distante thunder on the horizon..a storm is brewing in my soul...i can feel it's power,i can feel my other self trying to come threw..what do i do when the thunder come's???let it happen or not,,let it happen or not??..i'm lost with what to do..the thunder of my own heart beat scares me..i feel it's about to explode...the thunder get's louder and louder it come's faster and faster...i start to cry and i don't know why....thunder booming in my soul...would someone tell me why??tell me why i have this thunder in my soul................