Well I'll start off by saying that my weeks can't get any worse or can they? Well I found it they can. You see I made the mistake of telling someone we should be friends and now I feel like she's gonna walk out of my life. I feel like I'm in the wrong because I told her what I did. I did it because I didn't want to lead her on and I feel like everything is going to shit now. So as I sit here and write this blog and shire this with each of you my heart is continuing to break and tears continue to fall down my cheeks. I feel as if I can't do anything right without having something else happen and I really hate it. My reasons to even get up in the mornings and everything is because of my son, my friends, my family, & my fans. I can't even begin to describe the pain I feel and the emotions I'm feeling. It's like I'm losing everyone and everything I touch, get close to, and even talk to. Well that's my blog for now. Thanks for reading it. Love you all.
~AJ~