Everyone that truly knows me knows that my world revolves around my children. I am worried right now cause my oldest son is going to stay with his father for two weeks. His father really hasnt had much to do with him since i took soul custody of him two years ago. I am real worried about how this visit is gonna go for my son. He has it all built up in his head and heart of how this is goin to be so great but i am afraid that my son is gonna get let down hard as usual by his father and then I am gonna be pickin the pieces up again. I so hope that it doesnt happen but judging from past history i am afraid it will. Just pray that my son makes it through these next two weeks unhurt and that i dont have to go hurt someone for him.