its so strange, i wake up because i smell you... but nothing here has your scent. i taste you on my lips although they haven't met in ages.i feel your hands touch my skin as i sleep and i awake drenched in sweat with my heart pounding out of my chest.when i realize your not there and the scent begins to fade my heart sinks deeper.when i cant feel your hands or taste your lips, the tears come.they well and they puddle but they never fall. i hold them back and smile knowing that im free but my im still bound within me.