you know sometimes it is hard to live, there are people out there that just can not take the truth, honesty is something that i believe in. if you can not be honest with yourself then there is no point of being honest with others. to it don't matter what others think, its the point that i am happy with what i have and don't have. ok for example, i don't give a f*** if you rate a 0 or a 10, yes its nice, but to me making friends is great, but being a true friend and being there if they have some hardship is even better. some people don't see it that way. i believe that the only person who judge is god, others can kiss my white american a** for all i care. i think that is for now. laters