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Rough DraftEveryday now I feel so empty deep inside
It feels like my passion for everything has died
My friends ask me how I am doing all the time
I just lie to them and say I am doing fine
I am no longer the person that I once was
I have no answers other than just because
It is just so hard for me to try to explain
I see no sunshine in my forecast, just rain
It hurts to be awake and it hurts to be asleep
It is like someone has stabbed my soul so deep
I feel like I am trapped behind my own prison's walls
Not sure if I even want some to ever answer my calls
I no longer know what it is like to be alive anymore
I am in so much pain and everything about me feels sore
I am not sure how much better off I would really be
If my cage door was opened and I was allowed to fly free
Maybe I would soar to close to the sun and get burned
No lesson from my past mistakes having been learned
Round 2well i just got a cal from her wanting 2 know if i still want 2 be with her and i said i dont care. i pretty much called her a lien _ _ _ _ _ ! she says she can make it all up 2 me. god im such a fuckn dumb ass. the worst thin gis that my boyz have talk 2 her and r attached to her. how can i let a women who lied and used me b around my boyz? im so pissd rite now im cryn, yes i said it IM CRYN!!!!i could just scream but my boys would b so scared. sometime i think they would b bettr off wit out me. but there mom cant even take care of herself. so i got 2 reach down and grab my nuts and keep goin on wit life. if it wasnt for them id run away live in d mountains away from everyone and live off da land and if i died alone. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I GOT 2 JUST GIVE UP A
Poem4 I Wrote.you take away the pain of being alone, you make me feel like im not in this world on my own. everytime you look at me my heart skips a beat making it go slower and faster on a repeat. i love how you hold me in the night and love how ou wipe away the tears when i cry. when im with you everything becomes alright. when you kiss me i wonder y...before i met you i wanted to die; now its only when im not with you that i lie. lie to myself and to the world a fake smile parades the streets and greets the faces. i keep getting lost in all the mazes. my mind wont let me stop thinking of you , and i hope whereever you are youre thinking of me too because for me theres only you.
Poem3 I Wrote.cutting and scratching at my skin crying to please let me in so i can bleed and watch the pain flow away. im searching or answers but the answers i find chase me farther away. im scared and running; i want to disappear because i dont deserve to be here any more.
Woohoo35 DAYS CLEAN & SOBER AND COUNTING
This is a record for me yall
GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can only thank my kids (I love you Luke & Libby) and Will, and my friends who've been there for me thru everything and put up with my shit over the last couple years. I wouldnt be what i am without my friends, im finally realizing who my true friends are.
Weez i known u for 6yrs and ive been thru alot and u been there for me...I love u girl
James, my god bro, u've known me since i was 11...and im 22..thats a long ass time...we both fell off the earth a few times, but u been there...I love ya hun...ill always be ur spex :p
Insane RadioOne of my good friends is a DJ for Insane Radio. They play awesome music and you should check them out. They play everything from Country to Rock-N-Roll. When you get to there website, click on the It's 5 O'Clock Somewhere picture and it will take you to there home page. From there you can read the staffs bios and check out their playlists. You can make request by using the buttons on the staff's playlists.
http://www.insaneradio.us/
A Day In The Life Of Me.....Ok this is my first entry on fubar....for some reason I think I like myspace better. This site is a bitch to navigate. Anyways....a day in the life...
well, my life is just fucking peachy these days. Dont know if I can stand much more excitement or good fortune. If you believe that then I have some swampland in Az for sale!!! Had shoulder surgery, which went great, actually went back to work 2 weeks early only to twist my ankle in the parking lot of the hosp 2 days later. Just my luck!!! But I'll heal.
I dont know half of the ppl on my friends list on this mother******. Sorry, I can be a bit of a potty mouth when I'm in a not so good mood. LOL.
Anyone out there ready to cheer a girl up?
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Dave ChappelleDamn. I'm such a dirty girl. It just occured to me...I guess I can't put videos in my stash that have a string of expletives in it either. Still gets thrown into the "NSFW" bucket along with glistening, naked flesh, right? So here is my way around that.... Blog it, bitches!!! :D
I have always loved this Dave Chappelle clip--the one of him acting like Samuel Jackson peddling his own beer. The original video was yanked from YouTube like TODAY (I watched it this afternoon and mere hours later, it is no longer available for viewing...), but I did manage to find this "Baltimore club remix" version which I think is too funny.
Warning: You will probably only appreciate this if:
1) You know who Dave Chappelle is and find him funny
2) You are familiar with the original Samuel Jackson beer clip
3) Are not easily offended by rapid fire rounds of cursing with no redeeming social value.
If you're cool with all that, then........Enjoy! :D
Damn you, Fubar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Poem2 I Wrote.roaming these overcrowded streets i never felt so alone. bobbing my head to the steady beat of my heart to remember im still alive. how could the world i created for myself be so cold and cruel? somehow i slowly become one of the few thats slipping through the cracks. i keep asking myself y, but maybe im not askin the right question. i always find myself running, but the thing is wat am i running from? am i running from myself? suffocating, watching my life pass me by like in the movies. dying isnt so bad, i guess; but its kind of lonely. my mind never stays put it just drifts from one disappointment to the others continually, roatating, driving me insane. just one hit and ill be fine, 20 bucks bitch cash, but too many narks hard to find sum1 to trust in this hell hole. the feeling i miss being so high im flying. but just how much am i willing to lose before it pushes me over the edge? am i going to have to die first. or am i already dead? i feel so lost. where do i belong if i feel i
A Poem I Wrote.i hope this is another dream. im at home in my bed head on the pillow. y do these thoughts,visions haunt me. why me? i just want to be normal, a regular kid. although, i will never be normal, the voices will always intereign. it wasnt intentional to turn out this way, i got lost tryin to find who i really am. before i knew it the voices took over.
"ur worthless,nothing it wont matter, no one will even care, just do it. kill."
what do i do when the voices return, they will continually chant until i disappear. each cut makes the whispers softer, no one understands, i cry or help but no one can hear... i cant blame them , how are they supposed to help when i cant even help myself? the guns in my hand, the voices again...
"trash, whore, wat are u waiting for? ur nothing, whos stopping you?"
no.
"liar, slut!"
no.
"pull the trigger!"
no, stop please!!
"pull it!"
No, please!
"NOW..."
everything stops...silence, seeing myself from above pressed hard, gliddin
Midgets: Why They Would Make Good PetsMidgets. Gotta love 'em! Most people don't agree with me when I say that midgets would make good pets. Actually, they tend to look at me like I'm a freakin' psycho! They just don't get it. A well trained pet that could perform better "tricks" than most other pets. Here we go.
Midgets: Why They Would Make Good Pets
1. Already house trained.
2. They can clean up after themselves.
3. They can hold down the fort while you leave on vacation.
4. They can refill their own water dish.
5. They're midgets... and your pet. How cool is that!?
6. You can make a joke that your pet is a mini-you... and it causes good Mike Myers flashbacks.
7. You can make them do the housework.
8. Don't feel like cooking? Chef Stubby to the rescue!
9. You can dress them in costumes and have them wrestle other midgets.
10. If you find a good quality helmet, you can throw them!
Midgets: Why They Would Not Make Good Pets
1. If you tell them to clean up after themselves,
W0o A Crush!Okay, lol just thought I'd get that out there lol. my friend from the nazy is coming back in from florida next month for 20 days and said he's gonna come see me :D w0o!!!!! i haven't seen the guy since 7th frikkin grade, i can't wait to see him. childhood best friend right there..
wow i have a whole lot of nothing to say.... will post later
Journal StuffOctober 8, 2007
I promise not to hurt you. I may not have the best past, but I want to change. And I will. I'll do all I can to make you happy. I want to give you all you want and need. I'll be there for you anytime you need me. I can be your ideal woman. I just ask that you be there for me, and that you don't hurt me. Someday I may give you my heart, please don't break it.
I think I've fallen for you. You make me so unbelievably happy, it's surreal.
Do you feel the same way?
My guard is still up, help me bring it down. Tell me honestly that it's ok to open up and just be myself. Let me know you are with me for me and not some other reason. but if you are, or things change, just be honest. I don't ask for much, only basic things.
I've never really been a faithful girlfriend to anybody, but I want to change that, starting with you.
I'll love you the best I know how, and try to show you a great relationship to the best of my ability.
I want to be that girl that th
Cheeseis there anything better than cheese!! i mean come on!! cheese on pizza, cheese on noodles, cheese on chips, cheese on meat, just plain cheese!!! i mean really who doesnt love cheese!!! cause i know i sure do!!!
Wtf/everI don't usually read my horoscope, but thanks to Cristilee, I did and this is what it says...
You've got something to say to your spouse or sweetheart -- or maybe that new crush -- and now is the perfect time to get it off your chest. Your way with words is almost magical and they'll see what you mean.
Talk about a slap in the face..........damn
DreamcatcherDreamcatcher - While many tangible aspects of Native American culture have found popularity in modern America, from moccasins to beaded bags, none seems to have resonated like the dreamcatcher of the Anishinabe. Although they have been given tribal names like Chippewa in the United States and Ojibway in Canada, the word that these people actually use for themselves is “Anishinabe” or “original people.” Straddling the border between the north-central United States and Southern Canada, these Native Americans or First Peoples have managed to continually occupy their original territories, unlike neighboring plains groups who were forcibly relocated. Because dreamcatchers can now be found everywhere from the tribes of the northern plains to groups in the Pueblo Southwest and even Central America, the origin stories of the dreamcatcher differ. Most, however, tend to at least share a similar use which, as the name implies, involves catching bad dreams while letting the good ones pass thro
T-o-tOh,
Can not wait till halloween my favorite time of the year.
Leaving AgainIts almost midnight. I have to leave in a couple of hours to return to West Virginia. I am leaving behind my husband, my son, & my cat. I am doing this for the greater good. I must find suitable housing, work, school, daycare, etc. I am feeling guilty about leaving my husband to handle so much of the work, but I am confident he can handle it. He has the support of friends and the Military will handle most of the move.
I will miss them more than anything but will see them in less than a month.
I just needed to vent a little.
Who Will Win It?Saturday is the world cup final. against all odds current champions England have removed Australia and France to get to the final
But they face South Africa now whom beat England in the group stages before England started firing on all cylinders
Who will win?
I want England to regain it but have to be realistic, I think South Africa are too strong and I see them winning it
any opinions?
No Good To Me Dead Or Aliveok some of you know that im a single mom.. with no child support at all.. well the sperm doner... is in jail for the child support and might face up to 10 years in prison for drug charges ( noted he was a one nite stand i got pregnant.. didnt know he was a complete loser.. so what does this teach us boys and girls. wrap it up!!! no glove no fun,,) so right now im thinkin he is no good to me dead or alive or in jail or out.. cuz he has been workin under the table. even if his dumb ass got killed lol my son wouldnt even get SS lol you have to work for um taxes and shit.. ok there is my rant
~prayers Needed~IT SEEMS AS IF WHEN IT RAINS IT POORS IN MY LIFE AND FAMILY...I NEED TO ASK THOSE OF YOU WHO PRAY TO PLEASE KEEP MY SON IN YOUR PRAYERS...HE WAS IN A HORRIBLE AUTO ACCIDENT AND HE BROKE HIS NECK,BACK,RIBS AND HAS OVER 180 STITCHES ON HIS FACE. HE WOKE FROM A COMMA TO HEAR THAT HE WOULD BE PARALIZED BUT HE IS HEAD STRONG AND STUBBERN AND HE GOT UP AND WALKED.HE WILL NEED SURGRY TO CORRECT SOME OF THE INJURIES AND HE IS HOME RECOVERING NOW.tHANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYER AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Poem Written For Me By ForsakenJust another stranger behind a mask, only words to your eyes from the past.
Eminent hearts whispering from a distance, only adding pain to the resistance.
Such as these hearts separated by more than time, can only find each other in this rhyme...
Seek no further for what you’ve your lost, taking hold of this sacred has its cost.
Imagine now what future times have to come, foundations built must come undone.
Can you feel the grace upon your flesh, only a desire leaving you without rest
Accept no one love greater than yours or mine, look to the heavens now is your time…
Thank u so much...It's beautiful!!!
Am I Invisble Again?..:(I wonder if anyone can see that I have posted new pics and I am being ignored..*sniffles* I hope not..LMAO
Hugs and Kisses!..LOL
MazeCome on guys see if you can get past level 4 I love a good puzzle...
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Re: Ed Brown Gassed, Tortured In Deprivation TankRE: Ed Brown Gassed, Tortured In Deprivation Tank
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Ed Brown Gassed, Tortured In Deprivation Tank In a disturbing audio clip, Ed Brown speaks for the first time since his arrest and relates how he was gassed by noxious fumes for three days in a detention center as well as being put in a deprivation tank for 15 hours. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/171007_ed_brown.htm
On And Off FubarWe have company coming over for the weekend so we won't be on much if at all so don't think we feel off the earth. lol Just thought we would let you all know. Thanks.
Re: Illegal Irs Tax Protestor Ed Brown Gassed & Tortured By FedsRE: Illegal IRS Tax Protestor Ed Brown Gassed & Tortured By FEDS
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Date: 17 Oct 2007, 15:45
From: The fool on the hillBrian[RONPAUL2008.COM]Date: Oct 17, 2007 4:15 PMDigg Ed Brown Gassed, Tortured In Deprivation TankTax protester speaks for first time since arrest in prison phone call Paul Joseph WatsonPrison Planet Wednesday, October 17, 2007 In a disturbing audio clip, Ed Brown speaks for the first time since his arrest and relates how he was gassed by noxious fumes for three days in a detention center as well as being put in a deprivation tank for 15 hours. Shaun of MaketheStand.com was able to call the Ohio prison that Brown has been incarcerated in and talk with him on the phone for 10 minutes. Sensory deprivation is a form of torture and extended deprivation can result in extreme anxiety, hallucinations, bizarre thoughts, depression, and antisocial behavior. Brown also said he had been p
DepressionMrs. WitchDate: 16 Oct 2007, 09:49 Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks"
PainIt's hard for me to make this decision. I am going to make some drastic changes in my life and more then likely one of them is going to be leaving Fubar. if you want to reach me send me an email
There is alot going on emotionally for me so i'll be absent for a while before i make the final decision.
I hope each of you finds what you are looking for.
The LoversThe Lovers
Tarot Card Number 6 of the Major Arcana
The sun shines at its zenith and beneath it is a great winged figure with arms extended, pouring down influences. In the foreground are two human figures, male and female, unveiled before each other, as if Adam and Eve when they first occupied the paradise of the earthly body.
Behind the man is the Tree of Life, bearing twelve fruits, and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil is behind the woman; the serpent is twining round it. The figures suggest youth, virginity, innocence and love before it is contaminated by gross material desire. This is in all simplicity the card of human love, part of the way, the truth and the life.
The woman signifies the attraction of the sensitive life but she is part of a secret law of fate than a willing and conscious temptress. It is through her that man ultimately comes and only by her can he complete himself. The card is therefore in its way another intimation concerning the great mystery
Fight For ItWHEN THERES SOMETHING YOU WANT FIGHT FOR IT
DONT GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW HOPELESS IT SEEMS
EVEN WHEN YOU'VE LOST HOPE
CAUSE YEARS FROM NOW
YOUR GONNA LOOK BACK AND WISH
YOU GAVE IT ONE MORE SHOT
CAUSE THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE DONT COME EASY
ITS THOSE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE TO FIGHT THE HARDEST FOR
SO IF YOU WANT IT KEEP TRYING AND GIVE IT ONE MORE SHOT
VesselYou are the last vestiges of a love once grand.
The chosen one to carry the memories.
You're the terrible statue,
The one where they return to remember,
reflect, and then pass on again.
Who can save one so heavy?
Could you be toppled,
then carried in pieces,
as broken as your soul?
Or will you weather and stand,
to wait for another,
who stands silently ruined?
Perhaps there will be comfort,
knowing another pair of stone eyes
will watch the same things fade in time.
Dropped Some "fans" BecausI dropped some people I was a "Fan" of simply because they were also my "Friends" on here. Figured I would just loosen up some bandwidth.
Nothing personal,
Just A ThoughtA thought for you my love.
With you, I've learned what true love is all about.
True love means staying together & being strong during the most difficult times.
You & I have overcome life's challenges & we've also lived through wonderful experiences.
Together, we've built a deep & lasting relationship.
I know that I can always count on your support, your love, & your friendship.
For that I want to tell you how much you mean to me...
I love you
FeelingsLIFE IS TO SHORT
GRUDGES ARE A WASTE OF
PERFECT HAPPINESS
LAUGH WHEN YOU CAN
APOLOGIZE WHEN YOU SHOULD
AND LET GO OF WHAT YOU
CANT CHANGE
LOVE DEEPLY AND FORGIVE QUICKLY
TAKE CHANCES GIVE EVERYTHING
AND HAVE NO REGRETS
LIFE IS TO SHORT TO BE UNHAPPY
YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE GOOD
WITH THE BAD
SMILE WHEN YOUR SAD
LOVE WHAT YOU'VE GOT
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAD
ALWAYS FORGIVE BUT
NEVER FORGET
LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES
PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS CHANGE
AND THINGS WILL GO WRONG
BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER
LIFE WILL GO ON
FriendsA friend shares your happiest moments.
He laughs with you, cries with you, & stands by your side...even when things go wrong.
His friendship is constant & always sincere.
A friend is wonderful...if he's like you.
Only One...When no one is really there
When I feel I've lost everything
I remember that you truely care
And realize that I have something
When my life doesn't seem to matter
You tell me you love me
My tears seem to fade
And I wish for better things to be
Thank you for caring
You seem to be the only one
Thank you for sharing
You make things better when my life comes undone!
Written October 17, 2007 Deticated to Thomas
Thank YouHow can I ever tell you how good it feels to share your love...to be a part of your life?
You've given me so many happy moments that I wouldn't trade for anything...so many reasons to be proud of you & grateful for your love.
Sometimes I may be pretty moody & hard to understand...but somehow you seem to know me better than I ever thought anyone could.
And it's great to know that I can always count on you.
Thank you for being the kind & caring person you are...but most of all, thank you for loving me.
Please Read Rules Of FubarI must remember that,I must not be so Outspoken when Fubar Fucks up.That Fubar is an Exsperimental Online Community.An I'm another Addicted Guest here an I must Follow their Rules or Loose my Priveledges to be here.It's good to be back.
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Sacred HeartsI sit here feeling the disease running rampant through my body.
I feel the anguish, torment, and disdain coursing through me, I feel the bitterness, fear, and resentment burning in my veins.
I was so fearful of losing you that I kept pushing you further and further away as I told you I wanted you closer to me.
You always said that you never wanted to hurt me or break my heart and I used that to stab my own heart and desires while blaming you for my self-issued torment.
I took you for granted and blamed you for it. Anytime you told me you cared for me or loved me I would look for a different meaning behind it, I could never accept it as truth without adding a cryptic message of loathing to it.
Every other relationship I have had has been a failure stemming from my hatred of your pure love.
I sit here and feel this disease coursing through my veins, destroying any and all hope of love from my body. I feel it numbing my emotions and turning all my feelings to coa
I Was Bored ..loli took all the test that people sent to me and here is what they all came up with
Your Personality Is
Idealist
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer
You're a master at inti
Internet LoveIf I see one more person (especially someone I know) put up a status that they "Love" so and so I am gonna frikin puke. C'mon, reality ck here ppl I mean seriously Love? You have never met this person...in most cases your not even in the same state, how the hell could u use the word love, I know there is a hell of a lot of lust, need and desire out there, but what a fuckin joke. And yes Im a bitter bitch at time, but that is why mosy of ya "Love" me. K done venting
Being ApartBeing apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again.
Kan Any One Be Really Nice Out There?How kan u make a diffrence in tha world is there any one really nice out there?
kan one person make a real diffrence?
well i think it's true but u have to work so fucken hard to make a diffrenc it crazy!!
But i guess in tha end it's all good!
has any one change a person's life in there life time?
Mine was this little gurl who lived with her mother of course she was a single mother with low income but it's seem's so tha norm now a day's.
Well anyway's this child of 13 was sitting on the steps of this buildig looking so lost and sad!!!
so i walked up and said hey what's going on why u out so late?
so She answer's me i'm trying to stay away from home cuz mother is out parting and my sis at her friends and i'm by myself!
And me i'm like woh!! mean!while i'm kinda buzzed from going out with some friends, so said have u eaten she's like no.NO nothing to eat at home and i rather starve so i was like why don't u wanna eat? she like wanna starve cuz no one care's and i thought what? Cu
I'm Back!!!I've been on a hiatus to handle some personal issues. I also took down Pookies Playland and walked away from the graphics resource site for several months. But I really missed running it so I decided to create a new site called CustomizeLife.com. I was able to rescue more than half of the content that was originally located at Pookie's. Once I've uploaded everything, I'll be updating the site more regularly. If you have any suggestions on what you want to see, hit me up.
And thanks so much to everyone who sent me gifts and sweet comments on my birthday. You guys rock!
Everytime I Think Of YouEverytime I think of you I smile
No matter if I am sad & blue or happy & cheery
I can't wait until I can see you again
When I don't see you it seems like an eternity to wait
I yearn for the day you can hold me in your arms
And tell me everything is going to be okay
Something tells me you are the one I've been waiting for all my life
Now that I have you please never ever let me go
If You Love Someone, Set Them Free?The Man I fell head over heels in love with suffers from Myeloma (Bone Cancer) and Leukemia. He is in stage 3 of his illness. It mean he is terminal. A short time ago he had an amputation. He also has a mass in his lungs. The progression has been devistating. It eats him away like a rapacious creditor. He daily struggled just to get up and breath sometimes.
About a month ago we had parted ways for a few days. I knew at that time he was trying to push me away to spare me from the devistating disease tearing through him. Without faltering I did not go away.
This time it is different. I think he honestly wants me to leave him be. He has now refused further treatments and does not want to deal with anything anymore.
I can not let him go. I know if you love something set it free...but I don't think I can.
I told him I would love him forever..not to just to the last breath that he draws, but to my last breath.
Love & RespectLove & respect everyone. Be kind. Even when life is scary or confusing, take courage & be of good cheer, for I am always with you. Learn how to be quiet, so you can hear my still small voice. Leave the world a better place by living your life with dignity & gratefulness. Hold back nothing from life, for the parts of you that can die will surely die & the parts that can't won't. Make your own everyday life a shining example of kindness & good humor. Abandon your fear of each other & begin living, loving, & laughing together.
Cali Or Tx?this is a blog to let everyone know that i am moving to cali in about 3 weeks... if you are there and want to keep in touch hit me up on here or on myspace and we will do sooo. i don't get to talk to you guy's much but i will try more.... here is my myspace email address... gaytan2907@yahoo.com... keep in touch people.. much love to all of my friends!
Funny True StoriesFunny and true
I was a middle school teacher before retirement. One day I had students at the board working problems. One of the young ladies was an exceptional student who happened to be a blonde. For some reason I told her that she was using a piece of left handed chalk. Without turning around or saying anything she put the chalk in the tray, picked up another piece of chalk, and continued with her problem.
I was handing out directions on how to make something. I can not even remember now what it was. One little boy turned to the kid next to him and he said--- "I love it when Mrs. Towell hands out erections."
My 5th graders were doing their warm-ups when one came up to ask a question about something he didn't understand. He read it out loud to me. "According to the picture, how much would the orgasms be magnified." I am soo proud of myself...without busting, I politely corrected his pronunciation. "That word is organism Dear."
I teach preschool, 2 year olds. Whe
The Icing..........omg LmaoA 10 year old boy was watching a movie on the couch with his mom when an adult scene came up he asked her "Mom,what are they doing"?She replied "they're baking a cake".
The next day she took him to the zoo,and when they walked by thew monkey cage 2 monkeys were mating.The boy asked"Mom,what are they doing"?She again replied"they are baking a cake".The boy asked "like you and daddy baked a cake last night"?"How do you know about that"she asked him.
He answered"this morning I went into your room and licked the icing off the bed".
StupidityWhen we make plans with our friends and they fall through.. why do we not say sorry right then and there. Why wait until you speak to your friends again? Why make your friends bring up the fact that you are a LOSER...with the worst memory! You simply have no excuse for your behavior you try to make it up by saying lets plan to hang out and you never do... all though you really miss your friend you keep dippin on. Yeah I know what an oxymoron.. you miss someone so instead of hangin out you stand them up numerous times with no damn good reason why. Wonder how they feel? I feel stupid when it happens and that I have been called on my stupidity. Life as a young person is so busy, i think we miss the things that are important that are right in front of us. We are so busy working, shopping, paying bills, and trying to be something that in the end does not matter anyway that we are missing the things that make us happy. We over look the small stuff to attempt to have a part of the big
Poem To Me From My DaughterPlease, Dad
As winds sweep away the days,
I look back on life through a haze.
Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,
In childlike gaze that never ends.
The laughter in a game of catch,
Shall memory ever attach….
To innocence in youthful eyes,
Catching the ball to dad’s surprise.
I recall my first bike and the first wreck,
Who picked me up and said “what the heck?”
Convinced me to give it one more try,
While knees skinned, I forgot to cry.
Just the joy knowing he was there,
Make him proud my only care.
There was nothing I couldn’t do,
My heart held fast that to be true.
Though teenage years were kind of rough,
I sure wasn’t too big or tough.
You taught me to defend what’s right,
And never back down from a fight.
So I learned the hard way to stand,
Still with each lump, I found your hand.
Drawing from you an inner strength,
And stubborn pride of equal length.
But there the line of fate was drawn,
As though I blinked and you were gone.
I found myself fac
FubobCHECK THIS GUY OUT!!! HE IS A REALLY NICE GUY. LOVES MAKING TAG FOR HIS FRIENDS. AND HE ALWAYS RETURNS LOVE SO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND I AM SURE YOU WONT BE DISAPOINTED
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Mama I Blew It At LoveMama I Blew It At Love
Mama once told me when a man doesn't
respect love he loses love.Mama I must
admit that your right and say that I
disrespected love;now it's gone cause I
blew it big time Mama not taking her
feeling inconsideration,so now I see what
you mean Mama about losing love cause I did
lose it.
Poem By:Charles LaMark Nelson
In A ContestI am in a contest running from the 17 to the 22nd here is the link.
What Should I Do?Ok, so everyone knows that I got let go from the bowling alley awhile ago. Well I have been looking for another job to take over for the bowling alley, well I tried at Cub a few times and then at the YMCA. Well I finally got to the Y for them to do all the paper work for working there, my backround check came back good. Well that was friday a week and a half ago, I thought I would have heard back sooner from the Y, so I called Cub to see if they are hiring again and they were and they set me up for an interview for today. The interview went very well today and got hired on the spot and I go in for my drug testing tomorrow at noon and then after work I go in to talk to Lucia about what hours I can get on for the Y. So what do I do? I really want the job at the YMCA, I will be making $9.00 and I have a gym membership, at Cub it's $6.95 and then I pay union does and I can get any days I want, and also get paid weekly. I have kinda already made up my mind on working at the YMCA, but do I w
10-17-07You and an authority figure clash at one point in the day -- or maybe your own authority is questioned by someone who really ought to know better. Try not to lose patience, as things should improve pretty soon.
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Bring it on, who wants some?????
Im Sorry........I'm sorry... if im not skinny enough for you.I'm sorry...if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...if I'm not the hottest girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That i try my best to get you to like me, then get hurt.But most of all....I'm sorry that
Hey Ty U Alli love all the beautiful birthday comments u all had sent me and the lovely gifts u bought me too i THANK YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART>>>XOXOXOXOXOXO....AND YES I HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY....I TOOK A PIC OF ME AND MY BIRTHDAY CAKE....I WILL HAVE IT UP SOON....HUGGZZ AND KISSES TO U ALL AND THANK YOU AGAIN I LOVE AND MISS YA ALL....LOVE STACIE
WhenOk I saw this in someone elses blog and thought it had some truth to it so i kinda stole it :)
When..
When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking she wants
you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug
she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when
u run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
Playing A Gig On FridayIm playing a gig on bass guitar with a band on friday, its thursday morning now and i havent yet heard most of the songs i will be playing tomorrow, i dont understand why im so calm about it, i should be nervous but im not..Yet.
I will probably post some pictures from the gig on this site, thats one of the good things about photograps of bands, you cant tell by looking at the photos how badly out of tune they are or that they dont actually know how to play their own songs, in that way photographs lie to you.
Love Lost (senryu)Saline fluid stream
Crystallizing heart failing
You withdrawing love
©dutch2lips
Car AccidentA woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly,
neither of them are hurt.
God works in mysterious ways.
After they crawl out of their cars, the woman looks at him and says,
"Here we stand... a man and a woman, just involved in a bad accident.
WOW... just look at our cars, there's nothing left of them... yet we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet, and be
friends, and live together in peace for the rest of our days."
Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely;
this must be a sign from God!"
The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle.
My car is completely demolished, but this bottle of wine didn't break.
Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune."
Then she hands the bottle to the man.
The man nods his head in agreement, opens it, drinks half the bottle, and then hands i
The Fly By Night Family Is Looking For BombersHELLO EVERYONE, THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN OUR RANKS. JUST A QUICK BACKGROUND ON THE FAMILY NAME. I AM A DIE HARD RUSH FAN FLY BY NIGHT IS A SONG BY RUSH. THE FAMILY WAS STARTED AS A RUSH TRIBUTE FAMILY NOTHING MORE. THEN WE BECAME A CONTEST-GIVEAWAY BOMBING FAMILY. NOW AS FOR QUALIFICATIONS FOR MEMBERSHIP.
1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE THATS BEEN APPROVED BY FUBAR.
2. MUST LIKE AND WANT TO BOMB IN CONTESTS AND GIVEAWAYS.
3. BEFORE ENTERING A CONTEST LET ME KNOW SO WE DO NOT HAVE MORE THEN 2 or 3 IN A CONTEST OR GIVEAWAY AT ONE TIME. ONCE WE GET LARGER AND CAN SUPPORT MORE CONTESTS WE WELL INCREASE TO 4, 5 ETC.
4. THE FAMILY HAS ALLIE FAMILY'S THAT MAY ASK FOR HELP. SO YOU MUST BE WILLING TO HELP THEM.
5. I WELL ASK FOR VOLENTEARS FIRST. IF NO ONE VOLENTEARS MEMBERS MUST BE OK WITH ME ASSIGNING THEM TO SPECIFIC CONTESTS AND/OR GIVEAWAYS.
RULES FOR BOMBING
MEMBERS ARE ALLOWED TO BOMB WHO THEY WANT AND WHEN THEY WANT. I DO HOWEVER AS
The Road Not TakenTwo roads diverged in a yellow wood,
and sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Becasue it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveld by,
And that has made all the difference
Robert Frost
To those who don't know me well this is one of my favorite poems! I try to live by this poem.
SoulTHOUGH MY SOUL IS SET IN DARKNESS
IT WILL RISE IN PERFECT LIGHT
I HAVE LOVED THE STARS TO FONDLY
TO BE FEARFUL OF THE NIGHT
Goodnight, Sleep Tight!Yes go to sleep, close your eyes
Listen to my whispers of lies
Sleep to join me, we'll have a ball
I'll make you dance until you fall
Yes, relax your breathing, relax your mind
Who knows what you will really find
In my realm of dark, where horror reigns
We'll feast on the blood dripping from your veins
I won't kill you, there is no fun in that
I will play with you, like a cat with its rat
I won't allow your heart to stop beating
The promise of death teasingly fleeting
So go to sleep, sink into my dream
In a place of sheer terror, useless to scream
Relax your muscles, let your soul roam free
I will guard it for ever
Close to me
©dutch2lips
Consider The ImpossibleFor as long as I can remember my drivers liscense has always had organ donor on it. People would tell me, "you know that don't work on you or get you to the hospital that fast if you have that." Well, is that was the case there would be less people on the waiting list. My mother contracted a disease during a transfusion in the early 80's. It was before aids testing, hepatitis testing, etc. You can imagine. My mother was having a hysterectomy. Get over my spelling on this one. *smiles* I am tired. Anyhow the disease caused her liver to fail. There is no big money law suits there is no happily ever after. Forget that idea. She had a liver transplant 14 years ago. She is still with me. I treasure every day. Although because many of the medications at that time were experimental over time it has taken her kidney functions away. She is now in dialysis. I am going to be tested to see if I can donate one of my kidneys. Many people look at me shocked. Some people would neve
Comment Bombing ContestsThese Special People Want Help In
Their Contests So Please Help Them
With Comments Comments and More Comments!!
They all helped me win my contest!!!!
Some Thoughts On The Opposite Side Of The Nice Guys, What About Nice Girls?Ok so we hear all the time about nice guys finish last right? Well what about the nice girls? Yes there are some, though it seems very few and far between now. We dont mind the countless calls, or the endless romantic guestures, in fact we quite adore them. We seem them far to few times in most relationships. We strive to find what our hearts yearn for but never seem to be within reach. We always hear about the girls looking for Mr. right, but end up finding Mr. right now. Well they obviously werent looking hard enough. I used to belive that nice guys didn't exsits anymore. Seems like they are a dying breed, but I now think that they are just like the dying breed of nice girls. The nice girls are always the ones taken advantage of, and usually left behind because they don't put out, or act like a bitch. The call to much, and are labeled as needy, clingy, or co-dependant. The ones that jerks and losers love to take advantage of since we are so willing to give it our all, and hold nothin
Fresh Meat Here...lol Be Patient....Just wanted to say hi and thank you to everyone who has welcomed me to the site. Still trying to learn the ropes, so don't take it personally if I don't get back to you. I will soon.
No "mom And Dad" In California Schools(CNSNews.com) - A conservative group says private schools and home schooling will be the only sanctuary for California parents when two "school sexual indoctrination" laws take effect on Jan. 1.
California Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger -- without comment -- signed four bills backed by the homosexual community over the weekend, two of them dealing with public schools. (Gov. Schwarzenegger vetoed similar bills last year when he was running for re-election, conservative groups noted.)
"Arnold Schwarzenegger has delivered young children into the hands of those who will introduce them to alternative sexual lifestyles," said Randy Thomasson, president of Campaign for Children and Families (CCF), which helped lead the statewide charge against these bills.
"This means children as young as five years old will be mentally molested in school classrooms. Shame on Schwarzenegger and the Democrat politicians for ensuring that every California school becomes a homosexual-bisexual-transsexual in
Thanks Everyonehey just wanted to tell everyone thank you that has been rating me and helping me level up. I cant return the love to you all right now because im on slow ass dial up and it sucks. so as soon as i get my computer up and running again i can get back to my high speed and can show you all the love you deserve!! Thanks again especially you DJ Baby Boy!! thanks!
To Be AgainYour face haunts my dreams
my reality is days of nightmares
your words echoing in my ears
sending chills down my spine
my skin crawls from the rememberance of your touch
my stomach churns
as i remember the days...
I tear myself away
I pull myself up
I stand on my own feet
I am Not to be destroyed
I will not be pushed down
I rise up against the overwhelming opposition
To live again
To breathe again
To smile once more
Pushing the past behind me
I look toward a future
Without You
Vote For Me For President?It has been suggested that I consider running for president of the US in 2008.
LOL...
Curious... how many would vote for me based on what you know about me from my FAQ list on the home page of profile?
LostSomeone come change my life
Take me away from the torment and pain
Turn my sorrows into smiles
Take my hand
lead the way
I have been lost for so long
I no longer can see the path
Blinded by the pain
Hurt by the ones I loved
Lost to everything
Bring me back to life
On the brink of life
On the brink of losing it all
I call out for help
To anyone that listens
Breaking my years of silent suffering
Hurting so much
Its hard to breathe
Painful memories
Tormenting realizations
How did I live through it all
Turning my back on what once was
And finally
Looking to the future
The Future without pain
My Torment !9:20 PM 10/17/2007
It is the quite of the night when the world makes ready to sleep . I am here....in the dim light of my dwelling , Restless and unable to allow my mind to rest . The pentence i pay is for my secrets and my hidden desires. Living by the rules of my heart is not always a peaceful emotion . I struggle with decisions yet act on a whim . I am constantly in dis agreement with what i am allowed to have and what i truly want . How is it to be ...to tame the heart when it is suspose to soar ? Well into my torment i know less of the why and more of the why not . Standing in the middle of the bridge ..... about to collaspe.... what direction shall i run ...what side is saftey . I wish i could tell ....whats makes me so weak . I must hush to survive yet i want to scream with delight .
TriskaidekaphobiaTriskaidekaphobia
There once was a soul
Running away from heavens gate
In such dreadful fright
Screaming for forgiveness
Kneeling long enough for a quick prayer
Alone it journeyed though out time and space
Ignoring the angels calls
Debating openly Gods kindness
Everlasting cries of torment echo on
Knowing that Gods word is final
And then one day God appeared before it
Please tell me why you run from me
Heaven is waiting for you
Oh lord I know your place is truly great
But there can be no heaven for me without my love
I see it is my laws and my decision who gains entrance
Although your devotion has changed my mind
To Every Thing There Is A SeasonTo every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, anda time to laugh; a time to mourn, anda time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, anda tiem to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8
Into The Darkness I ScreamAlone I sit
Into the darkness I scream
Skin crawling
clawing at the pain
Shadows around me
taking over my soul
Into the darkness I scream
Cowering from the memories
Running from the haunting visions
Blow after blow I took
Not even a whimper
Passed my lips
Into the Darkness I scream
Pushing past the enveloping pain
Pulling myself up and away
I take my pain
Transforming it into motivation
Taking my life
And Inverting it into something new
Into the Darkness I scream
Erasing my past
I push toward the Future
One without the haunting memories
That plague my dreams at night
Today Is My BirthdayToday is my birthday and I am having a day. I got up late because I hit my alarm 2 times because I just couldnt get up the energy to get out of bed. I got out of bed at 5:30 and now I am late. The kids were running around like chickens with their heads cut off. I told them all that I was sorry. They all told me Happy Birthday and I wanted to burst into tears. My emotions are starting to get the better of me. I feel really moody today because I have so much to do. I had a bus meeting this morning at 9:00am and then I had to do my bus route and then come home to clean house and make phone calls just to keep my household safe. I found out from my attorney that I needed to take pics of his stuff before I move it and then have him sign it when he comes to get his stuff. I didnt move the jeep yet for I have no keys and I didnt move the motor yet because its too heavy and I don't want to break the intake trying to get it up off the floor. But I did manage to move all the rest of hi
Fair Tax PlanA FAIRTAX TALE
I have a little scenario I would like to paint for those of you out there who just insist on finding something wrong with the FairTax. Admittedly, the FairTax isn't perfect. No tax plan is. How, after all, can you come up with a perfect way for a government to take its operating funds from its subjects? If you know an easier and more equitable way to do it, by all means, let me know!
I'm going to ask you to crank up your imagination for a moment here ... and by "you," I mean those of you who think that this FairTax thing is a bad idea and you're not prepared to come on board.
I want you to imagine a scenario. Don't worry about whether or not this scenario is possible .. Just accept it as I present it, and then consider the alternative picture I'm going to also present. Simple as that.
Let's imagine that the FairTax is the law. We've been operating under the FairTax since the day you drew your first paycheck. It's all you know. Here is your imaginarily "reality."
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Think Before You SpeakHere are six reasons why you should think before you speak -
The last one is great!
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could
Immediately take the words back...
Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....
FIRST TESTIMONY:
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and
asked loudly,
"How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?"
I turned around and walked back out and never went back.
My husband didn't say a word...
He knew better.
SECOND TESTIMONY:
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.
I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for
several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen
Who works at the store. He asked if he could help me.
Without thinking, I looked at him and said,
"I think I like playing with men's balls."
THIRD TESTIMONY:
My sister and I were at the mall and
Passed by a store that sold a
Variety of candy and nuts.
As we
BrattybytchFor those of you that know BrattyBytch .. You know she's a wonderful friend and Fellow Fu'er .. Well She's been at Level 22 for quite some time now and I thought we could all go show her some Fu-Luv and help her level . yeah she's got a tad bit of a way to go .. but hell a lil here and a lil there will top her over and get her one step closer to the tippity top .. so .. Get ya buns over to her page and rate her .. fan her .. add her .. you know the drill ..
Ill see you on her page :)
BrattyBytch - {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar
Help In ContestOk its me when I was a young'n giggles could use your rates and comments HELP !!!
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&albumid=606893&i=865606859
Hugs and Thanks to all !!!
Just To Let You All KnowHEY EVERYONE,
I'M NOT FEELING GOOD SO I'M GONNA MAKE IT A EARLY NIGHT TONIGHT. MY THROAT AND EARS BEEN BOTHERING ME ALL DAY...NOW MY HEAD IS POUNDING AND ITS MAKEN ME NAUTIOUS.....SO I'M THINKING THAT I NEED TO GO LAY DOWN AND TRY TO GET SOME REST AND HOPEFULLY I WILL BE BETTER TOMORROW.
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NITE AND A WONDERFUL DAY TOMORROW.
HUGS,
ERIKA
You Know Your From Vegas When.....Your pregame starts at 9, you go out at midnight, you go to after-hour clubs at 4, and you go home at 9 am. Sleep, Repeat.
You don’t know what a last call is.
You don't pay for clubs.
You know what the real pandoras box is
You say "Hella" and "Fuck" and say them often!
Balllinnnnn.
You have friends who are strippers, and know they prefer to be called “dancers”
You got your first fake ID when you were 15
You don't pay a State Tax, thanks for coming
You don't wear "Las Vegas", T-shirts. Only people from Cali would do that.
You can get anything at any time…even a steak at 4 am. 24/7 Bitches
When you go to different cities, you're amazed things aren't open after 9 pm
You valet everywhere, you bitch about parking in every other city…and you don’t use cabs
You've never HAD to pay for parking. Oh, and parallel parking...what's that?
When it rains people freak out & when it snows, they lose their minds.
In the summer, your car is overheated...before
ContestI have been here for everyone that have been in contest before... I hate contest like these, but I wanted to see where my friends are. I have decided if I do not finish in the top 2 I will be leaving fubar unless someone can convince me otherwise.
Please Come Help BombCome help out my friend "Ice Man". Christopher is in a contest and could use your help dropping picture comments. Even if you only have a few minutes, your time would be appreciated. The rates and help with your contests will be returned.
Here's the link
http://www.fubar.com/blog/138892/569596
Thanks all! Big Hugs, Beth
Stroke TodayI just got back from vacation to the beach with my family from Grenada -- and tonight I just got a call from my Mom. I found out that my favorite Uncle - Uncle Clarence - had a stroke. I can't believe it - I just saw him two days ago at the beach...
He is a vibrant man - 75 years old. It's amazing to even think that he is that "old". He's had mini-strokes in the past, but he is healthy and active. He's my mom's favorite brother and my favorite uncle. He's been there for her thru thick and thin (he was the father she never had. And on vacation... he drank me under the table! I had to laugh - I make sure that I don't accident sip HIS drink - I'd pass out (just kidding).
He is paralyzed on one side and I am devastated. He's so far away that I can't be there to hold his hand and give him a kiss. PLEASE - if you read this tonight - pray for him - Clarence Searles - in Wayne NJ. Thanks guys.
Thurs 8 a.m. - I talked with my Mom this morning and my uncle has been moved to t
I Can't WaitI can't wait until you can hold me in your arms and keep me safe & warm
I can't wait until I can have you hands rub my body soft & gentle
I can't wait until I can gaze into your loving eyes anytime I want
I can't wait until you can twirl your fingers through my hair to put me to sleep
I can't wait until I can taste your sweet lips against mine
I can't wait until I can finally be with you & know everything is going to be fine
From Kathy I Love Her!!!Hey ya'll. BrattyBytch here, I'm just here to post a pimp out for one of my favorite Fu's!
This sweet & sassy lady is trying to make GodMother...What the heck are you waiting for?? Go show her some lovings! Tell her that her Bratty Sister Bytch sent you to spank her with rates and Fubar Lovin!
Christie@ fubar
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This pretty pink pimpout brought to you by none other than:
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5200 To GoLet's help Whiskey to the next level!
WHISKEYRIVERO4~SHORT BUS RIDER~@ fubar
My First Of ManyLet's see here not all that great at typing but hell I am good at speaking my mind which eases my inner child may we say. Today was a true so so day. You know when you wake up do your regular routine work, off work, beer thirty, then bed....... well none of the less I started on thinkin of ways of changing that cycle. One of the ways i thought of was changing the job, maybe I've came to the end of the line there ... or maybe not. Perhaps maybe just making it beer instead of beer thirty, do we really need to wait for those thirty minutes that don't really exist in this case. and just going stright to bed, maybe i need to get a night life back again you know buy stock up in Jim Beam and Trojan condoms.... now would that be fuckin drunk or drunk fuckin, either and or both would be nice. Well either and or something different would be nice for time to time but in one sense, I have a stable job good income, and my daughter is well taken care of. I guess sometimes its just nice to re
Gypsymisstress/what's In A Name?I have been asked about this. So let me try to explain; the last long term relationship I was in was with a guy who was into bondage;S&M etc. So I became a Misstress. I don't take money for my services and I'm not a sleeparound escort. I enjoy sex----I like to give head--I like to be submissive or dominate. If there are any questions just ask, I have tried to clear this name question up as clear as I could.
Are Rates Still Messed Up ??I added some new pics today . and know for a fact that more than just one or two people rated them . and yet .. all of the pics are stating there have been online 1-2 rates ??? Is BabyJesus Still working on this or is it just me thats having this issue ???
I'm Christian So I Must Hate Homosexuals.Share this if you are against stereotypes and think people should just shut up and stop.
Pick the stereotype that fits you.
i love SUBLIME, so i MUST be a stoner.
im a Skater so i must be an idiot.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm COLORED so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I SAY WUT I WANT, SO I MUST BE AN ASSHOLE!!!
I'm an OREGONION so I MUST hate white people.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm a FOOTBALL PLAYER, so I MUST be a stupid jock and get everything handed to me.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUS
Hey Cherries!!Hey cherries!!
date: 2007-10-17 19:46:34
New pix in my workout time folder, please comment/rank...
Btw I also recorded a short vid as well, it should be in my stash in a while
At My Masters FeetA hand reaches out in the darkness
eyes strain for a glimpse of light
As fear and doubt engulf me
He hears my pain...
He sees my plight.
Against this hell i struggle
rage against the status quo
i fight for a piece of Heaven
His voice fills the void...
He soothes my woes
my mind searches in vain for reason
my soul craves passion as yet untold
my heart beats with an animal rhythm
my body hungers for things unknown
Through my despair He whispers the answer
In one touch the Truth unfolds
on wings of lust He lifts me
my Harbor, my Heart...
my Home
i wear His chains of freedom
shackled in love this heart beats strong
i can face all the tomorrows
at His feet....
where i belong.
The Ugliest Drug Marketing Scheme EverIT IS SCARY FOR ALL OF US WHO HAVE CHILDREN & GRANDCHILDREN.
The Ugliest Drug Marketing Scheme Ever
SEND THIS TO AS MANY PARENTS, GRANDPARENTS AND PEOPLE WHO KNOW PARENTS AS YOU CAN.
Children's Meth
Checked this on Snopes. It is true.
http://www.snopes.com/horrors/drugs/candymeth.asp
A very scary thing is going on in the schools right. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks... It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR.
I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition.
It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. < /SPAN>It looks just like pop rocks.
Please instruct children to not accept candy that looks like this
even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher,
principal, etc.
Pass this around it could save some family
Harley Update !!!!!!On Harleys last visit to the Cancer specialist It has been diagnoised as a 72 5 shrinkage in the tumor on her brain.So your prayers are definantly appreciated.
I want to thank each and everyone of you that Prayed for her.We are praying that it clears up all the way.Again Thank you all. LOL Dave
Korea30 days until Korea! Oh, wait you all don't know about Korea. See my wonderful husband...is in Korea thanks to the Army. So I get to be there for 3 years yay me! So, until then I am going to live it up and have some fun! 28 days until my birthday...YAY ME
New Preamble To The Constitution"We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other Liberal bed-wetters.
We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights."
ARTICLE I:
You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything.
ARTICLE II:
You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is Based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you! You may leave the room, turn the channel, exp
Just Wanted TodayMy brothers and sisters are out there putting their neck on the line , never felt so proud to be a part of such a great family (USMC.) while politicians take away our benefits , and our pay we still come out every day to take care of bussines. I happy to say that even do i shreded blood for this country I wouldn't have it any other way I love my country , I love america , there no place like it . God bless this great country and everyone of my brother and sisters that live in it !!!!!!!
What Do You ThinkHonestly, what kind of person do you think I am:
A)Sweet and nice
B)Judgemental
C)Confused
D)Friendly and honest
or
E)you have know clue
Can't Do It Anymore...at Least For Now!!!I give myself a lot of credit for enduring a lot of what has happened in the past few months. Life and circumstances have smacked me in the face and I have stood stedfast through it all. Today, reality threw me a new curve, but it is one I accept without any guilt or sadness.
As some of you may know, I had enrolled myself back in school to get my Masters degree. After enrolling, I had learned I once again had cancer. Now I had to go to classes and have to endure treatments. If it seems like a lot, then you're right - it is a lot, and it is not easy. Constantly feeling sick while trying to concentrate on what the professors were saying was a chore. Getting to class itself was not easy either. Going anywhere from 2-9 hours a day from class to class while experiencing fatigue is the absolute worst.
As of today, I have decided to seek a medical withdrawl from school and focus moreso on treatments. I have started the process to withdraw from school with the intent of possibly
Amarillo, TexasWell here I am, sitting in a Petro Truck Stop in Amarillo, Texas, bored to tears with nothing nor nobody to do. Wondering what to do with myself cause i don't have to be in Dallas, Texas until Friday morning to unload. 3 days to do a 2 1/2 day trip from the yard. One of the worst things I hate is sitting, I get paid by the mile not the hour.
Soooooo...I came on to see if anyone was here, but alas I am here alone. Oh Well....Story of my life. Guess I'll turn on the C.B and listen to the "Lot Lizards" ply their wares.....
The Angry Video Game Nerdany fans of the Angry Video Game Nerd here.
being a videogame fan i find is reviews relly funny because i remember playing them shitty games when i was younger
heres one of my favorite reviews
its friday the 13th on the NES
also staring Jason Voorhees.
I BelieveI believe the cripple stool is the king of the pooping stools.
I believe a man has no right to raise his hand to a woman in anger, no matter what she has done to you.
I believe that a person does not have to go to church to worship GOD.
I believe that a mans heart is more fragile than a womans because he doesn't know how to give it to another person.
I believe that I am one of the few men that actually might come close to understanding women. I don't understand them I just come close.
I believe that pets are telepathic. Look at all the things they teach us to do for them without saying a word.
I believe that GOD has a sense of humor. Just look at my picture.
I believe that family is the most important thing.
I believe blood does not make family
I believe that just because you don't know my plan, doesn't mean I don't have one.
I'm here to meet someone to spend the rest of my life with.
applications accepted at jspiel@fubar.com. please include a photo and resume.
Thanks
Yewie - Lets Make Some Money!I GUESS SOME PEOPLE HAVE MADE SOME MONEY WITH THIS SHIT...I AM TRYING IT RIGHT NOW...SEEMS LEGIT. YOU BASICALLY SETUP A MYSPACE LIKE THE ONE YOU HAVE BUT THEYSITE PAYS YOU TO USE THERE'S...THE LINK BELOW EXPLAINS BETTER THAN MY LAMN ASS CAN:
JUST GIVE IT A WIRL!!
http://r.yuwie.com/sidluscious
Reincarnation & The AfterlifeReincarnation & the Afterlife is a special thing.
Life continues, just on a different plain.
Physically not here but there.
An adventure of an experience this is.
A Dragon, an Angel, an Insect or a General.
Anything is possible, Which were you?
I recall being someone hiding people in the Underground Railroad.
I also think i was an Eagle or a Hawk & maybe a Dolphin too!
If Reincarnation & the Afterlife is not for you then people are in Heaven having all kinds of family reunions and listening to Elvis, John Lennon and many others jammin!
Think About It...Just think about this for a minute....Everything in your life was going perfect..then one day it rained. It stormed so hard that it blew everything you worked so hard to get, away. How do you deal with it? Do you start all over or just let nature take it's course? Would you work hard to replace it, even tho the harder you worked to get it the worse things would get? Things can be so decieving. I can't understand why things have to be so hard at times. Just think of about your life...about why your still here. I think everyone is here to serve a purpose. Don't you?
Whats Wrongwhy is it when i find a grrrl she ends up bullshittn me.im i a sucker n fall for it or do i have a soft heart?
i ment a women online bout a year ago and boy did i get taken on one hell of a ride by her. she told me she was going through a d-vorc and lived wit her mom. the truth is she is married and was unhappy so she got a boyfriend and was unhappy so i came along and boom we a couple.
then she says that she is going 2 break up wit him and doing the big d for real. guess what you got it a lie i found out that they were stiil together and all the normal stuff that goes along with that lie.this is the short version of the story hell there lies of a warrent for his arrest for beatn her and so on and so on.
then about a couple weeks ago a couple of freinds were tired of seeing me unhappy and drinking like i did a couple years ago so they suggested this site sao we got on line and wow the response has been amazing to say the least.
you may not beleive me but i have not had soooo
My Friends HereNot to get all sappy and whatnot, but I haven't read all of the rules here and surely had no intentions to overstep any boundaries at Fubar.
With that being said, last night, I created a photo album, like you would a physical one. And I wanted to put inside pictures of Friends Here (the name of the album). I enjoy photography and like having pictures of people at their oddest. To me that's most interesting.
I started ripping photos, left and right. (wow! this is gonna be great!! Cool!) But I started running into snares; Some wanted to be asked first. And that seems fair to me. Just because my friends here didn't lock their photos doesn't make it ok to rip them without asking. (I need to read those rules)
I should have asked.
My sincerest apology.
I will find another to pay homage to my friends here and those to come.
22,500i am more then halfway there! woo hoo! if anyone is bored and needs something to do I am in a contest to win a Happy Hour. If you could leave a comment or two it would be greatly appreciated! I am all about showing luv to those who help me out! Please come by!!
Thank you,
Jennifer
link:
My MomHI EVERYBUDDY
I DON'T ASK FOR ANYTHING UNTIL NOW
PLEASE HELP MY MOM?
SHE ONLY NEEDS 5000 COMMENTS
SHE HAS NO MORE AND I ONLY HAVE A FEW LEFT
I WANNA SURPRISE MOM BUT I NEED HELP
CANT YOU LEAVE SOME COMMENTS WITH ME PLEASE?
I WILL NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING AGAIN
I PROMISE
(UNLESS IT'S A KISS AND HUG FROM MY GIRLS)
(AND MAYBE A BEER FROM MY PALS)
BUT THAT WOULD BE IT!
I PROMISE
HERE IS MOMS PICTURE
PLEASE HELP ME HELP HER
SHE WILL BE SOOOOOO SURPRISED
I LOVE YOU ALL! XO
MARVIN
LifeWhat's most important in life? Being with someone you love? Doing everything you possible can to please others and not your self? Acheiving every goal your working hard to get? Making people happy and smile?
Life has so many reasons to live it. What's yours?
CrushesIs it just me, or does anyone else just hate this feature?
I went from 2 crushes to three today...and I really hate the fact I don't know who they are....
Universe Of DiscoveryAs I sit here I begin to think about this vast Universe we live in!
The Earth, Moon, Stars & Sun!
So many other planets to see and explore!
Grasp the adventure & discovery of the Universe & enjoy!! We are in for a wild ride!!!
E.e. Cummings(For my darling S.B.)
i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
Lifeso as we all seem to know all to well that when life seems to start going good it shits on you...well in my case life doesnt just shit...it takes ex-lax and blows liquid chunks.
so hmm i am feeling a bit defeated right now and doing everything to keep my head outa the water and so far i am doing OK...i dont know how long that will stay true.
So anyway i am still single still a father and still bored off my mind daily....the only people that seem to care about me is the people that send you your bills, at least they call to see if i am still alive.
well hopefully all works out i am gonna sit here and self medicate on Bud Lite.
well hit me up if your bored or if i owe you money either way talk to you later
They Need Some Spanking !!!!!!!!THESE PEOPLE ARE GREAT TO EVERY ONE
THEY HELPED ALL AND NOW THEY NEED YOU TO HELP THEM TO LEVEL UP.
CAN YOU PLEASE HELP OUT AND SHOW THEM LOVE????
AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURN....
COME ON GO AND HIT THEIR PAGES HARD CAUSE THEY ARE GONNA ENJOY IT VERY MUCH!!
LOVE TO ALL
WildCat
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Beware Downraters Drama PplHey guys just a little heads up, they both came to my page and started shit with me so I beware of these two people, they like to downrate people a "1", so just a little heads up. They like to start shit with you on your comments calling you a "down rater" when I never went to there page. So I had to deal with these two idiots and block them both, so if you do not want drama or problems. Block of both of these down rater drama queens and people. Thank you for your time. If you wanna post in a bulletin go right ahead. Thanks for your time. Take care.
Da Ice Man Baby
~ItZ Da IcE MaN BaBy~@ fubar
Autumn
Autumn@ fubar
Watch This Before It's Taken Off The WebBravo.....a brilliant speech by a brilliant woman..
Open the attached website to hear one impressive woman.
Here is a powerful and amazing statement on Al Jazeera
television.
The woman is Wafa Sultan, an Arab-American psychologist from LosAngeles.
I would suggest watching it ASAP because I don't know how long the link will be active. This filmclip should be shown
around the world repeatedly!
http://switch3.castup.net/cunet/gm.asp?ai=214&ar=1050wmv&ak=nul
Pic 3 Of AnnieHere she is playing with her ball. Yes she is in that chewing stage..lol..isn't she cute?
Please Help My Wife Out!hEY MY WIFE ENTERED A CONTEST AND SHE IS GETTING CREAMED!!!!! THE PPL SHE THOUGHT WERE HER FRIENDS ARE NOT HELPING!!!!! IF U HAVE TIME PLEASE HELP BOMB HER!!! TY VERY MUCH. CONTEST ENDS HALLOWEEN, ALL HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED.
Live Live LiveNever take a single moment for granted...
Speak up and be heard...
Make each day worth waking...
No one ever promised...
That life would be easy to live...
The only promise we have received...
Is that in the end its worth it!!!
Pic 2 Of AnnieOhhhh she's so vicious..lol..not really..she's a happy puppy!!
Pic Of AnnieHere's our new puppy that we just adopted from Animal Control. Her name is Annie. She's mutt..beagle/collie mixed and ??
Take Time To Tell Someone U Love ThemI Love You
Brittney loved basketball
Friends and parties too
And when it came to painting
That's all she wanted to do
She painted everything she saw
Birds, flowers, the sky
Some days she sat at her window
And painted everything that passed her by
But lately she'd been feeling woozy
Her muscles ached a lot
And her parents got kind of worried
So they took her to the doc
The doctor took a couple of tests
To see if everything was okay
Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness
And this is what she had to say;
"I'm sorry but you've got leukemia,"
"You've got about 3 months more."
Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room
And slammed the office door
She ran down the street screaming
And cried her eyes out dry
And stayed up all night
Wondering what it's like to die
Her parents held her tightly
And said, "We love you,"
"We'll make your last few months the greatest,"
"We'll do anything for you."
So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida
To live by
Hey There Mystery ManHey there mystery man
tell me something if you can,
you came to me, not the other way around
you say you want to play on my stomping grounds.
You ask of me all I have to share
yet when I ask back, you seem to not care,
I can't walk in the dark with my eyes closed
so if I walk with you, there's things I just must know.
You say you want to share my nights
then to be sure of you, I have the right,
I find myself daydreaming, praying you are real
so if you are, then here's the bottom line, here's the deal.
Talk is cheap and words cheaper still
yet to think of you melts my defensive will,
but I've trod those roads before, so I need strongholds
like pictures and detectable history to what I'm told.
I've shared more then I should with what the internet hides
but to think of you excites my whole being, my insides,
so please open up to me, even if just a little bit
before my red flags tells me it's time to call us quits.
I want to use intimate words like you do
DestinyBeing alone is my destiny
There is no one in the future for me
My heart aches at the thought of this
There will forever be an emptiness
I must come to terms with my life
Although it hurts worse than any knife
Acceptance is futile
The heart always fertile
But it is my destiny
No one in the future for me
Please HelpThis Bulletin brought to you by me
Founder of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar
Family, Friends, Fans, Bombers, I would like to ask for some help a member of my family has joined a contest and we are asking for everyones help.
Christina~Irishtoads Princess~Protected by Castle Secrets~Order of the Dragons~@ fubar
This is the link to her picture
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Hate MeHate me
Set me free
My insides are froze
Cannot think anymore
My dying brain is so sore
So many mistakes I made
The pain doesnt fade
I wish I knew the real me
I wish my would open and I could see
Me I will forever hate
Saving me it is too late
I cannot move on from here
I have so many fears
Wish my life was over soon
The walls have closed in on me here in this room
For JennyHey Whats up? Heres another one of my friends Who is only trying to Level up and be F/A/R/C/B
for the newbies of the fu who read this, that would be
Fanned Added Rated Crushed and Blinged!
So stop by her page say Jessa sent you and Walla youll make a friend YOU WONT EVER FORGET!
Theres no love like a mothers love
So go talk to her drop her a line rate her if you wanna but remember...shes a friend worth having
♥DJ Pebbles♥@ fubar
This train was brought to you by!!
ø¤º°`°º¤ø.The Fabulous J觧ã Pie,ø¤º°`º¤ø i stole hammy the squirrels nutz!† Manson Family †@ Fubar
InvsibleReaching to the heavens with a breath of final hope...
I turn to pray for answers as my dreams go up in smoke...
Love promises forever and ever more...
Though now I lay here bleeding; upon your kitchen floor...
Didn't you even stop to think about how I would hurt...
When you came walking in with her and in my face kicked dirt...
So now you have to deal with me; no longer can you pretend...
For in your eyes I take my life; with you I meet my end...
Now tears fill your eyes as you begin to see...
The lover you gave so much grief; now see the invisible me.....
Ugly Bush!Odessa,Texas 1948! He was destined for greatness,and couldn't wait! As for a motive, that up for debate! Long star,yeah...he's packin' the heat and rubbin' elbows with the social elite, who took notice of a world at his feet! the big drill,and the C.I.A. mr richard nixon paved the way for this this damn dog to have his way! V.P. underBonzo Reagan, then the prez of this oce great nation! 91, his first invation! Oh....the good ol' days I miss... Now get us out of this,this hierrachal abyss! Kissing Middle Eastern ass-White pride, black gold and gas- just a profiter on your foraign soil! OPERATION/BLOOD FOR OIL! He passed the buck on his # 1, now we are all fucked by the bastards son! theres nowhere to hide! no where o run! 3 cheers for the underachiever- once a drunk, and now abeliever! All hail, the great deceiver! First term we saw mass corruption- 2 wars to boost production and its all done for your protecion!? C,est La Vie to french ralations and to N.A.T.O.'s limmita
Pumpkin Bundt CakeINGREDIENTS
1 (18.25 ounce) package yellow cake mix
1 (3.4 ounce) package instant butterscotch pudding mix
4 eggs
1/4 cup water
1/4 cup vegetable oil
1 cup canned pumpkin
2 teaspoons pumpkin pie spice
Whipped cream
DIRECTIONS
In a large mixing bowl, combine the first seven ingredients. Beat on low speed for 30 seconds; beat on medium for 4 minutes. Pour into a greased and floured 10-in. fluted tube pan. Bake at 350 degrees F for 50-55 minutes or until a wooden pick inserted near the center comes out clean. Cool in pan for 15 minutes before removing to a wire rack to cool completely. Serve with whipped cream if desired.
Would You Help For A Gift?This is my friend Amanda's first contest and she really, really wants to win. I would LOVE her to win. So much so that if you leave her at least 25 comments and let me know I will send you a gift. The more comments you leave, the bigger the gift. If nothing else, rate her pic because that helps too. Thanks guys!
I Want To Be The OneI want to be the one
You see in your dreams,
The one that wont make everything
Rip open at the seams.
I want to be the one
That makes you happy inside,
The one you run to
When the world makes you wanna hide.
I want to be the first one you look for
When you walk in a crowd,
The one you miss
When Im not around.
I want to be the one
You show off to your friends,
The one you wont leave standing alone
With no one to cry to in the end.
I want to be the one
Who picks you up when you fall,
The one you want to talk to,
The first one youll call.
I want to be the one you look at
And say he’s the one
The one you think of
When night falls and the day is done.
I want to be the one
You would drive 10 hours to see,
And you wouldnt mind
If you could only stay for three.
I want to be the one
Youd sing for any day,
The one you will comfort
When distress comes my way.
I want to be the one,
The only one for you,
The one you love
To whom youll always be true.
Haunt MeWhy do you haunt me
Everywhere I turn it is you I see
You have ruined my life too many times
And spoken so many lies
But I still hold onto you
Hatred starting but seems so new
I need to let you go
A new life I need to know
You are haunting me still
But love for you I can no longer feel
Please move on and set me free
I need to be me
Give me my life back please
And forever set me free
I Want To Be With YouI sit here in the night
Staring into the heavens above.
Wondering if I'm lucky enough
To be given your love.
Even though I met you
Just a few days before.
I have learned so much of who you are
And thirst to learn even more.
I want to share my world with you,
All the smiles and all the tears.
I want to learn to trust again;
Something I haven't done in years.
You are very special to me,
You have kindled something new.
I want to feel loved in my life,
I want to be with you.
Homemade Refrigerator Pickles"Just pickles!!! These are easy to make, and are a great way to use vegetables from the garden."
INGREDIENTS
1 cup distilled white vinegar
1 tablespoon salt
2 cups white sugar
6 cups sliced cucumbers
1 cup sliced onions
1 cup sliced green bell peppers
DIRECTIONS
In a medium saucepan over medium heat, bring vinegar, salt and sugar to a boil. Boil until the sugar has dissolved, about 10 minutes.
Place the cucumbers, onions and green bell peppers in a large bowl. Pour the vinegar mixture over the vegetables. Transfer to sterile containers and store in the refrigerator.
Here I SitBtw before I get started on these I realize they arent that great, but I wanted to print them. They are from a time in my life that I need to let go of, and I feel that putting them in print will start that process.
Here I sit with my head against the wall
Soon my head will fall
Feelings are so foreign to me
My life so torn I cannot see
I have become so numb,
and my thoughts have come undone
So here I sit with a fist full of pills
My heart never heals
The emotional scars will be gone
For my head will fall before dawn
Still HurtU TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY
SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE
U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL
WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U
THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE
CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED
YOU PUT ME DOWN
HOPING I'LL STAY
ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY
THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL
SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL
I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY
BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE
THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL
MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE
LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE
U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD
BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS
U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE
KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE
BUT YOU DON'T CARE
WHY WOULD YOU DARE
YOU KEEP HURTING ME
NOT HEARING MY PLEA
I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME
CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND
WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU
WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU
DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO HEAR ME
I WANT TO END IT WITH YOU AND SAY I LOVE YOU
BUT I JUST CAN'T
I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING
IT'S OK CUZ IT'S ALL ON ME I SHO
Still HurtU TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY
SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE
U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL
WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U
THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE
CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED
YOU PUT ME DOWN
HOPING I'LL STAY
ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY
THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL
SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL
I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY
BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE
THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL
MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE
LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE
U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD
BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS
U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE
KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE
BUT YOU DON'T CARE
WHY WOULD YOU DARE
YOU KEEP HURTING ME
NOT HEARING MY PLEA
I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME
CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND
WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU
WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU
DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO HEAR ME
I WANT TO END IT WITH YOU AND SAY I LOVE YOU
BUT I JUST CAN'T
I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING
IT'S OK CUZ IT'S ALL ON ME I SHO
Never ForgetI could never forget
You gave me a smile
When we first met
Nothing I did could protect me from you
Looking at your picture
I can see why I fell for you
Now you're in heaven
I can still picture you
I can see your face
I smell your fragrance in the air
I hope you can see me
Every one keeps telling me to move on
But how could I forget the best thing
To ever happen in my life?
I just can't move on
You could always make me smile
You could always make me laugh
But you never made me cry
Looking at your picture
I can see why I fell in love with you
I'll never forget you
I'll never let you go
Wow! I Love Payday!Damn...I got a nice paycheck. I got more than I thought I would. Now if they deposit into my account tomorrow...then I can just wait until Nov 1 to do my rent. That way I can pay the other things ahead and get me a few things I need. We shall see if that works. And I will have a bit of extra funds to do what I want. We shall see if this pans out. Plus I owe some to Kandi and Michael. I am gonna figure that out tonite at work of how much to pay. That is if they put my check in tomorrow like I am hoping. Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me! LOL.
Friday nite is gonna be sweet. I am going to go over to Master's house for more "punishment". Some would look at it as that...I look at it as a turn on. And I really enjoyed myself last time! What can I say...I enjoy Him very much! He takes good care of his slave! :D
Saturday nite my plans are kinda shot. Yes I am still going to BDSM nite at the club...but this guy I was supposed to meet there cant make it! :( So ye
September 1960In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket.
Their father was gone.
The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two.
Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared.
Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds.
He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries.
Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either.
If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it.
I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job.
The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town.
No luck.
The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would lis
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BrokenFallen from the grace of heaven... I have given all for you my love... Opening myself to mortality and pain...
Sadly, you left me standing... alone, afraid, and cold... for you I gave it all...
Now to walk this world of hope... without any for my own... you turn away for her to hold... don't know how much I can take...
I pray each day for forgiveness... to return to the life I knew... but still I remain broken...
Here crying over you..........
Near And Dear FriendI have a good friend of mine in a contest that I ddin't know he was in, and he needs help with comments....Can you Please stop by and comment bomb a few? (commment bomb means bombing the same picture over and over again with comments)
Thanks Everyone!..Hugs and Kisses!
FascistsSorry fans, friends and family...I finally figured out how to upload a bunch of really beautiful photos to my stash. Unfortunately, did not realize you can't upload NSFW photos to a stash so....had to rip them all down or potentially be deleted completely from Fubar. Ugh. Very frustrating. For the very few of you who were quick enough on the draw and got to see some nekkid naughty bits, well God bless ya' and thanks for playing. When I level up, i'll get some more photo privilieges and gradually add them back. Until then....my sweet and charming disposition, sparkling wit and engaging personality will have to suffice to keep you entertained. :D
Thanks to all my babies!
Muah!!!
SoulKiss (Michelle)
Pumpkin Butter"This pumpkin butter is an excellent hostess present, and is a wonderful spread for toast and muffins. It can also be used to make a spectacular holiday dessert, Pumpkin Pecan Cheesecake. Originally submitted to ThanksgivingRecipe.com."
INGREDIENTS
1 (29 ounce) can canned pumpkin puree
3/4 cup apple juice
2 teaspoons ground ginger
1/2 teaspoon ground cloves
1 1/2 cups white sugar
2 teaspoons ground cinnamon
1 teaspoon ground nutmeg
DIRECTIONS
Combine pumpkin, apple juice, spices, and sugar in a large saucepan; stir well. Bring mixture to a boil. Reduce heat, and simmer for 30 minutes or until thickened. Stir frequently.
Spoon hot pumpkin mixture into hot jars, filling to within 1/4 inch from top. Remove air bubbles; wipe jar rims. Cover at once with metal lids, and screw on bands.
Process in a boiling water bath for 10 minutes.
Please Help MeI am trying to win this contest......so show me some love and bomb my pic
As Of 10/18/07i will be in my interview for job corp im hopeing i get in...but that means no more eye brow piercing. and no new tattoos for 2 YEARS. yeah!!!! fukin love it. im gana go cut my self now bak in 10
For StarHey Whats up? Alot of you guys like to giveaway Free Blasts and Vip's Well I know someone who as she puts it..
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thats her words there boys n girls..
So go talk to her drop her a line rate her if you wanna but remember...she wont make you dissapointed ^_^
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Wtf?Ok I just had someone completely new with no friends or anything rip my salute pic, andnow he won't answer why Just be careful and I want to make sure I recorded this in case something funky happens later..LOL
MUAH
Beware..no reason to rip...:(
allen35@ fubar
A Brief History Of HalloweenHalloween traditions of trick-or-treating and jack-o-lanterns were brought to America in the 1840s by Irish escaping the Great Potato Famine. On Halloween, Irish peasants begged the rich for food and played practical jokes on those who refused. To avoid being tricked, the rich handed out cookies, candies, and fruit - a practice that turned into our present day trick-or-treating.
Jack-o-lanterns trace back to an old Irish tale about a man named Stingy Jack. Unable to enter Heaven because of his stingy ways and turned away by the Devil, Stingy Jack wandered the world, searching for a resting place. To light his way, Stingy Jack used a burning coal in a hollowed out turnip -- hence the name "jack-o-lantern." The first jack-o-lanterns, in fact, were carved out of turnips. Only when the Irish tradition reached America did turnip carving turn into pumpkin carving.
Witch means wise one. It comes from the Saxon word wica. Witches were thought to be wise enough to tell the future.
FakesWhy is it that some freaking people that exsist in this world cant own up to what they have done. All it takes is a "yes I did that and I am sorry and I will change to make it better." Instead I heard "screw you. I didnt do that." That kind of shit really pisses me off. If I can own up to mistakes then why cant this freaking ass that calls himself a man admit that he beat me up and own his shit. Then stalks me after he has been told to have no contact. Then people wonder why it is hard to trust? well no brainer there!!!I am just so pissed right now because this man wont leave me alone and lies about what he did and continues to do. I thought he was gone for good then boom today I get a freaking message again!!! lying about the shit again!!! Arrggggggggggggggg!!! Well I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening. Any suggesstions???
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Prizes given out to every one that signs up and the119th person gets a ring.
click pic to get to lounge-
I Need Help Please .this guy DA WHITE SOX is a down rating pev! he started talking to me and then started being nasty . and when i told him the conversation was over he called me a fucking cunt . just because i did not want to watch him wack off! sorry as all my friends know i don't talk dirty to anyone on here and if i am going to i know which ones not him . and there r a lot of guys on here who look out for us ladies on here ! please help . if you can please go to his page and give him a 1 and block let him here from the real men of fubar and the women who won't put up with his shit ether. xoxoxo ann
I Need Your HelpI am in a contest. Please now is the time to return all the favors
DeepDARK DEEP LOVE OF MINE
THIS FEELING IN MY HEART IS SO DIVINE
HOLD ME CLOSE HOLD ME TRUE
ALWAYS SAY I WILL BE NEXT TO YOU
HOLD ME CLOSE SO I CAN FEEL THE WARMTH OF YOUR BODY NEXT TO MINE
SAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOR ALL OF TIME
©sms 2007
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Think I'm Gonna Crymy mother and my sister and a friend of my sister's are attempting to take over the planning of my wedding. everything that i like or want is wrong to them. i'm ready to cry. to give up and just say fuck it and let them have the wedding that they want. fuck what i think or want. fuck my dreams and ideas. as long as they are happy. that's most important isn't it? that everyone else is happy to hell what the BRIDE wants or thinks or dreams about? i'm sorry that i am being a bride-zilla but i'm just so frustrated right now. *sigh* is having a wedding really worth all of this? i feel like i'm trying to develop an ulcer. . . did that with work too, but this is another one. . . or on top of that one. whichever.
okay, until next time. goodmoshpitting to all.
An Honour...or A Nightmare?It was announced at work today that I along with three other employess are being shipped out next month to assist with the grand opening of another store in another city. (It wasn't a huge surprise as the store manager had already spoken to each of us individually about this prior to the announcment.)
So, along with my three co-workers, we will be training the new store's upcoming cashiers.
O.O
Yikes! Scary!
From what I've been told, our grand opening day two years ago saw over 11, 000 people come through the checkouts! For a city that has (barely) 40, 000 people living in it, that was an unprecedented number in my opinion. @.@
Saskatoon is around 5 times bigger than P.A., I think.
Double yikes?
So...yeah.
Those are going to be kick-ass long hours. -_-;
But, I'm kind of excited, despite my trepidation.
Atten.native Spirits Tribe (pimpout)It has come to my attention that we as of now are not doing pimpouts.So what im asking is do you all want a pimpout. plz leave a comment on this blog either ya or na for the pimpout. all comments will be counted as votes.
thank you ruzz
Why Try To Say Something Better Then Something Thats Already Been Said Well?I'm moving through some changes
I'll never be the same
Something you did touched me
There's no one else to blame
The love we had has fallen
The love we used to share
We've given up pretending
As if you didn't care
I look into the mirror
I see no happiness
All the warmth I gave you
Has turned to emptiness
The love we had has fallen
The love we used to share
You've left me here believing
In love that wasn't there
When I look into your eyes and try to find out how
There's no way to save it now
And everything I feel
Changes
For some reason you're questioning why
I always believe it gets better
One difference between you and I
Your heart is inside your head
Ooh Rah!!Major General (Sel) John Kelly was a recent guest speaker at the San Diego Military Advisory Council (SDMAC) networking breakfast. He is General Mattis's deputy (again) and, as you will read, it is no wonder that Mattis wants him around (again).
This little speech given by a little known US Marine Corps General Officer should be in every paper across the country...instead, it was given to a small group of patriots in San Diego...and now to you. Thanks as usual to former Marine Seamus for sending it on. It is worth your time:
I want to open by offering LtGen Mattis' apologies for missing this event. Until recently he certainly looked forward to being here, but an unexpected change in a three and four star executive offsite in Washington prevents him from joining you today. I am his recently joined deputy at the First Marine Expeditionary Force at Pendleton, and will have the honor of taking the next Marine rotation to Iraq early next year. I was also General Mattis' deputy once
Breaking DownTouching your photograph; tears falling from my red and swollen eyes.
Those words ringing in my ears; "I love you and I'll never leave you!"
Where are you now my love; where have you gone..
Why have you forsaken me for another..
Is she everything you dreamed about...
Can she keep you warm at night..
Will she be there for you when you need her...
Is she holding you tight...
My stomach churns; my vision blurs; at the thought of another in your arms...
I feel as if I'm breaking down...
Falling completely apart...
You are my soul; my heart; my dream; without you I'm not me....
Iraq And Afghanistan Veterans Of AmericaTogether, we're building a movement for Iraq and Afghanistan veterans, and our voices are being heard. Yesterday, after months of mounting pressure from concerned citizens like you, the President finally addressed the issue of our broken veterans care system.
The President stood with former Senator Bob Dole and former Secretary of Health and Human Services Donna Shalala in the Rose Garden and said, "Our system for managing this care has fallen behind. It's an outdated system that needs to be changed."
The President's remarks illustrate the incredible progress we've made. President Bush announced a plan to streamline veterans care and fix the problems that allowed so many wounded warriors to fall through the cracks. But our fight is not over. The next few weeks will be critical as the White House reveals the details of its plan, and presents its suggestions for turning it into law.
Watch the video of the President's comments, and read the New York Times article, featuring IAVA
What Would You Do?What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would
be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how
close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,
and tell new friends
you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have
NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will..
In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling SAD,
You can count on me.
I will gi
The Damn DamThis is one of the funniest emails I have ever had!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ENJOY ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have seen this over the years and it is still enjoyable to read every so often. DO READ THE LETTER!! This is so sad but true as to the way government acts in more situations than we would want to know about. ENJOY!!!!
The Dam
This is an actual letter sent to a man named Ryan DeVries regarding a pond on his property. It was sent by the Pennsylvania Department of Environmental Quality, State of Pennsylvania. This guy's response is hilarious, but read State's letter before you get to the response letter.
SUBJECT: DEQ File No.97-59-0023; T11N; R10W, Sec. 20; Lycoming County
Dear Mr. DeVries:
It has come to the attention of the Department of Environmental Quality that there has been recent unauthorized activity on the above referenced parcel of property. You have been certified as the legal landowner and/or contractor who did the
President In 2008Here we are already discussing the future President of the United States in the Year 2008.
For those of you who would like a choice for President, we have a solution: It is probably time we have a woman as President . One choice is a very special lady who has all the answers to our problems.
PLEASE give it a thought when you have a moment...
MAXINE FOR PRESIDENT!
Maxine on 'Driver Safety' 'I can't use the cell phone in the car. I have to keep my hands free for making gestures.'.......
Maxine on 'Housework' 'I do my housework in the nude. It gives me an incentive to clean the mirrors as quickly as possible.'
Maxine on 'Lawn Care' 'The key to a nice-looking lawn is a good mower. I recommend one who is muscular and shirtless.'
Maxine on 'The Perfect Man' 'All I'm looking for is a guy who'll do what I want, when I want, for as long as I want, and then go away. Or wait nearby, like a Dust Buster, charged up and
Friends Are FriendsNo matter which way you look at it..whether it be guy or girl and right now this friend of mine needs help. If any of you can swing by and add, fan and rate him I would appreciate it. He is lacking only about 7500 to level and I know how much friend love you can give!
Hug and Kisses!
Click the Pic and Add a Friend!
AJ@ fubar
Today... Ehhhahhh... so all i want to do is scream now...
so i had physical therapy this morning... and my therapist told me that because it was so close inbetween pregnancies that more than likely my muscles didnt have time to fully heal... so basically i kind of did this to myself... but kind of not... so she showed me a bunch of different things to help strenghten my hip muscles and to also releave the pain and inflamtion... then on top of that i found out that i have a lot of tension in my upper to middle back... mainly because my milk is drying up.... so that was just another thing i wanted to hear... NOT!
so then everything was fine and then my dad started to say how bla bla bla and how he "knows" everything... god i hate him right now...
anyways i went to my doctor appt at 1 and found out that there is one of two things wrong with my wrist... either a its broken and healed funny so they might haveta rebreak it or do surgery to fix it... or it could just be a cyst... which didnt so
Computer CrashedI just wanted to let everyone know that I might be down for a couple of days. My computer took a dump on me and I am tearing it apart to see what happened. I will be back on as soon as I can.
In the mean time I will miss you all and please bomb the shit out of my page and help me level up, LOL
Thank you all and see you as soon as I can,
Shane
Wrong Or RightI was at a hospital having test done while in the lab waiting room I noticed the t.v. was on so I watched to see what was on and it was on a channel that was not english so after I had my test which was over an hour long I came back in to find the t.v. on the same thing gggggggrrrrrr I feel since we are in the USA that everyone speak as we americans do! tv or wherever we are. agree or disagrre with me huh?
My Thoughts And Feelings.Hey everyone, What's up? Not much here. This will be my first really serious blog for Fubar. I have done many on myspace. But most have been music here.
First off, would like to start off by seeing how all of you are?! I hope well, safe and happy. Anything new with all of you? Anyway I can help whether it be just listening or whatever please let me know.
Ok now for I guess the randomality of this blog. Some might think it's pointless but just my time to put my thoughts into writing. I appreciate all the friends I really do. So don't think I don't. I am always up for getting to know new people and make new friends. I appreciate each and everyone of you all. I know fubar is all about whose more popular and all sorts of things. But I am not all about that. There are some great people here who I have been lucky enough to start getting to know. But here is my thing. If I ever get to godfather I don't care. It's not about popularity or points to me. It's about meeting new, genuine peo
Demon Crew Family Contest List - Updated 10/17/07CURRENT FAMILY CONTESTS
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PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING CONTEST GUIDELINES AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS.
IF YOU ARE IN A CONTEST AND IT IS NOT ON HERE, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.
3,000,000,000,000 To Godfather!!!! StfuWTF is with the bulletins claiming you only have 300,000 to Godfather, or 250,000 to level up? Holy fuck people, I can see if you're within a couple thousand, but please any more then that, STFU. There are some real worth bulletins out there and this bullshit is getting out of control. Let's try and use some common sense. More then 3,000 to level, it's not going to happen any time soon.
Help Her LevelThis wonderful lady has only 262k to level to godmother and with all the happy hours tonight i think we can do it, she has lots of stash and pics. Show her some love and make her godmother!!!
Christie@ fubar
Why People Are So Jealous About Other People Is Out Of My MindWhy do people have to be so damn jealous... that shyt is for little kids... if you are jealous over someone bein wit someone else go the fuck up.. people are with how they are for reasons and if they are not wit you there has to be reasons why the are not wit you so just go the fuck up and stop being so damn jealous... people are tired of everyone bein jealous... you need to understand that you cant have everyone that you want... just because you want that person that does not mean that same person wants you... everyone needs to get that through their head... and stop fuckin up other peoples relationships... go out and find someone elses... that will stop alot of drama for alot of people... everyone just needs to worry about their own fuckin life and stop worring about other peoples.... STOP BEING SO DAMN JEALOUS EVERYONE.....
Once AgainOnce again another tearful night.....this song is in my head with my mood. I am the one to cry :(
Ok Been In The HospitalI KNOW DONT WORRY LOL I WASNT HURT I HAVE A HISTORY OF ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION WELL I BEEN STRESSED LATELY AND REAL DOWN SO SUNDAY WAS THE BREAKING POINT HAD SOME ISSUES MY DAD SAID HE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO GET HELP I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MY MEDS HOME SICK AND JUST PLAIN STRESSED OUT OF THIS WORLD SO HERE YA GO YOUR GIRL WAS LOCKED UP IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL YOU WANT TO KNOW ME WELL HERE YOU ARE I HAVE TO TAKE MEDS EVERY DAY I AM VERRY GOOD AT HIDING IT AND COVERING IT UP TO PPL ON HERE BUT AT HOME EVERYONE COULD SEE SOMTHING WAS UP AND THEY MUST HAVE BEEN RIGHT CAUSE I DIDNT VOLENTEER TO STAY THEY MADE ME AND MY DAD DIDNT COMMIT ME SO IF I HAVNT BEEN TALKATIVE AND I DID TURN MY SHOUTBOX OFF BECAUSE I STILL AM NOT FEELING LIKE ME IM DEF NOT 100% YET BUT IM SHURE I WILL BE SOON I JUST HAVE TO GET OVER THE WAY THE NEW MEDS HAVE ME FEELING I NEVER EVER WANT TO END UP IN THAT PLACE AGAIN WELL THERE YOU ALL HAVE IT IM CRAZY HA HA WELL IM SHURE THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME ALREADY KNEW THAT MUAH HOPE E
Nice Guys Stiil Finish LastTo every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy
Ru Readyi will pull you close
grasping your hips
feeling your beauty
and tasting your lips
i'll give you tickling whispers
that breath down your neck.
you'll want me so bad
it will leave you a wreck.
dont keep your hands to yourself
everything is free
do whatever you want
baby corrupt me.
my mind is running circles
and my eyes are in love
with every part of your body
i cant get enough.
looking at you
fuels my desire
to touch every part of you
and set you on fire
with shivers of thrill
that run through your veins
one kiss from my lips
will drive you insane.
but your lips arent enough
i want to explore
every curve i discover
leaves me wanting more.
its gonna get hot
and it will probably get sweaty
im going for the kill
i hope you are ready
FriendsFriends come and go and some
stick with you through ewverything.
The ones that stick with you are
the true friends.The ones who think
they need to play with your emotions
and life aren't.
I've been played sooo many times it
funny but it's all over now.For those who have played me and think they are playing me
well you have another thing coming.
This girl is done with that and i think you
know who you are.
I don't change for anybody Iam who I am
and if you don't like it you can go screw yourselves.I don't need you and for those who
are true friends I love you to death and thank you for being there for me.
I am tired of being hurt and used all I want is to make new friends and even though most of us live a distance from each other maybe one day meet.
I want to thank all my true friends and for my new family I Love you.
Hidden TalentsYou have a sexual hidden talent
You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it.
Pure BlissAs the lightning crashes
Our bodies glisten
Hearts entwined
As the world listens
The rain pours down
Our sole intentions
Passionate bliss
Beautiful temptations
Sensually we touch
Soft libations
Descent into
Indecent liberation
LifeA Decoz® Numerology Chart Analysis
for
Michelle Welker
by
Hans Decoz
Birth ..
Michelle Marie Welker
October 15, 1965
© Copyright 1985, 2003, Hans Decoz.
TABLE OF CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION 4
LIFE PATH 4
EXPRESSION 5
HEART'S DESIRE 7
SUMMARY
Birth name: Michelle Marie Welker
Short name: Michelle Welker
Birth date: October 15, 1965
Your Life Path is 10/1 5
Your Expression is 16/7 6
Your Heart's Desire is 8 7
INTRODUCTION
About your Personal Reading
This reading was composed for you personally, Michelle, and is based on your
full name at birth, your date of birth, and the name you now use to introduce
yourself. Please check your birth data on the title page to make sure the names
and date of birth used are correct.
If you have two or more middle names or last names, y
Get Paid To Have Fun!if you like myspace...facebook then youll love this! its jsut like them but you get paid for doing things! i love it! come join me in the fun!
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Thanks To Everyone!I want to say thanks to Everyone that helped me get started on my fubar account. I also would like to thank anyone that i ripped photos from there site. Please check out my friends,fans and rate them. Feel free to comment on there pics too!
p.s. Thanks to everyone that rates my pics as well and feel free to drop me a message anytime!
The LongingI lay in my bed longing for you.
Temptation taking over me;
Chills and sensations flow through my body.
Let’s make love!
I want to feel our two selves entwined together.
Go ahead… make your move!
It is too late –
Although our bodies are behind,
Our souls have already begun the motion.
We have been here before.
We have made love for lifetimes.
It’s just the first time here and now.
Don’t be so afraid.
Don’t think so much.
Let your mind go and your body will follow.
My lips against your neck,
Our skin grazing against one another.
I smell you as you breath into me,
And I want to ingest your energy.
Your pheromones linger in my room,
Torturing me in my dreams…
Teasing me in my fantasies.
My body is screaming to touch you, let you in, let you know how I feel.
I ache to feel you inside me and encompass your warmth.
I want to feel the uncontrollable motion of your body beneath mine.
I want to taste you.
I want you under my skin.
I want to grab you, kiss you, show yo
ButterfliesYour hands on my skin,
wet lips on mine, indulgent;
receiving kisses that spill
from your mouth and
melt into my body.
Your sensual touch
awakening butterflies
inside of me.
Silent smiles in the dark.
Your smooth stomach
on mine, soft shoulders,
warm thighs.
Your teeth on my neck
as I press your body
against mine.
"I love you."
Nothing but devotion between
our beating hearts.
Your tongue caresses my own,
hands search for breasts.
We are eager bodies,
lovers anxious for proof
that love is tangible.
It's an early morning yearning
asking if we have to sleep today
and telling me to never let you go.
We sleep in close proximity,
unwilling to abdicate.
My Little GirlA single tear,
that love bears no boundaries.
A simple touch,
to wrap my arms around you.
Within your smiles
my heart embraces,
Within your laughter
my heart caresses your joy.
In every story you have to tell me,
In everything you do in play,
In everything you dream to see,
I love you more for this each day.
In every way you want for the spotlight,
In everything that you must bear,
With every day you learn wrong from right,
I look inside myself -
I see a child who was once there.
Let me dry the tears that hold you in sadness,
Let me hold you in your joy,
Let me show you all I know in lovliness,
I shall love you forever.
My little girl,
Unconditional love for you forever,
My little girl.
Stupid Liarhoroscopes for the day was so wrong instead of finding a love .. I lost one bah... goes to a dark corner!!
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Omg.....stang Closed The Undergroundd!!!Not on a wild bet but we have been forced to move it!! We are planning our grand re-opening so drop in, subscribe so you are on board for the cool give aways we have planned!! Click the banner, hop and and subscribe, that way you don't miss a beat in the sexiest lounge on FUBAR. What do YOU have down under?.....PLEASE REPOST SO YOUR FRIENDS CAN GET IN ON THE FREEBIES TOO!!
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Warning... Lolkinda moody lately
bomb me in the contest anyhow... lol
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WallsSometimes people put up Walls not to keep others out .... But to see who Cares enough to tear them DOWN.!!!! If u love them,Say it!!!! If you trust them,Do it!!!! If you want them,Show it!!!! If you need them,Prove it!!!! Find arms that will hold you at your weekest ! Eyes that will see you at your ugliest ! And a heart that will love you at your worst ! Then you have found True Love !!!Never say i love you ,If u really don't care.Never talk about feelings,If they aren't really there.Never hold my hand,If your gonna break my heart.Never say u are goin to, If u don't plan to start.Never look into my eyes,If all u do is lie.Never say hi,If u really mean goodbye.If u really mean forever,Then say u will try.Never say forever,Cuz forever makes me cry.
To Familywell the bitches know who they is he he he audreay and lauren you are the best sis's one can have as far aprt as we are i love's you so much perry keef poker and many many more chris mz he he he pink pt and more i wuvs ya all and to anyone from fu on my family hope you like it there
If I Were In Your BedIf you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do?
1) Go back to sleep
2) Slap me
3) Cuss me out
4) Push me off the bed
5) Just tell me to leave
6) Climb on top of me and cuddle
7) Fuck me
8) Make me breakfast
9) Ask me my name
10) Call the cops
Repost with the title 'If I Was In Your Bed' and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back!!
Me Me Me Me Radiooooooooooooooowww.waykoolradio.com is where i dj and love it come join me on waykool give me a shout and iw ill call ya on air where they all can hear lmao
Anybody Else Bored Too?I read my mail - replied to them and my ratings. I have a headache. It is such a shitty day...bla...how about you else?
FriendshipsLife is a garden,
Good friends are the flowers
and time spent together
life's happiest hours...
And friendship like flowers,
blooms ever more fair...
when carefully tended by dear friends who care.
~Helen Steiner Rice~
A true friend is one soul in two bodies.
~Aristotle BC 384-322~
He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare, And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson ~
Hold a true friend with both your hands. -- ~Nigerian Proverb~
One who looks for a friend without faults will have none~
~ Hasidic Saying~
Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief.
~ Swedish proverb~
What Is Up With This?People,
I was on ly 2900 points from going to next level. I got almost all the points myself with rates and opuinion polls and so on. I asked for help to finish up the last little bit from exactly 15 friends who were online and only 5 peeps came to help me out. Those that helped....Thank you so much.
What the heck is up with that? I am always ready to help any friend out any way I can. Maybe I expect too much from people. I am not upset or anything like that....just surprised at the turnoyut to help me...A couple had a few things to do first and then they said they would get to me.
I get most of my points by by doing one survey after another. Not a prob.prob...Just...."HMMMMM"
Li As I See It And How I Want It To BecomeI been thinking about life alot I guess. Looking back at the past and then looking at now...It has gave me alot to think about.
As i was growing up like when I was 17 and 18 I had thi I loved in life.I had friends that actually wanted to do things with me. I had gurls that loved me, but at the same time I believe they only loved me due to I had weed everyday and I ani't talk to smal amounts either, or cuz I had money all the time. I always had a job on top of that.
But as life as i started living it was icredible I thought. I had a beautiful young woman that I could come home to every night after work and she was there everytime...Waiting for me to wrp my arms around and cuddle and hold her...Don't get me wrong I done with out things for her such as clothes,cars,friends,family,(well her family was there for me unlike my wasn't) they treated me like I was one of them.
Yeah I ani't going to lie about it Everyone called me her little bitch boy cuz I was always doing everyt
To New!Dont know what the heck I am doing! so am just bumbling arownd the site and my page! am totally clueless! ( huff).....................
Find Me!!!If you can't find me on here you can always find me on Yahoo under the name sweet_package_69 or on MSN as senbrown@hotmail.com. You can add me to one or both if you want to.
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SomedaySomeday…
I’m going to love as my heart desires.
I’m going to live…
I’m going to fly…
Someday…
I’m going to forget the pain…
The past…
Hurt caused by others.
Someday…
I won’t be so scared…
I’ll open the gate…
I’ll let others in…
Someday…
I will enjoy the view…
The walls will fall…
Show the real me…
Someday…
I will take a chance…
Quit being so protective…
Let my heart feel…
Someday…
The other half of me will live…
Be carefree…
I will shine…
Someday…
I won’t be so worried of what I say…
How it will be taken…
Take it as is…
Someday…
I will except the flaws…
Live for the moment…
Live for myself…
Someday…
I will except my weakness…
Embrace my strength…
Live to the fullest…
Someday…
I won’t be so scared…
Of what can be done to me…
Let life in…
Someday…
I will trust again…
Let the past go…
Let the present in…
Someday…
I will be free…
Someday I will be happy…
I will be ME….
Someday….
Yes...I'm looking for someday...
Contest Update!contestants Please Read!I made a mistake!!! Dont fire me! I put the wrong END date for the contest... its a 10 day contest not a 7 day! SO... the END date, is Nov 5 at 6pm PST... Sorry guys! Good Luck!
The Lip Lovers Contest will run:
October 26, 2007 6pm PST
through
November 5, 2007 6pm PST
Let your back up know!
There are only 3 slots left open!
If you haven't entered yet, and would like to, please fumail me with the pic you would like to use!
Court...welll..... i'm back from court..... it sukt..... i'm putting a hit out... errr....uhhh.... i mean wish it went better..... leaving town tomorrow when i get my check....
Ratenew stash items to be rated please stop by and show sum luv
BlahnessSo I'm reading this book called, "He's just not that into you" and can I just say that it is hilarious..... hilariously funny but oddly true at the same time...
It states simple facts about relationships that just shouldn't be relationships.....
Such as.... if you meet a guy and exchange numbers... don't call him.... if he really wanted you enough, he would call.....
Sad reality.... he would call if he wanted you enough..... I have to get past the point of thinking that no one wants me to the point of letting someone chase me..... not giving in so easy all the time.... why do I have to be like that? Not sure....
Fubar LayoutsDoes anyone know what sites to go to to find layouts. And then where do i copy and paste the link.
Help me pleaseeeeeeeeeee
Big kisses for ya
thank you
MUAH
So Boredwant me to comment u or rate u let me know
if a guy has a chance to have a 3 some with 2 ladies and turns that down is he a real man?
wanna know more about me??
wanna hook up??
wanna shot me?
7 Important Things To A Woman...THE DOCTOR because he says "Take your clothes off."THE DENTIST because he says "Open wide."THE HAIR DRESSER because he says "Do you want them teased or blown?"THE MILKMAN because he says "Do you want it in the back or in the front?"THE INTERIOR DECORATOR because he says "Once it's in you'll love it."THE BANKER because he says "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest."
Halloween Funnies...Snagged from a much passed around mail...
A Halloween Safety Public Service Announcement As we all prepare for the
upcoming Halloween season, please take a few minutes to read some simple
rules to help keep everyone safe.
1. Don't assume the telephone calls are coming from another house.
2. When it appears that you have killed the monster, NEVER check to see if
it's really dead.
3. Never read a book of demon summoning aloud, even as a joke.
4. Don't go into the basement to check the power when the lights go out!
5. If your children speak to you in Latin or any other language which they
should not know, shoot them immediately. It will save you a lot of grief in
the long run. However, it will probably take several rounds to kill them, so
be prepared. This also applies to kids who speak with somebody else's voice.
6. When you have the benefit of numbers, NEVER split up and go it alone.
7. Don't have sex. Especially if you've noticed a few of your friend
Fake Profile CreationsIn the past 4 days, I've seen 4 different people on my friends list creating a total of 235 fake profiles. I block them instantly, but now I've decided to simply go and remove them. It's cheating just so they can move up in levels. It's crap, still cheating. And I won't have cheaters on my friends list.
UPDATE: Ok I wasn't going to do this but one of these people are just plain pissing me off. Lady Di is a fucking cheat. Over 50 fake profiles in 3 days. How do I know? Because I block them immediately, then look at my block list the next day. Every single one has been deleted. It no longer exists. They're fake, just to get sign up points and get to that almight Godfather level. WTF.
ContestHEY EVERYONE....THE CONTEST STARTS IN 10 MINS AND I ONLY HAVE 2 PPL AND I NEED 10 SO COME ON BY AND ENTER THE CONTEST... COME SHOW ME THE SEXIEST GIRL HERE....MUAH
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Not A Poemits not a poem it a scripture from the bible and i found it and i think it was for me to read.
A RIDE HOME
“But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him. For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep. For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort one another with these words.”
1 Thessalonians 4: 13 - 18
King James Version
The Final Blow.I feel as if it happened. It was that devistating pain in my heart. He cut me loose. Tears streaming down my face I just feel as if I had the knife pierce my heart. I can not just turn off my love for someone. I know distance and the situation may be tough, but I never lied and my true feelings for him always were shown.
If you see me just understand, I can not stop the bleeding from my heart. It is like I was pushed away..and will never be able to go back.
I am so sorry everyone..
Get LuckyYOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED!
Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!
RULES:
1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.
2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*
3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!
4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!
5- Random sex is perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.
7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!
This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
F.U.C.K
Stands For:
Friends U Can Keep.
So prom
ise me
We'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know
Ladies PrayerNow I lay me
Down to sleep.
I pray the lord
My shape to keep.
Please no wrinkles
Please no bags
And please lift my butt
Before it sags.
Please no age spots
Please no gray
And as for my belly,
Please take it away
Please keep me healthy
Please keep me young,
And thank you Dear Lord
for all that you've done!
Foot Note:
One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob:
"If we don't get some support soon, people will think we are nuts!"
Hater AxxThis woman is going to peoples pages and rateing all there pics a 1 and than blocking them so they cant respond back to her she is a level 5. And she called my brother a spick when he defended dj.(thelatinro...: Sexxy_Beas...: spick) Dont let her talk to people that way on here she down rated DJ BABY BOY and used rasism against my brother for defending him.
$DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}@ fubar
and this is what she rated him...
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· Sexxy_Beast420 rated your photo a '1'!
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Crock Pot Cajun Pot Roast1 (15 ounce) can crushed tomatoes in puree
1 cup beef stock or chicken stock
1/2 teaspoon dried thyme
1/2 teaspoon dried basil
1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes
1 bay leaf
1/2 teaspoon cayenne
1/2 teaspoon fresh ground black pepper
1/4 teaspoon salt
3 lbs chuck roast, lean, trimmed of fat, cut into 1 1/2 inch thick steaks
2 tablespoons olive oil
2 onions, chopped
3 stalks celery, chopped
1 green bell pepper, chopped
4 garlic cloves, minced
2 tablespoons flour
Not the one? See other Crock Pot Cajun Pot Roast Recipes
* Main Dish
* Crock Pot Main Dish
* Southern U.S. Main Dish
* Beef Roast Main Dish
* Low Sodium Main Dish
1. Add tomatoes, stock, thyme, basil, red pepper flakes and bay leaf to the crock pot set on high; mix well.
2. Mix cayenne, black pepper, and salt. Rub well into the roast.
3. Heat a cast iron pan, add oil and brown meat on all sides. Add to crock pot.
4. Sauté the vegetables in the
You Are The OneBlack rose & a radio fire
its so contagious
such something changing my mind
im gonna take whats evil
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Your cover melting inside
with wide eyes you tremble
kissing over & over again
your god knows his faithful
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I try - to digest my pride
but passions grip i fear
when i climb - into shallow vats of wine
i think i almost hear - but its not clear
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Chours.
You are the one
you'll never be alone again
your more then in my head - your more
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Spin faster shouting out loud
you cant steal whats paid for
such something hurting again
murder son shes painful
You so believe your own lies
on my skin your fingers
runaway until the last time
were gonna lose forever
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when you try -
Look WithinThere is so much beauty in
This wondrous, blue rose
If only we could capture it
Within our very souls
If we could take its beauty
And apply the glow within
Search a little deeper
In the soul beneath our skin
Take what it does stand for
And shed its love abroad
Don't hide the glow within you
But share the love of God
You know you can't touch beauty
Without it rubbing off on you
And spreading it to others
In the kindness that you do
There lies within each one of us
The beauty like this rose
When it's used in touching others
Then its beauty overflows
I'm Going..add Me To Msn PleaseHi everyone
Just to let you know i am deleting my profile off here so i have left you my msn addy in case you want to add me and keep in touch
evoamy@btinternet.com
Love you all and hope to speak to you all real soon!!!!
EVOAMY~ENGLANDS #1 BIKER BITCH
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Rose Of LifeI am unfolding gently beneath
your loving touch
Becoming
I let wholeness breath my
petals free
Awareness
Sweet fragrant Spirit touching
senses into life
Wisdom
Giving beauty back to the universe
Knowing
Each petal, sweet miracle of life
Oneness
We are hues of color, yet one
in Spirits blossom
WordDO the skies themselves send down showers? No,it is you,O Lord our God. Therefore our hope is in you,for you are the one who does all this.O Lord, My strength and my fortress,my refuge in time of distress,to you the nations will come from the ends of the earth. DO men make their own gods? YES,but they are not gods! Therefore I will teach them this time i will teach them my power and might. Then they will know that my name is the Lord. I the Lord search the heart and examine the mind, to reward a man according to his conduct, according to what his deeds deserve.
Jackie Will Save MeEarly morning
Summer soul and solace
The world is watching..
Yeah
Vicious circle
Washing virgin halo
You’re in agreement..
You can understand
Enter static
A gray mistake
So you both come crashing over ground
New machines have born their notion
What can I say...you’re crazy
Jackie, what’s the problem?
You’re a lady
You can stop them
Where’s your baby?
He’s alone...
Kennedy
Your Kennedy
All the constant
Super color motion
Burning senses
Yeah
I think you’re slipping
American coca-cola
Sugar sweetness
1963..
Jackie, what’s the problem?
You’re a lady
You can stop them
Where’s your baby?
He’s alone...
Kennedy
Your Kennedy
You’re a lady
You can stop them
Where’s your baby?
He’s alone...
Kennedy
Your Kennedy
Two ChoicesTwo Choices:
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do Where is the natural order of things in my son?"
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handi capped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."
Then he told the following
Want A Picture??Hey there just thought I would share some pics I have made or others have made me but I can do as well =). If you want one just ask. Let me know what you want.
So here are examples
Color Change Effect
Rainbow Effect
Lightening Effect
Heart Effect
Sparkles Effect
Old Time Movie Effect
Fire Effect
Bubbles Effect
Just let me know what you would like :)
My Friend ArthurPlease my friend New to fubar and needs some love.pepsi_man_af@ fubar
MomI know you care for me, Mom, and
I know you love me, Mom.
I do what you tell me, Mom,
and I know Whats Right, Mom.
Although you may not know it, Mom,
you are my best friend, Mom, and
I Love You So Much Mom.
I wrote this for you, Mom, to tell you
How much I care for you, Mom.
I'll be a kind person, Mom, and I'll do
Everything for you, Mom.
You may never know it, Mom, but
you're not only my mom, but
My Friend, and I Love You Very Much Mom.
The Trials And ErrorsThe trials and errors
Far too often, most all of my days
My life it seems has been a constant maze.
I’m not always certain where, I’m to go.
I don’t want to turn back, this I know.
Life isn’t about the final destination but the journey.
The trials and errors are what make me.
Given a choice in life, we’d make one without pain.
Still, it’s hard to accept mistakes as personal gain.
The book of life should have a manual for us to read.
To tell us of curves ahead and to take heed.
But, it’s up to us to make decisions of wrong and right.
We have to learn when, to let go and when, to hold tight.
Just as a mother bird pushes her young from the nest.
We learn quickly that, life is a test.
Each day, we’re given a chance to start again.
It only matters what, you do that day, and not where you’ve been.
But, if you’re wise, you’ll pass each test you take.
Unless, you’ve learned you’ll repeat the sam
Remember Our FirefightersI have always thought that angels, wore halos and wings of white.
But now I find they wear hard hats and black coats with yellow stripes.
And angels, in my mind, wore long flowing gowns of white.
But now I see dark pants and shirts and badges shining bright.
And angels always floated, with bare feet above the ground.
Not true! For they wear steel toed boots and go where death is found.
Not all angels have smooth hands that look like porcelain.
Some angels have torn gloves and cuts and burns upon their skin.
And while I thought all angels glowed from heavens light.
I see an angel cutting steel, his torch is shining bright.
And while these earthly angels passed buckets of debris,
The angels up in heaven looked down on bended knee.
So while the smoke continued to rise into the sky,
I watched the rescue workers weep, I've seen the angels cry.
Oh Such MiseryToday I feel rotten
Lost and forgotten
Moody, misty and blue
My hair is splitting
Nothing is fitting
Both my thumbs I chew
Today I feel crazy
Like a windshaken daisy
The dizziest dame on your way
I am all out of order
On the misery border
And my heaven is terribly grey
I am awfully saddened
Not very much gladdened
It's as if a bad crop I grew
Everything's creepy
I am feeling all weepy
When I see the thumbs that I chew
Today I am mouldy
And "Oh" such an oldy
A shrunken, outdated prune
My joints are all rusty
My corners all dusty
And my voice is all out of tune
I look at the sheet
That lays underneath
My unhappily writing "ball"
And I ask with a sigh
"Whyever and Why"
Do I write such nonsence at all.
First Thing After WorkLike most people, I look forward to when I get to get home after work.
Though perhaps unlike most people, the very first thing I do when I get home is to get out of my workclothes. (shirt, pants, and usually underwear too). I tend to work up a sweat at work, plus the clothes often get dusty and dirty, so it's quite refreshing to ditch those icky clothes ASAP.
Eventually, I usually throw on a pair of boxers and/or some pajama pants to lounge in, but there is usually no rush for that. haha.
So yeah, I've been sitting around for an hour and a half in socks and a tshirt. cuz it's comfy. ;op
TomorrowTomorrow smile at someone
That you've never seen before.
Take time to think of others that
You feel compassion for.
Tomorrow tell somebody
How they brighten up your day.
Let random acts of kindness
Put your feelings on display.
Tomorrow hug your children
Somewhat tighter than before.
Be sure to think of all the things
You can be thankful for.
Pat your dog a little longer.
Hug and kiss your husband/wife.
Thank your God for granting you
Another day of life.
Senior MomentI got up this morning
Hurried to make my bed,
Went to make the coffee
Turned on TV instead;
Thought I had the paper
Looked but never found,
Searched the room, went to the door
It was laying on the ground;
Went to pour my coffee
Forgot to fill the pot;
So turned around as I sat down
Wondering what I forgot;
Wrote myself a little note
Forgot what I wanted to say,
So turned around went back to bed
I'll start over another day.
HOPE I REMEMBER TO GET UP!!!!
Life As A RoseI can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose.
See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals.
As long as I am, I will be.
The flower will never wilt or die.
As my life grows back, I shall become strong.
I shall become stronger only one person can be
That one will be me.
I will rise with my petals high.
My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow.
I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as beautiful as the rest.
I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul.
For you my Angel The tears will be far from my smile.
Well The Big Day Is Almost HereWell as some of you know I have been going through some major health problems lately. I have gone through so many test and minor opperations over the past few months only yo find out that I have partial kidney failure do to the fact that I was born with a birth defect where I was born with 2 uriters going from each kidney to my bladder (the normal kidney only has 1 from each) and the one extra uriter got blocked and backed up and just shut down. So now here on Monday October 22, 2007 I am to have surgery to remove it. I'm worried about it and afraid a little bit. The opperation will last for about 3 hours and will be at Cleveland Clinic. So if I'm not here you know where I will be I would love to chat with everyone while I'm on the way to recovery so if you want I can give you my cell and my yahoo IM so I can still chat with you all.
Can't wait to come back will only have access to the internet for 2 more days after today.
I wish you all the best,
Chris
Surviving The CrisisI am still hanging on to my sanity....but only by a small thread. A few things have changed for the better. But not enough to get me out of the woods. I hope to get my utilities paid soon so I can relax and try to go forward with my life. I have some very good friends helping me and a garage sale did bring in some sorely needed cash.
I have a roof over my head and food in the freezer so I will not have to beg for everything. Small consolation but I'll take what I can get. And I still can't get used to being helpless. I hate it!!!!
Wats Happeningwell i have joined the marines and im going to boot camp in nov. its goona be hard but it will be worth it. a new life lol. wish me luck
Another PoemThis is something my friend wrote for me that I personally loved and decided to post it on here.
Righteous
I found her first at evening Prayer
Inside the small stone church
So shoulder-stooped, so wan with care
The object of my search
She would not heed my tale at first
I'm told it's often so
She neither fought nor cried nor cursed
She just simply answered, "No."
Just "No" and turned
I ran behind to ask, "How can you know?"
"For God is good, and God is kind, and would not curse me so."
But she could not for long deny
The power in her veins
She said, "Christ suffered--so shall I to thank him for his pains."
And she she trained; she studied, fought, preparing for her war
She soaked up all that could be taught and still desired more
No longer pale, but flush with life she strengthened every day
Young men, on hunt to find a wife, surprised, looked her way
But like a nun, she'd none of love
She could not be seduced
For she ha
Views On My Poem PleaseOk, this is a poem I wrote a little while ago and I wanted to know some peoples opinions. I personally like the poem but it is a little dark.
A Dying Moment of Suicide
The message I write
I wrote for you
As my final hour approaches
I stretch my hand as far as I can
So to be held by you one last time...
But you never make it
Time stands still
You look at my now closing eyes
Wishing me peace
Knowing there is for me
But living with my memory
Each and every day
Haunts you until your time
When time stands still once more
Knowing it was all worth it
The pain gone from our eyes
In the heavenly bliss we now share
But people move onward
We are soon forgotten
Our bodies placed along side others
Only to be visited every now and then
Our Souls have moved on
And time starts up again
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9/11Wake up to the day
Just going their own way
Not knowing life will end
Kisses and huggs is what they send
A ordinary day so they thought
But evil and pain was about to be faught
Early they feel the shake and rumble
As they ran they all tumble
Look at the smoke , blood , and tears
This has become everyones great fear
Some are saved , some are lost
To show their point , at a great cost
Why so much pain and death on their hands
To bring this sorrow to our land
The memories and loss will be forever
Courage and faith pushed through the fire
On that day the world was frozen
Our love and hope they thought they would ruin
We come together stronger than before
Waiting and watching for our savior
Watch them sore into the heavens
We may never understand the reasons
Stand strong, show our pride
You will never break out stride
In our hearts and souls we are american
You did not break us..you did not win
by alanna
Crappy B-day Due To Ex-wifeI got to have the kids spend the night with me last night and wake up to them singing happy b-day to me. That was totally awesome. After taking the girls to school, the EX called bitching about how I'm not a daddy to the girls. She kept threatening how she was going to do this and that, take me back to court and all of her other childish games. What it all boilded down to was that I had plans to go out for my b-day and wasn't going to keep the kids whenever it's convenient for her like she WANTS. That really got my blood pressure up so high that I was having a headache. I just had to get this off my chest. Maybe it will make me feel somewhat better.
BulletinsSaid so awhile back but takes re-iteration I suppose... and more true now, than then. I rarely visit the bulletin section, I rarely post bulletins or repost them. It's like reading one's spam-tagged mail in hopes of coming across some... worse, really, much. If you post something in a bulletin and are surprised I didn't know about it - ... ah. If you want me to know about it there's a better chance, anyway, I will, if you post it in a blog. If it is essential that I know about it- find out my personal e-mail (I've put it in a reachable place) and mail me.
Growing Old GracefullyThere's a mole on my neck that's growing a hair
When I was younger it wasn't there
A lot of things changed since I've grown older
like my fallen arches and this hump on my shoulder
Yesterday I noticed a twitch in one eye
and spots on my hand that resemble a fly
I used to be able to party all night
but now to stay awake until five is a fight
My breasts used to be firm and quite pert
Now I have to be careful they don't drag in the dirt
Gravity surely has taken its toll
What was once on the surface is now in a hole
The backs of my arms are wobbly like jelly
and I found the remote tucked under my belly
I used to eat steak but now I can't chew it
Growing old gracefully. I don't think I can do it
Wrote this, because I am 30 and in Fubar standards.. I am over the hill, and ancient when it comes to a female's age here.
SalutesOur wonderful yet dorky friend lisa and i have made a bet to see who can have the most salutes by the end of the night, so if you wanna help us win....... do one :)
The DanceIt sits in the back of my closet. It's on the hanger I bought it on too. It's my little black dress. It's a halter dress with a plunging neckline. No sensible young woman would be able to find a bra that sat low enough, I have two that do the job.. Right between my bust, right where the neckline ends sits a silver diamond. It's about as big as my fist and it pulls my breasts tight. It draws in the eye and makes you salivate.
The dress hugs my hips and waist... Then it carefully becomes an A-line skirt... a short A-line that ends about two inches above my knees. Short enough to keep the eyes moving, long enough to keep me a mystery.
Tomorrow night is a University wide Winter Semi formal, I had planned on going.
I'm not going...
I mentioned it last time I saw Beloved, but he dismissed it from his mind; last night when I brought up that I was not going, he complained that I never told him these things...
Let the fantasy begin...
My black stiletto heals tapped the hard carpet
ContestI COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP HERE...I'M GETTING SLAUGHTERED...
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Wed (no Hump'n For Me)I'm starting to like putting these up daily for a couple reasons:
It will help me remember what the day is (lol)
nah, I mean I can use them as referrals to what gifs I've used &
prevent over usage of said widget & pics
Also to just chat with you that wanna 'Catch' up on things :)
Back when blogs started I used to go to great length's each morning to entertain a decent size following (about 100 regular viewers)
I was even in the "Top 20" blogs for months & months - but I lost interest
(probably something shiney caught my OCD eye) *laughs*
I just don't want to use them to rant & whine ...
and after reading yesterdays -
It reminded me to Sshuddddup!
(there more serious things in you folks lives than to read some hippies bitches about pretty much nothing!)
Isn't that what the MuMM's are for? ha-ha-ha-ha
Funny thing about today's comment,
I'd posted about half of them, then had to go back and delete & repost them again . . .
duh, forgot to take time
Mr. Cupidsmitten feelings seatch the sky
cupid knows exactly where I lie
On the couds, arrows saftly glide
To find the heart which I hide
Over mountains and thru seas they sail
No rest at all till my heart they prevail
The sun and storm- they are no match
The broken spot they seek to patch
Mr. cupid you search and search
A place for you white doves to perch
From heaven and right past hell
Your arrows, mr. cupid, i hear their bell
The ring is low and sweet
My pulse can't help but skip a beat
Once they hit the target of my heart
I fear it may quickly fall apart
You see mr. cupid your intentions are well
But safety from pain you do not sell
Please forgive me, mr. cupid for how i react
With my love there is no contract
I'm stowed away under cover
Your arrows know right where to hover
My soul they will eventually hit
Its then I shall stop and running will i quit
For its then that you will have won
mr. cupid i'll admit when i'm done.
Life....Life is a journey.
We all have to travel alone.
Nobody would be in our journey.
The journey is everlasting.
The ups and downs would be there.
Feeling low and high would keep on,
But this is the ordeal of our life.
We have to be very bold and strong.
The journey is full of joys and sorrows.
The journey would appear empty and lonely,
But we have to move ahead not back.
The journey would be boring and tedious.
When we just get through the journey,
Then the real taste of life we come to know.
We forget all our troubles and obstacles.
The is the journey which we ever knew.
The SalesmanThe Salesman
He sold it in the usual way,
Led him down the primrose trail,
Made promises he knew were unreal,
His ultimate goal under a veil.
The victim signed up with no regard,
He knew a good deal when he saw one,
The fine print was not really clear,
Just legalese that could be un-done.
Surely enough, just as they agreed,
He enjoyed riches beyond his belief,
He made enemies and sealed their fate,
It was all in the deal, all in the brief.
In retrospect things looked better on paper,
Shoulda been more careful, can’t believe I fell,
For the oldest trick on the planet,
The salesman was Satan – welcome to Hell.
Copyright
Steve Britt
23 July 1996
Needs Levelinghey everybody...my boyfriend was sweet enough to post a blog to help me out in the contest that im in so im gonna return the love for him by posting this to help him get closer to leveling. he still needs a good bit to get there but all that you do will surely help. if you help him, leave me a comment here and i will send you a gift...also if you help me out for the contest...leave a comment on my blog about that and i will also send you a gift. thanks everybody.
$king of hearts$$clubF.A.R@ fubar
What To Be For HalloweenOk here goes. You all know I can't mumm anymore so i have to do this blogging stuff. Halloween is just around the proverbial corner and I do NOT know what to be. We always have a spook walk, cook out & campfire stories for all the kids whose ages range from 2-18. After all the little kiddies go home, we usually have an adult halloween party. So I may need 2 ideas. I'm totally cluelss as to what to be. Any insight would be greatly appreciated. Pictures would be very helpful as well. I figure if I can get at least an idea for it, then I can start working on it this weekend and maybe have a finished product by the time Halloween gets here.
DefectiveDefective
I am a human being
Defective by design
Not a matter of if
Just how severe
I don’t ride a white horse
Bodies strewn along my path
The burden of this cross
Are short fallen intentions
My character precedes me
No need to persevere
Winter is close at hand
Discontent is mine
Copyright Steve Britt
November 8, 2006
MusicMusic is a gift that feels our heart each day
The blessings of music heal our souls each day
Music relieves the stress in our daily lives
Music is soothing to our ears
The blessings of music heal the sick and comfort the sick also
The blessings of music
Is powerful
It is wonderful to hear
When somebody is playing something for every one to listen
His giving you his gift of music to you and others
And to you also God
The blessings of music
Music is powerful
And has a great impact in everybody’s lives
The blessings of music
Music is universal
The blessings of music
You can hear the music being played from far away
Every song is special
Every song has a different meaning and different words
Doc Nasty, Mirage And Raven!Well at Gothicfest 2007 in Chicago I met Doc Nasty & DJ Mirage. I must say, it was nice to finally meet Doc in person. he's one of the coolest people associated with Krush Radio or WRR. We had a great convo and just talking about everything. I made a bullitin about this so I'll leave this blog short and sweet. If DOC need anything from me or Krushradio, I'm there for ya man! And thats real talk! It was a pleasure meeting you 2 and Im happy that we're friends.
**TAKEN AT GOTHICFEST 2007 in Chicago**
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Friendsfriendship is love but not in love
friendship is a secret never to be told
friendship is a shoulder to cry on
friendship is not having to say sorry but do
friendship is not judging no matter what
friendship is someone to run too when things are tough
friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough
friendship is someone to laugh with not at you
freindship is just knowing they are there
my freind is all of these hope you have one just like her...
Looking For Some Good Hearted Peopleto stop over to the bikers clubhouse bar and grill and sign up as a member to show ur support towards abuse children.we are not anking for any thing but your support please
I'm Yours And Your'e MineOn my fingertips.
On the tip of my tongue.
I register your every touch.
I hear your smell.
I hear your smile.
Fast as light.
Two hundred miles.
And all across that line. Stretched between your
bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm
yours and you're mine.
I got birds that shiver in a forest so thick.
I got hands full of magic tricks.
And I'll part those branches with my hands.
Clear the land mines from your path.
And all across that line. Stretched between your
bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm
yours and you're mine.
And all across that line. Stretched between your
bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm
yours and you're mine.
On my fingertips on the tip of my tongue.
I register your every touch.
I'll row the boat across the lake.
We got smoke, we got perfume in our wake.
And all across that line. Stretched between your
bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm
yours and you're mine.
Artist; Morphine
My So Called Meeting For 10-17-07Yeah, first let me apologize for not posting sooner. Well I had been told by my mom over 2 weeks ago that I had an appointment at immigration for today Wednesday, Oct 17th, 2007. Well the lawyer told this to my wife and my mother over the phone. Telling them that I was going to be receiving a letter in the mail about my appointment. Well I had no news on that letter and my wife finally called the lawyer a on Friday. Well the lawyer said he wasn't sure, he said I had the appointment because he supposed it was time. So nothing was confirmed, he said that without being sure himself. So I have been telling all my family here that I had an appointment. All my friends back home were all excited. So I sit here still waiting to get news of my appointment. I don't even feel like being upset. I have been here 15 months today what is another little bit. I love my twins and family. I can't wait to get back and address that problem with the wife. We all deserve to be happy even if it means separati
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Men Are Happier.lolMen are Happier
Men are just simply happier people, and here is why...
Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President. You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car Mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky.
You dont have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.
People never stare at your chest when you are talking to them.
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
New shoes dont cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time.
Phone conservations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A 5 day vacation requires only
RespectI know a person, male, 20 something, who really has a problem with some ethical and moral issues.
You see, I place respect in the category of morals and ethics.
The more I get to know this person, the more I believe that he is an evolutionary throwback to stoneage human males.
I have no idea what his history with relationships has been in the past, but considering some of his statements, I am very much surprised that some woman hasnt cut his balls off.
He seems to profess the idea that women are nothing more than something for his pleasure, constantly commenting on body parts, and the fact that he cares only in what he can get, sexually anyway.
Somewhere, this person failed to learn that women are more than pieces of meat, that they have a brain, spirit and soul.
Sex isnt the only reason for a relationship with a woman, it is a basic biological drive that need not be a part of the relationship. In other words, a male can have an intelligent conversation with a woma
Wash Your Hands ;pSo last weekend was pretty sweet. Saturday was the errand run about then kick back zen day full of hiking and puzzle games after the taskage was complete. Sunday was my favorite day (even though I had to work that night). Slept in. Boo made an awesome breakfast of French toast, and bacon. Yummy-yumms. Long lazy shower, then we road tripped to Silverman Farm in Easton (http://www.silvermansfarm.com/ ) to go apple picking and other mad nonsense (to be more specific Silverman's has a pretty awesome petting zoo, and I have goat issues as well as cow love...) I cracked open the change jar and liberated a firm fistful of quarters to buy corn for the animals (oh-cloven hoofage) The trip was fun- the kids being ham & cheese, and the last 10 minutes chanting a Liz song in ode to the apples & goats-yeah! I think the song bit wore on my man, but being hard core he smiled benevolently at his encompassing chaos. We meet up with our friends Mike, Angie, and their little girl Zoe. Deepest of ironies
Projectile Sharps!While awaiting the Hooligan & his bad bunny for our random themed date nights I learned how to play darts. My boo hung his Red Lion Wine & Spirits cabinet of cork, chalk, and flying sharps, then proceeded to lay out the basics- note that I spaz a bit and ricochet darts off the porch and zing 1 into the outside stereo speaker. Good job! I begin drinking liberally, and start to ferociously rock out to the 80's hair metal drifting from speakers. When Joan Jet came on I squeed in fan girl-y glee executing the random shimmy jig, and upon my turn become lethal compatant dart girl. WTF? Witness my idiosyncratic glory.
A Busy Day.Today has been hectic,but i got some new clothes so that rocks.Went n filled out an application for a job n i go for the orientation on Monday! yay imma have money soon!!!!!!
Um i get the ole tooth pulled tomorrow,and yes vince ur lsd in the hole story is awesome. :D
so peeps,imm off gunna go relax n eat cuz i wont be able to rock any food for about 3 days,ohwell not like my fat ass needs to eat any way.
OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH I ALMOST FORGOT!
there is this old man that works in the health food store...and omg im so inlove with his,he is a splitting image of Jigsaw(tobin bell) on SAW!! omg when i see him its like ERECTION!!! (if i was a guy)
Anyone Know About I-pods?Hi everyone, I am new to I-PODS, I was wondering if any of my friends on here, have one, cuz I may need some help since I'm new to this I-POD stuff, I need help. Please help!!! Thank you.
Quote Of The Day"Beauty as we feel it is something indescribable: what it is or what it means can never be said."
- George Santavana -
Stages Of Breast Cancerhttp://www.cancer.gov/cancertopics/pdq/treatment/breast/Patient/page2
after breast cancer has been diagnosed, tests are done to find out if cancer cells have spread within the breast or to other parts of the body.
The process used to find out whether the cancer has spread within the breast or to other parts of the body is called staging. The information gathered from the staging process determines the stage of the disease. It is important to know the stage in order to plan treatment.
The following stages are used for breast cancer:
Stage 0 (carcinoma in situ)
There are 2 types of breast carcinoma in situ:
* Ductal carcinoma in situ (DCIS) is a noninvasive, precancerous condition in which abnormal cells are found in the lining of a breast duct. The abnormal cells have not spread outside the duct to other tissues in the breast. In some cases, DCIS may become invasive cancer and spread to other tissues, although it is not known at this time how to predict which l
Single Again UnfortunetlyI am starting to wonder if The Damned are not ment to be happy because I am single again and this time it was not my fault. I guess when you date someone 14 years older then you and is having a midlife crisis and menopause I guess you get the bad end of the stick. My last relationship prior to this well I fumbled the ball and things were trying to get better and then last month with me being in a relationship pissed off a few ladies which was never my intention to hurt them. Seems like no one truely understands me, not my family, not even my own close friends. Sad aint it? So being single does have its ups and downs but I dont like to be single. I suppose no one does.
Greatest GiftEverything I do, yes I do for my love
Every place I go, she is on my mind
I would give the world, my soul, to discover
Send me just a sign angel on my mind
And if I should dream, I could dream of no other
Out here in the deep, hear my body cryin'
Heaven knows the fire that I hide and recover
Glorify this fool, angel on my mind, on my mind
This is the greatest gift that I can bring to you
I feel the world that moves inside
This is the moment I have dreamt of all my life
Reach out and touch, and you will find
Why am I crazy, who is foolin' with the order
I am strong, I will not fade, I will survive
Look in my eyes, you'll see my heart, I will recover
Send me just a sign, angel on my mind, on my mind
This is the greatest gift that I can bring to you
I feel the world that moves inside
This is the moment, I have dreamt of all my life
Reach out and touch, oh, and you will find
This is the greatest gift
This is the greatest gift
This is the greatest gift that I can b
Check This Outok so there is a new place that you all should go check out. it is a relaxed place that you c an chat with friends or make new ones.
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WhisperWhisper
Don't worry I'm not looking at you
Gorgeous and dressed in blue
Don't worry I'm not looking at you
Gorgeous and dressed in blue
I know it drives you crazy
When I pretend you don't exist
When I'd like to lean in close
And run my hands against your lips
Though we haven't even spoken
Still I sense there's a rapport
So whisper me your number
I'll call you up at home
Whisper me your number
I'll call you up at home
Don't worry I'm not looking at you
Gorgeous and dressed in blue
Don't worry I'm not looking at you
I know you see me see you
As you see me walk on past
When there's nothing more I'd like to do
Then come in close and hear you laugh
Though we haven't even spoken
Still I sense there's a rapport
So whisper me your number
I'll call you up at home
Yea whisper me your number
I'll call you up at home
Whisper me your number
I'll call you up at home
Hmm whisper me your number
Artist; Morphine
It Wasn't Me!I'm not allowed to post mumms anymore, apparently I was a bad girl.
To a certain someone-it's really not my fault if you'd rather sit there stoned in front of your computer than have a wild night with me. Don't you dare blame that on me. I tried getting your attention. Your move, a$$hole.
It's raining now, and I think I'll go puddle jumping.
Poor Little GuyThis little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink.
He's been sitting there for half an hour when this big trouble-making
BIKER steps up next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one
swig.
The poor little guy starts crying.
"Come on man, I was just giving you a hard time," says the biker. "I'll
buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man crying."
"This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs.
"I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important
meeting,
so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was
stolen and I have no insurance. I grabbed a cab home but, after the cab
left, I discovered I had forgotten my wallet in it. At home I found my
wife
in bed with the gardener. So I came to this bar and was thinking about
putting an end to my life, and you show up and drink the damn poison.."
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Our Song!!!!! Forever!!!!!!I gotta tell you what I'm feelin' inside, I could lie to myself, but it's true
There's no denying when I look in your eyes, girl I'm out of my head over you
I lived so long believin' all love is blind
But everything about you is tellin' me this time
Chorus:
It's forever, this time I know and there's no doubt in my mind
Forever, until my life is thru, girl I'll be lovin' you forever
I hear the echo of a promise I made
When you're strong you can stand on your own
But those words grow distant as I look at your face
No, I don't wanna go it alone
I never thought I'd lay my heart on the line
But everything about you is tellin' me this time
chorus - yeah!
I see my future when I look in your eyes
It took your love to make my heart come alive
Cos I lived my life believin' all love is blind
But everything about you is tellin' me this time
Why..Why...
Why do the ones we love hurt us the most..
Why do the ones we love betray us so often..
What am I to do.. Do I tell the one I Love somthing that could change every thing? Or do I keep the trust of a friend..of family, and if I do then do I lose the trust of my Love?
I feel things sliping and I have to sit back and watch. If I get to involved then more people get hurt. I hate this I hate not knowing what to do..I hate having to choose my sides.. I should beable to talk to who I want with no problems. But that is not my complaint.. I have no problem talking to both sides I just dont want to walk this tight rope any more. So tell me how can I choose, how do I pick between my Love and my friends and family when we are all sapost to be close.
So tell me how..give me a answer please...
Born In 1974!If you're under the age of 13...you shouldn't even read this
and if you do, you should not repost this.
Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.
It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it.
You're a 90's kid if:
You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _]
You remember watching:
-Doug
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rockos modern Life.
-Gargoils
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember:
-LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!!
-Step by Step
-Family Matters!!!
-Dinosaurs
-Boy Meets World!!!!
-Wild and Crazy Kids
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remem
Book Review: "puppetmaster: The Secret Life Of J. Edgar Hoover" (2004)Author: Richard Hack
Plot: An in-depth examination of John Edgar Hoover from childhood to death. In between, we see how he combined his gift of intelligence, love of organization and need to be in control into the tools he would use to make him the most powerful law enforcement official of the 20th century.
Likes: JEH is shown in all his glory and evil. As you read, there are times you are impressed by him, and times you might dislike him.; The author never really judges JEH himself but gives enough well researched information that helps the reader to decide JEH's place in US history.
Dislikes: While the subject matter is interesting, the writing style (which is like reading a college term paper) doesn't exactly make the book a page-turner.
Five Facts:
1. JEH went from high school straight to earning a Masters In Law degree from George Washington University night law school.
2. JEH joined the US Dept. Of Justice at a time when it was very corrupt with political appoin
Hey It's A New One!Hello all! It's been quite a long time since I've posted a blog so I thought I'd update things a bit. Yep, I'm still single. And I'm dating peeps, but not really looking for anything as I am leaving for Germany in May. My daughter's father is in the Air Force and he got orders to Germany for up to 3 years. Rather than fight him for custody and keep my daughter here away from her dad, I decided to take this once in a lifetime opportunity and move with them. I have some friends that are coming with me so I hope that all will go well. We've got a big Halloween shindig we're throwing at our place on the 27th of Oct. All are invited should you be interested in joining us. Send me a message or catch me on Myspace.
Fishing With My GrandpaFishing With My Grandpa
My Grandpa and I did a lot of things together.
But fishing with my Grandpa was the best ever.
I loved going to the river when the sky is all blue.
I love riding in my Grandpa's van too.
The last trip to the river, I do really miss.
But I know Grandpa is with GOD catching fish.
Love and miss you Grandpa,
Sean Bates
ReligionI am a
Creator -- yes, we are still out here! -- and this is
a partial reply to an old acquaintance who sent me a
pro-Christian chain email.
When we speak of 2 + 2 equaling 4, we don't speak of faith. We only
speak of faith when there is a lack of evidence.
People can live good honest lives without believing in
unprovable imaginative meanderings.
It is impossible to prove "God" exists. It is also impossible to
prove "God" doesn't exist; but on this count, it isn't up to me to
disprove it because I am not the one making the claim. The burden of
proof rests on the party making the claim.
What if I said that I believe there are millions of 8-foot by
8-foot square pink
polka-dot beings that dwell 300 feet above the surface of the
planet and they constantly o
This Ain't Fuckin MyspaceSo this is a bulletin floating around here
If you love God and you're not ashamed of him, repost this and see what he does for you tonight...
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Repost this saying: "Delete her!!!"
Remember, the Bible says: "IF YOU DENY ME BEFORE MAN, THEN I WILL DENY YOU BEFORE MY FATHER
Now this is something I would expect on myspace from a bunch of the little teenie boppers there and all of their bullshit. I didn't repost this bulletin cause I rank it up there with the whole "If you don't send this to 20 million people in 20 seconds the stay puft marshmallow man will
Marines' Slogan Wins ContestMarines' Slogan Wins Contest Marine Corps News | October 15, 2007
MARINE CORPS RECRUITING COMMAND, QUANTICO, Va. -- Madison Avenue’s Advertising Walk of Fame now has a new member in its ranks. "The Few. The Proud. The Marines." will be forever enshrined on the famed walk, the announcement, Sept. 26, was done during Advertising Week 2007, held in New York.
Advertising Week, the largest and most prestigious annual gathering of advertising and media industry leaders in North America, has named the United States Marine Corps an inductee to the “Walk of Fame” for advertising slogans. Voting took place via the World Wide Web Aug. 28 through Sept. 25.
"This slogan reflects the unique character of the Marine Corps and underscores the high caliber of those who join and serve their country as Marines," said Maj. Gen. Richard T. Tryon, commanding general, Marine Corps Recruiting Command. “Such recognition reaffirms the special relationship we have with the American public.”
“The Marine Corps
" I Wish "I wish you happiness...the kind that is deep within your soul and shines through your eyes
for the world to see.
I wish you serenity and a sense of perspective,
to calm you and lend you understanding even in the most difficult times.
I wish you success in every facet of your life,
and satisfaction and contentment in every single thing you do.
I wish you sweet dreams and the promise of their fulfillment,a lifetime of extraordinary memories,
and a path that leads to beautiful tomorrows.
And above all I wish that you could see...how big a difference you make in my life and how grateful I am to know you!
Denno..
Enough Is Freaking Enough.I've decided to finally stop effing around and get some damn nails put back on.
It's so weird, when my oldest sister has long nails I have NONE. But when I have long nails she has NONE.
Freaking genetics.
Anyway, it's almost time to go home.
Who's coming with me? :)
Compatibility Test/ Personality TraitsSelf-Confidence
As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent.
The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily.
Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide amp
RecruitersWent to the recruiters yesterday morning and decided to take the advice of a few people and checked out what the Navy and Army had to offer.. nadda! As a single mom I can only go reserves with Navy and Army which means no housing and no medical coverage for my son.. that seems like a waste of going to bootcamp!! I am not going to be away from my son for 13 weeks to come home and not be able to provide for him much more than I can now.. So the Marines is the route.. I just gotta figure out which job I'd like to go into so that way it'll help keep me motivated..I like to know my options up front and make goals so I know what I'm doing.. as of right now.. I am starting to wake up earlier than normal and when I get use to that I am going to start waking up even earlier (I am not a morning person so this takes steps.. lol lol lol).. Today I have been eating healthy and have been doing lots of housework and drinking lots of water so that's a start too.. I didn't have the chance to go to the
Friends To Friends.I had some free time, so what did I do?
I checked the computer to see if I'd heard from you.
I used to walk out to a box to retrieve mail
But I'd rather get it instantly than wait on the snail...
Checking my email is always fun I usually get a joke or greeting from someone.
I feel so connected because on the other end
I know I've discovered a newfound friend.
When I've had a hard day and need to share
Here I can find a friend who will listen and care.
And to this friend I hope I let know That I am always there for them also.
Isn't it a strange kind of bond we form?
It isn't exactly like the "norm".
But where is it written, face to face we have to be For you to be a very good friend to me?
That little joke, or not, or even just a simple "Hi" Could be like a ray of sunshine from the sky.
So, my online-pals, this is dedicated to you
For all the smile you have made anew.
May our friendship continue to grow
and the warmth we feel continue
Halloween BallI know a lot of my friends that read this do not live anywhere close to where I am at, but I still want to get the word out. October 27th our Relay for Life team will be hosting a Halloween Ball at the Knights of Columbus is La Salle, Illinois. It starts at 7 pm and ends at 11 pm. We will have a live band called Group Therepy. They played at the Relay for Life this year and were awsome. There will be food provided. It is a cash bar that night also. It is $10 dollars per person to get in the door. Must be 21 or older with valid ID. There will be a costume contest, but you don't have to dress up if you choose not too. We will also be having a 50/50 drawing, raffles and door prizes. I, the Amazing Madame Jester, (lol) will be doing fortune telling all night long. And not to brag, but I have been told that I am pretty good at what I do. I guess you will just have to find out. If you need any more info just let me know. Thanks!!! Also please keep in mind that all the money w
Domestic ViolenceI have too much to do today really express my thoughts on this, though it would probably put my mind to ease and clear my head if I did.
On the way to this morning's meeting, I was listening to the radio and during the news, they had a segment on Domestic Violence Awareness in PA and they were kicking off a campaign. That is a great thing. Everything that can be done to stop the violence should be. People should know their options, the programs to help them, where to go, what to do. The state legislator heading it, provided statistics about how many women are abused. It is really terrible just how many women are abused. And it needs to stop. I commend her for her efforts.
At the same time, I would express my deep disappointment. You see, every statistic, every reference was about women being abused. For someone promoting the awareness of Domestic Violence, she has failed. Because she forgot me. And she forgot those who are like me. Society accepts that women of every col
Bombingmy g/f is in a contest and she needs some help with some bombing ..now i know i have some tru friends on here so can you help me out and go bomb her plz thank you all
Fanning MeHello. Please If You Havent Fanned Me Can You Please Do So I Have Fanned All And Would Appreciate Fanning Me Back. Thanks Hugs And Bites. Leslie
Friggin AssholesHeh the mother fucker lied to me. I should expet anything less? I'm so fucking pissed. He lied to me! Told me he was going to work under the table for his buddy today for $100. Brings home $22 and is drunker than hell. They'd been drinkin since 9am!!!!! Just proves how much I do really need to get away from him. I dont care about drinkin, i do it here and there myself...but dont fuckin lie to me and tell me you are going to be working all day, keep me up with our daughter so that I only grab maybe 3 hours sleep and have to function on a 12 hour shift like that.
I think he is starting to suspect something isnt right. I took some more of my stuff to mom's. He comes in,looks around and is like...what happend to all the clothes on the dresser? I was like Well considering they are summer clothes, I took em to moms to store in the attic, I'm not putting them under the house. He was like, well anyother time u wouldnt have done that, so why now? LOL I just answered "cause i felt like it"
~~pink Ribbons~~This is dedicated to all women. Especially to those who have survived breast cancer, including my Grandmother~~Ollie Mae Rollins~~
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Luv My Carvin Fraser, Enjoy Hearing Them On My Round Up----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Carvin Fraser
Date: Oct 17, 2007 12:33 PM
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The Witches Of Minot And PortobelloJust where do the pointed hats witches wear come from? I was just thinking about that before starting today's entry where I was going to tell you that we've already got the costumes Sarah and Jeffrey will be wearing for Halloween; Martha and Mary were out to get Sarah's costume on Sunday afternoon and they brought home this especially cute black dress and pointed hat both with pink trim. We already have tights for Sarah to wear as well -- we got them and other clothes from Sarah's godparents on my side of the family, my brother Bob and his fiancee Diann last Christmas -- and sometimes I think it fits her personality. Jeffrey gets to wear a hand-me-down tiger costume which my mom originally made for my second-oldest niece Callie (who's in her late twenties now) and it's since gone down through every grandchild. Jeffrey makes my mom's twenty-first grandchild, so it took a while to get to him . . . orange overalls, stripes on the sides, a cap with standout ears, and even a tail. As f
Welcome To Fubar!There are a lot of new people her on Fubar, so I thought I would try and help everyone at the same time. Wow..its getting harder to help everyone individually..LOL As much as I would like to..:) So as a basic rule..its all about leveling and getting points..LOL First you Rate there profile, then you fan them, and then you add them as a friend..:) Pretty simple...After that if you want you can rate pics and do comments..:) (word of advise: its and unwritten rule that you don't rate below a 10 or more, otherwise you are considered a downrater, and thats no fun..LOL)
Other than that you can find anymore information you need in the Fubar Bible..:) Have fun with this!..:) Hugs and kisses!
Copy and paste this link
http://www.fubar.com/bible.php
In PiecesI know this is not on the new album, but I'm stuck on it right now.........Love it!!
Kisses
You Make My Heart MeltYou make my heart melt
Into a puddle on the floor
I am looking for love
Please don’t close the door
To love or not to love
That is the question I ask
Why must loving someone
Be such a hard task
I think because it’s full of emotions
That makes it so hard
If I fall in love with you
Then I am letting down my guard
It is up for a reason
This you should know
My heart has been broken
A few times in a row
I know things won’t be perfect
Because I know they never are
But with you I hope
I’m not just wishing upon a star
I have feelings deep and so true
For what I feel and have to say
Is that I am falling for you
More and more each and every day
Sometimes I wonder
Am I setting myself up for more pain?
Is this for real to him too?
Or is it just a game
My heart is not a toy
Please don’t treat it as such
I have thought about you
Oh so very much
I really hope that when we meet
That you will love me
And we will go beyond all of this
And what happens
Need Your Salutes Please....Alright, a friend of mine, Chris and I have a bet going to see who can get more salutes by tonight. The only "prize" is going to be bragging rights but that's how we roll. :0)Please send me your salute photos so I can show him I'm way better than he is!!!!! Thank you... For those of you who don't know what I mean....you need to write my name: *Mistress Panttherlady* (two "t's" in Panttherlady)on your body or paper or something and take a pic with it, then send to me. I'll post them in a folder on my page.
LolYou are a Rocker Girl!
If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!
What Kind of Girl Are You?
Anyone Else Feel Depressed On Their Bday?i don't know what it is..but i'm sooooo freaking depressed right now. and it seems like nothing is going right. my kid does NOTHING that i tell her and EVERYTHING that i tell her not to do. everyone keeps telling me "that's what 4 year olds do" bullshit...i've seen tons of kids her age act like a child, instead of the demon spawn that my kid acts like. i have no idea how to fix it. i've tried everything i can think of short of beating her to a bloody pulp (no i wouldn't ever do that so don't get on my case about it..it's a figure of speech people!)
i'm just so depressed and frustrated right now i wanna just crawl under a rock and die.
i'm old, ugly, fat, a bad mom, a bad submissive, a horrible girlfriend... i just feel worthless.
FireantOK PEACHES...FIREANT IS IN A GIVE AWAY FOR A 7 DAY BLAST...THIS IS WHO WE CONCENTRATE ON IT ENDS IN 9 DAYS...WHICH IS THE 26TH...SHE NEEDS 10,000 COMMENTS..THIS IS A PIECE OF CAKE FOR US...LETS SHOW OUR SECOND IN COMMAND SOME MAD PEACH LOVE
AloneI feel so alone
I feel like I have no one
I feel so sad
What have I done?
I feel so empty inside
Does anyone love me?
I feel no love
None that I can feel or see
I feel so empty
I am so sad
I’m feeling down
I feel so mad
I want to be loved
But I am alone
Alone in this world
A heart-broken one
I don’t feel anything
There is no love for me
I feel nothing
There is nothing I see
I want to feel love
Ever so true
And all I feel anymore
Is just so blue
Who I want
I can’t have
And whom I have
I don’t want
This is why I feel so alone
My heart sinks down low
I feel so sad and so empty
Away is where I want to go
Away with someone who cares
And with so much love
Maybe heaven sent
From up above
Then I will have someone
My life to share
And not be alone
And have someone to care
Being all alone in this world
It is so gloomy and so dark
I feel as if love for me
Has missed its mark
I hope that it hasn’t
And one day I will find him
HeartsHearts were made for love
and not for breaking
Last Chance To Enter!Last Chance to Enter! Win a 7 day Blast! I have 10 entries now but if you are interested in entering you gotta let me know by today! Its a Show me Your Grill contest! Just use one of your favorite smiling pic..:) Comment bombing is allowed and advised. No drama! Most comments wins! Will start October 20th @ 7 pm Eastern and run till October 27th @ 7 pm Eastern
If you are interested let me know and I will add you!
Prizes:
1st 7 Day Blast
2nd 3 day Blast
3rd 1 Day Ticker
4th Big Pimping Gift!
Apparently They Don't Understand This "flu Shot" Business.The company sponsored a "Flu Shot" afternoon, where we could all get flu shots for $25 or something if we so choose. I of course got one, because although it's a crap shoot that the antibodies used will be effective(It's only 3 of the main 5 strains), those are pretty good odds. I've blown a lot more money on less.
You would think others would do this. But these are actual comments from my co-workers why they didn't.
"Not for me but thanks for asking."
Not...for me. Apparently it's a lifestyle choice I was unaware of, not being filled with snot.
"No I'll be fine this winter."
Sure. But if you get sick and come into the office, we beat you with sticks.
"Umm..i think im good."
You're good? How are you "good"? Do people only get car insurance when they're driving good?
"I'm not sure it's a good idea with preggie @ home!"
Don't even get that one. I would *think*... you'd want to avoid sickness with a newborn at home.
I don't get people. And before you say it,
Is It That F*cking HardYou know the saying behind every BITCH there is a man that made her that way I like to change it a bit cause we can't blame it all on the man cause it is caused by many that make her that way. Its just all the Bullshit that goes around .I am the type of person that likes to see people happy but yet I find myself always feeling like crap. I think I am going to be done with everything all I ask from peps to keep it real no bullshit but I notice from a few its cant be that way so I ask this from my friends that I luv so dear should I stay... I am really getting tired of the lies an fake ablies I am real with you is it that fucking hard to stay real with me...
HimIm just sitting here thinking. Woundering if the person Im thinking about is thinking of me. I cant wait to see this person again. I hope he is having a great day. I just want to hear from this person. When I talk to this person it makes my day all better.
AloneI feel so alone
I feel like I have no one
I feel so sad
What have I done?
I feel so empty inside
Does anyone love me?
I feel no love
None that I can feel or see
I feel so empty
I am so sad
I’m feeling down
I feel so mad
I want to be loved
But I am alone
Alone in this world
A heart-broken one
I don’t feel anything
There is no love for me
I feel nothing
There is nothing I see
I want to feel love
Ever so true
And all I feel anymore
Is just so blue
Who I want
I can’t have
And whom I have
I don’t want
This is why I feel so alone
My heart sinks down low
I feel so sad and so empty
Away is where I want to go
Away with someone who cares
And with so much love
Maybe heaven sent
From up above
Then I will have someone
My life to share
And not be alone
And have someone to care
Being all alone in this world
It is so gloomy and so dark
I feel as if love for me
Has missed its mark
I hope that it hasn’t
And one day I will find him
I Want You Oh So NearI want you oh so near
And you are the one I hold so dear
I want to feel your gentle touch
That is what I want so very much
You are what I am longing for
I want you more and more
I want your love and affection
I don’t want any rejection
I hold you so dear in my heart
Please oh please don’t tear it apart
I want to feel with you a love so true
And I want you to feel it too
As I look into your loving eyes
I hope they are not telling me lies
For what my heart says is true and pure
Heartbreak is not what I want to endure
I feel something with you so very great
I hope I will always be your date
I have an empty heart to fill with love for you
I hope it will always be full for you
Though we haven’t met
You are the one I want to get
You are the one in my thoughts and my dreams
But you are so far away it seems
If this were to work, I really hope so
My love for you would overflow
If you accept and love me and also my son
That would tell me that
My Horoscope Today.....You are feeling your oats today as your key planet Mars receives a gentle kiss from beautiful Venus, enabling you to warm others with your good intentions. Don't hold back; be direct and tell others what you want. If you can demonstrate your patience, you might just get what you need.
Good advise.
4th Street Recordsi gotta do it, my expenses are expensive
my soldiers on the move, my clique is aprehensive
i got dem blueprints in my mind, so i gotta be on my grind
i can't sit back and unwind if i expect to shine
i can't yet afford my beats, so i'm acappella in the street
these girls want my heat, all they gettin is cold feet
just gimme all my props, i already got my rocks
i'm claiming south 53 and i'm settin up shop
if u got beef i'm gon eat it up and spit u out
$1400 in my mouth trust me we ain't gonna talk it out
all you'll get is a broken neck, so u best go walk it out
my soldiers can bodybag ya, let the 5-0 chalk u out
we goin straight up like paula, to the top get at me and my catch 22 boyz holla
I Give You My Heart 2I GIVE YOU MY HEART
PLEASE DON’T TEAR IT APART
IT IS YOURS TO KEEP
WITH A LOVE SO DEEP
YOU MAKE ME SMILE
WHICH I HAVEN’T DONE IN A WHILE
I AM FALLING FOR YOU
AND THESE WORDS ARE TRUE
I WANT TO KNOW YOU EVER SO MUCH
AND I LONG TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH
RIGHT NOW MY HEART IS BLUE
UNTIL I GET TO BE WITH YOU
THESE FEELINGS ARE REAL
MY HEART YOU DID STEAL
YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME
THIS I HOPE YOU SEE
I WANT YOU HERE
WITH ME SO VERY NEAR
I SEND YOU ALL MY LOVE
SHOWERING YOU FROM ABOVE
I HOPE YOU FEEL THIS TOO
EVERYTHING I SAY TO YOU
THIS IS FROM MY HEART
I AM HOPING THIS IS A GOOD START
I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE
BUT I’LL SAY THIS; I AM FALLING FOR YOU, HUN!
October 11, 2007
KIMBERLY
Lost And AloneLost and Alone
Within this Life
Searching to find
Some form of comfort
While Lost
I sit Alone
Within this Shell
Of this World
Wanting to be Found
To be Loved and Held
Within your Strong Arms
Knowing I'm Safe and Found
While I wish for this
I shall wait til I'm Found
Forever Lost and Alone
While I fade into Darkness
Wrote on 10~17~2007 by Raven Darkwood
It Was One Of Those....I wrote in my blog this morning..."I sure hope it isn't going to be one of those days."
Well, just guess it WAS one of those days. On top of wakin' up, thinking this was Thursday, and that my week was about over, just to find out it was Wed., having to drag out in the damp and rain to go to work, ...then when I finally get there, not more than 30 mins. or so after arriving, ALL of the computers went off line! The internet went out, and none of our 4 registers were working, and people were starting to pile in for the lunch rush. So...with about 10 people waiting in line to order, we're trying to take orders by writing each order down...and had to be exact cash only...we couldn't make any change...nor was the credit cards working. Then all orders had to be taken back to the kitchen, since none of them were showing up on the computer screens. I am glad though, that all the customers we waited on, were very patient, and understanding about our situation. I guess we finally got the
Im Back Sortai know i havent been around as much as i used to but ill explain why i started collage on the 8th of this month Im enrolled at UTI and the baby keeps trying to make his appreance early but the damm hospital wont let him till heather is 36 weeks which is today by the way so if he trys to come early now they wont stop him so between taking care of her and trying to cram every thing there is to know about diesl engines into my dome i havent had much time to do much more than pop on for a sec or 2 ill try to be on as much as i can but no promises i will however blog atleast once a week to keep those that wanna know updated.Oh yeah as of right now i have a 3.8 gpa and perfect adendance im well on my way to my goal of makeing the dean's list thats all for now hugs to all
For A StartThe toy biz is going well, would like to do some parties to show off my wares though. No, I don't do Passion parties! My parties are geared more for couples and wild women. Not that I have a problem with passion parties, I just don't feel the need to try to make money off of other people's work! Plus, I have access to 60 different companies for my stuff, not just one. Anything goes! I will be posting reviews of toys here. If anyone wants to know about toys, ask me. Chances are, if I havent tried it myself, I know someone who has!!!
Thank Yallthank you to alll my wounderful friends for getting me to the next level!! i will be posting new pic pretty soon! luv you guys!
A$$hole's ContestOur favorite A$$hole is in a contest. Please stop by and show him your love and support. He need 10,000 comments to get either a VIP or one week blast. I would consider it a personal favor if you drop him some comments.
Thanks,
Tiggerbear2007
Some Thing To Think AboutAs Ben Franklin said:
In wine there is wisdom,in beer there is freedom, in water there is
bacteria.
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated
that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we
would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) -
bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of
poop.
However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine &beer (or tequila,
rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a
purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.
Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health
Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to
drink water and be full of shit
There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.
Alright, Sorry Kidmy ex hangs around me/my house/my family a lot. it makes me uncomfortable when i wake up to him knocking on my bedroom door. i understand that there's a love there but it is NOT a mutual thing.
i have recently found out that even though we're NOT dating... he told jackie (my best friend) that he wanted to propose to me and even sent her a picture of the ring he wanted to get me. this freaked me out because he's been pushing me to meet his family and i'm NOT, i repeat, N O T going to marry him. so i have to get this notion out of his head before he takes it too far.
thanks to a very "creative" fubarian friend of mine... i've decided to tell him one of two things to get him to back off:
option #1: i'm working for the cia gathering information on a possible terrorist attack anf he's going to blow my cover if he keeps invading my "life".
option #2: i (may) have feelings for someone else and i'm not interested in a relationship with you. i'm sorry if this hurts you but i would'v
Bathtub Test...The Bathtub Test
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do
you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized.
'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a
teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to
empty the bathtub.'
'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the
bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.'
'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you
want a bed near the window?'
ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?
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