A feeling came over me tonight
one i didn't want and wish would go
It filled me with sorrow, pain and fright
something I never thought would happen
I trembled, shivered and shook with tears
I opened my heart and took you in
held you there and dreamed of the years
and in one night you shut me out
the words you spoke, true but fierce
don't worry, you left no doubt
My heart it shattered, but will mend
though the feelings are there, I love you
I wish you the best, my friend
Feelings change
develope and grow
people rearange
distance, run with the flow
some lives diverge
stray from the heart
But ours converged
i don't want to be apart
You are so special to me
what i wanted, I have found
You're everything I want you to be
I hate when you aren't around
I feel that we were meant
for eachother
Like two missing pieces
fitted together
My ins are your outs
my wants are your haves
I forsee no doubts
we have joined our paths
without you I don't know
what I would do
You're fabulous, amazing
I MISS YOU!
You came into my world
unexpected, at best
My put ups, you've unfurled
my doubts you've laid to rest
Kisses so sweet
words so amazing
Touches, so deep
I can't explain how you phase me
the thoughts you have me thinking
the things u have me doing
the dreams that I am dreaming
I just don't see me losing
you have brought me out
taken me back to me
Shown me what love's about
you just might be
Who I bet you are
you are with me
My soulmate, my shining star.
Will somebody save me
pull me from my wreckage
And just help me
ignore all the damage
Anenjoy holding me
Will anyone save me
care enough to stop my pain
Truely trust me
forsee our future gain
And beleive in me
Will you save me
forgit indiscretions
And laugh with me
put behind depressions
And respect me
Will you love me?
Things change
people rearange
But it's always the same
yet time doesn't rearange
And people never change
but we stay in this game
we modify what we don't like
bitch about what we don't accept
And turn on friends in spite
why not sit back and reflect?
think about what you've done
remember places you've gone
sad stories you've sung
people you have wronged.
what kind of life do you live?
do you take in
As much as you give
I think you live in SIN
Call your names
play your games
But don't judge me
YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME
Words are spoken
tears begin to fall
Dreams are broken
and the heart rests on the edge of it all
The bond is gone
future looking bleak
Dreading the impending dawn
devoid without the love we seek
We made the choices that we did
thought the worst in our head
Lived the lives we've lived
stubling on words we said
Imagined better days
getting lost in the past
Said the same thing a million ways
and always ended up last
Never matters what's different
the result is always the same
Heart's at the edge, tottaly spent
completely tired of this game
When words are spoken
and tears begin to fall
The dreams are broken
hearts rest on the edge of it all
the imagined better days
getting lost in the ast
Repeating things a million ways
still ending up last
Because we made the choices that we did
thinking stupid things in our head
Living the lives we've lived
stumbling on words unsaid.
Am I falling
or am I flying
Am I living
or am I dieing
How am I to know
when I turn and you're not there
Which way do I go
what road is more fair
My life opens before me
while another closes behind
I open my eyes but can't see
what I expect to find
I look up, but see down
still I know I will achieve
I reach for you but you're not around
and the world's still there before me
I am falling
and yet i'm flying
I'm still living
though a part of my is dieing
I'm lost without you
but i've found me
my heart is blue
though my mind is free.
It's my life
falling and spiraling
This is my time
living and dieing
You held my hand
you dragged me down
you lifted me
to higher ground
you owned my heart
I believed what you said
As I fell apart
you fucked with my head.
Tearing back and ripping skin
seek the pieces
Deep within
drowning soul
Can't seem to find
any reason as to why
FLOODING MIND
I gave you my all
you threw it back at me
Standing, as I fall
seeping dreams, it'll never be
Laying before you
EXPOSED
Here for the taking
Didn't say no DISPOSED
Gripping my hand
you tore me down
You left me
lying on the ground
You scorned my heart
I heard what you said
As I blew apart
you fucked with my head
You see the hurt in my eyes
but can you feel my pain
As you cover me in lies
from you I must refrain
You will be my demise
You hold my hand
you drag me down
To your heartache
I am bound
You have my heart
'til the day i'm dead
Though we're apart
you're in my head.