I had to say "See You Later" to my boyfriend on Saturday. He's deploying overseas, soon. For 10 months. I already miss him so much. I've cried so much in the past day. Part of me is so afraid he won't want me anymore when he comes home. I feel so alone. I'm so scared and nervous. I'm worried. I wish he didn't have to go.
This is all so scattered right now. I'm sure I'll come back and edit this later.