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SorrowSorrow
From the depths of my soul, whisper the secrets of my heart
As tendrils of mist, that swirls and falls apart
Dispersing into thin air, never to be spoken
A path of dreams, that cannot be awoken
A drop as rain falls upon my cheek
Then another, and another
But from where I can not think
Sorrow and regret rush like rivers in my veins
I search for the answer but it is never to be obtained
Hidden from all is the reason for my anguish
Encased in glass is the hope that cannot be extinguished
~Wycked~
Secrets And ShadowsQuiet is the nite....and dark,
the mist swirls n floats upon the gentle wind
the sound as soft as a murmur, Hush.....
Time holds its breath..waiting...waiting
a shadow scurries threw the nite and is gone
who is there? no one, Hush.....
~Wycked~
MemoriesIn the recesses of my mind memories flicker as flashes of color
colliding and escaping one another
Feelings ebb n flow only to crash into the well of my emotions,
brimming to the surface to escape as a drop,
a tear
~Wycked~
YearningThe flame that represents your life glows brightly
basking all who are near in your aura
It is I who secretly yearns to be one of your chosen,
to loom in the love and warmth of your light
I hear your name whispered in the dark, only to realize
it has fallen from my lips
My heart cries out to be near you,
I am here why can you not see me
Why do you not know who I am
but I am cut off and in the dark
~Wycked~
Well Im Here.....Well I got here in Iraq ok. At this moment Im in limbo waiting for the rest of my squad to show up from different places from the US and Germany. I know what I'll be doing and actually know some of the guys I'll be working with. Some are Navy Seals and others are from other Special Ops Units from within the Army.
My time on here is limited as when I leave here I wont have any access to the internet for weeks at a time till we are flown back to the rear once every 2-3 weeks.
This place seems to have gotten better since the last time I was here. At least now I know that I will be coming to the rear to recoup where as before I had no clue. I thought I would be training soldiers on the new weapons that are being moved into the field but I was wrong. Wishful thinking I guess. I dont know exactly when I leave here but I know its within hrs so till next time.
Take Care
Jon
A Rock And Roll BlogI know not many people check out what I have to say on this blog and thats fine with me.I write on here get things out of me.And the blog I am getting ready to write here,if people read it,there are going to ask themselves" Why the hell did she write about that?" I have always been a huge music fan.As few might know on here I am a Beatles collector.But I love lots of music.I know tons of stupid shit about bands that will never mean anything to anyone but me.I could kick ass on Rock and Roll Jepardy if they ever brought it back.I have spent many years reading and learning about many many bands and since I love it all so much,I can remeamber it all.
Ok so to the blog at hand.I am a huge Def Leppard fan.Have been since I was 6.I see them live every time they come to Indiana, the last time was last week and the show was justawesome.Def Leppard never let you down when you go see them. Joe made news not to long ago about something he said in Sweden about Poison.I watched the video of the
Weird PlaceYou hear that sometimes people come into your life for a reason. Then when they leave you sometimes wonder what that reason was, especially when you find out that they really were not your friend to begin with. You start doubting yourself and wondering how you could have missed the signs. Then you think maybe the little girl in you just saw the little person in them not the adult manipulator that lurks beneath the surface. Honesty and integrity are traits that I value in a person, however, honesty is a double edged sword. It allows you to open yourself up to people who make a living preying on the trustfulness of others. You begin to pull back from people and everyone you meet becomes a suspect,.... always trying to give others a chance,... but then they prove you right in the end. Its a sad state of affairs when you can never trust another human being because they live by a different set of values known only to them. Words become meaningless because the value of the word changes from
Hi FurbiansI get called a snob alot. And this morning got a very nasty message. :( When i first joined i talked to alot of people, and made some nice friends. But most of the people in my shoutbox were very rude and disrespectful. I know this is a website, and i don't blame those so called boys. But i am very happily married and don't need to hear how men want to bone, fuck, bang, cam, etc. me.
I turned off my shoutbox when my husband saw someone say "if i send you my dirty pictures, will you masturbate to them?" He was livid. And i didn't come on for awhile. My husband in home for a few weeks, and we have talked about me talking to people again. No, i don't need his permission to do things, just respect his judgment.
I'll be turning my shout-box back on in a few days. For friends only. (didn't know you could do that until yesterday LOL) Please be friendly and respectful is all i ask. Thx. :D
PS, not today cause i'm nursing a sore hand that i caught in the car door yesterday. :(
New NameMy new name marks the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I met the love of my life on Facebook, traveled a long distance to meet her in person, and we are madly,passionately in love. This has been the best year of my life!
I'm Actually 32....is This Bad?!?You Act Like You Are 26 Years Old
You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.
You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.
The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.
What Age Do You Act?
LolI was a very happy man. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating
for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one
little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister.
My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight
miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down
when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to
be deliberate. Because she never did it when she was near anyone else.
One day her 'little' sister called and asked me to come over to check
the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she
whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she
couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I
got married and committed my life to her sister.
Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word.
She said, 'I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last
wild fling, just come up and get me.'
I was stunned and
Romantic RealistYou are a Romantic Realist
Okay, so you fall in the middle.
You know that love isn't like a greeting card...
Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.
You are the best of both worlds
Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.
Almost any guy can find balance with you.
Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?
What Does Your Music Say About You?What Your Taste in Music Says About You
Your musical tastes are reflective and complex.
You are intellectual to the point of being cerebral.
You are very open to new experiences, and even more open to new ideas and theories.
Wisdom and personal accomplishment are important to you.
You are naturally sophisticated. You are drawn to art, especially art by independent artists.
You are likely to be financially well off... and not because you were born that way.
What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?
Come On Just A Min Of Your TimeTHIS HOOKER NEEDS LEVELED
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SHE IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND DOESNT HAVE MUCH TO GO. SHE HAS 15,500 TO GO AS OF
THIS BULLY. IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO GO FAN HER, RATE HER, ADD HER AND BLING HER.
COME ON NOW THIS WONT TAKE BUT A SECOND OF YOUR TIME SOO CAN WE GET IT DONE? EVEN IF WHEN YOU GET THERE
SHE IS ALREADY LEVELED STILL LOVE ON HERE PLEASE... WE ALL USED TO BE A LEVEL 15 AND KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET THE ATTENTION
WE NEEDED TO LEVEL. WHEN YOUR DONE SEND ME A PM AND ILL SHOW U SOME LOVE BACK AS IM SURE SHE WILL TOO. SO ITS DOUBLE PLEASURE FOR YOU LOL.
ANYWAYS HERE IS HER LINK CLICK IT PLEASE????
(¯`·._) Trishalicious (¯`·._)@ fubar
THIS IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE NEW ME LOL
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BEAUTIFUL MESS@ fubar
EqYour EQ is 160
Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence.
You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it.
You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people.
In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?
Check Her Out!!THIS IS MY FIRST PIMP OUT AND SHE IS WORTH IT
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OK FRIENDS AND FANS... THIS IS MY FIRST PIMP OUT AND THE GIRL BELOW IS WORTH IT. SHE IS MY B!TCH AND SHE IS NEW!!!!
IM ASKING ALL OF YOU TO SHOW HER HOW WE DO HERE ON THE FU. LETS SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE!!! FAN HER, RATE HER, ADD HER, AND BLING HER.
LETS MAKE HER FEEL WELCOME AND SHOW HER THAT THIS SITE IS 100# AWESOME!!! HER LINK IS BELOW AS YOU CAN SEE DUH LOL.
SEE MY B!TCH??? NOW CLICK AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!!!
kayci@ fubar
THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY ME!!!
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(¯`·._) Trishalicious (¯`·._)@ fubar
The Truth Of The MatterSara says (4:52 PM):
stupid sun
Christopher. says (4:53 PM):
what's wrong with the sun?
Christopher. says (4:53 PM):
it's pretty, and boy is it hot.
Christopher. says (4:53 PM):
like whoa.
Christopher. says (4:53 PM):
no really, it's hot.
Sara says (4:53 PM):
no shit! lol
Sara says (4:53 PM):
dont stare into the sun
Sara says (4:53 PM):
you'll go blind
Christopher. says (4:59 PM):
they say that about that other thing i do, too
Sara says (4:59 PM):
wtf? lol
Christopher. says (4:59 PM):
what?
Sara says (5:00 PM):
i'm confused lmao
Christopher. says (5:00 PM):
oy.... how do i say this, while not being crass.
Sara says (5:00 PM):
lol
Christopher. says (5:01 PM):
well, when a man and a woman have a special feeling...
Christopher. says (5:01 PM):
they turn off all the lights, and the man puts a paper bag over the woman's face...
Sara says (5:01 PM):
lmao!!!
Christopher. says (5:02 PM):
well, when a woman is not around, or
The Bunny ListHere's a bunch of names i've been called or made for myself in certain situations. Thought it would be fun to write them. If you know of any i forgot, please lemme know. xox bunny
pita bunny (pain in the arse)
Queen Bunny
bunnybitch
bunnywitch
bunnyangel
funnybunny
attack bunny
bunnybrat
boo boo bunny
bunny jones/Evilyn the alter egos. lol
bunnyslave
playboy bunny
bunnysub
bunnymaid
bondage bunny
beautiful bunny
give a...bunnybj lol
blondebunny
dumbbunny
bunnyboobs
big butt bunny
bunnylicious
bunnybrat
i tell u wut bunnybob
bubblybunny
bouncybunny
Dracula Update.Hi folks,
Here's another sneak peek at one of the pages from the Dracula adaption I'm drawing atm. Here is 'The Demieter' landing in Whitby harbour, & old Drac himself cunningly avoiding the 'anything to declare isle' by leaping from the ship under the guise of a Mr Al Sation.
Anyway, hope you like.
Please HelpWhen I think about the past,
I think bout love, trust, passion, life, devotion, and honesty.
The funny thing is its hard to feel that way now,
my heart has just been broken too many times.
I think its just me tho,
everytime i find someone nice i get to attached,
when i dont, i feel like im letting her down.
Her thats what i call a dream,
a dream is a brains memory of all happyness,
happyness that i see in movies, internet, magazines and most of all
while driving.
Dreams happen all day for a second, minute, hr sometime even all day,
the dream is a beautiful woman,
a woman that hunts my dreams day and night.
Night and day is the past,
past is a dream, and a dream
is a life long imagination of that perfect woman.
By George
Update On LifeHello all,
It has been a while since I wrote and I apologize for that. I have been meaning to get back to everyone and just kinda got flooded by emails and trying to play catch up as of yet but slow and sure getting there.
For those that don't know, I was able to get house/work arrest, however, there were a few stipulations that they had failed to mention. On August 15th I had my pre-house arrest meeting with the jail, expecting that all would go well because I have kept my nose clean, got the new job, payed the fines, ect. Well, what I found out was a bit of a shocker. They told me I would have to serve 2 ½ days in jail, come up with $420.00 by Tuesday the 19th, and pay $140.00 a week and keep a 2 week balance in the pre-pay account in order to stay on the house/work arrest, as well as have a home phone line for them to call me and verify I was at home and plug in the ankle bracelet device into. Well needless this was all a shocker to me because when I had called them
Our Fubar "friends" Are Real People TooAs we gaze upon the profiles and pictures posted by others, I am sure we have all seen images that stirred our most basic desires. Images of people, places, and things. There is, without a doubt an abundance of attractive and interesting people here on Fubar; as the old adage goes, there is someone, or something, for everyone, here.
I have certainly seen images that aroused me, images that intrigued me, and others that had me questioning whether people really do "that" (whatever "that" is) which is illustrated, "how" did they do "that", and why in the "devil" did they do "that".
I have also been fortunate enough to chat with many of you...at times via the SB function, for others it was in the various lounges we have frequented, and for others, via YIM.
For a couple of weeks now, I have had the opportunity to chat with a certain special one. One whose persona in a specific lounge is that of a social butterfly, albeit one with a devilish streak...she charms, she flirts, and
Your Daily Horoscope..."A lucky break of some kind, or the attainment of a long-desired goal, could bring about sudden beneficial changes in your lifestyle. A change of job or profession might possibly be involved. Your living conditions could be improved, Adelle, and new and influential friends could come into your life. This is definitely the day to expect the unexpected, when you might find yourself in the right place at the right time to meet the right person. Go with the flow!"
How weird that this is my horoscope for tomarrow...especially since I want that house so bad! I wish I believed in this shit! lol :)
Just Another Song "the Truth We Never See"There is a truth that I will never see! #1
There is this thing that we cannot believe!
The way this life is I'll never be, #2
So take my hand and come walk with me!
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There is a truth that we will never see! #1
There is this thing that I can't believe!
The way this life is we'll never be, #2
so take my hand and Walk with me>>>!!!!!!
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THINGS IN THIS LIFE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW!!!, #1
Truth in my eye's will never show!!!
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HATE BURNING UP FROM DO DEEP INSIDE!!!, #2
Now you see the roots of my selfish pride!!!
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Truth now is blind for anyone to see,
Now things I thought I knew I can't believe!
How will I ever live that life again?,
Unless the truth is something meant to bend?
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Life Is A FantasyThis is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si
Would You...If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care?
If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come?
If I had one day left, to live my life, would you be part of that last day?
If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?
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Caa 11-update 1Update. Angel will be traveling with family tomorrow morning. In all 5 of them will be heading to the funeral, so lets keep them all in prayer and safe and a safe return.
Doc
A Funeral ProcessionA FUNERAL PROCESSION:
A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee when she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching. A long black hearse was followed by a second long black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her, a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman couldn't stand her curiosity. She respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, 'I am so sorry for your loss', I know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I've never seen afuneral like this. Whose funeral is it?' 'My husband's.' 'What happened to him?' The woman replied, 'My dog attacked and killed him.' She inquired further, 'Well, who is in the second hearse?' The woman answered, 'My mother-in-law. She was trying to help my husband when the dog turned on her.'
A poignant and thoughtful moment of silence passed between the two women.
'Can I borrow the dog?...
RandomThere comes a time when you have to stand up and shout.
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, I think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I AM a whole complex package. Take me...or leave me? Accept me-or walk away. Don't try to make me feel less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and dont try to change me to fit your mold.
If I need change, I alone will make that decision.
When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%,good and bad-you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you...
You can't walk alone. Many have given the illusion,but none have really truly walked alone. Man is not made that way. So I have seen that there are others that can and will walk your way..
I am me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is auththentically mine, because I ALONE chose it-
I own everything about me: my body,my feelings,my mouth,my voice, all of my acti
What To Doeveryone who get close to me gets hurt i don't know what to do anymore when things like this happen to me i hate it when it happens i lose everyone
Just A ManI am just a man
All I have to offer is all that I am
I cant give you the moon and stars
All I have to offer is my heart
I cant promise I wont make you cry
I do promise to dry your eyes
I cant promise to be perfect
I can promise that you are worth it
I wont have all the answers
But you will be a part of my heart forever
I cant tell you I have the perfect plan
Because you see, I am just a man
Good NewsI was just told this morning that the Leukemia that was in his bone marrow is in remission. But the rest of his body is still fighting off the Leukemia so we are hoping in the next week or so the rest of his body will be in readmission and he can go home. He will still have to do Kidney Dialysis and his Kemo as a outpatient at a near by Hospital.
Highly Traumatic........watching Sibi walk into Kindergarten with her head held high. :(
I finally stopped crying.
*sighs*
They grow up so fast.
Loss Of Jason(done By Mom Aka Cherkle Sept. 24th 1987 1 Month & 10 Days After Jay Died)The pain is hard to handle.
I miss his sweet smile in the mornings his face would light up so much when he smiles.
The way he loved to sit up and look around.
He would look when you held him up and he was looking at you or I.
His smile would and look would make you feel so wonderful.
He has twinkling blue eyes.
He was our angel sent from heaven.
His loved touched us all.
But, God took our angel home with him.
God is watching over our baby.
We miss him so much our beautiful baby Jason and trying to go on living without him is very difficult because our love was so strong for him.
His brother Chris misses Jason but, he loves Jason with all our hearts as we all do.
Jason touched our lives to a great extent.
The apartment is so quiet now.
With no cries for a bottle or to be held.
No rush to a crying baby.
Our hearts and arms ache for our Jason.
No other baby will ever take his place in our lives.
He will always be our second baby.
He his our angel.
Our lives continue to
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WeddingmoonMY WEDDING UPDATE:
Well, the plans for my wedding keep changing and re-arranging themselves. I am finally almost ready to book the trip I have been waiting my whole life for. This has been a long time coming and will still be a long time off.
In February 2007 Jerry and I got engaged. No it wasn’t all silly and romantic and blah blah blah. We both knew we wanted to marry each other. It was just a matter of deciding that yes we are infact for sure going to marry each other and we are officially engaged. Did I want the frills? A little yes. But in the end, I got to choose the ring I loved and that was going to be something that means so very much to me.
Then life got complicated. Most of you all know the story so I need not rehash the details. If you do not know, read my year in review blog. That pretty much summed up how badly my 2007 sucked donkey balls.
So back to the subject at hand. The wedding!
Currently Jeremy and I have been engaged for a year and about 7 months. B
Joemy friend's best friend, Joe has had some serious life problems recently.
Please lift him up to the Father with me.
Take a few minutes out of your life to make a difference in someone else's whole world and ask God to bless him.
When we get down in life, we ask the Father to lift us out of the miry clay, or to shine His dawn in our night season.
Lord I lift up Joe to you right now.
Forgive our sins Great God, please.
Heal Joe's hurt.
Strengthen his weaknesses in You, and weaken his strengths in himself to only know to rely on you in times of trouble.
I come against any negative spiritual influence with binind and casting to outer dry parts prepared for you.
And in this I ask in Jesus the christ's name.
Amen
Tell Me...I'm sitting here alone on this bed
Whiskey on my breath and your face in my head
I've made my mistakes, almost put myslf to dead
I don't feel like I deserve you
Never felt that I ever will
I live my life in the shadows of my past
I can't and won't let this go
I know it's what you want though
Tell me what I'm supposed to do....
Your DeceitLet me twist the blade for you, It is the least that I can do. And as the jagged edge slips deep, I'll twist the blade to watch you bleed. Anger fills my shattered mind, Revenge is sweet, ripe off the vine. You think you've won this game you play, The attention from the words you say. But let me tell you what I see, This game you play called misery. It takes you in and takes control, Speaks the words within your soul. It fills your mouth with foul lies, Hides the truth from your eyes. Deceives the wicked, shames the weak, The lying words of which he speaks. And though you fisrt trust him in the game, Be careful of what you will gain. For in the end you could lose, But that is the path that you do choose. So let me twist the blade for you, It is the least I can do. And as the jagged edge slips deep, I'll twist the blade and watch you bleed....
~ Grey ~
Any Suggestions?so i am thinking about putting myself up for auction...never done it b4..so if ya have any tips or suggestions on the best way to do it please lemme know :D
This Is Nutswell i should introduce myself...my name is melissa i was dragged into this website by my ex boyfriend brian in a weird way i would love to thank him b/c he got me to meet a very amazing guy....when brian left me after all the things i did and he put me though i thought i was gonna die....but i met armi and i fell for instantly but he was feeling like i abandoned him which when i like someone i would never even dream of doing such a thing and now armi has deleted his fubar and the girl that he speaks to me hates me for some reason i dont deserve to be happy armistead deserves better..
maybe i should stick to brians kind loser junkies that mentally abuse their girlfriends so they can leave me and be screwed up and insecure for the rest of my life
ugh i would never hurt someone i care for....
At NightAt Night
When I lay my head down at night,
Your memory rushes back to me.
As I close my eyes,
I taste your lips of red wine,
Remembering what use to be.
The memories are so real,
So vivid and strong,
It is almost like you are here with me.
I can feel your body next to mine.
As your strong warm arms,
Start to embrace me.
You hold me tight in the pale moon light,
Saying you will always remember me.
I love you so much,
You are hard to erase,
I wonder if you were meant for me.
You run through my veins,
And rush through my head,
Please tell me what it is with me.
My heart is so hurt,
The pieces they lay,
Underneath my feet.
I walk a fine line,
It seems all of the time,
Wanting you to return to me.
When I lay down my head,
On the pillow at night,
At least I have you near to me.
Dee Parenti
All Rights Reserved
Sweetness In Starlight By Matt WertzFallin' asleep
To the sound of stars
Shooting 'round the moon
But I can't watch them fly tonight, baby
I'm too busy watchin' you.
I guess your smile is the sun's way
Of lighting up what's dark
So shine, shine, shine for me baby
It only takes a spark
Sweetness in starlight
Sweetness 'til day sighs
Sweetness in starlight
Sweetness 'til sun rise
And there's nothing under these bright stars
That could bring this night to ruin
So hold on tightly to me baby
Because tonight's gonna end too soon
And your touch is potent medicine
Knocks me out with just one shot
I've never seen such strong elixir, baby
Fixes all that I'm not
You fix all that I'm not, yeah.
Sweetness in starlight
Sweetness 'til day sighs
Sweetness in starlight
Sweetness 'til sun rise
I'm holding so tightly, baby
I won't let you go.
Sooner Surrender By Matt NathansonIn the party love,
Some band's playing hallelujah
Hallelujah
In the corner love
All night girls drink wine and try to sing along
I made a mess of things
The stops and in betweens
They weigh me down
You got someone new singing you your songs now
Sooner surrender
Then watch the last wall collapse
And sooner surrender
And our love will count for everything
In my sweetest dreams
It's just you and me
And we break wide
I wake reminded love
How I just gave up
And how you moved on, how you moved on
I'm waiting for something
I've waited for now
For the rolling canyons of love
And i'm tongue tied
And you're coming alive, coming alive
Sooner surrender
Then watch the last wall collapse
And sooner surrender
And our love will count for everything
I'm sorry that you've gone
So sorry that you've gone
I'm sorry that you've gone
Love
I'm sorry that you've gone
So sorry that you've gone away
You're a little bit right
More than a little bit right
With my arms
Soft Stone... Another Of My Poetry PeicesI'm losing myself again
My heart never thinks
My mind never feels
My soul is out of control
Dead with or without you
These blank words
Ghost emotions
Haunting thoughts
I'm a smiling massacre
Invisible arms
Blurry eyes
I'm a white noise
My love is a deja-vu
I'm a death fantasy
SolitudeStare into an empty room
In some empty house
People are there
Yet it feels empty
To the one who sits alone
In a chair in the dark
Voices coming from the stairs
And that one sits alone
To them the house is empty
And their world is beginning
Slowly, ever slowly
It's being created
So they wait
For the house to blow away
The people to be gone
So they could be
Alone
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BmvI had to go and change my title on my birthday so i was in line at the Title Bureu the line was long =( .I finaly got to the front and ahead of me was this guy asking all these dumb questions the worker was taken Her good old time. By this time i was furious the foot tapping and crossed arms went to sighs and moans from Me... finaly he left the window and she answered the phone !!!! after her social chat and it was social she said next please .... I walked up to her window and she said how can I help You? ....I said this is the fucken Title bureu right? I'm her for my Title!!!
She looked at Me ... and said I now declare You... Sir Fuck Face King Of all Assholes You Have been titled Next Please !!
If Tomorrow Starts Without MeIf tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yester
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College GirlWow, has life changed.
For the first time ever, I'm in school and not a cheerleader. I started taking cheerleading classes at 3 so when I started 1st grade it was only normal that I was on the cheerleader squad.
I did it for all 12 years. This is strange.
NO stadium full of peope staring to my pussy in that little tinny skirt. Sorry guys I always worn bloomers and panties. Remember I'm the girl with the panties fetish, I have over 2000 pair, and like thats my only fetish.
I'm going to be teaching cheerleading for a training center soon.
That does mean that now I can have all the party favors that can be forced into my little body.
My stalker is tracking me day and night......keeping me heavily under the control of his own party favor mix.
The gps bracelets he has on my ankle and in my Jeep trace me to like 10 feets. He knows every breath I take.
OH.......
I could use everyone help next week. A very good friend on mine is starting a new website. Its going to
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Dream With MeSoft in a cloud of feathers
to cushion my weary head,
troubles melt quickly into the darkness,
a smile dances over my lips,
eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams.
Here I touch you, hold you close,
in my thoughts I have you engraved,
imprinted upon on my heart,
my sanity, when you are gone.
I wait, wonder how long will it be?
How long, my love, until you are with me?
I see the dark sky,
laden with precious sparkles,
I smile again, and I picture you,
watching these same stars too
Your name leaves my lips
the window opens wide,
my kiss blows with the breeze.
When you catch it will you smile?
Sadness sinks his arms around me,
I long to be with you,
to touch with desire,
already in our heart
Come to me, the wind whispers,
come with me, my love,
and dream our sweet dreams,
until reality comes.
Can You Handle MeCan you handle me?
The real me
The mood swings, the bitching
The sweet, caring mature
Juxtaposed with the angry whining
And the annoying side of me?
Can you handle me
Or do you lie and say you can?
When you can't, when you don't want to?
Is that why you push me aside, like a toy?
Like I'm nothing?
Ha! Well news for you...
I have feelings. I'm real
What am I to you?
A plaything? A nothing?
Pfft. I exist. I'm here
Deal with it.
If you hate me, tell me now,
Don't keep me guessing?
Go on
You can't. You're scared of hurting me.
I've been hurt before
I know my real friends
You aren't one of them.
You're a pest
Somebody who wants me for one thing only...I don't play that game
I'm not interested
I don't care how you sugar-coat it. I don't give a damn.
Go on
Tell me
Can
You
Handle
Me?
?
?
?
19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart....19 ways to win a girls heart....
1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours).
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Be super sweet to her.
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12.
Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart.
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
16.
Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her!
17.
Take her for a long walk at night!
18.
Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
19.
NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! Then she will thi
Open MarriageThe Mumm - "I was talking with a friend of mine and he asked me my opinion of his arrangement, they have 3 kids and he and his wife are married, yet they can see other people, but are still going to stay married, my comment to him was.... I don't think that is going to work... what do you think?"
My Response - Having an Open Marriage can mean a lot of things. One of them is that there are problems within the marriage. One may find that their spouse don't fulfill all their sexual desires. One may feel that the passion of love is slim to none. Maybe the partners don't want to have sex nor have an relationship with each other anymore, and only staying together for the children's sake. It's a way of making cheating on ones spouse legit.
Having an Open Marriage don't repair the marriage in the long run. It's also not a temporary fix. For it cause a lot more tension within the home. The children are hurt in the process and there are still resentment between husband and wife. Jealousy
Leavingi hereby announce, my leaving of T&l for merlyn is not one of many clubs,this has become a job.and being an old soul like i am i will not bow to any club rules,therefore merlyn is out.really can`t say it has been nice ,cas still don`t know half of ya`ll.so being of sound body and half way sound mind i `m therefore out of any club and Will not be apart of any other.
Girls Pimp OutIt's a "Godfather's" right to "Pimp" out his girls so I figured I would do it for some of mine!!
They are Sweet, Friendly and HOT!
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Together~Sitting in the darkness thinking Im alone I hear a faint cry calling to me from the great unknown.I look around to seek and find the noises that I hear and see you sitting next to me with a great look of fear.I hold you tight and feel your breath as your face is close to mine and lick your neck and taste the salt from the sweat your body has left.Smiling now I take a bite as I feel your pulsating neck...I close my eyes and drain your blood all that you have left.Your no longer afraid now and never will be alone.For together we walk these lands hand in hand until the sun turns us to stone~
Real QuesationWell Hello There Fubar World....I Have Yet Stumbled Across The Fubar World And Wow, The Ultimate Question Is Really Who Is Truly Wo Here. Who's Real, Who's Fake, & Who's Just BLAH.
Well I Will Give You The Real Me:
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 160 lbs
Looks: Nerdy/Semi-Cute
Complexion: Tanned
Age: 33
Sex: Lots..j/k I'm Male
Ok Now With The Basics Out The Way The Real Deal And Story I Guess. I'm A Person Who Struggles With Epilepsy Every Day Of My Life. For Those Who Don't Know What That Is Or Wonder Please Goggle It B4 You Judge People About It.
I Have Had It Since The Age Of 4 And I Am Currently 33, So Yea Do The Math...I Know People Are Probably Going...Well People Suffer With Worse Which Is True But Here's The Point Of This Is That We Are All People Inside And Have Feelings. So The Whole Point Is This...Do People State Who They Are...This Is The True And Real Me.
I'm A Person Who Has Spent His Life Limited To Things Cause Walking Is Difficult For Me As A Person With Ep
I Miss Him Sowhat do u do when u have a child ripped out of ur arms and u are keeped awasy from him for 10 years and then u get to see him for a few months and then he ripped out agian ..im so heart broken agian what do i do just let it go ..im fightin to see him with him and his dad is the one keepin me away ...im just scared im gonna lose him again
Bad Kitty For Spotlight!!!Bad Kitty Wants a Spotlight
Yes, this time is for me!!!
I will need all the love from all my Friends and Family!
Please, Help me I will Accept any Donation I can get..
Gimme More - Britney Spears
I had Wait for a Long time to get to godmother to have my 1st SPOTLIGHT so here is the Info!
I Need about 11 Mil to have to Bid on the Spotlight and Still Have a Little for my self after.....
Please Help, I will safe Everyone Link and make an Thanks Bully after I get the SPOTLIGHT!!!!
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Disarray By LifehouseI face my demons wrestling these angels to the ground
And all that I could find was a thin line between all the saints
And villains it was crossed
In my own mind
Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for
inside the disarray
I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's
Alright I wouldn't have it any other way
Struggling between the facts and fiction I'm alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement
Then there's me
I'm just trying to survive
Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for
inside the disarray
I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's
Alright I wouldn't have it any other way
If this was any other day I'd pretend to know where I stand
I just don't know
First Time By LifehouseWe're both looking for something
That we've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.
I'm feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Well maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
Can feel for the first time
The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes
Looking at you,
Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time
We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost i
If You Are Feeling Down Read This.I am one person that has tired from seeing many people frustrated with life or just mad about something and need to vent. Come by my page and you may see some strange blogs or expressive things that only point to how serious I am about moving forward don't be worried I have very professional attitude. I am not letting no one be a wall to block my future. So write a private message so we can discuss what you can do about being more positive today. It may be that a relationship of yours is not going the way you want it.Come see me, I am an un-official non-professional friend counseling for those that need a shoulder to lean on. I want to do this because I like help people it helps me feel like I am part of the solution. Be open as you want, talk only about what you feel comfortable.
HelloHello my name is Gavin.I just got back from Iraq but I was not in the military.I was working for a company that provided security for suvillians working there.I was the hardest 2 years of my life.Not only was I being shot at but i was shooting at people,some who were just children.I feel for the men and women that are in our armed forces that had to deal with alot more than me.I nightmares all the time from what I saw and did there.No matter if you think our troops belong there or if you think it just politics please support our men.women,husbands,wives,dads,moms,sons and daughters.They need all the support we can give.God bless you all.Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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Battle Of Lions
8/28/2008
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Burning The Last OneBurning down the days last cigarette, sipping my coffee as drift around the north sea. Just another day. Another day of regrets, another day of living in the past because the present is unbearable. Fuckin hell I love my life....
I Won - I Won - I Won!!!YAY I WIN!!! There was no way I was giving into that freaking convicted felon!! That mean ignorant human being deleted his page!!!! YEEEEEE HAWWWWW
Satisfaction ohhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhhh :D
I cannot thank you ALL for your support during the awful times he put me through from his threats and BS!
Thanks again!!!
~Smiley~ :D
P.S. there is still his "Fattyballs" fake page, FYI!!!
ComaMy moms second cousin, my third passed away a week ago, he was about 60. We believe that he overdosed on eye medicine and then he went in that same day for eye surgery, he went into a coma and was pronounced brain dead and his organs were shutting down. His wife pulled the plug on him a week ago, and funeral is saturday at 11am in Kansas City.
:(
When Is A Relationship Really Over?When is a relationship really over? Can anyone give me the answer? Is it over when you walk away and say I'm done with this crap or is it when you just know that it will never work out? I am in a state of confusion and frusteration right now over a relationship issue. You think you're in love with someone and then you break up. You try to move on, but then out of the blue the person that you are still trying to get over shows up. And everything that you are trying to put at the back of your mind, to get over the situation, comes rushing back to you in a flood of emotions. Then you tell yourself "What the hell are you thinking? You know you shouldn't but yet you want to." Gosh! I wish this whole relationship think would be easier.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
Depression Part 2Depresson is alovely hurting black hole that infects the heart then the soul then the mind. That hurting that takes total control of our lives. To makes us feel so numb to this sin filled world that we can get punched in the back of the head and just laugh. For the only thing we feel with depression is PAIN. We constantly need to feel pain just to feel something then nothing at all. Thats why we get into horrible relationships od hurt ourselves in every way possibly. Some like me go down a much wronger path of addiction of sex. Some have other additions but sex is mine that is my ecstasy! I feel I'll never stop and I'll kill myself over it! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!! I say it evrytime I even think about it but no one gives me true help! So its either continue on this disasterous path or a short one that will end in a deep sleep for me.
The Reason Why Good Guys Go BadWELL LETS SEE WHERE TO START.
YOU EVER HEAR THOSE GIRLS SAY (WHY CANT I FIND A GOOD GUY)OR (I WANT A GOOD GUY) WELL HEARS THE ANSWER.
THE REASON WHY YOU CANT FIND A GOOD GUY IS BECAUSE THEY WERE HURT BY WOMEN THAT PLAYED THEM,USED THEM,OR JUST NEVER SEEN WHAT THEY WANTED WHEN IT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THERE FACE.
SO IF YOU WANT SOMETHING MAKE SURE YOU PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT IN FRONT OF YOU CAUSE YOU MIGHT JUST LOOSE A REAL MAN OR THAT GOOD GUY AND BE LEFT WITH THE GOOD GUYS THAT WENT BAD OR JUST THE ONE THAT ARE NOT WORTH THE SHIT!!
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Your Birth TotemsElk teaches us to be confident, strong, joyful, agile, wise, and responsible.
Your Birth Totems
SNOW GOOSE (Dec. 22-Jan. 19). This is the Earth Renewal Moon, and Snow Goose is the animal totem. From him, we learn beauty, tradition, transmitting, receiving, ceremony, and gregariousness.
OTTER (Jan. 20-Feb. 18). If you are born during this period, you are in the Rest and Cleansing Moon, and Otter is your totem. From Otter, people can learn to be playful, nurturing, prophetic, noble, curious and humanitarian in nature.
COUGAR (Feb. 19-Mar. 20). Those born at this time are under the BigWinds Moon. From your totem, Cougar, learn the lessons of initiative, speed, grace, territoriality and mystery!
RED HAWK (Mar. 21-AprilI9). This is the time of the Budding Trees Moon, and the animal totem is the Red Hawk. From him, people can learn the lessons of awareness, insight, truth, adaptability, prayer and openness.
BEAVER (April20-May 20). This is the season O£the Frogs Return Moon,
Favorite Lyrics....One of the Best FU songs ever written.
Guess that it was bound to happen
Was just a matter of time
But now I've come to my decision
And it's one of the painful kind
'Cause now it seems that you wanted a martyr
Just a regular guy wouldn't do
But baby I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you
I really got to hand it to ya
'Cause girl you really tried
But for every time that we spent laughin'
There were two times that I cried
And you were tryin' to make me your martyr
And that's the one thing I just couldn't do
'Cause baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you
'Cause tables are meant for turnin'
And people are bound to change
And bridges are meant for burnin'
When the people and memories they join aren't the same
Still I hope that you can find
Another who can take what I could not
He'll have to be a super guy
Or maybe a super god
'Cause I never was much of a martyr before
And I ain't bout to start nothin' new
And baby, I can't hang upon no lover
Waiting Sucks...On Tuesday, I had a doctors appointment for a normal check up. The check up went fine and I got refills for my medications. My doctor had asked me if I had done my blood work test yet. I told her that I didn't get to that yet, so she told me that I should get it done. I decided to get it done after our appointment. So I go to the Lab to get my blood test and off I went.
I get a phone call yesterday about my blood test results. She was saying something about my white cells where slightly elevated and something about my sugar. She wanted me to go in again when I can to take another blood test but this time fast.
So I go there today for another blood test. They ended up taking more blood than the first time they drew blood. I guess I will find out the result sometime tomorrow during work. I think they were doing a glucose testing or that's what they did the first day. I dunno. So I'm a bit concern about it.
The only thing that's really going in my mind is that the diabetes that
Labor DayHEY EVERYONE ! FIRST WANNA SAY THANKS TO THOSE THAT WELCOMED ME BACK,WAS APPRECIATED. NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA. ALSO HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY,SAFE, AND FUN LABOR DAY ! NO DRINKING AND DRIVING PLEASE
XOXOX ~BOSSLADY~
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Back In Session....Just a quick note to let people know that I have started back to school and will be hit an miss on here. This is my last year and is proving to be a little difficult already...
I will check in now and then, so just be patient with me please
Jennifer
Omg!!!Noway! Guess what??? We got the house!
I still will not believe it until the key to that front door is in my pretty little hand...but yeah, our relator, who, btw, has only been working for us since sunday, called to tell us the guy that was interested in the house before us decided to "look for something else." So, if we still wanted it, it was ours!
I still cannot believe it. This house is magnificent. I would have never thought I would live in such a beautiful place.
It's something I've always dreamed of. No, you don't understand. I've never had a home. Never. Growing up we moved every six months and my family was not military(just a crazy mother)! I guess it's just one of those things on the list of what to give my kids that I never had as a child myself...
It's on my "poor-kids syndrome" list, so to speak!
I could not be more excited to say the least right now. I had strict instructions not to say a word about this to anyone from my husband (just in case)
1,2, 3, Four Eyes!!!It's something we used to sing to this kid named brian when I was in the fourth grade. Gawd, why do I remember this shit?!
Everyday, like clockwork, all of us would be lined up for the school bus. The rule was, wherever the backpack lie designated your place in line for the bus...kinda like a first come first serve honor system.
Everyday, there I'd be with my best friend jaime, all in line, ready and a waiting like the good kids we were. It never failed though, last minute, I mean like, see the bus coming to a stop, last minute and here'd come 1,2,3 four eyes brian. He'd be running like the short bus shoulda been riding shithead bullnosing past everyone right onto that bus like he'd been waiting first in line all along.
Man, we all hated that kid! He thought he could bully his way through all of us as if we were nonexistent well, that was, until he met me.
I look back now and think, man, I was such a little shit myself! I admit to choneing the phrase "1,2,3 four eye
I'll Be Gone Here S00nYeah, I have A gang of Devil_Desciple men,Mexican Mafia & Hellz' Angels after my ass...wanting me dead for {Can't say} F#%K!!I had you guys W0rried, didn't I,,Heehe {They can't mess w/ A_B nowayz.Well lets get dwn 2 biz,quick-like/I'll be fine & around, but in a few dayz i'll have this new computer(Dell/Desktop} on its w4y to were i stay at so I'll be sending an I.B.M laptop back to where it came from for a refund & an Acer laptop to the manufacterer (for repair){cracked L.C.D}screen_(during this time i want have a way to get online)and visit you people on Fubar until my new stuff is here& setup> Feel free 2 drop n & Add/Fan/Rat8/comment my profile here..I shall return from my temporary grave After these bikers finish me off,yeah right
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All My FriendsAs you all know my daughter had surgery August the 19th and she has not been feeling very well since... It is kind of like a roller coaster to me because one minute she is fine and the next minute she is very very sick...
What i am trying to say is due to my daughters illness I may not get to be on as much as I would like to be... So please forgive me and as soon as she gets better I will be back and rating and rerating all of you...
I ask that during these next few weeks keep my daughter and me in your prayers and don't forget me okay...
For those of you that are only adding me to talk garbage well I really am not interested in what you have to say... If you added me to your messengers for sexual and disrespective reasons please delete me because I am not going to get on my messenger with you for cyber or cam sex okay... And please no phone sex either...
My house is full of people mostly kids so you incompetence in this area is not needed the children range from 10 and
For All You Goddamn RepublicansSo now I'm rolling down rodeo with a shot gun
These people aint seen a brown skin man
Since their grandparents bought one
Bangin this bolo tight on this solo flight can fight alone
Funk tha track my verbs fly like the family stone
Tha pen devils set the stage for the war at home
Locked wit out a wage your standin in the drop zone
> The clockers born starin at an empty plate
Momma's torn hands cover her sunken face
We hungry but them belly full
The structure is set ya neva change wit a ballot pull
In tha ruins there's a network for the toxic rock
School yard ta precinct suburb ta project block
Bosses broke south for new flesh and a factory floor
Tha remains left changed to the powder war
Cant waste a day when the night brings a hearse
So make a move and plead the fifth cuz ya cant plead the first
Cant waste a day when the night brings a hearse
Bare witness to tha sickest shot while suckas get romantic
They aint gonna send us campin like they di
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So Confused So I'm Ventingwell i have no clue whos gonna read this and at this point i don't think i really care. its my personal thought and feelings so if you don't like then..... FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was recently in what i thought was the greatest place of my life. the greatest girl a man can ever hope wish or ask for. friends that stand by your side at any point for everything and a job that pays very well with all the trimmings so to say. i was looking at a future that i thought was within my reaches. all i had to do was reach a little further and it would be mine. somehow it all collapsed on me. i trusted someone who had promised me that she would do what ever it took to prove to me that i was the one for her. my friends are still there for me even though i know they are have a rough time with me around, but they are my true friends. they are standin by thier words and they DO have my back.
my job is being very patient with me also. even though i know i'm on the verge of losing that too. its
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Your First AffairYour First Affair
Okay, you have had an extramarital affair, for one of hundreds of possible reasons, some good, some bad, some selfish, some generous. Maybe it was a good decision, maybe it was bad, but now is the time to make the best of it. You still want to keep your man, and if you have children, still keep a good and secure environment for them.
If you are a self-assured Woman, then you are simply rejoicing in your power and control and the fun of what you have done. You still love your man, and having sex with someone else doesn't decrease that one bit. In fact, having sex with the other man or men is part of your expression of love for your man, paradoxical as it might sound. That is the exhilaration of being a Woman fully free to be Herself and live a satisfying life.
This way is for the woman who has felt and followed the instinct to cheat on her man, to be an adulteress, to be promiscuous. You may, however, still have internal conflicts and questions: "Is this ri
First Guy Says This Get My Vote.. Nobody Til Then!I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE....HERE IS MY PLATFORM:
(1) Press 1 for English is immediately banned. English is the official language; speak it or wait at the border until you can.
(2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the 'Walmart' policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.'
(3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it.
(4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border. (six month tour) They will be under strict orders not to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens.
(5) Social security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin in, you ain' t gettin nuttin out. The president nor any other politician will not be able to touch it.
(6) Welfare - Checks will be handed out on Fridays at the end of the 40 hour school week and the successful com
A Losing BattleHow can you give your heart to somebody and then turn around and have it smashed to bits and yet still fall for every line that they tell you ?
How can the one person that swore to never break your heart is the one that breaks it and yet you still fall for everything they tell you ?
How can somebody tell you everything that they fear will go wrong and you the same to them and yet they hide things from you and you fall for every line they tell you ?
How can your heart pick it's self back up and get back together again when you fall for the same line again ?
MY TEARS......YOUR FAULT !!!!!!!
And Yet They Still Make The Sale ....Random observation: I've noticed that whenever Persia has me on the phone when she goes to buy cigarettes, she adopts this "little girl" voice when she is talking to the person behd the counter. Like she doesn't look young enough, why does she make herself sound likes she's 10?
And yet, they still don't card her ... what's up with that?
Ensign: Wag The DogAll ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3
AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 29 August 2008
I love Jesus, but sometimes I don’t like Him. Yes, like all sinners – that’s you, me, everybody – who have fallen short of God’s grace (Romans 3:23), it’s hard to resist the temptation to pick and choose what parts of the Bible to accept and what to reject because we do this in nearly every other area of life, don’t we? But Paul’s admonition to Timothy in 2 Timothy 3:16-17 that “All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: That the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works” leaves no wiggle room.
So there must be something in the Bible, if we’re left scratching our heads at how someone acts, that we’re not picking up on. One
Midst Of LoveBeauty surrounds us--
we must be open to it
every moment, every day.
Simply recognizing this
is living life to its fullest...
Let go of sorrow,
let go of blissful memories,
and we will be able to celebrate deeper
and more blissful moments in time,
time and time again...Please,
let all grief and joy flow through us--
savor it for the moment and let it nourish us--
accept and respect ourselves and those around us
and we will always be in the midst of love.
SR 9/2007
Something Erotic...The room was almost dark. A single candle flickered on the nightstand, casting shadows that danced upon the walls. The circle of light radiating from the flame barely illuminated the furniture; they were just shapeless silhouettes scattered around the room. The far corner held fast and hid in the darkness, almost as if it were harboring some intricate secret that was threatened by any invasion of light. It wasn't the room that mattered to him as he laid upon the bed. The sheets, cool and damp from the humidity contrasted with the heat emanating from his naked body. He was slowly stroking himself, giving in to the jolts of pleasure that bolted through his body as every upstroke touched the head of his swelling erection. He was oblivious to his surroundings, for right now he was alone in his thoughts, drifting in dreams. The world beyond himself ceased to exist for...
...he was watching her. She was laying upon the bed completely naked. Her fingers slowly caressing herself. He watched
Reds Hot SpotCome one come all Come to REDS HOT SPOT for a friendly night out with added attractions will make the lads eyes light up.......
Scallywag RunHey, I stayed home tonight with Jon, watched the eviction on BB9 (Lisa went...), nice bottle of Pinot Grigio Rose which inadvertently got us frisky and we ended up missing the interview because we were at it on the sofa as she wittered on about having 'the time of her life' (probably).
James is back for a week from Monday onwards and that's something I always look forward to. It is a bit bizarre the set-up we have here and sometimes I can be with Jon in bed or whatever and I'll forget which twin I'm with, my husband or my brother-in-law!! They do very similar things in bed, all things I like so it's all good in the hood! James and Jonathan are so close though, they kind of see themselves as one person split in half so the situation with me has never been anything other than a practical solution to a number of problems.
I have NO Brockman twins to contend with though for the weekend coming. I'm off to Liverpool to visit some of my bestest, oldest buddies and get extremely drunk
My FamilyI have an extermeley small family, it's me, my mother, and my lil brother. My mother and I don't have a relationship, long story..not worth getting into, let's just say...It's not Me!!
So, I pretty much just have my younger brother, who is married and has my two neices, Ashley and Amy.
No one, myself included really cared for my brothers wife when he married her in 2001...but what are you gonna do right! If he's happy...well then I'm happy for him.
She and I have never been the best of friends, we get along because of my brother, Mike. I think I can honestly say, we don't like each other, just very different people. She likes to keep my brother all to herself...it's all about her family,..and always has been.
She treats me like I'm an outsider and not part of the family....so much has gone on over the years..that is just completely unfair...and my brother seems to have lost his spine when it comes to her and standing up for me and my mother...as we are the only blood fa
And Here I Go Again On My Own...Going down the only road I've ever known...
That song was perfect for the end of "Old School".
Well I stopped working at my job today. It was the end of the summer and we parted ways with an understanding. It was good to work again but after a year at college and 3+ months of back breaking manual labor I am going to take some time off.
I set a goal at the beginning of the summer. I started out nearly broke from paying tuition, rent and other stuff. Over the course of 3 months I was able to get a whole stack of high society (10k) in the bank while keeping up with my bills.
So here I am, back at the start. I have a college degree, I'm in decent shape and I have a stack of high society... I'm going to take the next few weeks to sort out my next move.
The leading contender for my next job is interesting. I could work for a company that would send me to South Korea for a year to teach english. It looks like a solid idea, they pay me a decent wage and pay for my flight
Delightful Zombies Attack Sleepy Town @ X-masZombie X-Mas
So there's a small town like totally sleepy and hickish.
There's a mill or something that everyone works at.
The zombies are coming about because of a necromancer. Except not really who cares. The point is, they're here!
The town has to deal with all these fucking zombies and basically get out of town and not get eaten and shit.
The cast of charecters will include
The Deputy. The sherrif is going to be a zombie and one part someone will shoot him and they say to the deputy "I shot the sherriff, but I did not shoot the deputy." or maybe that song can start playing and theres a montage of zombie slaying! The deputy is young, and unsure of himself. A total faggot actually. Scared of girls but comes to it when it counts. That guy who is all butt hurt about slaying zombies. He has a dog.
The grizzled old trucker. This guy is a total ass hole. ZZ Tops looking mother fucker right? Okay he's got a double barrell sawed off shotty in his cab. He's also g
Having Fun On A Friday Night!Today hubby and I took the kids to the fair near here. HAD A BLAST!!!
I never got to go to a fair growing up. Being this was only my second time going to a fair in my whole life! I was kinda a newb! :P (First time was only like 3 years ago.)
So riding all the rides tonight.. I was like a kid in a candy store! LOL There where a few rides that almost made me piss myself from getting scared. Even my 9yr old son was laughin at me from screaming bloody murder. :P
But my main joy tonight was seeing my 2 boys face light up when they rode a ride and having fun. Also when they was eating part of a funnel cake or a fried oreo. Then on the way home they both passing out in the car from exhaust. Both of them are growing up soooo fast. Its sad but great at the same time. The oldest got to ride almost all of the rides. He was to short for 2 of them. Only by 2 inches! The youngest was upset the couldn't follow his daredevil brother on all the rides.
Now I must go gargle my throat with sa
Ahhhh Its A Bunch Of Ramblingis this what has become of me i mean really why do people say one thing and do another...how can u fall in and out of love or turn it off like a light switch?how can u just tear someone apart and leave them in the dark feeling useless..
cold my skin feel like my life is now over i feel my heart beat slowing down slower and slower it falls...the pain i feel the pain the torture...
how can u just break like that how can u make someone hurt even though they other did nothing ..
so i ask whats next is there a single women in this world that wont ripe my heart out like a fucking peace of meat... really im hurt i hang my head up but its to heavy to hang so it is lowered to the ground ...what should i do is there anyone out there ......that feels mu pain ...someone there that wood treat me good?
The Very Latest For That Special Someone He Knows Who He Isthe light at the end of the tunnel
a beacon shining in a dark stormy night
this is what you are to me
you pulled me from the dark and into the light
when i need a shoulder to cry on
a kind ear to listen to my woes
a strong back to help carry my burdens
i reach out and you are there
when i doubt my worth
when i doubt being loved
when i doubt ever being happy
you are there to remind me of the truth
you make me believe i am worthy
you make me believe i am loved
you make me believe i can be happy
you give me hope after years of despair
Just MeIt's a long weekend, and I've got no responsibilities. I'm not a wife or a mother, just me...simply Charlie, and I really can't remember the last time I was able to say that. It's the first weekend that my children have been away from me, and I'm not really sure how well I'm gonna handle that. Yes, I know its something I'll have to deal with since my marriage fell apart, but its still hard to go to sleep at night knowing my babies aren't here. At the same time, I can't help but embrace the freedom of spending three days doing the things I want to do without having to worry how my decisions will affect them. The point of my mindless rambling...I realize that through all of this, I'm still me. The identity I thought I had lost exists, and once again I embrace it.
Omfg!!!!!!well, I have NEVER ever known my real father, so I looked him up on the internet the other day and got his number and called. well I got voicemail and left a message, blah, blah...well, he called em and I talked to him for the first time in my life, I mean seriously, I have never even sen apic of him or nothing. So ling story short, I talked to him and he was happy to hear from me, yeah I know maury moment right, but I got pics from him and I am shocked, seriously, look at this shit, Im sorry Im just emotional as hell right now, I dont know how I should feel.... but look at these pics...
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My Last Surgery And The Bitch Who We Call "nurse"Ok, so yesterday morning I had surgery to repair the damage in my leg...the bones weren't fusing together correctly so was repair now...or rebreak later. Rocket science as a decision here right?
So, I wake up from the surgery bawling my eyes out. This one so much worse then the last. New rod, screws through the leg into the bone with a metal medevil contraption halo lookin thing. Throughout the day I keep telling Nurse Hatchett that the pain was out of control. She asks "scale of 1-10" I said 50, she laughed, I cried. she tells me not time for more meds yet. I look at her with disgust. I keep hitting the call button. She comes back in (is she the ONLY nurse on duty?) and threatens to take my call button away because i'm "whining". So, I told her gimme a saw, some screws, piece of metal and a hammer and we'd see how much SHE whined...she hated me. They said I could go last night if I felt up to it, told her now I knew where my drugs were and she should go to na meeting. She didn
Im So Confusedi feel so lost at the moment , i can't seem to find any level ground.
my mind is churning over and over with relationship issues.
i keep swinging from wanting to end the thing and clinging on for dear life.
my head is spinning and its making me feel sick to my stomach, i cant sleep properly and my appetite is dropping away.
i don't know if i want this relationship to work so much thats it clouding my judgement. i don't think love is supposed to feel this way.
im not really the ogre i portray in the mumms thats just for entertainment , i am just as much flesh and blood as everyone else with the same insecurities and doubts and weaknesses.
at the moment i am too much of a problem with doubts over this thing and thats not healthy at all for a relationship. doubts turn to fear and in turn leads to anger in the form of questions and accusations.
i sincerely want this thing to work out but i don't know if the cost is too high at the moment.
Please Be Safe!Better to be safe than sorry!!
A Story sent to me…
"My oldest son came over yesterday-he had to go to Canada for work last week. One of the other engineer's traveling to Canada with him, but in his own car, also had something happen that I need to share.
While traveling, he stopped at the roadside park, similar to what we have here with bathrooms, vending machines, etc. He came out to his car less than 4-5 minutes later and found someone had gotten into his car, and stolen his cell phone, laptop computer, GPS navigator, briefcase......you name it.
They called the police and since there were no signs of his car being broken into- the police told him that there is a device that robbers are using now to clone your security code when you lock your doors on your car using your key-chain locking device (transmitter). They sit a distance away and watch for their next victim. Since they know you are going inside of the store, restaurant, or bathroom, it gives them a few minutes to
It Takes All Emotions.If I cry tears let them wash away your fears - make a rainbow of love for you.
--Thom Klika
It takes both sun and rain to make a rainbow in the sky. The rainbow is a rare and beautiful thing - each color brilliant beside the other. Rain falls to earth like the tears we all shed sometimes. Sunlight shines like the happiness we find inside when we feel peaceful.
The colors of the rainbow are like all the different feelings we have. Let's say red is anger and green is fear and orange is joy and violet is contentment. All these feelings create a whole person, in the same way that all these colors make the whole rainbow. We become more colorful people as we learn to express all our emotions.
A person who is learning to share feelings radiates the same kind of beauty as a rainbow in the sky.
Who can I share a feeling with today?
Essence Of BeautyEssence of beauty
There are so many different aspects of life that you cannot ever experience them all. And therein lies the beauty of being.
With each dawning day comes a fresh new set of possibilities. The more you choose to experience, the more there is remaining to experience.
As you contemplate all that you know, you create new avenues of contemplation. The more intensely you explore, the more new territory you open up for further exploration.
There is no end to that territory of experience. For each possibility leads surely to a whole new universe of possibilities.
Within you is life that ever yearns to know itself more fully. Every moment is an opportunity for new and unique expression.
The essence of beauty is that there is no limit to the way that beauty can be, no limit to the form that beauty can take. Now is the moment to experience beauty in a way that it has never been known before.
-- Ralph Marston
Tough StuffRobbys godson was hit by drunk driver and he is leaving this friday to be with him.I dont mind that but I hate being away from him even for a minute.I know its stupid.We also have alot of unpaid bills.Our electricity was cut off,our gas,our water is next because we couldnt pay them.I recently went back to work and was hoping we would catch up on our bills and stuff so I could get my son back.Now Robby has quit his job and is leaving and I fear we will never get ahead.UGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
Crybabies... And Chivalry.Apparently, someone on my block list took offense to a blog I wrote, so it's gone.
However, there was a quote in there that I don't want to forget... and it will remain here.
Chivalry is not dead. Occasionally he can be seen hanging out with his retarded cousin, Ignorance.
Remember, kids, play nice. Truth is an absolute defense.
A SkankTHIS CHICK HAS GUT TO TALK SHIT AND THEN RUN'S FAST AND BLOCKS ME
What You Mean To Meshes asked me if i love her.
YES my dear what you mean to me is life itself.
yet she has doubts, why I only tell her I love her everyday!
What you mean to me.
I breath eveyday because of you.
I awake because you are bye my side.
I look into your eyes and all i see is my happiness.
You mean the world to me, and yet she has doubts.
WHAT you mean to me.
you are my everything.
without you i would be lost.
could i live without you, NO!
I would rather off be dead!
WHAT you mean to me.
EVERYTHING !
i love you with all my heart and soul!
Our Special Day.... Our WeddingThe day I married you
The day I married you,
The sun was setting and the moon a new.
I realized my life was going to change
and so would yours,
Life has begun to open up new doors.
A new found future in our hands,
Loving, laughing, living is oh so grand.
I love you with all my heart and soul,
Trusting no one but you so it be told.
I married you for better or worse,
But in my eyes there is no curse.
Through thick and thin we will stay,
When I said "I do" I meant it forever and always.
So, everytime I look at you....
I remember the day I said " I do".
Married Andrew M. Potter
on August 11, 2008 in Las Vegas, NV.
TelethonI come to you today with a much bigger issue than points or leveling or trying to get you into a lounge. The lives of precious children are at stake. Maybe even someone you love.
Scientists are close to finding a cure for muscular dystrophy. Just this past year really significant progress has been made. For instance, researchers recently found a new type of stem cell that seemingly could be the all out cure for MS. It’s worked great in the lab and scientists are getting really excited about this promising discovery. It’s this kind of research that your donations make possible.
MDA needs our support now more than ever.
They are so close to ending this horrible disease forever.
I know times are tight for a lot of us but there are some things that are just so important you can’t overlook them. Even if it’s a small donation, it will make you feel like a million bucks. Earlier this year at the MDA Lock-Up, over half the donations I received were between $10 and $20. If you can’
Stepped AwayI'm gonna go pick my nose now, leave me some love.
An Open Letter To Retards On I65I ran into fucking two of you today. Not one, but fucking two.
To retard number 1: Listen fuckstick. I know you got places to go. I do to, but in that construction zone that starts right before Ridge Road and ends when getting on 80/94, the speed fucking limit is 45 miles per fucking hour. We were going 65 in the left lane. 20 MILES OVER THE SPEED LIMIT. The lane next to us was full of those idiots too fucking impatient to wait in line to get off at the exit and try to cut in. 65 WASN'T FUCKING ENOUGH FOR YOU. So you tried to pass me in the emergency lane. To which we responded by swerving my car at you. I'm glad we made you shit yourself. I wish we would have fucking hit you though. You deserved it asshat. I was wishing you would have crashed into the concrete barriers ahead. That would have made me happy. No; you got lucky. I hope the cops I called on you (I can photo memorize numbers like nothing. I.E. A LICENSE PLATE NUMBER.) got right on your fucking ass. They like to camp in t
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Autism Awareness Train (bulletin Http://www.fubar.com (bulletins.php?b=982523624)Awareness Train
This is a cause I hold very dear to my heart. I would love to get as many people on this awareness train as we can get.
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LifeAs i sit here poundering life and it's meanin. I realize there is no set path. You wounder threw this life making choices. Be them right or wrong they shape ur life. They shape it into what u have made it to be. Everyday we wake up and make choices that will further shape our lives. Sometimes they are choices that will impact our life for the better and somethimes they impact it for the worse. Other times there are choices made for us. Things happen that are out of our controle. Even tho we cant controle them they still impact the choices we make on how we handel them .
It's up to each of us to make the choices we fell will best impact our lives. That will shape it into a life we will be proud of. One we can look back at and say " I may have been threw alot but i am proud of my life"
One that we can say i am proud of the choices i have made in my life. They may not have been the right ones at the time but i learned from them and gained something from them.
In the end we
Paint The Town Bonobo RedNo matter how organized, there’s something fundamentally debauched about a painting party. Especially when skin is involved. Bodypainting, or even just fingerpainting, is always a sensuous, wild yet essentially innocent endeavor, wet color splashing here and there, bodies speckled like rare birds, faces streaked with warpaint. Of course, here at the Speakeasy, we call it peacepaint (tm). War or peace through pleasure, we threw a hot wet painting party in Sara Sioux’s new room at the Speakeasy Annex, painting the town bonobo red, blue, pink and purple, and painting ourselves right into the town. Alas, we were not naked, as we were for our fabulous Nude Body Painting for Peace Show...But we were more productive in that we actually accomplished the painting of Sara’s room which is now a splatterific phantasmagoric purple, pink and blue temple of sin. Nude Body Painting for Peace (playing this Sunday on RadioSuzy1TV) features a multi-colored, multi-cultura
Tips For Guys On First Dates...great Info!TIPS FOR GUYS ON A FIRST DATE:
1. The Predate
• Dress for the occasion, but more important, dress to show respect. Reminder: It's still better to overdress.
• Easy on the cologne. Avoid novelty ties.
2. The Pickup
• Be on time. Do not be drunk.
• Go to the door.
• Do not bring flowers — it's outdated. You may, however, bring a small, thoughtful gift that you did not purchase from Wicks 'n' Sticks or B. Dalton Bookseller.
• Inappropriate gifts: lingerie, small animals, the first draft of your unpublished memoirs.
3. The Drive
• If you're taking a cab, you should open the door for her, give the directions, and pay.
• While amusing, avoid that bit where you go and then stop and pretend to drive away without her.
• No music — try talking.
• If you find the ensuing silence unbearable, you may put on music, but avoid the following: a) talk radio; b) anything in which R. Kelly describes something overtly sexual; c) playlists consisting entirely
LiarsI GAVE YOU MY TRUST AND YOU BROKE IT IN A HEARTBEAT AS SOON AS I WALKED AWAY AND TURNED MY BACK THE LIES STARTED.
YOU RAN YOUR MOUTH ABOUT ME TELLING THINGS TO OTHERS THAT WEREN'T TRUE AND YOU HAD THEM BUY IT HOOK LINE AND SINKER.
YOU CLAIM TO NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG AND THAT YOUR ALWAYS SWEET AND INNOCENT TO ALL AROUND YOU AND THEY BUY IT FROM YOUR MOUTH.
YOU RUN A BUNCH OF LIES ABOUT ME AND MY FAMILY WHEN I'M NOT AROUND TO SPEAK UP BECAUSE YOU KNOW I'LL TELL THE TRUTH AND THEY WILL JUMP YOU BECAUSE YOU DID NOTHING BUT LIE TO THEM.
I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL FOR ALL THE LIES YOU TELL AGAINST ME AND MY FAMILY........
My 15yr Old Just Wrote ThisMy 15 year old daughter is doing a U.S. History and she wrote this for a homework assingment...I am so proud of her I had to share with everyone.
fyi I did not correct teh spelling just yet lol..(I am her teacher anyways)
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The lyrics and music of partriotic songs reflect the spirit of American culture by expressing how we are free, and how we salute many soldiers who have protected our lives from the enemy. It also expresses how fellow Americans are one nation,and together we are strong. Patriotic songs can resemble history and make one person in a crowd feel proud to be an American.
By the end of the night,
the clock chimes 12.
our night skys are dark
but inside our hearts theres light.
Our love for America
is as hot as the sun
and shines like a star
is as soild as a rock
Americans are who we are
As one nation
we stand together free.
tears have cried and blood has shied
but faceing each and every ene
You Wini have ruined 2 people lives by causing trouble between them i am the bad person here ,, so i am basicaly saying you have him i dont want him you win and i am veery sorry for doing this to the 2 people i got fighting,, its all my falt,, thats all i am done
"i Just Close My Eyes And I'm With You..."******************************
When I Need You - Leo Sayer
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When I need you...
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
Its only a heartbeat away
When I need love...
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day
Miles and miles of empty space in between us
The telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I wont be travelin forever
Its cold out, but hold out, and do I like I do
When I need you...
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you babe
Its only a heartbeat away
Its not easy when the road is your driver
Honey thats a heavy load that we bear
But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime
Its cold out but hold out and do like I do
Oh, I need you...
When I need love...
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day
When
Friggin' Women...Somebody thought this little story, that I'm about to tell you, funny as all hell....
Last Tuesday, I had to have this blood test, while in the city. I'm wearing my leather jacket, ripped blues jeans, black biker babe tee, and black work boots. Nothing special. Just to give you an image here. I didn't even shave that morning. 5 o'clock shadow times 4...
Anywhoooo... this young nurse comes in. She's quite attractive. I'd say mid-20s. Dark hair, dark skin, nice figure... anyway.. she looks at me and then her eyes open wide like " wow, omg!" Y'all know that look. At least the men should.
So, this means the nurse was blind or had really bad tastes. Either way, it made her nervous...With slight looks and shy smiles, she kept looking at me.
So nervous, in fact, that she had trouble with the needle in my arm... Missed the vein by a slight millimeter. The blood wasn'tn't filling the tube. So, she was already nervous, so what did she do?? She wiggled the needle around in my arm
Online Status For Week Or SoPeeps,
I'm in the process of moving most of sunday and monday, the new house isn't set up yet so i'll be off-line for a while. this connection will stay up til about noon, but i'll be off here about 8:30 am.
Show as much luv to my page and i'll miss you peeps , so have a great holiday and be safe.
545 People545 PEOPLE - By Charlie Reese
Politicians are the only people in the world who create problems and then campaign against them.
Have you ever wondered why, if both the Democrats and the Republicans are against deficits, we have deficits?
Have you ever wondered why, if all the politicians are against inflation and high taxes, we have inflation and high taxes?
You and I don't propose a federal budget. The president does.
You and I don't have the Constitutional authority to vote on appropriations. The House of Representatives does.
You and I don't write the tax code, Congress does.
You and I don't set fiscal policy, Congress does.
You and I don't control monetary policy, the Federal Reserve Bank does.
One hundred senators, 435 congressmen, one president, and nine Supreme Court justices 545 human beings out of the 300 million are directly, legally, moral ly, and individually responsible for the domestic problems that plague this country.
I excluded the member
Back From HellI just finished a 64 hour week and am going to collage also...it was a wild week...glad you all understand i am here .....ad sometimes i have to work a lot and not be online much. Go FU-BOMBERS!!!!!!
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When You Have An ' I Hate My Job 'day,When you have an
' I Hate My Job 'day,
[even if retired you have those sometimes]
try this:
On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made byJohnson & Johnson
Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curta ins and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed.
Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken.
Now the fun part begins .
Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully You will notice that in small print there is a statement:
'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. '
Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, 'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Joh
Sorry My Opinion Pisses You OffI'm sorry my vents have pissed some people off, but sadly that's what it took to make my point with several people.
I still feel like the amount of effort I and several others have put into the leveling cause goes unnoticed all too frequently.
I thank those of you who have stuck by me through this, despite my ranting and raving. Friends that will tell you "It will be alright" even when they know you're not acting right just don't come around too often.
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Im not sure when this will take place as of yet..It depends on how many ppl are interested in doing so..
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Part One Of FamilyWELCOME TO THE TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS FAMILY. HELLO EVERYONE THIS IS A NEW FAMILY BEING CREATED. SO IF YOU WANT TO HELP PEOPLE LEVEL ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS JOIN. JUST SEND ME OR I LOVE ALL FIVE OF MY KIDS A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING THAT YOU WANT TO JOIN. AND WE WILL PUT YOUR NAME ON TO THE LIST OF FAMILY MEMBERS. PLUS WE WILL ALSO CREATE A TAG FOR YOU TO. MAKE SURE YOU RATE FAN AND ADD ALL OF THE MEMBERS SO YOU CAN GET THE UPDATES FOR THE FAMILY.
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Company Change!!To those who care on here who talk to me i have switched river companies to Marquette Transportation making way more money now than i was at WKN however this company doesnt have wireless on their boats like wkn. i am using the chief's computer to type this i will be on the boat about 60 more days and hope after that to get a wireless at&t card to make it where i can get online . hope to talk to you all soon i miss my friends
A Brother In NeedHES 39K AWAY FROM FUKING!!
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I Just Proved I'll Do Anything For A Laugh =]My sister was feeling down so I started following her around saying "Leave ***** alone! LEAVE HER ALONE! I'M SERIOUS!"
She asked me where my smeared eyeliner was so I applied some, and am still wearing it, and went for it again....
If you don't get it watch this:
Okay Some Girls Are S T U P I DMy sister was just telling me that she was talking to her best friend ... she asked her if she wanted to go out tonight .... her best friend said she can't. she has to hide her car because her ex boyfriend is trying to steal it.
i just laughed SO hard.
RetirementIt is with sad heart and reluctance that I announce the retirement of ~behavin~. She has always been there for me, and at her request, she has not the time to devote her full attention. I respect her wishes and accept her retirement. She will retire with the Highest Full Honors. Please also omit her from any of our group photos, or angels photos in general, so as not to make her feel uncomfortable. My prayers and wished go with her, my good friend, Molly.
Doc aka George
From Now Onok so from now on its just gonna be me and my kids that matter to me in life. The reason is quite simple - there is not one single man out there who is worthy of being acquainted with me. Dated one for over nine months and had fight after fight after fight and always made up. Now this evening my time, i try talking to him on yahoo only to get told he's tired and going to bed. Instinct told me to check something and lo and behold he was online. I don't want any one telling me stuff about time, he was online for a good twenty minutes after he told me he was tired. I aint gonna mention the place he was but lets just say that nearly every friend he has is female and nearly every femal friend has sent him gifts. Lets just say that I was soon replaced. If you are a male species thinking of jumping in to my life, please think again because as i say my kids matter most now. Most men i have had relationships with have turned out to be playas and cheats. This last one was good at hiding but now
08.31.08 Update!!just a quick update on the fire... we have RAIN yes it has been raining for the last several hours. a nice steady rain although there is some thunder and lighting.. hopefully that will not spark anything else around here. the projections were that they had it 55% contained as of today, and with the rain it will be much better. I hope LOL at least the smoke has disapated some. this fire has burned 61,535 acres of land.
thanks all hagn
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Under Construction: Cumming Soon...Hello All. My name is Rhiannon Alize. I am a new up and coming Adult Erotique Actress. Thanks to all of you who are showing so much love soooooo quickly!! xoxoxooxox. It means way much!!
I've only been in the business for about a month so videos are slowly starting to trickle out; I think I've only seen 2 and they are on paid sites but hold on for me cause they're "cumming" soon. ;)
**** WORD TO THE WISE; I have no idea what I'm doing on this site so bare with me as I learn how to use Fubar. More pictures will be up shortly and some cool photos from events and places I've been recently. I hope to build a nice little place you all can come visit so I can keep up with my fans.
A personal site will be up in time as well that will have additional XXX Photos as well as scenes filmed just for you so if ya got requests, let me hear them. Actually... Hmmmmmm, I'll start a new blog for requests. LOL.
Much love to you all and like I said, bare with me. I see all the
Well Thenso i've noticed a trend, for the last week everywhere i've been i've bumped into someone, male and female both that have recently been cheated on.
am i the only one that thinks this is a sad state of things?? since when did our world become a land of lie, cheat, and steal? didn't that go out with the dark ages?
i guess i'm not really suprised, just dissapointed. i'm worried about how far this are gonna go, are relationships as we know them a thing of the past? is it all just about random humping now? if so, maybe i'm glad i don't partake in it all. why on earth would i want to be with a woman that was with whoever last night, and what's his face the night before.
maybe i'm just trying to vent for those people that are too frustrated to do it properly, and who's to blame them. this whole "being a slut is cool" phase has got to end somewhere. i just hope it does while i'm still young enough to enjoy it.
Half NelsonSaw this at the weekend. That film where Ryna Gosling plays a crack addict teacher who gets caught by, and then befriends, one of his students. Whichs ounds ridiculous, but is actually a really well-made sympathetic piece of drama. Good stuff. 'Lars And The Real Girl', which he's also in, is also great.
My Soul Mate..I lost my husband on 03.19.08 he took his own life without even a word to anyone. I have lost my soulmate I dont know how me and his children are supposed to make it through this.. people tell me it will come with time.. I dont know if I have enough time to ever heal.. I loved him no matter what he was my life, my soul, and my reason for happiness.. I want to thank all the people who have supported me in this time of need and have tried to help the hurt in any way possible. I will always love you Eric and will miss you to the point no one can understand unless you have been there.. love you always .. your wife Tania
I wrote this weeks after his death and it still rings true..
Uh Let Me Try That Again :pSo i woke up this morning to my kiddo walking around outside my door singing........... THIS is what she was singing lol
Turn Me On - Kevin Lyttle
p.s. she's 5 years old :p
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THE MEMORIES OF SUMMER CONTEST IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST. FAMILIES ARE MORE THAN WELCOME! CONTEST WILL LAST FOR TWO WEEKS, STARTING SEPTEMBER 1ST AT 12 MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME(THATS 2AM CENTRAL/3AM EASTERN) AND ENDING SEPTEMBER 15TH AT 12 MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME.
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Jokea chick gets out of the shower.... slips over... does the splits and her pussy suctions to the floor.... no matter how hard she struggles she is stuck....
so she calls for her bf... he comes in and pulls at her arms but still stuck... so he calls his mate from across the road... they grab an arm each and pull... but she is still stuck.... so the bf says to his mate... u go get the tools and ill play with her nipples.... so his mate runs off....
the gf says... i know he is getting the tools to chip away the tiles but why are u playing with my nipples.... he replies... if we can get u wet enough we can slide u into the kitchen where the tiles are cheaper
Bug Jokeok, a dude gets into a fight with his mrs and she cuts his cock off and drives off with it, halfway down the interstate she throws it out of the window and it bounces off the car behinds windshield, the little boy in the car turms to his mom and says
"mommy, what just hit the windshield?" his mom thinks for a second and says "just a bug hunny" the kid looks confused for a few secs and then replies "well, that bug sure had a big dick"
Brighter DayThere's things that aren't worth giving up I know But I won't let this get me down I will fight You live the life you are given with the storms outside Some day's all I do is watch the sky.
LifeYou take the good with the bad Smile when you're sad love what you got & remember what you had Always forgive but never forget Learn from your misstakes but never regret When things go wrong just remember life goes on.
Comment Bombing Contesti'm having a comment bombing contest and the prizes are 1st: 7 day blast and 25 bling pack and 2nd: 3 day blast and 12 bling pack, anyone interested should send me a message with the link to the pic they would like to use~cruel but cute~ FU* OWNED BY CANADIAN -MR. SWEETNESS-SWEETHEART@ fubar
I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry
Imagine A WomanIMAGINE A WOMAN
(Author unknown)
Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman
A woman who honors her experiences and tells her stories
Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life.
Imagine a woman who believes she is good
a woman who trusts and respects herself
who listens to her needs and desires, and meets them
with tenderness and grace.
Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past's influence on the present
A woman who has walked through her past
Who has healed into the present.
Imagine a woman who authors her own life.
A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf
Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and to her wisest voice.
Imagine a woman who names her own gods
a woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness
who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily life.
Imagine a woman in love with her own body
A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is
Who cele
For The Last Time.I've gotten, oh, THREE private messages this week, not to MENTION all the pic comments, about me looking better without glasses.
1. No, i don't. i have tiny eyes and a big head.
2. i NEED THEM TO SEE. my vision is 675/20. i have a stigmatism. i. need. my. glasses. most of the pics i took without them on where when i LOST them. these are new glasses.
Grawr.
Hot Damn LmaoDon't know where this came from or who wrote it but it was sent to a friend who sent it to me...had to post it. enjoy lol
A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I slowly filled you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
When Angels Cry ;; PoemWHEN ANGELS CRY ,,
I HEARD THE OTHER DAY,
AN ANGEL CRY.
MY HEART BLED
MY TEARS FELL.
SOMEONE TORE ITS WINGS
AS THEY FELL TO THE GROUND
I TRIED TO CATCH HIM
I HELD OUT MY ARMS.
BUT LIKE AN ANGEL
SO BEAUTIFUL AND FAR AWAY
THEY COULD NEVER REACH ME
OUR HANDS NEVER TOUCHED.
MY TEARS STILL FLOW
FOR THIS ANGEL THAT WAS HURT SO
MAYBE ONE DAY
I'LL BE LUCKY ENOUGH
TO HAVE AN ANGEL ALL MY OWN..
To My Dear Sweet Lord Lestatmy dear sweet lord i know the pain is bad but you know all of the LDC family love you and care for you that we are all there no matter what your going through....Never give up never give anyone from the past power over you have the power to rise above this and show those who hurt you that you no longer care about the past we are the future we need you more then anything....SWEETHEART listen to me i love you with all my heart and soul you and my kids are the reason i get up in the morening i couldn't handle it if you left me it's brake me in half you mean that much to me the whole LDC family needs you chin up baby
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All Summer LongBy Kid RockBest Video Codes
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DunnoI am a cosmic mix up of some sort. I have come to believe that every emotion this world offers, I hold within me.
I am Noble and Rogue,fire and water, power and grace.Sublime and Grotesque somber, afire I entrance, mesmerize fusing madness and wisdom primordial chaos I am celestial and erie playful and mischievious subtle and stiking magnificent, androgynous I am fluid, poetic, hypnotic I am rebellious, defiant, explosive I am one, I am many, I am as we are---eternal out of time--CDS.
I am and cannot be. I am opened yet closed and hidden from view. I am as the wind -a constant- yet you do not know i exsist till something stands in my way. I am the lips of a calming mother, who consoles the tears of her child, yet I am the tongue of a vicious serpent that will strike when you least expect it. I am the rain, the sun, the calm, the storm.I am the friction that causes the earth to rumble forth. I am the begining and ending of a storm, full of rage and ending calm. I am the suicidal
09/01/08 Update New TrainsWow one day 4 new trains on the bullys I'm wiped it's been a busy day for us Train riders. On second thought now it's also Bus - Plane - Blimps - Dances what will the Hostess/Hosts think of next. I'm going to keep the main list on the first page but here and there I'll post updates like this one to let you know the newest ones out there you can join. Come ride, dance, fly, swim hehehehe with us.
The 4 new ones of Today:
127. Fubar Blimp Ride
128. 69 Train
129. DragonFly Train
130. The Macarena Dance
My "fav'" Show...Well, one of 'em...is Intervention on A&E. I watch it because I can relate to it as, I'm sure, most people who watch it, do...
My oldest sister is an addict.
She's a meth head, pot smoker, alcoholic beer drinker...yeah, pretty much a loser.
I hate it.
For the last couple years I've been watching this show because it gives me hope that someday she'll get help like a lot of them do. I also watch it to feel like I'm not alone in this fight because some days it feels that way.
I try and convince my enabling mother to finally see the light when it comes to my sister but it's to no avail. She feels too guilty I believe.
(my mother was an alcoholic some years ago, she quit drinking when I was 9)
She simply tells me it won't work for my sister and that things will get better. Just like with any addict though, they do get better...for awhile, then, before you know it, it's worse than before.
What I'm most worried about is my two nephews that are caught up in t
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Im In A Hh Contest - Rate My Picture PleaseIm in a HH contest that runs through this week and i need help to rate my picture. It takes about 10 sec to do, and i really love the help you all are givin me.
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Its Hard To Say Goodbye.....so thge news is in and its not good. doctors have givin us 2 days to 2 weeks left with mom. and its been about 3-4 days so far. so theres very little time left.
im back in MA. so im can be with mom and the rest of the fam for her last days. So most likely i will not be online for a bit. but thats besides the point.
the main focus is for mom to have no pain and to be here for my dad and sister. whom i know will fall apart the moment she passes.
2 day was hard for me.....seeing her there in the hospital waiting to die. and occasionally drifting to an old memory/dream while being fully awake. and to see my mother powerless over something breaks me. to watch her try to stand and not be able to. to sit by her side on her last days is the greatest honor any son could have. to be able to comfort her and have her be assured that its ok...and i/we will always love her. she was always there for me.... so its time for me to be there for her.
i guess i would say im lucky.....especi
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Update On LifeAs you all know i recieved word (on Friday29th of this month)that my daughter was VERY ill an was passing she is still in intensive care an doesn't have much time she is fatal staus. Im not sure when im gonna go home but no one is visiting at this time an well my ex took my kids out of my life 2 yrs ago i still try to keep in contact when he permits..
Anyway i'm going thru this not being able to have that closness that most get during this time in there lives ( mine is 9000 miles away)
at war an i wish he could come home ( but he's doingit for ALL of Us..)
so i'm hoping my friends an Family on here keep supporting me /US...you were also asked for advice o bring my husband home NO luck with that an if they can truth be told this is one of the hardest Months in Afganistan..
Well he is needed there he is top gun /nco position(13B) he goes out side the FOB about 5 times a week an he pulls hotgun/guard 6 out of 7 nights a week.. Well im Hangind in there with the support of my friends
I'll Show You How God Falls Asleep On The JobI swear one of these days I'm going to make up something interesting to blog about. The only news I have is going to have (hopefully) a shit ton of new pictures up on my DA in the next few days. Finally got a device that will read my cameras SD card.
I'll be taking a shit ton of picture next week too after I get my tattoo and piercings done. Just figured I'd take some before all that happens so when I'm old, alone and almost completely covered in ink and metal I can look back and remember the time I didn't look like some random artist's canvas.
FUCK YEAH...
SchoolSoooo, the fall semester has begun and my first two classes that I've had the pleasure of checking out are ok. I just hope I don't fall asleep in my CPR class...that professor is boring as f&*%...
Uhmmm Poetry?The journey through life is tough, and no one knows when it's our time to have peace in our souls. Then you come to a path that is filled with lush gardens ...full of bright and endless sunny days that are warm and loving, and none of the pain and suffering seems to matter anymore. A life that seemed so old and reckless gets a new breath and a rejuvenated heartbeat. all that had your face wet with tears, and your spirit bound to be broken has found its way to a place where all that is there is love that you've yearned for, the fire that burned in your mind has found its spark,... so come into my garden and sip from my love, a taste of ecstasy that was unknown has flared through out you.... feel the energy flow through you as we create a new beginning....
Dumb BitchOK THIS CONVO STARTED FROM SOMETHIN I WASNT APART OF... SHE MESSAGED A FRIEND OF MINES YELLIN AT HIM CUZ SHE THOUGHT HIM N I WAS/IS DATIN AND SHE CANT LET IT GO SO SHE DECS 2 START SHIT WITH ME CALLIN ME A WHORE ...
NOW NE1 THAT KNOWS ME KNOW IM LAID BACK KINDA GAL
IM SICK OF PPL BRINGIN ME N2 DRAMA CUZ THEY CANT GET OR KEEP A MAN ITS NOT MY FAULT UR A SLUT OR BIMBO OR WHATEVER ELSE DONT BRING ME UP N UR SHIT
SO I MESSAGED HER ON YAHOO
THIS IS HER FUBAR PAGE
http://fubar.com/user/239157
Candy Apple: who the fuck r u callin a whore u low life fuckin cunt.... dont judge ppl u dont know u immature skank ur so fucked up n the head that u cant let a man go that DOESNT want u that u call his friends whore well listin her u 2faced ugly horse whatch what u say about ppl u dont know
Candy Apple: awwwww what did the lil bitches tounge get tired up dont know what 2 say...awww is the lil bitch afriad 2 say somethin
bowtojess: eat a dick u nasty ass lookin bitch i'll call
Hello, I Am In A Contest, And I Need Help!!Hey everybody! I hate to promote myself in a contest, but I am in the process of moving and don't get more then a couple of hours in a day to bomb myself! I was wondering if you guys wouldn't mind helping me? I need 13,000 comments and have a little over 1,000!! just click on the link below, email me and let me know if you do, so I can give you back the fu-love!
Make Gamerkitten A Godmama!GO DO IT!!!!!!!One of the sweetest people on here is creeping up on Godmother level. She has lots of pics and stash to rate so go show her lots of luv. :)
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I Need At Least 20 People......to rate,fan,add my sweet friend here and rate 30 of her pics!!!I've made a deal with her for my give away and I need your help!Please send her a message that I sent you and comment on this bully/blog so I know that you did :)
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1st Day Of Kindergarten Part 2the day is over and the day went well...
John arrived home all excited and happy about school.
he was showing off his new back pack and his new blue folder.
gave high-5's and couldn't stop talking about school.
wooooooohooooooooo
xoxoxo
p.s. our school is sponsored by Costco so all the kids
got a new back no matter what your income is.
Every Costco adopts 1 school in their city and gives backpacks and schools
supplies every school yr.
DowntownA man and his girlfriend are having a sexual encounter. He asks her to "go downtown" so, with a sigh, she gets on her knees in front of him and starts peering at his genitals, looking and tipping her head this way and that, studying the whole business. After about five minutes of this, he asked her in a sort of peeved voice, "Well, just what are you doing?" She said, "I'm doing what I always do when I'm downtown with no money!"
That One In A Million Moments In Life...To some it may seem trivial, others may never feel it, and most will never know it exsists...
at a young ag to feel the pure connection of souls and never realize that its love in its purest form....
a song can explain it all...
and you spend the REST OF YOUR LIFE SEARCHING FOR SUCH ANOTHER CONNECTION...
one who can walk w you hand in hand thru your mind and face the darkest of corners...
one who u can call and say "I NEED A HUG" and all u do is close your eyes and he is there holding you.
one who promises to b there to teach u how to drive when u turn 16... and fullfills his promise NO MATTER WHAT!!!!
sometimes i never know the correct termonolgy for what i feel, but i just FEEL IT and embrace it....
Cotton Candy MagazineWell it turns out that i am sexy lol. Cotton Candy Magazine an underground magazine for Juggalos and Juggalettes and such, has asked yours truly to model for them AGAIN! Im very happy to say that i agreed and we are in the works of getting my pics done. Much love to you all!
Love,
niki
Good Bye FubarWell it's been fun being on for almost a year but time is coming to an end. Fubar has changed a lot since I joined. Its all about points to most on here. It's hard to talk to a real person on here when all they want to add you for is points.
That's not all though! Other reason is I feel I have done a what I can on her. Met some great people and got to lvl 22 lol. But I just don't feel the fu thrill no more. And I think all the time I spent on here( too much)I could have and still l could be doing something more productive with my life.
So I guess its time to go with that being said. if you want to still talk to me hit me up on yahoo greenbay_man24@yahoo
But Just wanted to make this blog to tell you all this and not just dip out with out a trace. Ps don't ask what im doing with my fu bucks.
So Sad !!!!Today was a sad day Northwest Washington... 6 people were killed , 2 people wounded.. By a guy that went on a high speed chase/shooting spree..
A sheriff deputy was killed and a State Trooper injured.. I was heading home and was pasted by 2 State Patrol cars & a ambulance that were in route to the hospital with the wounded WSP officer... The guy later turned himself into police in Mount Vernon.. I listened to a lot of it unfold on my car radio on the way home,I am still shocked!!! They are now saying this guy had a history of mental illness & was on some kind of watch ...I have refered to this person as a "guy" because he sure as hell is not a man in my book...I felt pretty guilty saying that he should have just shoot himself 1st & saved this whole mess!!!! 2 of the dead were just construction workers building a house had nothing to do with anything!!!!!!!!
I pray for the families of the those who lost loved ones...
Hi-dee-ho!!!Hi kids! Yet again my employer has banished me from Fubarland! If anyone knows an alias URL to get in, feel free to share!
Just stopping in for a quick hello. make sure you all go give Today's Spotlight lots of love! She's my favorite lil sis, you know!
Anyway, I'm here for a few, what's everyone up to?
Sun CryShe can make the sun cry
With a single tear from her eye
She can make roses bloom
Just by walking in the room
Her smile is the sun in my sky
Her laugh is my stars at night
She is my solid ground
She is what makes my world round
Her voice is the sweetest song
She is everything that is right when it all goes wrong
If there is one thing that can not be denied
It is the beauty of a woman who can make the sun cry
Sep 3 To Sept 10Please show each of these members love this week……Chita-Owner Of L.D.C >;}P.O.P Militia Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubarStonerRab420 † Jessums Stalker † LDC Family †@ fubarDJSelene™ DJ HellboysRLW /BanesFW/TwilightGoddessLDC/ CatwomanJLMC&ASS@ fubarDjRandom~L.D.C.~Head Dj of VR Radio~KittensEvilTwin*@ fubar
My Piercings [ And Tattoos]ok I get alot of questions about my piercings so here you go...
I have 15 piercings, they are:
my eyebrow, nose, lip, tongue, both nipples, bellybutton twice and 7 in my ears... no I do not have specific pictures of them, look in my folders and see if you can spot them in the pictures I have uploaded lol :D
tattoos:
frog with some tribal on the back of my neck
pink rose on my left hip
heart with devil horns and a halo on my right hip
silhouette of a womans face on my left shoulder blade
evil butterfly with tribal on my lower back
*I have a few more tattoos I am planning on getting, I want a sun on one ankle and a moon on the other...also something with my kids names...and a fairy :)
Calender HottieCome vote for me in the Calender Hottie Contest
The voting will run during the month of September
So Vote often LOL
Huggsss
Be sure to show the Host some Luv She wants to Godmother :)
Sweet ♥ Judy@ fubar
9/11AS LAY HERE THINKING OF MY PAST FREINDS I HAVE LOST THE TIMES THAT WE HAD, A RANGERS LIFE IS ONE OF HONOR IVE BEEN ALL AROUND THE WORLD FROM ONE PLACE TO THE OTHER, A DAY THAT WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME ANGER ON THE DAY OF 9/11 THE CRYS WERE HERD AROUND THE WORLD THEY STILL ECHO IN MY BRAIN
ON THAT DAY I SCREAMED WITH VENGANCE DEATH FROM OF ABOVE WILL KILL EM ALL AND LET GOD SORT THEWM OUT......
Gazing At The StarsLOST IN A DREAM TRAPPED WITHIN MYSELF
I GAZE IN TO THE NIGHT HOPING SHE IS WATCHING
HOPEING FOR A MOMENT TO TASTE HER SOFT SWEET LIPS
LONGING FOR HER BODY TO HOLD ME IN THE NIGHT, THE WALKS WE WILL TAKE FROM NOW TILL THE END
I STARE AT THE STARS WANT TO FEEL HER NEAR I WOUNDER IF SHE WATCHING UP INTO THE NIGHT
IF SHE WANT TO HOLD AND KISS ME THROUGH THE REST OF MY LIFE, IM LOST IN A DREAM
Townslut!Word soon got out that I was fucking around and I had many local guys calling me. I went from just fucking my old boyfriend to the town slut. I vowed to never turn anyone down and I fucked about every single guy in town and also many of the married ones. They would call me and I would have them pick me up and we would either go to their place or find a nice place to park, sometimes I would have them come to my home and fuck them in my bed. There were several times I would just get home from a date and someone else would call and I would go out again and get fucked again. I fucked them all bareback and took their cum inside me. I was fucking guys still in High school up to guys 25 years older than me. I was getting strange cock 2-4 times a week and loving it. The 10 years we lived in this small town were some of the best years of my life. I fucked a buch of guys that I had gone to school with and never had the chance to fuck then. Sometimes I would call them up and ask if they wanted to
Men....men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to the women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
Fake Bitch!go get this loser and give her a hard time....get her ass booted off this site!
she is stealing pics from seejulie.com.
anyone who gets her to leave, gives her shit or reports her ass to admin will get in my family albums. (you gotta have some kind of proof:) )
Update Hurricane Gustav For My Friend'sI don't know how my home has faired since
I can't go back ome yet but I am praying for the best.While packing the animal's to leave my
cat Mystie ran off and we could not find nore catch her so all I can do is hope she is ok.
I want to thank every oe who has ben prayng for us
as we left with 7 adult's 1 baby and was able to get 14 aimal's out.
Thank you every one and please if you know anything about New Iberia La. PLEASE pass it on to me.
Blessing's
Culture Is Not Your FriendWhat civilization is, is 6 billion people trying to make themselves happy by standing on each other's shoulders and kicking each other's teeth in. It's not a pleasant situation.
And yet, you can stand back and look at this planet and see that we have the money, the power, the medical understanding, the scientific know-how, the love and the community to produce a kind of human paradise. But we are led by the least among us - the least intelligent, the least noble, the least visionary. We are led by the least among us and we do not fight back against the dehumanizing values that are handed down as control icons.
This is something, culture is not your friend. Culture is for other people's convenience and the convenience of various institutions, churches, companies, tax collection schemes, what have you. It is not your friend. It insults you. It disempowers you. It uses and abuses you. None of us are well treated by culture.
Yet we glorify the creative potential of the individual,
A Lil About Me To Let Ya In On How I AmIn a writing mood... so here goes. I want to let you all get to know bout me a lil bit better. I was born in VA and still reside in VA. I am a single mom and my son
is my world. As a young child I was very shy. Some would say painfully shy. I didn't really come out of my shell til I was in my early twenties. I have been
through some rough times in my life. Many not pleasant. I was almost raped at the age of 16. So I have a hard time trusting people. I have been taunted and
tormented a lot. Because of how tall I am and other factors. Always made to feel inferior. But, if ya wanna get to know me it takes time. I am a very complicated
person. Intelligent and sometimes I play the clown. I don't even know why I am writing this but I just thought I would. I have had much heartbreak throughout my
life but I always bounce back and keep trying. Yea, sometimes I get down but I just look at my son and he makes me smile. I was married for about 6 years
and well he turned ou
Caa 18This little lady and a good friend of one of my family has found out she is pregnant. Less thank God and pray for a healthy baby.
Doc
A New Light...Today I finally saw the light at the end of the tunnel. It took loved ones to make me realize that there are better things out there. A man who lies about everything is a man that I DO NOT want in my life. His name is NELSON ESTREMERA. Today I realized many things and I'm glad that certain people had to kick me in the ass and tell me "no more tears. you don't deserve any of this. only the best."
It took someone who is very dear to me. His words "You are the most sweetest person that I know that comes close to an angel. You don't deserve to be treated the way you have all this time." His smile. His blue eyes. The soft tone of his voice eased the pain that was in my heart for many months. I thought to myself... it should have been him all this long. Why did I let things fall apart between us and I know he felt the same way too. No matter what situation I was in and what bullshit that ran through my mind over and over again... he stood by my side. Always wanting to be a friend... alway
Caa 20Another friend of a good friend is facing liver failure. Let us send angel prayers, love and healing power.
Doc
Life Taken For GrantedSo many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before. But no longer!! I love life! YES I SAID I LOVE LIFE! What more can I say?! I just wish for once I would not have to go throught the heartache of losing someone I care about. Then again, you can't lose what you never actually had in the first place. I would really love nothing more than to share my love and my life with someone. I thought I had that person, and well I was wrong.
I am blunt. I am not that emotional. I am the girl you have always dreamed about and never thought you would meet. Love sports, love hunting and fishing. Enjoy anything outdoors.
See what did I tell ya. Oh yeah and btw I am a veteran in the US ARMY. I love my job and enjoy fighting for freedom.
i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are
i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it
i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile
i am a girl w
Forgive & ForgetMy plan is to forgive and forget ~
Forgive myself for being stupid...
and forget YOU ever existed!
Time To Loose Control On Hump Day! Join This Dance LineLoose control - Missy Elliot
2 IT TIME TO LOOSE CONTROL AND GET BACK OFF THE WALL! JUMP ON THIS DANCE LINE NOW LET LOOSE CONTROL ON HERE AND RATE/FAN
AND ADD THE PEOPLE AND PLEASE NO DRAMA! DONT FORGET TO E-MAIL AKAMRS. T WHEN YOU ALL DONE LOOSING CONTROL..........................!
~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar
BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar
Daddyslilangel ~ DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ R/L/ GF of Mr Keep it Real~ member of the hot mommas club
Full CircleFULL circle
Born into this strange unknown light,
not sure what to make of all this mess,
grasping for breath in a moment of fright,
you long for your mothers gentile ceress.
Deep in life, later on in the years,
love and respect is always right there,
your heart gets harder it brings on fears,
of one day will come, when everyone is near.
Now as the sun fades away,and darkness falls,
you lay in your bed wondering about night,
but in your head your hearing the calls,
its time, enter the strange,unknown,light....
bambam 9/08
Survey Found On Çrystal's Blog Titled " Ericka's Survey"when was the last time you waved at someone?
today
how often do you give a high five?
sometimes
did you receive anything special today?
nope :(
do you ever talk to your aunts and uncles?
occasionaly but not often
what is something you've been meaning to do, but haven't gotten around to yet?
get curtains for my bedroom lol
when was the last time you used lotion?
hmmm about a year ago lol
do you have any coloring books?
nope
what was the most memorable moment of the day?
when the stacked woman at work leaned into me lol
what are you going to do on sunday?
relax its a day off for me
did you have any homework today?
nope
when was the last time you wore earrings?
9 months ago it fell out having sex and i
I'm Trying..Getin' sick, of the lies
Hold up, You've caught me by surprise
I'm tellin' you it's gonna be a scary ride
Before Im through, so step aside
I'm trying..
CHORUS:
To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man
who loves me for who I am oh a man who will
treat me right and hold me tight A man to love
me for who I am A man o love me no matter what
I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be
so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me
for who i am yeah a man that loves me for who i am
You think you're and tough
But baby you aint none of that stuff
You know that I know
And now Im tellin' you that You've gotta go
cause I'm trying..
CHORUS:
To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man
who loves me for who I am oh a man who will
treat me right and hold me tight A man to love
me for who I am A man o love me no matter what
I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be
so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me
for who i am ye
Placebo-pure MorningA friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend with weed is better,
A friend with breasts and all the rest,
A friend whos dressed in leather,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend wholl tease is better ,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
My japanese is better,
And when shes pressed she will undress,
And then shes boxing clever,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,
Days dawning, skins crawling [repeat three more times]
Pure morning, [repeat this three more times]
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend wholl tease is better,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,
Days dawning, skins crawling [repea
Nightmares, Make Them StopNightmares, make them go away...
As I sit here at my computer.. I sit here and think about the last few nights. I try to sleep... I don't want to... Is it work? Is it my bills? Is it the food i have eaten today? What the heck is it, why can't i sleep?
I clutch my pillow for another night...... I am asleep, only to awake to my tears or my sweat..... Why? From 1989 till now, I guess i have been bad to people.. I always think the opposite.. Its your fault!!!!!!! I can't trust you.. Hell I can't trust me.. But I beg of you.... Get out of my dreams!!!!! I wanna be happy once again... No more!!!!!
So as I think about going to sleep tonight, I flinch... Will they be there? The ones i hurt? The ones I lied to, the ones that I couldn't trust.. Why because of me...
Just do me a favor, Kharma leave me alone... Let me be. Let me be happy.. Hasn't everyone done someone wrong.. Hasn't everyone lied to their parents? Their Lovers? It was just a lil lie.... Oh but w
My MomHey all,
Just wanted to let u all know that the most special people in my life(besides kids and hubby)
are coming to see me. Over the years i've learnt to raise my kids with-out their help. They will always be special to me even though I can't ring and say "hey can u babysit" or "come round for coffee" and so on.
I try my hardest to let them know just how much they are appreciated. So if you have some-one you need to tell this too, then let them know they'll love it.
Any-ways, this is my way of telling this person directly. Now some of you may know who this person is, yes she's on here. Well here goes,
MOM I LOVE YOU AND YOU HAVE BEEN THE BIGGEST INFLUENCE IN MY LIFE AND I THANK-YOU.
YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND NOT TO SOUND CORNY/MUSHY I'M GLAD YOU ARE MY MOM.
So for all you guys and gals on here who know who my mom is say hi to her and you rock.
if you don't know have a guess and i just might tell you.
Cheers and thanks for reading
Where I Am.....Hey al my Fu-Friends!
Just wanted to let everyone know that I may be away for just a little while, but WILL be back real soon!!! I am waiting for the arrival of my first grandbaby and will be leaving any day now to see him in Arkansas....please continue to send messages and such, I WILL respond in between and upon my return to Miami!
Fu-Luv you all!!!
Smiles!
Morning After Morning...Yes, i suck...
"...my life sucks."
This is something that runs through my mind when I first wake up, sit on the side of my bed, with my head in my hands.
The TV's on of course, it's my alarm to wake me up.
As I go to grab my cigarettes and place one in my mouth, I'm thinking how I fucked so much of my life up.
I light my cigarette.
mmmm, such a simple pleasure......
This is when I look up, and look at a blank wall.
The TV is still talking, but unless I hear a few keywords, I pay no attention and stare at the wall blankly.
My mind starts to clear it's daily cobwebs and I remember how this is not what I wanted my life to be at my age.
I suck on the cigarette more.
I wake, alone... no child, no wife, and barely a family.
Yet, somehow...
...somehow, I stand up.
Halfway through my smoke, I turn my eyes to the TV and start thinking of jumping in the shower.
There's something about a hot shower that always makes me feel free.
This is when I
Fallen BrotherSAN FRANCISCO (CBS 5 / AP) ¯ A man found murdered Tuesday night was president of the San Francisco branch of the Hell's Angels Motorcycle Club, police confirmed Wednesday to CBS 5.
Mark "Papa" Guardado, 45, was found about 10:30 p.m. with gunshot wounds at 24th Street and Treat Avenue, about a mile from the group's clubhouse. He died a short time later at San Francisco General Hospital.
Police think Guardado may have been in fight with a rival in another motorcycle group before he was killed. Witnesses told investigators that he and the gunman struggled before the shooting and that the suspect fled on a motorcycle.
At the time of his death, Guardado was the subject of an ongoing investigation into an assault with a deadly weapon incident, said Sgt. Jim Stephenson of the Petaluma Police Department.
"He beat up a random guy at a bar," said Stephenson. "He beat him with his hands and feet."
When police responded to the Petaluma bar, officers said Guardado volunteered the
Puppy Love!!!TO: GOD
FROM: THE DOG
Dear God: Is it on purpose our names are the same, only reversed?
Dear God: Why do humans smell the flowers, but seldom, if ever, smell one another?
Dear God: When we get to heaven, can we sit on your couch? Or is it still the same old story?
Dear God: Why are there cars named after the jaguar, the cougar, the mustang, the colt, the stingray, and the rabbit, but not ONE named for a Dog? How often do you see a cougar riding around? We do love a nice ride! Would it be so hard to rename the 'Chrysler Eagle' the 'Chrysler Beagle'?
Dear God: If a Dog barks his head off in the forest and no human hears him, is he still a bad Dog?
Dear God: We Dogs can understand human verbal instructions, hand signals, whistles, horns, clickers, beepers, scent ID's, electromagnetic energy fields, and Frisbee flight paths. What do humans understand?
Dear God: More meatballs, less spaghetti, please.
Dear God: Are there mailm
Where I Come FromSo all my life I have wondered where I come from...I knew I was white but where did my family originate? So after doing countless hours of research and finally paying someone else way to much money I have found out! My mothers family is Norweigen on her moms side and German on her dads side. My dad on the other hand was 100% norweigen. My grandparents on both sides migrated here in the 50's and so my parents and I are the first of our family to be born in the states. This is probably boring to most of you but exciting news to me so I though I would share. I thought it was interesting to find that I come from the land of Hitler and the land of Vikings! Guess that is where I get my blue eyes, blonde hair and TEMPER!
Nsfw Story 1 - The Boss!!!OK, I feel like an idiot for doing this. One of my friends here suggested I post a kinky story I wrote as a "kinky-turn-on laugh" online (you know who you are).
Here goes....rate it if it's any good. She thought I could make money from writing them...LOL, not sure about that!!!
(Names have been changed to protect the innocent, content very NSFW so don't read if you are easily offended)
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You are busy working in your office, and sense someone behind you. Quickly you try to hide your window, but too late. Still on the screen is a picture of a naked guy and girl having sex. "Jane" he says..."what are you doing"? "Come and see me in my office right away". You swallow hard...Steve, is your boss and you know full-well that people in this company have been fired for smaller things than this.
Slowly, nervously, you come into Steve's office. "Sit down Jane" Steve says. Slowly you sit down, the feeling of the leather on your thigh sends a pleasant shiver up your spine. S
Forbidden NightI opened my eyes to find myself covered up warm in a bed that wasn’t mine. I roll over and see him, and suddenly the memories of what had happened the previous night started rolling back. Just thinking about it made my whole body quiver with excitement.
It all started when I came over to his house after his girlfriend left because they had had an argument. We were all alone sitting on the couch watching a movie. I had always thought he was attractive, but since he had a girlfriend, we were just friends. All I could think about was having him all to myself for just one night. I knew that if I looked over at him he would catch my eye and maybe get suspicious. His cologne pierced my nose making me hungrier for him. I kept playing it over in my mind of what he would be like. I saw out of the corner of my eye that he kept looking at me every once in a while. Maybe he was thinking the same thing I was, maybe he was attracted to me and wondered what it would be like to have me just one time.
I'm A Boy :[Your Inner Gender is Male
You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant.
You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness.
You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men.
No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.
What's Your Inner Gender?
The Last One For Now O:The Part of You That No One Sees
You are powerful, passionate, and dominant.
You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen.
People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many.
Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions.
So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few.
However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be.
What's the Part of You That No One Sees?
Sex PoemSEX POEM!!
Roses are red,
Violets are corney,
everytime I see you,
oh baby I get horney,
eat me,
beat me,
bite me,
blow me,
suck me,
fuck me,
very slowly,
if you kiss me,
dont be sassy,
use your tongue and make it nasty!!!
A GUYS GOB!!
A guy sticks his location,
In a girl's destinstion,
To increase the population,
For the next generation.
Do you get my explanation?
Or do you need a demonstration?
MAKE YOU GO MMMMMMMM!!
Tongue and lips,
legs in bed,
kiss my neck,
i'll give you head...
feel my body,
rolling round,
hardcore sex,
shake the ground...
in the shower,
in the car...
best sexual pleasure,
ive had by far..
so when yu see me,
i kno u'll smile,
cos i just told yu bout the best sex,
i've had in a while
SEX IS A GAME!!
Sex is fun
Sex is a game
One night of pleasure
Nine months of pain
Fathers an asshole
Babys a gift
its all because the
fucking condom split! ! !
New ApartmentI move into my new apartment today and i am so stressed out. cause i have to pack still and get everything down tonight omg. I hate moving with a passion but at the same time my new apartment is the shit and i am so excited to have my new place..WISH ME LUCK
Get To Know Me Better....Hello! Welcome to my lil' corner of the cyber world! :)
I am currently married (15 yrs) but SEPARATED from my husband and going thru the process to get a divorce. I have no children, not by choice, but I do have four-legged children! hehe
Come to find out I have been lied to all these years, and I can not and Will NOT put up with a liar!!! I am a very generous loving person with a big heart, but if you're going to lie to me to gain your own agenda--then don't bother me!!!
I also am a strong willed or independent type of personality. If you think it's ok to demean and put women down, then you're barking up the wrong tree with me--been there before and won't go there again!
So, with that said, if you would try to keep me from my friends and family and tell me what to do--well you would have your marching orders out of my life very quickly!!!!
Experience is a very good teacher and they say hindsight is 20/20. Well, both have been very good teachers to me. I have learn
Supper TonightSo I made my infamous mac and cheese with onion and ham for my kids tonight. Can I just tell you that I tasted it before I put it in the casserole dish and damn is that shit good!!!!!! I just wanted to share and let ya'll know if you want to try my recipe let me know, it will make your mouth water.
So It Was Not A Good Day...Some days it things happenand you wonder why you try.
Three years ago, Dan and I left the old company to start our own design company. When I left they owed me over $14k in back pay. I never got it. But we struggled starting out with nothing and got through the first year. The second year was terrible. But the last 6 months have kept me swamped and working long hours. It got especially good when a marketing firm started to outsource design work to us. I'm on my 4th site for them since July. We received partial payments on 3 sites.
Even with the work, bills have been tough to pay because last year was so bad. We were finally seeing some light and with the 4 sites and about 8 others I got on my own, this month was going to really be good.
Until today. I got a call from someone I have gotten to know well in the marketing company. They are closing. Next week. And have no money to pay us for the work we have done. I'm not supposed to even know yet..
Guess we will
PassionIt's the feeling you feel for another,
Not as strong as love,
But just as deadly,
For it destroys
and create all at one time.
Is it a love for a thing or a person,
Or is it a hate for a thing or a person.
Its color starts as the purest white,
Then it goes to a light pink,
To a glorious rosy pink,
Then to a deep red,
And in the end it goes to the darkest black.
I see the purest red roses,
When I am deeply in love,
But when hate takes over my passion,
I can see nothing,
For there is only darkness in the black.
When passion is upon me,
I can smell the sweetest fragrance,
But when hate is my passion,
I can smell the pit fires of Hell.
When passion comes upon me,
I can hear the angelic choirs singing to me,
But when my passion turns to hate,
I can hear the demons of Hell laughing at me.
I see passion,
When I see the girl I love,
I see hate,
When I see the homeless and the dying.
I feel joy, happiness, and total exhilaration,
I feel warm and cold,
I'm Highly Amused Right Now....My little gamer is playing an RPG right now and she goes "Wait, I killed him? COOL!"
My response "You have got to be the worst gamer in the world. How did you not know you killed him? I thought i taught you better than that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
We're both still laughing over it hahahahaha
I Can't Figure Out....I'm tryin to figure out my next place i want a tat i wanna get it next week any ideas let me know
FootprintsOne night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see
I Never Would Have Guessed It Would HappenNever in my life would have I imagined that because I gave out my messenger name and phone number, that just texting, and talking to someone, would lead to love, a fu-wedding and a relationship.
On a text she told me she loved me and I had to pick my jaw up off of the floor of the car. I was in a parking lot waiting for someone to come back. I asked her if it was just a friendship love, or if it was a marry me type of love.
The answer I got floored me as well, I never guessed that we would start to love each other right then, get fu-married the same day, and start a relationship a day later. I know it was done kinda backwards, get "married" then start a relationship in real life. I guess weirder things have happened, but never like this to me.
New Energy Alert - September 4.....Thought I'd post the new Energy Alert right away this time, lol.
Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all my friends/family/fans!
Later! Muah!
Greetings!
The tide is out. The energies are still. There is nothing. Very little if any movement, stillness, emptiness, perhaps sadness, dead batteries, feeling drained, depleted, wanting to cry, perhaps hopelessness, and maybe wondering where in the world we are now.
For those who are highly sensitive or tapped in more than most, the above scenario might be applicable. For others, you may notice that things seem to be drying up, bottoming out, ending, and with seemingly no future connection in sight. I ran out of hummingbird food the other day, and with the nearest store an hour away and nothing to make my own in my cupboards, I am wondering if they are feeling the same. Looking at the feeders hanging there quite empty, with no hummingbirds now around, seemed a similar situation to the energies of late.
Survey Sent To Me!!!!!!!!!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN.........
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)?
4. Do you think I'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Threesome?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
21. Can I use you as a booty call?
22. Do you like foreplay?
23. What is foreplay to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Phone number?
26. Will you post this so I can fil
Have To Vent Out About Liers!!!Sorry but just need to vent, I have 2 friends that was in ""hottest give away album part 1 starts May 23rd (80) """'' HOT marinas big giveaway, there are 80 in there, and none will get what they deserve, bratt and chaotic princess and their friend paid cash for a lot of blings for their friends to help them , and not counting all their friends time, and now they will lose their vips soon and wont get their 1 year VIP, see even people withVIP'S and salutes are frauds, please be careful fu friends.
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The Ultimate Hip-hop List (reference For What Hip-hop You Should Be Listening To)Biggie, Nas, Rakim, Akrobatik, El-P, El Da Sensei, Tame One, Cage, Yakballz, Mr. Lif, Slow Suicide Stimulus, Rob Sonic, Vast Aire, Vordul Megilah, Company Flow, Cannibal Ox, Atmosphere, P.O.S., Psalm One, Jean Grae, Talib Kweli, Mos Def, Chino Xl, Canibus, K-Solo, Kool Keith, Dr. Octagon, Krs-One, A+, Lost Boyz, Ice Cube, MC Ren, Slick Rick, Raekwon, Ghostface Killah, Masta Killa, Method Man, RZA, GZA, O.D.B., Inspectah Deck, U-God, Cappadonna, Killah Priest, Sunz Of Man, 60 Second Assasin, Wu-Tang Clan, Lupe Fiasco, Beanie Siegel, Memphis Bleek, Jay-Z, 8Ball and MJG, UGK, Z-Ro, Geto Boys, Scarface, Beatnuts, Proof, Living Legends, Murs, Hieroglyphics, Del Tha Funkee Homosapien, Outkast, Goodie Mob, Stat Quo, Little Brother, Joe Scudda, Justice League, MC Juice, Supernatural, Epmd, Def Squad, Redman, Joe Budden, Czar Nok, Royce Da 5’9, Compton’s Most Wanted, MC Eiht, Artifacts, Styles Of Beyond, Extended Famm, Pack Fm, Lords Of The Underground, Channel Live, Nicolay, Cunninlynguist, Fa
Laziness!!!There is nothing that irritates me more than someone who is lazy.
If something needs to be done. Do it. Take the initiative to get off your lazy fat ass and just do what needs to be done. How hard is that?
I'm finding out that each day I am at school the more I've come to realize I'm surrounded by a bunch of fat lazy ass woman! No wonder all they do is sit around and complain about how their men do nothing for them and their kids are hellions. It's because of the fine example they are setting with their unwillingness to look out for anyone besides numero uno!
I got done early today so I cleaned up my shit. I sat there for awhile, took notes on our current studies and basically looked around to see no one do anything. Meanwhile, the instructors are harping on everyone to clean up and get their shit together and they're all talking...
Last week I got up and cleaned the whole fucking room while everyone bitched about their meager existence but not today! I sat th
No More CryingI just wanted to say to those of you who read the other blog, thank you for the prayer. There is no more crying and no more anger. I don't know what was wrong but it stopped. Thank you all for your support.
Blessed Be,
Crimson Rose
Fu Bad Girl Bulletin #2imikimi - Customize Your World
HEY ALL YOU LOVELY LADIES OUT THERE I AM FORMING A FUBAR GROUP CALLED "FU BAD GIRLS" IF ANY OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. YOU CAN CONTACT ME JUICY. I WILL BE GIVING A BLAST AWAY TO ONE SPECIAL WOMAN EVERY OTHER WEEK. TELL ALL YOUR LADY FRIENDS. THE MORE THE MERRIER. AND A SPECIAL GIFT WILL BE GIVEN OUT EVERY MONTH.
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Why Falling In Love Without Being Loved?why falling in love without being loved?
If eyes see, heart likes and falls in love
The passion to meet lights fire
Reality and dream get mixed into each other
One moment comes and arched eyebrows are frowned.
He had loved a lot of beautiful ones without being loved
He knows that there is no remedy for this trouble
The lover also bears the trouble
Why falling in love without being loved?
Days full of hope and expectation
Passed with happiness and grief
We had tried hard but too hard
But couldn’t answer the riddle called love.
The Old Man’s TearsTHE OLD MAN’S TEARS
Once upon a time I had watched a play somewhere
There was a curled old man in that play
Wearing ragged clothes
Having meaningless glance in his eyes
Being too old, having no energy left, and being deserted,
Left alone, having lived nothing
His tears had neither stopped nor finished
He had so much trouble that hadn’t ever finished
Breathing was his profit, living was his only ambition
Having played the greatest tragedy in the world
On the life stage without curtains
He had passed on, do you have a clue?
Is How I Feel.....I started to think bout things, those who know there is a sexual problem in my marriage. Which isn't all that shocking with a marriage of length. I've been with him for 8 yrs and we have two great kids together.
The thing is after years of not really getting what i need to be completely satisfied. I realized that i want to feel WANTED in bed. Cause right now i feel USED in bed.
Don't get me wrong, it feels good. I am happy one of us gets something. But I can't get him to make me feel wanted. He doesn't care it seems and its made me mentally close off from even wanting to be pleased other ways.
Am i just down right crazy! I love sex and I'm 27 yrs old, what the hell is wrong with me.
Guys! Get Yourselves Pimped !!So here is the deal I been a long time member here on fubar and I realize that the men do not get near enough love. So I want to do a pimp out of hot boys. If you would like to nominate someone to be added to my pimpout please leave there page link as a comment to this blog or send it via private message. This is gonna be fun so get your hot male friends in this as soon as I get about thirty I will make a sticky bulletin with them all in it..Thanks for reading this and repost if you don't mind..
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You Love Me Not...i Love You StillYou Love me, You Love me not....
Will I ever hold your heart,
Will you let me play that part.
Show me real, Show me true,
Show me, the real sides of you.
I love you, I love you not....
The real type of love can't be bought.
I gave you me, I gave you my heart.
You made it sing from the start.
You made me believe it was all real,
Our vows, a solid deal.
But, now...
The songs are gone, the air lies still.
Not a bird to sing the mellody, that once gave our hearts wings.
The songs are gone, the air lies still.
You Love me not, I love you still.
Don't tell me your sorry, cause we know your not.
Put all that shit back into the wishing pot.
You Love me, You Love me not....
I Love you, I wish I did not.....
The stars are dark, the dreams are gone.
Our moon now shines for others to see.
You've done the damage, now let me be.
Back away, give me back my Key.
I'll lock it safely away, before you let it break on me.
But now....
The thrill is gone, Pain lies here.
CrazyIt's pretty funny how bitches on this site take this to the extreme....I just got an email ( No names mentioned) Saying that I disrespected her by having her mans name in my stat and shit.... and that I will never have as much love on FU that she does....like that shit bothers me I have a REAL life and I don't care This is just a pass time for me....people are real stupid I swear they think this is their life....GROW UP!! know where to draw the line...I Just Laugh at you Silly Fucks....I swear people are attention whores on there because they aint shit in the real world...or was nothing in high school!!!!
Lies In Palins SpeechSarah Palins speech before the RNC has most Alaskans embarassed, disgusted and furious. Seems this woman can't EVER tell the truth about anything as has been her Modus Operandi since taking office. She's vindictive, deceitful, conniving and a demonstrative world class liar..
I've already told you about her very shady background and less than desireable behaviour in the 90's. Now I will address the lies she hopes the American public are stupid enough to believe. I'll begin with a few easy whoppers and move on to the more sinister, shady dealings which may require more explanation in my next blog..
First of all "I put that plane on Ebay" and "I made a profit".. ughhh.. This is TOTAL bullshit. She's referring to a private lear jet the previous Governor (Frank Murkowski) purchased in order to travel a state twice the size of Texas with very few roads (you can't even drive to the capitol here) for 8 million bucks. People in the state thought that was extravagant so she used this as a
Caa #26One of my coworkers needs special prayers. Her son was diagnosed with Crohn's disease. She took her daughter to the Dr. yesterday complaining of stomach cramps, now the doc thinks it may be the same thing as her brother. She has gotten the tests and are waiting for results. Let us send angel prayers, power and love for my friend, her son and especially her daughter that it turns out to be something else that is curable or nothing at all.
Doc
Long Distance Phone CallJUST ONCE
I WISH I DIDNT MISS HER
JUST ONCE
I WISH I COULD HOLD HER
JUST ONCE
I WISH I COULD SEE HER SMILE
JUST ONCE
I WISH I COULD LOOK INTO HER EYES
JUST ONCE
I WISH I COULD SLEEP BY HER SIDE
JUST ONCE
I WISH I COULD MAKE HER BREAKFAST IN BED
JUST ONCE
I WISH I COULD HOLD HER HAND
JUST ONCE
I WISH SHE WAS HERE
JUST ONCE
I WISH I WAS THERE
JUST ONCE
I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO HANG UP THE PHONE
Fallingfalling faster, out of control
my twisted reality, the loss of my mind
along the way, I've lost my reason
now I'm desperately searching for what i can't find
the need to hurt others, makes my hands tremble
the thought of their screaming, give me a chill
the fear in their eyes looking up at me pleading
as i'm crushing their bodies and breaking their will
like the tides in the ocean, i feel my mind churning
my sanity, grown weak now, takes a step back
paving the way for the evil inside me
to press it's way forward to start it's attack
it makes the dreams come and god how they scare me
the bodies broken open...blood fills this place
as the demon takes over, i again raise the hatchet
with a start I awaken...but with a smile on my face
Challenge? Reward? Oh Hellz Yeah!What is in it for you to help me? Here you go these are my offers
3 random people who rated me will receive a level 2 bling pack and 1 lucky person will receive a 3 month VIP - can you accept this challenge?
To all of my friends and fans - I am in a Happy Hour contest; rates only (IT JUST TAKES 1). Today is the last day to vote (one rate) and I tried this whole week to keep the contest fair by not doing a self promotion rather I posted bulletins to make the contest known and informing my friends and fans, that there were other contestants. However, I have seen a lot of pimp outs with selected contestants, so why not make my own?
I am an honest and fair person, and avoided this at what may have been my own cost not to win. However, we reap what we sow so I guess its my turn to hang my halo up for the next 24 hrs and just let the little man on my left shoulder speak to me and maybe listen a little bit.
I am behind by a significant amount of votes and I have over 2000 fri
Things To Dowas talking to my cousin and we thought of making a list of stuff we want do so hear gos my list.
1. Sky diving
2. Learn to scuba
3. get my FOID Card
4. go to Ny to hang with friends
5. get out of cooking school
6. go to FL to see my sis since i never been
7. go back to school and finish my avation classes
8. take my grandfather to pear harbor
9. see arizona with my grandfather
10.meet rick bayless
Happy Birthday???Well I just got my first birthday card in 29 years from my real father....I dont know if Im happy or sad, I guess kinda both..Im confused as hell right now, I think I might get drunk, I did get 200 bucks...
Gofathere Status !!!!Hello Fu's!! Itz time to get another one of our own 2 Godfather status!! Itz now Big Poppa's turn and if u know him, you'll B glad 2 help him out cuz he's the one of the sweetest fu's I know & I'm glad 2 call him my friend!!☺ He's only 144,552 from being Godfather, so get your rates & fublings ready and spank him hard!!! This is a spankin' he'll find well appreciated!☺ If your have'nt already, fan,add & rate him cuz he's da best & he's always helping other fu's out!
BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em/DREAM TEAMBOMBER & OWNEROF HOT MOMMA,SCLUB)
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Burning Man 2009 Theme: EvolutionNext years theme was released today...
It is interesting to contemplate a tangled bank, clothed with many plants of many kinds, with birds singing on the bushes, with various insects flitting about, and with worms crawling through the damp earth, and to reflect that these elaborately constructed forms, so different from each other, and dependent upon each other in so complex a manner, have all been produced by laws acting around us. These laws, taken in the largest sense, being Growth with Reproduction; Inheritance which is almost implied by reproduction; Variability from the indirect and direct action of the conditions of life: a Ratio of Increase so high as to lead to a Struggle for Life, and as a consequence to Natural Selection… There is grandeur in this view of life, with its several powers… and that, while this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed laws of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful and wonderful have been and are being evo
You Felt You Had To Block Me???GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Scott, you may never see this, but I really don't care if you do, I just need to rant somewhere...
Scott, you rated me not too long after I joined Fubar. I rated you back. We chatted. You fanned me. I fanned back. Chatted a few more times and you sent me a friend request, which I accepted. You were nice.
When you found out how close we lived to each other (within an hour's travel), you wanted to meet. I told you no and the reasons why.
You saw who was my #1 family and friend and guessed (correctly) who my crush was. Over the course of the next month you started telling me lies about this man (who I might add, was a gentleman) all in the name of protecting me, not wanting me to go through what another friend of yours on here had gone through, with him, in Yahoo chat rooms. You never could supply me with proof, show me or lead me to it, you never gave me the friend's name so I could ask her for myself. All you told me was she was hurt and a nam
Im Bleeding For You..don't You Feel Special.so i feel like crap.
for the first time in MONTHS i actually want to hurt myself. i don't know if im just overwhelmed with EVERYTHING from school to friends to guys. or its just me driving my self insane!!! it just seems when i let a guy in JUST AN INCH i get hurt really bad. and i feel like ihave no one to trust. all i wnat is just one person to want me. i have NEVER had anyone to myself. i have never had someone to call my own. ive never been in a serious relationship. after a month or two everyone leaves. i mean the longest relationship i had was with my best friend and we arent even friends now. most the time i feel like i should be put away because its like i cant build relationships with anyone because im too afraid....im too afraid.
and i wonder if im really better off gone....
Sexiest Dude On Fubar ContestHey folks
my baby is in a contest called the sexiest dude on fubar contest and I would so love if everyone that reads this blog would go by and rate and I mean rate only this pic
thanks
Last Nite N 2day Was Hard!so i stayed with mom all nite.... and she kept waking up every 30 minutes or so to use the bathroom or switch from chair to bed.
it really isnt easy watching my mom spit and caugh up blood and sit there helpless. but i know it will all be ok and im here for her....although my father and sister got into a fight over whatever???..... i know im going to do my best and make her a comfortable as pos. no mnatter what
rp
2008So, is it really true when they say what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger? If that's the case I'm screwed big time!! In fact I'm dead, because I don't see myself getting any stronger! If only I could get back the motivation I once had, about maintaining a positive attitude about different situations that are thrown out to us in a frequent manner and just deal what life is being dealt. 2008 has been the worse year for me that's for sure and it's way to much for me to deal with. I'm wishing this year away or speaking of it like it's 12/31/08 already. LOL I seriously can't wait though that's the truth. I'm so over all this mess. Why does life have to be so complicated. I just want what I use to have. *sanity* LOL Or perhaps somewhere on a playground making paper footballs running from boys and stuff like that. *hehe*
Please Go Help My Wonderful Friend LuangelMy wonderful friend LuAngel is in a contest and needs our help...she is in a contest and needs rates on her picture.
Can you spare just 1 rate..sure you can so just click on the link below and rate.
If you are not a friend of Jade Rose you may have to add the hostess...but we can all use some more friends..
™JÁÐÊ™ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§~FU-ENGAGED TO SMOKEY THE BEAR*@ fubar
Thanks for all your help
Hugs,
Silverpixi
All Aboard The 9/11 We Will Never Forget Train.ALL ABOARD the 9/11 We Will Never Forget Train.
Show your support for America and our troops by hopping on board this train. Joining is simple! Just FAN/RATE/ADD and rate 25-50 pix (preferably patriotic pix) of all the members before you. When you are done send a private message to SBM08 or HisSweetObsession. Once you have f/r/a everyone you will be added and your tag will be made and available on HisSweetObsession’s page to be copied.
Also be sure to show your patriotism by displaying a 9/11 tribute pic in your primary photo on Sept. 11th. Have fun and show your love for the USA!
I am asking for everyone to try to help!!!! 9/11 will NEVER be forgotten!!!!! GL to everyone & please do try.
XOXO, Donna
Sexual FeelingsSexual Feelings
© By Trisha
Rainy days and cold nights,
These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms,
Hold me close and keep me warm,
Tell me I'm your good luck charm,
Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you ,
Tell me I'm your every wish come true,
Lay me down very gently,
Then make love to me essentially,
Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot,
Lets play around like connect the dots,
Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride,
Take my body on a journey that never ends,
It always seems to just begin,
Make me climax like i never done before,
Do what you want to my body its all yours,
Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing
Thought Of YouA Thought Of You
© By Trisha
My kind of music,
My favorite song,
I want to be with you
All day & all night long...
A spring breeze,
A summer sun,
Now that I know you
You are my one...
A winter sparkle,
An autumn tree,
Added all up
It equals you & me...
My best friend,
My only lover,
From here on out
I'll keep you forever...
A good laugh,
With some happy tears,
You're the one I go to
Through all the coming years...
When it rains it rains,
When it snows it snows,
I wrote this specially for you
& you're the only one who knows...
You keep me warm,
When I'm so cold,
As if my heart were for sale
To you it was sold...
Whether playing our favorite games,
Or to music we sing & listen,
When it comes to you
There's just no competition...
Not the best cut diamonds,
Or the reddest rose,
Could ever amount to
When you hold me close...
& when everything is said & done,
The night is over & we've had our fun,
Out of all the men I choose just on
I Dare YouI Dare You
@by Trisha
I dare you to look in my eyes
Tell what you see inside
Spoken from your heart
Without falling apart
I dare you to hold my hand
And try to understand
Why I feel the way I do
Why I honestly love you
I dare you to tell the world
That I'm your favorite girl
The one who's always by your side
Even through the roughest ride
I dare you to do it with pride
Having nothing to hide
Prove to them who you really are
Lethem know I'm your shiny star
I dare you to love me
With a future to see
Open unto me your heart
And let love play its part
I dare you to be a man
One who'll always understand
That my love is always a beat away
Never to far will I ever stray.
I dare you to say I love you
Meaning ever word with truth
With a smile upon your face
As you put me in my own place.
I dare you to give me respect
Without all the lonely rejects
Wash away my frowns
That makes me look like a clown
For the time I'm with you
I'm always true
Prove to me that
The Return Of The WandererSorry I've been quiet for a couple of days but James got home on Thursday after a few weeks doing his IT related stuff all over Southern Europe. I don't really understand what he does other than, ahem, develop and improve commercial wireless and server infrastructures - and that it pays him lots of pennies.
It was great to see him again and we spent something like 18 of the following 24 hours in bed! You'll appreciate my lack of Fubar time then because I was otherwise disposed with my husbands willy!
We've finally managed to put eachother down so we can start to get our heads around a wedding reception that we're going to tonight. It's a bit of a pain to be honest but we'll show our faces and I'll have both my men on my arms so I'll always have a dance on the go and a full glass! I've got a nice dress to wear, a bit summery considering the weather here but pretty nonetheless. I'll put a pic in below for anyone who's interested in my fashion choices!! lol!!
See you in a bit
Yeah Yeah Yeah...."Never doubt someone's love for u..if you find some inperfections..let it be..if u survived the pain,the happiness is satisfiying...never find the perfect love co's love without pain is imposible"
Just So You All Know Why I Am Quiet And Not Fully Out Going YetI am a woman with a heart of gold that has been broken severly where I dont know if it will ever become one piece again. I am a mother of 3 girls that are my world. As for a relationship I am considering myself single all though I am have been married for 18 years but when you husband comes home and says he is cheating on you its time to move on especially when you have gave all you had to forgive him many times and he continues to destroy you as a person. I have a trust issue so please do not think of me as a quiet lurker or a stuck up bitch because I am niether. I am here to try easing my pain by not being alone. Sucks when family and all turn thier backs on you during the most difficult times. I DO WANT TO SHOUT OUT THAT THERE HAS BEEN A FEW ONLINE FRIENDS THAT HAVE HONESTLY STOOD BY ME. Just sucks everyone is so far away and I cant just litterally just reach out. I am a very open person so if you want to know more about me feel free to ask. Thanks fubar you helped me waste some tim
Need Some AdviceOkay so I've been dating this girl for about a month now. We have had a few bumps such as... It's okay for her to flirt with other guys but if I even so much as talk to another girl or get a txt from a friend I'm a player! I am constantly having to defend my past and the things I have done, but her past is the past and it's no big deal. we work together and no one can know about us for some reason! I have been on my best behavior treated her very well, but no matter what I do it's not the right thing! In the past I would have said fuck off a longtime ago, but for some reason I really like this girl there is just something about her that makes me.... well anyway the other night she really pissed me off! At this point I don't know what to do keep trying or tell her to go jump off a cliff?
I'll Be Your BoyfriendMany and many a year ago, when I was about 20 or so :), I took a trip to Ireland to see the country and visit relatives.
I had a little cousin in Dublin named Connor. I stayed at his house for a few days. Connor was 6 at the time.
Connor asked me if I had a boyfriend. I said no. He said, "Well I'll be your boyfriend." I said ok. He said "Well you have to kiss me." I said ok. He said, "But it has to be a long kiss, not just a quick kiss." I said how long? He said "At least 20 seconds." I said ok, but who is going to count? He said he would count. So he put his lips to mine and counted to 20.
Well it came time for me to go, and Connor was not happy about that. "Are you going back to America?" "Yes". He watched me get in the car, and when the car started moving he followed the car down the street yelling "Where do you live in America?" It was very sad and romantic :)
This summer I was back in America, in New York where I am from, visiting. And lo an
Back To SchoolTOO MUCH HOME WORK I WILL BE ON OFF ANS ON MISS YOU GUYS HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND STAY UP MUCH LOVE YOU GUYS THANK YOU 4 THE LOVE KEEP IT UP
Train To Help Me LevelThis is the second train I am doing to help Hazeleyed Soldier level while he's in Iraq. He is an awesome young married man with three boys.
First, stop by his page and rate all of these pictures that are on Hazeleyed Soldier's profile:
Second, F/A/R / rerate all of the riders (all initial riders need to hit each other up):
Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Captain ~ Fu Owned by Steve!@ fubar
(wife is running my page for me)@ fubar
♑Browneyes♑ Proud member of the FHSG@ fubar
Steve ~Club United~@ fubar
♡STANG®♡FU BAD B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡@ fubar
*Phantom*@ fubar
Belladonna Club F.A.R.member...Owned by...Cod Father "T" and Kirkland@ fubar
~♥~SweetAngel~♥~{Dirty South Crew}~*~Club FAR Greatness TEAM CPT.~*~Sarge's Bad Gi@ fubar
Sarge's Bad Girls
Stop Domestic ViolenceHelp Stop Domestic Violence
If you are against Abuse in any form
this train is for you,
both men and women and children are abused in this world everyday
abuse comes in many ways not just physical,
let's put a stop to it.
You didn't/don't have to be abused to be in this train/club
there are no pictures to rate because well , who wants to look
at pictures of what they went thru or are going thru. brings back to many memories
if you ask me.
you can join even if you know someone who has or is being abused.
abuse is wrong and there is no excuse for it. if your in an abusive relationship
you need to get out NOW! it never gets better only worse.
here is a small glitter tag for those of you who
surived and beat the abuse....
when adding member's
fan/add/rate them, if they are already a friend then just re-rate them and
leave everyone a comment like " no excuse for abuse" or "i'm joining the domestic violence train"
please chec
Just A StoryAs I write more this blog will be updated:
To all the girls
That gave their hearts to someone
Who never knew.
Annie was a dark haired hazel eyed beautiful girl. She lived in a very small town that really had nothing for her to do in terms of the things she liked. Annie was and always had been a lover of music in general. She never discriminated against a genre. As far as she was concerned all music deserved an audience. Music to her was a form of ones self expression. The more people heard the songs the more they could relate them into their own lives. Everyone has their form of expressing themselves. For Annie it was poetry. She had days where all she did was write poetry to express the hurt she had felt from her past and to move on from it. Annie had always been a shy girl that never seen herself as everyone else did. Being the shy girl that she was, Annie was a keep to herself kind of girl till one day she embarked on a whole new journey in her life. She de
WootWOW IS ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT THE TURN OUT OF THIS PIMPOUT.
LET THE SPANKINGS BEGIN....
SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON THE FU!!!
♥ Sweet ♥@ fubar
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JoJo™ aka 1 of the badass bad*girls of fubar...Fu-Owner of Codeputy@ fubar
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Kiss: A Touch Or Caress With The LipsI wish very much that I could
hold your face in my two
hands and
kiss your mouth.
I am sure your kisses could feed me:
I could live on the
sustaining elegance of their touch.
A warmth and sweetness
would fill my mouth,
a wine of such eloquence,
no speech, no words would
dare to imitate.
Your mouth invites kisses
as honey in the comb
invites tasting:
as red, crisp apples
want biting;
as the cool, orange- yellow
of peach and nectarine
seek to be sipped, nipped,
licked and savored.
While the kisses of your mouth
could nourish me and my soul
for eons,
no measurable time
would pass through the
duration of their gift,
and lifetimes would endure while I
kissed your mouth
held between my two hands.
BullyOh noooooooooooooooo... DJ Slammurai is on air and... he was followed!!
DJ Slammurai is on air and... he was followed!!
Come RAWK with the penguins.. the great family.. and great tunes!
Come join Our dysFUNctional family!! (click here to enter)
NiceTell me of your wildest dreams
All the things you’ve never seen
Tell me of our life to come
Tell me of our unborn son
Name the things you hold most dear
The wants, desires that you hold near
Name a place you want to go
Name to me your deepest woe
Write to me of love so sweet
From your heart – dig down deep
Write to me a song I know
Write to me in sweetest prose
Hold me close and don’t let go
Your love is what I want to know
Hold my heart within yours dear
Hold me now, pull me near
Feel me now our bodies twined
Two become one, a single mind
Feel my body, taste my soul
Feel the love that makes us whole
Possible to be friends
You are a beautiful woman
I want to talk to you
I want to be friends
I want to talk with you
I admire your presence
I want to know your e-mail
Just A Heads UpI Just wanted to let you all know that I seriously appreciate everyone of my friends on my friend list and all those friends who are going to be on my friend list... Being that there are so many I don't get to chat with each one of you individually like I would like too... So please don't think that I only added you for points like most ppl do on here... I would love the chance to chat with everyone,but I know that is virtually impossible so as this goes on I will do what I can and plz even if it is once a month feel free to drop by my page and show me some love and I will repay the favor... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox's To All My Friends and Friends 2 Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alcohol Vs. WaterAlcohol vs. Water
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli
(E. coli) bacteria found in feces.
In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer, or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of
boiling, filtering, and/or fermenting.
Remember:
Water = Poop
Beer = Health
Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.
There's no need to thank me for this valuable information; I'm doing it as a public service.
My SoulmateI believe that every person in life you meet has the potential to be a soulmate. I believe a soulmate is a person who may teach you something you needed to learn, someone who heals a pain you had in your life, who fills a hole left behind in your heart, mind or soul. So, you see, anyone can have more then one soulmate... However, I also believe that there is ONE TRUE SOULMATE for each person... This person does it all... They teach you something new everyday. whether it be about life, about them, or most importantly about yourself, they will always be the greatest teacher you will ever have in your life. They are the only one who can heal ANY pain yopu feel. whether it is physical, mental, emotional or spiritual. They make all of it disappear and keep the pain from coming back. They are the only ones, besides your children, who can fill the emptiness you may feel in heart, mind or soul. they are the foundation on which you stand. The reason foor you to strive to be and do your absolute
Heartachethe world so cold and cruel
crushed under the weight
the pain and anguish
overcome me as i begin
to slip into the darkness
of heartache indecisiveness
the tought of never being able
to love eats me
alive to he point
i cry at night
when i think about
the pain of being alone
seems like yesterday i was
away from my troubles
and today they have seemed to double
i cannot slip the feeling that i went
wrong somewhere between
here and there from afar
someone else's life looks like
that of a star
Want Me To Make You A Pic?Mail me with what you want your pic to be, and have a good headshot in your pics. All I ask is a few rates. Look in my Stuff Made for others album for examples.
♥ Stacie
Chief MessageDear Members,
Not many of you understand or know about what goes on behind the scenes running this family. Many countless hours are logged in creating a page and enviroment that includes 1)Pimpouts 2)Rating Members 3)Adding new Members 4)graphics the list is endless. Bottom line, is we all want this family to grow. Currently, with the number of members enrolled there has become a problem I'd like to address.
We all need to help one another make this move!! we have a contest we are involved in that's been lacking dearly on comments. Some of you may toss your arms in the air and say "why rate it." Let me explain from the point of view as those running the page. We will be able to add more photos, help better those reaching leveling marks, give more what your want in return. But, it doesn't end here Native Pride is an inward expression lets all hop on that true feeling of what we are inside an show the world and those running this page we really care about what we stand for.
Something Like Me Lyrics By StaindShards of broken pieces
shattered on the floor
its not enough to bleed
tears and angry voices
cracks around the door
no apologies
and every time you say you love me
I just have to stop and catch my breath
how can somebody love something like me
if you could only say your sorry
there is nothing in this world I can't forget
waiting here for you to set me free
toys and colored pencils
scattered on the floor
underneath my feet
you're always crying over nothing
you're always wanting more
you never go to sleep
but every time you say you love me
I just have to stop and catch my breath
how can somebody love something like me
and every time I feel im falling
she'll be there to save me from myself
little angel watching over me
our taxis in the driveway
our bags are at the door
and it still kills me to leave
but every time you say you love me
I just have to stop and catch my breath
how can somebody love something like me
and every time I feel im falling
Cry Me A RiverPukinDog14...: Emily, pretty sad, you knew i was waiting for HH....you knew it was to come back and rate you...I rated 3 files over 100 pics....I spoke a second after I did ...as a joke and then you don't rate anything ...sad hun!!!!!!
PukinDog14...: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
· PukinDog143!!**... re-rated you a '3' from a '10'!
PukinDog143!!**Read my profile and try rating!!!@ fubar
go show him some 3 love people
Getting It Off My Chest....I have needed to get things off my chest for a long time because it has affected so much I have done since.
Not making much sense am I?
Ever have a conversation with someone, that you NEED to have, but were scared to have it? That this is what I have done in my past type conversation. Not that I ever claimed to be an angel. Actually, my Mom always said I was 90% devil, 10% angel as a kid. Her little imp.
Well the conversation I had with my boyfriend last night has opened up things I feel I should get out...for good.
My current boyfriend is truly the love of my life and I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with him. He is heaven sent and I have to pinch myself to believe that he's with me, he loves me, he wants to spend his life with me and my boys.
Cloud nine has a permanent resident.
We talked about how we need to keep communication open and honest. it's so important, and I told him that I trust him but I have had issues in the past. I have had things go o
I Love To Help My Fubar FriendsI love helping out all my fubar friends in the followings: comments bomb contest, fubucks only auctions, rate only contests, and who asked for help to leveling up. I'm a gentleman and won't asked for help to leveling up because i will feels great if i can do it on my own. I want to thank all my friends who have help out in past and in the future of fubar. all my fubar friends wonderful fun sunday and thank you very much.
Piece Of My HeartPiece Of My Heart
In the silence of my world,
My mind remembers you.
That little corner of my heart,
Opens up, and I find you seeping through.
I remember how you made me smile.
The way you use to hold me.
All the plans that we made,
For the future that never came.
What was it in the universe,
That said we could never be.
Why is my heart still acheing,
Every time I think of you.
It seems like just yesterday,
That you where here near me.
Was it more than I perceived.
Is that why you are not here with me?
Or was I not good enough,
And you need someone better than me.
My mind is always wondering,
What it was I should have done.
I can not turn back the hands of time,
And I know I will never have you.
Could I block you from my heart?
Rip out that piece that you stay in deep inside?
Isn’t it funny how memories are.
Never allowing us to be set free.
Dee Parenti
All Rights Reserved
What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?Why am I still waiting on David? What the hell is wrong with me? I love this man with all my heart but I am a dumb ass to think he and I will ever work out. I have always been a faithful person and I don't talk to a other person when I am in a relationship with someone. I don't mean being friends with someone I mean sex talk, leading someone one and having a emotional relationship. That is something he has done more than once and it always leads to us breaking up and him sleeping with someone the very first night he moves out. My heart breaks and I am scared all over again. We have been together off and on for about 5yrs now. This time it was my choice for him to leave I mean he went after my daughter (tried to hit her with the phone). I don't even beat my kids there are other ways to punish them that last longer. Anyways yes it hurt me, but at the same time I was really ok with it till I found out that he used it as an excuse for me to kick him out. He was seeing some chick from where
Dark VeilI hide behind the veil,
of powder and pencil,
I live behind the will,
of hunger and grief.
Only to become,
underneath it all
a shade darker I am unleashed,
into the night in search of life,
But stumble upon, something..
Terrifying ..
I find I only need to look,
within myself,
to see the horror,
that is mine ...I stumble to a mirror
and see the reflection,
of evil itself You see.
The Devil..
He doesn't exist,
as we have been taught to know it.
He is in me...
Every rage,
every sin,
every scream,
he is in me.
Caa #28Another friend request for a friend and his family caught in the aftermath of Hanna, neither of them have been through anything like this, and of course we need to add all the other family, friends and people also affected by the storm. Angel Prayers for their continued safety and power to calm them and help them get through this alright.
Doc
Caa #29This one I take a special interest in, being that all of you that know me know and my time here, know what I do behind the scenes.
There is a good friend of a friend who is going through a rough time with his separation. Let us send angel prayers to help guide him and his marriage, all in God's will, to be there to sustain him in his hour of need. We send angel healing and power, and as always it is God's will that this is used to his greater good.
My friend, I pray, personally, that everything works out for you, and if ever there is a need to talk, I am here.
Doc
Caa #30Colt Fan, a friend of my friend, is in need of Angel Prayers and Power.
His grandmother is dying, and this is always a hard thing for someone close to us, for us to let go. We send this to help sustain him in this time of need, and even in time of grief. Colt Fan, just know that there are people here, even if we don't know you, that are praying for you.
Doc
Just Sharing My ThoughtsHave you ever looked at the moon and wondered if the person you care about is looking at the same moon. well i have alot lately and the sound of his voice on the phone cheered me up after devistating news.
Going On VacationIm going on vacation soon My first cruise going to Mexico for the first time from Sep 21-Oct 2 to Zihuatanejo/Ixtapa, Cabo San Lucas, Acapulco, Mazatlan and Puerto Vallarta Of course Im doing shore excursions also including a shrimp luncheon and tequila tasting (not on the same day! LOL)
I'd love any suggestions you have Make them serious or funny Just dont be rude about it
I cant wait for the trip!
I Rated An 11ERROR: 1,000 points deducted from your score, thanks for playing!
Newest HobbyWow sometimes its a pain getting into a new hobby. i recently desided since winter is on its way i needed something to do. so i finally got into.
Radio Controlled Helicopters
And man alive i went from 150 investment to 40 in damages within 2 mins, talk about sucky lol.
anyways as time goes on i will learn more and post videos of my flying abilitys which are very lacking at this time lol.
Tat Man73 For Sexiest Man On Fubar UpdateCan you do me a just one little favor
Tat man73 my other half :)
Is in the Sexiest Man on Fubar Contest.
Now I already think he's the sexiest but for real you know you do to lol so pleaseeeeee on my knees here can you go give him just one rate. If you already rated him last week rates have been reset please stop in and re rate him. Right now he's 1 rate from 3rd. Any of you he'd help if you ask so I'm asking for him please!!!!!!!!!!
Pleasssssssse :)
Who The Fuck Stole My Laptop?!?!Friday evening marked the close to one of the worst days I've had in quite a while. I had movers in my apartment taking boxes, etc, out to the truck, and I'm in the back typing away on the boards. My cameraman had shown to see if I needed a hand, and because it was just me and the movers, I asked him to just hang out til they left.
He agreed, and set up his MacBook Pro in my living room, so he could see everything the movers were doing, just to keep them kinda in his line of site. The front door was open, so he could see anyone walking in front of my door, too. This went on for a few hours, all without incident.
As the movers were finishing up the last few loads, I called the cameraman back to where I was (about twenty feet away) to look at one of the threads I'd found. He sees it, smirks at the contents, and turns back to the living room...the chair he was sitting in...the night table he rigged as a work station...mouse pad...power cord...even two hard drives FILLED with conten
Go Noles!!!!First game of the season with a new starting QB, and they stomped Western Carolina 69-0. Hope this turns into a great season. Also, am happy for the IRISH. Won their opener against San Diego State 21-13. Florida whooped up on Miami with a 26-3 victory to add to their second of the year defeating Hawaii 56-10 last week.
Love Gone Badits so late now.all asleep .i can hear my heart bitting.then u snik in to my mind again.
my love my bad obsesion...
when we met u set still n i asked u what r u tinking about? u said how to kiss u.
u did .n u had m heart in your hands.
for awhile my love was your reson to live but then the dark day came when u cried n said u can no longer be with me.u killed me that day .allmost 10 years ago we set n creid.i told u that ill wait ill understand but u were like yourself.2 years i cried my self to sleep.
i cuold smell n feel your tuch.your voice tellig me how much u need me. 10 years lots of water under the bridg.we both moved on but baby there aint no cure 4 bad obsesion.i remember u .thogh 4 u im only well ill neve know would i?
Am I Scared?just thinking ... there is someone i really truly like ... and i am scared to get involved only because i know if and when i do i will fall so hard to that person and i am scared i am going to get hurt! he is a great guy! i love hanging out with him and we have great conversations about anything! we can sit and talk for hours on end and its okay ... he has always been there for me when i need something if he can and is always there with a lending hand even if i dont need anything. sometimes when i need a hug i can call him or randomly see him and get a hug and it makes the rest of the world go away! should i be scared and jump of just sit back and let it all slip away? im so tired of bein hurt and i am not going to jump unless im jumpin with two feet in the water!!
My Birthday WishIVE BEEN ASKED,,SEVERAL TIMES.
HOW COME I AM NOT MARRIED...........
NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT,,UNTIL RECENTLY.
MAYBE IVE NEVER MARRIED BECAUSE I HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT GUY FOR ME.
IVE HAD SERIUOS RELATIONSHIPS,,,BUT NONE REAL ENOUGH FOR ME TO TAKE THAT STEP.
I DONT NEED A GUY WHO MAKES FUN OF ME BECAUSE IM SENSITIVE,,I DONT WANT A GUY WHO WONT EAT BECAUSE HIS MOM NEVER MADE IT THAT WAY.
I DONT WANT A GUY WHO TELLS ME NOT TO LET WORDS BOTHER ME & SAYS HE WILL ALWAYS TAKE HIS MOMS SIDE ,,HE DOESNT WANT TO HURT HER FEELINGS.
I DONT WANT A LITTLE BOY,NOT SOMEONE WHO HAS TO THREATEN ME OR BELITTLE ME IN ORDER TO MAKE HIMSELF FEEL POWERFUL.
I DONT WANT SOMEONE WHO THINKS SINCE I AM A FEMALE,,,IM LESS THAN HIM
I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL HOLD ME WHEN I CRY,,EVEN IF HE THINKS ITS FOR SILLY REASONS.
OR LAUGH AT MY JOKES,,,NO MATTER HOW WEIRD THEY ARE.
ONE WHO WILL TRUELY APPRECIATE HAVING A LADY BY HIS SIDE
ONE THAT WILL WELCOME HOME-COOK MEALS WHEN HE COMES HOMES
THAT ENJOYS SI
For New MembersFor all new Members pick up your ID Tags here.
A rate will do to..
~Wizard3461~Co-Owner of Club United~@ fubar
Thank You and welcome to our Team!!
Cindie ¢¾@ fubar
Seriously...grow Up !!!Every now and then I have to have one of these...cos somedays I swear I have a dickhead magnet on.
I post my NSFW pics...because I want to ..not for anyone else..not for points (Cos they dont count anyways !!).
Its another expression of me, they are done tastefully...its only boobs and bum for gods sake..im not sitting there with my legs spread and a cam in between them !!
My point is ..if your going to view them..be reasonable..dont act like some pimply horned up 16 year old that gets a hard on when someone bends over !!
Alot of people say.."Why have them at all then if your gonna get upset about it"...and my point is.."Because I chose to"..this is an adult site..supposedly !!.And they aren't crude pictures.
Ive made my pictures private before..and then spent all day answering my shout with "Can i few your private pics"...I have them open to friends for that reason..look if you want..comment ..then leave it at that...dont jump in my shout and say "Nice tits" or "How big
A Night At The RoxburyI made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com
LET'S GO TO THE ROXBURY PARTY THE NIGHT A WAY!
IF YOU LIKE THE JOIN IN ON THE FUN
FIRST RATE 2 FOLDERS MINES
AND THEN DJ SUNSHYNE'S TITLE ROXBURY
FOLDER 1
FOLDER 2
SECOND THEN C
BrokenBroken hearts, love's deceit,
pieces fall down to my feet.
Broken promises, love's a lie,
puddles form from tears I cry.
Broken dreams, love's illusion,
sorrowed cause of your intrusion.
Broken hope, love's a game,
doesn't last, ends the same.
Broken sleep, love's the cause,
digs at me with sharpened claws.
Broken spirit, love of sorrow,
stolen now is my tomorrow.
Broken life, love is lost,
Broken now and that's the cost.
I didn't write this,but I thought it was good
Ok I Am In The Contest Only Ratesonly one rate needed and you have to be added to his list for the contest rates to count for me i can only bomb myself and only one rate is needed to help me I will return the favor 10 fold to you for the help he is Pharoh in my family . Please show your'e love only 1 rate please the rest I have to do myself. Thanks simply me sandee
HERE IS THE LINK YOU HAVE TO ADD HIM OR I GET ILLIMINATED
LoveLOVE
Have you ever loved so deep,
Haunted your mind even in sleep?
Lost your heart, before you knew,
Not sure how, or when it grew?
Ached and longed, until you wept,
Tortured, unbidden, secrets kept,
Afraid to voice what is within,
For opening is where it begins.
The seed of hope, jealousy and fear.
Emotion met, or withered and sere?
How much pain is worth the chance?
To let your heart eternally dance.
Feel the joy, comfort and peace,
Allow the pain to finally release,
Take love to its fullest measure,
Succumb to the physical pleasure,
Touch and kiss, hold and caress,
Bring to heights of breathlessness,
Becoming one, at once entwined,
Hearts, souls and bodies combined.
Is it worth such a great leap?
To fall so fast, so incredibly steep,
Landing crushed, battered, sore,
Or fly away together, forever more.
Sunset Dj Sype ContactsHere you can get the usernames for each dj and add them to your skype, feel free to download skype and come talk with us live!
Skype Contact Information
rescuediva
dreammeerr
biggieltd
Whatever....What do you tell a heart that just won't listen anymore?
How can you wipe a tear that doesn't fall?
It was always the small things that had mattered most to me, but for some reason its hard to see what really matters at all anymore.
I spent most of my adult life searching for that someone who would stay at my side and always know that no matter what everything would be alright.
So what has changed? Maybe nothing at all, but perhaps everything.
The beautiful thing about the mind is that it can change, but is that always good?
The things that a person can believe in for so long can change because life has a funny way of leaving everlasting impressions on us.
To achieve happiness may mean doing something that you know will hurt someone even your own self, and in knowing this fact will you still chose to do it?
Love, oh love... now that is a topic...lol! Why? Whats the point in the end there will always be disappointment, and someone will always be hurt. So when you
MelanomaHello Everyone
My 13 year old niece Jessica has been newly diagnosed with melanoma (cancer). I know she would appreciate you all keeping her in your prayers and thoughts. Let's all hope and pray that they find a cure for Cancer.
Thank you all
Slick
Just Thinking...i'm Gonna Have To Move Soon...Of course, I don't know of anyone who absolutely loves to move, other than my mother. She'll never admit to it, I'm sure but I think she secretly enjoyed packing what little she and her children had every six months just for the change of scenery!
It was something she was good at. Her ability to efficiently organize absolutely everything was something she could completely control and she reveled in it. I never knew, at the time, what excuse she had to move us so often. All I knew is that it meant I would be going to a new school and have to start all over again. It always left me feeling anxious being "the new kid". Just thinking that I had to do that twelve times over growing up, it's no wonder I felt that way!
I do admit though, if we hadn't of moved several times I would not have met some of the best people I have ever known in my life and for that I am grateful.
On my recent trip back home I spent a lot of time with just my mom. Everyone else in the family was bu
I Don't Understand FriendsI rush to the aid of what I thought was a friend only to find out that after all the time, I'm disposable. I'm like a used fucking razor. Single use i guess. Use once and toss out. And it isn't as thought this is someone I just met. I have known her a long time. She burned someone I have cared about for what seems like forever now. And in doing so, she burned me. Time heals scars. But what about hearts?
Hope For The BestMy b/f and I have been dating for a little bit now but it hasn't been long. But the last week or so he has been a little distant. I know hes been really busy but at the same time when he says he will call me, he doesn't. Hes done this a few times already. And even though its small, little things like that hurt my feelings. It makes me feel like hes losing interest. He just recently picked college back up which is fine with me, I have no problem with him working and going back to school but I don't think he's managing his time well. He has all week to finish something and the one day that I have to spend with him he's doing work.. Now it doesn't upset me its just the fact that I'm there and I would like to spend as much time as possible with him because I haven't seen him all week. But my main issue is that he hasn't talked to me at all like he used too, and he never calls me anymore. If he does its for two seconds, literally! I could just be paranoid thinking that what little
Watch For BikersBIKERS
For all who know motorcycle riders
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.
But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.
But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.
But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.
But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you, stare at my long hair.
But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.
But, you
Bullshit That Is Called Lovegod I just dont understand things now a days..Im normaly a happy person but sometimes Im just get really fucking lonely and sad.
I feel like NO one gets me at all and that Im going to die a cold and lonely death.
dateing sites are ponitless for someone like me, yea I message people with oh I think your cute and hot but I would just like to find someone that didnt play games or fuck around
I have met guys that said all kinds of things, from I love you to I want to be with you forever
but there full of shit most of the time.
I guess Im just bitter or blind when something comes around
I grew up haveing to setle with what ever I could get and I tired of not finding just one thing I really want
yea yea I would love a good fucking but I want more then that to tell you the truth.
Im just fucking sick of seein everyone else happy with there lovey dovey bullshit I want that too
I could be picky, but there isnt anything wrong with being picky Im sorry.
I have a back
Potted WeekendThe weekend always whizzes by at a frightening rate but when James is home it's even quicker. So here I am, 3pm on Monday afternoon wondering where it went!!
My hubby heads back to the continent on Wednesday and he's just gone to visit his Mum so I figured I'd slip a quick blogular under the radar. He has looked through my Fubar stuff though (whilst here and whilst away) and is enjoying what I'm doing so it's all good in the Hood!
We went to this wedding reception on Saturday night and we kind of knew it would be crap. Lots of drunk people we didn't know and little kids bouncing balloons around the room and doing mad knee slides across the dancefloor. Old aunties bopping away to 'Come On Eileen' and 'Karma Chameleon'. Puuurrrrrlease!!!
I was with James and Jon so I was ok thank God. Me and James went outside for a cigarette once it went dark but the rain was just horrific so we managed to find this little doorway around the corner and ended up having sex against the wall!
Hard 2 Handle's Most Excellent Pimpout For The Sexxy OnesCheck On It - Destinys Child
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Master/kittenKitten looked up at Master a little scared. They'd never done this before; but when kitten confessed her dream to Master he got excited, almost taking her right then. Master stopped himself though. He immediately started teasing Kitten. He sat her on his lap and slid his hand down her stomach slowly, into her panty and cups his hand over her pussy.
"M-master," she moaned looking up at him pushing her hips toward his hand. he took her clit between two fingers and rubbed gently just the way she liked. Immediately she dug her nails into her palms moaning desperately.
"Please Master may i cum?" Kitten begged him as he slowly trailed a finger up from her dripping pussy and over her clit then circling it slowly. Master didn't respond and instead just withdrew his fingers from inside of her lace boy-shorts, bringing a whimper from her lips.
"Kitten is not allowed to cum until I fuck her tonight," he whispered nipping her neck softly, a groan escaped her lips, Master had brought her s
Iris-goo Goo DollsAnd I'd give up forever to touch you,
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to
I Remember-stabbing WestwardDo you ever wonder where we would be if we had tried a little harder
It seems like yesterday that we were making plans for the future
But it's been so long since I have mourned the dreams
Those dreams we've left abandoned
And I'm haunted by your face and the memory of your kisses sweet kisses
Do you remember I still remember so much
I remember never(always) feeling so alive
Do you remember I still can't forget your touch
We swore that we would never end we knew our love transcended space and time
The memories slip away the ghost of what we were is fading
But there is no more pain which is finally cause that night I was dying I was
Dying
Now I don't even recognize the girl I swore that someday I would marry
But I can't forget her face and I can't forget her kisses sweet kisses
Do you remember I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
Do you remember I still can't forget your touch
Or how we swore that we would never be alone
Do you remember I sti
Amazing.things i've just learned.
1. smirnoff rasberry and coke zero are phenomenal together.
2. if Luvy doesn't fall down and hurt herself the first day of Gym, it's just not a school year.
3. Wyclef Jean can't possibly put out a bad song even if he tried.
4. #1 sneaks up on you quick if you haven't eaten yet. hahahahahahaha
Fast Car (Ft. Paul Simon) - Wyclef Jean
Surgery TodayVitamin de is having surgery today.
It would be nice it you would send her get well comments, get well gifts, or just a personal E-Mail hoping she will be well and home again soon.
Let's show our newest member what a close knit, wonderful, and caring group that we are.
Thank you so much.
Hoakie
Assholes,dickheads And More AssholesI NOTICED AT THERE ARE ALOT OF ASSHOLES ON FUBAR THAT ARE QUICK WITH THE "YOURE FAT" OR "YOURE UGLY" COMMENTS AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS.
THESE ARE USUALLY THE SAME ASSHATS THAT HAVE 1000 PICS IN THEIR PROFILES OF OTHER PEOPLES CARS, ACTRESSES AND SHIT LIKE THAT. MY QUESTION IS THIS....WHY DONT THEY POST PICS OF THEMSELVES AND THEIR SHIT?
ILL TELL YOU WHY! CAUSE MOST OF THES FAILED ABORTIONS THAT HAVE A COMPLEX THAT THEY ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS. WHERE I AM FROM,...THAT IS DESERVING OF A LITTLE "IRISH PHYSICAL THERAPY"
Egyptian BlessingMay the Gods always stand between you and harm in all the empty places you must walk!
Very Bad Letters It Was Not Me!!!!March 6 2008
Mike Watson
***********
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Dear Michael,
I would like to thank you for taking the time to interview for the position here at Mail America Communications. I enjoyed talking with you and appreciate your interest in our organization.
The fact that you had an interview speaks well for your background. At this time, however, we feel that is not match.
Again, thank you for interest. I wish you the best in career endeavors.
Sincerely,
Jerry Grishaw
Department Manager
What The FUCK That GUY saying to me about my interview for a job!! I have seen lot of posted in the Fucking Sunday Newspapers for often and I tried show them!!! That I can do it!!! FUCKING ALL HEARING PEOPLE IN THAT WORLD!!!!
That's why I got depressed and not happy that I can't get a job???
Did You Ever Know Hate?I dont think i ever have till now. Anyone who is my close friend knows of my situation. Thursday is eviction court day with the old asshole ex boss/landlord.
Last Wed he illegally turned off my electric, now is using friends to try to intimidate me by threatening to press whatever charges he think he can trump up against me. Trust me I've done nothing but scare the fucker cuz its him in fact who is going down not me.
What irritates me more is the power that i seem to give this man. Everytime i hear a threat, he does some insane thing (ie the electric shut off - which was illegal itself, sending cops to my door for supposedly selling rooms to his roach motel etc etc.) it sets me off in a tailspin of anxiety and frustration and fear.
Hate is such a strong word but for the first time in my life i find myself using it in reference to this man. I want him to hurt the way i do. Struggle and worry over things, do without and wonder where he is gonna be next month, next week...t
Short List Of Products Made From Oil.This is just a short list it doesn't even begin to list every product made from oil.For all of the narrow minds who think that if we would all drive hybrids we could rid our lives of the evil black stuff. Educate yourselves. The world revolves around oil and will continue to do so for generations to come!
Clothing Ink
Heart Valves
Crayons
Parachutes
Telephones
Enamel
Transparent tape
Antiseptics
Vacuum bottles
Deodorant
Pantyhose
Rubbing Alcohol
Carpets
Epoxy paint
Oil filters
Upholstery
Hearing Aids
Car sound insulation
Cassettes
Motorcycle helmets
Pillows
Shower doors
Shoes
Refrigerator linings
Electrical tape
Safety glass
Awnings
Salad bowl
Rubber cement
Nylon rope
Ice buckets
Fertilizers
Hair coloring
Toilet seats
Denture adhesive
Loudspeakers
Movie film
Fishing boots
Candles
Water pipes
Car enamel
Shower curtains
Credit cards
Aspirin
Golf balls
Detergents
Sunglasses
Glue
Fishing rods
Linoleum
Plastic wood
Soft contact lenses
T
His Trip To Philly...Thursday night DJ came to Philly. I picked him up from the bus station. We had a great time being together. I hate that he had to go, but soon enough we will move in together. I love being with him. Friday after we got pictures done at my work we went to South ST with Chrissy and Lisa and he had his first Cheese steak (which he loved!) he bought me a bracelet and the we went to the bar for a little bit with Vanessa and he met Amanda & Jim. Saturday he rained all day so we kinda had a lazy day in but I loved being in his arms so it was okay. We rented some Movies and snuggled. Sunday he met my Sister Jodi but most of the day we continued to snuggle, lay in bed, and have hott sex! Haha. I love him so much. We have amazingly cute pictures!!!!!!! I can't wait till he comes back to visit me.
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Final ScoresFEMALE CONTESTANTS FINAL SCORES
MALE CONTESTANTS FINAL SCORE
Curiosity Didn't Kill This CatWhen I was a teenager my mother wasn't particularly motherly and I wound up living in a girl's home in East New York. Well there was this guy that liked me and he had an apartment so I ended up leaving the girl's home to live with him.
What would you do?
Girls Home or
Guy with his own apartment?
So anyway, we had a cat. And the cat got sick and died in my arms. I was only 18 and very sad about it.
So we got a little blanket, wrapped the cat in it and put a picture of ourselves and also some rosary beads, and buried the cat in the sports field near the apartment. It was a Catholic cat.
So somewhere in Queens there is a cat buried with our picture. I wonder if anybody dug it up yet, or if it will still be there a 1000 years from now and some archeaologists will dig it up.
I wonder if it was dug up and the cops are looking for this couple who did an illegal cat burial.
The things you do!
Computer Problemsnot sure whats really been going on been having problems with my computers..so have not been on here much last few days. Plus fact , I been working alot of hours at work for bonus. I finally managed to get on ut still have some problems. My desk top.. I can get onto yahoo for a second..then flips over to a white screen saying .. done. It will not let me stay on fubar page. Thats mainly the problem with that computer..plus my screen saver isn't working.
As for my laptop. The wireless part is not working..but when hook the cable from the router to it.. I can get on. So, anyways... will have to be working on computers this weekend to get them working well. Thanks for all the oomments. Sorry have not made it on to return them.
Miss YallJust wanna say a quick hello to everyone! Hope everyones had a great summer!! School has finally started so I have a lil more free time but not much! My daughter is in gymnastics, my son is in cub scouts, and ive been baby-sittin and also gettin involved with scouts and different things that will be goin on at school. I am sorry to everyone for not bein around and not bein here to chit-chat but I hope yall understand why I cant be on like I use to. Anyway hope everyone is doin great and hope to catch up with yall sometime soon!! XOXO
Libra - September 9, 2008Libra - September 9, 2008
This is one occasion when love may make you overreact because you won't be expecting what you get on your plate today. Anything could happen. Someone from the past may turn up having changed dramatically, enough in itself to give you a shock. You get a second shock when they tell you they want you back - but just stay cool.
I wonder who it could be??
I'm A Screamer. LolMe and Ruby are on the phone and we're playing a scenario right now (nothing dirty lol), anyway she asked me if I would go see someone if I had the opportunity. and I said yes. REALLY REALLY LOUD.
we're both still giggling.
Walking In My Shoes-depeche ModeI would tell you about the things
They put me through
The pain I've been subjected to
But the Lord himself would blush
The countless feasts laid at my feet
Forbidden fruits for me to eat
But I think your pulse would start to rush
Now I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Morality would frown upon
Decency look down upon
The scapegoat fate's made of me
But I promise now, my judge and jurors
My intentions couldn't have been purer
My case is easy to see
I'm not looking for a clearer conscience
Peace of mind after what I've been through
And before we talk of any repentance
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If
It's No Good-depeche ModeI'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
You'll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run but you cannot hide
Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'Cause it's no good
I'll be fine
I'll be waiting patiently
Till you see the signs
And come running to my open arms
When will you realize
Do we have to wait 'till our worlds collide
Open up your eyes
You can't turn back the tide
Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'Cause it's no good
I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you
Alright... Let's Be Honest Here...my life is amazing.
even with a wedding to plan.
i bought my dress about a week ago.
it's gorgeous.
it better be for over a grand... but just to inform, it's amazing.
next step...
they took our offer on the house.
we will be moving around mid october.
three huge bedrooms.
three full bathrooms.
1,755 square feet not including the basement.
it's huge.
and worth every penny.
new jobs, new home, and christ is there a lot to do!
i still have a wedding to plan.
june 20th.
of this coming year.
nine months away.
but it's gonna go quick.
really quick.
too much to do in so little time.
but i love it.
and i love him.
yup. that's about it for the update.
oooo... and for those of you who actually know me... i enrolled back in school. i should have a real diploma before the end of october.
be proud.
be very proud.
Before It's Too Late-goo Goo DollsI wonder through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes
And hold on before it's too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone
Hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone
And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this beh
Award BanquetI couldn't be prouder than a peacock for my ESL student Lan. We have both been asked to make a presentation speech for our annual awards banquet later this month. This is in addition to the presentation we made at the orientation for new teachers two weeks ago. She has worked hard to get to this point in less than two years. She has gone from not speaking or reading a word of english in 2000 to being tested in May and acheiveing nearly a 10th grade level in reading comprehension. I was told by my supervisor that she has only one level left in our program before she will have to seek help elsewhere if she wishes to continue studying english. We are looking for additional resources to help her continue. One option is to become a tutor herself but she is not that confident right now. That will come in time.
Lostsome times in ones life they find thems selfs lost..lost in cunfuseion wonder where they belong..wonder how to love..just lost in a world of things they know nothing of...i am not a person who has many answers but a life time of questions...there came a time in my life i where i am getting lost.. is almost helping me see where i want to be and how to get there..but doing it is something i fell that has to be done on my own..noone can guide you to your place in life... it has to be your own will your own inner strength to reach the desires and life i see befor me..to heal i think must begin within befor you can heal the ones you hurt in life ..everyones hurts some one in their life time but forgeivness is true peace to forgive others is always easir then forgiveing your self..i know i am just babbleing but some things i need to say..
i do hope that i am forgiven for the pain i have caused..i never ment to hurt any one in my life..
well i am done ranting ..thanks and blessed be
Corcoran Cacorcoran, ca pts 1 + 2
tour my former hometown.
don't know who filmed this or why....lol
Pueblo BlessingHold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here.
Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go.
Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you."
Another auctionI have joined another auction.
(Peer pressure is a bitch!!!!)
Here's the info so go bid bunches on me and make me
feel loved.
Please and Thank you!!!!!!!
Check here to place your bids!
Auction hosted by John(a/k/a RadioXshow)
Keeping This Fellow Racer In Our PrayersFrom today's Volusia News Journal:
September 09, 2008
Driver critical after crash at local track
By GODWIN KELLY
Motorsports Editor
DAYTONA BEACH -- Mike Corcoran had no pulse and was not breathing when Volusia Speedway Park emergency crew members came to the race driver's aid after a horrifying accident Saturday night at the half-mile dirt oval.
"He was laying there, in the track, no helmet, blood was pooling," said an infield eyewitness, who asked not to be identified. "I was watching his feet. They never moved."
Corcoran, a weekend racer from Holly Hill, was listed in critical condition at Halifax Medical Center on Monday night.
In what veteran race fans and competitors described as the most disturbing racing accident they have ever seen, Corcoran was ejected from his Pure Stock race car after a violent blow to the undercarriage of his car from another competitor.
According to various accounts, including a Volusia County Sheriff's incident report, Corcoran's r
MemoriesIf your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised about what people remember about you!
FriendshipNAILS IN THE FENCE
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
(Most importantly the last sentence)
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.
The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't l ose his temper at all.
He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence
RegressingThis is approximately how I feel right now.
Sesame Street Punk VideoThis is a video that I made for my tech punk version of Sesame Street, called "Sesame Street Punk". It's only half way edited, so the lips vs the lyrics is like a kung fu movie. I might just keep it that way. lol.
Oh In case you didn't notice, the intro is a Wendy and Lisa of Prince spoof. Oh and I did the voices. lol.
Company Needed6 Truths of Life
1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.
2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.
3. And discover that The first truth is a lie.
4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.
5. You soon will forward this to another idiot.
6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.
I apologize about this.
I'm an idiot and I needed company ....
My DadWe would out that my Dad has Lung Cancer. They are going to go in and remove half of his lung. This by no means will cure it all so they say. Its going to be a hard time for me because Father is not only my Dad he is my best friend and has been since i was about 10 years old. My Dad has always been ther for me and i love him dearly. This is going to be a hard time in my life. Please keep my Dad Kenny in your prayers.. thanks guys
Danielle's PoemShe caught my eye, with an angelic smile
The kind that takes your breath away
But so much more than a pretty face
I've learned from our talks and texts, each day
As luck would have it, she wonders about me
She’s curious to know about the man that I am
Someone I feel I could hold onto forever
Don’t come with bullshit, she won’t give a damn
She makes me smile daily, without even trying
And she hasn’t the slightest idea it seems
Blind to the fact that she’s totally caught me
Without any effort she invaded my dreams
So now that I have her the test is to keep her
Try to be everything, there is in me to be
To tell her each day that she’s all that I’ve wanted
And what an honor it is… to have her by me…
Just Read This Onmike's (baby J's) Blogs . FyiMajor Stash and MUMM changes coming soon...
post date: 2008-09-10 02:03:37
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hey everyone,
STASH:
in the next week or 2 i'll be moving the Stash to some new equipment. instead of trying to get all the old stuff onto the new gear, we're just going to start fresh.
once we move to the new equipment, the old stash entries will be gone forever. if you have anything important in your Stash that you'd like to keep, go into your stash, edit the entry, cut & paste it and mail it to yourself. when the new stash is live, you can then cut & paste the old items into the new stash and you'll be set.
in addition to running on new equipment, i'm going to tweak some of the settings on the Stash's so that we can add more features to it later. one of these changes will be reducing the number of total stash entries you can have on your account. it will be a small number, probably around 15 to 25. the idea is to keep the important/good stuff in it and let
How Do I Do This??There is nothing quite like sitting in your home when you receive a call you had never imagined. My first husband passed away this week at the age of 33. He wasn't a casualty of the war as I had thought he would be, rather he died at the hands of a fellow Marine. I think that makes things more difficult to accept. We didn't part on the best of terms. He fell in love with another woman and to be honest, I was too young to have ever been married in the first place. No girl at 17 is ready to spend a lifetime with one person. He did some crappy things like throwing me out of military housing during the divorce when in reality I was allowed to be there until it was finalized. But he was angry and I can't blame him. I wasn't the best wife at times. I wasn't expecting his mother to contact me. The last I had heard, he was planning on getting married to another woman and I had long since moved on. The phone call came as a surprise. I never expected to hear my ex mother-in-law's voice on the ot
FeelingsI WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL HE CANT LIVE WITHOUT I WANT 2B THAT 1 GIRL HE CANT 4GET I WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL HE LOVES 2 WAKE UP2 N THE LAST 2 GO 2 BED WITH I WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL HE CANT GET OFF HIS MIND I WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL THATS HIS EVERYTHANG
Edwin Collins-girl Like YouI've never known a girl like you before
Now just like in a song from days of yore
Here you come a knockin', knockin' at my door
And I've never met a girl like you before
You give me just a taste so I want more and more
Now my hands are bleeding and my knees are raw
Now you've got me crawlin', crawlin' on the floor
And I've never met a girl like you before
You've made me acknowledge the devil in me
I hope to God I'm talkin' metaphorically
Hope that I'm talkin' allegorically
Know that I'm talkin' about the way I feel
And I've never known a girl like you before
Never, never, never, never
Never known a girl like you before
This old town's changed so much
Don't feel like I belong
Too many protest singers
Not enough protest songs
And now you've come along
Yes you've come along
And I've never met a girl like you before
Never Met a Girl Like You Befo - Iggy Pop
Deer MeatDEER MEAT
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner.
Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess.
The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue.
'Well,' he said, 'It's what mommy calls me sometimes'.
The little girl screams to her brother
'Don't eat it, it's an asshole..'
On Wings Of LoveOn Wings Of Love
You came into my life
Cutting through the air like a knife
Such a beautiful thing to see
As you rushed over the trees
Your golden wings spread wide
Seeming to fill the sky
Coming from above
On Wings Of Love
I wondered about life
With all its misery and strife
So long have I been alone
Then off your wings the sun shone
Lifting me up to the sky
On stronger wings I now fly
Together we will face whatever comes
When we join as one under the sun
All your cares and fears with me you can share
Whenever you're feeling down, I will be there
Whenever you cry, I will kiss away the tears
On Wings Of Love, I will chase away your fears
Come soar with me now above the trees
Where together we will be free
Wing tip to wing tip for all of time
On Wings Of Love
I Am The OneI am the One
I am the One
Who waits each day
For each days surrender
And for the night
With its brief escape
From the prison of this lonely need
I can hear the Blood
Course through Your veins
A rushing wave
In a distant sea
And the sound of Your pulse beating
A constant ticking in My ears
Counts out each second
Of Our seperation
Each hour of My longing
I am restless in My hunger
For Our perfect union
But I must wait
For Night's release
When Your love will surrender
You call Me
From Your sleep
And I rise
To Your hearts whisper
My path is lit
By the candle of Your skin
A flame
In the Blood hot Moon
I watch You
Through the window
Through the shade
Of a sleepless dream
I am the rustling
Of a soft night breeze
I am the sweet mist
Of Your breath
And I know
You feel My presence
Your body moves
With each stroke
Of My gaze
The music of Your dance
Is now the rhythm of
Desire
In the space between
Your dreams
You will show Me
All Your
All He Ever NeededAll He Ever Needed
He had fallen in love
It had felt so strong
They had met in the skies above
And then without a word she had gone
At night she had left him in his bed
And had moved outside
Many tears had she shed
On great wings she took to the sky
He had moved outside
Ready to follow
But she was no where in sight
His heart suddenly felt hollow
He knew she was gone
With wings spread, he took flight
For weeks he sang her name in song
Searching day and night
Alone again, he sits on a ledge
His tears fall to the ground
Her scent still lingers in his bed
No trace of her has he found
His last words to her had been
"You are all I ever needed"
There Is Always A SolutionWith the recent Mumm changes and considerations by Baby J, I went into his blog to read an addition to his post. I will summarize to say that he is sick of regulars spending there days in the mumms etc. And he would be around to delete, etc to police if you will.
There is always a solution. I propose that should this occur, a boycott of all fubar purchases, should it be VIP, Bling, Ticker or HH be necessary to express our own desire for open forums without censorship.
Freely express yourself and post boobies at will
A Dragon's ThoughtsA Dragon's Thoughts
Gliding on the cool spring air
he lands at the place they often share.
Slowly folding his wings
he softly starts to sing.
A song they have always sung
at this place under the afternoon sun.
He slowly lowers himself down
carefully resting his weight on the ground.
Looking at the far-off snow
it will soon be gone, this he knows.
The winter is slipping away
and spring has come to stay.
Closing his eyes and looking into his mind
knowing every place there and what he will find.
The image of beauty so fair
comes to him gliding through the air.
He knows they were meant to be
her love he can see.
Turning and laying his head on one wing
he continues to softly sing.
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