I've come to a crossroad in my life where I realize that I am completely fucking nuts. I don't trust anyone. I have no faith in anything. I hate everything. I lose my temper over the dumbest shit. The sad part is I'm medicated! I don't know if its just that my divorced took a bigger toll on me than I think or if there have been a number of events leading up to this day....but shit, I'm psycho. Maybe I should seek out a psychiatrist. I'll just continue this self destructive behavior until I finally have ruined everything I touch.