Unbelievable
When I look at how far we have come, I am stunned. Every morning I feel like Im still at a lost for words that we are stuck in this vortex of ambiguity, yet in each others arms. Not sure if its me, not sure if its you. But, as we lie here and youre touching me, caressing me, kissing me, and rememorizing every inch of meI feel some sort of small warmth in me. Though, were still not where we use to be, but closer then before.
I watch you walk across the room naked after we have made love, as you laugh at all our new memories of the day and I think Can we keep this going?
Sitting outside in the sun shine planning our future in the new home we will have a few months from now is becoming so real. The things well do, the memories well make, and the new adventures that await our family. Each day you say you are coming closer to all the feelings of love you use to feel for me that being patient is the key.
Patients its all I really have at the moment, I tell myself every break of daytake what he gives you and hold fast to it. In a blink of an eye it can all fade.
A few weeks ago I couldnt see my eyes in yours only that of the banshee, but now when I look into your eyes, I can see a small shimmer of me.
Please always remember the night you asked me to be yours truly till the end of time. Under the moon light...with a nervous laugh under your breath. Even then you said you knew it was me that was to be yours forever.
Forever yours, forever mine is who we are.
©Velvet Moon