**** this one is not good at all, but i had to get it out there ****
i feel the way i feel and you feel without feeling
if i could make it another way
i would go back
back to yesterday
last week
any moment but this
when i realized that you have never really been here
you couldn't be me
you could never walk a moment here
so take your judgement and burn
i hate you for making me be the strong one all the time
i hate you for making me love you
i love you for not hating me
too much
too many thoughts
just give me peace
where are the drugs?