I am not going to say I am the optimist I can be, but thank you all for your encouragement it meant a lot to me today. I have not had a spirial like this for along time. Bless you all for your help!!!
I am fine and will be fine ....You all helped me slam on the breaks and it was not a spirial to the bottom ... Thank you again.
Fushia
ps And I promise I can see the spiral start and I will not do this very often.... I promise!
pps I will not be opening any bulletins that are about abused children, rape or abused wives. I do not mean to insult anyone but too many memories are brought to the surface and I need to distance myself from those topics...thank you and I hope you understand.