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Wtf....gay Italians, O'rly?
At this point i got him on yahoo, where he proceeded to show me his COCK, and sp read his ass ->FairyPrint...: on yahoo...add me....and you BETTER do something nasty to yourself on cam ->FairyPrint...: lady_of_dark_magic nestore750...: ok so you wanan see me or not? nestore750...: ok so you wanan see me or not? ->FairyPrint...: Nice....not at all. Ive done stranger. IVE fucked a tree before nestore750...: afraid? nestore750...: smak my ass with YOUR lightsaber and make dress like an ewok ->FairyPrint...: Smack your ass with my lightsaber, and make you dress like an ewok?...SAY IT!....say you want me to do that, in detailed form nestore750...: penis? no penis, pussy but i'd like that you smack my ass ->FairyPrint...: see my "meat"? I dont have a penis. But i require you to do for me, before i do for you. nestore750...: hey my princess smack my ass nestore750...: i need to see your meat where can you see me sodomize myself? ->FairyPri

Your Opinions Please
I had to add some info to my profile because I am too sweet for my own good and dont realize stuff till its almost too late. Let me know if this says the right things. Your input would be greatly appreciated!! Well it seems I need to add some info to this. I am on here to make friends. I AM NOT HERE TO GET NAKED FOR ANYONE!!!! I'm not here to meet someone and help them get their rocks off. Don't let the illusion that follows a BBW fool you. I am not desperate for a piece of ass. I am in no big rush to get laid. I am looking for something real. When the time is right, I will find the one that I deserve and that deserves me. So for those of you that want to know me just for me, I thank you!!

Friends In Need And Not Pimp Out - Real Life
Dear friends and family, Prayers needs right away We have a real close friend Michelle, who’s daughter Alyssa a 2yr old beautiful little angel was severely burnt in a house fire The baby was trapped in her bedroom when a volunteer firefighter found her She was found lying on a bed in a smoke-filled room, "badly burned, but still breathing.” What we know right now is that it does not look good for Alyssa she is so badly burnt Please I ask of you to keep Alyssa her mommy and the rest of her family in your prayers Click here to go to the Charleston Daily News Artical

Pet Peeves On And Off Fubar
1. People that send you an add request and then never talk to you. 2. Bad drivers 3. People that either rate your profile or one pic and that's it....Never say hi or anything...save your rating, does nothing for me. 4. Women that use their nsfw pics or other pics to prostitute themselves for blasts, fuBucks, happy hours, or whatever else they may want. 5. People that always want you to be there for them, but never have time for you. 6. People that upload 500 pics and only two or three of them are actually pics of them. 7. People that upload a ton of pics and have every single folder marked for friends only. Come on, at least give us a few pics so we know what you look like. 8. When you rate a bunch of pics for someone and they can't take the time to return the favor. 9. When the shoutbox doesn't work. 10. When my browser crashes. 11. People on messengers that think they have to message you every single time they sign on and have nothing to say.

Turkey Tacos
SHREDDED LEFT OVER TURKEY MEAT DOZEN OF CORN TORTILLAS LETTUCE TOMATO CHEESE FRY THE CORN TORTILLAS INTO SHELLS STUFF IT WITH THE TURKEY LETTUCE TOMATO AND CHEESE U CAN USE HOT SAUCE TO TOP IT MM GOOD

Do You Really Give A Shit
Who Cares If Soldiers Die" Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he

A Girl In Need
Here we go again...the topic of discussion,MEN. Why am i so confused? When you think that you have them all figured out...something always happens that sends you right back where you started,and they say woman are hard to figure out!!!I say it's simple..all woman really want is to be shown what they are really worth.If you say you love us..prove it.Make time for us.My dad always said "If you love someone,nomatter how busy you are you will find the time.Even if its a couple minuites." Right on daddy!!!Some men think that you wanna be up there asses if u ask for this or you want all of there time. I dont get it.If you love that person,you should wanna spend every waking moment with that person even if you can't.Long distance relationships are hard,but not hard to keep.If you want something bad enough you should fight to keep it.Your soulmate only comes around once in a lifetime...so hold onto it and never let go.For what you let go,in the end will leave you with regret and the lose of so

What A Real Bitch
LOOK AT THIS BITCH WHO HAS DISRESPECTED ONE OF OUR FRIENDS TO WHO'S DAUGHTER WAS BADLY BURNT IN A FIRE. THIS PERSON MUST NOT HAVE A HEART OR MAYBE HAS NEVER LOST A CHILD LIKE SOME OF US HAVE SO LETS SHOW HER OUR LOVE AND RATE HER A 1 I AM SORRY IF I AM PISSED OFF BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FRIENDS, I AM THERE FOR THEM 150 % People who base thier lives on FUBAR are fukin losers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@ fubar

Pls Read :)
My Wish by Rascal Flatts I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow And each road leads you where you want to go And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile But more than anything, more than anything Chorus My wish for you Is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can hold And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to I hope you know somebody loves you And wants the same things too Yeah, this is my wish I hope you never look back but you never forget All the ones who love you And the place you left I hope you always forgive and you never regret And you help somebody every chance you get Oh, you find God’s grace in every

Why I Haven't Been Around!
For those of you that do not know... I had surgery on October 30th and have been slowly recovering from that. Then on November 21 my daughter and I got carbon monoxide poisoning. My daughter was treated and released, but I had to stay for a little over 24 hours. I am feeling a little bit better but if you are trying to reach me and I don't respond.. please don't get upset with me!!

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and t he dar k of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

Life Of The Damnned
To live the life of the Damned Is to forever be hidden in the dark Forever be a part of the Shadows Living in the Darkness of the night Feeding on the fears of others Just to stay alive one more night Sleeping during the day Being away from the sun Never to feel it caress your skin Living night after night Never to age once Forever being in your prime Waiting and Watching The world around you Die as you stay alive Never to get close to anyone For fear of seeing then age and pass Knowing you can not help them As you never grow old and live on This is the life of the damned Is this what you truly wish If so then I shall bring it to you Just let me know when you wish it I'll come to you in the Night As this is my time to walk To make you into a Child of Mine To forever more live the life of the damned I shall wait 'till you are ready my child Then, and only then, shall I come To give you the Blessed Kiss To bring you to be one of the Damned

A Sock Monkey
I went to see Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emorium tonight, it was a magically wonderful movie. It reminded me of Wes. Especially the adorable sock monkey with the sad expression. Wes and I only spent one christmas together, the christmas of 2003. That was the christmas that my mother decided that she didn't want a traditional christmas anymore. I have never woken up on christmas morning anywhere but her house, so this news didn't please me. She decided we would have themed christmas'. This didn't surprise me much since themes have always been her thing. She once had an underwater bedroom, complete with a netted wall with painted wooden fish and a maniquin dressed as a mermaid. But I digress, so my mother chose a themed christmas, a jungle christmas as a matter of fact. I was desparately afraid that Wes would think my family was nuts and bolt. Instead he embraced it, even helped my mother decorate the tree. It consisted of a palm tree, paper chains, and lots of little sock mon

Deep As The Rose Is Red
Deep As The Rose Is Red I'll give you my heart; I'll open it up, Will you listen to its small still voice? For soft and quiet my heart will speak To the one I'll call my wife. Did you hear it dear? Did you listen well? Do you understand what it said? For deep is the love that it speaks to you, Deep as the rose is red. So, take my heart and treat it well And forever in this life, Come walk with me, your hand in mine, The one I'll call my wife. - Melvin D. Sharrar -

My Star Is Back
My star is back … I saw it twinkling through a bedroom window only a few days ago. I’ve had time to think about where this star may have gone, why it joined the myriad of other stars in the night sky. It’s all part of the Master Plan … or so I’m told. My star was simply drawing back into itself just long enough to renew its energy. And now, rejuvenated, my star shines for me again. Its twinkle is the same light I see in the eyes of the one who is so special to me. I wake during the night, search through my window, and see that friendly body in the heavens. It’s smiling at me, and I’ve never felt warmth from a star as I do from this one. Ice blue, sparkling, and ever so warm … that’s how a star should be.

Sometimes Maybe
sometimes we arnt able to achieve what we set out to, sometimes we dont set out to do anything. whichever the case the end result is the same. how do we change what we havnt set out to achieve? yet accomplished?...is the complexity of our beings based on those we surround ourselves with?are the results of our actions directly related to our intentions? is this chaos? or is this order within chaos?....what are the variables? ourselves are the variables, the mystery behind our actions and achievements, our intentions and mishaps.

Long But Worth The Read Please....
A few weeks ago, I had my first mammogram. I had turned 40 and it was just that time. To make a long story shorter, they found a mass in my left breast. For anyone who has not been through this, it is an extremely stressful process. They have to do follow ups and ultrasounds and finally biopsys to be sure if the mass is cancer. Its a long process and takes 2 weeks or sometimes longer to give you an answer. Living with this knowledge but not knowing what the diagnosis is is a horrible wait I assure you. The day I came home from the initial mammogram, very upset by it all but trying to hide my horror from my children, my 15 year old daughter, Beccah, felt the need to extract every detail from me being the inquisitive child that she is. She had been growing her hair out for years. It was well down her back and just reached the top of her bottom. The very next day, she came home and told me she had an appointment and she would be home in a bit. (In SC, the kids here can drive at

Heart Of Darkness
Consumed by the darkness that lies within, Never to know loves sweet embrace again, Shadows overwelm the person i was to be, Tainting a soulonce pure, dying to be free, But still afraid to be welcomed into the light, So comforting has become my personal night, Even surrounded by shadows and pain, My heart longs to be lifted from this stain, If just one person dared to see, What lies in the shadows inside me, One hope, One dream, One whisper, One smile, One person whos beauty inside dared to reach out to mine, If one person just dared to send me a sign, I might not be lost to the darkness inside, I might find that person in which to confide, All the love, the hope, the pain, the fears, I'd never again have to shed tears, Thinking nobody loves me, nobody likes me, Nobody has ever bothered to see, Past the heart of darkness hidden in me, To the soul inside begging to be free, Simply to love me for me.

Bell Palsy
Last night as I slept I was striken with Bell Palsy. I'm sure some if not most of you my dear friends have heard of this nuralogical event. First I need to settle your nerves .... THIS IS NOT A STROKE!!!............ok. 40.000 people are striken with this very irratating form of paralysis in the US. Its belived that the reason for this is a viral infection such as viral meningtis or the comon cold sore virus herpes simplex causes the disorder when the facial nerve swells and becomes inflamed in reaction to the infection. This is the first day for me. Within the next two days the right side of my face will become more rigid and my mouth may droop. Normaly this may last as short a period as three weeks or as long as a month or more. Now ya'll now me. I can be a stuborne man so I survived two divorces so I sure won't let this tear me up. I got the edge, first this was cought very early so I got this things number. Now there isn't a cure but there are ways to help prevent it from getting wo

Im Back
hello fubar fam....i havent been around forover three weeks....the pc had a virus....so i waz force to be mobile...now im back....alot had change since then.....i know afew ppl drop me and such but its cool....im here for real ppl...not just points....im back to have fun again...i been doin alot soul searching since the break.....my mafia family in transistion...im not sure what to do about it..until then im still part of it....as yall can see i got my own crew.....so i have too look out for them....they mean alot to me....so show them luv....i know i got alot of catchun uo to do...alot of ppl think i was actin funny...but i wasnt ...if some of yall was real friends yall kinow im always shwoin luv...to famil freinds and strangers....there been so much drama and chaos i wasnt sure to come back..but im not goin to let a few ppl stop me from being me....so now im back...not all the way but close to where i was before the break...im goin to do more.. for as lounges crews..an

Yet Again
Ok so here I go again on another one of my infamous rants...MUWAhahaha Why is it that a man can't talk to a woman with out having some sort of sexual overtone in the convo? Let me tell you what man, I have not been on this site all that long and well have seen a few things in my time but damn, I get alot of ppl messaging me everyday and I try to keep up and respond BUT the convo about sex with me, kinky things with me well it gets old FAST. Can male pigs not see that there are other things to a woman other then her fiminine parts? Well I tell ya what, to all the pigs out there that think they stand a chance with me you are wrong and if you continue the way that you are going the odds of you dieing alone are very strong. If you want to win over a womans heart talking to her about her boobs or her rear is NOT gonna do it!!! I don't think that I am the only female out there that has this oponion. Now I will grant that most women love to hear that they are beautiful and that they lo

There Are Lonely Times......
There are lonely times in our lives that seem so hard to get by, I have had my share of them. We all struggle in life, we are given all kinds of challenges. Our faith is tested and our character is defined by how we deal with these challenges. I am sick and tired of being here in Mexico away from my twins, family , and friends. I want to be able to hold my boys in my arms, watch them play, see them smile, look after them, watch them sleep like when I used to be the stay at home dad. This is the hardest thing that I have had to endure in my life time, not being able to be the father I want to be. If you have little ones of your own. Love them and cherish them now and forever. You all have a good night, Brown Eyed Papi aka Antonio

Does Venting Help
Some say it is a good idea to write down what is bothering you in hopes that it will make you feel better, so here I go: The last few weeks has been pretty hard emotionally. I have past relationships that seem to be coming around again and it kind of hurts. There was this one guy I met off of here and he seemed like a great guy. We met spent a couple of days together hanging out, nothing more. Seemed there might of been a connection there and a week after we were talking then all of a sudden he disappeared and I figured he was avoiding me and to find out he is fu-married to someone. Ouch that hurt! Well I took him out of my friends, family, and yahoo and figured if he was not man enough to tell me "hey i met someone else", then why should I keep him as a friend? That was about 6 weeks ago I guess and then his fu wife happened to go into my profile and rate me and then messaged me saying it was an accident. I talked to her and wow she was a great girl. I am happy for him

Fuwedding Invite
BROKEN ANGEL & DOUGHBOY WEDNESDAY,NOVEMBER 28th,2007 IN JENS BBW FORTRESS @ 12:00AM EST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO COME SEEE US EXCHANGE OUR VOWS (repost of original by 'ANGEL OF VENGENCE~*~MENTAL MADNESS CO~OWNER' on '2007-11-25 22:07:16') (repost of original by 'Doughboy~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~Brokens Future Fuhubby 11/28' on '2007-11-25 22:10:42') (repost of original by '~~Mom~~youngblackthor fubar freak' on '2007-11-25 22:14:27') (repost of original by 'Broken Angel~~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~~Doughboys Future Fuwifey 11/28~Nails Stalker' on '2007-11-25 23:30:56')

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder -- - Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle,

I Got Bad News From The Dr Friday
as most women know who have either had kids or do their yearly exams, they run a bunch of tests and what not to check for any thing that could possibly be wrong. well i got the results back from my ob/gyn friday and the test was alarming, showing changes in cells that were taken during the exam. there is a possibility that it could be cervical cancer, or something else. im scared to death to find out the results, and they sent me the letter on a day that the office wasnt open, and on a weekend no less, so now i have to play the waiting game and find out whats happening. so far everyone i know is turning their backs on me now that ive told them the news, so i have no support system at all. i'll update when i can, but i have to go for now i dont want my crying to wake up my 2 kids.

"have You Ever"
Feel their Pain....... Have we ever looked at a woman?, really looked? Have we ever thought of a woman? Take, Look at a woman....What do you see, besides the obvious. Wanna know what I see? Too bad, I'm gonna tell you anyway. I see, as you, all the physical things, like icing on the cake, right boys...now look beyond that, if your smart enough to. I see a human being that is STRONG. Not in the sense of lifting things maybe, but strong willed, dedicated to her beliefs, whatever they may be. POWERFUL. A woman with conviction can accomplish any fucking thing she wants to. Men on the other hand, lose interest to quickly, myself included. if I can't have or do it now, then the hell with it. With conviction, a woman will exhaust every avenue to achieve her goal. SMART, hah, I wouldn't get into a pissin fight with them. Hands down, they win. All in all guys, were screwed....unless you admit it, which most men would never do, "I'm a man, I'm tough and smart"....yah righ

Wanna Spank Me
:P me and hubby are in a cutest couples contest... ♥ awwwwww ♥ *passes out some barf bags* :P:P So if any of you guys get bored and wanna come spank me hey im all up for it! Ill even pass out some whips!! :P Hope you all have a great week! xoxo -cotton Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Darn It
Ok so I was just givin out 10's today like they were going out of style and julio gave me a 5 back at first I was like oh fuck no but then again I was like thanks no one is a perfect 10 anyhow and 5 works lol at least I think so it just means I'm in the middle and well no sweat off my boobs lol i'm ok I'm over it so thanks julio ur the best hun really .......lol whatever

Ugh! Annoying!
i keep getting oodles of spam garbage crappy email to my job. the most popular one is this one: Make your pen!s bigger! Um, last i checked i didn't have one! GRRRR!!!! Crappy email spammer people bastards.

The Plan!
The Plan! ? Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York" in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams......Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good 'ole' boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their a

My Thoughts
These are a collection of my thoughts about fubar and I could really careless who I affend!! Cause they are my thoughts. ---------------------------------------------------- Well I am just going to have to say it "I think theres to many women who have gotten the impression that somewhere along the line someone actually thought their nude pics where interesting". If this offends anyone then sorry. But theres to many women on here showing their stuff and its not even remotely sexy. Matter of fact its pretty darn disgusting. Please do everyone a favor mark it private we honestly just dont want to see it. Especially if it looks like a warn out baseball mit soaked in vegetable oil. We also dont want to see pictures marked as squirting and its someone pissing. Thats just retarded, if i wanted to watch a woman piss id go hide out in womens bathrooms. Also I dont want to see 2 400 lb women wrestling naked and doing things that werent supposed to be done by over weight women, yack. But tha

Top 10 Ways To Know Your Drunk
10. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the Earth. 9. Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. 8. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. 7. Your idea of cutting back is less salt. 6. You can focus better with one eye closed. 5. You fall off the floor. 5. The whole bar greets you when you come in. 4. You haven't had a driver's license in such a long time that you have forgotten what one looks like. 3. Roseanne looks good. 2. You don't recognize your wife/husband unless seen through bottom of glass. 1. You spent more time on the floor than you do standing up.

Such Is Life
Well, I've decided to stop letting people dictate who I am and what I can do. I have a friend...well, ex-boyfriend if you will, who thinks he can still tell me how to dress, how to do my hair, who I can talk to, and stuff like that. He has no right to say anthing about me as I am no longer with him for that particular reason. But I'm also easily offended I think. I take things people say to heart and it hurts. That's what I need to change about myself and I'm slowly working on that.....

The Meaning Of Love
Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love. But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence. In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love. But what do little kids know about love? Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word. "Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way." "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." "When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her mouth." "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french

3 More Days
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com yeah yeah i know i have no business in a sexiest woman contest but come help me out guys lmao love u all i need comments and rates lol please n thank u...btw if u think im sexy click the pic n help me out lol Get More at COMMENTYOU.com ok if all my friends would leave at least one comment a day that would be so awesome

Why I Hate Men On The Internet. Lol Well Most Of Them.
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What Is Sexy?
Is a woman wearing pants too big and her thong showing sexy? Is a tank top showing your bra strap sexy? Is a guy showing his underwear because his pants are also too big sexy? Letting your chest hair protrude fromn your unbuttoned shirt sexy? Are gold teeth sexy? Is it sexy to have a cigarette protruding from your lips? Here are a few things I find sexy; A woman who has just enough cleavage to make you look for more. A woman who shows just a little thigh, and knows it. A woman who can whisper into your ear that she has no panties on while you are in a crowd and unable to do anything about it. A woman who knows she looks good even if she has on a barrel from losing at strip poker. A woman's smile. a woman who looks you in the eye, and licks her lips. A woman who can tell you that she wants you and is not afraid of you thinking she is easy or loose. A woman who sends me a drink even when I do not drink. I am a tried and true breast man, yes I

Abortion...is It A Choice ???
I know this is not my normal blogging but when I read this bulletin that my daughter had posted on her myspace, I had to put it where others could see it too... I never have believed in abortion, in fact if I had of kept the appointment 23 years ago this is what my oldest son would have felt instead of being here today. I am so glad I couldn't do it, even if I was only 15 yrs. old, for he ended up being my first love... I know that may sound strange, but he is the one that taught me about love and how awesome it is to give and receive love... I guess abortion may be a choice, but it is one choice I could never have lived with... Feel free to pass this on if you wish to... HELL NO. In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Sha

Hot Night
My naked body trembles as you walk near. I feel your hands upon my body. Suddenly your tongue is exploring me. I am getting hotter and hotter. You caress my body until I’m soaked. I beg you for more. I am aching for you. You slowly enter me. You move slowly in and out driving me insane. I scream for you to give it to me. You start pounding harder and harder until we both explode. Lying there in sweat and ecstasy we drift off to sleep only to awaken minutes later for more.

Wondering
ok i just need 2 rant and vent so here goes. what's up w/ppl thinking they gotta have their way all the time? i mean i try 2 make compromises and those rn't good enough. all my way or no way ppl suck. i mean come on ppl give a little.

Muay Thai Wanna Bes
There is NOTHING more I love then seeing cocky bastards who think they know Muay_Thai inside out. For the most part 99% of people who train in Muay_Thai are training using techniques that are designed so they won't hurt themselves or their training partner and almost ALL OF the techniques are based around RULES... These guys don't have a clue what is coming at them... Those of us "insiders" have been using these potentially DEVASTATING Muay_Thai secret techniques and literally turning these "Know It All" Muay_Thai training junkies into crying little babies within SECONDS of a fight or sparing match... I have literally witnessed A GROWN MAN SQUEAL LIKE A PIG in pain from just ONE Knee.. (Actually many gurus and many of times...)

R.i.p. Sean Taylor
Washington Redskins star safety Sean Taylor was in critical condition Monday in Palmetto Bay, Fla., after he was shot during what police are investigating as a possible armed robbery at his home. The 24-year-old player was in the intensive care unit following several hours of surgery at Jackson Memorial Hospital, although doctors were encouraged late in the day when Taylor responded to simple commands. ''He was responsive to the doctor's request to squeeze his hand and show facial expression, and so the doctors were very happy about that,'' Redskins vice president of football operations Vinny Cerrato said. Taylor lost a ''significant'' amount of blood because the bullet damaged his femoral artery, and doctors were worried about blood flow to the brain, according to family friend Richard Sharpstein, his former lawyer. Sean Taylor Passed away overnight...... He had matured alot since he was drafted just a shame to see a life taken away like this....... Here is a short v

Insolence And Testicles.......
So many of my readers know that I am kind of loose with my mouth in regards to speaking my mind. But the good news (for me) is if you ever come looking for an apology over something that I have said, you won't get it. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. I am never at a loss for words when it comes to something that I am passionate about and well......there are a few things that bother me about you boys!!! And I said to myself "Self, just spill it and quit dickin' around". Men have a tendency of assuming that naturally they are of greater importance. Their schedule is fuller, their minutes more precious, their time is of greater value, and their sex drive is really the only one of concern.....They can be possessive, arrogant, lazy, dim and not all that confident, but in light of the fact that they have testicles, I will grant oversight due to insolence. So if you didn't know.....then you are about to find out (Ala "a few" deadly Sins style) 1. GREED: Just because You have a

So Sexy!
I'd hit it. :D === 'Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ¢¾' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-27 12:30:47'.. > > Please help a great friend level up! She needs about 16,000 points to get to Henchman. Go add, fan, comment her. She is a sweetheart! > > > Show some luv and repost too. > > > (repost of original by 'pip1966' on '2007-11-27 12:24:46')

Activex Control Help
I am having a problem with the AciveX control on fubar. I keep getting asked to run the control but when I do nothing ever happens. This has been happening since I joined and has become quite the problem. I have found something called regcure that claims they can help me at a cost of 30 bucks. Is this worth it? Can anybody help me with this issue. I am not that smart when it comes to computers having only owned one for less than a year. I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you

Your Health
FUBARIAN FRIENDS, I SURE DID MISS YA! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING......READ BELOW I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A LOVELY AND BLESSED THANKSGIVING , LIKE IT SHOULD BE. ME ON THE OTHER HAND SPENT THANKSGIVING WATCHING OVER MY PRECIOUS MOTHER IN THE HOSPITAL. GOD IS GOOD BECAUSE SHE IS STILL WITH ME HERE ON EARTH. I DID NOT PLAN THAT TYPE OF THANKSGIVING BELIEVE ME, YOU JUST NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR BODY BREAKS DOWN ON YA. WELL MY MOM IS A CHF PATIENT (CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE) AND SHE HAS A FIB AND HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, THE WORKS BASICALLY! SHE HAS BEEN DOING GOOD SO FAR, SHE HAS HAD ALL OF THE ABOVE FOR OVER 10 YEARS, NOW TELL ME IF GOD IS NOT ABLE...HE TRULY IS I ALWAYS HAVE TO PREPARE MY SELF FOR THE WORST IN THIS TYPE OF SITUATION, SO WITH HIM IN MY LIFE I REMAIN STRONG AND STEADFAST, SO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HEAR THE STORY? I WILL TELL ANYWAYS :) 8:45 PM WEDNESDAY NIGHT MY MOTHER'S SISTER CAME TO TOWN AND I PICKED HER UP AT THE TRAIN STATION AFTER I GOT OFF OF WORK, IT IS JUST RIGHT

Made Godmother Today!
Wanted to thank everyone that has helped me reach godmother today.... all of you have been fangtastic in your coming to rate me! All of you ROCK! Cannot thank you all enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pleasures Of The Anal Variety :p
i had been a good girl all day, completing his tasks for Him promptly and effiently. i knew that He was happy with me as He had let me wear his favourite shirt. Just before He came home He had text me to tell me to wear His special shirt, and that is all. i waited anxiously on the couch to see what reward i would get. He always gives me good rewards! He came in clutching a bag with a big grin on His face. He told me that i was not to be allowed to see what was in the bag. He sat on the couch and took out a cigerette. As he took each puff He ordered me to do something. First He ordered me to unbutton the shirt in front of Him slowly and erotically, grinding my hips and wiggling seductively. As i unbuttoned each button He could see a bit more of my flesh, slowly uncovering my milky white skin. As i slowly unbuttoned the shirt so it was fully undone, He ordered me to slip in slowly of my shoulders so that each breast bounced out. i slowly slipped the shirt further and further down seei

Disclaimer #2
PLEASE READ SLOWLY AND CAREFULLY BEFORE YOU JUDGE!!! Well Let me go out on a strange limb and just state this PEOPLES OPINIONS are there very own not mine unless stated or written by me. Just because I post your comment or better yet respond to your comment dosent mean I feel or those thoughts are my expressions I write to write and get my point my views and thoughts out, don't like what you see then don't read it. Look I speak my mind cuz I have that right and choice. I never directed anything I said or wrote on here or anyywhere else to be taken so far or in offense to anyone. I feel that some of the things I said or responded to may have had more of an effect on some more then others and I want to go on record saying I apologize for not clarifying things. I never wanted it to be an attack on any one person or subject matter. I appreciate everyone you decides to read and put thought into responding......BUT again it was a general thought by me and it was always to serve a big

Adult Game
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Please Keep Him In Your Prayers
imikimi - Customize Your World AS OF THIS FRI AT 0500 FRI SGT DANNY WON'T BE ONLINE FOR A LONG TIME . I HAVE GROWN TO CARE ALOT FOR HIM HE IS A AWSOME YOUNG MAN THAT HAS COME INTO MY LIFE SINCE I LOST A SON , PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS ALL OUR LOVE FROM ALL AT DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES CHERIE (MOM ) KAGE (POP) DEB LANEY EMMIT PAYNEJA01 ALL OF US HUN GOD BLESS YOU KEEP YOU SAFE

Pet Peeve #359
Why do people say "You're sexy, can I add you?" Without even waiting for a response...they send me an add request? WTF?? Why bother asking if you're going to do it anyway? Jesus Christ people...think think think!

More News On My Mother
Just found out today that my mom is not feeling well again. The tumor that she had removed was malignant not benign. The tumor in her head that was the size of a pea, is now the size of a nickel. The cancer is also spreading to other parts of the body and she may have to have chemo soon. As I know more I will post more.

You're A Foul One, Ms Grinch
I'm just rethinking this whole holiday thing. Do I really wanna go out, fight the crowds, buy stuff on credit that people probably don't even want, spend hours wrapping things in paper that's gonna go straight into the trash and myself into more debt than I can reasonably handle? Ummmmm....no?? We drove to the UP last Wednesday for Thanksgiving. And two thirds of the houses on the road to the cabin already had Santas and reindeer leaping across the lawns in rather tasteless displays of gimmicky lights and kitsch. When I looked at all that, I thought about all the wasted energy and money going down the drain instead of doing something really useful, I actually felt a little sad. So now I sound like the Grinch or Scrooge, all bah, humbug and stingy nastiness. Like some humorless dweeb carrying on. Sigh. I don't really mean to sound so ....self-righteous. I mean, sure I like a trimmed tree, good cheer, plenty of story telling of Christmases past and good times, maybe a little eg

How Do You Eat It?
so a coworker brought in cinnamon rolls for us and myself and another girl just dug right in. she thought we were weird because we didn't warm it up. do you heat up your cinnamon rolls or just eat it cold?

Internet Problems
For about the next 2 weeks, I will not be online much. I am having "internet troubles" and the problem may not be resolved until late next week. Please send some luv my way, I will checkk as often as I can, but I cannot access fubar from work... damn computers with firewalls block everything... and I have limited access anywhere else. Please bare with me during this and I will be back on soon hopefully!! Just wanted to let you know.. and this holds true for my yahoo messenger access for those that have it!! Luv Ya All... *~AngL~*

Seven Steps To Heaven.
The first step is in her kind eyes, That shows she is very wise. Second step is in her red lips, That match her finger tips. Third step is in her voice, A voice that would make the heavens rejoice. Forth step is in her ears, I could nibble on them for years. Fifth step is her nose, It is as pretty as a rose. Sixth step is in her beautiful long hair, That matches anything she wears. Seventh step is to her heart, So that we may never part. Heaven is when I found You!

My Life
THIS IS MAILY TO GET OFF MY CHEST... BUT THIS IS MY LIFE/THOUGHTS K SO MOST OF U KNEW THAT I WAS RECENTLY DATIN A GUY...WELL I MADE A BAD CHOICE AND ENDED THE RELSH I HAD/HAVE MY REASONS FOR THAT...WELL ME N HIM TALKED AND GOT THANGS A LIL BIT BETTER...WE R GONNA C HOW THANGS GO...WELL SOMETIMES IT ALMOST SEEMS LIKE HE DOESNT WANT THANGS BACK THE WAY THEY WAS...IDK IF ITS ME OR NOT...I KNOW HES HURT AND I UNDERSTAND THAT BUT I HAVE MY REASONS 4 DOIN WHAT I DID...BUT WOULD LOVE TO C IF WE CAN GET THANGS RIGTH AGAIN...ANYWHO ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE 2 REALLY GREAT GUYS THAT REALLY LIKE ME...WELL I LIKE THEM 2...THEY BOTH WANT TO GIVE ME IT ALL...ALL 3 OF THESE GUYS HAVE GREAT HEARTS AND A WONDERFUL PERSONALITY...ONE DOESNT SEEM READY TO SETTLE DOWN AND THE OTHER 2 DO...I KNOW IM CONSIDERED YOUNG TO ALOT OF PPL...BUT....I WANT TO SETTLE DOWN... IM TIRED OF THE DRINKIN N THE DRUGS... I WANT SOMETHIN MEANIN FULL N MY LIFE...SOME OF U KNOW ABOUT MY PAST AND SHIT I HAVE BEEN THREW MOST

Annoyed
I hate to sound like a broken record, but please do not ask to be in my family. My family has earned the right to be where they are by being a great friend to me. To them family isn't all about my nsfw photos. To many of you guys think that this site is all about that and you are so wrong. I really get aggravated when I log on and some member that never even has said hello to me pops in my shout box immediately asking to me family. You don't give a damn about being family it's about nsfw photos. Fortunately this morning the ones i've explained this to have been very sweet about it and I appreciate it. However i've been logged in about 20 minutes and like 7 member have hit me up to be family. I don't know about ya'll but I prefer and G'morning, how are you. (Thx JDback you always brighten my day) than hey how do I get to be family. Have a nice day everyone!

So Hard
can anyone tell me why it is so damn hard to find a good woman in this world? i have been searching forever for the right woman to give my heart and love to but i can't seem to find that special person to live the rest of my life with.

Stale Toast
Ya know i'm really starting to wonder what my shelf life is. I think I'm only allowed to be friends with someone for mebbe 10 years...after that they tend to get tired of me and move on. So am I getting stale for you yet?

I'm Having A Bad Day!!
I'm sick, I'm freezing in my own damn house, then I find out I don't have the damn medical coverage I'm supposed to have, I'm losing my damn contest by cheaters, ohhh speaking of cheaters.. THE SPOTLIGHT?!?! WTF is up with that? do these people not have a life to create another account donate all their fubucks so they can get spotlight again??? OMG it's not that serious people!! IT'S A FREAKIN WEBSITE!! were you not popular in high school so this place makes you feel better? uuuggghhh and THEN to see these bulletins that are "PIMPOUTS" of the same damn people you see everywhere!! blasts, happy hours, tickers...blah blah blah.... HOW ABOUT PIMPING OUT PEOPLE WHO AREN'T ALREADY GODFATHERS AND BOUNCERS? WE ALREADY SEE THEM BEFORE WE LOG IN... grrrr...I wanna kick somebody Normally I could give a F@*^ but because I'm having a bad day it's going in here...so there! P.S. don't tell me to turn on my heater...IT IS ON! 8-p HAVE A GREAT EFFIN DAY! and HAPPY EFFIN H

Xerox For The Troops
Something Xerox is doing If you go to this website, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a few seconds. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them... IF YOU DO ONE, PLEASE COMMENT THAT YOU DID IT!!

Nickel-and-diming Our Wounded
this is a scandal. waving flags and supporting the war is NOT supporting our troops! original story with links at http://www.huffingtonpost.com/paul-rieckhoff/nickelanddiming-our-wou_b_74360.html?view=print The Huffington Post Paul Rieckhoff Nickel-and-Diming Our Wounded: Iraq Vet Forced to Pay Back Army Bonus Posted November 27, 2007 Former Private First Class Jordan Fox was injured by a roadside bomb in Iraq. He suffered a serious back injury, and he lost sight in his right eye. A few short weeks after his honorable discharge from the Army, a letter came by mail from the Defense Department. Was it a letter informing him of local veterans' clinics where he could receive vocational rehabilitation or counseling? No. A signed "thank you for your service" from the Secretary of Defense, or perhaps the President? No. It was a bill for nearly $3,000. Since Fox was too severely injured to complete his military service, the Defense Department was demanding that he re

Holiday Rules
Got this from a friend and is to funny not to post . Now this gave me a really nice laugh! It's time for the annual refresher on holiday rules.... Holiday rules: 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving cheese balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can… and quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me… Have two. 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Rep

Update On My Daughter
Last night I wrote a blog about my daughter being sick. Well thankfully she is ok, she just has the flu. She still has to watch her liver, but she will be fine. I want to thank some very special people who pulled me through last night. My sis liberty girl no matter what ur always there for me. I was crying my eyes out and u still talked me through it. I love ya girl, I couldnt get through anything without u. My best friend trina and sheribaby, u know me best and u still helped me through it. Now to some new special friends, the members of the People's Lounge. I have only been a member for a few days, but I feel like im part of something there. You were concerned for me and my daughter, and just concentrated on me and helping me feel better. You didnt have to do that but you did, I appreciate that more than you know. Sparks57, Angeleyes, heart, soveliss, Ju, you have welcomed me and im so happy for that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me. Now for

What It Means To Be Precious
Of high cost or worth; valuable. Highly esteemed; cherished. One who is dear or beloved; a darling. This is what precious means in the dictionary. Someone whom is held dearly and cherished by someone...this means alot to me this name, it is something that i take seriously, and that i feel hold special meaning to me for one it was given to me by You Sir. It is something that i feel You gave me for a reason Sir, it means something to You, i am Your beloved precious....Your pride and joy, Your lover and Your submissive. i am so very grateful that You have chosen the name that You have for me Sir having read what the meaning are. Precious to me means a whole wide variety of things Sir....for one it means acting on Your behalf, showing that i truly understand and appreciate what it means to be Lord Fury\'s precious. I cherish and adore the fact that i am able to adorn precious as my name Sir. To me it means acting as though i am valuable to You, showing my grati

How To Do A Salute (updated)
*****PLEASE FOLLOW THESE INSTRUCTIONS AND YOU WILL BE GOOD TO GO ON A SALUTE***** **PLEASE MAKE YOUR SALUTE RESPECTABLE TO FUBAR OR IT WILL BE REJECTED** What is a FUBAR Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your FUBAR profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME 2, Your Member ID number 3. NO SHADES or MIDDLE FINGERS allowed 4. NO heavy make up or masks, no body salutes(hands and arms will be accepted if legible and you've completed #5). 5. No unique salutes(hands, arms, CDs etc) until you get a paper salute approved. 6. AND, the words: fubar.com. *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted, and you MUST show how the sign is supported(IE show your hand, not just the tips of your fingers). *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NO

The 5 Legged Pig. (page5)
Once upon a time.... There was an old man. The old man couldn’t have any children; it just wasn’t in him, So he began to try and create children for himself. One day the old man made his very first child and called him son. He quickly mad with delight had to make another! And another! Soon he had many children And still he was not happy. One day he was walking down the road thinking to him self "How can I make the perfect child?" and he saw this small creature cross his path like he’d never seen before It had 4 legs and was fat and pink... so he called to it "Hello my friend." But it did not answer it snorted and moved away The old man thought this was quite interesting indeed So he moved closer to the 4 legged wonder... “My, my you are different aren’t you?” Since he did not know what this creature was he gave it a name He said "I shall call you pig!" And he became pig Well the old man now turned to pig “What can I do to make you perfect?” he contemplated “Ah ha!!!

A Friend Gave Me The Idea For This One
I woke with a start, probably from anxiety. I had been hired just a couple of months before and now had to give my departments presentation to the board. My stomach was twisted in knots, and hoped I didn’t flub this opportunity. The suit I had chosen very carefully was my dark blue pinstripe. The skirt was knee length, the jacket would have a lace white shell underneath, panty hose and black pumps rounded out the look. It was hanging in my closet. I had sprayed perfume on it an hour ago so it would be more subtle, a little Marilyn Miglin Destiny goes a long way. I went to shower, loving the jets hitting my body and it seemed to relax me. As I began to lather up, my body it responded in that old familiar way. I had been divorced a few years, and while I would occasionally give in to my urges, I wasn’t one to sleep around. I had the usual toys but in the shower I used my hands. The soapy feel of caressing my skin made me tingle in my loins, and nipples stand to attention. My sen

Friends Are Forever
Hello to all my freinds and fans, I really enjoy this, I just hope to get to meet some of my friends somebody in person, this is really cool, lets keep in touch with each other. And share the love.

My Forever Love.
Oh my forever love. The day has new meaning, and the night holds a world to be explored. A love has formed from nothingness. You were not and then you were. An unknown awaiting my discovery. You are my long lost love from before I even was. You found me thru time and distance. Two separate entities that now are one. I long to see your face and hold you in my arms, as now I hold you in my heart. You are my forever love. No beginning nor ending. Oh my forever love.

Don't Do This!!!!
My friends are fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to, "hey y'all, hold my beer and watch this!" Well, I have outdone myself once again. No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a LifeTime movie in the near future. Here goes: Last weekend I spied something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my fancy" is easily tickled. I had gone into the Star Market to pick up some milk yesterday and I bought a super-ball in the checkout line -- 50 cents. What a bargain! It tickled my fancy--still does. That thing bounces soooooo high, and it has provided me with hours of entertainment. It just doesn't get any better than that, now does it?). I'm so easily distracted. That dang super-ball is so much fun. So what were we talking about? Oh yeah, I bought something really cool at Larry's Pistol and Pawn last Saturday. The occasion was my 44th birthday and I was looking for a little something extra cool. What

A Surprise.
i was thinking of surprising one of my besties with tickets to bon jovi and daughtry. bon jovi i can deal with because i've seen them before and i like them lots, but i know she wants to see daughtry bad, as does her father. i don't know. we'll see what i have left tomorrow but i'm sure i can do it. :D now i'm gonna torture her and not tell her til tomorrow.

Do More
Do more ~Tony Martinez I sit here Lump in my throat My mind races My body aches I want to reach out to you I want to Do more You ask for time and nothing else Take all the time you need i'm not going anywhere I still feel so helpness So powerless So here I remain In the dark Always behind you Ever ready to catch you To support you To love you I just wish I could Do more.

Worst Day Ever
Ok...where shall I start? Well, a couple days ago, I was basically molested by someone I work with. I trusted him and he took advantage of that. I wasn't going to say anything because, well, I just wanted it to all go away. Yesterday someone I am really close to came with me when I reported it. Now, there is an inquiry open here at work and I will be meeting with our Employee Relations department sometime soon. Basically, I realized that I'm too nice. People always seem to misconstrue being nice with flirting.

Prayers
I have an update for all of those who care... my aunt whom recently passed away in Florida did in fact commit suicide. She called her brother and asked him if he would pick up her baby for a little while and by the time he got there she had shot herself in the head... I appreciate everyones prayers and ask that you continue to pray for my cousins and the rest of my family. hugs to all! Sabrina

*jealousy Is A Motha Fucka*
It's a shame I have to be at work so early because I should be at the hospital. My friend Ryan was hit by a truck about 2 hours ago. Not on accident either. Some friends of mine were hanging out in their neighborhood just shootin the shit and stuff. And someone decided to take something in their own hands and were gunning for someone else when Ryan pushed them out of the way and took the hit himself. Ryan flew up onto the hood of the truck and cracked the windshield with his forhead. The driver then slammed on his brakes to throw Ryan off and then gunned it and ran over him. Ryan then tried to stand up to give chase and immediately fell to the ground. My brother is at the hospital now and Ryan's been in X-ray for about half an hour. They said he was conscious in the ambulance and everything so hopefully he'll be ok. He's a tough guy I just didn't know he was this tough.

Thankz For Da Luv!!!!!
jus letin you ladyz know that im still here..lol.those of you that rated an comment on my pic muah...i luv you!!!!i really mean that whille dont let me stop you from doin who you doin but yeah!!!!!enjoy da nite:

Bubba The Love Sponge
Hey everybody! I am in a contest for the Bubba the Love Sponge show and need rates on this picture. Please drop by and rate it, would really appreciate it! Thanks! http://www.btls.com/12boobs/?pid=148

Thoughts
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

It Is Fun For Me
OK Just so some of you know..I am here on FUBAR to have fun and take a break from daily life.My escape .SO no I dont get caught up in the drama..If after sometime of chatting and so forth I make you part of my r/l that is my chocie not yours.I am very close with some of my friends on here .FUBAR is fun lets keep it that way.I just had to get it out because of some people trying to stir the pot.stir away..but I perfer to be shaken lol LOVE TO MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS

For A Wonderful Female Friend Om Here Part 1
u r the most amazing women i ever met. u bring happiness and joy to me. ur eyes , ur lips, ur face, etc. shows true beauty.so does ur personality. any guy would be happy to have u as a friend.it is women like u that makes this world go round and round.

Weekend Off
so i have a weekend off which is a mircle since i work nights at a hotel so u,d think i,d be excited and i should be but always a but single broke so whats a girl to do any ideas would be apppreciated wish me luck lmfao first blog so give me a break peace

Bitching.......because I Can!!! :p
This is my second attempt as my computer froze as I hit the post button the last time so I am going to make this even shorter than the book I had written. If you don't want to hear whining, bitching and complaining please hit the X at the top of the page!!! I am aggravated, frustrated, and quite frankly sick of the bullshit happening lately. I have always been here for friends. Never cared much to be a point ho. While yes it is nice to level now and then, I could care less about the points or "outdoing" anyone else on here. I have met a handful of really, really great people. Sad since there are soooo many on my friends and fans list. I feel so sorry for the people who actually live for Fubar. I was a Fu addict for the 2 months I was out of work for surgery and saw some amazingly fucked up people do some amazingly stupid shit. While I am not one to start drama and steer clear from it I will leave it at that. Secondly, and the thing that pisses me off the most is the

For The Scripters
How about we add 'Better Code' or maybe 'Invisible Cloak' so you can put it on and pretend that we don't see you while you're scripting your ass on thru my page? Either you are my secretstalkercrush that doesn't rate, or you are scripting. Go elsewhere. Dickheads.

Saturday
Sooooo, my husband asked me on Monday or Tuesday if he could invite two people over this weekend for some steaks and stuff. So i said Yeah, and i asked about this one couple, he said they where going out of town and couldn't make it. This morning he calls me at 7:30 AM. Tells me that when i go to the store to buy steaks and stuff for dinner, I need to buy 10 steaks. he invited his entire section over for dinner without asking me!!! The house is a wreck (we've been outta town and xmas decorating) and i have to go buy a bunch of food!!!!! I don't care to have the guys over. One of the couples we've been trying to get over here since the boys got back from Iraq last month. But an extra 6 people? he coulda atleast asked first... ARGGGGG ok i'm done with my rant :)

This Is Great.
I came into work this morning and they have a radio here now. of course it's set to one of the generic stations that relentless plays christmas songs. so what did they play just now? Feliz Navidad. I put my head on my desk and laughed. My father has been torturing me all week with this song. Now all i need is to hear the Christmas Shoes so I can jump out the window.

Wanting.....
I have these feelings swallowing me up that I need to put down on paper. I have some wonderful and awesome friends on here that truly do care about me and for me as a real person. Yes, I have felt my heart being silently stolen on here.... and I have strong feelings....But, there is always one problem...and because of that.. I am sharing... I moved out of a relationship around 5 years ago in search of happiness. I am still searching. I just am having a hard time knowing why. I think I have all the qualities that are desired, but I am still alone..I don't get it. I do not believe in hitting women and children. I'm a lover not a fighter. I do not drink till drunk, I will call just to say I was thinking about you.. I have the sweet, caring, loving, thoughtful side. The sensual, sexual, passionate, affectionate side. The goofy, nutcase, laugh till you cry side. And, the serious, talk about it, fix it, take care of business side. What's the problem?..well... I have a tendency to end

Yay For Me!!!
So I got fu-married today!! YAY!! I think my sister is going to be bummed, because this would probably have been her only chance to be at ANY kind of wedding where I was the bride (she was working)...Anyway, A BIG THANKS TO LEXI!!!! Our fu-justice of discord for performing the ceremony!! And for being our DJ... A BIG THANKS TO ALL THAT WERE THERE...Yeah..even you SMEE!! A BIG THANKS TO MATT...for being my maid of dishonor!!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST... A BIG THANKS TO MY NEW FU-HUBBY DAIN!! For not standing me up at the fu-alter!!!

Kevs Newest Low
" /> if you dont know read from bottom to top.. and #2 she has never been in there shes a personal friend who i got to join the site to be part of hydaway cuz i know her from real life.. what a douche bag

The Rules...please Feel Free To Give Your Opinions!!!
yes...actually written by a guy! please feel free to add to this list(guys and girls) cause somewhere along the way the "rulebook" got misplaced and we've been fucking up our relationships ever since... Women.. Don't you wish all men where this smart to dating? 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at her house...she runs around in her underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON HER. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, she WILL find out and you will be mud. Isn't she worth more? 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell her she's beautiful. She just wants to be perfect for you. 5. Don't refuse to kiss her in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's just because they're jealous. 6. If she slaps you hard, you deserved it. Deal with it.

My Feelings About Love....
I find myself lost as of late...emotionally...So many ladies...so many different decisions and choices...I want all of you to know something about me...I am a real... romantic... guy when I am not trying to be James Dean... I am not a giggalo...or a player type some of you might believe I am...If I had talked to you it was because I truly want to get to know you...I work as a Bartender & a stripper in a few clubs now...I did it mainly because I wanted a job where I could socialize because before I was slaving my life away for a lackluster hustler while trying to get back into school...Now that I am in the clubs and bars where I should be because of my "Rockstar" mentality...I thought meeting women would be easier...when truly it is more difficult...I am an outgoing person... I figure without great risk there is no great reward...I got some Rap about me... Looks didn't pass me by...But most of the time... I get numbers from the wrong hunnies for me...one's with boyfriends at home...or i

Older Men
Why do older guys get afraid of talking to younger girls? Do they think we r all on nighline or something and trying to get them, arrested?WTF. I hate these young guys and they r all just playboys anyway.Wanting to fuck to to put notches on their belt or brag about it.Are there any decent looking older guys out there? I Mean Geesh!! Im here waiting.

How Can I Love You More?
How could I love you more? I would give up Even that beauty I have loved too well That I might love you better. Alas, how poor the gifts that lovers give� I can but give you of my flesh and strength, I can but give you these few passing days And passionate words that, since our speech began, All lovers whisper in all ladies' ears. I try to think of some one lovely gift No lover yet in all the world has found; I think: If the cold sombre gods Were hot with love as I am Could they not endow you with a star And fix bright youth for ever in your limbs? Could they not give you all things that I lack? You should have loved a god; I am but dust. Yet no god loves as loves this poor frail dust.

Poem
I spent two years in Vietnam. My job as platoon Sgt. was to lead LRRP. THey could last from 4 to 8 days or more depending on the orders. For my brothers out there, They will know what I speak of. For others it stands forLon Range Recon Patrole. After my first patrole and haveing lost a third of my men, I returned to my base and sat and wrote this poem. "Death is knocking at my door" It feels as though death is near, and my life, It does'nt seem so clear. I think of things I should have done, and wonder where our lives have gone! I dwell upon the past, That's true, about the things I've thought to do. I see my life as it should have been, and shake at what I see and grin. Could GOD have something in mind for me? Something I haven't been able to see. Now death is knocking at my door. I feel it burning at my core. My energy is flowing, I can feel it pour. It's flowing like water on the floor. I have little time to tell you more, Because death is now

Evel Knievel Dead At 69
CLEARWATER, Fla. - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundel said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been coming for years, but you just don't expect it. Superman just doesn't die, right?" Rundel said. Immortalized in the Washington's Smithsonian Institution as "America's Legendary

Just Random Stuff
Ok, so it's Friday night, and I'm at home. Big deal. I love spending Friday nights at home, mainly due to the fact that when I go out, I'm spending hundreds at the tavern on rounds for friends. Hell, even people I just meet. Who knows. So I'm just sitting at home...on fubar...wasting time. So I'm about to rant on some shit...just bear with me. First off, when I browse profiles, I like to see if someone has blogs. If they do, chances are, I'm going to check them out. Alot of people put lyrics to songs and poetry down in their blogs, which is fine. But I don't spend time reading them. Sorry, but if I need another poem or read the lyrics to a song I've heard a hundred times, I'm going to vomit. I'm not saying that it's BAD poetry, or the songs are horrible, I just don't like to sit and read through that kind of stuff all day. I like to read about peoples lives. You'd be surprised the things you can learn about yourself just by reading blogs of strangers. I like to think that the maj

My Phone #
I am so tired of people asking my for my phone #. You guys only wanna hear my voice to get off so here ya go the only time you will get it enjoy 781-382-3756 =) When your "done" why don't you comment and tell me if it was worth the phone call =)

For The Guys
just gonna vent pretty much because im tired of hearing from friends what guys have said and done to them and then hear guys say all they want is a good girl and that good guys finish last well news flash boys your gonna get from a girl what you dish out if you want her to treat you right and have respect for you and be faithful to you then you should be man enough to do the same fucking thing for her i just think its so stupid that guys want to say that they are a good guy and finish last well the only reason your supposedly finishing last is your damn fault not your friends not your ex not the girl down the street or the person that serves you your fast food its YOURS if you would stop being such a damn titty baby and grow the fuck up and be more mature you just might find a decent girl the really sad thing is you guys have probably had half a dozen good girls come along but you look them over because they are quiet or they are not wild or stick out like a sore thumb you`d rather hav

Obama
You know, I was reading some articles about how Black people and so-called Black leaders are not supporting Obama. I don't really support him, but Blacks in general are overwhelmingly Democrats. I have the sneaking suspicion that the problem is this; if a Black president were to be elected, it would show how far this country has actually come, and that this would negate the victim status that Black people often use to excuse the myriad problems that plague us, as well as put leaders who constantly foster the victim mentality out of a job. Discuss.

Fubar Account
SO HERE IT IS DEC 1,2007..30 MORE DAYS AND WE'LL BE ENTERING YET ANOTHER YEAR OF WHO KNOWS WHAT. I'VE BEEN HERE ON FUBAR FOR AWHILE AND AM REALLY STARTING TO WONDER WHY...WHY DID I EVEN START THIS ACCOUNT? HAS IT HELPED ME IN MY LIFE? THAT I CAN ANSWER WITH A NO...SO WHY DO I KEEP IT? I HAVE MADE FRIENDS ON HERE, EVEN A LOVER (IF THATS WHAT YOU WOULD CALL IT) BUT I JUST KEEP WONDERING WHY BOTHER...I THINK I MIGHT BE CLOSING MY ACCOUNT SOON..I THINK THAT MAY END UP BEING A GOOD THING FOR ME IN THE END...FOR ALL THAT I HAVE MET THROUGH HERE...THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND...IF I REALLY DIDNT HAVE A CHANCE TO TALK TO YOU, THEN I AM SORRY...BUT IF I DID, THEN YOU ARE SOMEONE I WILL NEVER FORGET AND HOPE THAT ONE DAY IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT THAT WE WILL MEET AND KNOW THAT WE WERE FRIENDS ONCE...FOR ONES THAT I HAVE YET TO MEET BEFORE I CLOSE THIS, A LITTLE ADVICE, TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE AND HOLD IT CLOSE TO YOUR HEART...DONT LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE MAKE YOU STRAY IN ANOTHER DIRECTION..LOVE

Happy Winter Storm, Lol!!
I had planned on going into work today, but my plans have changed. We are in the midst of a Winter Storm Warning - the snow is really coming down! I don't mind lots of snow - what I do mind is the freezing rain and ice that will start this afternoon! Yuck! My three clients have rescheduled, which is just as well. I don't mind driving in snow; I hate driving on ice!! I can, but I don't like it, lol! They are predicting 4 - 6 inches of snow, total, with about 1/3 inch of ice on top, lmao. What a mess that will be!! Taylor, my 16 year old, has requested a Christmas tree this year, lol. No, we didn't decorate at all last year. It was a very odd feeling Christmas last year! I have a collection of Fontanini Nativity figures and buildings, etc. He has requested I set those up as well. Now, I love that set, but it is a pain to put up and take down. And the symbology is a bit different for me now that I am an Eclectic Pagan. But it still works! So, for my baby *snicker*, I will put up a t

Results Are Finally Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just called the doctor and they told me that lump was nothing but hormons and a bit of inflamation ,I knelt down in thanksgiving prayer as soon as I got the news!!! no matter what happens and how sad the times are,I still have hope for a big family and to nurse and nurture lots of babies. THANK YOU ALL FOR WORRYING ABOUT ME AND PRAYING FOR ME. Thanks for your support,for your care and your kind words.needless to say things like these are ever so more appreciated when life gets sore. I don't know what I'd do without you guys,I really don't! thanks again for being who you are. A 10 to you all,from a downrater j/k.

Pti (pardon The Interruption) Saturday
Hello my friend of the fu How do you do? Just wanted to wish everyone A very Happy Saturday! < interruption for shameless self promotion > Not asking anyone to do anything ANYTHING Different ... Just asking you to: Do what you ALWAYS do ... Just do it a little bit more -or- Just save a little bit for (around) 6pst/9 eastern! *wink* < /interruption > Okay - that's over with! Anyone DONE with there holiday shopping? Me? I'm a last minute kidda guy ... Even married - the wife would worry ... -wondering- But I always got jewererly so I'd stroll into the shop about 10 minutes before they're closing for Christmas - Look in a few cases -and- Be walking out before they would of closed the door ... I dont repeat D O N T miss the bill- but it always WAS neat to see there reaction! eh - baaah humbuggggggggg So here's today's comment - I hope it finds you carefree & without any interuptions that disturb y

Bombing
i am so sorry i have not been able to bomb too much the last few days,i have been having trouble with the inner net,when i do finally get on i freeze up have to shut down and go back in. its really frustrating when ya wanna help someone and cannt.i was bombing the watcher the other night,froze and got booted off.i had to have the cable company come to day and he said there had been trouble with the lines,please dont think i have not wanted to help,i am totally frustated and sorry for not being able to help out the past few days and im really feelin crappy about it cause i want to do my part to help,once agaon my family i dont want to let you down,much luv biker heart

Just Bad Form.....
I have taken the other name off of this conversation.... In My opinion it is a major case of bad form and poor taste.. My house girl told this "Dom" several times that she is happily owned before she sent him to Me ______hello this is ____ i just noticed you n prinsses are both my friends >~Twisted G...: and ? _____and id like to know if can meet princess in person i live in tacoma >~Twisted G...: Ummm why do you want to meet an owned girl ? ______trying to make friends n after you all get to know me better you might help me get a girl ~Twisted G...: that is not what I hear ... from what I read ....you have asked her several times to be her Dom .... and trying to take someone’s girl is no way to make friends ... it is down right rude and bad form >~Twisted G...: she has sent Me all of your conversations >~Twisted G...: she tells Me everything ______true it is and its wrong ill not ask or bother you all again sorry i was wrong yes i want to be dom but

Update On My Life
OK SO HERE I AM.. STILL DEPRESSED AS I WROTE IN A BLOG A FEW DAYS AGO.. I LOST SOMEONE THAT WAS REALLY CLOSE TO ME..LIKE A GRANDMOTHER... SHE LOST HER BATTLE WITH CANCER.. SHE WAS 85... SHE LIVED A LONG FULL LIKE AND RAISED 64 FOSTER CHILDREN.. 2 OF THEM SHE ADOPTED.. SHE WAS A MOTHER TO ALL.. I WENT TO HER FUNERAL YESTERDAY.. WHICH COMPLETELY TORE ME APART AND WORE ME OUT.. BUT I WENT BACK TO MY MOTHERS SO I CAN SPEND TIME WITH MY NIECE AND NEPHEWS... WELL ME AND MY SISTER AND THE KIDS WENT TO MY BROTHERS HOUSE.. WE WERE JUST RELAX AND PLAYING WITH THE KIDS WHEN MY PHONE GOES OFF.. I GOT A TEXT MESSAGE FROM MY BEST FRIEND.. HER SISTER HAS COLITIS AND CHRONS DISEASE.. WELL SHE WENT IN FOR SURGERY THE OTHER DAY, ENDED UP HAVE HER GALLBLADDER, COLAN, APPENDIX, AND LEFT OVARY REMOVED.. WELL WHEN THEY WERE DOING THIS THEY FOUND A TUMOR.. CANCER WAS PRESENT, SO THEY RAN THE BLOOD WORK.. SHE HAS STAGE 3 CANCER.. ITS IN THE LIMPHNODES... SHE HAD TO GO BAD TO SURGERY YESTERDAY TO HAVE A

Leveling
I just want to say THANKS to the two crews that helped me level today! Fire and Ice Leveling Crew Quiet Angel & Total Chaos Leveling Crew I had 15k to go till level and within 20 minutes I had leveled Thanks so much!

Holidays Can Be Very Lonely
Of the 6 years I was in, half of them were spent in airports, bus stations, barracks or hanger bays, and one in boot camp. They can be very lonely, so if you have someone special who is not home this holiday, serving their country, send them something, anything. You would be surprised at how the smallest gift or card can brighten someones day while they are over seas. Have a great Christmas season everyone, and remember those in harms way!

My Aplolgies Master.....
I HAVE DONE A BAD THING...I POSTED NSFW PICS AGAINST MY MASTERS WISHES.I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO MY MASTER FOR DISOBEYING HIM.I WAS A BAD SLAVE...AND WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN.IT IS IMPORTANT TO OBEY YOUR MASTER...FOR THEY KNOW BEST...MY BODY BELONGS TO MY MASTER...I AM NOT TO SHARE IT WITH ANYONE...I LOVE AND ADORE HIM AND FEEL VERY BAD FOR GOING AGAINST HIS ORDERS.HE GUIDES ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION...FOR MY OWN GOOD...AND DISOBEYING HIM IS QUITE DISRESPECTFUL.I WILL BE A BETTER SLAVE FOR YOU MASTER...I'M SORRY I WAS DISOBEDIENT.I FEEL UNWORTHY OF MY MASTERS ATTENTIONS FOR MY BAD DECISION.I HAVE BEEN A BAD SLAVE I DESERVE A HARSH PUNISHMENT FOR MY ACTIONS.I FEEL I DESERVE WHATEVER PUNISHMENT MY MASTER GIVES ME.I HOPE IT IS A PUNISHMENT THAT WILL BE SEVERE AND HARD TO FORGET.I WILL LEARN A LESSON FROM THIS.I KNOW I WILL, A NAUGHTY SLAVE IS AN EMBARRASSMENT TO THE MASTER AND I AM SO ASHAMED.HE DESERVES BETTER THAN THIS......PUNISH ME AS YOU SEE FIT MASTER......MY HUMBLE BODY IS IN YOUR HANDS..

Bah Bum Bug
so the tree is up... fu is kinda dull... and its only 6pm so what to do now.... sit here starin at this screen go color my hair or im stuck on the or... im trying to stay up past 9pm tonight ...seems ive been crashing at 9 and im starting to feel old haha ....... anywho im bored with a captial B

Apothecary Dreams
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts A SUCCULENT AROMA OF MINGLED SCENTS, AN ELIXER OF SLOW BREWED WANTON LUST PERMEATES THE AIR AND SWIRLS AS IF IN PERFUMED DANCE, CREATED BY YOU, THE APOTHECARY LOVER. I INHALE DEEPLY AS YOU STIR A LIFETIME OF WANT, AND DESIRE PULSES THROUGH MY VEINS AND HEATS MY BLOOD AS IT CREATES A SIMMERING LAVA POOL AT THE VERY CORE OF MY WOMANLY ESSENCE, YOUR WORDS EVOKE A DARK EROTIC SADNESS THAT STIRS MY SLUMBERING DESIRE, I AM SUSPENDED IN A GOSSAMER WEB OF ILLUSION STOKED TO AN INFERNO OF WANT THROUGH YOUR PENNED JOURNEY OF CONFLICTING PASSION'S, CARNAL NEEDS SEEK RELEASE AS GOLDEN CANDLES CAST THEIR ERIE GLOW UPON THIS WOMAN'S BREASTS, WITH NIPPLES ERECT IN BREATH STOPPING ANTICIPATION OF YOUR TOUCH, THERE IS NO SHAME AS I WAIT IN LUSTY LONLINESS FOR YOU, YOU ARE LOVE'S ILLUSIONARY MASTER, AN ARSENIC DRIP OF LONGING INTO MY VEINS, BUT I OPEN TO EMBRACE THIS POISONED PALPATATION OF TIMELESS WANT, THE EBB AND FLOW OF DESPAIR AND DESIRE CREATED B

The Men In The Armed Forces.......
Bulletin Message -----------------From: LadyInRedDate: Dec 2, 2007 10:17 AMFrom: Roger DRAFTING GUYS OVER 50 (An idea with real merit to it!) I'm over 60 and the Armed Forces say I'm too old to track down terrorists. (You can't be older than 42 to join the military.)They've got the whole thing backwards. Instead of sending 18-year-olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35.For starters:Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds.Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. If we can't kill the enemy we'll complain them into submission. "My back hurts! I'm hungry! Where's the remote?"An 18-year-old hasn't had a legal beer yet and you shouldn't go to war until you're at least old enough to drink. The averag

Strength ~ This Iz So Me
I STASHED THIS BUT I THINK ITS AWESOME AND SO VERY ME SO I AM BLOGGING IT TOO ENJOY MY MIND BODY AND SPIRIT ARE STRONG. I TAKE EACH DAY TO REJUVENATE AND RECHARGE I DRAW FROM A DEEP WELL OF PEACE AND CALM I BREATHE IN STRENGTH AND RELEASE MY FEARS I GO AFTER MY HEARTS DEEP DESIRES. I CAN ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING ALL MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE I FOCUS ON MY GOALS AND HAVE THE STRENGTH TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. I CHOOSE TO BE UNSTOPPABLE , I AM STRONG I ACT IN SPITE OF MY FEARS I AM BIGGER THAN MY CONCERNS AND WORRIES I GO FOR IT WITH GUSTO! I CAN DO ANYTHING I PUT MY MIND TOO EACH DAY I'M GETTING STRONGER. I TAKE GREAT CARE OF MYSELF THE STRENGTH OF OTHERS INSPIRES ME DAILY I TRUST MY INTUITION AND LIVE A COURAGEOUS LIFE TELL ME WHAT YOU TINK PLZ COMMENTS ARE WELCOME THANKS SO MUCH!!

The Lil Things About You
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you when you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

If You Are Reading This!
I just wanted to say that I know I have done some things that brought issues into question. I am sorry for my actions and sorry for acting the way I have done..Carrie and I have had some issues but nothing takes away from what I feel about her and I am sorry if I give off the wrong impression. I do love her and can't help but feel this way. I wished we could live in pure happinss for the rest of our lives but I know it won't be that easy. In the meantime, just support us and understand if I say I love her and want no drama. She is the only lady I love. Please let me love her. Carrie, you are all I want and need.. I Love You!!!

The Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Winter
I guess its here now. Snow and sleet this morning,40 degrees and windy. Its supposed to turn to rain this afternoon. Then its supposed to snow 2 or 3 more times this week. Greeeaaattt! Time to dig out the big boots and the sweaters.

Everlasting Love
What is it about you? That makes my stomach turn My heart beat fast My mouth curl Is it your beautiful smile? Your sexy lips The sweetness of your voice Or just what whisper me The many things we had and shared The sunsets The candlelight dinners Our passion and love The ways we talked and laughed Were only dreams before we met Now turned into reality How I wish this will last for eternity

Is This Me?
I am the ice princess my heart is made of stone. I am the ice princess, frozen to the bone. I am the ice princess and you will never melt me. I am the ice princess and you can never help me. I am the ice princess, pure and cold as snow. I am the ice princess, the one you’ll never know. I am the ice princess, with armour made of steel. I am the ice princess, I think; I do not feel. I am the ice princess, be sure and keep your distance. I am the ice princess, with my sacrificial independence. I am the ice princess; to me your heart is glass. I am the ice princess; I’ll break it as I pass. I am the ice princess my emotions are long dead. I am the ice princess and snow falls where I tread. I am the ice princess, with walls you can’t break down. I am the ice princess, icicles my crown. I am the ice princess, keep your distance, stay away. I am the ice princess; my love would only make you pay. I am the ice princess my heart is made of stone. I am the ice princess.

Ok Im Laughing
so...just for the record i am still not back to par...but im working on it..and because its funny...i want to thank everyone for making me giggle today. the flirting is fabulous...and it is just that...my disclaimer has been posted for sometime now...i just want to laugh...you bring me giggles i keep you...bring me tears i must say goodbye...as to friend requests....only if i feel up to risking bullshit will i accept any new ones...I don't have time to be wasting on anymore BS. now back to the flirting...:Þ

Making A Man Get The Point!!
Love No Longer Lives Here Anymore Love no longer lives here, it flew right out the door. It happened on that fateful day I wished to cry for you no more. The yelling and the fighting have just become too much Don't look at me that way! I cringe from just your touch! You treat me like a possession, just something more you own. Love is not supposed to make me feel like I am all alone. Our relationship has been a mess right from the very start Why do you say such hurtful things, when you know they break my heart? I feel like I am inside a box, put high up on a shelf. And I am more than ready to get out and be myself! Please let me go and live my life and have a real future and not in our past. Don't ever try to hold me down. you know that it won't last. It's time for me to spread my wings and see if i can soar. sometimes life just happens this way & we are better off apart I know that you don't want this, & i know it breaks your heart, but it is like I said before: "Lov

Bedroom Grade
Your Bedroom Grade: A+ You've got it going on in the sack. You know how to please your partner in every possible way. You are a one in a million, and anyone that is lucky enough to get with you will agree with this quiz! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

Xerox For The Troops...............
Something Xerox is doing If you go to this website, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a few seconds and will mean a whole lot to a soldier that receives it. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them... IF YOU DO ONE, PLEASE COMMENT THAT YOU DID IT!!

A Poem I Wrote And Had Published
Another Day! As you prepare to walk out the door, I lye there wishing I could hold you more. Your soothing voice is like brand new, When you kiss my head and say I love you. Falling asleep alone in my bed, And all I have is you in my head. Looking around and your not there, Hoping you call to say you care. A long hard day with life's situations, Rewarded to see you and full of emotions. As you hold me in your arms so tight, I'm wishing we had another night. Out the door for my long shift, Waiting for morning to recieve my gift. Rushing home to see your gone, Begining to wonder what i've done wrong. Another day I have to wait, Cause I got home just way to late. Copyright ©2007 Amanda K. McDaniel

Fubar Treats Us Like Children
I am sorry but this bullshit with NSFW and all the fuckin rules on here have gotten out of hand...I work in a lounge that is considred NSFW...Alright will if it isnt safe for work ...stay the fuck of at that time or fuckin hide better...My friend has been silenced totally from every privilege on here for tellin his opinion of something that needs to be changed...Well I dont know about the rest of you ...but I thinks its time that we are treated as grown ups period...yeah we have sex and we are human /...when people turn us on we act on it...So what god dammit we are adults here...this isnt myspace or face book! People can come here and harrass the fuck out of u ...with comments and ratings an d bullshit and they do nothing...but u put up a pic of what god has given u and they consider us NSFW...BULLSHIT!I stand behind my friends...my true friends...So come takes us down...We are sittin in Club G Spot waiting! Come prove to us how childish u really are!

Thank You
I made this for you all. I wanted to say thank you for the smiles you share with me the laughs you give me ( on wonderful Mondays we all know how peeksta loves Mondays) and all my hugs and drinks and comments. You are all the best friends anyone could ask for Huggzz Peeksta

Her Birthday
Her Birthday (Straight) I show up at her door one evening, with a dozen red roses. As she opens her door, she looks down, to see me on my knees. I am holding your roses up presenting them to her. She accept my roses, I stand and follow her inside. Once the door closes, I lift her into my arms and carry her to the bed, laying her down gently. I slowly remove her shoes, then her socks. Ever so slowly kissing her tender skin, as I expose it inch by inch. Kissing and nibbling her toes one by one. Then I would run my lips over the bottoms of her feet and across the backs of her ankles. Next, sliding her slacks off, I continue to kiss my way up, paying extra attention to the backs of her knees. Sliding my face up and down her calves. Feeling her warm skin against my face. Next, I remove her blouse, then have her lay face down on the bed. I get on my knees, across her waist. I begin to run my big strong hands all over her back. Rubbing deeply at first, then change to

Her Day Off
Her Day Off (Straight) I see you in the kitchen, early one morning, maybe at the stove. I walk up behind you quietly, gently lifting your hair from your neck, slowing kissing my way around your neck. I continue kissing and nuzzling your tender neck, as I work up to your ear lobes, lightly sucking on each one. I slowly wrap big strong arms all the way around you. I pull you firmly back against my chest. Then I work my way back down your neck to your shoulders. I place my hands on your shoulders gently turn you around, to where we are facing each other. I now GRAB you and pull you close to me, as I began kissing you firmly and passionately, your lips to mine. Next, I take you by the hand, leading you into the living room. I walk you to the couch sitting down, as I pull you into my lap. I once again wrap my arms around your Beauty body and we sit there endlessly caressing and kissing each other, as if nothing else in the world could ever stop us. I have you move and

Fubar Censors Suck!!!
WHAT IS YOUR PROB, YOU CENSORING **********!!! YOU HATE ARTWORK??? Sincerly, Eugene Chapman I Don't Hide Behind some FAKE NAME!!! === 'fubar shop' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-30 09:42:29'.. > > One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. > > Click here for reported image. > >

My Name Is Karen And I Am An Alcoholic.
Several people have been trying to get in touch with me the last couple of days, so here's the basics... I have been dealing with depression for most of my life and over the past two years, my life has been spiraling out of control. I never drank until two years ago and due to my additive traits, I sucummoned to Mr. Jose Cuervo and the last 5 months or so is has gotten MUCH worse. In fact, I believe that I had only been tipsy once up until December of 2005 (at age 33) .This will not be a shock for those who know me, but maybe the degree for which is has risen may. In fact, there was not a day last week that I did not drink at least a 5th of tequila. I got a motel room Saturday, drank over a gallon and drove myself crazy when I could not get any of my friends or family to come see me. This binge lasted until the next day, when I was so completely shitfaced, that I apparently walked out into traffic on Hwy. 85 in Charlotte. Thankfully I was not hurt and I did not cause anyone else

610
So I am nottttt liking this snowy stuff that we've got going on. One day its warm - next day its snowy...Ack!!! I hate Ohio weather!! I am happy to say - for the first time in a really long time - I finally heard my mother laugh. Its one of those contagious laughs!! As much as me and my mom argue...I do love hearing her laugh..It just makes me think that everything in our lives are going to be alright. Heyy...I need some help..For christmas - My brother and I are each getting lap top computers!! Mine is gonna be hot pink! Anyways...How the heck do we get all 3 puters hooked to the web at once ??? I am computer stupid...So towards the end of the month .. I'm gonna need a lot of help!! Cuz my momma and my brother are even more computer stupid than I am!!!

The Holidays...
Bare with me on this... If you take the time to read this let me thank you in advance... The Holidays... I tell myself always that everything is fine. I tell myself that things will always be ok. It's Christmas again and I find myself in the same situation I'm always in this time of year. I sit here and think of all the things I have sacrificed for the well being of my children that I love with all my heart. I have set aside the things I wish for. I have once again fallen on hard times finding my self thinking of what i can get my children for Christmas. I never thought that 7 years would go by so quickly. How fatherhood has been so hard being and doing all I can for my little ones. I see so many people with there fancy things wondering to myself if those poeple actually appreciate the simple things in life like Life, Love, and Happiness. What renders me speechless is when my oldest comes up to me and tells me that she does not want anything for Christmas what am I to say to t

Just Maybe....
MAYBE: We are suppose to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for the gift. - Good one!!!! MAYBE: When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. MAYBE: It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. MAYBE: The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. MAYBE: The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. MAYBE: You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be,because you have only one life and one chance t

My Photoshoot
So Ive been offered a photo shoot with Joe Edelman Photographics. I want to go but I told my mother about it and she thinks it a scam. I want her to go with me since it would be my first ever photo shoot and even an opportunity to do local photo shoots for advertising around here. Plus I told the agent that if I come I'd be bringing my mother and she said that's a wise idea since I'm very new to the industry.

Sin's Retreat
Hey guys, i know alot of you have joined the lounge, but usually it's just the four of us talking there... you know any time i'm on, that's where i'll be... and i know some of you at least PRETEND you wanna talk to me... i'm hoping also you'll come visit and lurk there when i'm not there and get to know my other friends as well, those that are in there most often are some of my closest friends on here and i'm sure if you get along with me, you'll love them too! so... PLEASE come visit Sin's Retreat Click here to enter the lounge and lurk and/or talk with the rest of us Sin

Willfull Stupidy, Or Simple Misinterpretation
So what is the deal with people who insist on taking insult at things said in comments, especially to mumms, when in fact they were not insulted, directly, or inderectly. If a statement is made concerning a type of behavior which is clearly pointed out as being contrary toa religious belief, or pure hypocrasy of some sort, generally politically, how is this a personal attack on this third part, who was not addressed in the comment. I can't decide if these people are being willfully stupid, and insistent on demonstrating that fact to as many people as possible, or if they are simply illiterate, or misreading things, and not bothering to check what was really said before going on a diatribe against what they thought was said. Either way, it seems that some of them ought to be embarrassed at the least for pulling an Emily Litella, and the rest should get a clue, and hire someone to think for them, and then write out their alleged position clearly. They also should grasp the differen

Thrilling
Well for once in my life I found myself looking for a date.... lets see here I am not one to ask someone on a date nor tollorate a date offten. I guess that I just don't have the paticence, maybe cause I am a bizznatch when the time calls for it. Anyway on with the date thing. A Few people have asked me why I am looking for one and also told me that I shouldent have a problem finding one... well HAHAHAHAHA to that! See I have a company Christmas party coming up and well need someone to go with me. Sounds simple right? Well time to burst your bubble its NOT! I don't want to take some twat hound person out to meet my boss's ya know. They MUST be neat and clean not to mention know how to hold their alchol! Thats a BIG deal there. So here is the deal... I don't want to have to drive to another state or city to get someone...so hit me up if you are in my area and think that you might qualify for the following. 1. Can speak proper english. 2. Have nice attire that you can wear.

If You Don't Like Fat Chicks Stay The Fuck Off My Page No Room For Hater's On Here
TO ALL YOU HATE OUT THERE YOU CAN ALL GO FUCK YOURSELF'S!!!!! I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE COMMING DOWN ON ME BECAUSE I AM AS BIG GIRL AND AM COMORTABLE WITH MY BODY AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT THEN BACK THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE AND STAY!!!! BY THE WAY BLUEDEYEDANGEL YOU CAN GO PISS UP A ROPE JUST CAUSE I AM HOTTER THAN YOU!YOU DON;T HAVE TO HATE ON ME!!!!!!! AND TO ALL MY FANS AND FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBER'S I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

What Kind Of Sex Do You Love
What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Phone Sex"Talk dirty to me" describes your idea of a good time. A sexy voice really sets the tone of a good evening for you. Phone Sex 89%Orgy 78%Oral Sex 72%Normal Sex 61%Anal Sex 55%Cyber Sex 28%Gay Sex 22%

Today
Ok welp. Me and the hubby got into another fight tonight. he sent me a text telling me "f**K you, im coming home to get my stuff and stayin in the barracks". i said ok. he came home, and went straight to his computer. after about two hours, i went in there and was like can you take a few mins away from your computer to talk about this. I basically told him how i felt he told me pretty much what he wanted to tell me ( i know there was more, he just didn't wanna say it) so i flat out told him, if u want a divorce then speak up, i wasn't gonna live my life, fighting, miserable and crying all the time. that he needed to let me know what he wanted. He looked @ me and went back to his computer. and i walked out. sorry just wanted to rant

.......
Life is like a roller coaster ride, you have to buckle up and hold on... Alot of times I find myself caught off guard and I have to re evaluate alot of things in my life. I often sit back and look at different ppl the way they act,carry themselves, and treat others. Eight out of ten of those times I get upset and usually get my feelings hurt. People are very different and its a really sad world we live in. I am a very caring person and it's really hard for me to hold a grudge but oh boy as I get older and look around examining others it's simply ridiculous how hateful ppl are, and it's really sad. A close cousin of mine always reminds me of my age as I talk to her sincerly and she tells me "keep on living". Because the saddest part of this all is I have a long way to go and the hatred and spitefulness downright makes me sick to the stomach. Ppl love to see others hurting like the saying "misery loves company". Growing up I wish I could have been exposed to more things bcuz

My Birthday And My Life
sometimes i hate the fact that i am going to be 40 on the 21st of this month, my life is not completely on the track that it should be on. i mean hey have been married three times and in the process still of my third divorce, shit happens right? you fall in love with the wrong people sometimes cuz they say the right words to you and you fall for them. pretty lies is what my mother has always told me they are. i have a really amazing man in my life though i have hurt him several times i still love him and i know he loves me despite my faults or at least i hope he does. i guess turning 40 should have been a great milestone in my life, i have a so so job but i have five wonderful kids 3 of whom i have not talked to since 2000 on my birthday thanks to my second husband, men can be such asses at times and my oldest i talk to all the time via MSN or the phone got to see him when i went up to my step mom's funeral that was in itself not a fun event wish i knew her better before she passe

Contest For Promoting The Beer Bar Lounge!
This is to help build The Beer Bar Lounge! The way it will work is between now and 12/9 sunday, whoever can send the most joined members into The Beer Bar Lounge will win. The way it will be tracked is that the members you have join will have to send me a profile comment telling me they joined the lounge and who brought them into the lounge! This way it is trackable to everyone so they know where they stand in the contest! I will verify they are members! Winner will recieve A blast, and 4 tickers! again winner will recieve a 3 day blast and 4 tickers! Let the contest begin any questions send me a message! AJ Owner of THE BEER BAR LOUNGE!

Love A Joke
Love a joke Love, what a joke it can be A farse of humanity To be in love is such a lie A feeling called lust is reality You say you love, but is that true Do you have a clue? What true love is, I think Is just a story told to fool What is love Oppisite of hate The best discription as of yet Is just an insane feeling one gets Look at the Chaos love brings Death, murder, sadness ,failed Empires Does one really want that? Or maybe a nice hobby to keep the mind set Love is not for me Is not for anyone, I think Should you fall in love Run, run away my friend cause it will end all.

Murder!!!
Murder!!! This time i'm gonna rip off your fuckin faces This time im gonna spread body parts in different places There will be blood coming down, pouring like rain covering the streets as i scream out my pain personal hell burning away at my soul turning my heart into an empty black hole hate and murder start to fill the void gripping the knife as i become annoyed by all the bullshit and drama life brings listen close as this devil sings wanting your flesh wanting your blood drowning your soul with sin in one big flood for the torture will never again stop until your body bleeds its one last drop

Joke
In 1993, the University of Kentucky did a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After one year and $ 80,000.00, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the study was published, the University of South Carolina decided to do their own study. After $250,000.00, and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. The University of Georgia, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting him in the forehead.

A Fun Short Story
Here is a quick story about me and one of my brothers friends…. "Yeah, is your brother home?" this tall kid standing at the front door asked...this wasn’t one of the unsual punks my little brother hangs with… "Who are you?" "Oh, me? I'm Josh," he said. "JASON! JOSH IS HERE!" I called down the hall. "He'll be with you in a second, Josh. I'm just cooking a quick bite... Have you eaten yet?" He grunted something that sounded like yes, so I continued on with my preparations. As I cooked, I could feel Josh's eyes on me. I was wearing a T shirt, jeans and sandals, not particularly alluring, but he seemed to be quite taken with me. I tried to engage him in some small talk, and got the usual one-word answers one normally gets from my brothers friends. I decided not to press the issue any further. Jason bounded into the room. "Hey, Josh, 'sup?" "'Sup, Jason." "I gotta eat first…Dinner ready Sofie?" "All set" I said and put the plates on the table. "Josh, are you sure you don't want

How A Girl Should Be Treated!!!!!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

The Biker
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate ou

The Loss Of A Child...
"TINY HANDS" My Tiny hands folded tightly today, My Tiny Hands folded in prayer for peace for you someday. These Tiny Hands lowered down to you, These Tiny Hands reach out so loving and true. My Tiny Hands wipe those tears, My Tiny Hands cover your heart from all of life's fears. Your Hands held me tight, Your Hands carried me through the night. My Tiny Hands held yours as I crossed the end of life's road. My Tiny Hands feel your pain, They feel your fear of shame. My Tiny Hands hold your Big Loving Heart, they hold it so it will not ever fall apart. When you lay down to sleep, Think of my tiny Hands, as the love from me to you So Deep. I will be here with you every waking day, My Tiny Hands will be there so do not be scared. Scared to reach out for me. My Tiny Hands are so strong because, All of you're loving Care. My tiny Hands hold you, My Tiny Hands will forever be there too. You have helped "My Tiny Hands." They are now placed upon your heart, Now I ask

Poem
A foolish man With shameful pride Eyes full of tears But he never cries. Memories flood him Of time he held his head high This man of course Is no other than I. The love I lost Left far behind Shall haught forever Til the end of time The love you showed Was that of which stories are told This love was mine To cherish and hold Forever together Is what you were told With my arms wrapped around you In a passionate hold. Our love was pure Came straight from the heart Our souls intertwined Never meant to part Afraid to be hurt Like so many times before Unable to escape the past Unwilling to bear the pain I left my angel With no reasons why My still aches From the pain deep inside Scared, I ran Feelings empty inside My nights are lonely I want to cry A foolish man With shameful pride Eyes full of tears But

So Beautiful
You are more beautiful than anything I've ever seen, But that is not the only reason I'm so keen. You have a beautiful personality, It has its own originally. You have the most beautiful deep brown eyes, They are beautiful because they have no disguise. You have beautiful, luscious lips, Even better when they eclipse. You have a beautiful soft face, So beautiful, I would never replace. You have a beautiful touch, So beautiful, I want it so much. You have a beautiful kiss, So beautiful, I would never, ever want to miss. I think this is a becoming a beautiful love, The kind only sent from above. These are reasons you are such a beautiful friend, I hope we will be together til the very end.

This One Received A Passing Grade Too...
From SMOKE_DPV69: HEY BEAUTIFUL MY NAME IS DANIEL AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE A FRIEND OF YOURS, YOU SEEM LIKE A REALLY OUT GOING PERSON WHO LIKE TO HAVE FUN IN BOTH WAYS OR BOTH SIDES I SHOULD SAY.I LIKE WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT THE MEN WILL HAVE TO TRY A LITTLE HARDER "lol'SOUNDS LIKE A CHALLENGE I LIKE 2 TALK TO MY FRIENDS BUT ALOT OF THEM DONT TALK BACK. AND IF THEY DO TALK TO ME ITS CUZ I MADE THE EFFORT TO TALK SO IF YOU EXCEPT ME DONT BE A STRANGER CUM SAY HI ,TALK OR WHATEVER TICKLES YOU FUNNYBONE UNLESS ITS NOT ME TICKLING "lol" ANYTHING DONT BE SHY CUZ I WONT , SO UNTILL BYE 4 NOW BEAUTIFUL AND "MUAH". --------------------- I had to give this one a passing grade....what do you think?

Hell's Fury And Heaven's Touch
He trudges through the darkness of everyday, And forces his way through the murkiness Because he is stuck between Heaven and Hell- That's where his past has left him. He watches an angel above, He see her wings spread wide, But she carries a warrior's sword. Flaming beauty and vengeful coldness. His broken heart held in place by stubborness, And fused by the flame of passion in his soul. He knows that he'll never make it to Heaven, But does know that the inner fire that guides him Is fueled by the Hell that he has been through. His vengeful coldness- Hidden in his own flaming beauty. No one can see the pain, and no one cares, All they see is a man struggling to stand tall, A man seeking to be accepted for what he is- Not perfect, but he can speak the perfect words He writes with his soul every day, And still no one takes the time to know him. They see his gentle face and hear his kind words, But they know not the tortured soul That hides behind the green eyes. T

Birthday Love.......
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY LOVE YESTERDAY!!!!...OMG....I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD GET THIS KIND OF RESPONSE.....UNFORTUNATELY MY COMPUTER CRASHED THAT DAY AND I JUST GOT IT GOING AGAIN...IT IS SLOW BUT I WANT TO RETURN THE LOVE AS SOON AS I CAN...JUST BEAR WITH ME FOR A BIT....YOU FU PEEPS ARE THE BEST !!!!!! THANK YOU AGAIN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH...MUAAAAHZ!!!!!!!!!....WENDY "DONKEYPIG"

Escaping Hell
He watches from his perch above his head, The vulture that has circled him for days. He wasn't dying, though at times, He felt his soul being torn apart. He trudges through the demonic turmoil That is his life. The vulture watches. There's really is no life. He climbs each broken step, stumbling As he reaches past each twisted thorny vine. He bears the scars of the battles waged- Not on his physical being, But on his heart and soul. The vulture still sits eyeing him As if he was giving up the ghost. He pushes past the brimstone gates, And refreshing air fills his lungs. He looks out into the world in front of him, And sees the beauty unfold. He looks forward and sees a path he has never taken, Perhaps to some the "road less taken", And with a little fear and resolve, He steps into the world that is anew, And he is escaping hell. Robert J Nye (2007)

1-900#'s
So I was talking to my friend hg tonight, and she tells me ‘brb’ Now when I’m usually instant messaging with anyone that is a very normal occurance, cuz conversations usually go into the wee hours of the night. I have to stay on my normal schedule on my nights off. Well the significane of hg telling me ‘brb’ is why I’m writing this blog. Now what you need to know about hg is that she is a phone sex operator. So when we are having our conversations about our lives she is at home working. So when she says ‘brb’ that means she just got a call, a client if you will. I guess its just funny to me cuz I don’t think about it for the most part. You know? And every once in a while my lightbulb in my head will go off and I’m like oh yeah… she’s off talking dirty to someone. Its funny to me cuz of how regular she is. Yeah I’m a dork. So what? :P HarleyGypsy: brb michael barela: lol k michael barela: so omg i just realized something... i am talking to another girl and she does insur

Nsfw?? You've Got To Be F'n Kidding Me!!!
Someone marked my "confidence" De-motivational poster NSFW. The only thing I can think of is because it's of some fatty fat Mcfatfuck holding up his tits. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?!?! IT'S A FUCKING MALE! I see pics of guys on this site where they happen to not be wearing a shirt. Am I to assume then that these pics are also NSFW? Get off your NSFW High Horse and get a fucking life...

Hold Me Close
Hold me close and don't let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don't let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone

Donate?
I need a Wii! Will donate towards my Wii plz? If you don't trust my linky fumail me and I will send you my email address and you can go to paypal yourself.. :) $5 donations are nice.. for a $10 dollar donations I will do a little something for you.. rate your entire profile or a SFW personal Salute.. More than $10 will get ya something better of your choice - name it(with in reason). What do you think? I don't think its anymore whorish than alot of the other things I see around here... EDIT: Let me just add that this is more for my kids than it is for me, I get bored with the games pretty quick. Frankly it pisses me off that I should have to beg money from people for a video game system that probably costs $50 to make but yet you fucking SHEEP will run out and pay $600 for it and then I can't afford one. I spend every dime I get on my kids, clothes, food, you know stuff they need. That is all.. thanks.

Bubbly T-day
Morning & Welcome to my Thursday edition of: My daily Comments By yours Truly! I hope this finds you In full Holiday Spirit and Keeping your feet warm! I say that because, It always seems -since I can remember- That soon as winter hit ... My toes would get cold And stay that way until the spring thaw! My daughter is with me today (school cancellation due to weather) and bugging me to go shopping - ugh I told her I would for sure this weekend. She's a pretty good Christmas shopper, I've taken her out to shop for everyone in her family since she was five. (yes 5) I instilled the true meaning of Christmas, Not that its about getting things - But GIVING & the joy of that alone. We have a strange family dynamic, with my Lexy having 2 half brothers with her mom in which each brother has a different father - and having 2 half-sibling (Trisha & William) with me. So she has shopped with me for everyone included in that extended famil

Atlantis Launch Postponed
STS-122 Atlantis Launch Scrubbed For Today. Image Above: Atlantis on Launch Pad 39A. Photo credit: NASA/Kim Shiflett Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA). Dec. 6, 10:30 a.m. EST: During tanking, two of four LH2 (Liquid Hydrogen) Engine Cutoff (ECO) sensors (sensor #3 and #4) failed to respond appropriately, which is a Launch Commit Violation. The requirement to proceed calls for 3 of 4. The launch was scrubbed at 9:56 a.m. EST on the recommendation of Launch Director Doug Lyons. Mission Management Team Chairman LeRoy Cain concurred following a short briefing on the issue. The ice inspection team will proceed with an abbreviated vehicle inspection prior to offloading the LO2 (Liquid Oxygen) and LH2 and recycle for a launch attempt tomorrow, at 4:09 p.m. A press briefing is tentative scheduled for 4 p.m. An update is forthcoming on NASA

I Gotta Watch That.
Yet again I was on the floor putting files back wondering why everyone was staring at me and going around me in exagerrated motions. Was in a split filing. Again. Listeing to Atreyu so I was slightly headbanging at the same time. Woooooooooooooo. I gotta remember when at work; act normal.

Hahahaha
So I am emailing my FU GF Persia to try to not be so freaking bored today... I told her that I had two words to describe her: A HANDFUL... She replies: No I'm not. I dunno how many of you know her... but I am sure those of you who do will agree..lmao

5 Minute Management Course
5 minute management course Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest apologized "Sorry sister but the flesh is weak." Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory." - Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

I Desire You
I feel you, oh how I feel you, so close though you're so far away your touch your mind your body... your soul next to me, beside me... with me Your touching me, mesmerizing me with your eyes filling me with your touch melting me with your sensuous kiss I taste your kiss, all day long, though I have yet to actually taste it I imagine, fantasize about you and my desire, my fantasies... my needs There's so much I desire - to be with you in every way possible... next to you, beside you, with you... touching you I desire you...

Leaving
this is my last time on fubar for a while i need a break from this I am Graduating soon Plus i have a business to run for those who truely know who i am and what i am about they know where to reach me and for those who still want to reach me you can do on Yahoo or MSN hit me up Nyck404 I just need a break. This is an Alternative to deleting my account. which I worked hard to rank up in i just need to focus on other things in my life. I appreciate all my friends and love the comments that are left. Thank you very much and god bless..

We're Tying The Knot
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Deleting Friends? Gimme A Fucking Break!
You know, everytime I spend time on this site, I see things that seriously make me laugh. This site is a bit more intuitive than alot of other sites, namely Myspace, Facebook or some other social site, because this site is virtually running everything that people do in real time. So it's easy to see how people make moves on this site...also revealing people's personalities to a large degree. The first thing I notice is too many people lay their feelings on the line on websites hoping to accomplish some sort of either feedback, response, or trigger feelings in people they are intending to read what they post. For example, people always talk about keeping it real before you add them, read their profiles, this that and the other...well, when you do, they begin to talk to the person who kept it real...ONLY to catch feelings! Then when the person stops talking to them, no fault of that person, just the nature of websites being cyclical in nature, this person sits behind a computer

Hahahahaha
I love how people can be so judgemental. I posted a mumm about sex on a first date. And all i got back was "SLUT"... like i sleep around or something. If i was a slut, i wouldn't be going on 3 months without sex. I'd be going on MAYBE 3 days... but no. Yea, i've had sex on a first date before, and had a very successful relationship from it. It doesnt make me a slut. Whatever...

Tryin To Ride
Seeking balance I stand tall But feel awkward and askew I propel myself gracelessly Like some limping beast A little momentum and I stall The motion nonintuitive, new Wishing I could move effortlessly Or with some control at least Half dragging, sliding, shuffling The wind buffets against me, assails me Cold powder swirls like a dervish I squint my eyes, half snowblind I pull my scarf up, muffling Blocking the wind as it wails at me I can’t help but feel a bit nervous Gliding along, one foot in a bind A directionless monopod, I sidewind along In spite of myself I make my way With a jolt I ascend the hill Hoping I can get off the belt I reach the top after not too long And scuttle out of the way Catch a bit of ice—too cold to melt I gather all my will I buckle in my right boot And rachet the bindings tight And now with both feet I am bound Locked to the board Slightly forward I scoot And struggle to

Im A Grammy!!
YAY!!! She finally had her! 1 week earlier than expected but Shes Gorgeus! Riley Aurora~ 6 pounds 12 oz.. 20 & 1/2 inches long.. Born Dec 5th..11:29pm Rick & Riley (Godfather) Baby & Mom are doing great, she comes home tomorrow :)

Important Blog
This is utterly stupid that people get upset at me for not rating their pictures back. I have to ask, do you know how many picture rates and profile rates I get in a day? Over 300 at least! How am I supposed to return them all?! I have a life to live! I'd have to sit at the computer all day to be able to return them all! I try my hardest to return rates, but sometimes there are just too many! I appericate everyone that rates me! I just get called so many rude names for not rating back. And I'm getting sick and tired of it. So if you don't understand why I can't always rate you back, then I don't know how to make you understand. But I'm sick and tired of the rude names that I get called on a day to day basis by some of you. Please, its only FUBAR. Where I love each and every one of my friends and fans, I WILL NOT tolerate being disrespected by ANY of you. NONE of you really know me. So PLEASE stop and think before you decide to send hatemail my way. Because I'm TIRED OF IT!!! And as

Written For Kim
every now and then you come acrossed a stranger, one that seems to stand out from all the rest. One that you believe will always be there for you. I believe you are the one. I know we havent talked, but in my heart i believe you are that special someone. The one i know i can always count on to wipe the tears away, lend a helping hand. To give me a shoulder to cry on. Make me laugh when i want to cry, smile when there's a frown. I believe that you are that special friend. When the roads get rough and the river begins to toss you around know that I will be there to pull you out. Every mountain that you climb know that i will be there to pick you up when you have fallen, so you can start again. Every now and then you come acrossed a stranger one that you have a feeling will be your friend for life. I believe you are the one. I know I dont know you, but in my heart i feel the friendship beginning to grow. I believe you are that special friend. In my heart i

What To Join A Club?
I was just paying by debts off for my Happy Hour Giveaway (50 Happy Hour 11's) To the last two remaining participants of my give away ... When it occurred to me: Why don't I start a group of friends to help each other for a few days? I thought if 11 people got together, and promised (hopefully everyone's honest) to give each other 10 eleven's for 11 days, one of the 11 give 100 to ONE person - Each day rotating to the giver/reciever ... It would be nice way to get some points fast! I was thinking about adding 11 other things too! So, I'm going to try it - wont hurt to try ... And I think it would be fun to know for 11 days you're getting some good point AND helping others too! Please let me know if interested! Greg

Fire And Ice Family Members
Here is our list of members. Managment will be in my New Family Blog and not mentioned here! Please come here often as some will be added and some delted. Please make friends with all FIRE and ICE members!! Make everyone here your friends. Billy*Member of the Fire and Ice Crew*@ fubar Anna ~Member of Fire and Ice Crew~@ fubar ****lilmamma1***fire**n**ice** leveling** crew****@ fubar *Baby T*Rockstar*Fire and Ice Crew Member*Happily Taken*@ fubar Harley Member of FIRE & ICE Levelers Crew@ fubar blue eye devil enforcer of fire and ice leveling crew@ fubar ~Bombing~kat~member of Fire and Ice@ fubar ~Hottielips~.êl crØw,Dåddy'S lil gi®l & brØ¸.•´* fØ®gê± me ÑØ±`•.¸.•

Calories Burned During Sex!
CALORIES BURNED DURING SEX! REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent 12 Calories Without her consent 2,187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands 8 Calories With one hand 12 Calories With your teeth 485 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection 6 Calories Without an erection 3,315 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary 12 Calories 69 lying down 78 Calories 69 standing up 812 Calories Wheelbarrow 216 Calories Doggy Style 326 Calories Italian chandelier 2,912 Calorie

Star Purpose
I’ve finally learned something. In my previous star messages, I spoke of seeing that one twinkle I felt was mine. There’s a reason the Great Spirit put so many points of white light in the sky. I am but one of six billion people on Mother Earth, yet there are six hundred trillion stars in the nighttime sky. Have you ever wondered why the stars so vastly outnumber the stargazers? I’m sure part of the grand plan is because many of the stars you see no longer exist. By the time their glow reaches your eyes, reaches your heart, they’re already gone. Vanished, though perhaps not forgotten. What you’re seeing is an old light, a depleted light, not the new light you hoped for. I still look up at the heavens because I can bask in those pinpoints that keep the skies from being a deep black void. But, they’re just stars, even though they hold a certain fascination. I look up now, knowing new stars are created each day to replace those that served their purpose. And so, I’ve f

Update 12/07/07
Well as many of you know in the begining of the year my wife and i suffered a miscarriage. Well after man months of recovering and trying again we have found out that Snuggles is pregnant again. please cross your fingers and keep us in your thoughts. I will keep this section updated as often as i can with any new information that i get.

Ugh.
I don't understand why people can't do things by themselves. I just got a phone call inviting me to a concert tomorrow night because one of my besties doesn't wanna go "alone". She's going with like 3 other people but would rather have me there. ............ What's wrong with just going with who you're with?!

Big Bear Trip 2008
Ok everyone its official I booked the cabin and got everything set up for the trip... "Some people come to visit us here in Big Bear just to relax. Get away from the hustle bustle of the city. It is a five bedroom two bath house. Wow! Five bedrooms! That means everyone can have their own space, up to twelve people. There is a large oversize deck to view the sunsets or squabble among the ground squirrels. When it is time to retire for the night, the first bedroom has a king, the 2nd bedroom has two full, the 3rd bedroom has a full, the 4th bedroom has a set of bunk beds and the 5th has a full. It has all the standard required features including a washer and dryer." DATE: January 25-28, 2008 LOCATION: Moonridge Area - PICTURES WHAT HAPPENS IN BIG BEAR STAYS THERE BITCHES!! Quotes From Big Bear Parties ... but that one time, when that one girl... oh and her shirt HAHAHAHA and the bear was a rock... and then we fell and... blood...NAKED bwuahahahahaha ...she

Share A Christmas Memory With Me!!
I grew up with not much and I am so glad I did. It makes me the person I am today. Well, on with the memory...I was about 13 and my Mom told me to come to a county store, she had $50 dollars in free toys to get for my niece and nephew. She failed to tell me, she got the free toys for a purchase she and my Dad made...my new stereo system...well, when in the store, I was not interested in picking out toys but in the stereo systems...I wandered over lifted up the top of the one I thought was the bomb....inside.....saw my name beside the words SOLD....OMG, I was soooo excited I screamed and cried....it was a week before Christmas and Mom (being the person she was LMAO) said "well, DAMN....just go ahead and deliver the SOB."...I would have never asked for the stereo system...It was way too much...Thanks MOM and DAD!!!

My Pre-op
For those of you that don't know..... I was in the hospital back in August for stomach pains (which they never figured out) but in the process they discovered that I have a 2 golf ball sitting side by side sized tumor sitting on my Adrenal Gland which is being removed this coming Thursday the 13th. Had my surgery pre-op appt. yesterday afternoon. gave blood (yay, i get to wear a pink wrist band for the next 6 days that has a number on it that they will match up to my blood/lab results the day of the surgery, incase I need to have a transfusion) & had a chest xray done. Got my list of do's and don'ts. Ugh.. I can't smoke a cig at all the morning of my surgery. I have to be at the hospital Thursday morning @ 7am. Boy am I going to be one cranky biotch that morning. And there's a chance they may cut off atleast one of my nails (to be able to get the monitor thingie on my fingertip to record my blood oxygen levels and heart rate.) And I will be staying atleast overnight. I hav

Looking For Staff!!!
As you probally know the fire & ice lounge is back again, but this time its run by me. I am lookin for all staff right now. My main concern right now is GREETERS I really need greeters to keep our members comin in and wanting to stay. Also lookin for dancers, bartenders, enforcers, and promoters. I still have alot I need to get done in the lounge and once everything is all settled then we will be lookin for Dj's. If you are interested in any of these postions please send me a message or shout at me and let me know, I really need these postions filled ASAP!!!!! If you have not yet been to the lounge please come by and stay awhile and see if you are comfortable there before you decide, I need dedicated people who arent just gonna take off and not say they are leavin, that is wrong to the other staff and honestly very immature. If you can't be mature and responsible dont bother wastin my time or yours please. Once again if you are interested please send me a message or shout at me so we c

Making Venison Summer Sausage
Ahhhhh my 2nd favorite winter past time...making summer sausage...I use select herbs and seasonings and add Jalepeno and pepperjack or cheddar cheese to make these scrumptious movie snacks. After ALL the ingredients and the cure have been mixed thoroughly together and stuffed into casings I smoke them for 2 hours @ 160* then bump up the heat to 200* for 1.5-2 hours. When the internal Temp reaches 160* they are done and taken out of the smoker and put into an ice water bath to stop the casings from shrinking and shriveling....afterwards....here you have it... VENISON JALEPENO AND PEPPERJACK SUMMER SAUSAGE

My Boy
OMG.......I AM SOOOO PROUD OF BOTH MY BOYS BUT ESPECIALLY MY 6 YR OLD!! I HAD A PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE TODAY. I FOUND OUT THAT HE'S AT THE TOP OF HIS CLASS FOR MATH AND SOCIAL STUDIES AND SCIENCE. EVEN BETTER NEWS THAN THAT IS,HE'S IN FIRST GRADE AND READING AT A 3RD GRADE LEVEL,SO HE'S WAY ABOVE AVERAGE FOR THAT!! I AM SO PROUD OF HIM!! HIS TEACHER IS TYPING UP STORIES THAT HE WROTE ALL BY HIMSELF ON A SPECIAL COMPUTER AT SCHOOL THAT PRINTS IN OUT INTO A BOOK. I AM GOING TO TRY AND GET HIS COLLECTION OF SHORT STORIES PUBLISHED WHEN SHE'S DONE TYPING IT UP. WOULDN'T THAT BE LIKE THE COOLEST THING IN THE WORLD FOR HIM TO BE ONLY 7 YRS OLD AND HAVE A BOOK PUBLISHED?!! I TOLD HIM HOW PROUD OF HIM I AM AND HOW WELL HIS READING SKILLS ARE AND HE WAS SHOCKED AND SOOO HAPPY WITH HIMSELF. SO ANYWAY ....JUST COULDN'T KEEP THAT TO MYSELF AND WISH HIM AND I LUCK ON GETTING IT PUBLISHED. WHO KNOWS MAYBE YOU ALL WILL SEE US ON TV SOMEDAY CAUSE HES SOLD LIKE A MILLION COPIES OR SOMETHING AT ONLY

Looking For Some Cool Xmas Skins?....look Nowhere Else..
Update your profile for the Holiday Season! 25 New Christmas/Holiday Skins to browse and Choose! Just Click the picture below to rip the skin, preview and activate! Its that easy!

Attitude
Ive been in such a funk lately and cant quite put my finger on it. my weight is stressing me out. My job is stressing me out. My kids are stressing me out. i came across some old journals while cleaning and remembered i used to write down daily quotes from this site called "the daily motivator". I decided I was going to start posting more here in my blog for safe keeping and to share with friends.I don't necessarily choose the one put up daily but rather fish around archives for ones that touch my heart in some way. this one is mine for today.... Choose your attitude Your attitude can be based on the weather, the amount of traffic congestion, the way people treat you, or a whole lot of other things. Or, your attitude can be exactly what you choose for it to be. When you turn your attitude over to other people or to random circumstances, it's going to be volatile, undependable and not very productive. By contrast, when you choose your own attitude, independent of what'

Boyfriend Application...
This is all in fun I'm not looking for anyone. Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If y

Take Care
When i see you feeling empty, I want to hold you close to me, Wipe the tear away from your eyes, Wishing you knew your own beauty, It's Clear to me your hurting, It tortures me inside, I want to take away your pain, But my request has been denied, Be strong and know that you are loved, Although i dont want to let you go, Just how much i miss your touch, I guess you will never know, Please do not forget my name, especially when your sad, I will help you get back on your feet, If things ever start to get bad, As we both move into the big wide world, I will think of you whatever i do, And hope that some day in the future, You find love the way I loved you

Apologize
I know i am not the smartest, handsome or strong person. I have been through a lot depression this year. From my wife leaving me at the begining of the year to some stuff now. I am starting to speak to my mother and brother who i havent talked to in 14 years. I have been crying since last night. Sometimes i just wanna say fuk it and give in. I dont think world would miss me. Yes i was talking about killing myself. My birthday is coming up dec 21st and christmas the following week but a lot of people get depressed around the holidays. But i dont know. I just wanna apologize for being me.

Hmm Rules To Downrating Me Please Read Lol
Ok to all the people who decide that they want to downrate me , or pretty much any of the people that i know .. U should follow a few simple rules :) 1) Please if ur going to rate my photo a 1 .. atleast have a few real pic's of yourself ! 2) Do NOT look like a constipated toddler in your own picture because well then ur just retarded and downrating me or anyone else for that matter won't make you look any better ! 3) Do NOT come in my shoutbox and bitch at me when i return ur rating back to ya 10 fold .. that just makes ya a poor sport and a crybaby .. U made the first most , so i chose to end it .. no harm no foul .. 4) If U think i'm a 1 .. why visit my profile umpteen times huh?? ohhhhhh i guess u mistook the rating system .. 1 is bad .. 10 is amazing and i must be pretty amazing in your lil world to get stalked by you ... Thanks send me drinks to atleast keep my interest .. would be even better if u had a crush on me to :)go ahead its annonymous !! noone will know its

Too Far Back
Today I drove my nephew to one of my my alma maters, Fairmont State, to take his ACT test. I volunteered saying "I know the town and the cams like the back of my hand". That must have been the hand I keep behind my back, because I was practically lost. Come to think of it, it's been 18 years since I sat foot on campus. I knew student population had doubled in size and it looks like the buildings and campus grounds have tripled. I walked around thinking about what I got from 4 years there and then back again 18 years later a different person. Now confession time - I'm the kind of guy who is shocked every time I look in the mirror. I don't feel my age, and some might say I don't act it. I catch myself saying things like, "yeah, about 10 years ago I was..." and then I think about it and it's really been 20. So in a way it was kind of a downer for me being there today and realizing it had been so long ago, both in years and in water under the bridge. But hey, I got my peps here :)

From'~emily Gail The 1 And Only~'s Home Page
link to the writer's home page(please read more of her writings) http://www.fubar.com/user/817307 To the ladies out there- Treat yourself as if you were a queen. DO NOT settle for anything less than you deserve! No ring or money or promise is worth settling for. If he doesn't treat you the way you want to be treated or make you feel the way you want to feel, then he is not worth your time, effort, love, or affection. You know you've found the right one when he feels like he doesn't deserve you. That in his eyes, you and you alone are so desirable and wonderful in every single way, he can't even fathom the fact that you would even give him a chance. That is the man every Woman dreams of and that is the man every Woman deserves. But ladies, always, always remember, just because this man worships the ground you walk on does not mean he deserves to be treated any less than the five star treatment he gives you. As a Woman you are a diamond and he is the gold. What would that ring

10/5/2004 For My Brother Who Passed
Splendid grass waving with the wind Soft silence over coming me The presence of a gift shake me Then the memory of your love surrounds me The happiness of the thought of you The craving to see you again That laugh that comforts darkness The unwillingness to ever let go Walk tall as you did here As you should in heaven Always know your loved and missed Always know you'll never be forgotten I love and miss you..........

Happy Sunday??
This has turned into an interesting day for Dakota, the 13 year old grandson that lives with me. He got injured in his last match yesterday at a wrestling tournament in Marshfield, WI. Whacked his right elbow really hard by falling on it while having his opponent in a hold of some kind, lol! He is now sporting a lovely cast - broke his elbow! And, of course, he is right handed, lol! He'd been complaining of a sore throat, so for chuckles and grins I asked that they check for strep! Yep, he's got strep as well. Tim, 16 year old grandson, is upstairs with a tummy bug - same one I think Damian, the oldest, has. But Damian doesn't live here now, lmao! Tim and Taylor work with Damian at Burger King, however!! Guess I better up my dose of Vitamin C! I do not want to get any of this stuff!! May your day be filled with healthy friends and family, lol! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! Later! Muahz!

Saturday Night
just little clips from last night. i got ahold of my moms digi cam wooot..the old dude u'll see for like 2 seconds he came over to our table and asked us if we masterbated..rofl..what a sicko..it was defiently funny though..creepy old men rock

One More Day
i watched a movie tonight that i wish everyday one more day with my mom i lost her in 93 and i still miss her i want one more hug to hold her every xmas i wish for it this movie in some ways was me i miss you mom

Just Had To Share This Lol
DADDY,HOW WAS I BORN? A little boy goes to his father and asks " DADDY , HOW WAS I BORN? The father answers, "Well,son. I guess one day you will find out anyway! Your mom and I first got together in a chatroom on yahoo. then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. we sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agrees to download from my hard drive, as soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall,and since it was to late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-up appeard that said. YOU GOT MALE .

How Much More Can U Take?
When u care for somebody thats a good thing, but how much more can u take or have u to take? Let me see, ure a not couple right now, but both having feelings for eitch other, that means that isnt bad at all. That means both are care for eitch other, i guess. I know a single is a single and can do what the heck he wanna do....there is no exlaining to do...but like i said above, when u care for somebody else..u would slow down in u re private activities, Thats is my opnion about it and also showing the other person u care for. Well i can only talk about me, cuz i have no freaking idea what is going on in a mens head...not even sure if they using that part at all. Everybody knows i care for him, if its friends or even his Ex lol..but i am not sure if somebody understands that there is a level and everything what is going over that level is enough. When u hear every freaking day the same bs over and over again and u not even wanna hear it, that make u sick. It makes u sick hearing how

Chris Jericho
OMG!! CHRIS JERICHO HAS BEEN MY OBSESSION FOR AROUND THE PAST 13 YEARS!! FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOW WHO HE IS, HE IS A WRESTLER ON WWE. HE IS ALSO THE LEAD SINGER IN HIS BAND CALLED FOZZY. LAST YEAR HE WAS ALSO ON CELEBRITY DUETS. HE ALSO PLAYS HOCKEY. I HAVE SEEN HIM AT DIFFERENT WWE SHOWS. BUT NOW I FINALLY GET TO MEET MY FAVORITE PERSON!! HE IS GOING TO BE IN NASHVILLE AT HIS BOOK SIGNING. NASHVILLE IS CLOSE TO ME AND I WANNA SEE HIM!! ILL POST PICS WHENEVER I GET BACK FROM SEEING HIM!! WHOOOO HOOOOO I AM SO EXCITED!! :D HE IS SOOOO SEXXXY TO ME!! MMMMMMMM!!

All I Could Do Was Shake My Head
So, here's my story for today.... I was sitting on the bus riding into work this afternoon when a man got on and sat down right in front of me.... He tried to strike up a conversation with me....and that's when I noticed he had bugs in his hair!! I mean, he literally had critters crawling in his hair..... I excused myself....and moved seats....only to hear him hollering at me for being rude. LMAO! Lord only knows how nasty that was.

Christmas Survey
I got this idea from Smitten. Thought I would do my own Yuletide survey. You can answer below if you want. 1. Ever have sex in a holiday season costume (elf, santa, Virgin Mary, etc)? 2. Is there a family member you dread spending time with during a family get-together? 3. Have you seen someone standing under the mistletoe and got all excited, thinking this is your chance and ran over and kissed them? 4. Would you rather have snow or be able to drive faster/safe during the season? 5. Did someone tell you there was no Santa or did you figure it out yourself?

Horrible Day
2 DAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER...I WAS ON THE PC WHEN I HEARD DOGS...I GOT UP TO C WHOS DOGS THEY WAS...AND NOTICED THEY WAS THE DOGS ACROSSED THE STREET...THEN I NOTICED THE DOGS HAD THE CAT N THIER MOUTH ONE ON EACH END PULLIN BACKWARDS... TRYIN TO RIP THE CAT N PIECES...NOW HES N AT THE VETS FIGHTIN TO LIVE...SADINS ME TO SAY THAT MY OTHER CAT THAT WAS PREGNANT WAS TWISTED LIKE A PREZLE... SHE WAS THE SWEETEST CAT EVER SHE WAS ONLY 3 YRS OLD... RIP PATACHES UR LOVED N MISSED

Intention
”Is our coming on earth ruled by a law, or does it happen in a haphazard way? This very subtle problem is very difficult to explain. We are helped by understanding the meaning of accident and intention. They are two distinct things. It helps us if we try to discover what is hidden behind accident. Then we come to the intention in the scheme of the working of the whole. Everything has a purpose, nothing is an accident; but to our mind there is accident. So accident exists for us like a shadow. Neither has shadow a real existence, nor has accident. Nothing is really accidental, but as the idea of accident goes on, it attracts accidents more and more. For instance, a person may wander for six months in Paris without finding a thief, but for a thief it will not take six hours to find one, for the law of attraction works. There is a verse in the Qur'an which explains this very well: 'Not one atom moves without the command of God.' Intention is behind every activity, and the intention w

How The Hell...
...does an article of clothing disappear from the face of the planet, in one day? Wore it Thursday night. Looked for it Saturday afternoon and couldn't find it...anywhere. I looked in places that there was no way it could have possibly ended up in. 1. It was not involved in any laundry run. I did no laundry during that time. 2. It is an article of clothing that only comes off when I'm at home getting ready to go to bed. 3. It has no legs, no working parts of any kind. 4. If someone were to break into the place and steal ONLY one thing...this would not be that one thing. I'm so baffled and confused that I'm actually angry. Wtf...

Leaving For A Bit...
i am not going to be online very often anymore....i am moving and until i get internet hook up i will be taking a long break....i hope all of my favorite people on fubar(all of my friends fans and family) have an awesome christmas if not hearing from me until the new year is over! I love you all and i am hoping you have a fun safe and happy holiday! love jeny A.K.A consider yourself spanked! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Newborn!!!
Ok everybody!!! As most of you know PrincessPaige and I have been married for 8 monthes and were expecting a new addition to the family around Christmas!! Wellll guess what....... our son decided he was tired of being couped up and wanted out!!! So here it is.... We had a very beautiful baby boy born into this world December 5, 2007 at 10:02 am!! His name is Conner James Allan, he was 5 pounds 15 ounces and 20 inches long!!! Paige and Conner are doing great and are expected to be home in the next couple of days!!! Paige and i are very happy and very excited about our new arrival toour home!!!!

Why Bitch To Fubar Just Because They Arent 100%
LOOK I TOO KNOW FUBAR IS NOT 100% BUT WHY BITCH ABOUT IT TO THE ONES THAT RUN AND OWN THIS SITE? THAT SPEND 1,000'S OF DOLLARS TO MAKE THIS SITE GREAT!?! IF IT WAS THAT BAD WHY WOULD YOU BE ON HERE? FUBAR IS SO MUCH BETTER THEN MYSPACE!!! YET EVERYONE WANTS JUMP ONE "BABY J" OR "SCRAPPER" WHEN THEY DO A POST ABOUT THE BITCHING!!! IF WE STOP CRYING ABOUT THE THINGS THAT ARENT 100% HERE. MAYBE THEY COULD BE FIXED THE OTHER! IF WE STOP OUR BITCHING!!! THINGS ARE FLYING HERE FOR THE GOOD! MYSPACE CANT EVEN COME CLOSE!!! WE CAN DO A 1,000 TIMES MORE HERE THEN MYSPACE!!! YES "BABY J" OR "SCRAPPER" MAY SAY WHAT THEY DO!!! FOR FOR THEY SHOULD!!!! BECAUSE THEY DO ALL OF THIS JUST SO WE CAN ENJOY A SITE LIKE THIS!!! YES THEY KICK EVERY CHEATER THEY CAN FIND!!! WHILE AT THE SAME TIME SPEND 1000,S OF DOLLARS ON MAKING THIS SITE FUN FOR ALL. I FOR ONE HAVE ENJOYED THIS SITE AND EVERYTHING IT OFFERS!!! AND IF THEY WANT TO BITCH

Stay Young
the story here is shockingly, parents .. its about not been able to do anything right, always getting the blame always getting hassle for been young and enjoying it...so i thought id write a song for the young people out there feeling the same One way out is all you're ever gonna get, From those who'll hand it out, don't never let it upset you, Cos they'll put words into your mouths they're making me feel so ashamed Making me take the blame Making me cold in the night Making me question my heart and soul And I think that it's not quite right Hey! stay young and invincible Cos we know just what we are And come what may, we're unstoppable Cos we know just what we are Yeah we know just what we are! Feed your head with all the things you need When you're hungry Stay in bed and sleep all day as long as it's Sunday Cos they'll put words into your mouth they're making you feel so ashamed Making me take the blame Making me cold in the night Making me question

Love...
WELL... I JUST WANTED TO MAKE IT VERY CLEAR THAT I DO NOT RATE AND FAN BACK UNLESS YOU ASK. I HAVE HAD MANY PEOPLE COMPLAIN BUT THESE PPL THAT COMPLAIN ARE THE ONES THAT DONT GET VERY MUCH ATTENTION. YOU SEE.. I GET LIKE 400 RATES AND FANS A DAY, SO I WOULD BE SPENDING ALL DAY LONG RETURNING LOVE, AND IM SORRY BUT IM JUST NOT GONNA DO IT. IF YOU WOULD LIKE FOR ME TO FAN AND RATE YOU BACK THEN ASK NICELY AND I WILL. ITS THAT SIMPLE. HMM JUST WANTED TO MAKE THAT CLEAR LOL.

D.b.s.
Well my first Blog ever!!!! I thought it should be informative and help someone along the way..... it was brought to my attention today that women actually suffer with D.B.S. (Damp Bush Syndrome), a woman says to me.... ( why me, I'm wondering), and I quote, " I'm all wet down there" and I'm thinking to myself.... Good Lord Woman!!!!! use some powder!!!!! POWDER THAT DAMN BUSH!!!!!!!! So I thought someone could let us all know if this is really a serious issue. D.B.S. is also known to stand for.... Dumb Biotch Syndrome Dirty Butt Syndrome Don't be stupid Dumb Bastage Syndrome and so on and so on... I'm sure we all know someone with one of these syndromes.... just wondering, Kelly Ann....... (giggles)

This Time Tomorrow Night...
At this time tomorrow night, I'll no longer be a member of Fubar. I'm sorry. I refuse to get sucked into drama any longer. Its ridiculous. I cant even log onto my page without someone havin somethin to say about it. So If you still wanna keep in touch, most of you already have my yahoo.... but if not, hit me up. I'm goin back to my nice, boring, quiet myspace :D PEACE OUT! xoxo Amy

Fubar User Stupidity At Its Finest!
This conversation took place after I uploaded a few pictures into my "Private" album. I copied and pasted so that you don't have to read from bottom to top. Should make it a little easier. But for the record, if I'm asked by anyone from this day on, whether or not they can view my private album, these people will be deleted from my friends list, and blocked as well. They're private for a reason. If you're my "friend" than you'll already know this, and know not to ask. nadd195955: why u do thise ->nadd195955: Do what? nadd195955: dont give promisstion to see your photo or rat u as u like ->nadd195955: Personally, I don't care if anyone rates my photos. But the photos that I upload and mark private are for family only. Family can rate them if they so choose. nadd195955: i tray to rat u icannt ->nadd195955: You can rate all my photos except for the 2 private albums. There are plenty there to rate. nadd195955: sorry cas me angery i remove u from my friends list

Lmfao - Christmas Tree
So.. I've been a bit of a slacker... in previous years my tree would be up and out the day after Christmas... sadly last year I just could muster up the spirit to put it up... (this shames me but we weren't home anyhow)... so today I finally say DAMNIT I'm going to quit feeling blah and I'm going to put this damn tree up. First however... I have to dig it out of the shed.. which is out my backyard and down a hill... which generally wouldn't be worth mentioning normally.... So I pull on my shoes.... wrap myself in my columbia college hoody and head out the back door.... I breathe in that fresh cold air and notice everything is starting to melt away... cool I think this should be simple....until I take my first step.... and crunch... no big deal... the ice broke away and it's maybe a centimeter then... the grass is even still green beneath and I can see the ground... so I'm walking and I have to duck under the clothes line that I put up last summer... as the ground starts to curve

Decoding Women's Personal Ads
Ø 40-ish..................................49. Ø Adventurous..........................Slept with everyone. Ø Athletic................................No breasts. Ø Average looking.....................Moooo. Ø Beautiful..............................Pathological liar. Ø Emotionally Secure..................On medication. Ø Feminist...............................Fat. Ø Free Spirit.................................Junkie. Ø Friendship first.......................Former Slut. Ø New-Age.........................Body hair in the wrong places. Ø Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s Ø Open-minded.........................Desperate. Ø Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. Ø Professional................. ..........Bitch. Ø Voluptuous...........................Very fat. Ø Large frame...........................Hugely fat. Ø Wants soul mate.....................Stalker. Buddy of mine sent this to me, thought it was worth posting =)

Favorite Video Games
In no particular order(listed on my profile)City of Heroes/VillainsFinal Fantasy VII, X & X-2Civ IVDisgaea 1&2.hack// Series 1&2DDR (Specifically Supernova, but all are good)Rock Band 2Fallout 3Naruto: Broken Bonds(unlisted)Dungeon RunnersEvil GeniusSid Meier's PiratesTetrisHalf LifeUplinkGuitar Hero 2Star Wars GalaxiesEverquest 1Temple of Elemental Evil (List to be appended at any time)

More Surgey
Well as alot of my close friends know I went under the knife in an emergency surgery back in August of this year. It was a hell of a time recovering but the outside is healed up very nicely but the insides will take another good year. Muscles take forever to heal when they are paper thin...lol Ive have been having more health problems so I went to the DR and had a battery of tests again, blood, ultra sound, CT scans and MRI. Got the results this morning. Im going under the knife again. They found a huge tumor that keeps twisting and cutting off blood flow. So If its not removed ASAP it will be fatal.So I will keep you all updated on when I will be going in the hospital...Dr is planning on day before Christmas.But we shall see. Thanks for being such a caring bunch, luv ya all.

I H Hurt The Wittle Wanna Be Masters Feelings Boo-hoo
WELL MASTER HAD HIS WITTLE FEELINGS HURT HE SENT ME A GET WELL CARD A TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF SO IN TURN I SENT HIM COAL...LOL BOUT THE ONLY THING HES WORTH IF YOU ALL GOT MY EMAIL BLOG PLEASE DROP THIS PIGS PAGE AND LEAVE HIM SOME COMMENTS MEN LIKE THIS ARE WHAT WOMEN HATE... LEFT IN MY SHOUT BOX LOL masterfulo...: cute rating me a 1 are u always this immature bitch? TO HIM HED BETTER ADDRESS ME AS THE MOTHER FUCKING QUEEN BITCH..LOL

~ Rain
My head back, hair wet against my face, I look into the darkness of my closed eyes, as I feel you pour upon me. Touching my face, neck, and shoulders; you cause me to shiver. Every sense within me heightened beyond any scale, I treasure your caress. Arms outstretched, I await your consumption of my being. The glistening you cause upon my flesh, far more intensified by the blinding passion you have instilled within me. Rage, sadness and love; a welcome turmoil. You bring every feeling inside of me to surface. Your sounds, hushing all that surrounds me, causing an awakening calm; arousal of my soul. Your touch becoming softer, I open my eyes to find a glistening, brighter world. A light shines as I watch you fade into the skies, yet again... ~Jess~

What A D-bag
->Leigh: and thats a loss? do it michigangu...: im about to block you sweetie ->Leigh: I will blow you for 10 k ->Leigh: i don't think so im talking about dick suckage here ->Leigh: k michigangu...: ok then let me in and i will send you another 10k ->Leigh: ill give you a taste and you give me half ->Leigh: do i? michigangu...: you lie lol ->Leigh: for 10k fu bucks i will michigangu...: blow me ->Leigh: and the dimond earrings omg thank you ->Leigh: thanks for the fu bucks you are so nice ->Leigh: what mean about it? ->Leigh: Leigh: as in you just got jipped see ya michigangu...: thats just mean ->Leigh: no .. michigangu...: ok well i sent you 10k fubucks and diamonds , going to let me in ??? ->Leigh: as in you just got jipped see ya michigangu...: lol as only ur fubar b/f ??? ->Leigh: welp nice talking to you see y aaround michigangu...: lol ->Leigh: and I want 15 babies ->Leigh: because he we were engaged and now he told me to fuck off so you have to be my new

Psycho Ass People
Ok, so there are people on here that need some serious psychological help! True Story.... So, this random guy rates me and leaves me some photo comments. Cool. Right? WRONG! Then like a week later, he sends me this message telling me how I'm too good to rate back and I must be conceited and whoop-tee-woo. I wrote him back telling him that I was at work when he rated me and I didn't even realize, rated him, La-ta-da and smoothed his feathers. (1st incidence of Capt Psycho) So Then.... He messaged me one day telling me that I should advise my best friend that just joined her to return luv.... My response... "Why do you care? It's a website! Seriously! Don't take it so personal." So, I didn't hear from him for a few days. (2nd instance of Capt Psycho) Then he messages me and tells me that I was right and he was a jerk. (DUH?!?!) Moving on.... Then I wasn't online for like a week because I've been studying for finals.... And the first night I am on (tonight) and he shouted

Whole-y Schittttttt!!! Please Rate And Comment If You Enter!
I am in Ohio....Akron to be exact....(CRACKron from what others here call it), I get ready for work, am in full uniform....manager of a Wendy's n shit (trust me, NOT where I am about to plop my ass into forever), and I decide to ride up to the store before work and grab some "brew" that way I don't have to run again the next day....I get up there, get my shit, and I am "zoomin'" to work cuz I am a couple minutes late....I get to a stop sign to turn right, but I do a "California Stop AKA/NOT stop ALL the way" and turn without a hitch. Little did I know, there's PO-PO on my NO-NO. I thought I was toast. My baby has no insurance and my license is suspended from fuckin' '99!!!!! WELL..........they pull my ass over....SHIT....I'm FUKKED well, the "man"walks up to me, asks me all sorts of ?'s and I SERIOUSLY answered them the truth...whithin all craziness, he asks me to "PARK MY VEHICLE TO THE LEFT, THIS HOUSE IS EMPTYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!" OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! I never heard this shit before!!!!!!!

I Have...
I just found out that I have liver cancer. I am scared to death and I do not know what to do. The doctor said that I have 3 months to live. He said there are some alternatives to do, some of which are.. going thru Chemotherapy, giving me an injection of alchohol in the tumor, and there is a chance I could get a transplant, but it is very risky. He said it could be awhile to wait for a liver as well, a healthy one. Idk what to do im scared, and clueless. What should I do ? A: Just let life take its course, and whatever happens, happens. B: Go thru Chemo, lose all my hair, get the injections, and hope for a transplant. Feel free to comment me, thanks !

Sad Day
well today im going to a funural to bury my grandmother so please make me smile today and leave me something good to come back to its been really tough week and thanks to everyone on here for trying to make me smile thanks again everyone

I Want To Write This So Read
i was so in love with this guy on here and yes we both did stupid shit but hey we are only human ... right anyway we both moved on i tried to get him back or even be his friend and all he did was hurt me and call me names so i have come to realize that i guess the song you cant make a heart love someone you can only tell it what to do is true so this song let me let go is how i feel i want to let go thats all i have left to do now!

Epic Battle The Sequel.
is about to be me vs. this goddamn printer. it's printing sooooooooooooooo slow. i'm like yay close to yanking the top off and seeing why. lol. i've noticed when i want things to work and they piss me off i usually pull them in half to see what's wrong with them. *deep breath* so yeah. hi! =]

Such Sadness This Month
Well this seems to be the worst month I have had since my near death experience in March of 2005 (Read my terminal illness Testimony under my heart blog for more details here http://fubar.com/blog/155497/610628) anyway I have had so much heartbreak I am not a whiner, nor someone who likes to display my emotions all the time however i need to write this to vent and explain my feelings especially to my dear friends who have been helping me through this awful time. You know who you are and I love you for loving me, words cannot justify my feelings for each one of you! I am now in congestive heart failure which may seem like a tragedy to some but I deal with occasionally and always make it through so I am not too worried and you shouldn't be either ;)I am taking extra lasix and potassium for the next few days to control this if it doesn't work I will go in for a hospital stay for a bit which is also something I am used to (**If I do go in and you want to contact me while I am in the hospi

My Contest
I need some serious help. I am still in a position to get a happy hour. But i need some help from my friends to come help me comment. I need 75,000 comments i am close to 5,000. Thank you to all my friends that have helped so far. I have been commenting myself for the last two days. I am lonely come keep me company. I will gave away gifts and fubucks and 11's to anyone that helps. Hugs. Lucy

Rejected And Confused
I don't usually type my feelings so people can read them but I had to get somethings off my chest. SO here I go. Okay it all started about four years ago I got married which was a good thing dont get me wrong. I was working for a lovley furniture store and I loved my job and I worked hard and I felt like I belonged and then the store I worked for went out of business and I had just bought a house and I was excited then when I lost my job there I went to work for a big company and I sold magazine subscriptions. I never thought that me Katesa would ever have been the financial situation I was in I had personal loans and bills out the wazzu and a house payment well everything was good at my job there and i loved the people I worked for but the in and out days of crazy people calling and cussing u out over a magazine subscription got to me and Christmas was coming up and I made it through Christmas but right after I left the day before my bday which is Dec 28th. I was so scared and alone

Its Missing That Sparkle.
I feel like every year Christmas looses more and more of the joy and magic. Everytime it comes around I resent it more and more. I watch myself, my family and my friends, fret and worry over being able to afford gifts, stress about getting it all done on time and then in one day, a month or mores worth os stress is over. Everyone feels so obligated and nothing comes from the heart. As a child it was so different, it meant such different things. Time and circumstance killed christmas. For me atleast. Its nothing anymore but sorrow. Christmas 2002 was the final blow. I drove to my aunts with my sick pet mouse christmas eve. I woke up christmas morning to find my mouse dead, and my father unable to make it out because of the snow. What a wonderful gift from the gods. I had my christmas and dinner with him several weeks later, in his car, on my 30 minute break from work. The next time i saw him he had been eatten alive by cancer and was laying in a bed practiclly dead. Please, do

My Week Of Fu-withdrawal
Work is hell when you get sick. Last weekend, it rained, and I got the full brunt of it, and the next day I had to go to work in a bottomshell section... in waist-deep, 50f water. Small wonder I got a cold on friday, and now bronchitis. The superintendant tried to send me home, but I shook him off and continued to work. I have left my little under-the-radar home for a hotel close to the docks. The internet here sucks fat butt, and I had to blow $50 on a wireless adapter that doesn't work in *nix. Thus, no me be here. On the lighter side of things, I have a respectable paycheck, a beautiful bicycle, a beautiful guitar, and an even more beautiful girl, with whom I have become wholly infatuated (more on that in a mo.) The foreman of my crew has recommended me for a few other certifications - which will earn at least a $4 raise, pending results - that he may utilize my skills more. At most every worksite that I have ever been to, it seems that the regular employees hate their job, but n

Her Son Took His Life Yesterday
PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her people

Hpd Officer Killed....r.i.p
JUST WANTED TO POST THIS AS THIS HITS WAY CLOSE TO HOME AS MY KIDS DADDY WORKS W/HIM & ENDED UP ON THE CALL LAST NIGHT W/MANY OTHER OFFICERS..A ROUTINE TRAFFIC STOP THAT HAS CHANGED THE LIVES OF SO MANY & RIGHT HERE AT CHRISTMAS!! ALL BECAUSE OF A DRUNK DRIVER....BELOW IS STORY.... Huntsville officer dies from gunshot wound; suspect charged Posted by Niki Doyle December 15, 2007 12:28 PM A Huntsville police officer shot Friday night has died from his wound, Huntsville police said this afternoon. The announcement was made at police headquarters on Wheeler Avenue that officer William Eric Freeman, 36, of Hazel Green, died this morning. Police Chief Henry Reyes said Kenneth Shipp has been charged with capital murder. Reyes said Freeman and officer Kevin Lambert had been called to investigate a traffic accident with injuries on Bailey Cove Road just north of Weatherly Road at 8:43 p.m. When they arrived at 8:51 p.m., the chief said, they found Shipp sitting on the curb.

Ok Guys Heres Your Chance...
Okay for all you guys who keep asking me for a salute and I always forget or just never get around to making them.. Well here you go.. I have a folder in my pictures that says 1,000-fubucks or a personal salute if you rate and comment each pic in that album... That way I'll have to come through.. I just have way to many requests and I just don't always look good and I don't want my picture taken on those days ya know.. So if you scratch my back i'll scratch yours so to speak.. Rate and comment all 100 of those pics and i'll give you a personal salute or a 1,000-fubucks your choice.. Just let me know that you are going to do it through the shout box not email... I do not have time to read all 50,000 emails I get each day.. So if you want to do this leave a comment here or toss me a shout.. Once you finish this I'll give you the fubucks right away and if its a slaute that you want that will be granted in a few day.. promise and for whatever reason I can't come throuh on the saulte do to

Help Decide
Got it narrowed down to a few different names fpr a lounge thanks to a few good friends (thanks guys).... Anyhow I'm gonna list them and you all help me decide which one to use ... 1.BBW Heaven 2.BBW Paradise 3.BBWs of Fubar 4.Wildcat's BBW Den 5.Club Phat

"solitude"
Drink the Tears from my Eyes, Taste the Blood from my Pains... Only then you Might know what Runs deep through my Veins... Feel the Depths of my Soul... Smell the Scent of my Fears... For to Know me by Heart will Take more than just Years.

New Me! (took This Blog Off My Myspace)
As some of u may have noticed I deleted all my old blogs and changed my page. I woke up today on the RIGHT side of the bed for a change and now see my life a lot different then I have in a very long time! All the old blogs were only a part of the person I was becoming and I didnt like that person! I had to re-evaluate a lot of who I was and who I want to become. As u all know, my life for the past year was a roller coaster of emotions, and the end of 2007 was the hardest time for me. Many things that were locked away for so long all came pouring out at once, many things I never wanted to deal with was now thrown at me and I had to face it all alone, noone would be able to help me but myself even though I kept reaching out to some people for help I now know that I had to do it alone. I am so sorry to the people I reached out to who couldnt help me, and I am so sorry to have added to a lot of confusion in some peoples lives. I truly see things so much better now but I do feel the need to

Gothic Night B4 Xmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through our house was blasting the "St. Vitus Dance" by Bauhaus; Torn fishnets were draped on my forearms with care, And two cans of Aquanet applied to my hair; My thoughts were of graveyards, and horror and dread, Black visions of pain and despair in my head; And Bianca, whose face was as pale as the moon, Had thrown up her arm for this evening's swoon, When out by the gravestones there came such a clatter, I sprang from the coffin to find out the matter. Away to the window I flew like a ghost, Expecting to find a dark devilish host. The moon on the breast of the uncaring snow Threw ominous shadows on objects below, When, before my tormented eyes did traverse, But a gorgeous black Crane & Breed carved-panel hearse, With a gaunt, shrouded driver, who filled me with fear, And eight skeletal creatures that might have been deer. More rapid than vultures his coursers they came, And his deep Andrew Eldritch voice called them b

Like Me
Why are some people invisible?, it came to my attention today that there are 2 types of people the visable peeps and the invisable peeps? i dont know why this is? but i am an invisible, im not sure if should be proud or what.its a lonely place to be and have to say wish it on no1, so come on what makes us invisible or visable???

By Now
I guess dreams really do come true..Every once in awhile..Things will work out 4 you..but those are few & far between..You can get broken, waiting on these.. "By now, you think I'd figure it out...What this Crazy life is all about...By Now,you think I would know...How 2 let my feelings show"......Threw my pennies into the wishing well....Yearning 4 the secrets that noone would tell..I'm Looking 4 answers maybe I'll never find..But I'll keep on searching till I run out of time.."By Now, you'd think I'd LEARN which Bridges 2 cross & which ones 2 BURN...By Now, you think I'd gotten away, Escaped somewhere, someplace safe"....Where ever this LIFE takes me..I'll keep on surviving & Existing..Hope I get wiser closer 2 the END..I'm Sick & I'm Tired...I can't be WRONG again.."By Now, you think I'd Know... how 2 let My True feelings show...By Now, you think I'd Learn...Which bridges 2 cross & which ones 2 BURN....................gary

For A Roomate
ok the only people i no are the ones i use to hang out with and unlike some people i no what they are like and i dont want to hang out with them due to the fact they could ether get me to go to jail or other bullshit things so iam looking for a roomate the one i got now dont do shit he never helps me around the place and everytime i do brake my back cleaning he is alwasys tehre to ruin it again n again if you are in mesa or thinking abount this please let me no ill be geting my place in jan if everything works out great that is btw iam not looking to hook up with anyone of any kind iam just looking for a replacement my roomate dont do shit he only pays the rent thats it iam not looking for any thing else just that

Supporting Friend!!!!!
Friend entered a contest im SUPPORTING IT STAR!!! U can Comment Bomb so go help her out!!! Copy and paste the link to ur address bar http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=992497&albumid=734379&i=404303670

Need To Take A Little Break
I need to to take a little break from the hustle and Bustle of the Zany life on FUBAR. I need to rechannel my life on matters away from FUBAR, which are more important to me. I will still pop on to check comments and messages etc, just not as often. I will try to leave comments when I can. I hope you all undertsand and that im not leaving, just doing what I think is right Thanks Dave

Friendship...
. . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a f

I Luv Artwork!!
Just in case U didn't know...I LUV ANY TYPE OF ARTWORK U CAN DO!! Look at some of the recent examples..there great!! If your creative..take one of my pix's & turn it into something beautiful!! If selected....some of your work will go on my new site.. Only 2 things I require!! Make it stand out...& make sure it's high quality....your name is on it..& it's going world wide..so everyone will see it. Love U Guys.. xoxooxoxoxooxoxoxox Lily

I Have Meet The Right One
i just wanted every1 to know i have meet the girl of my dreams. the past few days there has been drama from people on fubar who got jealous over us. well the people who got jealous started a bunch of crap. the crap almost costed us our realsionship. i want people to know im not single so any1 who has a problem with me being with some1 i will remove yall from my list and block yall im sick of the crap. i aM IN LOVE WITH THIS PERSON. SHE IS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME A GIRL LIKE HER ONLY WAS IN MY DREAMS BUT MY DREAMS CAME TRUE.

I Thought A Lot
and i have decided upon something. i have a central core of great fubuddies...i adore all of you..i also have a few close friends that i know better than others..some personally as in offline as well. you have all made a special impression upon my heart and i will keep you there with me wherever i go. i will be in and out alot when i find time to make the changes i am going to be making...so if you miss me leave me a comment or a dozen and i will return them when i am on. those of you closest to me have many other options for finding me than here on fubar. some of you dont. i know this because i know who i have where and who knows what. :P my mood is not odd..i think i am finally out of steam. life is funny...and i love to laugh...so bits and pieces of my world need to be put in their place and i appreciate the fact all of you are around. im very sleepy so if this makes little sense it is what it is...LOL night for now...have a great day my friends ♥

It Hurts
everyone has to die I say to myself that she's not dead yet while she is on the bed agitated and fidgeting my heart lies here breaking she is so strong the woman on this bed isn't her its is only a fading wrinkled memory of who she used to be lung cancer heart attack broken hip and leg brain tumor they say that god won't give you more than you can handle who's god everyone seems to worship someone different so who do i turn to the god that i believe in? im angry with him is that wrong? I think that is probably normal but i don't want to be angry here we go the tears start to fall again STOP IT!! I don't want them to fall I don't want to be sad I want to lie and tell myself that all will be ok but won't that just hurt more in the end? I am surrounded by people but I isolate myself I must be strong for everyone else but is that best for me I don't know I don't know what is best for me I haven't ever done what is best for me I am not sure I know ho

Taking My Own Advice.. Kinda :p
ok.. so i am not normally one to blog personal shit but a friend pointed out to me today that i am always being the one to give the advice but never take it myself. i am usually a cheery, happy go lucky kinda girl and dont normally get pissed off easily so taking advice can sometimes be hard for me. maybe its cos i am a proud person and i dont like admitting defeat.. i dont really know why to be honest. anyway.. i have been in a bit of a funk over the last 24 hours due to a number of reasons and thanks to a few people on fubar who i consider to be really good friends of mine, i am starting to feel a bit better. i also got to thinking about what my friend said and one thing i told them (and often tell others) is that writing can be a good way of releasing stuff that bothers you or that you can't get off your mind. so i have decided to take my own advice and start writing random shit when i feel the need to. i am not a writer by all means.. but i will give it a go none the less.

Sweep The Leg
For fans of great music and "The Karate Kid". The "Sweep the Leg" music video is for the first single by a new band No More Kings. The video features the cast of the original "Karate Kid" including Johnny (the bad guy), Daniel-son (the good guy), Sensei Kreese (the evil sensei), the original Cobra Kai (the cronies), and another special guest (can you guess who the pizza guy is?). Watch the video, leave a comment, and help spread the word! Thanks for the support.

Mass Messages On Im's - My Thoughts
I am sick and fucking tired of all these mass IM's saying *Cleaning out my list, if you don't respond I will delete you.* or *I'm sick and tired of seeing everyone online, but not talking to me so I'll be deleting those that don't talk.* It's fucking life! Go ahead and delete me you pretentious prick! I don't sign online for your personal amusement! And I certainly don't need all your negativity! If that's how you feel about me I don't wanna fucking talk to you anyway! I have hundreds and hundreds of people on my list! Do you honestly think we can talk to all of them at once? Ever fucking think of messaging me? It takes two to tango, I'm not going to message you every god damned day if your not doing the same! Which brings me to a more important point, if we're not talking, and you don't want us on your list, why not just fucking delete us? Why do you want us to get on our knees and beg forgiveness just to stay on your list?? I've got friends I haven't talked to in year

Why Am I Giving Out Over 700,000 Fubar Bucks??
SOME HAVE ASKED WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!!!??!! 5,000 FUBAR BUCKS JUST TO RATE AND COMMENT 50 PIC'S! WELL IM NUTS AND ENJOY GIVING WHAT I GOT:) I KNOW THIS WONT LEVEL ME UP LIKE CRAZY. BUT I HAVE ALREADY ENJOYED THE FRIENDS I HAVE ALREADY MADE BY DOING THIS IN SUCH A SHORT TIME! YES I LOVE FUBAR!!!! WILL STAND UP FOR FUBAR!!! ON EVERYTHING!!! SO ENJOY THE 5,000 FUBAR BUCK FOR 50 PIC RATES AND COMMENTS:) IM DOING IT UNTIL MY FUBAR BUCKS ARE GONE:) P.S. THANK YOU "BABYJ" AND "SCRAPPER"

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh

Eternal Quest
Mysterious Stranger, where are you? Lurking in shadow of night? Do you hide in my mind's eye or are you trapped in the fear of exposing the real inner and outer flesh? You enter my dreams in darkness and light. You tip-toe in silence like a thief in the night. Are you hiding something tucked carefully away, or are you eternally looking for something, afraid you might find it someday? I've been reaching out for you, but you fade away as soon as I wake. The man without a face........how vulnerable you are. You represent all of humanity's fear, doubt, and mistrust of the one thing that could set us all free. Black roses, white sand, psychadelic firelight........You're the intimate stranger. Find that passion, ecstacy, even if it were fleeting bliss, can bring a major turn about. Let go of all that binds you oh phantom of deceit. It's the purest and deepest longing that could bind us. What locks will you break, what demons of torment will you slay ? Will you final

*yawn*
Just to let everyone who cares know, this is where I have been the last two days. Long story, but the short of it is, I have been having some health problems that may need to be corrected with surgery. This condition is leaving me absolutely exhausted and sleeping a lot. I had it once before when Andrew was almost 2 years old, and had to go in for surgery then. I'm trying to get into the doctor now, but it's hard to get an appointment with him. I would really like to put this off til after Christmas, but I don't think I can now. It's been going on since the beginning of December. I will update everyone when I find out what's going on. In the meantime, please forgive me for not returning rates and comments, or responding to shouts and messages. I appreciate everything all of you do for me! My friends are the best! By the way, if my status says I'm online, I'm probably not. Please don't be offended if I don't answer you right away. *Hugs to All*!

I Scared My Father... Finally!
yesterday he could see that i was pissed with my whole bank situation, so he was making Cocquito. It's like Egg Nog, but him and Mami put a HUGE bottle of Bacardi in it. Anyway, so he saw me eyeing the bottle so he relented and gave me a double shot. Totally forgetting he's never seen me drink before I took the whole thing in one shot and then said thanks. This ensued: Papi: "What the hell was that?!" Me: "Um... it was good?" *Papi walks into the living room and in Spanish to Mami: "You missed it! You're daughters a fucking alcoholic! When did that happen?!" hahahahahaha! iRule!

Sick Of Men...
My baby bought me a blast yesterday... And in the last 24 hours I've had nearly 100 friend requests... 4 of which were from women. I'm tired of men wanting to be my friend! I don't get along with men.. i don't even have many male friends in real life.. I relate to women... i don't even LIKE men! (generally speaking, of course) Does the word "lesbian" scare all the women away from my profile, and do all the FU ladies have a problem with giving luv to other women? I promise you, you can be my friend and the GAY won't rub off!!! Ladies: If you offer a friendly gesture, I'm NOT gonna hit on you JUST because I'm gay! i'm happily spoken for , thankyouverymuch. Men, take heed as well. If I could have just ONE chic say hi in my shoutbox for every 15 men... or ONE chic send a friend request out of every 15 men... I could be happy and not so irritated. AND... I only have 3 gifts under my Christmas tree on my page!! :(

Update! Update! Update! :p
Hi y'all! An update on the progress of my heart transplant... Well, the last update was in July. Lots has happened since then. I received FANTABULOUS news in October! I was so excited that I didn't want to share it! I wanted to hold it close to my heart (no pun intended) and keep it for myself a while. The news: I've been moved from Zone 2 to Zone 7 (see what the zones are at the bottom)! YIPPPEEEE!!! So what does that mean? It means that I will continue to take the medicine and follow the strict diet for the rest of my life. I was told that this means I will NOT have to have a heart transplantation! WOOT! WOOT! Of course, if my heart worsens or my condition changes (for the worse) then I will be moved back to the top of the waiting list...but I'm only thinking positive thoughts...believing that nothing will change for the worse. My heart has responded remarkably well to the drugs and therapy! It's incredible how quickly I bounced back...seems like the brink of death! Te

Cybersex Chat
Online computer users often engage in what is affectionately known as "Cybersex". Often the fantasies typed into keyboards and shared through Internet phone lines get pretty raunchy. However, as you'll see below, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript of an online chat doesn't seem to quite get the point of Cybersex. Then again, maybe he does.... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser an

Scary Movies Rule!!!
Alright....I can honestly say I scared the pants off myself last night watching the Halloween remake. Yeah, there were parts that pissed me off....but all in all, I thought Rob Zombie did a good job. I give 3 out of 4 stars.....

Sarge's Bad Girls Of Fubar
THE BADDEST GIRLS YOU'LL EVER WANT TO MEET..FAN RATE & ADD THEM..TRUST ME IT WILL BE WORTH IT.. IF YOUR A BAD BOY..CHECK OUT MY FU WIFE'S PAGE.. Ecuadorian Goddess BAD DD *MISS JINKS* ~ruth~ ~DeViLs PLaYtHiNg~ Tulsa's Angel ^sin^ *~Pokins MILF~* ¢¾Sheez¢¾ RaidersBabe Leggs ~DaNaughtster~ ¢¾ Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ milfsweetie ~Blueroses~ you just never know ~ Christy2728 ~Mydnyte™~ LizzieKitty

House Fire
As some of you know My sons home caught firethis morning...He and his family had left yesterday to go to lousisana to be with his wife's family, so my youngest son stayed at thier house while they went outta town, well at 4;30 this morning, some one came knockin on the door, trying to get Mikey up as the mobile home was on fire. The workshop had caught on fire, burned to the ground and then caught the moblie home on fire, the fire dept said 5 more minutes my son would have died from the smoke..Thank god for good nieghbors...all the babies christmas was stored in the workshop, so we lost it all, but atleast, everyoes alive and well...just wanted to say tahnks for all that was here for me..love you all

Are You A Bad Boy?!!
Are you a bad boy? I love having bad boys on my page Wanna join? There are a few things you can do to join and you have a choice of these things but first you MUST Rate,Fan,and Add me before anything and then... You can choose to... 1)make a salute for me or, 2)Give me 1000 fubucks Think about it this way it works out for you because I'm pimping you out because this is what it is, a pimpout for all bad boys and since everyone is always trying to level it would be best if you went and added the others that are in this folder as well because this is all to help each other in leveling,in contests the works...oh and repost any bulletins that you see that have to do with the bad boys And if you are a bad girl or know bad girls check out Sarge's Bad Girls of Fubar...On my fu-husband's page SgtRaider™*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess*@ fubar

Stalkers Turn Me On
I don't know what's wrong with me...Receiving a death threat, really hasn't got me worried, I mean...sure my heart was pounding at the thought of a super fantasy come true...but mostly I was let down by the thought of not putting up a great fight...since I did sleep with protection. I was playing a sarcastic smartass bitch...I complimented him on making my heart quicken. It was a fucking rush. Watching the door, stalking from room to room with a weapon...Playing like rambo and shit...I just need the bandana. I've made quite a few enemies, which doesn't bother me. I'm a light sleeper, an I've always wanted to spill someone's blood with vengence & excitment. Just imagining all the different outcomes of the possible situation makes me quiver...perhaps I'll be able to dismember the body with ease...or I'll end up with a picture or two in the lifeofdebauchery.com gallery. *grin*

Wow This Sucked
Well I got rid of 1 liar and cheater only to get involved with god knows what. Makes a girl scared to date or even make friends anymore... I've met so many cool people on this site. Yesterday I spent the day cleaning a computer I had leased for someone I thought was going to treat me right... I believed his lies or maybe they weren't all lies, but there sure wasn't any honesty or thought for others... On that pc I found pictures of the guy engaged in sex with other women, not just 1 mind you, that wouldn't have bothered me so much, but there were like 15-20... the archives of messengers the emails OMG it was horrible. I got sick looking at it, trying to delete what I could after going through the whole mess to get some understanding and closure... After all that has happened in my life this was the last thing I needed and wow Merry Christmas... He took $ from me that I couldn't afford to loose, knowingly. It's not so much me being taken advantage of, it's my kids, they r

Life Ain't Nothin' But Shit On A Stick!!!
people are such full of shit. you bend over backwards to help some one out just to have it come back and bite you in the ass. people are so wrapped up in their own egos anymore that we shit all over people all the time, and not even given a second thought. i'm personally tired of being one of those people that give and give and get shit in return. i'm too fucking nice for my own good and pay for it on a daily basis. i'd give someone my last dollar if i had it and they needed it,, even though i might need it more myself. then when i do get sick of it and not take the shit no more, then i'm a bitch. just because i quit kissing their fuckin asses i'm a bitch now. some people make me sick to my fucking stomach,,, greedy bastards!!!!!! life truely is shit on a stick!!!!

I'm Out
Well I am heading off the Fubar scene after Christmas. I just find the new features really annoying and making fun of BBWs in the mumms just isn't as fun as it used to be. Feel free to take any of my stuff, my pics and ideas from my sizable stash. Feel free to drop me a line on Yahoo or AIM and say hi sometime, I'll still be on there. Yahoo- Happyvalleysal AIM- OlneyIrishman Well I've met some interesting people on here and killed some time. Take care and have a great holiday. Also, whoever tells me the funniest memory they have of me will be given all of the fubucks... roughly 200,000.

Just Me Again
Well, 3 months down. Tomorrow is Christmas. Today is my mom's birthday, and yes, I have called her. I have a Christmas Tree, it's not much, but a tree. It has some gifts under from family, but it's just not the same. I have the phone, and the internet, but it's just not the same. Granted, it has gotten cold. Really cold. It's been about 45 at night, and highs in the 50s or 50s, it's just cold. It even rained the other day. I know, it's colder than that in the states, but you know what, in the states, it does not get up into the 100s for months on end. I went to the promotion board on December 3rd. If all goes well, and I don't screw up in the next week, on the 1st I'll become a Staff Sergeant in the United States Army. WOOHOO!! Promotion. More money, and more responsibilities. I really miss grass. I mean real live actual grass in the yard. We have grass in front of our headquarters building, but, we can't walk on it. I want to take my shoes off and

Vet Hater
After I posted a Military tribute for all Servicemen and service Women that will not be home for the Holidays. Pretending 2 be Happy left the comment: who cares they chose that Soooo I sent him a shout: I am prete...: i say nuke them all even when our soldiers are there I am prete...: fuck the vets ->I am prete...: You Have YOUR opinion, Thank A vet for the Freedoms, You Obviously take for granted and don't have the Nerve or Testicular Fortitude to Serve a Cause greater than your own... This Hater went into my profile and started to give me a Thumbs Down on all of my stash. Before I could respond, He blocked me like a coward that he is.. I am pretending 2 be happy@ fubar Please go show this guy some real FU-love...

When Am I Going To Find.....
Is there a woman who can be 100% truthfull??? Is there a woman who can tell you how she feels? Is there a woman who wants a man to allways be there? Is there a woman who wants a guy thats does everything right? Is there a woman who wants that guy to devote all of his time and energy into making her the happiest woman in the world?

Alicia Keys
i just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure that it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around There’s a no for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you I know some people sea

Games I Don't Need Them
oh the games that people play.... who to trust, who to believe. everytime I think I know someone, they turn around and prove me wrong. oh the games that people play.... never there when you need them but expect you there for them anytime they call. oh the games that people play.... who is real and who is fake? i dont know how much more I can take oh the games

The Sad Truth...
The Sad Truth... I thought things were good now, I thought we'd overcome the bad Now I see through the illusion Of the love I thought we had. You told me that you met him, Now you don't know what to do I smiled and said "Just pick him I'll be fine not having you" But I couldn't hold my tears back So I whispered "Got to go..." Then I quickly hung the phone up So my hurting wouldn't show Now I'm shaking and I'm crying And I don't know what to do Cause the truth is, I was lying I can't make it without you gw07

Last Day! Need Your Help!!
My photo commenting contest ends tonight at 6 p.m. Pacific/9 p.m. Eastern! I'm currently in FIRST PLACE!! Rumor has it one of the other contestants has been away and has *50 bombers* coming to help him today!! Please come by and leave some comments for me if you can to help me secure my lead!! Any and all help will be greatly appreciated and remembered!!

Hi My Name Is Pacey And I'm An Addict~
Addiction is something that has greatly impacted my life in several ways. The funny thing about it is that I don't have one anymore. My father was a functional alcoholic. He was never bad to the point where he didn't work, but drinking was something he had to do everyday. As a matter of fact, I knew if I wanted something to wait till 9 or 10 at night to ask because he was a good drunk at least, and the booze would nudge him in the yes directions. It may have caused him to neglect my mother to the point where she found an addiction of her own. Religion. Now I think religion can be like anything else. Once you become unbalanced, too much of anything can cause a problem. My mom had no balance. God dominated her thoughts to the point where I felt invisible. I remember being 17 years old watching her put dishes away. I could tell by the look on her face that not only was she thinking about God, but she her brain was incapable of going else where... and I hated her for it. When my da

Ronald Mcdonald
Lunch today, what is the point of asking me if I want salt and ketchup for my fries if they're not gonna give it to me. I'm supprised they didn't ask me if I wanted it for there or to go being that I used the drive through window.

I Get Asked This... Alot.
"How did you meet Ruby?" K. So here's the answer. I met her in the back of a hotel in the parking lot. We went, got tattooed, got liquor, got drunk, and woke up with about 20 other women. *wiggles eyebrows* And no. nothing dirty happened. lol

Moving To North Houston, Texas
That is correct, I am moving myself back to the Houston area. Either The Woodlands Area, or Kingwood Area. Anywho if any of you are in Houston or around Houston add me up we will all go grab some drinks in March 2008.

The Awakening
A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out: ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears, and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter)and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you

Please Forgive Me
I feel i owe my friends an apology for the last few days I really havent been showing much love to anyone. I have been trying to post a few comments here and there but to be honest is has been very hard for me to be in the holiday spirit. My grandmother passed away Christmas eve and it has really taken a toll on me. Yes I have been on here but not really all here if you understand that. Please know that I love ya all and just bare with me as I am still not fully here. I do hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas and you will all have a very Happy and Safe New Year. Love ya all Liberated Spice P.S. Thank you to the few that knew what has been going on with me for the support that you have given me.

Poem: Hey!!! Assholes & Rude Things. All You Sweet Hearts, Ignore This.
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone le

No Longer Safe In My Own Home...i'm Leaving!
Christmas started off with a bang! Christmas Eve our family eats out then opens gifts. Before we could even get out of the car my youngest started getting sick; she puked all over me, the car. She puked in the lobby of the restaurant. We tried to make it through dinner but she was tired & felt bad so I left my dinner & drink then went home. I certainly didn't want to ruin anyone else's dinner. We spent Christmas day @ the Children's Hospital having my infant cathed & suctioned. Her lungs were full of fluid from a upper respiratory viral infection. It was one of the most horrible things I've ever had top endure-her wanting me to help her and me having to restrain her. I was so happy when they let us go home. We missed Xmas dinner with our family. We were so tired we just all went to bed. I saved the best for last. The day after Christmas I went home & when i walked in noticed my back doors unlocked. Someone busted out my kitchen window, came in and stole all my jewel

To Love Or Not To Love
Is it better to have love and lost then to not love at all? The question I would ask some of you is this. Is it better to have loved someone than to have never loved at all? Some of you would say no and some would say yes. My philosophy on this subject is simple. Yes it is. I know some have been hurt and hurt very badly. I also know that this hurt has caused them to close their hearts to love again. This is such a mistake. This hurt we have all experienced in our lives. It is just life's lessons to us. It teaches us to never make those mistakes that we made in past loves but shows us that love does exist. I know that for some of you the experiences that you have had have been in some ways devastating. Please don't give up on love. By giving up, and closing your hearts, you are passing up those chances at the best experiences life has to offer you. Although at times this seems difficult we need to still be guarded but not shut off. We all have special gifts and special qualities to o

~go Against The Flow~
It's great to see someone that is able to glean the positive out of all of life's experiences and adventures whether they be good or not so good. It's difficult for all of us to release or let go of something good in the hopes of something better...and then to let go of that something better for the best....it's a process....an evolution we must all strive for. Some are content with the good....some with the better....but then there are those that push for the best and even if it is not attained there can be no shame in the attempt. It is better to have tried and failed then to have never tried at all. My observation it that most people have been conditioned(that means someone or some system has taught them) to believe they should "coast" through life as much as possible-avoid "pressure situations" and gravitate toward circumstances where no one is demanding anything from them. But contrary to popular belief we need pressure to feel excited and passionate about life. Real life examples

Bound & Collared - New Meaning
What made her stay in the marriage? Was it the children? Was it the vows, or worse, guilt? Whatever it was, it trapped her in a life that both gave her joy in children but also chained her to the post. =============================================== Although she wanted to be His and He put forth small gestures to show that He wanted her... this was something she accepted yet left her restless; more alone than ever. Every night she waited for just a little more; a tug of the collar, a demand that denoted His ownership. It was evident though, that this wouln't happen. He hid in the darkness, knew her moves, yet stayed away. She, alit to Him, watching; in her mind, pacing. Her need to be closer made her suspicious, jealous, sad... She felt He knew this, yet still held away. He had His reasons. Reasons she struggled to accept because deep down, she knew, He was probably right. What then did the future hold? Did He really extend the collar that bound her to Him or h

Grr
That James guy who I posted a blog about not even a month and a half ago has made a new profile and is again in contact with me. I blocked this new profile he created, but it pisses me off that he can't get the hint that I want NOTHING to do with him. I'm sorry if he doesn't like the fact that I don't appreciate it when someone harasses me over not being able to view my private pix and trying to do whatever it takes to make me feel bad for it. Get over yourself hun, there are easier ways to view naked/half naked girls without harassing real life ones. Google works wonders.

On The Third Day Of Christmas......
I’m on a Rant...so stay out of my way..... Nothing makes much sense to me these days. I see people talking on TV about polls and views and alleged ideas and some other crapola. The ABC, NBC and CBS "Hole in the Wall" gangs yakkety yakking on and on about politics and supposed "news". Guess what, People?? I'm tired of it. Everybody's trying to tell me what I'm supposed to want and to think and to do. I'M TIRED OF IT!!!! I don't care who's running neck and neck in Iowa or New Hampshire. I'm not gonna vote on the basis of what happens in Iowa. What happens there may mean that somebody will drop out of the race early or something significant may happen because of the way the vote went down. But I'll vote the way I want to. Well, maybe not. I wish there were more parties than just these two giants, Democrats and Republicans, who claim to represent all of us, but actually don't. I'd like to see somebody get up on a stump somewhere and raise hell, and I don't care if it's a man or a

Friday (a Year In Review)
YaY it's So keeping with the theme of the season ... I thought I'd do a year in review! Lost Cherry, umm err ... I mean Cherry Tap -oops- FUBAR! Went threw SO many that I couldn't keep up! You know when I joined, there wasn't any of the following: Blogs Mumms Gifts Fubucks Shoutbox 11's Spotlight makes you wonder what people did in those times, huh? I'm sure I missed some other 'new' things too So what's your favorite thing here, anyway? (knowing half my mummers friends answers already!) Back to my review, As I almost got to saying: Too many things to list about the 'FU' So I'll go with a short review of my 'so-called' life I found my beloved BUCKEYES were good! But only Good enough for SECOND place in not only Football -but- basketball too! As was my Cleveland Cav's (second) So Ohio sports had a solid hold on number two ... ummm I found you CAN find love on the net! I found grandparenting wasn't for just the old

Womans Revenge
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. She starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited he gets. She tries to talk him into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First, put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue . salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys . smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks ... this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it .... In one second the sharp lime taste hits ... At two seconds the Baileys curdles . At three seconds the salty

I Want To Forget
I want to forget where this started, where this long journey to nowhere found its beginning. I want to forget how you made me crazy, how I fell in love with you. I want to forget every time you took my breath away, how you were the most beautiful person I’d ever met, every time I lost myself in you. I want to forget every memory I never made with you, every moment to remember that never happened, everything I saw in us that never blossomed. I want to forget every passionate thought, every time I wanted to kiss you, to hold you, to feel your warmth against me, to hear your heart beating. I want to forget how I wanted to see the fire burning in your eyes, how I wanted you to love me, how I wanted you to be with me forever. I want to forget that I love you. I just can’t.

A Story
i could tell, when He walked in the door, that His day had been a rough one. He looked tired, and His face was stern....and today of all days, the kitchen was a mess, and dinner was not yet complete. He walked up slowly to me "hello slut", He said quietly as He kissed me on the forhead. "Sir, Your early...dinner is almost ready, will be on the table within 15 minutes" i answered quietly. i could tell by the look on His face, He was not happy, that dinner was not complete, and on the table for Him. "That's fine precious, take your time, please. No need to rush on My account", He stated with a sarcastic tone, and a snarl. "yes Sir, i am so sorry Sir", i stated, looking down towards the floor, i was so ashamed, i knew Master had to have His dinner on the table and the kitchen straightened up by the time He walked in the door. He was early today, but that was no excuse. i looked down at my clothes..."oh god precious" i thought "you are a sight". Well, He has already seen what i look l

Expensive Loser Wanted..roflmao
Omg To Funny Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and

The Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

Go Sink An Other Drink
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU!!!! IN THE MEAN TIME U CAN'T PICK UP THE PHONE FOR 2 WEEKS, CAUSE UR SO BUSY WITH "YOURSELF", BUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL ME THAT. YOU CAN'T EVEN CALL ME TO SIMPLY WISH ME A MERRY CHRISTMAS, BUT SUDDENLY YOU CAN GO TO AN OVER 30-SINGLES EVENT TRYING TO MEET OTHER WOMAN YOU CAN TAKE ON A SHORT VACATION WITH YOU!!! FUNNY HOW U MISS ME AS SOON AS UR VACATION FALLS THROUGH AND APPARENTLY NONE OF THE WOMAN AT THE PARTY WANTED ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THE MOST HILARIOUS PART IS, YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE STILL WELCOME IN MY HOME AND THAT I WOULD TAKE THE TIME OUT OF MY LIFE TO SHOW YOU THE USA!!! LAST I LOOKED I HAD RED HAIR not BLONDE!!!!!

One Step At A Time
Life...what's it about you ask yourself. It's about keeping everyone else around you happy, everyone you love smiling, right? Or is it about keeping yourself happy? What do you do if you can't satisfy everyone no matter how hard you try? You choose the lesser of 2 evils, but is there such a thing when someone is getting hurt either way? How do you measure one person's pain against another's? You do what's best...what hurts the fewest people the least....you do what you believe is right. You try to take advice from people but they can't possibly know what you're going through - or at least so you've convinced yourself. Everybody goes though hard times and everybody thinks that nobody could understand what they're feeling – but this time it's different...this time it's true...nobody understands... You can't fight the world alone so why did you distance yourself from everyone and tell them to go away? You're crying out for help – you need them now more then ever –

Appreciation
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! I weep as I hang my head in an act of contrition, As I whisper, "Lord don't let go of my hand"' For I am ashamed that I see no beauty today, And I have asked for you so many times,for so many things, that sometimes I wonder if you sigh when you hear me ask again, But yet, you always reach to comfort me, I have so much to be grateful for in my life, I have felt the wonder of my children move against my heart within my body, I have loved and been loved unconditionally, And sometimes, I did not deserve such devotion, I have laughed and cried, and I have shared so many wonderful things, But, I find only sorrow in my life now lord,and I am alone, It is hard to find the beauty,and the joy that used to be here, Although I search each day To find my purpose and fill this emptiness, I find only a restless repetition of yesterday, I feel it is an endless journey for happiness and I am weary, I have hidden my heart away and now ev

Name My Pussy! (hosted By Me)
Ok, just for fun... and also cuz I'm at a loss. Can someone please help me name my pussy?! I'm willing to put up 10,000 Fu-bucks to the winner. Just click the pic and leave comments. My 13 yr old and 4 yr old daughters will be the judges so y'all know that I'm not playing favorites to anyone. I will have them pick next Friday afternoon. Gives y'all a week. Thanks! A little history. It's a female cat. She came to me on Yule. She only really likes me, would only come up to me. She's not mean to my kids and she's warming up to them. She will follow me to the mailbox and back home. She's an all around great little kitty. Now she just needs to warm up to the neighbors' chihuahua and older cat. But she's young yet, I estimate her to be about 8 or 9 months old. (I'm a Vet Tech, I learned these things.)

The Defining Moments~
There are moments we all have. Moments that make up a tenth of a percent of the time we spend in this life. Although they are a brief moment in time, they are the moments that define who we are, how we look at things, and what we think. These moments are often over looked while we experience them but long remembered when we consider the who, what, when, where, and whys of our life. I love you guys and the fact that you take time out of your days to bounce around my brain. It means the world to me and I never feel like I can thank you enough. I know a lot of times you see a guy who's primary focus is tits, ass, beer, and baseball… But I am a real person, and I have had many moments that define who I am. I'd like to share them with you. 6 years old- I was at a bbq with my parents and my mom decked me out in all sorts of stupid ass sailor gear. These two girls were smiling at me and blowing kissing. One finally said, "You are so cute." I was so embarrassed I cried and told my mom

Private Folders
I often wonder why anyone would put a private folder (not for anyone, family or friends) in their files of their pictures? I've heard explanations along the line of "Oh, those are pictures I'm working on". It'd make more sense to me if they just keep those type pictures in their computer, fix them, or whatever they do to them, then load them up onto Fubar. Now another thing is they'd prefer to think someone will be willing to jump thru some sort of cyber hoops or perhaps buy them a blast to gain access and we already know how I feel about whoring oneself out here, I don't care for it and don't want anyone to be my friend if they do that. I've already deleted several friends from my list after I found out that was what they were doing. I guess no one reads my profile before they accept my friend's request or don't make it known that they do that by posting it in their profiles. Oh well, I vented, thank you and don't forget to tip your waitresses or waiters.

Much Love
I LONG TO HAVE YOU NEAR ME, TO HOLD YOUR HANDS IN MINE. TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES MY SWEETEST LOVE, TO ME YOU ARE SO DIVINE. I THINK OF THREE THINGS I LONG TO DO, TO HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS IMMERSED. TO KEEP YOUR LOVE DEEP WITHIN MY HEART, TO BE WITHOUT WOULD BE A CURSE.I LONG TO HOLD YOU NEAR ME, TO KISS YOUR SWEET , SOFT LIPS. TO RUB YOUR BACK AND THROUGH YOUR HAIR WITH ONLY MY FINGERTIPS. I TELL YOU THESE THINGS SO YOU WILL KNOW, THAT YOU ARE MY HEARTS DESIRE. AND TO SAY THAT I DID NOT LOVE YOU, I WOULD SIMPLY BE CALLED A LIAR. THESE WORS I WRITE TO YOU ARE COMPLETE AND FROM MY HEART. AND WHEN I GET YOU NEAR ME , I FEAR MY WAY TO START. I WILL LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES, AND SAY WITH A SOFT, GENTLE VOICE, I AM THE MAN YOU ARE LOOKING , YOU HAVE MADE THE PERFECT CHOICE. PATRICK G. BOWES

Hurt
How can you claim to love me when you hurt me so. All I want is to be happy once just this once and you cant saport that. I found someone to make me happy, someone to love me. I want to spend time and make my self happy. I am tiered of making everyone else happy, it is my turn. I dont understand why you cant saport me in this. I know it is just somthing about me that everyone betrays me. Maybe it is writen in my forhead or somthing I dont know. I did not expect this from you of all people but well I guess I should have, it is in me to be betrayed. This is my life I have to except it.

Shadows Of The Light
in the recess of the Shadows Is where I will find you Hidden from others eyes and lies Yet there is a Light Within your Darkest Shadows A Light that will hold you close and dear A mingling of Light and Shadows Is what we represent and are Your the Shadow to my Light And I the light to your Shadow Finally we are together In the purest of Heavens As we were meant to be Forever it seemed so very long Being separated from each others arms Yet now that we've found each other Forever doesn't seem long enough

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as some of u may know i can't post any kind of comments..so tyvm for the comments i already received..and for the ones to come :D Happy New Year everybody and may this new year bring u all the good things u never had!! love,kisses&hugs! Cris. Myspace Comments

Um... What?
Yeah. I don't even know what to think. Tonight is... I dunno. I'm not in a bad mood... I'm just... huh? Seriously... I don't really know what's going on. No... no... I'm completely 100% sober. What's that? Well... I don't really know what I'm talking about. Yes, I'm fine. No, I didn't hit my head. What kinda dumb question is that? Voices? I don't hear any voices. What the fuck are you on? You're scarin' me. No, seriously... you need to get on some meds. Oh... you were just asking a question. What? Um... really now... what's with the twenty questions? Dammit... I'm confused. Anyway... what are you doing later?

Effin' Rant
The following is an old blog from a bad day at my old job. Enjoy: First off... my name is Dustin... not fucking 'Justin'! Nor is it 'Buster' or even 'Sylvester' for them fucking hearing impared people! My name is Dustin... with a 'D'. "Ok Justin with a 'D'." What the fuck is wrong with these people? Another thing... when I ask you for your phone number starting with the fucking area code, don't tell me a 7 digit number and follow up with the fucking zip code! And... when you tell me your number... fucking do it right! If the 7 digit portion (because that's the only part the fucktards understand) is 555-1234... don't fucking read it off, "55-51-23-4" You shouldn't be able to own a fucking phone! Another thing... if your account number reads as following: 01234 123456-01 ... don't read it off in fucking 2 numbers! Read the first 5, fucking follow up with the next 3... and the next three... then there's the dash 01! If you're not getting sound on your tv... try ta

Happy New Year!
You all know the picture of the masks of comedy and tragedy. And they fit what I've been thinking about. Trying to decide what I wanted to write about on this last day of the year. The Greeks had it right more than 2,000 years ago, when characters in the plays presented in the amphitheaters would wear masks similar to these to clue an audience. Can you imagine a scene like that? Greeks sitting outside on a summer evening on stone benches ringed around a hill, staring down at a character entering the stage, a couple of thousand years ago. It's mind-boggling. When I just searched Google for images of these masks, 53,900 entries resulted. Actually, I was surprised....I had expected even more than that. The images are well-known across the globe. And no wonder, they illustrate two basic sides of human nature, which is also well known across the globe. Human nature as we know it and as the Greeks knew it .....hasn't changed all that much in two thousand years. The same lies, reversals,

For Better, For Worse
Many’s the time I fell in love, feeling excited in heaven above, but only did I experience, a feeling innocent, still young, never truly, never strong, So, have I been searching, sometimes less, sometimes in vain, a feeling clear and bright, a dream so true, to my delight, But for my urge, did I not find, with sadness and confusion, a love I knew, deep in my heart, was more than just illusion, To my surprise, did I not mind, to wait for someone, as you so kind, and also did my hopes not fade, nor did I ever stop to seek, at daytime, even through the mist I peer, loosing anything I did not fear, Precious my time with you would be, through coldness and through heat, seeing you my heart does skip a beat, so for you, will I do promise, Should you ever fall, languish in restless fire, so deep your pain and toil, every minute, when you do call, for you I care, through all the despair, Many’s the time I fell in love, feeling excited in heaven above,

You Don’t See Me
I see you staring at me, but you never truly see. why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently.

Fuck This Shit I'm Going All Out
ok i'm tire of mother fucker who you to buy them shit all the mother fucking time just to see some shit, and the ones that don't even talk to your ass only when they want something. why you hlep to little guys like me that trying to get up and well talk to you. i try talk to the level 20s and up the they act like ass hoe that have their heads up their ass or something. but then you have ladies that don't know what the hell they want out of a guy, some guys act like little girls when you make the the girl they trying to get at your fubar wifey lol. yeah! some dudes started to cry when i made one my wife. but now she have a new one and mother fuckers are cry at her about it. about me, i'm having problems at work and can't get that shit out of my head so i try to get on line and talk to people for help and people of my friends act like hoes and not real friends.........i talk to everyone and want to be known as someone to talk to. so i hope that everyone well do the same for me.........i

Crappy Couple Of Days
Ok so yesterday I was assaulted by a so called friend who has been taking advantage of my generosity. Some of you may know about "sweet aminah" my roommate. (well ex roommate now) Well it turns out she's been lying to me, she came up here from GA b/c her dad kicked her out and left her two kids with her dad & step mom...or so I was told, turns out her dad didn't kick her out she just threw a hissy fit temper tantrum and left on her own left her kids of her own free will! UGGHH! ANYWAY, so she's been "missing her kids" so she says I no longer turst anything she said! But yeah, her dad told her he wasn't going to pay for her to go back to GA that if she wanted to go home she had to pay for it herself (again so she said he may have told her she wasn't allowed to go home period, I sure wouldn't blame him)and she went fucking psychotic on me! She got a fucking attitude and long story short ended up throwing her fucking phone at me not once not twice but three times (although the third was a

Auction!
Hello everyone, I am in an auction that Drew is hosting. If you like to bid just leave a comment under my picture of what you are bidding. All the details are below. *FUBAR AUCTION* COME JOIN THE FUN.... Here's your chance to own someone! Rules are as follows........ 1.You can Bid on anyone including yourself 2.Your bid has to be higher than the previous bidder... 3.(VIPS,BLASTS& HAPPY HOURS) are also welcome to pay for whomever you want to buy) 4.Who gets the Fu-bucks,or anything that the person is offering to purchase you with?? YOU!!! 5.I will get the points from the comments that is all... 6.No rude comments!!!!!!! 7.Everyone is welcome to join the Auction Now what do you get from the person if/and when you win is as follows!! 1.All pics rated,All Stash Rated 2.A salute picture made from them with your name in it 3.At least 1 comment per day 4.A Mumm done about you 5. Your name put in their username(like So and So own's Drew) 5.Their undivided attention when

Friends, Trust And Honesty
It really hurts to find that someone you thought was your best friend, ends up being someone you don't even know. Especially when you are in a place where you don't really know that many people. You trust them with your inner most feelings, then they betray you. I have many firends here but one was a friend in RL as well. That person hurt me more than I thought I could ever be hurt again. I have been through alot of hurt un the last few years, but this has almost destroyed my faith in the word FRIEND. Maybe I am just nieve in thinking that there is really love and trust and faith out there. As much as I wish I could just turn off my feelings and not let things hurt me, I can't. Why can't everyone be honest and upfront? It really isn't that hard to do............

Salute Or Status Screen Shot?
Who Is Willing To Make A Salute That Says Sarge's Bad Girl In It? Can Either Be SFW Or NSFW ..Your Choice....You Can Also Make Me A Status Screen Shot ..Just Something "Bad/Naughty" Bad Girl Type...Also You Do Not Need To Make One... But It Would Be Appreciated If You Did..Thank You In Advance Sgt. Raider (Promoter Of Sarge's Bad Girls)

Love Is ....
Love is.... when the life we live and we give up for someone that we have in our life. Love is .... when you look at a child as it grows and you know that you made that and nurtured it. Love is....when sit and look around you and see hopw the nature of the world controls its self. Love is ...also when u can call friend and them ypour problems and cry on there shoulder without being mocked or ridculed. Love is farmost the easiest thing to and the hardest thing to let go. We all deal with it ways no matter how do it.

Omfg...i Nearly Got Thrown Off The Bus (no! Not The Short One)
Holy shit I think I outdid myself today. I mean wow! I must have learnt new levels of self control. I went on the bus today with Abbey to put some money into my brother's bank account for him. On the bus back, we reached the village and this fat assed psycho gets on - not before having stuck her hand out for at least 20 minutes to get the bus to stop, and kept that arm out, poker straight, right up until the bus had stopped RIGHT in front of her. That annoyed me straight away. There was a single mom with a buggy and a kid trying to get off the bus before fat girl got on, but she just barged her way on the bus, almost crushing this little kid in the process. My levels of annoyance were cranked up a few more notches. I made sure abbey was going to stay in her seat, got up and went to help the lady off with her buggy and help her find her lost toddler in the folds of this woman's huge ass. As I did so, the fat girl stood there and just seemed to be deliberately unhelpful. By t

Oral Sex Positions
Oral Sex Positions Oral Sex! We all love it. Men or women, doesn’t matter, we like to sit back and have our naughty bits serviced. For women the reasons seem to be because a good percentage of the ladies can’t reach climax without the direct clitoral stimulation that comes from oral sex by their man. For the men the enjoyment seems more psychological. Men like the fact that they are in control and have power, they also are just lazy and sometimes the fact that there is no pressure to please their partner can let them relax and simple enjoy the ride. “What’s you favorite position for giving oral?” Most people think that there is just one way to give their partner a little “lip lovin’?” The truth is that there are lots of ways to give your partner that special kiss. From multiple types of 69ing to positioning different ways to insert the penis in the mouth, or more efficient ways to access the clitoris, there are a million ways to get that special someone to “suck you off.” The most

Cancer Sux
i looked in the fubar bible to see what a blog is, i hope its kind of like a diary....... i just needed to vent today, when i write i feel better.i dont want to share all my personal info on my personal page so its cool if i have a place to come and yell and scream. its been about 6 weeks since my 18 yr old son died of cancer, very rare, brain/lung. it all happened so suddenly, he went to hosp last jan 4th and the rest has been a fog to me. i just needed to say to anyone who has loved ones love them, tell them how u feel. u never know what is in store day to day. my heart is so hurt i need to repair it and focus on the memories, some things take time. im hoping for a better day today then yesterday........

01-02-08
Just a quick hello: (with just a little snow) That and I want to say Today's (slot machine & cherries) was one of my first original daily greets from the "Lost Cherry" days. I only knew how to put graphic images on a comment And how to italicize and make bold font. I didn't know how to align or space or change font styles or colors. So wanted to make that which you see below, but really had no clue how to do it- (I could visualize the end result) But damn if knew what to do to get it there? So I goggled HTML and actually that little graphic below -- Is responsible for everyone I've made since! I'm still learning as I go. So many codes - so little character space allowed! I hope this finds you enjoying the new year As for ME ...

Farewell For Now
I have been thinking and have come to the conclusion I need to take a break from my online social sites for now until my health and family issues clear up a bit. As most of you know I have a terminal heart disease and have been in heart failure for almost a month and a half now. I opted to stay out of the hospital until after the holidays and since having 3 family deaths in the last few weeks I know I must take better care of myself which leaves me with little to no time online. I do not have a laptop yet so I cannot make it online while on bedrest, so anyway I wanted to tell you not to worry about me I am okay unless you hear otherwise from my husband aka BeautysBeast (you can add him for updates or just for friendship if you want I am sure he will need alot of support as well) My last Update is my uncle Randy whom broke his neck passed away on Dec. 18th at 421 am, My uncle Bill whom had a heart attack while in the hospital with kidney failure is still hanging in there. My husbands 34

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Broken Down
Never thought i would feel this broken down like i do right now, feel like my Heart has been ripped out, feel lifeless, worthless feel like a fool but feeling the way i do, there is one special person that i became friends with that my heart goes out to, not worrying about myself, but about my new friend, wanting to make sure they are ok and going to be ok because my new friend is strong, not like me, but i know in time we will be ok, its just going to take time, but know i will be your friend every step of the way always Lisa