Interests
I enjoy singing. I am slowly getting back into my music. I am considering working full bore to launch my career again. But I am still not sure what I want from me!
I also enjoy writing. I have written countless poems. And I have even started a couple novels. Maybe one day. . . With that being said I have decided to bare an innate element of my fiber! Please let me know what you think of the following works, as some of which I am thinking of publishing:
Flaming Passion
Intimate Ocean of enraged passion,
the burning desire quenched.
Tears craving rivers potent embrace,
desiccated innocuous devotion.
Fiery fingers tips of Hell
ripped still beating heart within.
Every beat of innocence
ruggedly rung in burning fury.
April 1, 2001
My Truth
An enraged river dedicated to an intimate sea, I am.
Commitment’s embers blaze eternal, I wonder.
Delicate air crooning melodiously, I hear.
Two lustrous stars shimmering, I see.
One endures searing love’s icy breath, I want.
An enraged river dedicated to an intimate sea, I am.
Heartache’s excruciating fury painless, I pretend.
Affection’s lips caressing thy body, I feel.
Another divine soul’s secret depth, I touch.
Life’s perilous existence crumbling, I worry.
Fearless eyes wailing sorrowful streams, I do.
An enraged river dedicated to an intimate sea, I am.
Soaring mountain peaks, groveling valleys is life, I understand.
Genuine love vanquishes painful sorrow, I say.
Cherished couple spiritually wed, I dream.
Visualize precious holy day, I try.
Heavenly angels glide with air light wing, I hope.
An enraged river dedicated to an intimate sea, I am.
April 6, 2001
Shadows of Life
As I lie in the still of night
and gaze at a hollow sky,
I reflect on the story of my life.
Like the star that has been
singled out of a cloudy mist,
I dare shine and be heard
in a voiceless universe.
Like the bitter piercing breeze,
my feelings froze in the grasp of time.
Character and emotion cast
into the mere shell of what is.
Like the lonely owl’s cry,
I longed for my soul’s companion.
Like the fresh scent of a spring rain,
I yearn to be pure.
Life is but a dark universe
and I enlighten it’s shadows.
April 9, 2001
Endless Time
Shrilling voices roar from a mystic shadow.
Brilliant multicolored beams glow from above,
Showering a gorgeous rainbow upon my face.
The beating of a drum fastens with the beating of my heart.
My temperature rises with the roaring of the crowd.
Seconds seem to last for eternity; Time is endless.
The melody of my own heart rings our as my emotions grow stronger.
The crowd sings along with the harmonies of my voice.
At last, with a final blast, the music fades into the breath of time.
Only to sound again in another endless time.
May 29, 2001
All Seems Right
I close my eyes
All seems right with the world.
It’s not until I fall to sleep
Or I open my eyes that life haunts me.
It’s there!
In the place between dark and light.
In the shadows, I can dream my fears away.
He cannot touch me.
I am safe, here.
Just for now.
My peace is merely an illusion.
Within moments he will ravage my senses, again.
I am trapped.
In a world I did not create.
I lay paralyzed by fear.
I beg him to cease.
The words he does not hear.
The tears flow unnoticed.
My soul burns with hate.
His seed is sewn.
The deed is done.
I have satisfied his need.
The desire I once longed for to be quenched
He has drowned.
Violating every ounce of my being.
He releases me to rest.
I close my eyes
All seems right with the world.
Summer of 2004
The Walk
The sun is beautiful in the morning.
A brilliantly bright star
That creates in me. . .
A sense of fulfillment.
I am capable of anything.
With each step, I take,
I move forward into a better me.
Closing my eyes I listen
Birds chirping, heart beating,
Stones crunching beneath my feet.
I think about life
And where I fit in.
My house, my bills, my job. . .
The list goes on.
I open my eyes and turn around
Into a radiant sunset’s stare.
The anxieties of my life slowly fade away.
With each step, I take,
I move forward through another chapter.
Looking upon a new horizon
Prepared for what lies ahead.
The sun is beautiful in the evening.
A brilliantly bright star
That creates in me. . .
A sense of fulfillment.
I am capable of anything.
Fall of 2004
MY LATEST WORK. . .CAN YOU HELP ME GIVE IT A TITLE?
Lost in the desolate fields of life
I yearn for my soul’s dedicated companion.
My heart’s tears echo through the vast chambers of heaven.
Alone in my own inconsolable agony
Waiting. . .
Lingering. . .
Hoping. . .
Craving, passion’s caressing embrace
Waiting. . .
Lingering. . .
Hoping. . .
Craving, the echoes of your soul to beckon
Liberating me from the stark shadows
Waiting. . .
Lingering. . .
Hoping. . .
Craving. . .
Your adoration rejoinders my cry.
September 19, 2006
Music
I listen to just about everything. . .as long as I can understand the lyrics. But my favorites are Country, and Pop.
Movies
I love watching movies! I will watch almost anything. But one of my favorites is Twister. I'm not sure why but it is. I have just always loved it. Maybe it's the idea that loves conquers all!
Idols
My hubby! I mean after all he married me! LOL No in all seriousness. . . my hubby is the single strongest person I know. (in all aspects of life) He bares the weight of our world on his shoulders everyday! I love you, hunny, you are my world!