So I have always wanted to write in one of these. Its like a diary and even as a kid I was bad about that. Probably because when I was a teenager I had one and my brother found it. Read it and then showed it to my mother. Man did I get in trouble. Burned it and since then have never been really able to keep one!! So for the first time in my life I am very happy. Have been married twice. First husband died in car wreck. Second was just a disaster. Will go into all that in other blogs. So I have finally met this wonderful guy. Everything you could always want in a guy. Never have felt like this before. Always thought I was in love with others. Maybe so but from what I am feeling now, not true love. Or maybe I am just wiser and more cautious in what I want and have found it. Ok I wrote my first page!! For those who have read make me write more. lol Believe me I feel like spilling guts and some is just too good not to hear!