Ok so after being out of work since JanuAry I aM finally going bAck sometime this week. It is going to be weird as all hell. I Am going bAck to cooking. Now I have cooked before in several restuArAnts and I enjoyed it. Although I cAn only tAke so much bullshit from mAnagers and others i truly enjoy cooking. On the other hand I Also enjoy working outside. I love the fact that i cAn smoke when i wAnt, sAy what i want, And the fresh air is awesome. Another reAson is I got free tAns working outside. When you work outside you generAlly mAKe more money also. I aM not complAining About what Chilis is starting me out At though 10 dollArs And hour isnt to bAd even though I know thaT I AM worth more thAn thaT. Everything is going to be weird I hAve to work myself back into A routine or some sort. I am also looking for A second job At the same time. I do not know if I Am nuts or what I hAve done it before and having two jobs blows. The only thing thaT does not blow is the money. I need to get bAck up on me feet and I AM stARting to walk Again, but I wAnt to run. I hate tAking it slow.