so when ur in college and u have 2 jobs on top of a full course load it can be really hard. i mean i am a freshman in college and 18. i am fresh out of high school and i feel like i should be in a nursing. thats how i am made to feel. all i do is work and school. i dont go out anymore and it sucks. i miss being a teenager and i miss being able to have fun. and then having to be single for the past year has hurt me to. i am tired of being lonely. i also wish i had my family back and that i wasnt doin this alone. ive been doin this alone since i was 16.