Well to all of my friends, my life doesn't seem so fkd up anymore. The stars have alighned and I seem to be moving in the direction of happiness. I have met a wonderful man that I have been with 3 months, I have the BEST job in the world, and whoever said that you couldn't have your cake and eat it to, was lying through their teeth. I actually get paid to do what I do best, and that is run my mouth. I am moving this weekend into a cute little house. All in all the world seems to be a much happier place to be. I know a lot of times we feel like just giving up and not going on, but take it from me, there is happiness out there. I have waited what seems my whole life to be this happy. Never get so down that u want to give up, I promise, from experience the sun will shine and your world will be a much happier place to live.