I hate November it's when everything gets fucked up for me. 😒

If I should die tomorrow, I will have no regrets. I did what I wanted to do. You can't expect much more from life. -Bruce Lee.

It's my Birthday month.

🎶 Tell Me Why....... 🎶

🎶 My feet is my only carriage so. I've got to push on through. But while I'm gone. Everything's gonna be alright everything's gonna be alright. 🎶 .

Livin' easy Livin' free season ticket on a one-way ride .Askin' nothing' Leave me be taken everything ' in my stride. Don't need reason Don't need rhyme Ain't nothing' that I'd rather do Goin' down party time .I'm on the highway to hell. On a highway to hell. Highway to hell. I'm on the highway to hell. Nobody to stop me you asked why that's because. I'll Be Back. You no me I'll Be Back. 🎶

I'll be back..

please stop sending profile comments. I'm just not in the right frame of mind to answer them. Thank you all. Until further notice.

when you wake up at 4 am. every morning in pain, and you take your meds, but they don't kick in until 10 am, and the hospital Doc says that is the strongest dose of meds anyone can take for cancer then mentally and physically you feel drained for the rest of the day then I don't feel that I can fight anymore. 🤒🥵

I will be on fubar when I can get on, so sorry to all my family and friends .If you feel you should take me out of your family. I do understand fighting cancer for the first time was hard, but when you get it again and again, it's really hard . I'm just so tired all the time. 😴😥

I don't care how big or how small the cancer is for me. Sometimes, I feel like giving up bladder cancer in remission i go back to hospital every 12 months for check ups. Skin cancer on the leg again been looked after. Now i have it on my toe. Cancer fucking sucks. It's all the same it leaves you drained 😔

I can go home tomorrow afternoon, so hopefully, the cancer doesn't come back on my leg. The cancer on my toe will have to wait until my leg heals. If they did my toe, it would be too much for me to handle. 😔

🎶 Being single was so much fun, but when. I got older, and my body started to fall apart. I knew those days are gone . All by myself. I don't want to be all by myself anymore. 😥 🎶

This is my last day on fubar. I have to take a long break to sort my health out if you take me out of your family. I do understand 😢

good news and bad news .They good news is . I can go home next week my daughter is picking me up from hospital. Then going back to the hotel we can stop there for a day free of charge then I will be going home when. I get home i have to phone my doctor so he can get me into my local hospital to check for signs of cancer on my toe and my leg. So I have no idea when I can get back on fubar. I feel that im at the end of my fight know . 😥😓

I'm fighting harder than. I have before maybe every twist every fall was never wrong. I't was meant after all.

still in hospital remembering a lot more about the accident, how myself and Steve helped to get the people out of the minibus, and the driver just stood watching from the other side of the road. And how a total stranger stopped his car and phoned for ambulance,police and fire service. 😠

I've been in an accident... surgery went well, with a slight concussion I have to rest, not a way to spend a holiday can't say when I will be next on. 🥺 in a bit of a dark place.

on my holidays finding it hard to keep a Internet connection. So sorry

sorry to family and friends will not be on fubar taking a holiday to London for 3 weeks. So, be kind and good to one another.