the clouds go rollin across the sky
darker than night
in the middle of the day
as the storm gets closer
the wind makin the trees
bend and shatter
water crashing against the walls
of sand and rocks
lightning lightin up the sky
a lighted figure caught in the middle
wit no escape
directed by powerful forces
pulling and pushin him
he's in the eye
the eye of the storm
the darkness grows
devouring all but
the flashes of lightning
the sound of the thunder covering
the sound of the water breakin the wall
slowly crumbling
slowly failing
water leaks thru the cracks
as the thunder continues
a continuous cycle
a final cycle
a loud crash blastin thru the darkness
louder than the thunder
water rushing thru the trees
unrooting some and breaking others
a slow wave of despair
the figure sees it coming
and falls to his knees
totally consumed
and caught
in the eye of the storm
can you feel the rage
can you feel the anger
it dwells in all of us
igniting a wild fire
that burns thru your veins
consuming your soul
threatening to burst
at the slightest irritant
the simplest spark
like a drum goin off in your head
feeding fuel to the fire
the feeling of no longer
being able to control
your body or emotions
as your vision
flashes between red and black
and you cant seem to control
the words blazing out your mouth
in an uncontrollable frenzy
fist clenching
nails digging into your palms
you know its coming
but you dont have the willpower
to stop from lashing out
the fire eventually destroying
your soul peace by peace
with each spark
can you feel the fire
can you feel the spark
the realm of dreams
a place of held back emotions
the only place you cant escape
thoughts and emotions
all clashing together
bringing together
images of death and shadows
loved ones lying on the ground
in pain or dying
they dont stop
glimpses of self destruction
the minds version of trying
to right the wrongs
to fix the emotional turmoil
that lies inside of you
disoriented running
through shadows
ancient battlefields
filled wit screams
those are your screams
your pain brings the shadows
the terrifying end
and the beginning
of understanding
only in the realm of dreams
love is in the air
flooding through my veins
like fire consumes everything
in these tymes it all we have
the words everyone wants to hear
but most ppl dont say
three simple words
its common nature
why do we continually
seek unhappiness
everyone does
even i unfortunately revolve
around despair and hatred
in these troubled tymes
we need to stick together
the thing we all need to hear
are sometymes the hardest to say
but only cuz we are smarter than we think we are
we constantly degrade ourselves
we are never good enough even for ourselves
and that is where we err
human nature betrays us
if you read this the only thing i can ask is that you take some tyme out of your day to tell the ppl closest to you that you love them whether they are friends or family.... you never know when they might be gone for good
arising factors of fear
smells of death
i see the battles of the past
fighting to take control of my sanity
im losing hope with the present tyme
holding me changing me
sucking the light out of my eyes
hiding in an empty room in my mind
the screams sounding
as a banshees screams
my heads pounding
terror giving in to adrenaline
huddled in a dark corner
my body a shaking mass
muscles clenched
veins bulging
the battle rages on in my head
fighting for dominance
fear and hatred provoking
love into a struggle
flashes of red
the breaking point
frustrated screams
anger lashing out
my knuckles broken and bleeding
someone help me
someone save my sanity
someone turn on the light
the darkness approaches
the light of the moon slightly distorted
as you walk towards your house
the light of the sun slowly disappearing
standing in the nexus half light half darkness
your true form appears
for anyone who means you harm
you appear to be a fierce apparition of power and darkness
for thoses whom you love you glow with radiance of love and non-abandonment
you are a being of chaos
of powers beyond your comprehension
love and destruction all in one form
tyme freezes the world is motionless waiting for the change
would you choose the power of love and healing
or will you be a destructive force of power and hatred
everything is decided with so much power
one thought could force you over the edge in either direction
your friends and family
and your enemies
will decide your fate
history will repeat
night after night
rain rolling down the windows
the world seems at peace
waiting for the storm
the peaceful existence
we live in shattered
by flashes of blue and white
lighting strikes again and again
starting miniature fires
that are diminished by the rain
this is how life works for everything
fires arise in ppl and other ppl
fight to put them out
its just the world works
nature has a funny way of imitation
or is it us
do we imitate the world around us
but with a diminished approach
when the clouds vanish and the sun is out
will we be around or destoyed
by the very storms of our natures
or will nature seek our destructions
in the midst of the night
shadows appear under the light of the moon
frantic footsteps sound off like gunshots
delusional eyes
seeing more than shadows
a cloak of darkness surrounding
the frightened figure
imagined growls
and red eyes envisioned in the dark
shadows everywhere
reaching out at the figure
the figure screaming at the darkness
tripping and stumbling over roots
of the trees of the past
bright flashes radiate thru the night
as the shadows grow larger
and surround the figure
no longer imagined delusions
screams of the dying linger in the air
the dreams
the anger
the passion
and the shadow of death
all intertwined in one broken corpse
it walks around looking the same as it always has
but on the inside theres nothing left
all it does is keep walking from dawn to dusk
go ahead look into its eyes
but bewarned
you look into the eyes of the broken you might not come back
reality is all just an illusion
a trick of the mind
for those of you have seen into the eyes of the broken unscathed
the world looks different
the reality that was is gone
all that is left to you
are the broken ones
and debris of the ancient civilization that used to be
fires burning
trees are as burnt and broken as everything else
animals walk the this reality as rotten flesh
muscles twitching in plain sight
what would you do
????
people are afraid of us
fearing what they dont understand
a tight knit family
people you dont fuck with
we are the few
we are of the twilight
eyes shining in the darkness like a cats
everything seen and nothing is missed
no fear should be felt
for we are the defenders of the weak
protectors hidden within the shadows
we of the twilight
we walk in both worlds
the night holds no mysteries for us
daylight holds no shadows
enemies to those who live in darkness
protectors of those who walk in light
we are twilight