I dream of a love that cannot be
was not and never will be
Though I managed to fool myself
simple by refusing to see.
I believe him when he said to me
That his love would always be mine
And that he held me up above
All else he thought was fine.
I dream of warm summer nights
Wrapped up in his arms
Falling deeply under his spell
And falling deep into his charm
These black eyes shown like diamonds
his soul I thought I could see
But now that I am all alone
I know the dream was within me
So, what do I do now
I've wasted all those years
I don't have a way to heal
And it won't wash away with my tears
Am I destined to walk alone
Or will someone else step in
I'm not sure I'm up for this
And I don't want to hurt like this again