First, I want to thank all my Fu Friends for your love bestowed on me over the past 3 yrs. I so appreciate everything you've done for me and much love goes out in return. I may lose a few friends over what's coming next, but if that happens, then obviously they weren't true friends anyway.
I have made many bad mistakes in life, including choosing work over family, bad relationship choices and many other things....
But I'm here to let everyone know I have finally found my "first" & "only" true love of my life. It's a shame it's come this late in my life, but Karma is what it is ......
Jen is her name ,, she is the most amazing woman I have ever met ! I think about her 24/7 ( sometimes too much for her ), but again it is what it is .. I think anyone would agree that have been, are in ,or w/e their current course path of love is .. that when you're in love, normal behavior doesn't happen. But then again , "what is normal" , that's another blog that could go on forever.
Anyway, she is the most caring & loving person I've ever met. Has so much love in her heart I'm amazed that her chest can hold it all ! We have had some amazing times since we met.. also some not so good times, but somehow we seem to get thru the not so good times. I go overboard with her so much so she shuts down on me, but then again like I said before ... I'VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE ! Maybe lust many many times, but never like this !! I'm a man and as a man we make many mistakes where women are involved, all bc of the nature of each being. I am not perfect, never have been and I'm certain at this point in life it's not going to happen anytime soon. But what I am and will do is admit my mistakes, try to correct them and move on in a positive manner.
Just wanted everyone to know so there wouldn't be any issues or mistakes or problems. She is number 1 in my family and I am telling you if you meet her you will see exactly what I see & feel. So feel free to befriend her, she is an amazing friend !
Ok.. I've gone on long enough, sounds more like a rambling than anything... if I lose friends over this, I'm sorry ! But a true friend would know what's going on in another's friends life !
I Love You Jen with all my heart & soul, you are my soulmate ! You are amazing ! And I love every moment we spend together & cherish them like fine wine, china or w/e analgomy can be used to determine preciousness most valuable to anyone.
Joe
Viper