what is it with an ex boyfriend or girlfriend? When they are the one who broke off the relationship, why do they feel they still have the right to take all their anger out on you? this is my life, He calls I'm still nice so I answer (well not after this last call), and he uses the call as his way to emotionally abuse me...ok so I let it happen for 2 years while we were together, but once you break up isn't that the end of the end of the abuse? I'll never really know what happened other than the fact that I'm glad it's over. I'm at a better place in my life, and for that I'm thankful for.
So I'm the girl that no one thought would ever get married again... Even myself, the idea of it actually makes my skin crawl at times. It's a piece of paper, nothing esle. If the love, and trust are there why is the whole wedding needed? I found it pointless for the last few years. But I can't keep putting Dave and his wishes off. So in a very short 23 days I'll be taking the plunge again and going forward with him, mainly for him and our children. don't get me wrong I LOVE living in SIN, it's just sometimes one must make a sacrifice for the ones they love, and for me a wedding and marriage is the biggest one I can personally take. My thoughts used to be 'been there done that' I don't need it ever again. But I guess somewhere I evolved and put 4 other people ahead of myself. So wish me luck in not becoming a bridezilla.
I need a lot of things,
I need comfort at the end of the day.
I need praise for a job well done.
I need you to fully love me.
What I have is simple
I have you and the kids
I have a warm bed at night.
I have my sanity.
I want a lot of things
I want happiness on bad days
I want simpathy for when I'm in pain
I want just you, and me.
I'll have my cake and eat it too.
I'll have you in the morning and evening
I'll have you all to myself.
I'll have us to call home.