They say if you want something done right you should do it yourself, but I have my own version: If you want something done, do it yourself.
I just saw PhoenixRising's status and it says, "love? WTF is that? lust is an amazing emotion.. Love doesn't exsist.." and all I have to say is amen!
I just though I would update everyone on what is going on in my life at the moment. I find it slightly funny that I feel the need to blog amout such mundane things, but as I know that people will ask, here it is.
I've been in the hospital for the past couple of days and as it turns out those really bad stomach/side pains I was having last week were being caused by a kidney infection.
But now I'm back home and tired as hell, so I'm going to crash out.
~V. V.~
As some of you know I've been going to college for the past 5 years. The reason I got to go to college is actually beause I have fibromyalgia and the state of Tennessee, in an effort to help out disabled people (the program is called vocational rehabilitation) pays tuition for disabled people who quality. They will only pay for 10 semesters though. Having Fibromyalgia, I was only able to take 12 hours most semesters, which meant it would take at least 10 semesters for me to finish. Well, I've made almost to graduation, but I didn't pass the last class I needed to graduate due to too many abscences because I have fibromyalgia. Since I just finished my 10th semester, vocational rehabilitation will no longer pay for me to go to school and I can't afford to pay for it myself. In fact, if I didn't have fibromyalgia I would've never been able to go to college to begin with. The obvious solution to this would be to somehow come up with the money to take that one class this summer or next fall, however, the grade that I got in my class that I didn't pass this semester is going to drop my GPA lower than a 2.0, which is a requirement to graduate. So instead, I'll have to retake that one class I need to graduate as well as 3 other classes to get my GPA back above a 2.0 so that I can graduate. Of course, every year my fibromyalgia gets worse and worse so how can I ever pass those classes when one of the requirements is to never miss a class? So yeah, I just wasted the last 5 years of my life in college all for nothing. Not to mention I will have to pay back all the money that vocational rehabilitation has payed into my tuition so far. That is 10 semesters worth of tuition. So, fibromyaglia has completely fucked up my entire life and I hate it.