I thought about you all last night.
And through until the mornings light kissed my cheek.
When I stepped outside the days beauty knocked me off my feet.
I forgot to think of you.
Forgot to worry about us.
This day was so beautiful just for me.
And as the sun set and the shadows grew,
My heart broke again and I sat longing for you.
And as I tried to sleep I tossed and turned in our bed.
Going back and forth with "what ifs" and getting lost in my head.
Why do I feel you're absence so deeply in the dark?
I'm all alone even when I am not.
Our memories haunt me, but I think of all you've taught me.
"Don't miss me" you say..."I'm always with you and never too far. Now is just time for you to aim for the stars. Follow your dreams and keep me in your heart, and no matter what remember I love you and remember who you are."
Words you've left me that I keep so near.
I say them to myself when I am the most full of fear.
I don't know how to be brave with you gone.
I don't know how to be strong without you to lean on.
I have dreams of you,
I know you dream of me too.
Searching for you, missing you, being so afraid for you...
I'm constantly reminded of what we have lost.
We had it all but at what cost?
We built what we thought was solid...
what we thought would never decay.
But here I sit in my sorrow,
While you are so far far away.
Our love is strong and everlasting
but it is us who didn't last.
Now apart we have to be until we can learn the lessons from our past.
So forever I will be yours.
No matter how many years slip by...
You are worth every tear that your favorite blue eyes cry.
I love you baby and I'll see you when I do.
Just relax and remember,
I'm waiting for you.