im afraid of many things; love is one of them. ive never quite been in a situation like the 1 im in now... i thought everything was fine in my life then all of a sudden something happens... i was content with my life with my boyfriend but not always necessarily happy with things... and then i had a chance meeting with well Chance he is such a sweet beautiful person and feelings are definately evolving... he is always on my mind but he is so far away out of reach. i wish i could just throw everything away and be with him but there are things that must keep me back. hopefully i will figure out what to do but no matter what i do some1 will get hurt...