When you look back on your life. Do you view memories through your own eyes or as if you're viewing it from the outside. All my memories in my childhood I feel detached from as if they happened to someone else and I am just a bystander. Sometimes it bothers me I just wonder if anyone else remember's stuff this way or if there is a reason why I do.
I guess various things have been bothering me lately. Some may say I am just being to "touche". I am just quick to get annoyed lately. Just the slightest things set me off.
I kind of feel like I have been dropped by my fathers family again. They talked to me for a little bit then all a sudden stopped out of nowhere. I don't feel like they owe me anything. Nothing like that. I just wanted to get to know them.