves... Always show every woman the respect they deserve.....because without them you
I'm So Bored!!I'm so bored!! There is absolutely nothing to do in this sad little town! Good freakin lord it sux here!!! My man and I can't party tonight b/c we have to have our daughter to school in the morning, and we have no sitter, so we're sittin here trying to come up with somethin to do, but i am bored as shit!! any ideas????
Worth ReadingWORTH READING
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have..
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you..
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Recover Your HappinessRECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS
I LOVE THIS...
A--Accept
Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their
beliefs, motives, or actions.
B--Break Away
Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life.
C--Create
Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with.
D--Decide
Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way.
E--Explore
Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself.
F--Forgive
Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes.
G--Grow
Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your wa
Sex And Love Poem 9-28-06Sex and Love
Sex and lvoe are two diffrent things sometimes people comfuse the two.
Sometimes poeple confuse the two.
Sex and love can be brought together and make a closer bond between people.
Sex is just that sex, nothing more nothing less!
Sex is how adults play and have fun.
Many people have diffrent views on sex and love.
As for me sex is just sex unless it si ment to bring a closer bond, a closer connection.
Many people persicute others for their believe in sex is just sex.
It is such a shame to see this.
Sex and love are just two diffrent things!!
Soso here I am on Cherry Tap. I have to remember th thanks Autum Austin (again) for inviting me. I find the people here ALOT more open and friendly than anywhere else. To those o fyou out there: I am an open kinda guy. I will give MOST anyone a chance to be my friend. Don't play games with me, and I wont play games with you. Fair is fair...lol Well, I wish everyoen here a HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Until I hear from you all again....take care!
Five Random Thoughts1) If you go sky-diving and your chute doesn't open, at some point between the time you realize that it's not going to open and the time your body smashes into the ground at a high rate of speed killing you to death, you will flap your arms and try to fly.
2) When an unexpected cataclysmic event happens to you, the words "OH SHIT!!!" just automatically jump out of your mouth. It's normal...it's natural...and there's nothing you can do to stop it. When the lookout man on the Titanic saw the iceberg looming in the distance, he said "OH SHIT!!!" and then radioed the captain. The captain looked out the window and said "OH SHIT!!!" and notified the crew. The crew all looked at each other, said "OH SHIT!!!" and headed for the lifeboats. And when the ship hit the iceberg, 2200+ passengers all raised up their voices in a collective "OH SHIT!!!" on impact.It doesn't matter who you are, and it doesn't matter if you've never even used that word before in your life.....you will say it. Trust
To?????A Woman's Wrath
Just think of the last person you hurt
Sit back and wonder what she could done to you
Hurting her
One did not think of the outcome
Don't ever underestimate her potential
Never know what is hidden inside
There could be so much pain
Maybe the distrust of others
The thought knowing you were the cause of the pain
The fury inside the scorned heart
Don't try to fix this
The damage is already done
Sometimes the hearts just won't one to feel the pain suffered
The pain which was created by one
One meaning the person who reflects the pain suffered
Do you want to feel the pain?
Maybe it's too much for you
Some can't handle it
Many don't want to feel it
The woman's wrath is not to be played with
Be careful the feeling is not wonderful
ThanksgivingTHE 10 RULES FOR THE BUFFET LINE AT THANKSGIVING DINNER
1. If you are allergic to anything, get the ingredients before the buffet table is set. Don't wait until you are in line and ask what everything is on the damn table! You will get punched in the head for that!
2. If you can't walk or are missing any limbs, sit your ass down until someone makes your plate for you. Dinner time is not the time for you to be independent. Nibble on them damn pecans and walnuts to hold you over.
3. If you have kids under the age of twelve, keep them in the basement and bring their food down there. Tell them that they are not allowed upstairs until it's time for Uncle Butchie to start telling family stories about their mommas and papas. If they bring their ass upstairs for any reason except for that they are bleeding to death, I will break a foot off in their ass!
4. There is going to be one prayer for Thanksgiving dinner! JUST ONE! We do not care what you are thankful fo
Total Recall Bs.....so I go to look at babyj's "work safe" bulletin & my "cropped head shot of TOTAL RECALL boobs" gets flagged, lol..even tho the boobs ain't showin'....what a crock o' horseshit, lol....at any rate, flag ol' bean too, he's one hot mofo!! If he wants to make "Cherry TAP safe"...Bleep THIS out and THAT out, oh and all the TWAT & DICK contests, flag them bitches on the bulletin board! I mean it's ALL ya see on there anymore & by bitches, I mean the contests, lol....you get the picture, hopefully & if not, NeverMIND, lol...ANNNYway CT friends, made a trip home this past weekend up to VA, had a great time and enjoyed seeing my kids. Even ruffled the ex's feathers for a few minutes. He had no clue it was me, thought his ass was in trouble till he realized it was ME, lol..you would've had to have been there! anyhow, just got back in a few hours ago. SO I'm take'n this BUSTED TOTAL RECALL ass of mine to bed, Goodnight my friends....*hugzzz*....
UnbelievableIts so unreal how much I really need to get laid...anyone wanna help somehow, maybe hook me up with someone?
Im kinda desperate if you cant already tell.
LifeWell what does experiance hold for us as a mass?I personaly dont have the answer to this,but it that very question helps me find my own path.Ok so we have time while we are here to learn experiances personally or learn them from a third perspective,either being a friends input on a situation or a book we have read,or even seeing it happen face value.What ever the lessons are that we need to know,they as in those experiances will teach us the fact of life.Yet I still bring this single topic up to people I know or have just meet.They all have the same response in there own way,which is silence or an unwavering change of subject.
Why are we all affriad of the truth,or even more affraid of the train of knowledge that wistles by our sleeping conciouseness.I dont know about you reader but I hope one day I will find myself exploring time and experiance with another sibling as comfortable with the fact that we all have a limited amount of time here.So I hope to find this over romantic soul
Are You: In Love, Lust Or Married?LOVE......................when your eyes meet across a crowded room.
LUST.......................when your tongues meet across a crowded room.
MARRIAGE............when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care.
LOVE......................when intercourse is called making love.
LUST.......................all other times.
MARRIAGE............what's intercourse?
LOVE......................when you argue over how many children to have.
LUST.......................when you argue over who gets the wet spot.
MARRIAGE............when you argue over money.
LOVE......................when you share everything you own.
LUST.......................when you think twice about giving your partner bus money.
MARRIAGE............when the bank owns everything.
LOVE......................when it doesn't matter if you don't climax.
LUST.......................when the relationship is over if you don't climax.
MARRIAGE............what's a climax?
LOVE.................
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(from the desk of Scrapper)
PoemYou lick my sack, I’ll lick you clit
I’ll rub your back, you suck my dick
I’ll slap your ass and pull your hair
You bite my neck and kiss my ear
I’ll fuck you gently, I’ll fuck you slow
Fuck you fast I dunno
I’ll make you scream, make you nut
Rub your legs and grab your butt
You on top, turn around
I’ll fuck you up, fuck you down
Make you sweat, make you moan
We’re both here all alone
Lights turn off, you turn on
Candles lit, turn off the phone
Go up your shirt, remove your bra
Unbutton your pants and watch them fall
Fuck all day, fuck all night
Fuck you hard with all my might
Never sleep, no time to rest
Kiss your neck and grab your breast
Stick it in, stick it deep
I’m all your, yours to keep
Wear you out, beat it in
Sleep tonight and begin again
Code Word For SexA husband and wife decided they needed to use "code" to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter.
One day the husband told his five year old daughter, "Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter".
The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child went back to tell her father what mommy said.
A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now."
The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewriter, he already wrote the letter by hand."
Be Carful With Your Donkey>
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> An old man, a boy & a donkey were going to
>town. The boy rode on the donkey & the old man walked. As they went along
>they passed some people who remarked it was a shame
> the old man was walking & the boy was
>riding.
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> The man & boy thought maybe the critics
>were right,
> so they changed positions.
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> Later, they passed some people that
>remarked, "What a shame, he makes that little boy walk."
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> They then decided they both would walk!
>Soon they passed some more people who thought they were stupid to walk
> when they had a decent donkey to ride.
> So, they both rode the donkey.
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> Now they passed some people that shamed
>them by s
Spicing Up Sex LifeA frustrated housewife decided her sex life needed spicing up after 20 years of marriage.
After her husband went to work she slipped out and went into a lingerie shop and picked up a pair of crotchless knickers. She went home, tarted herself up and donned the new garment and selected a short skirt to go with it. She greeted her husband when he came home from work and sat across from him after she prepares him a drink.
She slowly spread her legs,and in a husky come f**k me voice says "Honey, would you like some of this?"
The husband looks between his ageing wife's legs and lets out his breath, looking up at his doting wife replies, "HELL, NO! Look what it's done to your underwear."
Menhow is it men can make u feel like u mean the world like u mean so much then they have a way of smashing ur feelings and throwing them back in ur face and makin u feel like shit
i dont get it, u try and give them every thing u can ur affection ur love ur heart every thing u can ur willing to do anything for them but they never do the things u ask then or u wish theyed do. or mabe its just me, im not a person who locks away her feelings im to open i guess, and i set my self up for all the pain, lol i dont know im in a world of hurt and confusion. lol some how ill get over it no worries
PoetryWell I have this confession
you see I have this obsession
with which my lover I keep blessin’
I am The Head Master.
You know my skills are strong
oh yes my tongue is long
and you know you won’t go wrong
with The Head Master.
As your spot I lick
and I make it oh so slick
with your cum and my spit
you’ll know I am The Head Master.
When your toes do curl
just as your juices unfurl
in waves that can flood the world
remember, I am The Head Master.
So if with posers you are tired of messin’
and your lack of climax has you stressen’
you can receive an orgasmic blessin’
from The Head Master.
By: THICKA
Deb Wants To Kill Me Next Semester...She keeps throwing around words like "huge autobiographical triptych," "graduate thesis," and "graduate show" in regards to my 202 class that'll be more or less an independent study with her next semester.
I love Deb. She's my hero. Even if I do tell her to shut up a lot. :)
Sexxi Eyes Contest!!I am now in a contest fot the most sexxiest eyes contest!! Look in the bullitins and please vote for me!! The more comments the better! I appreciate all the help!! This is my first
contest and I need lots of luck!
!!Love ya cherries!!
CallbacksNow why did I ever want to be a professional actor? Oh! That's right. I just love it when idiots reject me.
BabydollThis is for my love. She recently told me that her son broke or messed his one Tickle me Elmo. So I told her I would replace it an she said she would love the new TMX Elmo. Well I did what I could (specially for it being 10 yrs later an it being the hottest toy out again) I did what I could, got my broken ribs an what not along the way (LOL JK). I found one for a fair price (being I heard how high some are going for) on Amazon.com. Ordered it an BAM its sitting in my hands now. Now I just need to get it to her. Now next its onto her gift :P.
My Daythink of this...day off. happy i am. made a new friend. good coffee. good weed. so now, my computer (and oddly my boyfriend) both have some kind of bug. hey, i am new to this cyber world, i still listen to vinyl! why would a window (i.e "my space") close when you try to log in?
PLEASE HELP TEACH THE TECH
CHALLENGED!!!
Im Goin To Hell!!hahahawhats one of the best things about fucking retards? you get to hear such wonderful lines as ( said with nasal twang lisp) "you said i wouldnt get pregnant with my helmet on
Dirty Writting ... Sorry !We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing you will soon explode... your orgasm is cumming and I taste your juices beg
Please Help Clean Up The Site!!!- Mike's Bullitin!!!He heard us!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please help us keep cherrytap work safe!
date: 2006-11-20 16:13:19
i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site.
none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing.
in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary.
we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views.
again, please help us clean up the site by keeping the slutty ass/cleavage/underwear/whatever shots out of your primary photos.
-mike
Just A Old OneCan dreams come true ?
Thoughts and dreams carried on the winds of my mind
Desires that stir the soul and my passions for a rare find
One who is all things sweet and true I seek
who gives my soul a voice and can hear it speak
One who knows I am flawed and can be wrong
One who is the music in our sweet song
One who can make the day bright just with her smiles
One who make all distances seem like they go on for miles
One I want to draw near and get lost in her eyes sweet gaze
One who makes my heart soar on wings with her praise
In my thoughts and dreams she waits there for me
Can dreams come true ? Some day we will see !
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
More New Songs!Last week I was in a spaced out mood, so I worked out:
- Rocket Man (Elton John)
- A Space Oddity (David Bowie)*
* You know, "Ground Control to Major Tom"...
Both of these went over really well the two times I played them out...
And just tonight, I broke down and figured out something more contemporary:
- Lips of an Angel (Hinder)
Cheers,
Zepman
Lesson LearnedDesire’s Fires
Wild desire’s my mind does seek
Temptations of my flesh so weak
A soul in torment longing for the unknown
Conflicted conscience of all it’s been shown
Trust destroyed vows taken in vain
Lost in the past the tears do rain
Unwilling to tread the cutting path
Knowing I face the scorned ones wrath
Two who suffer pain they never earned
I can’t change the course of one I spurned
Hurt is due the one who my affection did alienate
Lost is the driven soul so detestably full of hate
Never to be at peace in this world or the next
A curse placed upon a heart an immortal hex
Never loving and never free to love true
Cost of the past coming long over due
A desire to bring nothing but hurt and pain
Torture from one soul driven insane
Knowing a love that it can never have in this life
Knowing no one wants to call her wife
Lies that murdered trust and killed all I held inside
A path that was chosen that is long and wide
The easier softer way of fleeting desi
Music"Anesthesia"
by Type O Negative
Like a flash of light in an endless night
Life is trapped between two dark entities
'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun
No way to prepare, impending despair
Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose"
Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss
So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned
Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar
Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret
I pity the living, envy for the dead
Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb
I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared
I don't need love
Are a thousand tears worth a single smile?
When you give an inch, will they take a mile?
Longing for the past but dreading the future
If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser
World reknowned failure at both death and life
Given nothingness, purgatory blight
To run and hide, a cowardly procedure
Opti
Long Gone And In The PastA Bit Of The Poe In The Poet
Once upon and evening dreary
I sat pondering thoughts so eery
so eery from forgotten days before
notions of murder and nothing more
suddenly there came a pounding in my head
pain so deep and violent it made my vision turn red
redder than the blood I longed to spill upon the floor
splitting head ache only this that made my head so sore
staggering to the bathroom medicine cabinet
looking as I searched hard for an aspirin tablet
blood red visions in my head even yet that I abhor
realizing that I'm punishing myself and nothing more
away evil thoughts! I did scream
as if caught within a dream
unable to extract myself from visions of murder of the whore
for a hatred had filled my mind with only this and nothing more
who in my thoughts lie there dead
red blood pouring from her head
satisfaction found at the end of the evil whore
whose death I desired only this and nothing more
swallowing the aspirin's down
with some wate
To A Beloved Friend John WolverALWAYS YOUR FRIEND
SOMETIMES IT HARD TO WRITE THE WORDS
THAT YOU, MY DEAR, SHOULD SEE.
OR SAY THE THINGS THAT YOU NEED TO HEAR.
OR BE AS I SHOULD BE,
YOU GROW SO FAST AND LEARN SO MUCH
ITS HARD FOR ME EACH DAY
TO SAY OR DO JUST WHAT IS BEST
TO HELP ALONG THE WAY!
SHOULD I BE SILENT OR GIVE ADVICE?
SHOULD I ANSWER YES OR NO?
SHOULD I CONTROL-SET MANY RULES
OR SIMPLY LET YOU GO?
ONE THING IS CERTAIN-I'LL MAKE MISTAKES
AND SOME WILL SEEN HARD TO MEND
BUT NOTHING ELSE SEEN CLEAN RIGHT NOW
KNOW THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT
ON ME
AS YOUR FRIEND!!!
YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME
Another Though Heart BreakBeloved Deceitful wretch
The deceitful wretch telling me lies
Thinking them to be a comforting disguise
Counting upon my gullibility
Believing that through them I can not see
Telling me lies of love and our content
Acting as if it was heaven sent
To be there always by my side
Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide
Pretending that I don’t know what is real
Acting as though it cares how I feel
Yet doing to me all that is wrong
Tears fall with the words of the sad song
Knowing that I know deep in my heart
Soon we must split forever apart
Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies
To let it pretend longer is most unwise
For a foundation so weak can never stand
All passing away like the shifting sand
Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind
It is the way of bad things left behind
Better to clear the way for love so real
One who will not deceive and cares how I feel
One who does not hide in the shadows of lies
One who shares their heart without need to di
Sex Poemroses are red
Lemons are sour
Open ur legs and give me an hour
Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Baby Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!
Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You dont multiply
Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream
Hickory dickory dock
This bitch was suckin my cock
The clock struck two
I dumped my goo
And dumped her to the end of the block
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style & 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid
Sex is evil
Sex is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!
u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!!
roses are nice
violets are fine.
ill be t
30 DirtyThe Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
Saturday LOL gimme a break its winter!
2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? working
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
CherryTap
4. Are you any good at math? Hell No
6. Do you have any famous ancestors?
No
7. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? Yes.
8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? Yes
9. Last thing received in the mail? Bills
10. How many different beverages have you drank today? water, diet dr pepper and monster... so 3
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine? Yes
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13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to? I don't recall
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? sometimes
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? I would have said the same as Paul and said all 4 wisdom teeth, but then the dentist cut a hole in my mouth
Another Old OneThey say patience is a virtue and I think I have enough
I trust in god to take care of you when the going gets tough
I can not help but miss the words that you have shared
To me it has been like knowing that someone out there cared
I so love all the things you write and think your talent great
I hope to find some on the computer to which I can relate
In all the things that you face I hope this you will know
I think of you every day Wishing you well where ever you may go
For in this land of cyber space none so ever touch
Me the way that you have and came to mean so much
I just want to make your world as great as you have made mine
Someone like you in this world is truly a rare find
The funny thing for me is that for your looks I no longer care
I found the greatest treasure is what's inside you there
I found the soul that touches mine and makes my spirit sing
I can face all there is to come because I know this one thing
In you I have found someone who I can't replace
I
Survey Of The Day1. WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT?
CHERRY TAP
2. What color of shirt are you wearing right now?
TAN KENNY CHESNEY CONCERT SHIRT
4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8?
NOPE
5.HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW 'IN REAL LIFE'?
3/4'S
6. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
FYRE, FEL, BUGGIE, BITCH, ETC ETC
5. Do you have a pet?
2 CATS
8. WHAT'S YOUR DAD AND MOM'S MIDDLE NAME?
DANIEL AND LESLIE
9. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
I FORGOT
10. NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?
1) MONEY
2) ID
3) CELLPHONE
11. WOULD YOU RATHER GIVE OR RECEIVE A FOOT MASSAGE?
RECEIVE
12. NAME A TEACHER YOU HAD THE HOTS FOR!
NONE
13. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?
NO POCKETS.. IM POOR
14. WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL List?
COLTON
15. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
LEAVE THE PIECES- THE WRECKERS
17. What were you doing at midnight two nights ago?
SLEEPING
18. How man
Written Of A Poker Game Gone BadROTTEN LUCK RON
They say unlucky in cards, lucky in love !
Well then I better get laid if push comes to shove.
For it has long been said of love of this kind .
You could get hairy palms and would go blind .
I should have known better than to sit down with sharks
but then what could go wrong these cards had no marks
It's just a friendly game between me and few friends
we play just for the fun, We don't count the loses till it ends
So begin we did just three of us there to start
the rest had not arrived yet lacking the heart
twenty five each in the chips to play we took
Bubba counted it out and wrote down in the book
We antied in and started the friendly game
this time it was different yet some how the same
the same place, the same people and the cards I brought
I'd find out soon that it's not the cards if luck is for naught
first play was done and Bubba and I both lost the hand
Go figure stone face Sandi to win yet again
cool and collected she sits
War On TerrorI have been involved in the War on Terror in some way shape or form for a couple years now. I have seen a number of sides of it and experienced more than most. And here is my conclusion. The United States is committed to fighting War on Terror, just not committed to winning it.
We are dumping countless dollars and resources into the War on Terror, but we aren’t making very much headway. Yes, we kill bad guys everyday, and we send out patrols, and fly UAV missions, as well as have many, many boots on the ground. This shows that we are ready for the fight. However, we are not doing what we need to win.
Whether it be lack of understanding of the culture, not having the correct training for the mission, making war fighting decisions out of political motives or not eliminating the dead weight we have bogged ourselves down. Most of the problems we experience, we create ourselves. And unfortunately because of the systems in place, it is difficult (and in some ways impossible) to corre
Sex SurveyThe Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: I like it rough babyDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Both is goodHow often do you like to have sex?: How often are you offering?Is sex a top priority for you?: It could beDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: Oh hell yeahHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Um, not much any moreHow do you feel about one night stands?: I've had someHow many one night stands have you had?: A fewWhat's your favorite position?: Bent over somethingWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: Anywhere is good with meDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: I wanna fuckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: YeahHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: As long as I wantDo you get off first or do they?: MeDo you like kissing during sex?: Yes I doDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: I moan at all sound levelsDo you p
Stupid SurveyTHE PERFECT LOVER by ericbrownhis/her name?: a group of lettershow old would they be?: either around my age or olderwhat would there body be like?: prob a femaleshow tall?: tall enoughhair color?: if she wants towhat race would they be?: 2nd i hope, makes me faster lolrich or poor, or does it matter?: is this 2 questions in onestraight,or gay?: perferd to make me straight where it countsvirgin, or broke in?: there's a difference?big one or little one?: nonesit at home watch movies, or go out to the movies?: bothorder out, or go out to eat?: bothyou pay or they pay?: i paysmoker?: if we move fast enoughdrinker?: i don't want a dried up chickrecreational drug use?: there's recreational drugs?kids or no kids?: they have to be old enough to buy me alckywould they have a college education?: if they graduated college they wouldwhat kind of car should they have?: one with either 3 or 4 wheelsTake this survey | Find surveysPimp My Profile
Damage Inc RadioCome & Join Us At Damage Inc. Radio!!! We're Having A Great Party!!
Funny Little SurveyJust a few crazy questions!!! by ruthyWhat is your name?: JessieDo you go to church?: Sure as hell don'tBurger King or Wendy's?: Ohhhh Wendy'sPiano or bass?: Basscooking or cleaning?: You can do bothDo you believe in God?: Sure don't When is your birthday?: Every damn yearPepsi or Coke?: CokeNike or Reebok?: NikeSteelers or Lakers?: Yeah rightYankees or Boston Red Sox?: HmphhBAsketball or baseball?: Well baseball has men in tight pantsDo you like school?: I love it when the boy goes every morningDo you like singing?: If it is done wellDo you play an instrument?: Depends on what you define instrument asPrince of Bel-Air or Friends?: FriendsGospel or Rock?: RockWho is your favorite band?: Black SabbathDo you play a sport?: Just sex for me thanksAre you smart?: Uh, smarter than most of the people I knowWhat is your nationality?: HeheheWhat is your favorite color?: Black or ChromeWhat is your favorite holiday?: HalloweenWould you rather have a sister or a brother?:
Yet Another Survey30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: the tv in the backgroundWhat was the last thing you ate?: prob foodIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: candy apple redHow is the weather right now?: freezing my balls off coldWhat color is your underwear right now?: whiteWho was the last person you talked to on the phone?: telemarketorThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: eyesFavorite type of food?: eatable kindDo you drink?: who doesn'tEver got so drunk you dont remember?: how stupid is that, how would i remember to answer, duhWhat color are your eyes?: blue or green, depending onthe time of yearSingle?: perhapsFavorite month?: toss up between oct. and dec.Last movie you watched?: KISS in concertFavorite day of the week?: one i wake up inAre you too shy to ask someone out?: sometimesHugs or Kissess?: depends on the partChocolate or Vanilla?: strawberryWhat books are you reading?: car and bike magsPiercings?: p
30 Things Survey30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: Jimi Hendrix All Along The Watch TowerWhat was the last thing you ate?: Terriyaki NoodlesIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: ChromeHow is the weather right now?: Cold as hellWhat color is your underwear right now?: What underwear?Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: Phone . . . Drac, Chirp . . . JudyThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: HairFavorite type of food?: Either Mexican or ItalianDo you drink?: Drink What?Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: I can't remember if I have or notWhat color are your eyes?: BrownishSingle?: FatallyFavorite month?: JulyLast movie you watched?: RushFavorite day of the week?: SaturdayAre you too shy to ask someone out?: NopeHugs or Kissess?: KissesChocolate or Vanilla?: VanillaWhat books are you reading?: I just read Wicked not long agoPiercings?: A few, had more lost themFavorite movie?: DogmaAny pets?: A few
More DreamsLonging for the human touch
Desire that I need so much
Confusion as to what to feel
Lost in all that is not real
A fantasy of mind and light
Found lacking by so far a sight
For I need to touch a flesh so true
yet I can’t reach out and touch you
All I can do is sit and wait
Sit for hours second rate
Behind the wall of distant glass
It drags on slow and never fast
Till in this place I see you near
The one I always hold so dear
The one who touched my heart and mind
The one who is the greatest find
Now I see there is more I need
my heart for one alone does bleed
Loneliness does surely grow
I wonder if inside you know
The hold you do have on me
And how these eyes do truly see
One I can never ever hold
I think of waiting till I am old
It would be worth all to hold one time
And feel the joy one moment sublime
Where I could gaze into those eyes
And know the wonder and surprise
But this is just what can not do
I need the touch from only you
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Friends......................................2006-11-20 19:28:25
This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!!
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your soda drawer with their foot!)
A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears..
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend t
Beats Of HeartHer mind tries to calm her body. Each mile the plane moves taking her closer to her love. She never expected to find this kind of love, the friendship that grew from a few simple words, had grown into a love, and now it was becoming real. She is so excited, so filled with the passion that grew between them, but so afraid. What ifs keep coming into her mind. What if their meeting fails, could she smile again knowing that she would never see the love he typed to her, or the way his spirit seems to wrap his arms around her when she is lost. What if.
The gentle glide of the plane as it lands brings her back from her deep thoughts, only a few hours to keep breathing, until she sees the man she has grown to love.
They plan to meet for dinner. Hes told her where, and time, her body grows more excited with each passing minute, does he feel the same, is he as nervous of this, there first meeting. Will he smile the sweetest smilt as she moves towards him, will she know without
The Value Of A Broken HeartThe value is such as it is seen
Nothing known when one is green
For only the pain can let us know
The cost of love that to show
A heart that breaks for lack there of
Missing the gift from heaven above
For nothing does part but love lost
The loss is such beyond all cost
Only the soul that aches so true
Can appreciate a love found new
One who knows it may pass away
Will cherish the gift each and every day
A fragile thing love will always be
Something beyond all who can see
Dreams may come true not once but twice
A miracle when the heart turns to ice
Cold and unforgiving what hate did destroy
Lost in the pains forgotten all joy
What may revive a heart turned to stone
When love has fled and left one alone
Only another that sparks forth the fire
And is held with true deepest desire
Longed for and cared for as no other before
With love that lost and was no more
The value is known through broken heart
For only such love is never to part
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Words Of PassionShe holds him close, never far from her heart. There love wild and strange, controlled in each others mind. Neither have touched the other, only used words, words of love, passion, friendship. The kind that only they might understand. Each morning they wait to meet, in this place known as cyber space, each dreams of how the other feel, how lips burn in passionate kisses. Friends, but so much more. Over years there love grows, patience and understanding so very important, treated like a real love affair. So very intense, and always filled with a love unexplainable.
In sleep, her dreams let her fly to him..let her touch his precious body. In dreams there lips meet, with kisses so sweet.. Their bodies become one, passion flows, but then daylight brings her dreams to a stop. A dream, how can she feel so warm, so full of love if it is only in dream. And she waits, waits to see his name, to see him call her sweetness. Dream, no, never, they are to close to not be real.
Busy NightWell when i got in, i thought there was a bit f a frosty reception from the new female chargehand because i didn't say yes to covering saturday. Well that soon disappeared but i don't think she was too happy for going to the other depot we have to cover.
Still we all get paid the same, so she has no choice. Though the way the night went i think i'd sooner have changed with her and let her stay. Damn did it end up a busy night for some reason, still I'd sooner have it busy that waiting around for work.
So the ride home was good, caught all the traffic lights on green and hardly any traffic, just wish it wasn't so cold. Then again it isn't winter yet and it will get colder LOL. I suppose i should get back to programming but i think i'll leave that till later, after some sleep. I am just not in the mood at the moment. Of course if it was a job or i was dependant on it then things would be different. As i don't then i can leave it for a few hours when i will be refreshed and start wi
QuizesUsing your mouth
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.
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You have a sexual IQ of 137
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
You prefer Passionate sex!
You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs.
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Imaginative, erotic, passionate
You prefer to have one partner and to t
Ok My Last One For AwhileThe Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: offering?Is sex a top priority for you?: depends with whoDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yeaHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: are you offering again?How do you feel about one night stands?: keep it up and i'll take your offerHow many one night stands have you had?: a few, i was a carny lmaoWhat's your favorite position?: a sexual oneWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: with a femaleDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: bothHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: who hasn't, oh yea you, prudeHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: as long as i canDo you get off first or do they?: is this a trick questionDo you like kissing during sex?: biting count?Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: never p
Bad TvARE YOU A FAN OF TELEVISION? ARE YOU CAUGHT UP WITH BRITTANY"S LATEST BREAK UP? WHAT ARE YOUR ALTERNATIVES TO TELEVISION? SHARE YOUR"VIEW" WITH THE REST OF US!!!!
MagickMAGICK is ……
….“the Highest, most absolute, and most divine knowledge of natural philosophy, advanced in it works and wonderful operations by a right understanding of the inward and occult virtue of things; so that TRUE agents being applied to proper PATIENTS, strange and admirable effects will thereby be produced.” - The Lemegeton of King Solomon
….”the science and art of causing change to occur in conformity with will.” - Aleister Crowley
Questions...WHY IS SHE SO INTRIGUING?
WHY DOES SHE SPARK ME SO?
WHAT MAKES ME WANT TO HOLD HER
AND NEVER LET HER GO?
WHY DOES MY HEART JUMP WHEN SHE NEAR
AND SINK WHEN SHE IS GONE?
HOW COULD THIS THING WE HAVE
EVER BE DEEMED WRONG?
WHY IS IT I CAN'T SHAKE HER
OR LOOSE HER FROM MY THOUGHTS?
WHY DO THEY SAY LOVE IS BETTER
GIVEN OVER SOUGHT?
I'D LOVE HER UNTIL THE END OF TIME
OF THIS SHE SHOULD BE SURE.
TO HER, LOVE IS A SICKNESS
THEN I SHANT WANT BE CURED.
I WISH FOR THE CHANCE TO LOVE HER
MY WHOLE LIFE THROUGH.
BECAUSE WITHOUT HER IN MY LIFE,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO.
AT TIMES, I'LL ADMIT,
SHE DOES GET ON MY NERVES.
BUT THE FACT IS RIGHT AS RAIN,
SHE'S MORE THAN I DESERVE.
I ASKED HER ONCE, TWICE, TWENTY TIMES
WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE HER SEE,
JUST HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS,
THAT SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.
First Day Of The Rest Of My Life.So I am moving to Richmond once my lease is up in Jan. I need to know if it is truely not ment to be. My Son is in Richmond and I need to live closer to him. I love him. I miss him. I just don't want a large 'what if' hanging over me got the rest of my life. I want to know once and for all. And I am not going to be able to know for 100% certianinty that it is not ment to be unless I talk to Candi and try and work things out. I know we are good together. Atleast we were at one point and I need to find out why/how we got to the point of 5 months ago. I need to know if it is something Candi and I can work through or if it is something that we can't. But I can not find that out if I don't at least try. I am not worried about not having a wife when I move back if we are not able to work things out. And Candi and I have discused this that the main reason I am moving back to Richmond is to be closer to my son. He is my world.
Candi and I have a lot to talk about it and our Marriage will no
LonelinessChatter,
Sneezes,
Laughs,
All the things that are easy,
Even for the daft.
This is natural,
This is fun,
Being surrounded by everyone.
Slowly but surely,
Your voice becomes quieter,
Whislt their laughter gets mightier and mightier.
The attention dimmers,
The light simmers,
And darkness is all around you.
"You're no fun"
So it's begun,
Loneliness has finally found you.
I Just Got My New Car....at long last the car i have wanted since it came out is mine all mine.. hehehehe well and my hubbys of course but anyways ..
i have a focus st 2 in bright orange theres a picture of one the same in my pics if ya wana see .. its so completely gorgeous i love it ..
but im also petrified of it because its so fooking quick and the clutch is soooo sensitive ... but i will get used to it . !!
and to top the week off im going to see pink in concert on sunday ...cant wait shes supposed to be brilliant live !!
huurraahhhh !!
xxx hope ya all having a good week loves and hugs xxx
A Different Christmas PoemA Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in th e cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldi
War Time Christmas StoryThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty yea
Faithfully ResonateTuesday, November 21, 2006
Faithfully resonate
When you are fearful, everything turns into something to fear. When you are hopeful, everything becomes a reason to hope.
When you are angry, anything that comes along can feed that anger. When you are peaceful, the world around you begins to mirror your peace.
What comes from the depths of your being, grows more intense and more concrete as it works its way outward. What you hold in your heart, you will see in your world.
Though you may try to hide things inside, they surely come out in ways you cannot even imagine. If you wish to change what you appear to be, then change what you truly are.
Hold in your heart a pure and authentic vision of all that you value most dearly. Choose carefully what has priority in your innermost being, for that is what shapes the world you experience.
Build a solid, positive and fulfilling life within. And all that you know, will faithfully resonate with the person you choose to be.
--
The SlippersMurphy calls to see his mate Paddy who has a broken leg.
Paddy says, "Me feet are freezing mate, could you nip upstairs and get me slippers?"
"No bother," he says, and he runs upstairs and there are Paddy's two stunning 19 year old twin daughters sat on their beds.
"Hello dere girls, your Da' sent me up here to shag ya both."
"Fook off you liar!".
"I'll prove it," Murphy says. So he shouts down the stairs, "Both of them, Paddy?"
"Of course, what's the use of fookin' one?"
Epicourse!!!!I am John Lucas,
Bassist And Backup Vocals For A New Band Called Epicourse!!! Check Us Out At http://www.Epicourse.net which will redirect you to our myspace page PLEASE ADD US AND HELP US GO BIG!!!! will will have mp3's really really soon but if you cant wait im me at Fyrereigner on Yahoo and i'll be happy to send you a song or two
THANK YOU!!!
CancerI spent all day at the hospital with my dad. He was found to have a cancer nodule on his left lung. After 4 hours of surgery he returned with 30% of his left lung removed. I got to see my uncle again, havent seen him in 15 years. Hopefully my trip to Virginia will take my mind off of it. I guess i'll see.
-c
Free Vs PaidWell it's not that simple!
You might go: FREE stuff for me. Not a penny from my pocket! If i can get that for free, why shouldn't I?
I'll take my chances and allow me to have another point of view.
Free stuff:
+it's free
+can do the trick
+sometimes you may find it really easy and right away
-sometimes takes u couple of ours to find it
-not always is what u're looking for.
-most of the times, it has a catch.
Paid stuff:
+does exactly what u're looking for.
+the price u pay works like a guarantee
+you feel kind of secure, kmowing that u paid for it
+you can ask for a refund if you're not satisfied (most of the time)
-money out of ur pocket
Now go vote on my mumm! if this helped you
Bye for now!
Picscheck out my new album
Special Thanks...Special Thanks...
To artist Martin Abel must be made for the use of one of his gorgeous pictures in the making of an image for a friend here
I say gorgeous, but I don't know that that really covers it.. his art is not the typical style or beauty and grace, but lines are clean, the figures are hot, the pictures are usually a cross between racy and humorous... stylized Disney meets Heavy Metal Magazine or Fangoria
Check him out at http://www.martinabel.com/index.htm
Finally HomeOk.. now that I let that go finally.. the work me.. let him at work.. LMao
I'm starting to understand that I really need to do something that I enjoy.
Its time for me to do my pc work again.. and program .. doing web type stuff.. read books study for exams. I can afford the exams now that i've gotten a raise.
I can fill my days with repair and or software troubleshooting. I'm very good at it.
So good that I get to beta test software sometimes. I stopped cuz of 2nd shift..
Now that i'm on 3rd .. I should enjoy more of my day. even if its studying.. I'd enjoy that more than talking about the machines at work.. borrrrrrrrrrring! lmao
I can only talk about that kotex machine so long.. hahaha
I want to get back into video editing.. and photography.. that was fun.. I made a dvd of my fav show last summer and put menu's on it.. sounds.. hell.. it was awesome.. kinda like when I used to make mix cds..
All that was to see if I was good at it. :)
I am! lol
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My Msn And Yahoo Id'sohioblonde30 is my yahoo id and badassbtch74@hotmail.com is my msn id..feel free to add me to either one if you'd like
I Feel Like ShitOk so yesterday i started to feel bad after I got home with the kids. I couldn't figure out why. I couldn't keep my eyes open I feel asleep twice. I kept waking up last night and I still feel the same as yesterday which sucks cause I couldn't play with my kids. I hope i am not sick tomorrow for ethans 3rd birthday.
Dear CowardI don't know who this is actually addressed to and I may never but I feel I must still air my grievance. I wanted my first bulletin to be about something fun and light but instead I must rail against Konservative fascism reaing its ugly head. No doubt by this point you are wondering what I am talking about. You may have noticed that in the last 24 hours my profile picture has changed. This occured under extreme duress. Apparently anyone of your photos can be flagged as abult or inappropriate and you have NO APPEAL PROCESS WHAT-SO-EVER!!!!!! The spirit of this policy is incredibly unamerican but I will address that later. What I would like to do is defend myself since I have been denied this inalienable right by the faceless arbitraters of this website. That photo was not adult! I state this with absolute confidence because there is no were in this country I could not have walked down the street attired as such. Furthermore if there is going to be an adult designation for photographs wh
A Crevis To Cry InI have found myself back into my hole again,
Away from prying eyes,
I weep, drowned in sorrow.
Nothing can save me from this,
Time doesn’t heal all wounds.
Some wounds never heal,
They bleed and fester,
Till you are apart of it.
Pain becomes your friend,
Sorrow your companion.
All alone now,
No one to wipe my teary eyes,
No kiss of assurance.
I’m lonely, I hurt,
I want this pain to go away.
But it won’t.
It never really does.
I long for the numbness I once knew,
But I can’t find it.
You washed it away,
And now I long for it desperately.
I can’t get you out of my head,
Your face is burned into my memory,
Your voice is the only one that soothes.
I will never be again,
You’re so far away,
I can’t find you anymore.
Saralynne Fox
Hey Friendshey friend new porsen here aporsonal friend in real life lets show her some cheery love cariboo cowgirl thanks shawn
Poems 2Is it you?
Is it you I've been looking for?
I've looked up and down
High and low
In town and out of town
but, never have I found anyone with what you've got
Everytime we talk, I like you more
Give me a chance
a chance to show you the alternative to what you're accustomed to
We've both been looking for the same thing for far too long
Now, my search is finally over
Time will prove this statement to be factual
If given the chance
All I am asking is for more of what you've already given me
More time for us to get to know each other
God will take care of the rest.
Untitled
Your beauty is so evident
That all who see you are instantly aware of it
The ability to ignore your beauty is something I lack
I find myself looking into those eyes, admiring that face
Your smile is so intoxication
You take me breath away...
I Stink, Therefore I Am.KMart. I admit it. I was there last night. My reasons are my own, but there was another person there that simply amazed me. He was this rather large and dimwitted gentleman playing with a display of one of those robot dinosaur things.
He asked the salesman, "Hey! What is this thing?"
Salesman replied, "It's a robot dinosaur." Duh.
"Oh. Because it's scaring the living crap out of me."
Salesman states the obvious,"Then stop pushing the damn button."
24th Birthday... Yea!!!I can't believe that my 24th birthday is coming up very soon.. All my friends here are thowing a party for me and wont tell me anything.. Im soo excited.. I can't wait to party it up and get drunk!!! Maybe they will bring me to see some sexy naked ladies... ;)
Well have a great day everyone.. Hope to hear from you sooon.. kiss kiss
HerYour eyes once burned
Into my soul
Conquring the pain
Healing the past
My heart in your hands
you chose to break
Blood dripping from your fingers
And onto the floor
You mock me as you laugh
And tell me of her
Your love can not exist with us
But lives on with her
Deleted Friends!Well as you noticed I went from 226 friends to a lower number! Ok if you are a guy it happened for one of four reasons~
~ you are a perverted fuck that always ask me to fuck you online and I have explained in detail not gonna happen!
~ You drove me crazy to come and meet up with you to get our groove on!
~ You begged to be in my family and that was not gonna happen who is in my family is in my family for a reason and it is not to see me nude I have respect!!!!
~ And lastly it is cause you asked to be my friend and than we never connected! or we connected and things went very wrong!
Chics~
~ I am not bi and tired of being asked that so unless we have a relationship as a friend you are axed as well...
Did I mention that yeah I am in a mood today!!!!!!!
~Tina~
The News!!I just got back from the doctor and found out i am pregnant! I dont know how to tell mama but i think im gonna wait until after thanksgiving. Anybody got anything that will help let me know!
2nd WinJust saying it here, do not ecpect any comments. My team won their 2nd game of the year last night. They only won one game last year as 7th graders they were flying high after the game. I am very proud of them, they have kept playing hard for me and do not complain when I ask them to do things. it has been a fun year and we are not even close the the end yet.
Uninhibited Love..."It was in this moment that I fell in love with Daisy, surrendering completely, whole-heartedly, and without conditions. No longer was it about self-confidence, or status, or even sex for me, but rather the tenderness of her soul. Can you remember the first time that feeling stirred you, uninhibited love? The phrase may seem a bit childish now that we're all grown up, drained of our youthful desires, dissillusioned and pounded into the mature consumers that society asks us to be. But if you're able to stroll down memory lane and look back at that shelf of stored-up (lost) passion, then maybe you'll be able to peel away the apathy and catch a glimpse of that untarnished ideal, because there can be no better high than the first time it takes you in."
Excerpt from Jeff Kozlowski's novel "The One"
Submissions Wanted For Bryant Mcgill's American Review Literary JournalWithout question, millions of Americans have grown disillusioned and dissatisfied with the state of our complex society. Sour faces, bitter complaints, dividing debates, and frustrated hopes have become commonplace in the streets, towns, and media outlets across this Nation. But underneath the anger, confusion, and pain, undeterred individuals continue to press on, strive for their dreams, and perform courageous deeds every day. It is in this gleaming center of faith that the The American Review Literary Journal will focus.
The purpose of the journal is to redefine America from the eyes of its extraordinary citizens, to reach into the heart of individuals and expose their self worth. Creator Bryant McGill speaks of Tomorrow's Promise as an opportunity to turn the corner in recovery and change, to help provide future generations a sense of hope, confidence, and fulfillment. (Please visit www.ARLJ.com to review his complete mission statement for the project.)
We all come from diffe
No Pity (yet Another Poem Of Mine )Your pity makes me angry
Telling me I need to change
Only makes the pain subside for a short while
I try many changes
From hobbies to sleep habits
Your ideas fill my head
I try and I try
To find that ever elusive "happiness"
Yet at the end of the day
I stand alone
No friends to comfort me
simply my computer and booze
The names come from all over
Alchy and nerd
But what do you know
Just because you have your happy pills
Makes you no fucking better than me
Push me and push me
But be cautious of my rage
Because im sick of the bullshit
I will make my life
I will make it what I want!
Not what you want...
Labelsquestions flying now
who am I what am I?
All trying to place a label
Group the masses
what do you want from me?
Why do you torture me with your questions
Fuck you I am not one of your labels
I am who I am
I am me
Play your games
Follow your social rules
At the end of the day I will laugh
As I sit being exactly who I am
As you watch wishing to be just like me...
One More RiskI see the pain in your eyes
You hold back in fear of feeling
The thought of being hurt again destroys you
One chance is all I ask for
To restore your faith in the world of love
My dear... The thought of you in pain kills me
That smile you hide
I want it to shine once more
Take one more risk for me
Let me show you my love for you
Be mine always and forever
Until our dying day...
How Do You Say Good ByeI know it is time to let you go but the child in me still needs you here.
I am being selfish I know, so I will let you go.
With each word I write I set you free
so mom please go I will be fine you will see
You will forever be in my heart but it's time I made my own start
Be happy mom you taught me well even though sometimes you couldn't tell
I still hear every word and every laugh
and I feel a mothers pain
I know you understand what I mean
I am sorry for the hard times I put you through
But one more thing be for you leave
and this is hard to say
But the time is over for me to grieve
you see there isn't really a need for you to stay
because I will remember you each and everyday
It's ok mom you are free
be happy now it's time to leave
Please Vote!come on everyone please vote for my puppy "king"
just click on his pic below
thank you
maria
Don't Bet On Laura LouA guy was sitting quietly reading his paper when his wife walked up behind him and whacked him on the head with a magazine.
"What was that for?" he asked.
"That was for the piece of paper in your pants pocket with the name Laura Lou written on it," she replied.
"Two weeks ago when I went to the races, Laura Lou was the name of one of the horses I bet on," he explained.
"Oh honey, I'm sorry," she said. "I should have known there was a good explanation.
Three days later he was watching a ball game on TV when she walked up and hit him in the head again, this time with the iron skillet, which knocked him out cold.
When he came to, he asked, "What was that for?"
She replied, "Your horse called."
Everyone Read Please!!please anybody that votes for " KING " will get a puppy toy from him!
just click on his pic
thanks
~Maria~
Cj's Rant Of The DayI have a wonderful idea on how we can pay off our national debt. Recently Saddam Hussein was found guilty and sentenced to DEATH BY HANGING. Being the opportunist I am, I say we put his hanging on Pay-Per-View. Now before you get all jacked and moralistic on me remember that boxing is a common pay-per-view event and that is much bloodier then a hanging. I say you charge 79.99 for the event and along with Saddam's Hanging you also get to witness the hanging of Chemical Ali as well. As an added bonus you will also get the footage of the bomb that took out Saddam's two sons over a year ago. And dont tell me that $79.99 is too high a price because ya know what...im guessing there wont be a house in America that wouldnt have this on. Saddam is partly responsible for our debt so that little fucker can help erase it.
Poetry: "i Am With You"When your day is a struggle and your life seems so grim, I am with you
When your life is full of happiness and you smile that big grin, I am with you
Even though you can't see me and haven't talked to me for days, I am with you
When you stop for no reason and your thoughts come my way, I am with you
On those cold lonely nights and you find yourself missing me, I am with you
Because in turn, you are always with me
I know that I can't be there for you all of the time. And how desperately I wish I could.
Just remember, my heart is your heart and my love is yours as well. Until we can be together in person, my heart and my compassion as well as all of my love are with you.
A Poetry Of Lost LoveLooking out my front window, I could see the sky is trying to snow.
I wonder how you are since you left that day, I just wanted you to know what I had to say.
When you said you loved me, I thought it was true. You talked of forever like it was me and you.
How could you do that to a woman in love? Wasn't the passion we shared from heaven above?
When we kissed I could feel my body heat rise, and the urgent need to feel you inside.
I can still feel your touch, so strong and yet gentle. I need you with me. I wish it were that easy, that simple.
Come back to me where love first began, I will love you and cherish you time and again.
Giving you all that your heart desires, keeping the sparks and passion afire.
Come back to me I ask you once more, come back to love the way it was once before.
Tonsels Taken Out Yesturday In A Shit Load Of Pain..ello.. whats up.. not much here sittin at my house alone and in pain.. i cant eat or barely drink anything.. sence they took out my tonsels yesturday.. so im sitting here listenin to Walls Of Jericho cuz im just fucking cool like that.. ya well im out.. hit me up sometime today if you wanna talk cuz im like really REALLY fucking bored!!!
Ladies I Need Your Advice!!!Hey is that what you like to hear? I am out there stuttering when it comes to approachin the ladies and I've never been like that befor I used to play football in high school so Im not shy Im actually scared of the perfumed warrior ladies Ive been cooped up with my x wife for 7 years I am scared the next one will hurt me too. but good god man.
Sex is a misdemeanor the more you mis the meanor you get. I am getting really mean I need help
Help me release and I will lick you I mean love you forever....
Hey I couldnt resist
Helloanyone here wanna help cheer me up? send me a message
Poem ThingyI wrote this thing forever ago and never came up with a title, but I'm posting it anyway.
I'm all mixed up inside
Not sure what to do
I look up and see a little ray of sunshine in my cloudy day
It's you
I don't know if I have what it takes
To tell you you how I really feel
I'm afraid of getting hurt again
I can't take that pain anymore
I'm afraid of failure
But I just want a chance to give you my heart and soul
I want a chance to show you how much I care
You are my very inspiration for happiness
I want to return the favor
I will be yours
If you are mine
One Day Left. Can You Help Mebest booty competition
copy and paste link below
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i will love you for ever
if you will come and vote for me and rate me
Thanks for being a friend
Birthday!!!I can't believe my baby girl just turned three years old yesterday! We had such a wonderful day!
Karissa got so many gifts! She was surprised! There were a lot of people here wanting to celebrate her special day with her. Karissa requested a Cinderella cake. And it was beautiful! I hated to cut into it! Because it looked just beautiful!
My baby girl...She's growing up!
Kiss My Eyes And Lay Me To Sleep!!!!!This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought
You may forget me
I promise to depart
Just promise one thing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
This is what I brought
This you can keep
This is what I brought
You may forget me
I promise you my heart
Just promise to sing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
This is what I thought
I thought you need me
This is what I thought
so think me Nyeve
I promise you a heart
you promise to keep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
My Sister Part 2 =)So..I'm going to my sisters on Thursday =) I'm excited because I havn't seen her in awhile. And I get to make fun of her boyfriend Because..well..its just hard not too =) And she'll laugh, And so will I..
PLUS
I get to see my awesome cute nephew Kilo=D
HI ASHLEY:P
Varies By Religion??Question.... If religion determines the purpose for sex, does each religion have its own clustered views on the rights and wrongs?? If My religion says its to reproduce and therefore i find it "wrong" to be a homosexual..can I still say its wrong if Im a different religion?? How then do I justify my opinion? Or on interracial relationships?? Abortions? Pedophilia?? Im not a religious person, therefore I have no idea if your religion controls your views on everything(im imagining yes) HELP
A Fairy TaleOnce upon a time, in a kingdom far, far away there lived a beautiful princess.
Her daddy, the King, was very concerned about her. She had become old enough to be married, and he very much wished her to find a prince to marry as required by the ancient laws of the kingdom. He wanted her to have a child to carry on his name and to keep the monarchy within their family.
But alas, the princess did not wish to marry a prince. For she was in love with another, and the one she gave her heart to was a lowly stable boy in the Kings stables.
The King was livid upon learning this and tried everything he could think of to disuade his daughter from her folly.
He tried to reason with her, explaining that although their family had ruled for hundreds of years, that would no longer be the case if she were to marry this pauper.
She told him she was completely willing to give up the throne to be with the man she loved.
He brought in handsome Princes from all over the world in the hopes that
Help Find This SoldierMost of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is www.myspace.com/jessiahjameson. If anyone has ANY information c
A Bold New Dream, AmericaA Bold New Dream, America
By Jeff Kozlowski
The traditional ideal of the American dream resides in the stars and stripes of my earliest memories. This was especially true on the Fourth of July, when colorful blasts filling the sky brought to mind hopes of my future as a war hero, astronaut, or professional ball player. I remember one year when I was four or five, sitting on the back of my uncle’s boat holding a mini American flag, watching the fireworks show late at night. My uncle was a wild one back then, and had decided to entertain the five kids on board by shooting M-80’s with a wrist rocket, causing deafening explosions in the choppy water surrounding us.
Being the youngest on board, I was nervous and scared, but excited to be included in the action with my brother and cousins. But time seemed to stand still when my uncle shot one that ricocheted off the base of the slingshot and landed on the engine compartment at the back of the boat. I’ll never forget the terror
Dora Bandaids, Embittered Lesbians And All That Jazz!It's in the labels, when you go to the grocery store.
I've looked, you've seen and we constantly
continue to create and recreate the misjudgment.
These being based on the caloric intake of what
your skin color or your current choice in bodily attire.
And to look past all the big worded ingredients
to the underlying "flour, water and salt" just
seems way too difficult when we can continue
to focus on how exaclty to pronounce all
the "isms" that are carried around like badges.
How much you are willing to pay seems
to deem the value of how quickly they are willing
to let you die a death in the hands of bad produce
managers that can tell if you are ripe by feeling
the goods for signs of tenderness or decay.
Is it an inherent value brought about by
evolution, to ensure the "survival of the fittest"?
The aisles become longer and all the merchandise
much cheeper these days because we have all
succumed to the depravity that is inflation
and we subscribe to Vogue an
This Girl 2shes mine all mine she said yes hahaha this vamp has now gone insane with joy mwhahahaha
Pan's DawnPAN'S DAWN
by Becca Tzigany
Oh, cloven-foot god who was known to chase
Nymphs and maidens all over the place,
But rarely could catch
A squeeze or a snatch
Repulsed as they were by your form and face.
What a rotten hand you were then dealt:
Scapegoatting you as the Devil himself!
With your hooves and horns
And irreverent scorn,
The beasty boy was put on the shelf.
All praise to the Great God Pan!
It's time to lift the ban
Let loose the Great God Pan!
May notes from your reed pipes resound
Over peaks, through valleys, in the town
Setting toes tapping
And lovers madcapping
Turning soap opera victims upside down.
Making love can restore and renew
It can even happen to you!
Goddess of Beauty accepts -
Her man supports and protects -
Amid blossoms bending over with dew.
All praise to the Great God Pan!
No more "Wham-bam-thank-you, Ma'am!"
Loving ecstasy for the shaggy God Pan!
Tempt us away from our worldly pursuits
With the succulence of forbidden
What Age Do I Act?You Are 29 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?
Never Ending SearchThe alarms in my mind all going off
They wont stop not even for a second
The pain, desire, and passion
I seek that eternal love
The passion and truth
People tell me they are happy
And they ask me why I am not...
Why indeed I ask them
Do I spend to much time making others happy
Or have I simply forgotten how to be happy?
Maybe It isnt like riding a bike
Perhaps...I simply I have to suffer more before the happiness comes back
A pain I will take until I am happy once more...
This Will Warm Your HeartThis will warm your heart, especially if you have lost faith in human kindness.
This letter was sent to the principals' office after an elementary school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady had received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize, and was writing to say thank you.
This story is a credit to all human kind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift today!
Dear Faculty and Students,
God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens' luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at an Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady.
My roommate is 95 and always had her own radio. Before I received this one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was napping. The other day, her radio fell off the night stand and broke into a lot of little pieces. It was awful and she w
My Eyes (take Two)What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com
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